#HTP ask

[lunarcrown]

Hi hi hiiiii so ummm i read the latest htp chapter not too long ago (stayed up all night reading it because is obsessed) it was so good btw. I can't wait to see what happens next. It'd be so funny if Bravo and Timmy just saw Tango and Jimmy appear and they're just like "huh 🧍‍♂️" utterly confused. There's so much I could say and I have so many theories. I really liked that Tango slowly realized that he's loved because my boy my baby boy.. Heart been broken so many tiiiimes. But I'm glad that he's loved, that he gets to experience all this love and appreciation. Anyway, I am also obsessed with your Martyn design. He's sooooo pretty like.. Mmmmmmm pretty man pretty man. There's just something about him I can't describe. He's so gorgeous. So beautiful. Mwah mwah. Giving him forehead kisses. I also love your jimmy too. He has nice tits- I mean nice tits- I mean nice tits- I mean nice face. He has a very nice face. I rambled a lot but I am just excited for the next chapter already.

Firstly thank you for staying up ALL NIGHT TO READ!!! I hope that you got good rest after!!! And I’m so happy u ENJOYED!!

HAHAFG them showing up and it just being four people staring at each other is SO FUNNY DGHD

And YESS TANGO BE LOVED CHALLENGE, the foe?? Himself….

And THANK UUU HAHA martyn’s prettiness and Jimmy’s tiddy-ness make them so fun to DRAWWWW!! So have some big Dawgs!!

#secret life #inthelittlewood #solidaritygaming #htp ask #secret life big dogs #my art #I FORGOT TO ADD the t on Jimmy’s collar is for ‘Timmy’ bc Martyn made it but all it takes is one time for someone to think it’s t for tango #and Jimmy is SO FLUSTERED

[aquaquadrant]

Rhngn situation to make me cry just hit me over the noggin,,

Imagining Bravo shouting about how Vile and Disgusting and Evil hels players are, trying to convince Jimmy that Tango is Not Right For Him - only for Jimmy to look right past Bravo and at Timmy - starving, dilapidated, suffering Timmy. A version of himself that he presumes Bravo has been dragging around, and he sees how Timmy absorbs that information. Imagining the WHIPLASH on Bravo as Jimmy points out "All hels players? Timmy is RIGHT THERE, look at him -"

I sob hysterically - I DESPERATELY NEED for someone to point out to Bravo THAT TIMMY IS R I G H T THERE AND HE IS H U R T I N G and how Bravo's words ARE JUST AS CRUEL AND JADED AS ANY HELS PLAYER.

Alternatively, that one meme of that lady holding up some guy while pointing a finger at someone, except make it Jimmy holding Tango and Timmy whilst pointing at Bravo.

Aaaand oh god the parallels of how Jimmy and Bravo truly *aren't* well matched in how while Bravo is dogmatic in his hatred and detests hels and their players, Jimmy has such a capacity for compassion, I couldn't possibly see him hating even a hels version of himself that could be everything he may hate in himself. FUCK THE NARRATIVES ARE SO GOOOD. I will forever chew on this au, thank you Aqua and thank you Lunar for this masterpiece.

accurate meme is accurate^^

#hels to pay au #HTP ask #art by mel of COURSE #also sorry i can’t say anything else but TY FOR THE MESSAGE <3

[cursed-40k-thoughts]

What would the Emperor think of Big D

He'd hate him, I think. Someone who refuses to listen to him, is as stubborn as him, and loudly shouts him down as an "OSSEOUS SPECTRE OF AKITUS PAST" or something

#ask #warhammer 40k #warhammer 40000 #HTP #hunter the parenting

[3000-200-grains-of-salt]

a little bit a fanart of @aquaquadrant and @lunarcrown ‘s hels to pay au! specifically, my brain decided to fixate on aqua’s drabble about patho and dbubs because the when the it the when uhh when bhbshbshb whhajhuzh bbbbrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

sorry i blacked out. point is i loved it so so much to an almost unhealthy amount and i assure you, this will not be the last fanart of them you will see. this is a threat <3

#AHSBDBSHBSBS THEM!!!! ITS THEM!!!!! I AM SO AUTISTIC ABOUT THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #AQUA AND LUNAR YOU ARE FEEDING ME THANK YOU!!!!!!! #aqua if you see an ask approximately 8 pages long rambling about dbubs with various keyssmashes that’s me baybeeee!!!! #and also dbubs character!!!! is! so! good! #and tragic! #i will rant about this later! but now is not the time! #will i finish this? hmmmmm #htp au #hels to pay au #htp art #hels to pay art #ethoslab art #etho fanart #ethoslab #bdubs fanart #etho and bdubs #bdoubleo100 #bdoubleo fanart #bdoubleo #bdouble100 fanart #hermitshipping #seattlesaltsartowrk

[fandomfluffandfuck]

As a smut writer with a vagina, I always struggle a bit to explore the sensations that penis-havers experience during arousal. I know what’s getting hard looks like, but not what it feels like internally.

