#I hate thus

[cornbobber]

this is horrible

#talking heads #stop making sense #devo #Talking heads fanart #david byrne #devo fanart #Adam sanders #I hate thus #Ohmygod

[aliengirl-97]

Feeling like I only deserve abuse and pain

#trauma vent #actuallytraumatized #vent #cptsd thoughts #i hate thus

[aspectersthoughts]

“Lately, I’ve felt like a stranger. Whenever this happens, I’m not sure what to do. I see myself in pictures and in the mirror, but that isn’t me. I feel like I’m pretending to be someone I’m not all over again, and it makes me want to die. I wish I didn’t look the way I did. Maybe then I wouldn’t feel as if I were just visiting.”

- the thoughts of a struggling non-binary.

#writing #sad ish #non bianry #nonbinary writing #I am infact the nonbinary being spoken about #I hate thus

[kit-just-kit]

*I'm not here because, quite frankly, I can't match or even attempt to match the stuff I see on here. My muse is soooo shot to shit so much, I even have to be careful about when I log on here because I see you guys, what you write and your joy of being your muses and then just feel.....numb. I can't describe it any other way than that. It might be time to call it a day, I dunno. All I do know is that right now, I feel useless, stupid and pointless. Replies will come when that overwhelming feeling goes away x*

#ooc #thats me in the corner feeling sorry for myself #i hate thus #sorry #love you all x

[dykejugheadjones]

its so mentally and physically draining to see the person i’ve been best friends with for over 3 years just slowly stop hanging out with me and our friends and start with new people. They always wait for there new friends after their lessons and i they just barely put effort into being my friends anymore. they never talk to me unless They have to, they never reply to any messages at all and i’m always the one who has to go and find them because otherwise i think they’ll probably just stop talking to me. I don’t usually post stuff like this cuz i usually do it on twitter but its honestly so fucking exhausting and i cant talk to anyone about it because I feel like confrontation will just make the whole thing way worse than it is. Honestly i cant even go 5 minutes without feeling like shit and I just want to stop being so fucking sensitive about things like this but i dont know how and its killing me and to be perfectly honest i dont think ill make it to 18. It’s also making me lose my appetite and thats really fucking scary because the last time something like this happened it took me over 2 months to be what i was like before all the shitty things started and i really want to put that all behind me but everything that happens seems to be against me recovering and being a normal person. my life is falling to fucking pieces right infront of me.

#i hate thus #my life has gotten to really bad point that im making vent posts on tumblr i mean the only reason i have a secret twiitter accpunt is that #kayla day knew what was up #everyday i feel more like an english bastard called tori #the first time i watched donnie darko i cried when it ended bc it reminded me of myself #i'll stop now

[anadorablekiwi]

Took sleeping pill

Dont want to eat but absolutely starving so im forcing myself to eat a protein/granola bar

#hopefully the sleeping pill works :/ #i hate thus

[celestialvexation]

idk wtf is happening with my teeth, but i got such a bad toothache that i woke up at midnight haven't slept since it's not only making other teeth ache, but it's given me a very sharp head and ear ache

and rn, i have to get ready for work

fml

#and i've tried everything but nothing sticks #i hate thus #*this #i just.... i want to cry so badly #why am i always fucking hurting #if it ain't one thing #it's another #jaunty rambles

[jinnie-luv]

i rlly REALLY want to take a nap rn but ik that if i do i wont be able to sleep later on and then i'll be super cranky in next morning 😭

#i hate thus #my eyelids are gonna fall off

[cangrellesteponme]

wife

#yeah i'm not dead woo let's celebrate #my art #kuroshitsuji #kuroshitsuji fanart #black butler #black butler fanart #grelle sutcliff #grell sutcliff #anyway i didn't draw SHIT for a good while and when i got back to it i suddenly hated using the flat marker brush??? #it's part of what makes my signature distinctive so i used it for that but yeah i switched brushes #oddly enough i'm not hating the more textured look? it gets very pixelated at times but it's not awful #back to the signature- it felt weirdly nice to sign things again #i haven't in a while #if you're one of the very few people who also follow me on instagram you'll know i don't use it on there #and the only art i've been doing these days has been original work so yeah nothing on tumblr #and thus the words 'brain exhaustion god stan' have not been written by this comically large hand in a hot minute #enough rambling this is just grelle art because i love her and i know y'all love her too so i thought it would be a nice comeback piece

