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m3r1m4r5u333 · 16 days
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Buddie really is all about playing Scrabble, guys. Let's rearrange HILDY, and play it "on Scrabble"!
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Chris: HILDY? Are we getting Hildy 😁?!
Eddie, scared: No, we are definitely not!
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What could HILDY be? Play Scrabble. Rearrange the letters. Y hid L! "You hid love". That's the love story of buddie, "buddies".
Scary love. Hidden love. The kind you avoid admitting. Even to yourself.
Because it sparks between two men. Two "straight" men. Men who just telling themselves they are... Allies.
And because it's the kind of love that freaks you out anyway - falling for a friend. A buddie.
And because you've already experienced grief, and are scared to love again.
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Buck and Chris are playing video games. It looks super domestic, like a little family.
Then Eddie freaks out about talk of "Hildy" and disconnects the game from the server.
Chris: "😐 Buck, can we go to your place and play video games?"
Buck: "Uhh sorry, kid. I think we're gonna be playing it "old school" for a while...
Chris: "What's "old school"?
Buck: ...Have you ever heard of Scrabble?"
Rearrange the "letters", folks. ✉️🎬 See what "HILDY" is. Moments out of order, love that's still hiding.
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Eddie: Somehow, we became a ready-made family... And I... I don't know if I'm ready for that.
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Buck: Eddie. I have been Ana. I know what it's like to be in love with someone who is not all the way in.
...Deep down you know it, and it hurts. It hurts worse than the truth. So if you don't want to hurt Ana, you owe it to her to be honest.
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Eddie: I don't know. Just feels like a lot, man!
Buck: Well. Go to sleep. No need to decide right now! It's not like we're going home anytime soon!
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Then these two themes that come up, repeatedly."I see you"/"I don't even know what that means!"
"Isn't that what we all want in a partner, to be seen?"
(Lola threatening to jump off a bridge, next to a sign she made: "SEE ME NORMAN!")
"Lola! Lola honey, it's me! I'm here. And I see you, just like the sign says!"
"Liar! You look right through me, Norman. You don't even notice me!
I'm just around to... To collect the mail!" (Or... Male? Go listen to the very queer love triangle coded song Copacapana by Barry Manilow. There's a famous "Lola"...)
"I don't even know what that means! ... I'm the one who brings in the mail?
... I see you, Lola! I notice you!"
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(The song lyrics: Don't go chasing waterfalls... Please stick to the lakes and the rivers you're used to...)
To Buck, still in the closet: "Don't go chasing waterfalls, Buck!"
Buck: "I don't even know what that means!"
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That scene with closeted Tommy:
He's asked if he's ever considered that maybe he is more "team Jacob" than "team Bella"?
Tommy: I don't even know what that means!
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Then the concept of finding true love, and cherishing it.
"Love, actually... is all around..."
Buck, Actually:
Thomas: "He can't go! He's my heart, my everything...
Thomas: ... When we got married? We thought what the hell. We have so little life left. Might as well live it.
That was Mitchell - always daring the clock. And I, always following along. All those foolish things we did... We only ever wanted to go together. That's love.
Buck: "I guess I can only hope to find something that good."
Thomas: "You don't find it son, you make it."
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Thomas dies of broken heart syndrome.
Buck: "....That's love!"
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And then love being SEEING. "I c u."
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The scrabbled letters we've been watching, of falling in love, stupidly, in the closet.
Falling for a friend, not realizing it. Refusing to admit it.
Hiding it, even from yourself. Being afraid to see it. Running from it... The way you really feel about this "buddy".
Their almost instant connection, promising to have each other's backs:
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Here's Eddie, having a panic attack at the fire station in the dark due to a power shortage. Looking at Buck as his most current girlfriend, Ana, says this line:
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Buck's line about looking good even in bad lighting, the first day they meet.
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Now, many of these scenes are from Buck's episode Buck, actually. An obvious reference to the movie Love, actually.
Quote from Love, actually;
"When the planes hit the Twin Towers, as far as I know, none of the phone calls from the people on board were messages of hate or revenge – they were all messages of love.
If you look for it, I've got a sneaky feeling you'll find that love actually... is all around."
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That scene with the old men, deeply in love, dying together? The one left behind saying love is something you make, together. Saying love is everything. Saying life is short.
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Buck and Eddie. Buddie. The ship name really fits them. It's a love story but of "buddies", friends, falling for each other. Confused, scrambled. Playing Scrabble. Refusing to admit it.
Sometimes you fall like that. Sometimes love materializes in the dark, before you're ready for it. It scares you. It avoids your notice. You hide it, even from yourself.
But it's there, waiting to be discovered. A hidden treasure. Something precious to you, buried. And slowly, you open your eyes, see it, without flinching from it. Gather that courage. Even if it scares you... You open your eyes. Because you must. Because love is everything, and life is short.
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kedreeva · 3 months
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There's some dude (derogatory) on FB who is PISSED people are pricing their farm fresh eggs at $2 and $3 a dozen instead of $4+, saying it's "disrespectful" and "undignified" and "I'm trying to feed my kids" like Sir, you are on a Facebook group page bitching about your neighbors egg prices because your pet chickens aren't earning you a living wage and you think it's your neighbors' fault, you do not have a leg to stand on here wrt dignity.
