I STARTED 2023 WITH THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE WITH MEETING EDDIE KINGSTON ON JANUARY 4TH 2023, TELLING HIM HOW HE HELPS ME ON MY BAD MENTAL HEALTH DAYS, AND I ENDED MY YEAR DECEMBER 30TH 2023 WITH EDDIE WINING THE CONTINENTAL TOURNAMENT BECOMING A TRIPLE CROWN CHAMPION. TO SAY I'M PROUD OF HIM IS A HUGE UNDERSTATEMENT. I FOUND OUT ABOUT EDDIE JULY 22 2020 WHEN HE DEBUTED IN AEW AGAINST CODY RHODES AND I INSTANTLY BECAME A FAN OF HIS MY WORDS TO PAUL WAS "OOOO WHOS THIS GUY?" ITS BEEN 3 WONDERFUL YEARS OF BEING A EDDIE KINGSTON FAN. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. SO WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS MEETING EDDIE KINGSTON HAS BEEN THE BEST THING TO HAPPEN TO ME IN 2023💛👑🥹
Hi 💕 so today is World's suicide prevention day (it's still September 10th in my country) so I felt like sharing part of my story:
I tried to kill myself about 9 months ago by jumping off a 6th floor, but someone found me, then a month later, Cha Cha Cha was released and it captivated me, not only the song, but Käärijä himself, I wanted to know more about him. But then I had a relapse after Valentine's day and I was determined to finally end my suffering, but again, someone stopped me, it was our tiny green man, I was curious to know what was going on inside that mind of his, so I stayed to find out
So basically I'm still here because of him 💚 and I know it sounds cliché, but he really helped me to overcome many things, and he saved me from my own demons. I'm still going to therapy and I'm currently taking pills, but Jere makes the process easier, I even told him about it on June, but he hasn't seen it yet, I just hope he knows how much he means to me now and how thankful I am
So if you ever need some help, don't hesitate to ask me, you don't have to go through this alone 💛
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i’m not posting he saved me chapters on tumblr anymore but every time a new chapter comes out on wattpad i will announce and provide a link love you soon💕