#DEAN DID NOT DESERVE THAT

[mrcowboydeanwinchester]

Wut did u think abt that epically long death monologue

oh my god. OH MY GOD. JUST LET THE BOWLEGGED MAN DIE. he was like "sammy i'm fading fast" and proceeded to spiel for 10 MORE MINUTES ? GIVE THE MAN SOME DIGNITY. "i always wanted to go out fighting blaze of glory style" well dean honey i hate to break it to you. but you just went out from like the slowest acting blood poisoning of all time. because it wasn't blood loss he was plugged in TIGHT to that rusty nail. it can't have punctured a lung bcos then he would've been struggling too much to breathe to say so many heartbreaking little things. so what was that huh. just a dramatic ass monologue he simply got dizzy from standing up too long and passed out. it took dean as long to die as it took sam to live out 50 years of his life and if that isn't a perfect summation of superantural i do not know what is

#SCREAM I WAS SAT THERE WATCHING IT GOING ??????? IS THIS EVER GOING TO HAPPEN #i have a seperate post to make about jensen's acting as well because he acted his JUSSY OUT AND I LOVE HIM FOR IT #like he deserved to show off in such a monolgue. HOWEVER #DEAN DID NOT DESERVE THAT #thank you anon brill question #dean winchester #tw dean's death #cw dean's death #15x20 #spn #ola answers

[mischieviem]

Yall sick of my shit yet?

#cas and dean #dean x castiel #dean and cas #destiel #destiel fanart #bobby singer #i was aghast when my mother said that to me #what did i do to deserve #dean and castiel's profound bond #castiel #supernatural

[deanwasalwaysbi]

Dean's nothing about our lives is real speech? When he says "everything we are is because of chuck"? He was speaking privately & directly to Castiel when he said that.

Not to Sam. Not everything I am. Everything we are. Dean was having a full on crisis.

"You asked, 'What about all of this is real?' We are." Dean didn't know how right Cas was.

Like no baybee. It'll take 15 episodes, but god himself will tell you Cas defied him and his plan to love you, actually.

#destiel #dean was always bi #deancas #spn 15x17 #spn 15x02 #spn meta #fav #original content #dean winchester #Dean meta #misha collins #it kills me that cas's line wasnt in the script #that misha knew and might have ad libbed it in #jensen got his start on soap operas and boy did that pay off for us #supernatural #castiel deserved better #why am i being so normal about this

[queerstudiesnatural]

i'm a firm believer that cas' confession was so so fucked up like you can't tell your best friend with extreme guilt issues that you love him and that's what's gonna kill you and then disappear forever and leave him to deal with that. it's so messed up. and i want cas to be confronted with the consequences of his actions.

so when they finally get cas, after the relieved hugs and "are you okay"s, i want sam to be so mad at cas. i want sam to yell at cas. "i don't know what you said or did to him, but you need to fix it. i want my brother back. dean hasn't spoken a word in months, he's not eating, he's been sick and depressed, he's lost weight, he's not showering, i barely recognise him anymore. dean has been through so much in his life but i've never seen him like this. now i have a feeling i know what happened in that dungeon but it's not my business. all i'm saying is you need to talk to him, and you need to apologise for leaving him like this, and you need to make it better. ok. good to have you back."

#rain posts #i feel like people are always mad at dean for being a dick and insensitive and selfish and self sacrificing but #cas is no better and he deserves to have people be angry with him for what he did #spn #supernatural #destiel #castiel

[purgaytorysupremacy]

“Tell me every terrible thing you ever did, and let me love you anyway.”

Sade Andria Zabala, Coffee and Cigarettes

Dean edition

#spn #spn edit #supernatural #supernatural edit #spn poetry #poetrynatural #stackednatural #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #deancas #them #web weaving #purgaytorysupremacy stuff #mine.art #my being a casgirl/cas apologist is confirmed because this was so much harder than the dean version #like yes of course dean did terrible things and deserves to be loved anyway #and then i do this and i'm like well but cas has never done anything wrong in his whole life and also deserves to be loved anyway #so yk #that's where i am ig #iykyk

[sadgirlbadpoems]

I think that the Supernatural fandom doesn't give Dean Winchester enough credit or hold John Winchester accountable nearly enough. I would argue that John's abuse (mental, emotional and physical) and its constant effect in both boys lives is constantly downplayed by a majority of the fanbase.

