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๊ค ะฝััััฯ
ฮทึ:-
So itโs been a solid one hour that youโve been ignored by your boyfriend, heeseung, whose eyes were seemingly glued to his pc screen, devoting his whole concentration and life to his game.
Youโve tried numerous tricks to gain his attention and even whined and pouted on the bed. Believe me, even your failed attempts at doing aegyo didnโt cause him to budge.
Hence as you laid there seated on your shared bed behind his chair, you suddenly had a plan pop up in your head.
You saw this prank on tiktok where people ask their boyfriends randomly to marry them. You and hee had already been dating lovingly for 2 years and you always wanted to ask about marriage without sounding too clingy
Plus you needed a way to break him off the dang screen ugh๐
So, clearing your throat, you begin to form your sentences.
โUmm hee?โ
*no response*
โHeeseung??!โ
โUh yeah sorry babe. Go on.โ He replies in an inattentive way, with his hands stuck to the keyboard.
โWell the thing isโฆIโve been thinking about this lately. Weโve been dating for quite a while now. And I was wonderingโฆwhen youโre gonna propose?โ
MY GOODNESS GURL, his eyes almost pop out and he accidentally almosstt deletes his precious league of legends account out of OVERWHELMING SHOCK.๐ณ๐ฑ
Like I mean..donโt drop a nuclear bomb without notice before giving him a heart attack like that..๐
But donโt worry itโs a good kind of heart attack cause man immediately dissolves into a blushing mess ๐ฅบ
Will turn his doey beautiful eyes in your direction immediately and you see shyness and love and giddy ness displayed in them.
โYou want me to?โบ๏ธ๐๐ป๐๐ป you never told me tho.โ
โAnd Why should I?? Arenโt you supposed to figure that out yourself?โ You pretend to pout but smile immediately seeing his cuteness.
Ugh heโs just gonna be so cute about it the whole time afterwards. Immediately hops into bed and smiles nonstop like a silly idiot and hugs you and kisses you and cuddles and smiles some more till you think heโs going crazy fr ๐
But nah, he does seriously think about it. He always dreamt of making you his wife but he wanted you to be comfortable with the idea. And now that you brought up the idea, heโs on cloud 9. ๐
โHmm baby~ ๐ฅฐ then you shall expect something very soon!โ He proudly declares as you two lay snuggled in bed, his hands caressing your waist and eyes directly looking inside yours.
And heโs very serious for real. Because soon enough he will surprise you with your favourite flowers and an adorable proposal where he will kneel down and literally sing for you!๐ฅบ๐
Manโs so serious heโs also gonna secretly Google tips and tricks to be a good husband just for you. ๐คซ cause heโs been dying to be your official man since the first day he fell in love with you.๐๐
๊ค เธงฮฑั:-
Okay so this sweetheart already had his own marriage plans inside his head before you even brought it up.๐ฅบ๐๐ป๐๐ป
Because jay is such a serious and loyal person in a relationship, itโs definitely the date-to-marry situation for him!
Plus since the first day he laid his eyes on you, he knew he wanted you to be a permanent part of his life.
And as days passed by and your relationship evolved, he wanted you more with each passing second and realized it was you he wanted to love for the rest of his life.
Thus he already thought about the whole scenario- when to propose, how to propose, where to live when you guys do get married, how many years will it take for him to settle down etc etc.
But he kept it all low-key because he didnโt wanna rush you. And you never told him anything about wanting to get married until tonight
Once again, he was making dinner for you. You were sitting on the table, eagerly watching him and smiling at his adorable demeanour.
See this was the thing. Domesticity was such a natural part of your relationship, the way jay would cook food for you, heโd volunteer to do the house chores together with you, youโd cuddle and watch a movie on weekends like a couple, and he would even blow dry your hair every night after you took a shower!
All of it felt so peaceful and happy that the thought of marrying him and making everything official between you guys dropped in your head in an instant.
So you ask him as he stirs the noodle in the pot, occasionally stealing glances from you and blowing you kisses to make you feel less lonely
โJay?โ
โYes love?โ
โWill you marry me?โ
The remark was pretty blunt..but serious so you just let it hang in the air there without speaking further. It was true though. You needed to know how he felt about wife-ing you up. ๐ณ
He turns to you instantly and chuckles out loud. But ofc, in an attractive and heart warming way youโve never seen before.
He turns off the stove briefly while turning to walk towards you, all the while maintaining eye contact. He gets closer and closerโฆ
*thump thump thump*๐ณ๐
โIโve been dying to, darling.โ Jay admits, with his face only centimetres away from you. The moment was so filled with honesty and intimacy, you could swear you were going dizzy.
You anticipated a passionate kiss but he blurts out the next serious comments one after another..
โWe should get your parentโs permission first.โ โMaybe we should wait another year till you finish your major?โ โAh what type of apartment should we live in once we get married-โ
You interrupt him with an obvious eye roll โjay๐๐โ
โSorry.โ He laughs, cupping your cheek and smiling at your cute but annoyed expression.
The passionate moment youโve been waiting for finally happens when he connects his lips with yours. Sensual, intimate, love filled and so dang promising. ๐
You knew with every touch of his mouth on yours how much he loved you and how dearly he wanted you to be a part of his everyday.
And ofcourse, jay being the gentleman he is, will definitely calculate every move and execute his plans before finally kneeling down for you and asking you for your hand in marriage ๐๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐จ
Cause come on, the best husband award in enha obviously goes to the one and only, park jay.๐
๊ค เธงฮฑะบั:-
The idea of marriage suddenly crossed your head from the movie you both were watching, when the male lead proposes the actress in a grand way towards the end of the story.
The setting you were in currently was also very romantic tbh. Dimly lit room with faint light from the scented candles, romantic movie playing on the tv screen as you lay seated in between jakeโs legs as he wraps his arms around you securely, his chin resting on your shoulder and a warm blanket heating up both your bodies.
You couldnโt shake off the idea of asking jake the one question you always wanted to ask. Besides, getting to marry the love of your life was definitely the happiest thing that could happen to you.
He was so loving, so gentle, so caring and just so in love with you that you couldnโt even think about anything else but basking in his affection all the time. He was sweet and observant and always paid attention to your likes/dislikes and always reminded you how beautiful you were and how lucky he was to have you.
And now that you had a chance to make him yours and yours alone for the rest of your life, how could you not ask him to marry you in a heart beat.
You turn your head towards his and he temporarily lifts his face from your shoulder to look into you properly, while still making sure that you guys were super close to the point where your breaths were practically intertwining and landing on eachotherโs cheeks. But that was the thing you loved the most about him. How he always craved to be close to you and prioritised skinship.
โJakey..thereโs something I want to tell you.โ
โHmm princess. Go on, Iโm listening.โ He kisses the tip of your nose before looking into your eyes fondly.
โI want to marry you jake. I want to spend every hour of my life with you..as your lover and as your wife. I want an โusโ, forever. Do you?โ
Believe me, you donโt even need to check his facial expressions to get his reaction, the way his heart is beating SO ABNORMALLY loud against your back is enough proof to let you know about the fireworks he feels inside.
Overjoyed, overwhelmed, smiley, emotional, excited puppy. ๐ฅน๐
โY/nโฆ*sighs* you have no idea how much I want that more than you. I really love you so much that sometimes..ok no..MOST times it drives me crazy.โ
โShall I take that as a yes?โ๐ณ
โYesyesyesyesyesyes and a thousand times yes! >.<โ he replies, leaving a gentle kiss on your lips in the process.