Also half the answers are like "I give them to friends and family free" or "I donate them to food banks" or "I'm making them affordable to folks who might not otherwise be able to get them now that they're so expensive in the store" and "if you think you're going to turn a profit keeping backyard chickens you have been wildly misled" and so on, and so forth, and I'm so living for it.
and I can tell you right now, he did NOT like my answer of "if you're trying to feed your kids, I hear eggs are edible."
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Wait, a character can become canonically queer and not immediately be sent to super mega turbo hell by the writers???
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captain-hen · 8 days
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#evan buckley but it's just him progressively getting more unhinged over eddie
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FNAF movie Mike meets Jeremy Fitzgerald
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ikpwecanfly · 24 days
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Something I haven't seen discussed yet is not only did buck and Tommy kiss, but they JUST kissed. Tommy kissed him once, just communicating that "okay is this what you want us to do?" And then he set up a real romantic date where he's going to pick buck up at 8 and everything.
Buck who has a shit load of trauma from partners wanting him for nothing more than his body. From always having to be the person adding the romance into every relationship to convince people there's more to him then sex.
Baby boy just got asked on a wholesome date and got promised romantic helicopter flying lessons and he won't even have to drive and goddddvdhebusjabsjsjdnxns
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lemonbubble · 2 years
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seeing that "achievement unlocked, survived tumblr porn ban" post being reblogged by people who LITERALLY RETURNED FROM TWITTER AFTER HEARING THE NEWS
YOU did not "survive the porn ban", you ran away!! you abandoned your blog for twitter, and now you come crawling back and act like you've been here the entire time????? THIS IS STOLEN VALOR
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raycatzdraws · 6 months
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Wolfie and Four friendship appreciation doodles! They're shared secrets besties! I hope Four's distrust of the shadow crystal doesn't drive anything between them. Wild found his way into this compilation with a force. It seems I can't draw Wolfie and not include him too!
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu four#lu twilight#lu wolfie#lu wild#lu legend#lu hyrule#fairy hyrule#I drew most of these on my weekends at camp#hence the swearing probably lol can't swear in front of the campers#man I did not leave that mountain for the whole summer and I wouldn't have it any other way#I was there 6+ weeks straight#some of the other counselors who also stayed and I would occasionally make the hour drive into town#a bunch of us went to see the Barbie movie together and like 2/3 through the film the fire alarm went off and we were evacuated ajhsgfsdf#we all held hands to not be separated in case there was an actual emergency and some guy was like 'look at the preschoolers'#AND AAAAA I won't be separated from my counselor buddies!!!! RAAAHH this is what we would have gotten the kids to do#so I guess we're just too good at our jobs lol#that one LU post with the lads lined up with their bows? It's AWESOME#but I taught a bunch of kids archery this summer and none of the lads have the right posture lol#I'm walking up and down that line readjusting all of them ahsgdsdf#Imagine Wars going to Wind though like 'remember to pull back to your smile! :D '#and Wind just deadeye staring him down like you serious rn?#caught and removed a scorpion from the lake cabin biffy this summer - that was very exciting#calmed the campers down and put them to bed and then rolled up my sleeves and asked the program staff who was staying with us#for emotional support#her only experience with scorpions was from animal crossing so she was like 'get ready to run' and I'm- I think we'll be okay#anyways it's her perched on one of the toilets with a spray bottle of bleach and me with an empty tupperware from dinner#I caught it under the tupperware but IT MOVED THE TUPPERWARE#we drowned it in bleach and it like finally died but it took a while and then we flung it into the woods BYE BUGGY
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bucksboobs · 23 days
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I hope Tommy never leaves I hope he’s Eddie’s Best Man at the Buddie Wedding I hope he gives a toast mentioning that he’s the reason this finally happened I hope he and Chimney and Eddie still hang out I hope he takes Buck to things that Eddie isn’t that interested in the same way he takes Eddie to fights, I hope we find out what his dynamic is with Hen and Bobby and Ravi, I hope he gets a place in that little 118 family he was so jealous of
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warpedpuppeteer · 6 days
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"Eddie was never gay". Eddie worked in the dispatch building and immediately got into a petty passive aggressive territory bitch fight with Josh, the other gay man in the team. Gay recognises gay <3
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evankinard · 1 month
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the chances of buck looking tommy in the eyes and going "you think you're close? well have you ever tasted his BLOOD" are low but knowing him truly never zero
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braisedhoney · 4 months
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fighting back? against who? they're so happy—they've been waiting for you.
you are wonderful. don't you know that?
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bonus: they play sims together :)
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buttercupbuck · 13 days
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"you know, my therapist says everyone needs a safe space, a place where you can fully be yourself"
[image description: 2 large gifs of evan buckley and eddie diaz from 9-1-1.
gif 1: from season 6 episode 12. in the diaz home, eddie (out of frame) watches buck sleep on his couch, his arm draped across the sofa.
gif 2: from season 7 episode 5. at buck's apartment, the camera pans as eddie, holding his phone, turns to face buck as buck rounds the corner of his kitchen island.
/end ID]
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some misc Barn & Wally doodles from the past week or so <3 i heart them
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thegreatyin · 1 month
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FNAF movie Mike learns William Afton is a freak
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