The parentification of an elder sibling has been proven to cause lasting issues and we see this throughout the show; when Dean is overly protective of Sam, treats Sam's life as more valuable than his own, can't picture a life where he's not needed, and his dismissal of Sam as a valuable contributor in an equal partnership. Dean is often criticized both in canon and by fans for being overbearing and codependent on Sam. This is a direct result of John Winchester's inability to parent.

Dean's emotional repression is shown to be caused by his father's militant behaviors and approach to parenting. Dean doesn't see his feelings as valid or important and thus turns to repression or unhealthy coping mechanisms as illustrated throughout the show. His alcoholism, violent outbursts, and unhealthy relationship with sex are all coping mechanisms he uses not to feel.

Through flashbacks (and some dialog) the viewer is show that Sam is more resentful towards John than Dean, and that he even holds resentment towards Dean for being the "perfect little soldier".

That's part of the reason Castiel is such a great foil for Dean, both are loyal to absent fathers' but while Dean was born with free will he follows his father's orders unwaveringly until sometime after his death, Cass a being created without free will breaks free of the command of his father and from his father's mission, becoming for all intents and purposes a Prodigal son like Sam.

Dean's adherence to his father's word is, much like Sam's rebellion a response to continued and repeated abuse, neither brother is perfect. And their father was the furthest thing from it.

#supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #john winchester #john winchester bashing #cw alcohol #tw abuse #cw sex mention #am i really talking about this in 2024 #spn #castiel #dean deserved better #sam did too #parentified child #sorry for the rant #i have so many thoughts #and feelings

[runraerun]

I love you mint condition Dean, I love you LARPing Dean, I love you dog Dean afternoon, I love you eye of the tiger Dean, I love you tombstone Dean, I love you ascot wearing Dean, I love you Miracle adopting Dean, I love you I love you I love you

#did I forget any?? #I love when he’s happy #it’s so contagious #and he deserved all the joy #Dean Winchester #I love you #your honor i love him #destiel #supernatural #spn #mint condition Dean #dog Dean afternoon #scoobynatural

[destielwarmsthecocklesofmyheart]

#knowing how it ends #i literally cant watch without becoming absolutely feral #but dean wanted a normal life and you cannot convince me otherwise #and they went and erased over a decade of character development #dean deserved better #so did cas #they deserved so much better #they silenced you #dean is bi #cas is gay #dean loves cas #cas loves dean #destiel #deancas #jensen ackles #cockles #dean winchester #jenmish #castiel #misha collins #supernatural #spn

[esswantspez]

The way Destiel makes me physically sick… all that buildup, all that character development, the angst, the feels - just to end. It was right there, but then they just haaaad to kill Cas? Yes, the parallels and the cinematography and the acting is out of this world and it HURTS - having Dean go through losing him one last time, unable to do ANYTHING, not even having a body left behind… being completely broken but finishing off the big guy anyway… being lost and then DYING ON A FUCKING HUNT CAUSED BY LOOSE ENDS FROM FUCKING JOHN and telling Sam to let him go and tell him it’s okay, only to go to heaven and hear about his parents when all he wanted was Cas. And they deserved so much more and I just arghhh it makes me so sad because it’s so beautiful, but it makes me so unbelievably angry. We deserved to have Cas come back to save Dean at the last second. Breaking all the rules. We deserved to see them happy in heaven. Dean breaking free from the mental chokehold his father had of him and letting himself be happy with Cas. Anything.