And trust me when I say you that heโs dead serious about it. Stop him because heโs already started TELLING his marriage vows to you right then and there lmao
โIn the name of God, I, take you, to be my wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, until parted by death-โ he tries to continue but you playfully nudge him with your elbow in his stomach till youโre both laughing merrily
Nah, you canโt stop him fr tho bc heโs ACTUALLY gonna go to stores to look up engagement rings for you ๐ณ๐๐๐ฅบ
He even renames your name on his phone as โlaylaโs momโ and adds your family picture as his new wallpaper. ๐๐ป๐๐ป๐
And ay, heโs now UNSTOPPABLE because he even starts deciding how many kids he wants with you and THEN himself gets shy about it lol dhsjdusj โบ๏ธ๐คช
๊ค ัฯ
ฮทึะฝฯฯฮท:-
When you saw pictures of some of your friends posting pictures of their engagement rings and their fiancรฉ, it filled you with the desire to get married too
Ofcourse to the love of your life and your handsome boyfriend, the park sunghoon โจ
You did try to bring up this topic TWICE before by telling him indirectly, hinting him by showing him your friendโs pictures with puppy eyes ๐ฅบ but nahhhh
Man just swayed the topic every damn time and pretended to not understand ๐๐
But you try to bring it up again today..cause you needed to find out why he avoids that?? Like yโall been dating for a few years and he loves you surely then whatโs the problem?????
You bake him his favourite tiramisu, dress up for him and when he comes home, shower him in affection and bring him the dessert which makes his eyes light up. ๐๐คฉ
โSunghoon ah ~โ you pat his shoulder and look at him, preparing to drop the question.
โPropose to me sunghoon.โ
โโฆโฆโฆโฆโฆโ
Man almost chokes on his โpeiberet tiramishuโ what did you do omg ๐ซข
*coughs intensively*
Then stares at you in disbelief like you just uttered a taboo thing for what feels like an eternity.
โY/nโฆโฆโฆโฆโฆโฆโ
โDid you hit your head with something?๐คจ I think you need to see a doctor.โ
โSUNGHOON!!๐ก๐กโ
Aight aight he was just messing with you. ๐๐
โYouโre kind of cute when youโre mad.โ He wheezes at your annoyed expression that he finds really interesting.
Putting the tiramisu aside, he flings his arms open and gestures you to come inside. โCome here doll.โ
He kisses the tip of your head lightly and squeezes you in a tight hug!! >.<
โ wait for a few years till we are responsible enough and Iโll definitely marry you for good. Because ofcourse, I love you and only you.โ ๐
Thanks to you, now heโs got something to be delulu about before going to sleep everyday. ๐ณ
๊ค ัฯ
ฮทฯฯ:-
Definitely the sweetest one about this whole situation, I swear to god ๐ฅน๐
You were wearing a pretty lacy white long dress infront of the mirror just because you bought this dress on sale and wanted to try it out infront of your boyfie.
And ofcourse he drops his phone and directs every attention at you and you alone.
He low-key imagines how pretty youโd look as a bride inside his his mind and gives the brightest sunny smile. ๐๐ป๐๐ป
But you hear his thoughts out loud from the fanboy-ish way he keeps staring at you with heart eyes.
โMy sunshine. Do you want to marry me someday?๐โ you ask him in the most polite yet shy way, locking eyes with him.
Initially thrown off course from how you uttered the exact thing he was thinkingโฆbut then starts giggling giggling. โบ๏ธโบ๏ธ
He rushes to stand beside you infront of the mirror and stares at the reflection of the both of you.
โOfcourse I would. Why wouldnโt I?โ He proudly exclaims with endless admiration in his tone. ๐
That obviously causes you to blush and cover your face in your palms.
But he chuckles and makes you look in the mirror instead.
โLook at us. We look so perfect together, like we were made for eachother y/n.โ
The comment makes you feel butterflies all over the place but before you can react, he kisses your cheeks and opens his phone camera to click selcas with you!!
Boy floods a hundred pics of you two & especially YOU on his phone and even has a secret folder consisting of those pics that he named โmy lovely future wife ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ โ
Another one who has endless scenarios about your married life in his imagination and gets all bubbly giddy about it all da time! ๐
๊ค เธงฯ
ฮทึฯฯฮท:-
Just yang jungwon being yang savage jungwon ๐
Good thing that you asked it as a prank or else the humiliation was sth youโd never recover from lol
The members were in on this prank with you cause they were dying to see leadernimโs reaction!
I mean..he always seemed to be allergic to pda and didnโt even hold your hands infront of them smh ๐คจ
Hence when you guys were hanging out at the dorm together, you guys start the prank.
โGuys..can someone get us the drinks from the table?โ Jake comments, winking at you, indicating the signal to start!
โAhh donโt worry. My future husband is gonna go get it.โ You claim, looking at jungwon
Awkward silenceโฆโฆโฆโฆโฆโฆโฆ๐
Jungwon didnโt even hear what you said..or atleast acted like he didnโt. He was still busied on his phone and everyone exchanges glances.
โJungwon?? Please go get the drinks.โ Heeseung shrugs by tugging at his shoulder which NOW got his attention. He volunteers and exits the room casually
Plan failed (1)
You sulk hardโฆ..:((( at his ignoranceโฆ:(( but everyone tries cheering you up. And niki swears he saw jw flinch and blush but then he played it cool.
But you had to find it out for yourself!โน๏ธ๐ค
So when you see jungwon coming through the door, you yell out-
โYang jungwon!!! >.< marry me!!!โ
And..
Baby cat just takes a solid 180 degree turn and walks out the door again๐
Talk about plan failing (2)
BUT truth isโฆhe couldnโt handle getting his heart pierced twice today๐ณ bc this time he couldnโt hide his obvious red cheeks lol ๐๐ป๐๐ป
So he needed to catch some air ahem ahem
When he returns, you see a cutesy dimple smile as he sits beside you and
Puts the metal cap opener inside your ring finger from the bottle and quietly says:
โFor now..this works. After a few yearsโฆIโll get you a real ring okay?โ
AND WOOOOAAAAAAAHHH๐๐ณ๐
The whole room starts cheering causing you both to blush hard lmao
But allโs well that ends well, because?? You see the million dollar smile on his face and for the first time today, he expresses his love for you infront of his family!๐
๊ค ฮทฮนะบฮน:-
Niki was lying down beside you half asleep as you scrolled through Instagram on your phone
Seeing some wedding pictures pop up, you suddenly steal a glance of your boyfriend who youโve been dating for almost 3 years
Now was a appropriate time to ask him to marry you, half of it directed as a plan, half of it a serious comment.
So you move him lightly and call out his name
โNikinikinikiniki oii!! >~<โ
โโฆwhat?โ He muffles under his breath, turning his half lidded eyes at you, squinting and furrowing his brows, obviously displeased by your interruption
But you go on anyway
โMarry meโ
Foolish of you to expect a reply in the first place cause..this brat just rolls over and falls back asleep again.
Thatโs what you think he does..cause he just used the blanket to cover his face from you
Like how dare you shoot his heart like this unannounced when he just woke upโฆ๐ณโค๏ธ๐ซ
โDID YOU JUST IGNORE ME?!!๐ โ you whine, crawling on top of him to crush him w your weight!!
He swallows his laughter before looking at you.
โHow can you ask me to marry you so bluntly when *clears throat*..you still sleep with your baby blanket, still play with your teddy bear and cuddle it to sleep, still cry when youโre hungry like a toddler and etc etc.โ โaish youโre so hopelessโ he makes this โ๐ฎโ๐จโ face at you, charging you for all the things HE DOES TOO๐ (minus the last part)
Scooting closer to him now, you laugh as you hold him tightly from the back, rubbing your nose with him to tickle him.
โOkay okay. You can replace my teddy bear. So now will you marry me?โ
โHmph. Maybe?โ He laughs in an adorable way, but you pout slightly at his maybe remark. ๐ ๐
When you try to playfully bite him later as a revenge, heโs quick to tackle you in the bed and wow.. it turns into a MASSIVE PILLOWFIGHT! >.<
Just like you expectedโฆ
The rest of the night ends with silly little fights and silly little teasing session but also silly little kisses and silly little cuddles. ๐๐
Even though he doesnโt admit it or talk about it to you but you know what?๐ฅบ
He thinks about it ALOT and definitely tells his mom about you and takes you out to meet her. ๐ bc you know you โmightโ need it later in the future.๐๐คซ
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Letitia Wright x Black Reader
Authors Note:Know I had to give yโall a part 3
Summary:After your shower looks like your going to have to address some things.