Combining my research and, echem, other needs, a writing prompt: Steve explaining to a formerly chemically castrated recovering Bucky what getting hard feels like, and how to recognize arousal. What it feels like when he wants him. Reminding Bucky of those feelings and talking him into his first erection in 70 years.

Ah jeeze, I sent that writing request for Steve explaining to Bucky what it feels like to get hard and I just realized how completely invasive and assuming some of that ask was. I really apologize.

You're okay! That's a fair question/request, and this is the place to come with it, lol.

First, though, I do have to say that, coming from my personal experience, the way smut writers without dicks (as far as I'm aware, lol) describe dicks and erections is usually pretty on the money. It's hot [temperature wise]. It's throbbing. It's tight and, well, hard. It's also often annoying when an erection just... happens. Because it happens randomly, too. It's not just a teenage thing, unfortunately, lol. (I mean, it's (usually) not a full erection like it can be in teendom, but it's still a thing as you get older.)

Second, I could've sworn I read a fic where Bucky was castrated surgerically and was struggling with arousal/erections but I can't find it again :/

Okay, onto this prompt:

*trigger warning for off screen, insinuated HYDRA Trash Party/HYDRA typical violence

This would be a fucking challenge for them. Not only because recovery is tough--recovery from anything--but especially recovery from 70 fucking years of brainwashing and torture.

Also, this is challenging because Steve very much is also deprogramming from his own trauma as well as struggling with his Catholic upbringing. That shame runs deep. Steve is very, very good at feeling shame and guilt.

When Bucky presents him with the question of, "what is it like?" As they're discussing the reversal effects, returning libidos, and coming off of the chemical castration drugs, pamphlets spread out messily over the kitchen island counter, Steve is absolutely tongue-tied. He stammers and blushes and squirms in his kitchen bar stool.

Bucky, in contrast, is sitting still. His voice is even. Fine. "Getting an erection," he clarifies without issue, "what does it feel like?" There's a crease between his dark eyebrows. It's the look he gets when he's thinking, specifically, when he's trying to remember something that's fuzzy--just out of reach and slipping from between his fingers more and more by the second.

Steve isn't sure if that tone of voice and the neutrality is Bucky being Bucky--he never had much shame before. Before... all of this. He always was a flirt, a charmer. As soon as he had an experience, when they were old enough, he told Steve things about girls that Steve felt like would cause God to open hell directly underneath them. Earth gaping. Swallowing them whole. He couldn't ever explain why he stuttered out the words to ask again and again and again, though. He knew he didn't care about the gals. He didn't... he doesn't like women that way.

It was about Bucky.

It's always been about Bucky.

Or... if it's maybe something that was burned out of Bucky by them? HYDRA. Steve desperately hopes it's not that. He wants the fact that he's fine discussing such private matters because he's always been that way (maybe with a tiny mix of being too old and seasoned to give a shit).

Right now, Bucky and him are perfect opposites.

Bucky is easily getting the words out, asking for some from Steve in exchange. Meanwhile, Steve can't get say a word, no matter how loud and clear Bucky is.

It's not that Steve doesn't want to have this conversation with Bucky. He wants to give Bucky every tool he needs to help aid him in recovery; he wants to be honest with him; he wants to open himself to Bucky like a book so he can read and glean what he needs from him. It's so fucking difficult, though.

Bucky's doctors warn Steve and Bucky both what coming off of the drugs causing his chemical castration will mean. A surge in sex hormones as his body resumes doing what it should, resulting in a, hopeful, return of his libido and physical sexual functioning along with possible hot flashes, racing heart, and a handful of other assorted side effects. A roll of the dice. They won't totally know until they get there.

Chemical castration isn't permanent, usually. But, usually, people aren't chemically castrated for 70 fucking years. Also, usually, the people in question aren't super soldiers. So, there's things working against Bucky and with him.

Bucky's body should bounce back.