#destiel #they deserved better and so did we #jackles knows it and he’s still fighting for them #so is misha #dean winchester #castiel #sam winchester #supernatural #spn #spn spoilers #deancas

[seasononesam]

Supernatural (2005-2020) + favorite episode per season 

in/sp

#supernatural #spn #Sam Winchester #dean winchester #castiel #cas #jack kline #spnedit #supernaturaledit #long post #* #couldn't find the original template so I did my best to remake it lol #YES most of these are sam gifs and sam centric episodes it's called playing favorites #hope y'all like this it took like 5 hours rip #also i know i don't have the BEST taste but pls be nice it was very hard not to put the french mistake for season 6 so i deserve some credit

[blorboelitist]

moment of true happiness

#the destiel that live in my head are happy and together and ALIVE and will live long lives together #they live to annoy and love one another for a very long time !!! like they deserve !!!!!!!!!!!! #so have this old destiel drawing i did and then never posted #ur father does art #destiel #destiel fanart #dean winchester #dean winchester fanart #castiel #castiel fanart #spn #supernatural fanart #casdean #casdean fanart

[wigglebox]

(Post) First (Kiss) [x] 🌼

#destiel #destiel fanart #spncreatorsdaily #castiel #dean Winchester #spnfanart #wiggleart #so I’m trying to jumpstart my brain on ideas #and I wanted to start drawing again so I decided to start picking through the destiel month prompt list I neglected #in November lol #I did the first few prompts and then I did election doodles and then my brain broke #so the first prompt is ‘First’ and I was thinking about how I wanted their first #Kiss to go down and like half of me wants an emotionally charged on in the empty #but louder half of me says soft #because they deserve to have that memory #as a soft one unbound by terror #so that’s what I drew #but this is them just after their first kiss lol

[gracelesstars]

On this New Year's Eve, are you too thinkin' bout season 8's: "I did everything I could to get you out! Everything... I did not leave you!" "Nothing you could have done would have saved me, because I didn't want to be saved... After the things I did... I didn't deserve to be out." and season 15's: "I left, but you didn't stop me."?? Because let's be real - Cas would *not* have stayed if Dean had stopped him as he didn't think he deserved to have Dean's acceptance/love. (can't believe that 3yrs later on I am doing 180 on this - i.e. initially thinking that Cas not staying was a result of Dean not asking)

anyways, I guess this is your usual reminder that Dean saving Cas from the Empty & saying "you don't think you deserved to be saved/loved?" is the only series conclusion that would've made perfect sense. See you with the same message, just rephrased differently, next year!

#spn #supernatural #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #believe it or not i was having a normal evening #but then my brain decided to project into my mind the clip of teary-eyed Dean saying all that in s8 #the emotion in that scene had my spn brainworms active again #that was Dean-way saying that he wanted Cas to STAY (with him) #and then it got me thinking how Cas was blaming Dean about this in s15 #which is bs because Cas would've left anyways #he did so many times later on in s15 after all #Just how Dean didn't think he deserved to be saved #Cas didn't think he deserved to be loved #and that's why the ghost of the Empty-rescue-finale will haunt me for the rest of my life #in another universe they complete this perfect parallel and end up together 😢😔

[icaruspendragon]

happy pride month to these two specifically.

#spn #supernatural #destiel #if dean’s not bisexual why did they make him bisexual hmmm? #they deserved so much better

[insanesonofabitch]

8x10 Torn & Frayed one line schedule | 8x11 LARP & The Real Girl production draft script | 8x09 Citizen Fang | 8x10 Torn & Frayed transcript | 9x08 Rock and a Hard Place

Good fucking morning.

#I just thought about them too much so i made this cus the alternative was killing myself 🫶 #slash jay #there is SO MUCH going on behind the camera in supernatural. these guys were fuckin #the fact that we can only canonically confirm that they really did have a relationship is through their break up is kind of fucked up. #I’ve said this before but I’m saying it again I deserved to see Benny hungrily and desperately drinking Dean’s blood straight from the tap #I want him back. #jensen benny-lover ross ackles…you know what to do #supernatural #spn #spn 8x09 #citizen fang #spn 8x10 #torn and frayed #spn 8x11 #larp and the real girl #spn 9x08 #rock and a hard place #deanbenny #destiny #dean winchester #benny lafitte #dean x benny

[deanwinchestersucks]

Just seeing gifs of Dean with Miracle makes me grind my teeth to the bone.

Anyway, time for a dash cleanse

Bones! The only dog I acknowledge.

#sam deserved better #miracle deserved better #dean did not deserve a dog