#I AM FUCKING SCREAMING RN

[nicknelsonblog]

THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT???? ON APRIL 19TH?????? OHMYFUCKINGGAWD I WAS JS HAVING A BAD DAY AND NOW THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT??? I LOVE LIFE I LOVE YOU TAYLOR SWIFT I LOVE YOU UNIVERSE

#i am fucking screaming rn #aifhejdbwodbfbekwbdbdbhdhwhdbakwoenbcbcb #omfgggg

[shaniacsboogara]

liking dnd is so funny because yeah you play the actual game sometimes but mostly you just think about the game and watch other people play the game and slowly go insane thinking about how much you wish you could play the game and hoping that buying more shiny rocks will fix everything

#dnd #dungeons and dragons #not going through something rn wdym haha... #i am FINE i have DEFINITELY played at least once in the last seven weeks #i am also definitely not the scheduling person in my group i am not stressed that no one has time for dnd apparently #i'm fine i just started another critical role campaign im fine im so stable #*screaming* #it provides seratonin but WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO BE HAPPY TO ROLL MY LITTLE DICE FUCK #it's okay i just need to buy more dice #that will fix me

[fellwhite]

Gentlemen, gentlewomen, gentlejimmys, gentledogs and gentletheys

A date it is

#I AM FUCKING SCREAMING RN #well i mean im not 100% sure but it does sound like a date #best part? i was not the one that proposed it so yea #though i might meet her parents and considering things... didn't go very well a couple years ago im a bit afraid #but hey still happy as hell #gonna wake up at 5 am in a free day TO WALK FROM A WHOLE ASS PROVINCE TO THE OTHER if that's not love i don't know what it is #shut up blue

[skitskatdacat63]

AND I'M SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL ABOUT THIS??????

I am staring intently

#so sorry to my parents if they just heard the anguished scream of a dying animal i let out when i saw this #HE FUCKED THAT OLD MAN #WHAT OTHER EXPLANATION IS THERE #OH YM GODSDDD #how can i be normal about this???? how???? how!???!?! #no bcs i was already dying from hyperness after fernando's p2 but this???????????? #WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW #and what if i exploded huh? what if i just exploded and crumbled away right now huh??? #genuinely feel like a rabid dog rn #lance stroll #fernando alonso #fa14 #ls18 #strollonso #alonstroll #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #we do a little bit of f1 #2023 miami gp #2023 miami grand prix

[vero-niche]

YEAH INCLUDING ME TOO, HELLO⁉️⁉️

#i am. holy FUCK #i will probably post smg more coherent too but rn im just. Screaming #my new boss is goofy #atarashii joushi wa do tennen

[kibaems]

H A R D shinee, 2023

#shinee #shineeedit #kpopedit #mine #i am so fucking ALIVE rn im screaming crying sharting around the room like a bottle rocket #I LOVE YOU SHINEE I LOVE YOU SHINEE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #key #minho #taemin #onew

[itsthegirlinthebowtie]

hey I am still not over this please send help

#LOOK AT HIM!!!!!!! LOOK AT HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!! #he looks so fucking good in the jedi general outfit!!!! #I can’t believe it’s really in live action on my screen rn!!!!! #I fucking love him I am screaming #fave #star wars #leah rants #ahsoka show #ahsoka #ahsoka spoilers #the clone wars #star wars spoilers #anakin skywalker #hayden christensen #leah watches ahsoka #i’m having a bit of a shit day and my coping strategy is rewatch this episode and scream over it again #it is making me feel better :’)

[shockpinkrosary]

Go gerard go!!!

#gerard way #mcr #i forgot mcr had a gig last night #bcuz im at gamescom #so i woke up to everything like HUH??? #ANYWAY. #please gerard like do nothing dramatic for the rest of the week when im on a business trip #thinking of zining all of thezs when return tour ends!!! #also PLEASE. can i scream about how fucking liberating to see my literal hero as a non binary person breaking boundaries and celebrating #their identity with their friends even if it is in a silly little cheer leader dress that they got #tailor made #i am SCREECHIN #SO … emo for them in the club rn in the best way

[teyamsatan]

FUCKING WHAT.