[redysetdare]

A character looks straight into the camera and says "I'm not interested in romance" and people will still say "No, it's not confirmed they're aromantic!!!" "They could change their mind!!!" "it's a challenge for them to overcome!!!" "They'll have character development that makes them fall in love"

It's like they are given the most blatant answer to a character romantic orientation and they actively ignore it. all the while all it takes is subtext for people to speak as if it is fact for a character to be any other sexuality.

#text #yes I'm calling out the hypocrisy within queer readings of a text and how often people dont see aromanticism as queer #and thus they will hear a blatant omission that a character is aromantic and still say it is not enough #mean while a character saying 'im not interested in the opposite gender' is rightfully taken as the character being queer #the queer community hates aspec characters because they don't match their perfect idea of sex sex relationships as being peak queerness #aphobia #aro #aromantic #aspec #aroace #im sorry but n oit isn't a difference of opinion if you blatantly ignore a character outright saying 'im not into this' #like y'all complain abt ppl turning gay ppl straight but will defend ppl erasing aro identities all the time #fandoms will throw a fit if you ship gay characters in straight relationships but ppl shit aro characters and we r told to shut up #im so fucking tired of this bs #I will keep complaining and keep calling this shit out #until it is drilled into ur skulls that you are being APHOBIC becaue WHAT? You want to REALLLLLY SHIP a character? #Because you'll die if you dont??? #fuck man just say you hate aspec ppl and move on #it's easier than dealing with your 'im not aphobic ur being unfair i supposed aspec people really' bs

[lastoneout]

I do agree with the people calling Somerton out for his misogyny and lesbophobia but I do want to remind everyone that him treating Becky Albertalli like that was an explicit act of biphobia. Like there is something very transparent about him insisting that lesbians have it easier than gay men only to turn to a bisexual woman and refuse to accept that she's queer at all. That was biphobia in it's purest form. It doesn't make the rest okay by any means and I'm not trying to minimize it, but as a bisexual woman I think it's important for everyone to recognize that he did not just treat her like that because she's a woman who happens to like women, he did that because she's bisexual and he clearly doesn't think bisexual women are queer at all.

Also don't gloss over the transphobia around ignoring ND Stephenson and Rebecca Sugar's gender identities as well. He's not just a misogynist and a lesbophobe, he's biphobic and transphobic too. Acknowledge all of it.

#I just dont want people to ignore the biphobia bcs so often people act like bi people are only hated #because we're attracted to the same gender and thus there is no biphobia in the queer community #but he didnt hate her for liking women #he treated her differently than he treated the lesbians he talked about #and it's because she's bisexual #same with how he treated ND Stephenson and Rebecca Sugar #he didnt do it just because he hates women/people he perceives to be women #he did it bcs he doesnt think nonbinary people count as queer either #and that's really fucking transphobic #Hbomberguy #james somerton

[the-chosen-half-of-one]

Is it really your favourite show if you’re not constantly warning your friends every second episode, “Okay, now this one’s kinda bad but—”

#tv shows #favourite shows #relatable #textpost #but hear me out it’s so so good #but also it’s terrible I hate it I love it with all my heart it’s flawed it’s so flawed you wouldn’t believe #it’s also the most perfect thing in the world partly for those reasons #it’s something that makes me feel human and yes it’s stupid as hell while also being so so expertly smart you feel me #and you think no one else will understand but you need them to you need them to #and so you overcompensate for the flaws and and— #*sighs* #anyway this is about two things that had a very specific similar effect on me thus effectively becoming the two major hyperfixations #/possible special interests of my life #one being Buffy the other being well I shan’t say *** ****** ***** ** ************ #and others

[cherieiu]

