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I rethought my opinions on season 2. I still hate the story and all the creepy stuff, but the characters... Just put my blorbos in better stories! Some day I'll rewrite the whole kuro s2 as a fanfiction...
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cactikiki · 5 months
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do you have any headcanons for the ggy trio?
Tysm for asking this aughhhh
I'm only gonna go over Greg in relation to the other two because Gregory alone I talk about headcanons for a lot, and he's included in the post about the 3 star fam headcanons. So yeah
I just made a separate post for my sorta headcanons for GGY specifically, which you can find here.
Greg was a really good friend before being glitchtrapped. He was during it, too, but that was Rab playing an act. He's a super sweet kid, despite everything
Greg would give Tony his own pocket money sometimes. "I get a lot of it, and you need it more than me." Tony didn't like to accept it, but Gregory is a persistent person.
Greg would always help Ellis with the arcades he wasn't very good at. "I learned this strat, actually...."
Gregory would get them both snacks and sneak them under the desks in class, the trio eating them when the teacher wasn't watching. This was especially the case if Ellis seemed less hyper in class or Tony was particularly quiet.
Gregory was extremely helpful and kind with Tony when his dad got locked up. He was there for him. Ellis is better at lightening the mood, but Gregory is good at real comfort and supportive words
They're all there for each other. Gregory fights when people pick on his friends, which is rare-ish-- they don't really get bullied-- but it still happens, and Greg gets hurt. He gets anxious. But then Ellis and Tony are there. Tony's awful attempts at comfort make Gregory laugh, while Ellis is naturally good at making people smile
The trio balances each other out perfectly, and it makes things easier in school! Sometimes, Tony needs to lighten up and see the bigger picture. Sometimes, Gregory needs to relax and take things slower. Sometimes, Ellis needs to be brought back to earth a little.
Ellis has a pretty normal life. He doesn't have any particular bad shit going on, only the losing his two besties thing in the case of canon. His home life is okay, though; he has a caring mother and a little sister he enjoys taking care of, despite her attitude sometimes-- It's small, and it's nice. His dad is usually away at work, but he finds time for his family.
Ellis has as much monty merch as he can possibly get, but he insists on winning it himself at the Plex instead of just finding it on amazon or whatever.
Tony's secret opinion on Ellis would be so heartbreaking for him. Ellis would be devastated to find Tony doesn't like his silly side. It'd drive him away, "Wow, man. Okay. I'll find new friends, you can have Greg all to yourself. Enjoy it."
If Gregory knew about it, he would side with Ellis. He'd be angry, but also try to help Tony loosen up. "Hey, you don't have to be super mature yet. You're so young. Trust me, you should enjoy being a kid before you force yourself to grow up. Being forced into growing up sucks, I promise." Tony would hate the fact that it sounds like he's talking from experience.
Tony loves music! His dad liked music, and he could play guitar, so Tony likes music and wants to learn to play. He also wants to learn piano. He learned like 2 meme songs on piano to impress people in music class and almost got detention (tryhard)
Tony listens to music mainly at the moment. He wants to learn to write songs. He doesn't wanna be a songwriter-- He's still set on investigative journalism. It's just a hobby
He'd write lemon demon type shit mixed with like uhhh. Idk. Less silly, more serious stuff. Imagine Cabinet Man, but it's about an arcade controlling a person, and it's slower and more ominous sounding (the GGY song)
He listens to songs his dad likes, often. Reminds him of him. He misses him every day, and it's a way of escaping. He usually listens to music late at night, and he thinks... just thinks.
Gregory is the one who got Tony into cheesy 80s music instead of mf. The Clash and The Cure, which his dad likes. "Should I stay or should I.... Nah. Listen to this." He hands the phone back and it's playing Material Girl
Speaking of, Gregory loves 80s music! Ellis loves hard rock and punk music. They really do reflect their glamrock faves in terms of favourite music genre!
They'd have a collab playlist that they can all add music to, and Gregory always quietly adds things he thinks are funny. Tony got 'How Bad Can I Be' blasting in his ears one day and turned to see Gregory and Ellis giggling away nearby.
Gregory adds real songs. Some really good ones. But then he also adds it's raining tacos 60 times. They played it on a speaker once, and when it's raining tacos started playing, Gregory turned it up so it blasted through the cafeteria. All 3 of them got detention
The trio definitely snuck into a show at the Pizzaplex. Yeah, two of them can afford it, but what's the fun in paying? And it's from there that Tony was obsessed with Bonnie. It's the one thing at the Plex he can't pretend he doesn't find childish
Tony has been trying to forget it. He's too old for all that. But he just loves the characters despite everything. He'd start going into how he can like the glamrocks because he researched glam rock, while Gregory and Ellis don't really care-- "Yeah I looked into Glam Rock. It's like. A part of queer history. It's important haha. and I can look into its influence. Okay? It's normal and fine and mature." And they're just like "??? Okay???"
Greg's favourite is Freddy, Tony's is Bonnie, and the duo are super close. Ellis isn't stupid. He definitely thought they were gonna end up together or something; even if they weren't gonna end up like that or anything, Ellis is a huge tease
They all tried cooking once! Tried. Tony isn't a bad cook at 14, but he's an awful, terrible cook at 12. Ellis can't cook at all, and Gregory can only bake (at age 12, also badly).
No matter what they're making, Ellis manages to make slime every time. His favourite to cook is spaghetti and the pasta is always mushy, the sauce always thick as hell with not enough meat... It's slime. Tastes nice, with the worst texture of all time. Despite that, the boys like it anyway. When Tony's sad Ellis is like right. Dude. I'm making you my slimy spaghetti surprise rn
Greg would bake them all cookies at the weekends they work on school projects! They're usually slightly too hard or too soft, but they taste okay.
Ellis helped one time and the cookies became slime. "Oh my God Greg. Who made these, Ellis?" "Uhmmmm excuse me you're doubting the master chef of the three musketeers?" "He helped."
Greg got extremely, scarily good at baking that one September before he and Tony went missing (Afton/the Mimic can really cook apparently!)
The trio has a Minecraft server, owned by Gregory. Tony builds actual houses and stores, Ellis builds really huge complex things like farms and redstone contraptions + traps, and Gregory builds sometimes like Tony, but is shockingly good at it. He builds megabases. But he also starts a million things he never finishes, accidentally breaks things, causes chaos (usually along with Ellis), buries Tony or moves him while he's AFK, and /kills everything.
Ellis and Gregory built a dangerous labyrinth, and Greg teleported Tony to the centre of it. He's in spectator mode with Ellis, watching Tony struggle and constantly respawn in the maze while he complains. "MF GIVE BACK MY CREATIVE PERMS???" "Seek the exit, and your desires will be met." (leaves vc)
If Tony ever gets genuinely annoyed by their antics, Greg usually builds him something as an apology because he feels really bad about it.