This better mean Neteyam’s coming back or otherwise i’m FUCKING SUING im coming for ur ass james cameron

#shut the fuck up rn #this just ruined my day #also they better fix jake’s look cause i AM SCREAMING #ೃ⁀➷ andra rambles #avatar #avatar the way of water #avatar 2 #avatar 3 #avatar twow #twow #neteyam #neteyam sully

[mattodore]

lovesick

#hi 👋 i have a hospital appointment in two hours that i'm nervous about so here i am in my screenshots folder staring at mattodore #i really shouldn't be typing rn but i'm. a ball of nerves. like actually keep me in your thoughts... like please. jsfdhnkj #also i think i'm gonna start reblogging things untagged here for a little while........... bc like. #i really shouldn't be typing it fucks with my arms so bad..... i say as i'm typing #but ykwim like that's why i've just been avoiding tumblr lmao #um so if you for some reason care abt ppl not tagging reblogs of other people's sims content uh idk what to say bc i'm gonna do it anyway #so expect that from me until i (hopefully) get meds again #also............ i have not started editing theo's bday edit and it's literally tomorrow. Scream . #i finished the poses tho <3 but yeah... we laugh and cry #i want to say i'll just start editing after i get back from the hospital but. well. #it's okay tho bc if i'm late for theo's bday edit that's understandable bc of the Illness but also #matthias's bday edit was like a week late anyway so lmao #also no caption bc idk i can't think #wait nvm listen to this song #river dipping #ts4 #matthias evanoff #theodore doe #a burning house to live in #echthroi

[cinnamon-phrog]

I feel too sick to sleep right now, everything's' too cold or too hot and I can't even breathe without thinking I'm gonna throw up

#it's because i've been drinking diluted juice #i swear the shit they put in that makes me delirious with fever #ughhhh so sick wish a nice big strong mechanoid could help me rn :( real shame #gonna drink water till the middle of the night. there goes my plans for a better nights' sleep :< #i do genuinely feel awful and i have been feeling so for a while and it's all my own doing. not eating healthy. stressing out and barely- #-sleeping. i have stretch marks from losing weight and circles under my eyes. everything's fuzzy. i keep forgetting basic things. #i'm worried about my future. i'm too disabled to function with a job but not disabled 'enough' just because i can speak 'clearly' #i've got no irl friends or family to fall back on. i can only travel so far and i get meltdowns far easier now #months ago i was treated like a pet. now i'm an adult before i ever got to be a child. #i want to be held. be loved without even having to say a word to each other. not even by an f//o but by someone who'll be willing to love m #but all i am now is sick and hungry and hot and cold and tired and awake. #i can't imagine how much worse it is for other people though. i've seen awful images and they're not even a taste of how terrible it is #i worry i won't be able to afford food in the future. or have a stable flat or apartment. that social services will let me down again #this year was meant to be a break but i'm constantly worrying about the time i become 18. my autism and lack of any social life- #will impact me and i'll be fucked over easier than ever. and that happens often #college brought me panic attacks where i'd physically harm myself till i got migraines in front of people and they didn't bat an eye #i could be kicking and screaming and begging for help but they'll just ignore me or infantilise me

[zooted-zooble]

Yo, Zooble. Here

A lil random gift ig.

“Thanks, I will treasure this forever.” :]

[Creator: AAAA TYSM I LOVE THIS BEAUTIFUL PIECE OF ARTISKDIKDJEKDKM TYSM VIN I LOVE IT I LOVE EVERYTHING ABT IT😭😭😭💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗]

#I FUCKING LOVE THE FANART VIN TYSM‼️💕💗💞💘💓 #tadc #tadc zooble #Zooble tadc #the amazing digital circus zooble #zooble #what the fuck #am i doing with my life. #idk what im doing #ask zooble #ask zooble stuff #zooted zooble #zooted-zooble #Zootedzooble #Art #doodle #fanart #screaming in happiness rn #Jumping #giggling & kicking my feet #Weed #weed 4 life #zooted #zooted tadc #zoinked as fuck

[skitskatdacat63]

Yes these have all already been posted, but 2023 Vettonso comp post for me because I'm going to have an emotional breakdown

#i dont want to sound like a maniac but. i manifested this JDKFLGLVLV #okay but understand. ive been vettonso posting for like 3 or so weeks now #have been drawing them like its my god damn career #have been squealing and screeching over them with everyone #and like oh hey! they're both gonna be at suzuka! and seb is having a bee event! maybe nando will go! #BUT THEN NO I DONT HAVE TO JUST LIVE WITH SCRAPS. I GOT A WHOLE FUCKING MEAL #I AM GOING TO SCREAM AND CRY AND ROLL AROUND THE FLOOR #*i say as if i haven't done all of those things in quick succession after seeing these #yknow very fortuitous time for my parents to have gone on a vacation. so they didnt have to be witness to the emotional breakdown i just had #i was making noises that have not been uttered by human beings before :) #BUT LIKE INWAS LITERALLT JUDT DRAWING VETTONSO FANART #AND I FINISHED IT AND SCHEDULED IT #and was all silly in the tags like 'haha wonder if we'll get any interaction' #and then i go to scroll tumblr one last time before slepeing and I RECEIVE THIS FUCKING 12 COURSE MEAL #i cannot actually describe the emotion i felt when i first saw the pic #like genuine fucking shock through my body like just was like 'is this actually happening' #i said to C today 'i will be happy if we even get a pic of them within eachother's vicinity' #and well wow. theyre certainly within each others vicinities rn #if we actually get any more pics i think i will keel over i think i will actually turn into dust and powder on the floor #UGHHHHHHH JUST THE TIMING!!!!!! THEY DID IT FOR ME 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #sometimes manifesting does work. after you draw like 20 hours worth of art of them #im trying to be concise but i really cant #because its literally just animal screeching and whining noises in my head rn #HOW DO I SLEEP AFTER THIS??????????????? #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #vettonso #2023 japanese gp #we do a little bit of f1