Warning: Angst to fluff
Timeline:After wakanda Forever
Inspired By:The music video a little bit not to much
Taglist: @tuesdaylovesu(wifey fr) @locoforshuri @letitias-fav @lunax0654 @writesbyriri @ziayamikaelson @womenlxver @2k7-sparkles @saintwrld @atssukoo @adeola-the-explorer @niaalove @shuri-my-love @shuriislut
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3:Make you feel right Part 4
Y/nโs Pov
โCare to explain why you have marks on your neckโ,
โI went out with my friends and someone most have been kissing me on my neck because I donโt rememberโ
โOh ok well call your friends so I know โ
โOk โ
You start to panic but get angry when this stuff happens to him you donโt even worry about it that much .
โHey Gab wasnโt I with you at the club last nightโ โgurl yeah and that one dude was trying to take you home and shi so he left marks but good thing we saw it go downโ โAlright see you soon โ
โSee you girlโ
You where now happy a little because gabby is deadass a real one. โSee I told you,
โhmโ
โWhatโ
โYou cheated on meโ
โWow all the times you came home with kisses on your collar and makes in your neck I ainโt say shit but now when itโs me your making it a big ass dealโ
*Silence*
โYou quiet because Iโm rightโ
You begin to get up and get your car keys and coat .
โTalk to me when you have fucking sense because right now your acting like you donโt have anyโ you say exiting the apartment.
You where mad at naven because he knew dang well he has done it before .โHey siri facetime tishโ
โFaceTiming โจ๐ค๐Tish๐๐คโจโ
โYo whatโs goodโ
โIโm coming overโ
โWhatโs wrong what happenedโ
โArgumentโ
โAlright explain everything when you get here
โKโ
You hang up the call as you open your car door. You get in put your key in ,Put on your seatbelt and connected Bluetooth.
Chicago-Michael Jackson played
โI met her on her way to Chicago where she was alone and so I was so I asked her for her nameโYou sing .
For the next 15 minutes you where driving to tishs house until you got their .You knock on her door hoping she heard it.Your hear her unlock the door. โCome inโ she says taking a step back from the door .Tish was wearing sweatshirts and a tank top.๏ฟผYou walk in to her place feeling her eyes look at you.
โSo whatโs going onโ she says sitting on the couch.โItโs naven we had an argumentโ โwhat happenedโ . You explain To tish the problem and why you were mad.
"So hes not treating you right?" ,
โItโs iffyโ
โI can make you feel rightโ
โI know exactly how you canโ
You look at her with eyes she knows
โNoโ
โPleaseโ
โNoโ
โPretty Pleaseโ
โFine but only because you look goodโ
โI always doโ
You give her a wink and a slight smirk.
โLay down and relaxโ You say as you sit in her lap. You get your make up pallet and brush. You start to get make up on the brush and apply it to tishs face .
โStop moving your going to ruin the eyeshadowโ
โSorry โ she says putting her arms on your waist .
You blend the eyeshadow with your finger.You finish the left eye and now itโs time for the right. You do the exact same thing so they will look right .
โOkay know you canโt move unless you want to mess it up badโ you say getting the blush. You apply the blush and blend it to make it look nice .
You do your finishing touches on the make up.
"And I have done it again"
"Can I take a picture of us like this โ
โSure idcโ
(Letitia Wright)
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She could at least gave me a kiss ๐
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After a while of you doing tishs make up and watching tv you decided to go home โSee you tishโ you says leaving her home.
You get to your apartment and unlock the door . You see rosรฉ petals on the ground and candles. This was navens over used apology set up .
โBaby Iโm sorry if I made you feel angry you know I didnโt mean itโ
โNaven Iโm not feeling this tonight maybe tomorrow nightโ
โHuhโ
โNot tonight for this little set up thingโ
You say walking to your bedroom,You come out with pillows and a blanket.
โEnjoy the couch while I will enjoy silk sheetsโ
โBut babeโ
โNot tonightโ
You place the pillows and blankets on the couch .
He finally got what he deserved because you definitely werenโt going to let this slide .
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Okay, now I'm really curious, and you don't have to answer this if your asks are already overwhelmed or anything, but....
Top 5 moments in The Rookie so far?
Dang gurl you really gonna make me pick ๐คญ
definitely the "for what? doing my job?" Because hOLY KRIFF I melted I was *makes ambiguous hand gestures*
"I dropped the ticket!" beautiful slapstick comedy right there kriff
Tim making t-shirts of Lucy getting pranked by half the night patrol. a glossed-over moment that deserved way more appreciation
Jackson giving Mrs. Ochoa her husband's watch that was so bittersweet and wholesome
Wopez being toxic and derpy God bless them
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DETERMINATION ANALYSIS(/random notes I just made before bed) BEFORE I LOOSE MY ENERGY! GO!
"You look at her the way I wish you looked at me" -Kagami Tsurugi
"There are none so blind as those who will not look in the mirror" -Kagami Tsurugi 2017
Kagami means mirror-
Juleka is still muttering but louder I guess "Yeah, they might not" I can understand every word
"Hola, Comรณ Estas Amigo". She freindzoned him so fas-
Adrien said "AROUND" the Grevin Museum there's still hope!!!
Okay but like can we sprinkle a little Lukan- no? Yes? YEAH!
Luka and Marinette talk about her feelings also why are all of Marinetteโs friendships solely about her they'll never make it out of middle school alive (the freinships)
Marientte's freinships are so toxic. They're always built around her and her only.
Kagami obviously still likes Adrien
Adrien is not surrounded by love Luka its a mix of love and hate get it right.
Lukagami?
AH! HE PLACED HIS HAND ON HER BACK!!!
Luka locks them in which is incredibly trucking stupid not only because he knows their identities but it's dangerous too like what if one of them has to use the bathroom or is claustrophobic or gets sliced by the second door.
Manipula has a sick design
No transformy? DANG IT!
The butterfly is so OP. He litteraly gave Manipula the power to bring the was statues to life WITH the powers of the original hero like why did he need the other Miraculous in the first place if he can just grant himself that power. There needs to be some more limits in this show.
Don't even get me started on the Rooster
Am I the only one who understood all the powers when Penalteam was leaked? The Goat, Dog and Ox were all easy for me to understand. The Rooster boggled my brain for a bit though since he said "any super ability"
We skip the kills for the boys. How sexist can this show be
The megakuma-card thing was cool and unique. I like when we get unique villan solution ideas and fights
Ladybug is a simp and it's hilarious
She basically said "Rawr, you've been looking fine lately"
The way the was Chat Noir meows-
Andre is a female dog
Manipula had a cool-looking magical charm
We killed Manipula but not Ivan.
"My feelings for you have... changed". Miss gurl setting herself up for disaster
"I finally found my true feelings" YEP. LMBO
"No Tikki, it's a Cat-Tastrophe" GURL ๐
10/10 would recommend
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Dang gurl that molly is popping. ...okay, I'm going to sleep I swear
poppinโ bottles in the ice ... like a lizard.. we do it fly gettinโ lizard-
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ill probably still check it out once it comes out (is it out already? girl idk) the ATLA live action series but....... im kind of confused as to . Well okay that's a lie, i know its a gag at capitalizing/amking bank off of this generations nostalgia, but just... like WHY why?
I get remaking or revitalizing a series that was like, unfinished, or is REALLY old, kinda like Voltron.... but it makes little sense to me why we'd, from a creative stand point, want a live action version of something that was animated- and is known for being one of the most WELL written well acted well choreographed and beautifully animated tv series of all time.
Like. Idk whatching some of the clips from th trailer im like. God this looks so garrish. the effects feel way less memorable than the og show. i know the actors are like, kid kids, so i wont poke at the acting too much but dang the og voice actors were just so well cast- Katara's actress in the netflix version just does not have the 'power' that Mei witman had. a good bit of the other acting just felt too. stinted.
