#FOUR YEARS ago today!!!

[thefrogdalorian]

The Mandalorian - Chapter 3: The Sin

#FOUR YEARS ago today!!! #din djarin #grogu #the mandalorian #pedro pascal #mando #mando edit #the mandalorian edit #din djarin edit #my edits #* #i could write essays about these three scenes they give me chills every time i LOVE THEM #baby yoda #star wars #the sin

[annabelle--cane]

just learned that the mechanisms song "frankenstein" was originally conceived as part of a set along with adaptations of dracula, dorian gray, and jekyll & hyde. don't try reaching me, I am in mourning for what could have been.

#their original melodies are so GOOD #listened to frakenstein twice maybe four years ago and hummed right along with it when listening again for the first time today #and there could have been More... in another timeline maybe... #the mechanisms #marina marvels at life

[eddis-not-eeddis]

I need some prayers. My health is really bad right now, and i might lose my job.

#i had to go home on Saturday because I had a fever and wasn't really able to function #I took Monday off two weeks ago so I could see a doctor about some of the health issues I have #then today I had another COMPLETELY unrelated health problem that sent me home (it's sent me home from my last job on multiple occasions) #i don't know what to do #i keep getting sick #(fevers puking and lung infections) #and i can't kick it #and that's ON TOP of the other chronic issues I've been dealing with for the last three or four years #i'm so discouraged and upset right now and i have no idea what on earth I'm gonna do #i just want to get better and not have to deal with this #i have never been this sick for this long in my entire life #but I've been sick for month long stretches three times already this year #i don't know what to do at this point #i hate this so much

[van-skmugen]

Riku Merman 🧜‍♂️ (Poecilia reticulata)

Can you find the Lucky Emblem?

#Riku #Kingdom Hearts #リク #キングダム ハーツ #王国心 #artists on tumblr #fanart #my art #VanSKmugenArt #van-skmugen #Happy New Year 2024! #this is a drawing I made three years ago but I never published it in public #my artistic skills were more vague than those of today #btw I had another art acc here at past where I published some KH art but I think from present I'm going to upload all only around here #both traditional and digital w sk8 artworks included as before and also some that I had in mind about sk8 and kh together #again wishing to see Riku as a merman in the near future #four years ago I imagined him like this #hopefully in a future Soriku DDD2 style game

[aethersea]

I’m reading A Study In Scarlet and I understand now what that poster meant about Holmes not having any asshole energy at all, but radiating absolutely lethal levels of bitch energy

#sherlock holmes #finx rambles #I signed up for letters from watson a couple days ago #got the first missive of the new year today and went 'oh wait there were a couple of december letters' #so I went and read the first two chapters of a study in scarlet on the substack page #and at the end of it there's a link if I want to finish reading the book #so naturally I followed it #and now I'm on chapter four #sherlock is such a delightfully pleasant man – until you are smug at him #it's very funny

[zhansww]

#xiao zhan #wang yibo #yizhan #190715 #day day up #douyin #my gifs #four years ago today #I miss them

[chenouttachen]

may i finally present to you all, the 'how the hell jeff managed to graduate university' fic, in all her 33k glory! enjoy!

#pit babe the series #alanjeff #alan x jeff #jeffalan #jeff x alan #pit babe #this fic took me so long #but also no time at all considering my one fic every four years routine #it was nearly done at 27k a couple of days ago #and then i decided to add an additional smut scene #and i wrote nearly 6k of smut today #so enjoy that #it's also very sweet and explores jeff's relationships with the rest of xhunter #also charlie is a great brother and i loved writing them #please give it a read! #mine

[dreamings-free]

four years ago today Louis and Charlie did not meet each other..

Liam Gallagher: As It Was premiere - Alexandra Palace, London 6/6/19

“I first met Louis at the premiere of the Liam [Gallagher] film. Well, I say met – I saw him across the way, but we didn’t actually talk. But then he got in touch to ask if I’d make some music videos with him, so we met up properly. I really liked him and found he had a real depth to him. He seemed a lot older than his years and had so much more to say.”