And uhh that's all for now! I could probably come up with more eventually, but these ones have been on my mind abkshduhdjd
Thanks for the ask!
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An Old Acquaintance: Moxxie & Millie x ArmsDealer!Poly!Reader Headcanons
I really enjoyed this if I'm being honest. I'm a sucker for childhood friends getting out of contact and reuniting years later and becoming partners. Will probably do one for Stolas eventually. Hope y'all enjoy!
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• It's not a suprise that selling weapons in Wrath raked in a decent amount of money.
• Whether its the locals, a passing assassin, security teams, there was good money to be made, and you took full advantage of that.
• You grew up in Wrath, and from a young age you learned the value of keeping a keen eye on anyone you meet, and a hand on your revolver.
• So, when you figured you had some... connections and a silver tounge, why wouldn't you keep that attitude with your business?
• You weren't rich by any means, but you lived a comfortable life, staying at your family's ranch and helping pay for upkeep.
• Sometimes, when you got fancy clients or very rare items, you even helped get some upgrades made around the house.
• He'd never admit it, but your brother loves the new cooking appliances.
• Back to the important stuff, business had been somewhat slow, but you were in contact with an imp from Pride interested in buying a lot of guns.
• Apparently he ran an assassination business, and apparently he'd be sending two of his employees down to talk terms.
• It wasn't an unusual request, not by a long shot, but not many demons sent a duo to negotiate with you.
• Either way, you didn't particularly care. Until they arrived.
• The guy you vaguely recognized from the last harvest moon festival, but the girl, you recognized her right away.
• Although you and Millie didn't interact much now, your parents certainly did, so you still saw eachother a decent amount.
• Actually, the brother mentioned early got a cushy chef job in Gluttony, and the plan was to invite her family over, since Mrs. Lin was the one who introduced him to the culinary world.
• Needless to say, the two of you had a pretty good time catching up.
• You also had a pretty good time getting to know Millie's husband, Moxxie.
• Moxxie was a far cry from Millie, but was still rather charming.
• Plus, you all could bond over your on-sale arsenal.
• You actually made a handful of jokes about having to steal Moxxie away at some point, which were recieved relatively well.
• After a long conversation, you finally got around to your job and negotiated a deal, but before they left, you invited them over to the party for tonight.
• Moxxie seemed a bit hesitant, but Millie did get along with your brother more than you, and let's be honest, it's hard to say no to Millie.
• Her family was a bit suprised to see them that night, but overall things went smoothly.
• Throughout the night though, you kept getting drunker and drunker.
• You weren't sure why, but you knew that, at the very least, the party didn't get ruined because of it.
• Still, no matter how much you drank, there was a, well, it felt like a knot in your stomach.
• It was just about the time you lost the ability to think about what you were saying that you realized why.
• And that's when Millie and Moxxie sat next to you, and your memory got super blurry.
• You ended up waking up with a massive hangover, a reminder of why you don't usually drink.
• You didn't realize it for a good few minutes, but someone had moved you into your bed.
• It was pretty early in the morning, earlier than what you and your family was used to, so no one else should've been awake.
• Apparently, Moxxie and Millie were
• They had stayed for the night, mostly so they could talk to you in the morning.
• Turns out, you had told them that you thought you were in love with both of them, and that the three of you should be in a big ol' poly relationship.
• That...sounded right, and you knew it probably was.
• You weren't sure what it was, but you had been really drawn to the two of them.
• Granted, you were just going to try to move on, but now you had to deal with the consequences.
• Well, you would've if there were any consequences.
• Both Moxxie and Millie were actually fine with it, which came as a big shock.
• And it turned out that Moxxie thought you were kind of cute?
• They both had to get back to Pride, but left their number before you left.
• Yeah, you'd definitely have to ask them both out when you're more sober.
• For now though, you need coffee and food before your hangover takes you out of commission.
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paracosmicparadox · 11 months
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So, I'm falling back into the FFXV kick, and I have decided that I disapprove of how little complex character development Square Enix has given the guys?? Like where is the emotional depth beyond surface-level cutscene angst?? So I took matters into my own hands and have compiled a handy little list of headcanons / expanded canons that I think make sense.
Noctis: Has clinical insomnia and frequent lucid dreams (sorta a given, but bear w me bear w me)
Feels the weight of having to take so much on from such a young age much, much more than he lets on
Loves to argue
Would've been happier if he and Luna stayed as childhood best-buds rather than betrothed fiancés (controversial, ik, but it just didn't seem like he cared that much for her romantically to me?? Like he obviously cared about her, but it seemed like a really strong penpal vibe rather than a "We're-gonna-get-married-and-be-the-next-hotshot-couple" vibe. If you disagree, coolio, I'm not gonna debate w you on this one)
Has a natural sadness to his eyes regardless of what he's feeling
Went through an anime phase (possibly still in his anime phase, idk)
Social anxiety for the win
Severe RBF
Prefers tea over coffee (black tea is best---particularly lavender earl grey)
Can play the cello (practicing tho?? Don't know her)
Writes the most beautiful poetry when The Motivation™ strikes him (usually when he's home sick and half-delirious)
Prompto: Has ADHD and clinical anxiety, but is undiagnosed and doesn't take any meds for either of them.
Is legit like SO SMART, but can never focus, so not many people take any notice
Wears contact lenses (he had glasses as a child and I refuse to believe he had some high-tech corrective surgery to eliminate the need for them when lenses are cheaper and less risky)
Doesn't drink caffeine because it makes him jittery
Doesn't drive the Regalia when the guys are around because having other people in the car distracts him from the road. Also he tends to drive like a speed demon, which worries Ignis to no end.
Sunburns insanely easily
Could legit become a hitman if he wanted to with the amount of gun-knowledge he has. It doesn't matter what firearm you put in this boy's hand---pistol, SMG, sniper, rocket launcher, you name it. He can and will hit the target every single time.