Idk man maybe it'll be great who knows, but im just like. girl... if a peice of media is so well done and so well beloved and it still holds up visually.............why remake it. remaster, sure i guess, but remake??? gurl what is there to remake!!! its already made!!!
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I'm gonna send this here cause I'm shy as fuck and didn't know if it'd be okay to IM. Thank you for the follow!!! I just spent the last two days binge reading Destiny's Twilight. Now I gotta go back and RE-read it so I can share/reblog and leave you ALL of the commentary and love on it. I love it so much! I was so grateful to find another avatar character because I've been working on a universe where I have an avatar OC who ALSO is endgame for The Boys. ((; She's going to be the avatar for Hecate of the Greek Pantheon. So I LOVED reading someone else's take on what an avatar chara opposite the moon boys would be. I've loved reading it and you've actually inspired me to get off my ass and finally work on my own somewhat similar but also totally different verse. Luuuh you babygirl!!! ๐
@thexsanctuaryx OMG BABYGIRL! the gif above is me the entire time i'm reading your message, i super adore your kind words. thank you for the follow too and i'm so happy we're moots now! <3
AND HOLY JISOOS, BINGED?! dang, i'm so honored hun, i'm super glad you're liking the story so far. and inspiring you even to work on your own, i'm super stoked and excited to see your upcoming work. tag me if you've already posted your fic and i'm gonna read it straightaway and fangirl soooooo HARD! <3
AND HELLO???? HECATE GURL???!!! i'm soooooo looking forward to see your take on it. :DDDD
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Iโll I can say is โYAAAAAAASSS!โ Finally, someone with a similar thought process on angst, and how reading the imagines/fanfiction is to ESCAPE from reality, not dump a bunch of real life crap in there to make you feel depressed. Iโm okay with having relatable situational elements to provide a believable storyline that isnโt a Little Mary Sunshine dancing through a field of daisies because no bad things happen in her world. I DO get triggered when a storyline has, for example, an idol being portrayed as the worse scum to ever crawl the earth, heaping mental and emotional abuse on the reader before being caught out as a cheater who defends their actions as โwell, I fell out of loveโ. That kinda stuff is a nope, nope, nope for me. Iโm literally a Pandoraโs Box of emotions due life experiences and trauma, so if I read a hardcore angst story, it takes a lot out of me to try and get out of those negative emotions and feelings. It feels like Iโm trying to move and breathe in sludge, so I absolutely love having a stockpile of vetted fluffy fluff stories to help counteract the negative.
Iโm totally a โfade to blackโ person when it comes to sex. I prefer when the authors give spicy lead up kissing, then leave it to the reader to fill in whatโs next with as vanilla or 50 Shades of Stank as a person wants.
As for biases, Iโm normally more of a โcollectorโ of groups than a fan of just one/a few. I look for a guy that has dimples, or good arm muscles, or what I call โhappy cheeksโ (Hoshi or Sunooโs fluffy cheeks), or a cute smile, or Angel kisses (i.e. freckles, moles), or an ear-pleasing accent, or is snarky, or a gentlemanโฆ.the list goes on and usually I end up being OT the whole group. Theyโre like Pringles chips, I canโt stop at just one. Iโm not, however, in polyamory. Iโm good with just one nice, good looking (in my book) guy that thinks Iโm special enough to want to have me as a permanent fixture in their life.
~ ๐งธ
Iโm so glad too! Because I feel like EVERYONE likes really bad angst/the hardest smut but me so glad to have a twinsie ๐ same here, like reader or their love interest never being sad or annoyed is a bit unrealistic, but 100% same. TBH I got out of an abusive relationship earlier this year so a lot of stuff like that is triggering too :/// & I just hate being sad! Big nope. Will only mention those topics at surface level because my silly lil kpop fics are simply not ๐๐ป the ๐๐ป place ๐๐ป for me to be processing/dumping all that ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ thatโs what one of my fantasy novel WIPs is for lmaos
50 SHADES OF STANK I AM DEAD GURL (please let me know if gurl isnโt cool to use!!!) but yeah, like we all have our preferences & I donโt mind imagining things how I like them. My upcoming work is sort of set after all that so Iโm like you didโฆ whatever you want how you like it ๐ but anywayโฆ yeah makeouts are fun to write but most Iโll explicitly describeโฆso I just try n make em good ๐
OMG love the Hoshi & Sunoo honorable mentions though because theyโre my bias wreckers of their respective groups! Sunoo is one of my MBTI buddies too ๐ฅฐ my sweet goofy boys ๐๐๐
Oh yeah bro (let me know if you donโt like bro either I highkey just bro & gurl everyone lmao) Iโm super monogamous too like I love commitment too much for my own dang good ๐ I have a hard time even with the casual dating concept ๐๐๐ปโโ๏ธ
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More intentionally fake and corny sounding comments written by me on posts on Instagram in an effort to throw a monkey wrench in the operation of the false reality that is this world, which I call devil land...
Here (below) are more fake and corny sounding comments I've written today on posts on Instagram. I am sharing a description of the Instagram posts the comments were shared on in brackets before each comment. In some instances, along with the Instagram post descriptions in the brackets, I also share a bit about my intentions or techniques with the comments I write.
[I wrote the following comment on an Instagram post I think by some celebrity news outlet showing a video of Jennifer Lopez cuddled up with Ben Affleck and resting her face on his along with a voiceover of a child's voice saying something like, "I've found the person I want to spend the rest of my life with!"]
It's SO CLEAR to see they're winning at life! Such a SWEET video and OH MY, THE VOICEOVER ALSO! Who needs to temper things with humor or anything self deprecating when life looks this perfect?! They've found just the right tone to show what winners they NO DOUBT are! What a world is ours!
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Here is the intentionally fake and corny sounding pro devil land comment I wrote and left on this Instagram post shared above: Could more PERFECT MOMENTS ever be captured?! So PERFECT it seems UNREAL! Yet we all know it's as REAL AS IT GETS! Such is life, full of picture perfect moments for TRUE WINNERS AT LIFE! Lovin it!
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[A common theme in devil land is super sweet expressions that are just one dimensional and showcasing people being so perfect. This video is an example of such an expression. I wrote an intentionally fake and corny sounding pro devil land comment on it secretly insulting such expressions.
I call the moment captured in the video a "true" moment to try to really call it out as fake and not true. This video and other posts and things in devil land are pretended to be real but are really fake because the people are not real people and they are doing such videos to draw attention to fake things and pretend it is okay and real here.
Here's my comment (outside of these brackets) on the post shared above of the little girl rubbing noses with the strangely high functioning seeming baby who is holding his head up questionably well.]
Who needs balance or humor with moments this SWEET! And TRUE also, this moment is, SURELY!
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[Following are three intentionally fake sounding pro devil land/pro establishment comments I put on an Instagram post by fashion model Jasmine Tookes showing she was pregnant. She had a few recent posts on her account to announce her pregnancy. I'll number each individual comment I put on separate posts on her account next.]
Here's one of three comments I wrote on posts by Jasmine Tookes announcing her pregnancy: DOING THE DANG THANGS PEOPLE DO, AND DOIN IT WELL! PREDICTABLE, but WHO ELSE can we be to be THE TRUTH! There's no other way to do it! Gee whiz, YOU GO GURL! PERFECTION PERSONIFIED!
A second of three comments I put on separate IG posts by Jasmine Tookes announcing her pregnancy: TRUE LOVE is so AMAZING! SHOWING the POWER of THE TRUTH, YOU ARE! So MOVED to see the LIVING TRUTH!
Here's a third and final comment I put on separate IG posts by Tookes announcing her pregnancy: First comes loveโฆ You doing the THINGS THAT PEOPLE DO ONE AFTER ANOTHER! You doing the dang thang! Livin yo best life! You go gurl! So REAL! That's the way life goes! Predictable, but how could we want it any other way! REAL people doin REAL LIFE THINGS and making so much sense in the process! Who would we be to do things any other way? I can't imagine who!