Steve closes his eyes for too long to just be a blink, picturing the scars around Bucky's shoulder. Flesh seared to metal. No choice but to adapt.

Bucky's body should bounce back.

"Good as new," one of the medical students working in tandem with the team of doctors had said. Steve thinks that student could use more bedside manner training.

"Steve?"

"Uh--" Steve clears his throat, "yeah. It's..."

"You don't have to."

Steve nods tightly, "I want to. I just." He swallows noisily, he figures he'll just be as honest as he can, "I don't know how to say it," he runs his fingers through his hair, musing it.

Bucky nods back. After a moment he volunteers, "I remember getting them, I just..."

"You just?" Steve prompts, leaning forward to grab his hand and squeeze.

"I don't remember anything else. I got them. Didn't I?" Bucky looks at his wearily.

"You definitely did," Steve's voice is huskier than he intends. He can't help it. A full-body shiver takes over his muscles. He remembers Bucky's erections almost as much as he remembers his own.

Sharing the same tiny, ratty-sheet-covered bed. Bucky pressed up against his back, his breath hot and humid on his neck, an arm thrown around his waist, with his dick regularly hardening in his sleep and pressing even more insistently against his boney ass.

Wrestling on their shitty, creaking wooden floor. Bucky on top of him, laughing brilliantly. Dark hair falling from its careful, swept-up style. Leaning up to kiss him to distract him, the only way he could win. Kissing and kissing until Bucky would melt, groaning, falling onto him, chest to chest, their erections sliding together. Hard. Hot.

Listening to Bucky stumble in drunk and smiling to himself, stifling the expression in the flat pillow under his head, pretending to sleep until Bucky stumbles into their bed. Then, pretending to wake up slowly and prettily as Bucky pawed at him. Sometimes, Bucky'd be hard already. Sometimes, he would get hard deliciously slowly, the alcohol affecting him, making it a challenge. And sometimes he wouldn't get hard if he had too much.

(Steve secretly loved it when he didn't get hard. Soft and vulnerable and perfect for worshipping. Steve would fall to his knees and rub his face against his soft cock and suck and suck until Bucky came without getting hard at all. It still felt good. Steve should know. It's not like his Johnson worked all the time back then, anyway.)

Steve jostles himself from the memories, trying, only half-successfully, to not feel guilty over the fact that he can remember all that with perfect eidetic detail while Bucky can't.

He re-crosses his legs in the other direction.

"Okay," Steve tries to push his energy from memories to words, "okay. It's, like, it... it almost feels like." God, why does he suck so much at this? "Like, it-it's blood rushing into your dick, right?"

Bucky has the gall to roll his eyes.

Steve wants to call him an asshole. And he would if he weren't too busy untangling his words, trying to spit them out no matter how much shame tugs at him. "So it's swollen. It gets hot, too, because, well, your, your blood is hot. Body temperature. Y'know. Whatever. It's... just... swollen and hot and, uh, stiff?"

"It is a stiffy," Bucky says dryly.

Steve dryly laughs, "jerk," he bites his lower lip, clearly that's not enough to satisfy Bucky's curiosity, "you know, so, okay, you know when you finish in the gym and your muscles are just beginning to get sore? Like. It doesn't hurt. But your muscles are tight and pumped and hard because you just used them?"

"I'm familiar." Steve's pretty sure Bucky's being an asshole on purpose now. Just to give him something else to think about. Fucker.

"It's like that," he finishes the thought, "but. It's your dick, not your usual muscles."

"So... does it get sore? Like your muscles?"

"No." Steve answers automatically, then, "it, uh, throbs. Pulses, kinda. I mean, it, it can hurt. If you have it for a long time."

"Right," there's a minute pause. Steve knows without asking that they're both picturing all the goofy pharma ads that're on TV nowadays. Contact your doctor if you have an erection lasting more than 4 hours... "You said it's tight?"

"Yeah. Tight and heavy, too. 'Cause, because it fills with blood. It gets engorged. Swollen."

Bucky nods, but it's clear he wants more.

"Yeah," Steve struggles, his face burning. "Kinda, kinda, like..." he pulls a face just thinking about the way he's about to describe an erection. It's visceral. It makes him want to squirm a little bit. But, it's the only thing he can think of. "If you stuck a balloon under your skin and started to inflate it. It gets tight and hot and stiff as it stretches. And the more the, the, uh, balloon inflates, the more sensitive it gets--"

Bucky makes a considering noise.