[puppyeared]

adhd comix

#man i dont even have the energy to be mad. im just tired #like. dont u love it when your parents exhibit symptoms of ADHD and your sibling is diagnosed with a learning disability #and instead of thinking oh shit what if the other one has smth too. they subject you to The Horrors #i cant bring myself to hate my parents. but im tired of feeling obligated to defend them when the thing they think is working #isnt actually working and ive just found other ways to cope to avoid any sort of conflict. like lying and stealing. lol #if someone took me aside and said 'hey so your brain doesnt make as much dopamine as usual and its not a bad thing it just means you #need external stimulation and reward system to function and youre not actually secretly fucked up or lazy' as a kid #im pretty sure i wouldnt be here rn with half the problems i already have. unfortunately getting diagnosed late means u dont have a teacher #to back you up at a parent teacher conference that forces your parents to take this shit seriously instead of ignoring it hoping itll #go away on its own. but hey what do i know i have squirrel ipad baby disease. what do i know about my own symptoms #AND. AND i think im allowd to be mad bc ive been doing my own research on this for years before and after diagnosis #theyve been putting me thru the WORST parenting techniques on earth. which they could have corrected at anytime but they were #comfortable thinking they were doing it right and didnt bother to check if they were or werent fucking up their kid in the long run #and refusing to acknowledge it. i just!! they just decided one day hey lets make babies!! and just looked at books on how to make #a human being survive as long as possible!!! what the fuck!!!! #im sorry for putting this on ppls dashes but i am. so tired. of bottling this up. and im not looking for sympathy or anything i just need #to scream and clench my fists to SOMEONE about it because theyre not gonna take this well up the ass. sigh #yapping #vent

[runawaymun]

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#sorry let me rant real quick in the tags #cw personal #once again hitting an insurance pothole bc the psych says she accepts my OHP plan HOWEVER the therapy group she is contacted with says #THEY don't #they only accept the insurance if it's through my employer but NOT through the government?????????????? #so there's still some kind of payment??? #anyway I want to scream why is this so complicated #like will she take my insurance or not who's right here #anyway called her back directly and went to voicemail so now I've done all I can for now #why the hell is this so hard man #the person on the phone didn't know really how to explain #once again no one knows what they're talking about #like can y'all not communicate and figure this out? #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #i need to get an ADHD eval before my next PCP appointment in june so that they will continue giving me my meds #and the psychiatry through the hospital has a limited number of visits that insurance will cover #*contracted #not retyping all of that #and once again the only reason this is so stressful is because the psychiatry group at the hospital fumbled the communication ball last tim #and the psychiatrist I was with never put the ADHD on the chart #and now somehow it's MY responsibility to fix that> #UGH #like I am grateful to have some kind of coverage but holy shit is the US healthcare system in shambles #the bureaucracy is INSANE #i had to just sit down and put my head in my hands for a second #and then go 'right okay nothing i can do about that rn moving on' #uGH #literally said 'what the FUCK' out loud a couple times #like not on the phone after I hung up obvs

[graphicsgirlie]

if i Speak.

#doctor who #classic who #classic doctor who #third doctor #jo grant #caroline john #jon pertwee #if i speak if i SPEAK i swear to fucking GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #MISS MA'AM THERE WAS NO NEED TO DO THIS!!!! #giggling kicking my feet and twirling my hair rn #she leaned in and then he leaned up and listen. i'm not 100% a jo grant/third doctor truther because #i genuinely believe that intimacy and affection do not equal like. Sex Or A Ship but i SCREAMED when she leaned down #wish that were me #his fucking ribcage is huge tho this man is LARGE and she is so fucking tiny!!!!!!!!!! she can barely be in this position without laying #on top of him!!!! but she Did That and i am very grateful for it. #editing these screencaps is taking a chunk out of my life but by god he is worth it #my edits.