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Here's my secretly insulting comment where I pretend to support the machinations of devil land that I put on this Instagram post shared above: Aren't they all like royals, the people we support to be celebrated by all and held on high for all to see as worthy of all a person would wish, whether all like it or not?! But who wouldn't like it?! The ways and values of people are quite a sight and not curious at all, but completely understandable! So sensible and TRUE, we are indeed!
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Sometimes I write comments where I'm trying to tell on the people of devil land in a way that I seem lighthearted and like I'm not really saying anything so significant. My words are supposed to have a double meaning in instances like this. Here's one video I put one such pro devil land comment on, saying something like: "They ain't talkin bout nuthin. FR, FR!"
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[Here's a comment I put on a post by Tom Brady sharing a picture of his son with a caption saying something like, "My inspiration." In this next comment I was actually was responding to a heart emoji left on Tom Brady's post by supposedly Gisele Bรผndchen.]
@gisele please come back to social media! I miss you, Ms STYLE and SUBSTANCE PERSONIFIED!
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[On an Instagram post by Tamera Mowry shared in October where she is supposedly visiting New York and recently having published a book, I wrote the following comment shown outside the brackets. The comment was my attempt to try to say something about Mowry having such empty words but in a way it was disguised that her empty words were so bothersome to me.]
You say such oh so interesting and original schtuff!! Heavy hitter, that's you gurl, and REAL, too! I see you! You go gurl! I bet your book brings the thought proving and envelope pushing content, the things we humans thirst for! We ready for THAT! LOL!
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[On an Instagram video on some Kardashian fan account or something like that showing Kim Kardashian and her daughter North shrugging their shoulders and doing other slight movements to a song titled something like "I don't care," I wrote the following comment coming outside of these brackets. I often try to tell on or tattle on how stuff is supposed to be true and real here but isn't really these things by calling the IG posts and people and etc "real" and "true."]
QUALITY PEOPLE spend QUALITY TIME with their kids! LOL! MOMS are MAGNIFICENT! Lovin this REAL video, just a snippet showing OUR REAL WORLD! AWESOME! CELEBS ROCK!
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[On an Instagram video by Tamera Mowry showing her and her kids getting ready and getting in the family car to go to extracurricular activities like gymnastics and etc, I wrote the following comment shown outside these brackets. The IG post by Mowry was an ad for some kind of healthy engery bar or something. I realized after I wrote the comment that the video wasn't showing the family's morning, but rather their afternoon, but I didn't feel like correcting my comment by deleting the original and reposting it with a correction.]
Keepin it so REAL! Just showing a snippet from your REAL morning! So revealing! Wow! It's rich mom life no doubt with you REVEALING your crib in the background! You go gurl! So friggin HONEST AND REAL!
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vaguetweeting stranger things 4 ep 9: "the piggyback"
(originally at my twitter @girls_are_weird)
hot damn, harbour. (i don't think i'm supposed to find this hot, lol).
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FREAKING FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
"what does he want us to do, applaud?" robin i love you so much you better live through this
why no shoes? you wouldn't catch me dead in that place without shoes. ๐คจ
look at joyce channeling the gang with the hive mind discourse! i'm so proud.
love that they're giving him a flamethrower. they've owed that to me since season two.
omg. murray said the thing. ๐ #StarWars
thank you for pointing out what i've been saying ALL ALONG, enzo.
i'm with you, mike. ๐
oh, this scene between the byers siblings. ๐ญโค๏ธ๏ธ
okay, i'm not an eddie stan, but playing metallica to attract the bats is... pretty cool.
MOST. METAL. EVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRR!
love me that moment of support between nancy and robin โค๏ธ๏ธ mah gurls
maxception, lol.
i love that they've all just incorporated "hive mind" into their vernacular. it makes my nerd self feel very validated, lol.
i also really appreciate how they've used flashbacks in this season. the PTSD is real, and i'm glad they're all feeling it. (i mean, not glad, but just, i appreciate the acknowledgment rather than them just ignoring it)
okay, eddie might be cooler than i originally gave him credit for, lol.
the sinclairs finally getting the moments they've been denied this entire season. i approve.
okay but "i piggybacked from a pizza dough freezer" might be the best line of all time
dang, but that shot of vecna and the splinters... amazing
seriously? he was that close? didn't he bike for like... a fair bit? ๐ค
well... clearly SOMEONE hasn't read the evil overlord list. ๐คฆโโ๏ธ
so he IS basically magneto, isn't he? yeah. i feel like that makes sense.
yeah the environmental/naturalist aesop here is still falling flat with me. just stick to the magneto vibes. the magneto vibes work.
wait. i'm lost. what? so he's the... or he created the... am i getting this right? ๐ค i'm so confused.
(ngl i'm also kinda scared as to what this means for will.)
who comes up with all these adjectives for these sound captions? "plaintive piano music," "claustrophobic" sounds... someone at netflix is having a lot of fun with their thesaurus
mike wheeler: still unable to carry his girlfriend on his own after four years. ๐ #Mileven
dude, i swear i've written this. lol. maybe a bit in "far away"? or in "i'd never lost it all" i don't know, i feel like i've written this speech before lmao. and i love it. #Mileven
"and i knew right then and there, in that moment, that i love you" FUCK, MY EMOTIONS #Mileven
okay, i swear to god i've written this, lol. #Mileven
murray saves the day. who would've thunk it? ๐
you're gonna kill it with a fucking sword? oh my god. this is next level. ๐
petition for david harbour to someday play an older, wizened, mature king arthur leading camelot to prosperity. sure, why not.
okay, i feel like they may be overusing the slo-mo maybe a tiny bit here. or a lot.
okay but this shot of him burning... dang, the cinematography this season is soooooo good.
i just yelled "CHOP OFF ITS HEAD!" at the tv so i guess i'm into this hahaha
KATINKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
eh, not doing much for me. sorry, eddie stans.
max, on the other hand... ๐ฐ
i like how he's like "call an ambulance!" like where is she gonna find a phone in this house? in this block? remember, you're living in the 80s
holy shit. okay. i. just. okay. ๐ฑ
OH SHIT I KNEW SHE WAS GOING TO TRY SOMETHING I KNEW IT I KNEW IT COME ONNNNNN
i just yelled "OH, COME ON!!" at my tv
that cut was evil, man
80 miles outside of indianapolis, huh? my writer soul appreciates this little detail, thanks
i love that argyle just... came with them. i mean, why not? ๐
wait, did he? i can't tell. maybe he just lent them the van lol.
and they just traveled across the country without telling joyce? lmao kids this (those) days. srsly i wonder if they've even thought about where joyce might be
"the munson murders" ๐ฌ๐
oh yeah, argyle's definitely there ๐
aww, karen ๐ญโค๏ธ๏ธ
i don't know that i like that they're both, like... basically the same person ๐ค but i like the idea of them, i guess.
DUSTIN OMG ๐ญ๐
damn, this season is just bringing out the best of all the cast, i swear
FUCK YESSSSSS, THE CABIN IS BACK
I LOVE THAT DAMN PLACE SO MUCH
okay, jonathan and nancy need to friggin' communicate, alright?
fuck. will. i'm scared.
(also, no body, no crime, right? we know this very well when it comes to ST)
i love that she can do it without covering her eyes/being in complete silence now?
NO WAY THEY'RE GIVING ME A MIKE-HOPPER SCENE. NO WAY. THIS IS TOO MUCH.
NO WAY THEY'RE GIVING ME A MIKE-HOPPER SCENE. NO WAY. THIS IS TOO MUCH.
AND A HUGGGGGGGGGGGGG
Y'ALL THE WAY I JUST SCREAMEDDDDDDDD
"it's snowing" i mean it IS march... climate change, bitches
as the folks would say... "well, fuck." ๐
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And I will love you...till the end of time...