Addicted to adrenaline
Pansexual
Has a lot of self-loathing (we see a bit of this in Ep. Prompto) and talks with an online therapist about it via text whenever his lows hit him. He's making great progress in learning how to heal and how to accept himself for who he is beyond the mask he wears for others
Ignis: More than a little bit of a control freak, and works very hard not to be too overbearing or critical about his friends' misgivings
Hypochondriac
Wants to protect everyone all the time and mentally kicks himself when he doesn't get there fast enough
Is SO PROUD of Noctis's journey and felt a stronger hatred towards Ardyn than anyone else in the group for what he forced Noct to go through (he stayed up at night sick to his stomach with hollow rage and baked nonstop to take his mind off of it)
Can verbally obliterate a man, but only rarely chooses to do so bc he's classy like that
After losing his eyes, he notices so much more beauty in the world than he used to (the sound of rain on the Regalia's roof, the specific gait of each of his friends, the smell of salt on the wind in Galdin Quay, the flawless feel of one specific silk tie he has in his repertoire, etc)
His internal compass is never wrong
Regularly takes antacids for his stomach
Has the straightest teeth you've ever seen
Demiromantic
Gladio: Hates being wrong: it's his way or the highway
Actually so much smarter than the musclehead jock front he puts up
A little vain and easily jealous (this man has a Jealous Face like no other)
Thunderstorms are his favorite; his ideal place to be is at a campsite, during a storm, with a well-worn book and a mug of Irish coffee in hand
Would throw himself in front of a bus for any one of his friends
Would beat up kids for the folks he cared about in middle school and spent the time he wasn't training to be a Crownsguard sitting in detention with the most unrepentant, smug, and-I'd-do-it-again look scrawled across his face
Can make a better smoothie than anyone (except maybe Iggy)
Spotify junkie
Had a dinosaur phase as a kid and can still name random facts about them whenever the opportunity presents itself
Avid technology-hater and only has a phone to make calls and join the others in playing King's Knight since they begged him so profoundly (he's sure the thing's going to be his downfall)
Gets most of Prompto's pop culture references
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esthermitchell-author · 5 months
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Headcanon/FanFic "Why"
Okay... I understand everyone has their own take on everything, and I fully support "to each, their own." But I think I need to explain a couple of pertinent "whys" to my headcanon/fanfic decisions... particularly as to applies to one subject: parenthood.
Why did I do it? Why did I give them a child?
Well, there are a few reasons, and the one that is NOT a reason is to be a slap in anyone's face, or act like I think having children is the end-all of a relationship or marriage (even though marriage is a very real practicality, from a legal aspect, once you have a child -- particularly for LGBTQ couples. It's a sad fact of the world we live in that without marriage/adoption papers, one parent can find themselves without any legal ground if something happens to the biological parent. )
Now, to the reasons I DID do it (not all of these are going to make sense to everyone -- some are VERY personal to me -- so just understand these are MY reasons... you don't have to agree with them.):
Crowley presents in a way that lends him to actually being a very devoted and protective parent, and I wanted to explore that. Throughout both the book and the series, we see Crowley interact and engage with children in a very different way than he does with adults. Adults annoy him. He quickly runs out of patience (if he has any to start) with adults. But with children, he is far more patient. We get this first in his appalled reaction to the news of the impending flood. He seems rather ambivalent about the destruction of the adults. But when he realizes the children are also included in that destruction, his expression goes from mild "well, that's a little extreme, but okay" to complete "that's utterly barmy! We need to get all these kids out of here!" Then, with Job's lot -- he could have just destroyed them -- especially after the older two started annoying him (less patience - but they're closer to adults) -- but his response to Jemimah ("that's all right. You haven't annoyed me, yet." and then his acquiesence to her request to "be a blue one" while still maintaining the tone of an indulgent parent, rather than an annoyed demon) borders strongly on parental. He finds her adorable, imaginative, and not at all annoying. Fast forward to Warlock. Now, as an infant, he seems a little ambivalent, but I think that was more because he just saw the kid as the source of the end of the world. But later, even as he's trying to mold the boy into the evil incarnate he's supposed to, he is almost tender -- or as tender as he can be, given what he's supposed to be up to -- with Warlock. And yes, he did talk about killing first Warlock and then Adam, but when the chips came down, he was supportive and encouraging toward Adam. He just has this parental feel to him that calls for an inquisitive young mind to help shape, and once he's allowed to really express his emotions, I think a child brings out that side of him without fearing rejection.
2. Aziraphale has a need to take care of someone. Yes, he can take care of Crowley, but eventually, without an additional outlet, I can see that concern getting smothering to the demon. Aziraphale needs a redirect for his natural propensity to worry about someone else's welfare and comfort. And I keep going back to A Companion to Owls, and can't get the image of two things out of my mind: the way Aziraphale's face softens and he just has that look of wanting to immediately praise Jemimah's good work making the pot when the girl announces she made it, and then the way he hovered over the bowl full of gecko/children with that parental worry, making sure they were safe and comfortable, and not scared. Also, he worried about Eve's unborn child so much at Eden, he gave up his flaming sword to make sure she and the baby were going to be okay. He's gentle and patient with Warlock, and he's hesitant to harm either Warlock or Adam, and the gentle way he speaks to Adam, and talks about how much he worried about how Adam would turn out.
3. Here's the very personal one: I loved the idea of creating a child for them that would come from Heaven, because the idea of a child of the heart/spirit soothes something very personal inside of me. I lost a child many years ago -- I was in an accident and had a miscarriage when I was 5 months along with my daughter. Just a few weeks after losing her, I lost her father, as well. I have been walking around with a large piece of my heart and soul missing, for a very long time. And since part of my headcanon for my fanfic is that Crowley and Aziraphale share a piece of their heart and always have (you have to read the fic to get all the nuance -- I'm not going to explain it, here), and I created something called the Starlight Chamber in Heaven (this was originally the "workshop" of the angel Crowley was), this was a way I brought it all together. Creating a daughter for them gave me a very personal connection to the story, without the cringey aspect of being a part of the story.
4. This is the biggest part, though: It just WORKS. It makes the story richer, makes their story more complete. Jemima adds a dimension, an element to their story, that brings more joy, more love, (and yes, more worry, but hey...). She's adorable, has facets of both of their personalities, plus her own little quirks that complement their personalities. She completes the picture, in my headcanon. And I think that's reason enough. 😊
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firstcursearchive · 4 months
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General headcanon overview / Canon analysis.
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Hey ! So  I  wrote  this  for  important  headcanon  and  characterization  details.  I  wanted  to  make  one  post  to  cover  everything  important  instead  of  having  folks  dig  around  through  multiple  hcs  across  two  of  my  blogs  lmao  so  here  we  go ! 
Straight  to  the  point  I  do  not  interpret  Henry  as  a  remorseless  psychopath  and  I  don't  believe  this  was  canons  intention  one  bit.  He  is  not  “pure  evil”  and  he  was  not  “born  evil.”  To  me  it  is  quite  clear  that  a  lot  of  themes  in  Stranger  Things  are  allegories  for,  and  are  very  much  metaphoric  to  metal  illness  and  neurodiversity,  most  particularly  a  lot  of  themes  in  Stranger  Things  touch  on  the  the  demonization  of  and  abuse  toward  people  with  mental  illness  and  neurodiverse  individuals.  Please  keep  in  mind  Stranger  Things  is  a  period  piece  that  is  taking  place  from  the  50s  through  to  the  80s  and  EARLY  90s.  This  was  a  time  period  particularly  in  AMERICAN  HISTORY  that  was  not  known  for  its  kindness  toward  minority  demographics  and  just  as  it  was  difficult  to  be  lgbt+  or  a  poc,  for  example,  in  these  times,  it  was  also  very  difficult  to  exist  as  a  ND  or  mentally  ill  person  without  experiencing  oppression,  horrific  abuse,  exploitation  and  demonization.
