nothing more frightening than attempting to spell your name to someone over the phone
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Who would win
Academic validation or Anxiety
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I think I deserve a hug and kiss today since I have to make several phone calls.
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Every time I need to call the clients at work, I have to take 15-20 mins pause when I just sit silently and mentally prepare myself for the worst
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I hate being autistic. I hate roundabout forms of communication. I hate making appointments. I hate being stressed out by phone calls. I hate not being able to predict questions. I hate my bad memory. I hate not being able to mask effectively. I hate feeling helpless.
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praying my adult email is enough and i don't have to adult phone call.
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i finally worked up the courage to call my psychiatrist to make an appointment for when i get out of rehab after already trying twice last week and getting told “we will call you back later” just to not hear from them again. same thing just happened again. i never want to make a phone call again.
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For reasons I can’t explain Denny doesn’t like it when I have to leave a voicemail? Or maybe he gets anxious? I’m not sure. I had to leave a voicemail for the biopsy scheduler since they’re gone until Monday and god forbid they actually call me to schedule my procedure and whilst I was leaving my information Denny started pawing at me before crawling into my lap and licking my face. Please keep in mind he’s an 85 pound dog, he kept trying to lick my lips during the whole voicemail and eventually when I hung up he dramatically flopped on top of me and hasn’t moved since, I’m a little squished. Anyone else’s dog do this? Outside of Denny’s weird behavior I’m very frustrated that I’ve been trying to schedule this biopsy this whole week and have had zero success because they’re never there and they don’t return my calls. I just want to know if this lesion is cancerous or not, like it’s kind of important. Apologies if I’m a little frazzled lately I’m just frustrated with medical stuff, I’m also frustrated because I was supposed to get an iron infusion this month but my iron levels are inexplicably good out of nowhere so I can’t get one anymore. I’m so tired lately though and my anti fatigue medication isn’t helping anymore. Maybe it’s just all stress from all this liver nonsense? I’m sorry it might be a little while before I feel up to writing again so please be patient with me. In the meantime if anyone wants to send dirty or wholesome MK confessions my way feel free.
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It's a feeling to try and calm yourself before doing a task that sets off your social anxiety - a phone call, for instance - and then have the task turn out significantly worse than you could have prepared for
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guys i made a phone call ‼️🥳🎉
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the silly little urge to throw up after submitting a job application ✨
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