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Void success story part : 2 โก
Hello motherfuckers ๐
So i shared my void journey in my previous post and you guys loved it so here i am with a part 2 bitches, but this one is gonna be more of my life after Void, also it can be a lil cheesy or intense for some people but i don't give a fuck i am just warning you, so let's go my whores ๐ญ
Okay so it's the day two of me with my desires so i woke up the next morning and was as excited as the day before, again how can i forget to check up my phone so i did and again how can i not get notifications and my BF's sweet good morning message ( i mean best friend, honey it's only the second day don't you get that far ) and i was again drooling over him like he is so hot and handsome ๐ฅต ( we know it bitch now stfu ) and i also got a notify that i got 50k in my bank like what the actual fuck ! then i realised that i have a motherfucking math exam today but i wasn't scared of it ( like before i used to suck at math ) I hurried up got ready for school, then i told my mom to drop me there but she was like " You are such a lazy ass just go by yourself honey " and i was so confused why is she saying that but then she said go by your car okay do your exam well, then realisation hit me that i have my OWN CAR I KNOW HOW TO DRIVE IT I FUCKING KNOW HOW TO DRIVE ( before i didn't even knew how to start ๐ญ ) i went to the garage and I WAS TOO STUNNED TO SPEAK it was a BLACK RANGE ROVER i went inside it took a brief view but i don't know why i wasn't feeling nervous or scared i started the car drove it all the way to my School but this time i wasn't the one who was too stunned but my friends they were like " OMG ZEE IS IT YOU, WE THOUGHT IT'S SOME MODEL OR CELEBRITY COMING DANG IT ๐ฑ " Lol they all were staring at me like they never saw me before or am i really a celebrity ๐ hmm whatever i went to my class gave my exam it was easy af like i thought someone already gave me a copy of the question paper and i know all the fucking answers ๐ญ but when i would take breaks from writting all i found was lots of STARES at me, people weren't giving a shit about their exam they all were busy staring at me ( not trying to do showoff ๐
๐ฉ )
OKAY then time skips up to evening i was watching Bridgerton, then my mom ordered me to go buy some groceries OK MA'AM AS YOU SAY ๐
At the grocery store : I was busy looking for stuffs and then this girl comes to me and starts talking she was so cute and extremely nice but then what she said made me loose my words - " well zee are you umm ...... Straight just because i found you so attractive and forget to tell i am a bi* so ........ ) my face was just like this emoji ๐ณ wtf what am i suppose to say but then i told her yes i am straight as a board and ran away ๐ญ she giggled and said bye like tell me wtf was that. yes i manifested being attractive but forgot i manifested being everyones crush EVERYONES FUCKING CRUSH but it was a cute interaction ( omg this bitch, i can't with her )
At night: i went out with my friends for a dinner to a really nice restaurant and found these really fine boys who are from my school they are those hot basketballers every gurl be a slut for, so they noticed me and started waving at me i did the same, then when we were outside the restaurant they came to have a conversation and one of them says " you are looking so hot today zee " i was blushing like a tomato LMFAO then i heard another voice which said " SHE ALWAYS LOOKS HOT, IT'S JUST YOU NEVER NOTICE IT ,BUT I DO " and guess what he was my fucking BF ( boy bestie huh you right ๐ญ ) this was the first time i say him face to face and i almost fainted bitch he looks much better in person ( will u please shut up ๐ ) i lost my mind their and even my heart โค๏ธ ( this crazy ass whore )
Yeah that's all happened that day and a lot more every single day, do tell me if you want more of ummm this yk what ๐
Other things i manifested from void:
Attention 24/7
Confidence 25/8
Ear piercing
Gold earing
Trip to maldives & hawaii this summer
Desire friend group
Driving skills and license
Other skills like - swimming, sports and cooking
Being able to speak different languages
Few beautiful prom dresses
Motivation:
If you say void is easy, then why people struggle getting in ?
- Because honey you made it hard, tell me is it hard for you to breathe or to drink or to walk noooo right because you know it's a part of you, you control it then why you don't think like this about void when yk it's within you, it's a part of you your mind.
How should i clear my mind, when will i know my mind is clear ? Is there any other method to clear mind ?
- you just do a meditation or breathe work and yeah your mind is clear is that even a point to stress on, void is a deep meditative state and to enter it you need to be calm and clear. And what you think if you can't even breathe can you do anything else huh ?
How will i know i am in void ?
- you will know it just trust your mind, when you go to your room yk that you are in your room not in a toilet, when you go to your friends house yk that you are there not on mount everest then why you wouldn't know when you will enter void.
If people went into void and then know they can manifest for others then why don't they manifest for the people who are unable to go into the void ?
- yes ofcourse we can manifest for others but i don't want to make you handicap, Do you take my help to breathe, to drink, to eat or do write those long ass asks...... NOOOO you don't then why you need my help to enter void didn't i told you it's as easy as doing these things then why you need my help. Afterall you are GOD ! GOD never takes help babe !!!
I have been trying to go into void since ages but i can't ๐ญ
- yes you can't because you keep making excuses, you always try to enter void but never do, you think today for sure i will enter the void and wake up in my new reality but when the night comes you think i am too sleepy let me sleep tonight i will enter void later maybe tomorrow or after that, you over complicate things like hell you be asking me how should i clear my mind, shall i sleep on my back or front, what should i affirm, when should i enter, shall i keep my eyes close or open, can i manifest this, can i manifest that ๐ bitch now really stfu if you guys be asking me all this in my asks they do also ask me ...... can i eat, what should i eat, how can i drink water, can i go to washroom, how to use a toilet paper, how to write my name blah blah blah... Because doing all these daily routine things is as same as void, it's just we realised it now that what void is, rather this void would have been a simple habit like any other.
Plot twist : It still is as easy as anything PERIODT !
Also if you keep making excuses like i have adhd, my house is not quiet, my parents don't allow me to use my phone how should i listen to the meditation, i try to clear my mind but thoughts still come, i try to make my body still but it moves anyways, i got scared, i need a final push etc etc THEN I AM TELLING YOU, Y'ALL WILL DIE LIKE THIS I SWEAR YOU WILL.... NOBODY CAN HELP YOU. YOU HADICAP PIECE OF SHIT YES... YOU, YOU ARE A PIECE OF SHIT DOES THAT HURT YOUR EGO THAT I AIN'T CALLING YOU A GOD BUT A PIECE OF SHIT YES BITCH BECAUSE U DESERVE IT. IF YOU WANT TO BE CALLED A MF GOD THEN DO WHAT GOD DOES STOP MAKING EXCUSES, STOP WASTING TIMES. IF YOU WOULD HAVE INVESTED ALL THIS TIME YOU WASTED WORRYING EXCUSING PROCRASTINATING I BET YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN LIVING YOUR LIFE AND INSTEAD OF YOUR ASKS I WOULD HAVE YOUR SUCCESS STORIES.