GENERAL:  Ultimately,  to  me  Henry  is  on  the  autism  spectrum.  The  coding  in  his  character  is  VERY  explicit  and  he  resonated  heavily  with  me  as  an  autistic  person  myself,  who  has  experienced  similar  things  as  Henry  and  was  labeled  the  same  way  from  the  same  figures  as  a  child.  Henry  has  literally  described  himself  as  autistic  without  using  the  word  autistic.  Henry  is  very  high  functioning  but  none  the  less  he  was  labelled  as  “broken”  by  his  doctors  and  teachers  because  he  was  born  in  the  40s  and  was  a  young  boy  in  the  50s  where  this  stuff  was  not  understood  or  recognized  (  and  we  are  still  fighting  to  raise  awareness  decades  later.  )  Theres  a  few  other  factors  floating  around  that  make  this  story  true  to  the  horror  genre  and  further  add  to  the  metaphorical  side  of  things  (  Henry’s  psychic  powers,  the  idea  the  Creels  were  living  in  a  haunted  house,  the  concept  of  demonic  possession,  etc  )  but  bringing  things  down  to  basics  Henry  was  a  high  functioning  autistic  boy  living  in  a  time  period  where  kindness  and  understanding  toward  his  neurodiversity  was  not  a  thing  and  he  suffered  tremendously  for  it.
People  will  debate  whether  or  not  Henry  was  abused  or  neglected  by  his  parents  but  its  absolutely  clear  that  he  was.  In  both  flashbacks  from  him  and  Victor,  Henry  is  shown  as  isolated.  The  character  himself  laments  on  being  "alone"  and  makes  claims  that  his  family  were  not  the  good  people  they  pretended  to  be.  He  relates  to  spiders  as  a  child  because  people  approach  them  with  contempt  and  disgust,  and  little  Henry  felt  this  was  the  same  for  him.  There  is  a  reason  a  CHILD  felt  this  way.  Henry's  mother  had  put  in  motion  a  plan  to  institutionalize  Henry  simply  because  he  was  "different."  Different  is  not  code  here  for  ASPD,  its  code  here  for  neurodiversity,  most  likely  autism,  again  given  Henry's  OWN  descriptions  of  himself  and  his  feelings/thoughts  on  the  world.  Henry  also  claims  he  related  to  El  because  of  the  fact  that  she  was  bullied  and  ostracized.  Other  children  thought  of  her  as  "Stupid  and  Clumsy."  She  was  constantly  shown  as  isolated  from  the  other  children  around  her  and  it  was  clear  that  they  did  not  care  much  for  her  company.  (  El  is  also  a  heavily  autistic  coded  character  and  this  has  been  a  topic  of  conversation  in  the  ST  fandom  forever  )  
Henry  is  not  an  unreliable  narrator  here  because  nothing  he  says  is  ever  contradicted  anywhere  by  canon.  Instead  its  all  completely  supported  by  the  things  we’re  shown  in  canon  from  not  just  his  POV  but  from  the  other  character’s  POVs  as  well. After  coming  to  live  in  Hawkins,  Henry  discovered  he  had  unlocked  the  ability  to  read  minds among other remarkable things.  He  then  discovered  his  mother  hated  him  and  he  discovered  she  planned  to  have  him  committed,  where  he  would  be  taken  away  by  a  Doctor  (  Dr.  Brenner  )  and  “fixed.”  Virginia  Creel  was  essentially  an  Autism  Mom  TM  and  explicitly  wanted  to  “cure”  Henry,  something  she  had  already  put  into  motion  by  the  time  of  her  murder.
 This  was  'the'  secret  she  had  been  keeping  from  him  and  this  was  the  final  trigger  for  Henry’s  murderous  rampage.  He  practiced  using  his  psionic  powers  on  small  animals  and  prepared  to  kill  his  mother  and  escape  from  his  family  to  avoid  the  horrors  of  institutionalization  within  a  “psychiatric  hospital,”  as  had  been  planned  for  him. He  did  not  do  that  for  fun  or  because  he  liked  killing  people.
This  perfectly  explains  why  Dr  Brenner  knew  Henry  existed.  Keep  in  mind,  again  this  is  the  late  50s.  Virginia  was  an  upper-middle  class  house  wife.  Her  duty  and  image  as  a  loving  mother  and  wife  would  have  been  held  in  the  highest  esteem.  If  she  was  someone  who  secretly  despised  one  of  her  children  ━  not  only  is  this  particularly  shitty  for  Henry  as  the  child  she  disliked  to  discover  this  ━  but  it  does  in  fact  make  her  a  hypocrite  as  someone  who  would  pretend  otherwise  to  fit  societies  mold  of  “normal”  and  “perfect.”  
Its  also  been  heavily  suggested  the  Virginia  Creel  was  a  cheat,  and  Alice  possibly  isn’t  even  Victor’s  child which I've been over multiple times in depth.  In  the  News  paper  article  detailing  the  Creel  murders,  Alice’s  birthdate  is  listed  as  1944.  This  is  a  year  before  the  end  of  the  war,  before  Victor  returned  home.  Virginia  has  also  been  associated  with  bathtub  symbolism  and  often  draws  parallels  to  Karen  Wheeler.  Bathtubs  often  symbolize  infidelity,  and  immoral  thoughts.  And  we  all  know  that  Karen  was  planning  to  hook  up  with  Billy. 
Henry  used  his  powers  to  “torment”  his  family  by  “showing”  them  their  “real”  selves.  He  was  attempting  to  force  them  to  recognize  they  were  not  “normal”  or  “perfect”  like  they  pretended.  I  don't  think  the  motive  here  is  hard  to  imagine  given  Henry  was  being  shunned  by  others  because  he  was  "abnormal"  and  was  clearly  suffering  psychological  distress  and  self-loathing  over  this.  This  was  his  attempt  to  make  his  family  see  themselves  and  thus  accept  him  more  so  Henry  didn’t  even  resort  directly  to  murder.  Prior  to  the  murders,  Henry  was  nothing  but  a  lonely,  innocent  child.  He  was  unfairly  judged  as  “broken”  and  “wrong”  by  his  family  members  who  themselves  were  actually  not  the  ‘perfect’,  ‘faultless’  people  they  pretended  to  be,  hence  his  accusations  of  hypocrisy  toward  them,  claiming  that  they  were  broken  NOT  him.  