"--But then. Then, once you've started, it's hard to stop. It gets fuller, stiffer, and more sensitive. When you touch it, because it's sensitive and tight and you need to do something about it, it gets stiffer and then more sensitive because it's stiffer. So you touch more. Until. Yeah. It's, uh, it's a positive feedback loop."

"Oh."

Suddenly, as happens sometimes, Steve's mouth runs away from him. He's embarrassed, and his brain decides that the only way to fix it is to get all the embarrassing words out. "It throbs. Like. With your pulse. If you get. If you get hard enough, it th-throbs with your pulse. And it feels like it comes from your, like, core. Like. Not just your balls. Inside you."

"Hm?" Bucky interjects, eyebrows drawing together.

"Like, when you get, ah, a-aroused. It comes from your stomach almost. And it goes up your back and down your balls, too. It's, it's not tingling but, more, more like when you really have to pee and you can't help but shiver. A much hot, hotter version of that."

"You-" Bucky's eyebrows come together. "You can't pee when you're erect, right?"

"No, no. It--that does hurt. It kinda burns? If you try to pee with a hard, hard--if you try to pee with an erection. It doesn't work like that."

"No," Bucky agrees softly.

"But it doesn't burn otherwise. It, it when you're really hard, feels like, like you might explode. It gets so tight and, I'm trying to think of anything but hard, but it really just feels hard."

Bucky snorts.

Steve's big mouth keeps motoring, of course, "oh, and, uh, it gets wet." Steve is going to explode, not in the fun my-dick-is-hard way, in the vibrating-with-embarrassment way. Oof.

Bucky just looks intrigued. Not embarrassed.

Dammnit.

"I, I, I don't mean," Steve lowers his voice, "cum."

Bucky laughs at his expense.

"I mean... when you're erect. It can leak. It's just pre-cum. It's not. It's nothing to be worried about. Just so you don't--" he bites the inside of his cheek, "I don't want you to worry."

Bucky tips his head from side to side, considering. "What if I--"

"What if you?"

"What if I let you know when it happens? So you know I'm not worried."

Steve flushes the hottest he has yet. He coughs. "Y-yeah, that'd be, that'd be... good."

I hope that's satisfactory for what you had in mind! I didn't really know how to tackle this prompt, lol.

#asks #fandomfluffandfuck #bucky barnes #steve rogers #stucky #htp #hydra trash party #it's off screen but i figured it be good to include that tag anyway #for the people filtering it

[daniel-bruehl]

anon requested: "i'd like to make a request for a minor character but I can't remember if they're in more than one scene though, in the elevator fight scene in winter soldier there's a hydra soldier behind jack rollins who looks latino maybe and freakishly tall <333 I've been in love with them forever ty if you can find them" (Hopefully) This Actor as (hopefully) That Guy™ CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE WINTER SOLDIER (2014)

#the scream i scrumpt upon reading that ask #this is the best request i've ever received nothing can top this (y'all feel free to try though) #whoever sent it: ily #i'm not even sure if this is the guy you meant but alas #marveledit #catws #catwsedit #idek how to tag this #hydra #hydraedit #just for the fun of it #tuserhan #userpng #userlolo #userashe #creationtag #request #flashing. #htp

[divinacaptivus]

Well for one apparently he also has a shit ton of kids. Mainly due to the fact he has had many spouses. He is currently living with his sons Marcus (Magnus) amd Door (Dorn) along with Marcus' fiance, Kitten, and Door's son, Boy, in the house owned by Kitten.

"At least Magnus has not repeatedly failed me in this universe..."

#asks #answers #anon #htp

[lux-scriptum]

Heyyyy, are your ocs in like stories or do you have them floating in space like I do lol what are those stories about, if you have em?

Editing for a read more

Amara is in all my stories. Shes my easter egg in all my series, and I look forward to people finding her more subtle appearances.

Most of the others have books! A few are just rp characters but most are in their own series.

Personal Demons is about a demon trapped inside a human and her brother trying to keep them both alive while his life’s purpose slowly creeps up on him after millennia. Eventually it becomes a chance to question black and white thinking, propaganda, and internal biases. Also its about the gay agenda.

Dragonmarked is about grief and revenge consuming one persons life, and the lives of all she touches. Its also about breaking cycles of abuse and finding yourself buried under years of fawn responses. It’s about the weight of the world on your shoulders and responsibilities you cant shrug off. It’s about learning how to be a better person and its about grief all over again.

The lev n fax saga is finished, and technically part of PD. Its about love and fear and finding something worth being brave for. Its also about the different kind of bravery and how it doesn’t always look how you’d expect.