- Charlie Lightening about how he first started working with Louis back in 2019

NME 30/3/23

#pretty funny how they didn’t even always hello #and now they’re like this 🤞 #louis #charlie lightening #as it was premiere #06.06.19 #four years ago today #quotes #about louis #nme #30.03.23 #m

[ialwaysknewyouwerepunk]

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#these past two weeks have been so intense that ive just.. not spoken about it once i got home from work #blocked it all out #my beloved colleague whose desk is next to mine has cancer #breast and uterus. she needs two major surgeries #they just diagnosed her two weeks ago #so we've been trying to deal with that as colleagues and friends #because we love and miss her and i am so deeply sad as well #but i feel like i couldn't process that at all bc two days after the news of her diagnosis i was asked to take on half of her work #on top of my fulltime #which i agreed to do bc i like her tasks and i want to help her and i also know i can do it #but it does feel very off bc i know i don't earn enough money for this workload to be long term and it is def like this #for the coming four months at least #so i did tell my manager that i would like a raise and. that bitch told me to BUY MORE SECOND HAND SHIT. #i seriously thought i saw my life flash before my eyes #then the day after she asked one of my colleagues who's been with the firm for over 30 years whether she was looking for another job maybe? #which caused that colleague to instantly go home in tears and be home from basically a nervous breakdown the past 1.5 week #which is her full right and i support her with all my heart but bc my management sucks it meant that we had to also carry her tasks ofc #i felt soooo spread thin and super super angry actually but i didn't even realise how angry i was until last thursday my colleague w cancer #came by the office. and talked about all of it. and i suddenly realised how sad i was but then also how angry #but i was just blocking it all out trying to stay afloat #bc we told her about what the manager had said and she said “i hope that i get the chance to really tell her how it is someday.” #“because the stress she causes with people can actually kill you. just look at me.” #and the rest of the day i felt so ready to be done with everything actually #but seeing her anger made me see my own anger #and released me of my own pent up emotions bc i had actual leg pains this week and it was purely psychosomatic #i then managed to tell some friends yesterday about what was going on and their outrage spurred me on even more #so today i emailed hr. demanding a raise #doing this amount of work while constantly feeling like the house is on fire while also struggling financially seriously makes me suicidal #and i am not joking #so.. if nothing comes of that im leaving that job and not looking back

[oysters-aint-for-me]

i can’t believe i actually want to write fanfic today. i haven’t wanted to since pre-pandemic. i thought maybe the feeling was gone forever. or maybe it is gone forever and i’m just feeling okay today; i haven’t actually written anything yet. but i guess i’m going to take it as a good sign.

#i am so hesitant to attribute this to my new antidepressants but it might be???? #atypical antipsychotics my beloved #and i’ve only taken my weekend dose of vyvanse today! #it’s like…i don’t quite feel ‘better’ yet but #before it felt like the person i was three/four years ago was gone forever #now it’s like. i’m not that person again by any means #but it’s like i just got a text from four-years-ago me that says ‘still alive’ #like there’s a blip on a radar that’s been silent for a very long time #it’s kind of scary tbh!!!!!!!

[spockoholic]

weird birthday vibes this year, wonder if my brother is gonna text me back (we are twins) or if he’s just gonna ghost me again this year

poll????

#all the energy is off and a #lil shitty ngl #my two friends who live in my city are asking me like what do you want to do tonight what are your plans like???? i worked all day today and #the previous four days i dont want to also have to plan my birthday that’s YOUR job #if imma be completely honest #y’all know #me very well #i am very tired and do no want to have to plan this #perhaps a little bitchy of me but 🤷‍♀️ #but yeah did double birthday text my brother this year which kinda feel like shit i wish he’d at least send an emoji back even if he doesnt #want to talk to me #anyways happy 26 🙃 #ALSO my long term partner and i finally decided that we’re gonna call it quits and just be roomates a couple days ago and like it needed to #happen and i’ve been ready for a while it still feels weird everything feels weir’d we’ve #we were together for almost 6 years

[stars-inthe-sky]

UGH.