Henry  was  born  different  and  try  as  he  might  he  couldn’t  change  what  made  him  “different.”  Henry  struggled  hiding  his  differences,  something  which  was  expected  of  him,  so  he  grew  disgusted  by  people  like  his  parents  and  sister  who  were  so  obsessed  with  perfection,  conformity  and  this  false  notion  of  “normality,”  particularly  as  they  themselves  didn’t  even  fit  the  mold  they  were  trying  to  project  to  the  world  and  to  force  on  Henry. After  his  attempt  to  escape  failed,  Henry  would  spend  the  next  20  years  of  his  life  kidnapped,  wrongfully  imprisoned  and  suffering  various  kinds  of  abuse,  exploitation  and  dehumanization  at  the  hands  of  Dr.  Brenner’s  project.  Henry  was  as  much  a  victim  as  anyone  else  in  this  situation.  We  are  made  aware  of  the  fact  that  he  was  often  tortured  and  essentially  functioned  as  a  slave  to  the  facility.  Henry,  by  his  own  admission,  suffered  a  life  of  fear  and  cruelty.
ALICE  CREEL:  I'm  adding  this  because  I  can't  decide  if  all  the  extreme  inconsistences  surrounding  Alice  mean  something  in  canon  or  if  it  was  just  laziness  on  the  Duffer  Brother's  behalf  but  for  now:  Alice  was  15  years  old.  (  Despite  being  portrayed  by  a  much  younger  actress  and  thus  appearing  to  have  been  the  same  age  as  Henry  if  not  younger.  A  really  weird  inconsistency.  )  Her  date  of  birth  is  given  on  the  news  paper  clipping  and  she  would  have  been  15  accordingly,  3  years  older  than  Henry,  making  her  Henry's  OLDER  sister,  and  again,  canon  has  seemingly  suggested  Alice  might  have  been  the  product  of  an  affair  given  Victor  claims  he  had  only  been  home  from  the  War  for  14  years. Moreover,  in  the  original  script  there  was  more  emphasis  on  Victor's  neglect  and  Henry's  discomfort  with  the  fact  that  his  father  "always  lies  to  himself."  In  the  canon,  Vecna  refers  to  Victor  as  "blind  and  dumb."  This  all  points  to  something  more  “personal”  going  on  in  the  Creel  house  than  just  Victor  believing  in  "demons".  
But  on  that  note,  even  Victor  believed  the  "demonic  presence"  in  the  house  was  "punishing  them  for  their  sins."  Strange  that  he  would  think  that  way  if  this  was  a  totally  normal  and  innocent  family.  What  sins  is  he  referring  to  here ?  Clearly  something  else  was  going  on  with  the  Creel  family. 
Anyway,  back  to  Alice.  I  imagine  Henry  and  her  to  have  had  a  relationship  best  described  as  an  inverted  parallel  to  Will  and  Jonathan.  Where  Jonathan  was  supportive  of  nurturing  toward  Will,  Alice  was  scornful  and  neglectful  of  Henry.  She  viewed  him  as  a  burden  due  to  his  "differences",  which  she  considered  where  just  him  being  difficult  and  a  "freak."  She  was  very  much  a  normal  teenaged  girl  in  the  50s  who  largely  kept  her  personal  life  a  secret  from  her  parents  in  case  of  disapproval. Henry  tormented  Alice  the  least  of  his  three  family  members  because  he  simply  didn't  understand  Alice's  fears,  insecurities  or  secrets  well  enough  to  prey  on  them  on  a  personal  level.  
A  similar  thing  could  be  said  of  his  mother,  as  Henry's  "torment"  toward  both  his  mother  and  sister  appears  to  be  very  much  in  the  vein  of  only  making  them  “see”  general  phobias  like  bugs  and  spiders,  thus  and  not  near  as  personal  or  potent  as  the  torment  his  father  received  thanks  to  his  PTSD  and  guilt  from  his  actions  in  the  war.  I'm  hoping  we'll  see  more  Alice  in  season  5  to  understand  more  about  her  and  her  possible  dynamic  with  Henry.
THE  MINDFLAYER: To  me,  and  I’m  very  sure  this  was  what  canon  was  suggesting,  the  entity  we  know  as  the  Mindflayer  was  actual  the  “demonic  presence”  that  emerged  within  the  Creel  house  and  Henry  has  really  just  been  a  scapegoat  and  a  medium  for  this  thing  to  connect  with  Hawkins. 
Stay  with  me  here.  The  Mindflayer  exists  within  another  dimension,  but  the  barrier  between  the  human  world  and  the  Mindflayer’s  dimension  is  thin  around  some  places  in  Hawkins,  which  is  why  all  this  bullshit  is  going  on  in  Hawkins  in  the  first  place.  This  is  a  canonlogical  fact.  The  Upside  Down  and  Hawkins  are  connected  and  this  was  true  before  Henry  was  sent  there  and  before  Will  Byers  was  taken  by  the  Demogorgon.  There  is  a  reason  the  Lab  where  Brenner  was  doing  his  experiments  exists  in  the  small  ass-backward  town  of  Hawkins.  From  what  we  can  gather,  the  Creel  house  happened  to  sit  a  top  of  one  of  the  places  where  the  barrier  was  thin.  Canon  seems  to  show  that  Henry  was  particularly  sensitive  to  and  susceptible  to  the  presence  and  influence  of  the  Mindflayer  due  to  his  psychic  abilities.  Henry  once  believed  that  he  was  the  demon  in  the  Creel  house,  but  this  isn’t  entirely  the  case.  Henry  was  the  medium.  This  also  explains  why  Henry's  powers  only  became  so  strong  and  continued  to  multiply  when  he  came  to  live  in  Hawkins,  another  canon  fact.
We  know  that  the  Mindflayer  is  a  malevolent  force  that  amplifies  feelings  of  sadness  and  anger,  which  are  the  emotions  that  it  feeds  on.  Henry  couldn’t  have  been  a  more  perfect  target  because  he  was  a  sad  child,  a  child  who  was  ostracized  from  other  children  and  found  it  difficult  to  fit  in  with  others  and  was  constantly  being  made  to  feel  as  if  he  was  wrong/bad/at  fault.  This  takes  a  psychological  toll  on  a  child  and  almost  always  leads  them  to  acting  out,  even  without  the  existence  of  them  having  insane  psychic  powers.  Henry’s  negative  emotions  however  were  amplified  by  the  presence  of  the  Mindflayer,  which  in  turn  amplified  Henry’s  powers.