; SAY YES TO ME,

sypn. whether he likes it or not, insecurity chased him — you're too much for him, too loving, too caring — he doesn't (does) deserve you. pairing. aventurine x gn!reader notepad. super super short omg i tried my best D:, its vv icky and kinda ooc, for @toorurs (EWW THE BIGGEST ICK OUT THERE VIOLENTLY THROWS UP MAJOR ICKKK) this is so icky ick i'll write more aven as an apology!! reblogs are super duper appreciated!!!

they say, 'to be loved is to be changed', yet the mellow bitterness rests still in his heart, immotile and repulsive. the warm feeling you induce in him nauseates him. your honeyed voice sings him sweet nothings, your fingertips lovingly worship his skin — he doesn't deserve this heaven, he doesn't deserve you. he only taints with every fleeting touch, his opalescent gaze alone filthies you. aventurine sickens himself, you're forced to carry the burden of him (undeserving and of little worth) on your shoulders.

"isn't it tiring?" his voice is hushed, vulnerability seeping through every word. the hem of his shirt is tightly crumpled between the crevices of his hand, the sweet taste of insecurity melted onto his tongue. his shoulder tense with tangible anxiety— a dangerous gamble he's willing to lay his heart vulnerable for.

"aren't i tiring?"

the dim iridescent moonlight blankets your frame and his - you look ethereal, he swallows the words down.

"no! of course not," how the words slip past your candied lips with such ease. the scent of lilac gloss lays heavily in the air and on his lips — the sticky kisses that smear onto his skin, the constant reminder of you.

"you're not lying, are you?" uncertainty laces his voice, "do you promise?"

you nod, pressing candy-like kisses on his pillowy lips with a determination to convince him. "you'd be able to tell if i was," you breathe out, blonde strands tickling your nose.

"it's hard to tell when it's you," his voice painfully aches of longing, for your comfort — the cup he held never overflowed — , satiates his thirst for repeated words with lost meanings. "it's like i can't see through you- just makes it hard to tell," (as if you're a clouded mirror, only with his warmth can he see past the fog) the confession slips past his lips, silently hanging in the air.

you glance up at him with curiousity, "is it? then, can you tell if i love you?"

his breath tenses - do you truly love him? the line between truth and lie blurs, he can't discern the two; if he were a shameless man with nothing left to give, he allows the words to swallow him. with so little left, it wouldn't hurt, would it? — regardless of truth or lie, he's a starved man who'll indulge in this.

"yes, you do," serenity's a sea, it never stills yet he only wishes for this moment to last — may it be a memory he'll run back to in his dreams.

cherieiu 2024 © plagiarism, use of ai, reposting and translation is not permitted.

#xue:fics! #hsr x reader #honkai star rail #aventurine x reader #hsr aventurine #aventurine x you #honkai star rail x reader #hsr x you #EWW I HATE THUS THROWING UP VIOLENTLY?!

[gomacave]

#dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #farcille #marcille donato #farlyn thorden #falin thorden #mine #art #fanart #i hated every second of drawinf thus lol but i wanted to finish smth for them for a while

[wolfythewitch]

where were those anons trying to convince to drop out and switch to ancient history or something i need to hear your arguments again

#every day i wake up and say i hate animation and then i continue on animating #thus is life #throws my computer out the window

[cuppajj]

SUPERBIAAAAAAA

I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS RRRAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHH

#ok so now we know superbia talks just like bravern can #which further cements the idea that they are one in the same #but could superbia talk before lulu was ejected or did it take bravern/lulu being ejected for him to talk? #superbia needs lulu else he'll probably fight like shit similarly to how bravern fights like shit when isami isnt piloting #thus explains the goop too.... #but like how did lulu get to the state she was in in ep 3 and will isami have that fate the longer he's in bravern? #does lulu know if superbia is dangerous??? does she enthusiastically say return because she knows shes connected to him #or is she saying that because she likes repeating stuff? she does do that #ouhhhhg this show #i HATE waiting for thursday holy SHITTTTT #so many questions also poor lewis..... #bang brave bang bravern #cjj sayeth #bang brave bang bravern spoilers #bravern spoilers #bbbb spoilers