#went on my first real work trip in FOUR YEARS yesterday. had one meeting. #woke up this morning and was getting ready for a day of stuff with another one tomorrow #only to find out that one of the only five other people in the wednesday meeting just tested positive for covid #and another had found out she'd been separately exposed as well #so today turned into doing all my meetings on zoom and rearranging travel plans #and now instead of a professional thing i'd been really looking forward to and then a fun weekend add-on with the fam #i'm flying home late tonight to isolate in our third-floor guest room while boyfriend parents etc. #at least we got credit for his and bébé's last-minute flight cancellations #and we decided to leave the dog with the sitter that had already been arranged to just have one less thing on the collective plate for now #but UGH #and what's extra infuriating is that i am probably fine. i got boosted just a few weeks ago and wasn't like hugging anyone or whatever. #but you just don't know and when there's an actual case it's reason to be actually careful #and i'm just so exhausted and bummed about a lot of things already and had so been looking forward to this whole trip #best laid plans #as they say #anyway cross your fingers for me and the battery of rapid tests i'll be taking this weekend #and in addition to staying negative i'm also very concerned about whether anyone will be comfortable will me at thanksgiving #so that's a whole other thing #UGHHHHHHH #fucking #coronavirus

[cloudblaze]

Alderpaw: Quiet, always worried, physically can’t bring himself to be rude. Needlepaw: Bold, says whatever pops into her head, has never even considered being respectful once in her entire life.

They’re fun as a duo! I like them. Sure hope nothing bad happens. :)

#the gathering scene where alderpaw is listening respectfully while needlepaw and her friends diss everyone who speaks #is both very funny and does a good job introducing both needlepaw as a character and shadowclan's current dynamic #i think avos starts out strong in terms of character writing #i'm only halfway through the first book and i feel like i know the newly introduced characters pretty well already #which for any other book wouldn't be that commendable but i'm comparing this to other warriors books #the writing feels a bit different but i honestly couldn't tell you if it is or if i just feel that way bc this arc is not from my childhood #so i'm less familiar with it. i found out today that apparently i first read it four years ago. #anyway i'm happy to be back into an arc. i'm starting to really catch up! #alderheart #needletail #warrior cats #thunderclan #shadowclan #my art

[malhare]

Oh shit it's after midnight, happy t-day to me ✌️

#I'll prob make a more profound or sappy post later Im fucking eepy #Four years ago today I gained the will to live 🥳 #malhare.txt

[arthur-r]

these are all piled together in the same part of my brain and i’m so obsessed with it

#IM SORRY FOR POSTING JUKEBOX THE GHOST UNDER MY SKIN LIKE ITS FINE ART #BUT MAYBE IT IS. MAYBE IT IS #actually. im sorry for posting POOLBOY KING OF COOL as if it were fine art HELLO #a minute earlier: when you go leave me my baseball glove…. some cigarettes…. and a playboy…. that’s all i really want…. #five seconds later: cause i will.. give you asthma…. every time you try to run…. so don’t run….. #BUT have you ever been trapped for the next nine months with your dick in your hand EATING ARTERIES FOR LUNCH. no i dont think so #anywayyyy #these are um. ok so in order it’s: #i.b. vyache — a poem called victim complex. from the book conversations over sanguinnaccio dolce #minimall — static!! one of the coolest best songs ever in the world and i love it very much #poolboy — king of cool it’s such a strange and bad song but it’s also so visceral and i love it so much #and last but not least jukebox the ghost under my skin #when i was really into that song like four years ago my mom thought that he was singing about PICKLES #i can fit two pickles under my skin!! i will prove it if you will listen!!!! #shdhdf anyway something something consumption devotion something something being a home being a hearth being an ORGAN being a VESSEL #not to run a dead joke into the ground but it keeps being so TRUE: i am a HOUSE FUCKER i swear #anyway there are definitely more of these like on my pinterest probably but these are the ones i had off the top of my head shdhdf #could somebody climb around in here and join me ‼️ #anyway. i hope everybody is doing well. i have ANOTHER advisor appointment today (information science this time!!) and i’m also so tired #OH and i have a ten page paper to write by sunday…. but it’s chill and normal i got this 👍 #anyway i hope everybody is doing well lmk if you need anything!!!! #with best wishes and kind regards sincerely yours!!!! #me. my post. mine. #delete later

[frasier-crane-style]

“What if the GUY was a bumbling doofus and the GIRL was a hypercompetent badass?” I feel like that’s been fifty different movies since 1995. Is that really a high-concept logline in 2023?

#from all media produced today #you'd think that every female character until four years ago #was willie scott in temple of doom