Once  again,  this  is  why  Henry’s  abilities  became  so  strong  once  he  and  his  family  had  settled  into  their  new  home  in  Hawkins.  This  is  what  drove  Henry  to  look  into  his  families  minds  and  find  their  “darkest  secrets.”  He  wasn’t  a  twisted  little  demon  who  was  just  sick  like  that,  Henry  is  shown  actually  as  a  sad  and  lonely  kid.  His  spirits  only  brightened  a  little  when  he  found  some  spiders  inside  a  vent  inside  the  house  as  he  recounts  he  has  a  love  of  spiders  and  they  brought  him  comfort  in  a  very  stressful  time  in  his  life.
Henry  then  spent  most  of  his  time  illustrating  the  spiders  while  his  family  fretted  over  the  “evil  presence”  in  the  house,  which  used  Henry’s  powers  to  manifest  itself.  There  is  a  lot  of  evidence  in  cannon  to  point  to  this  being  true.  There  is  a  scene  in  Victor’s  flashback  which  shows  Henry  drawing  with  his  crayons  in  the  living  room  of  the  house  when  the  lights  around  him  begin  to  behave  strangely,  causing  Henry  to  look  confused  and  concerned.  This  was  not  Henry’s  doing  and  it  calls  back  to  scenes  in  season  1  when  something  in  the  upside  down  is  trying  to  get  through  to  our  world. 
This  again  happens  a  second  time  when  Nancy  is  shown  visions  of  Henry’s  childhood.  Henry  is  first  seen  wandering  around  the  Creel  house  as  if  he  is  looking  for  something,  in  this  scene  the  lights  of  the  house  are  also  shown  flashing,  somewhat  resembling  the  scene  in  season  1  where  little  Holly  Wheeler  notices  the  lights  flashing  in  the  Byers  home  and  follows  them  to  their  source.  Curiously,  Henry  is  not  framed  as  the  person  controlling  the  lights  but  rather  as  someone  simply  investigating  their  behavior.  Furthermore,  when  Henry  draws  an  image  of  the  Mindflayer  he  uses  charcoal  in  order  to  accurately  depict  the  creature  as  true  to  life.  How  would  Henry  know  the  Mindflayer  was  cloud-like  and  made  up  of  particles  if  this  was  just  something  out  of  his  imagination  and  nothing  more ?  There  is  so  much  more  going  on  here  and  the  clues  are  everywhere.
There  is  also  the  fact  that  a  12  year  old  boy  in  1959  learned  to,  essentially,  suck  the  “souls”  out  of  his  “victims.”  Like.  How ?  Which  brings  me  to  something  else.  While  Henry’s  method  of  killing  does  seem  to  be  demonically  influenced,  it  makes  sense  to  me  that  a  child  like  Henry  would  seem  to  reason  this  as  a  “valid”  way  to  commit  a  murder.  If  he  is  able  to  basically  “keep”  his  victims  in  some  way,  linking  their  souls  to  himself  and  thus  giving  them  some  type  of  immortality,  it  would  serve  to  ease  his  guilt  somewhat  in  the  fact  that  he  hasn’t  completely  killed  them  in  the  first  place. This  seems  to  be  the  case  as  Henry  explained  to  Eleven  after  the  lab  massacre  that  the  other  numbers  he  "killed"  weren't  really  gone.  
Even  further  we  know  the  Duffer  brothers  took  nearly  direct  reference  from  entities  such  as  IT/deadlights,  the  Thing,  DnD's  Serpent  and  possibly  DnD’s  Elder  brain  to  create  the  Mindflayer  (  look  it  up.  )  These  creatures  are  all  very  thematically  similar  to  the  Mindflayer  we  see  in  the  show.  The  thing  is  a  monstrous  cosmic  mass  that  assimilates  other  creatures  into  itself.  Its  “original”  form  was  spider-like.  
IT/Deadlights  is  an  eldritch  form  of  energy  that  eats  the  souls  and  flesh  of  its  victims  (  It  also  takes  a  spider-like  form  ), 
DnD’s  Elder  brain  is  a  evil  psychic  entity  that  guides  its  community  (  the  mindflayers  )  toward  world  domination.  (  Its  depicted  as  a  huge  brain  that  uses  long  black  vine/tentacles  to  attack  )
The  Serpent  of  DnD  is  said  to  be  connected  to  Vecna  going  back  to  his  human  life,  it  is said  to  be  the  source  of  all  Magic  and  for  some  reason  favours  Vecna  over  all  other  beings.  Its  suggested  here  that  the  MF  may  have  preyed  on  Henry’s  love  of  spiders  to  make  itself  more  friendly  and  appealing  to  him  as  little  Henry  was  driven  to  see  the  spiders  in  the  Creel  house  as  avatars  of  something  divine  and  otherworldly  rather  than  as  simple  animals. 
Vecna,  on  the  other  hand,  is  a  character  that  takes  direct  reference  from  Pinhead,  DnD  Vecna,  Freddy  Kruger  and  possibly  Henry  Bowers  if  his  human  name  is  anything  to  go  on.  Pinhead,  Freddy,  DnD  Vecna  and  Henry  Bowers  are  all  characters  who  “serve”  malevolent  gods/entities  in  their  referenced  canons  and  in  the  case  of  Freddy,  DnD  Vecna  and  Pinhead,  all  of  them  got  their  powers  from  said  entity.  
With  Pinhead  its  the  Levithan.  (  An  abstract  ancient  entity  that  resides  within  "hell"  and  guides  the  Cenobites  through  dreams  and  visions  )  
With  Freddy  its  the  "Dream  Demons"  (  Demonic  entities  that  thrive  on  nightmares  and  have  a  goal  of  merging  the  dream  world  and  waking  world  )  
and  with  DnD  Vecna  its,  again,  The  Serpent  (  a  mysterious  godlike  entity  of  unimaginable  power  that  has  a  close  relationship  with  Vecna. )  
What  inspo  came  from  each  of  these  characters  in  creating  Vecna  is  extremely  clear. Pinhead  was  claimed  to  be  the  biggest  inspo  used  to  create  Vecna.  He  was  a  kind  and  compassionate  human  who  was  severely  traumatized  and  disillusioned  from  humanity  and  "god"  by  ww1.  Pinhead  chooses  to  serve  the  Levithan  because  of  this.  This  is  clearly  referenced  in  Victor  Creel,  and  Henry  being  a  sensitive  young  boy  who  was  deeply  traumatized  by  seeing  his  father’s  memories  of  ww2.  