" If you still have any self respect left go do what i said and show me your face when you claim yourself as a GOD"
The End โจ
Love, zee
XoXo โก
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head empty but full of haechan being a teasing shit, his behavior toward mc was so attractive ? the push and pull situation was so perfect.. I find this trope, if it's one, so.. hot and the scenes you imagined to illustrate this were just so.. u know.. you sucked me in the story right away lmao. the bickering between the 2 of them.. of God.. that was so entertaining and funny, haechan was not having any of yn rejecting him and he keeps trying to do morE AND OH BOร HIS CRAZY ASS!! THE MOMENT HE DID GO TO HER ROOM TO STEAL HER SEX TOYS ? BOY YOU'RE SO GONE AND CRAZY ?? for real lmao, I gasped really loud during that revelation like.. I couldn't believe he would do that but I loved that, we as reader, have no choice but to witness this turn of events ๐คฏ yn playing hard to get was so in phase with how I wished her to act (here a candy for you ๐ญ). I'm not going to talk about every scenes (bc i dont have a good memory *sigh*) so my comments are going to jump right and left between the two parts I'm sorry !! โก but know that I loved every lines you wrote and I just admire the way you processed to write all of it, it must have been difficult for you to think and write sometimes so thank you so much for keeping your efforts and not giving up โก anyway, the story was a inhaler of fresh air bc of all the things that happened and all the interaction with the side characters even tho our lovebirds channeled 3/4 of the story, I loved how distinct we could guess the personalities of the side characters (big up to your girl boss yena), speaking of her, we didn't really met her in the 1st part, but the way she played a big role in the 2nd ? specially toward the end when she helped yn realizing her feelings toward haechan and how she managed to confort her when yn was having (ridiculous) theories about him, it made my heart flutter of how a perfect friend she was โก speaking of ridiculous, girl you have an humour.. dang, it really played a huge role in this story, specially to soften some scenes and add fire to others ๐๐๐ and I loved it so so much! the duality of haechan fried my ass dude, you don't understand how it destroyed me, one moment he acts so dramatic then right after he's acting all sexy and sensual I can'T!!!!!!!!! when I look back at it, of when we started the story, I'm amazed. you know of what ? OF HOW SMOOTHLY THE RELATIONSHIP DEVELOPMENT BETWEEN HYUCK AND YN WAS?! like..???????? the process you managed to do in just 2 parts was mind-blowing? you tricked us, damn it ๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ the sex scenes.. *sigh* listen jewel, you have ressources I get it, but fck, that was too hot for me to handle lmao, they fucked like rabbit (I mean, that's the purpose of a friend with benefits relationship lmao) but like.. oof, OOF, I'm gonna slide into an eternal sleep after this, I can't get over it. also, we known right at the start that haechan had a crush on our girl, and the way he was kinda (so) obvious and he took advantage of every physical touches and words of affection was.. cute ? he didn't really back off when yn was mean towards him and even when she made him jealous (jaemin, yanyang, jaehyun...), I truly loved this side of him !! also, the slow turning of yn's feelings toward haechan ????? LIKE??? she started hating him to becoming super soft and its so beautiful ?? she was so cute.. THEY were so cute, specially when their relationship turned into casual hangout and the last frat party scene.. when haechan came to kiss her and act as a big boy in front of jaehyun ? BOร YOURE SO OBVIOUS, GURL YOU'RE SO OBVIOUS, THEY'RE SUCH IDIOTS ๐ญ you had me hooked over them, I love them so much. period. nah I'm kidding, I have so much to say lmao, this ask is long im sorry ๐คง I think I will stop there for this ask ! you deserve so much praise and good things happening to you, I donated to your Kofi, even if it's not much but I'm happy to help you given the way you wrote all of this and how you made me feel โก stay sexy amd have a good day โก
OKAY MY REPLIES ARE UNDER THE CUT AND THEYRE INDENTED HERE WE GO :D
head empty but full of haechan being a teasing shit, his behavior toward mc was so attractive ? the push and pull situation was so perfect.. I find this trope, if it's one, so.. hot and the scenes you imagined to illustrate this were just so.. u know.. you sucked me in the story right away lmao.
iโm OBSESSED W THIS TROPE I REALLY AM SJFJDJDJJDDK i would like to think iโve started to hone my skills in this trope but either way i LOOOOOVE push and pull and tension and stuff oh my goddddddd
the bickering between the 2 of them.. of God.. that was so entertaining and funny, haechan was not having any of yn rejecting him and he keeps trying to do morE AND OH BOร HIS CRAZY ASS!! THE MOMENT HE DID GO TO HER ROOM TO STEAL HER SEX TOYS ? BOY YOU'RE SO GONE AND CRAZY ?? for real lmao, I gasped really loud during that revelation like.. I couldn't believe he would do that but I loved that, we as reader, have no choice but to witness this turn of events ๐คฏ
I LITERALLY WAS SO TENSE ABT THAT SCENE BC . i like my men a little crazy but not everyone does so i worried itโd be too far but ppl thought it was funny so!!!! a win for jewel!!!!!! and this was new to me like experimenting with different POVs so iโm rly glad that worked out :D
yn playing hard to get was so in phase with how I wished her to act (here a candy for you ๐ญ).
thank u i love candy mwahahaha and I LOVE HARD TO GET MCs yโall should know by now that i just adore build up and tension djfjdjjfjdd
I'm not going to talk about every scenes (bc i dont have a good memory *sigh*) so my comments are going to jump right and left between the two parts I'm sorry !! โก
donโt apologize itโs totally fine!!!!! itโs 68.9k words i wouldnโt expect you to have an eidetic memory and recall everything :D
but know that I loved every lines you wrote and I just admire the way you processed to write all of it, it must have been difficult for you to think and write sometimes so thank you so much for keeping your efforts and not giving up โก
oof there WERE some scenes i put off writing til the end but for the most part this fic was SO much fun to write but iโm also like craaaaaazy when it comes to writing and planning and organizing my fics so . there wasnโt much room to get bored djfjdjdjd
anyway, the story was a inhaler of fresh air bc of all the things that happened and all the interaction with the side characters even tho our lovebirds channeled 3/4 of the story, I loved how distinct we could guess the personalities of the side characters (big up to your girl boss yena), speaking of her, we didn't really met her in the 1st part, but the way she played a big role in the 2nd ? specially toward the end when she helped yn realizing her feelings toward haechan and how she managed to confort her when yn was having (ridiculous) theories about him, it made my heart flutter of how a perfect friend she was โก
YENAAAAAA I LOVE YENA i sometimes worry that iโm like . making my side characters esp the female characters too flat? bc i love them and i want them to shine but they arenโt the Fore Front of the fic yknow? so iโm always panicking like This Doesnโt Pass The Bechdel Testโฆโฆ. but some rules are dumb and sometimes i can do what i want :D but yes i love yena sheโs such a good friend i adore her ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
speaking of ridiculous, girl you have an humour.. dang, it really played a huge role in this story, specially to soften some scenes and add fire to others ๐๐๐ and I loved it so so much!
EEEEE THANK YOU i love getting compliments on my sense of humor omg :D a lot of the times iโm writing and like. giggling at the stuff iโm putting in djfjdjjfdj
the duality of haechan fried my ass dude, you don't understand how it destroyed me, one moment he acts so dramatic then right after he's acting all sexy and sensual I can'T!!!!!!!!!
haechan sexy but also haechan sweet ๐ haechan has a lot of different sides and i love when fics get to explore that yknow? heโs not JUST a cocky cool dude and heโs not JUST a whiny cutie and heโs not JUST a serious hard worker andโ you get itโฆโฆ hdhdsjjd
when I look back at it, of when we started the story, I'm amazed. you know of what ? OF HOW SMOOTHLY THE RELATIONSHIP DEVELOPMENT BETWEEN HYUCK AND YN WAS?! like..???????? the process you managed to do in just 2 parts was mind-blowing?
IM RLY HAPPY YOU THINK SO if iโm being real i worried about not making the shift clear enough and i think that i was concerned abt the length which i rly gotta stop doing bc iโd rather have a long fully fledged fic than a slightly shorter not as perfect (to me) fic !! BUT YEAH IM RLY HAPPY YOU THINK SO :โ)
you tricked us, damn it ๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ the sex scenes.. *sigh* listen jewel, you have ressources I get it, but fck, that was too hot for me to handle lmao, they fucked like rabbit (I mean, that's the purpose of a friend with benefits relationship lmao) but like.. oof, OOF, I'm gonna slide into an eternal sleep after this, I can't get over it.