Ichor is about abandonment issues and corrupt power systems. It’s about love being toxic and love being something that can create something more powerful than whatever already exists.

The warped wip is just an attempt to mix urban fantasy (fluffy version) with horror written by someone who doesn’t consume horror but wants to sink their teeth in some fun descriptions.

Hell To Pay is also completed, though @fragmentedink and I are working on spinoffs. Its about trauma and the ugly side of healing. It’s about how different traumas can lend to connections while at the same time lend itself to hurting others without ever meaning to. It’s about learning to stand on your own feet and be your truest self.

And give me ur eyes, the newest book, is about questioning everything. Its about looking at the people and gods you put on pedestals and wondering what will happen if someone bumps said pedestal. Its about betrayal and becoming and unbecoming and anger and villain eras.

I will tag all of these projects so u can go tag diving if you wish for more details.

#asks #personal demons #ichor #give me ur eyes #dragonmarked #warped wip #the lev n fax saga #htp

[joeyclaire]

bisexual

#asks #htp-magiko

[lunarcrown]

Have you ever thought much about Timmy's early life? like has he been in spawn since he was a kid? (if so that is SO sad)

ITS TIMMY TUESDAY!!!!!

Aqua has some extra detail on this HERE but the sad fact is that yeah…….he tried to leave spawn a bit when he was younger, but after being left behind by people and generally….not surviving, he gave up :,,(

Also so many ppl want him to wash up…

And would you believe that Timmy’s well-being, good or bad, is a spoiler? 😈

BUT because he’s so pathetic, and it’s Timmy Tuesday, he gets a nice warm bath that he immediately falls asleep in 💖

#timmy #animositygaming #hels to pay au #my art #htp art #htp ask

[aquaquadrant]

I want impulse to be aloud to absolutely go ham on Atlas that would be fun

i don’t think atlas could survive that… like not just ‘die and respawn’ i think his actual player data would be obliterated… like he would just cease to exist from the sheer force of impulse’s righteous fury.

#hels to pay au #HTP ask

[slothspaghettiwrites]

That picture of the guy in denim cut offs gives me 70s Lot Lizard!Bucky vibes. He’s walking around the lot looking for his next customer when he catches Robert Pronge’s eye

Also..

Rising 70s Gay Porn Star!Bucky on the set of his newest movie where he gets to work with industry icon Steve Rogers

70s Lot Lizard!Bucky 😩😩😩😩😩

Nonnie, you need to know my brain went truly Hydra Trash Party. It's Alexander Pierce.

It's Pierce rolling up in his shiny big rig saying he can offer Bucky more, can get him better clients and more money. It's Bucky, being a bit young and thinking a little more money and he can get back on the straight and narrow.

It's dark, it's heartbreaking, it's Bucky having a bad time 🥲

#sloth asks #nonnie #hydra trash party #htp!bucky #Bucky Barnes x Alexander Pierce #bucky barnes

[transmechanicus]

are you on the htp discord?

No i rarely use discord, it is like microsoft teams to me, close that shit on startup❤️

#my stuff #asks #also idk what htp stands for 😅

[ex0rin]

I feel like I just fell headfirst into a giddy nostalgic wormhole tbh I'm like. lightheaded with fondness and endearment and 'oh yeah I remember seeing that fanart when it was first posted!!!' and 'hydra stucky was a Good Aesthetique holy SHIT'

I'm so happy for you! I welcome your return to HTP with open arms even though I'm still such a Trash Party baby -

I wasn't there for the origin so everything is so shiny and new still (I mean, it's been like almost two years now but, that's NOTHING in the grand scheme of TEN YEARS since CA: TWS)

Please share all of your favourite art and fic with me for revelling in trash purposes 🥰

#asked and answered #@favvnsongs #hydatrashparty #hydra trash party #an HTP baby who's written like 200k+ #but a baby nonetheless

[cyberneticasset]

I say gunplay (for kinktober)

Well I didn’t see this until September 2023 apparently but I JUST posted a gunplay-esque art <3

Maybe I’ll re-open requests, hmm

#Anarchy’s Art #ask #anon ask #winter soldier #bucky barnes #hydra trash party #htp #fanart #answer

[cozystars]

sad lil gangrel *picks them up by the scruff*

#unfinished #possible htp oc idk #vtm #scopo #ask to tag #eye horror #I think #I might paint over the bottom left one #I need to reread vtm lore so wish me luck #vtm oc