Freddy  was  a  human  who  became  a  monster  with  the  ability  to  trap  his  victims  within  dreams  with  the  power  of  phantasmagoria  and  kill  them.  This  is  the  inspiration  for  Vecna’s  curse.  (  Note,  I  also  mentioned  the  Dream  demons  goal  was  to  merge  the  dream  and  waking  world.  Like,  come  on.  )  
DnD  Vecna  was  once  a  human,  noted  to  have  had  a  VERY  cruel  mother,  claimed  to  have  been  be  an  evil  woman  who  consorted  with  monsters,  who's  cruelty  shaped  Vecna  into  who  he  is  in  the  DnD  lore.  As  a  human  he  somehow  rose  to  become  one  of  the  greatest  sorcerers  ever  known  (  This was presumably  through  his  pact  with  The  Serpent  ━  theorized  to  be  an  alias  of  the  demon-god  Asmodeus  by  some.  The  Serpent   is  depicted  in  DnD  lore  as  "made  of  cloud  and  lightning  snaking  down  from  the  sky  and  whispering  into  Vecna's  ear,  telling  him  the  secret  of  lichdom." )  and  in  death  eventually  reached  demi-god  status  as  a  lich.  Well  the  inspo  once  again  here  is  clear.   Dustin  described  Vecna  as  Mindflayer’s  5  star  general  for  a  reason.  He  has  never  been  wrong  before,  why  are  we  so  confident  he's  suddenly  wrong  now ?  
Why  would  these  themes  be  continually  repeated  in  Vecna's  conception  and  creation  if  they  aren't  somehow  relevant  to  the  character ? Further,  the  vines  (  The  Mindflayer’s  physical  vehicles  )  were  shown  to  behave  the  same  way  as  they  always  have  before  Henry  was  even  in  the  Upside  Down.  He  cant  be  the  one  actually  controlling  them,  at  least  not  all  the  time,  which  means  there  is  something  else  seemingly  intelligent,  possibly  evil  and  highly  powerful  working  along  side  him. Henry  claims  the  Mindflayer  made  him  Vecna  and  in  the  original  script  this  was  suppose  to  be  more  explicit,  with  the  Vines  having  a  big  part  in  Henry’s  terrifying  transformation.  
The  original  script  details  Henry  being  assailed  by  supernatural  jolts  of  lighting,  which  rip  off  his  clothes  and  burn  his  skin,  followed  by  the  "Vines",  which  began  to  similarly  attack  and  transform  him  into  Vecna. What  creature  do  we  know  who's  body  looks  just  like  a  storm  cloud,  thundering  with  the  same  red  lighting  we  saw  "transforming"  Henry ?  What  creature  do  we  know  has  been  in  the  Upside  Down  before  Henry  and  thus  the  only  one  who  could  be  controlling  the  "Vines" ?  The  Mindflayer.
Now  is  it  possible  that  this  is  somehow  inverted  in  Season  5  and  Henry  is  just  the  guy  behind  it  all  cut  and  dry ?  Sure,  maybe.  But  with  everything  we've  already  seen  in  canon  that  I've  mentioned  here,  this  would  leave  a  big  plot  hole  for  how  any  of  that  shit  was  happening  before  Henry's  arrival  in  the  Upside  Down  for  me  personally. Again, it  seems  as  if  Henry  is  actually  a  medium  for  the  Mindflayer  to  act,  and  a  TOOL  FOR  IT,  rather  than  the  other  way  around.  Until  season  5  shows  otherwise  ( And  I  don’t  think  its  going  to )  I will firmly stick to my analysis and beliefs on this.  
For  a  more  detailed  look  at  the  MF  and  surrounding  elements  click  here.   And  for  a  summary  of  what  the  Mindflayer  is  and  how  it  functions  in  my  headcanons  and  AU  click  here. 
THE  LAB  MASSCARE: There  are  many  reasons  for  why  Henry  killed  the  other  test  subjects  in  the  lab.  This  doesn’t  just  come  in  one  shade.  Survival  is  the  leading  one,  but  behind  this  we  have  the  fact  that  Henry  only  learned  to  harness  his  powers  through  sadness  and  anger,  two  emotions  that  can  be  very  intoxicating,  even  when  utilized  by  someone  who  doesn’t  have  a  life  of  lived  trauma  and  oppression  behind  them  like  Henry  does.  
We  also  have  the  fact  that  Henry  saw  the  other  children  as  enemies,  given  they  viciously  bullied  Eleven  for  no  good  reason  and  he  saw  his  own  childhood  of  ostracization  and  bulling  in  their  interactions  with  her,  which  was  clearly  upsetting  to  him. Ultimately,  Henry  killed  them  because  he  could  not  save  them  and  because  if  he  left  them  alive  they  would  only  be  used  as  weapons  against  him  and  Eleven.  
The  children  in  the  lab  were  not  allies  to  him  and  Eleven,  many  were  extensively  brainwashed  by  Brenner  so  he  was  not  wrong  in  believing  this.  Many  of  them  would  do  anything  to  please  “Papa,”  this  including  beating  and  abusing  Eleven  with  glee,  possibly  to  the  point  of  being  willing  to  kill  her,  and  thus  would  easily  include  using  their  remote  location  abilities  to  track  Henry  and  Eleven  down  if  they  escaped.  It  was  a  worse  outcome  to  leave  the  other  subjects  alive  than  it  was  to  kill  them.  I'm  sorry  to  say  it,  but  this  is  justifiable / excusable  homicide,  not  cold  blooded  murder  for  fun.  
DR.  BRENNER: Henry’s  mercy  on  Brenner  was  mostly  vindictive.  He  wanted  Benner  to  live  knowing  he  had  taken  everything  away  from  him,  that  he  was  powerless  and  that  he  lost  all  the  control  and  oppression  he  had  cruelly  lauded  over  Henry’s  head  for  most  of  his  life.  It  was  really  a  power  move  because  ultimately  Henry’s  relationship  with  Brenner  was/is  a  deeply  fucked  up  one  due  to  years  of  psychological  and  physical  abuse  and  torture.  Ultimately,  he  wanted  Brenner  to  live  and  witness  his  escape,  witness  the  loss  of  everything  he  had  tried  to  build  for  years  and  witness  everything  else  Henry  would  come  to  do  free  of  Brenner’s  imprisonment.  Vecna’s  motives  for  continuing  to  leave  Dr.  Brenner  alive  are  very  much  the  same. I  have  also  written  some  other  thoughts  on  Henry  and  Brenner  here  +  more  thoughts  on  Henry’s  time  in  the  lab  +  powers,  etc.
HENRY  AND  VECNA: Simply  put  Vecna  is  Henry  but  Henry  is  not  Vecna.  Vecna  is  the  result  of  Henry’s  “death,”  as  much  as  he  is  the  result  of  Henry’s  “connection”  with  the  Mindflayer  entity.  