SHFJSJJFJDJDJD I DO SO MUCH RESEARCH SOMETIMES I GO CUCKOO but i just unleashed many of my fantasies abt haechan ๐ตโ๐ซ๐ตโ๐ซ๐ตโ๐ซ sorry yโall
also, we known right at the start that haechan had a crush on our girl, and the way he was kinda (so) obvious and he took advantage of every physical touches and words of affection was.. cute ? he didn't really back off when yn was mean towards him and even when she made him jealous (jaemin, yanyang, jaehyun...), I truly loved this side of him !!
heโs a PERSISTENT GUY I BELIEVE THIS FIRMLY heโs OBVIOUS (deliberately) AND PERSISTENT !!!!! iโm glad you see the vision hehehe
also, the slow turning of yn's feelings toward haechan ????? LIKE??? she started hating him to becoming super soft and its so beautiful ?? she was so cute.. THEY were so cute, specially when their relationship turned into casual hangout and the last frat party scene.. when haechan came to kiss her and act as a big boy in front of jaehyun ? BOร YOURE SO OBVIOUS, GURL YOU'RE SO OBVIOUS, THEY'RE SUCH IDIOTS ๐ญ you had me hooked over them, I love them so much. period. nah I'm kidding, I have so much to say lmao, this ask is long im sorry ๐คง I think I will stop there for this ask !
you: *sends me one of the best asks iโve ever received*
also you: this ask is long im sorry
DO NOT APOLOGIZE THIS BRINGS ME SO MUCH JOY I CANT EVEN EXPRESS IT ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
you deserve so much praise and good things happening to you, I donated to your Kofi, even if it's not much but I'm happy to help you given the way you wrote all of this and how you made me feel โก stay sexy amd have a good day โก
THANK YOU SO MUCH ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ it really does mean a lot to me im so so thankful for the donation and the wonderful messages and the overall support ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ I LOVE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY :D
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I'm going to reread Gotham Academy.
And I'm going to talk about it, I love it and I talk about things I love even if no one's really listening.
And if you don't know what that is, I'll explain:
Gotham Academy is a comic about some teens in a school in Gotham, and since this is Gotham (which is freaky in whole new level) it follows their adventures. It's a great comic and it has the civilian (and they're kids with no sense of self-preservation) perspective of all the madness that happens in their school and there's a few mysteries. It's very fun and there are a few appearances of some heroes and villains we know. I really recommend reading it!
So...I'm gonna start writing now.
Alright. I really love Gotham Academy! I first read it first when I was a freshman (I think, Americans slightly confuse me) because I had gotten into DC thanks to Harley Quinn and Damian Wayne and I knew Damian made a few appearances here so I read it (and he made a friend! I loved when he made friends, I really devoured the comics where he made friends). But I adored it not only because of Damian but because I love the story, concept and characters very much.
Now to the first issue!
You go girls! I really like Maps she's amazing, Olive too.
Okay, we start with the good old "dramatic narration gets interrupted by the characters silly antics". I never get tired of it, I think it's neat.
I'm drooling all over the backgrounds, I love them!
I started humming Hammerhead by The Offpring as soon as I read that dialogue.
Oh Maps, I love you. Sometimes you're Olive, sometimes you're Maps (I am mostly Maps, but a little more quiet).
Olive's being distant to Maps and keeps narrating in a very edgy way, I remember why I felt so identified. At least Olive is pretty justified being emo.
Did I mention that I love the backgrounds? Maybe I am too easily impressed.
Hi Pom! I adore you my witchy gurl. Even if right know you aren't being the best right now. Dang I forgot how much I loved her style.
Colton!! I really like you too, my dear contraband child. I love amost all the kiddos in this series, I don't remember how I feel about Kyle though.
It's the trauma, Olive. It's impossible to stay the same after trauma. One of the many things I find great about Gotham Academy is that yes, trauma changes people and that life will never be the same and neither will she, it's good that they acknowledge that. And that it doesn't mean it's okay to treat people badly just because it all feels and seems so distant.
Another thing I'm glad that happens, is that she starts pushing Maps away and then realizes that she's hurting her. But that's more of something I like than it is an objective opinion, if Olive avoided Maps for longer, it would also be realistic and good writing. I'm just happy that Maps made Olive less sad and less alone after what happened and Maps didn't have to be abandoned for long. Angsty loner Olive that avoids her ex friend for most of the story creating resentment might have been a good, interesting story, not great for my feelings, though.
Ah yes, the best way to repair friendships, reckless rule breaking (my favorite!).
They go explore the chapel, which is incredibly structurally unsound. Maps nerds about video games (same girl same), almost falls and almost grabs the rope that makes the bells toll.
They reach the top. I'm changing my icon to the "oh my crap" Maps.
Maps falls!
Olive to the rescue! Woo-hoo! You go, girl!
Oops, busted. Hi, Bruce.
That's the face of a father that's used to his many wayward children's antics.
You sure did a number in this poor kid, Bruce. (Not surprising, traumatizing children is his specialty)
Yes, sheโs a hero. Bruce take notes.
Sheโs feeling better (momentarily at least)! Nice.
And we end the first issue with an ominous blank(?) yellow eye in the wall.
All right! 20/10 Strongly recommend. This is reigniting my desire to live in an ancient boarding school full of mysteries and secret passageways.
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Arcee or Knock Out for the ask meme? :3c
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS
Gonna answer for my best girl, my blue lady, motorcycle queen of my heart -
Why I like them
Sharp and smart and spiky and smol (but also very big; I'd say 'please step on me ma'am' but she'd crush me)!!
She has Big WLW Vibes (I know she only really has f/f tension with her mortal enemy..... sssh...... sometimes it be like that......)!!!
She loves her friends SO MUCH, and sheโs a good person on the whole! But she is still allowed to have believable flaws and moments where she lets her anger and desire for vengeance overrule her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why I donโt
She's treated a little bit as The Killjoy sometimes? Which is suuuuch an overdone female character stereotype. Miko balances that out, to a degree, and it helps that Ratchet's a far bigger killjoy! But I've seen too many female characters (or female-coded giant alien robots) dumped into the caretaker-y, overly-responsible 'mum' role when theyโre not the main focus of a particular storyline (SIDE-EYES MARVEL). Especially in scenarios when the girls are by far outnumbered by the boys on the squad, it gets a bit wearing.
Favorite episode (scene if movie)
YOU CAN'T ASK ME THIIIIIIIIS
I absolutely love every fight she has with Airachnid. When she loses her shit, to an even greater degree than when she goes up against Starscream, and all that repressed pain and fury bubbles up to the surface..... dang. Love That For Her!
The scene where Arcee rescued Jack and June from the top of the tower is one that really sticks in my head!
Favorite season/movie
hhhhhh I'm gonna say Season 1, because she maybe got a bit more character development there?
Favorite line
โHow many more times do we have to save our world?โ T.T
OR for a lighter hearted one:ย โHavenโt you heard? Humans multiply.โ
Favorite outfit
.......................................................wax 'n' polish (no but imagine her in a tux)
OTP
Listen. My Prime Arcee ships are either vicious, mutual respect/loathing-fuelled Airachnid/Arcee, or epic femdomme Starcee... She deserves better than either, but I didn't learn enough about her and Cliff to really ship it, so I guess I only have OTPs in the sense of 'this is an interesting conflict-riddled dynamic and I really think they should fuck about it'.
....June/Arcee??????? Maybe???? I've never read it, but I want it.
Brotp
JACK AND ARCEEEEEEEEEE maaaaan they kill me. it's all about :clenches fist: that platonic partner bond.
Head Canon
She's the best drinker out of the entire cast. She could drink Megatron under the table. Yes, it's completely ridiculous, given her size - but ssssssh
Unpopular opinion
I don't know if this is 'unpopular', but I hate-hate-hate fic that demonises Arcee just to make Starscream seem more woobie. Power to you if you enjoy writing it, but it ain't for me.
A wish
That she and Jack stay together for the remainder of Jack's lifespan T.T
That she gets to just live happily and peacefully with her partner and know she's done her job of protecting him, and that he's gonna be okay.
An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen
JACK DYING IN FRONT OF HER (of unnatural causes)
NEVER LET HER LOSE ANOTHER PARTNER TO VIOLENCE
NEVER AGAIN YOU HEAR ME
5 words to best describe them
Kind, cool, efficient, stubborn, loyal
My nickname for them
ARSE-see, daaaaang gurl
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