As  previously  discussed,  it  seems  the  Mindflayer  entity  was  always  a  malevolent  force  that  amplifies  and  feeds  on  feelings  of  sadness  and  anger.  This  is  why  Vecna  is  so  warped,  both  physically  and  spiritually.  This  is  why  Max  explains  that  Vecna  can’t  see  anything  within  people  but  hate  and  darkness.  This  connection  with  the  Mindflayer  changed  him  on  a  metaphysical  level.  
Henry’s  body  was  mutated  by  the  unique  constitution  of  the  upside  down  and  his  merger  with  this  entity  to  become  the  wickedly  powerful  creature  that  is  been  dubbed  “Vecna”  by  the  hellfire  kids. By  all  logic,  Henry  should  have  died  after  he  entered  the  Upside  Down,  not  just  by  the  multiple  lightening  strikes  he  apparently  suffered  (  Note  again  these  strikes  of  lightning  were  of  a  supernatural  nature,  they  are  further  manifestations  of  the  MF  but  still,  they  were  not  fucking  around  )  that  horrifically  wounded  him  to  the  point  of  deformity,  but  also  the  fact  he  had  to  have  fallen  from  a  couple  hundred  feet  at  least.  
Somehow  he  didn’t  die.  There  is  no  logical  explanation  as  to  why  “Vecna”  is  or  would  actually  be  “alive”  in  a  normal  sense  given  what  we  were  shown  in  canon.   But  we  have  seen  that  the  Mindflayer  has  the  ability  to  reanimate  creatures  that  have  supposedly  died  as  well  as  literally  create  brand  new  creatures  such  as  the  Spider  Monster  in  season  3.  (  The  Demodogs  in  the  Russian  prison  are  a  good  example  of  some  type  of  reanimation.  )  Its  more  likely  that  Henry  did  “die”  after  he  was  thrown  into  the  Upside  Down,  whether  from  the  supernatural  lightning  his  body  conducted  or  from  hitting  the  ground  from  the  seemingly  endless  height  he  fell  from.  Its  all  thanks  to  the  influence  of  the  Mindflayer  and  his  psychic  link  with  it  that  he  was  ‘revived’.  Meaning  he  was  apparently  able  to  get  up  and  simply  wander  around  the  upside  down  dazed  and  mesmerized  until  he  found  the  Mindflayers  “physical”  body  and  the  two  “linked”  together.
This  also  explains  why  “Vecna”  was  able  to  take  several  head-on  rounds  from  a  shot  gun,  all  the  while  being  set  on  fire,  and  continued  to  live  and  function  through  the  whole  ordeal,  even  after  falling  at  least  a  dozen  feet  out  of  a  window,  to  the  point  that  he  was  able  to  get  up  and  escape  with  little  effort.  There  is  no  logical  explanation  for  any  of  it  other  than  that  Vecna  is,  in  fact,  “undead”  in  some  way. In  his  human  life,  Henry  hoped  to  use  his  powers  to  change  the  world;  to  make  things  better  for  people  like  himself.  
As  Vecna  he  is  opting  for  more  brutality  and  something  much  darker,  likely  a  lot  due  to  his  heavy  corruption  from  the  Mindflayer,  though  he  still  believes  he’s  doing  this  for  a  good  reason,  remembering  his  own  goals,  which  is  Henry’s  remaining  “human”  element  coming  through. Basically,  in  the  story  Vecna  embodies  all  three  major  archetypes  in  the  horror  genre.  He  is  the  killer,  the  monster  and  the  ghost.  This  means  he  is  a  vindictive,  driven,  malevolent  creature  who  is  not  bound  to  human  mortality  but  has  a  hauntingly  tragic  and  human  past.
Vecna  is  vengeful  and  ruthless.  He  kills  with  impunity  not  because  he  likes  killing  but  because  it  brings  him  closer  and  closer  to  his  “goal”  of  “reshaping”  the  world  that  hated,  abused  and  rejected  him.  Vecna  targets  his  victims  for  very  specific  reasons  that  allow  him  to  believe  these  attacks  are  less  murders  and  more  “mercy”  killings.  The  kids  Vecna  targets  are  suicidal.  Its  suggested  they  are  going  to  commit  suicide  which  is  why  Vecna  steps  in  and  "collects"  those  particular  victims.  His  motives  are  for  them  to  join  him  in  getting  revenge  on  the  world  and  society  that  has  given  them  such  pain  that  they  are  literally  heading  toward  killing  themselves  as  Vecna  relates.  I’ve  talked  about  Venca’s  personal  “method/ritual”  of  killing  and  its  “symbolic”  refences  to  his  human  life  and  in  general  here.(broken link)  ( Cw  for  suicide  mentions. ) Currently that link is broken so refer to the following post for now instead. Again CW for Suicide mentions.
Henry  on  the  other  hand  has  a  killer  instinct,  and  will  kill  if  he  has  to,  but  he  is  not  Vecna  and  his  murders  are  almost  always  survival  or  revenge  based.  Henry’s  goals  included  more  typical  anarchy  for  the  sake  of  political  and  systematic  change;  to  bring  about  a  better  quality  of  life  for  oppressed  and  marginalized  individuals  like  himself.  Henry  and  Kali  were  the  same  in  this  regard  and  this  why  I’ll  never  believe  they  weren’t  connected  or  that  they  didn’t  have  a  positive  rapport,  or  that  it  wasn't  extremely  likely  that  Henry  played  a  part  in  Kali’s  escape  from  the  lab.  This  is  at  least  my  personal  headcanon  and  will  remain  that  way  until  canon  tells  me  otherwise.  So  far  though  canon  is  heavily,  heavily  suggesting  this  is  true.  Basically,  Vecna  is  more  a  Samara  Morgan  and  Henry  is  more  a  Magneto,  to  put  it  simply.
  "A  PREDATOR  BUT  FOR  GOOD": Henry’s  speech  to  Eleven  and  his  interest  in  spiders  has  resulted  in  a  lot  of  the  fandoms  insane  misunderstandings  about  Henry’s  character  and  what  his  actual  motives  were  and  what  he  actually  represents.  I’ve  been  over  it  in  a  previous  post  but  to  largely  quote  that  post:  Henry’s  self-label  of  “solitary”  creature  and  his  relation  to  spiders  is  not  suppose  to  clue  us  on  to  some  innate  evil  within  the  character.  Completely  the  opposite  actually.  Henry  has  spent  his  life  only  ever  knowing  scorn,  rejection  and  exile  from  others.  Whether  this  exile  is  imposed  on  him  by  others  or  self-imposed  to  cope  /  feel  safe,  this  is  a  heavy  feature  in  Henry’s  life.  
This  single  feature  made  most  of  the  fandom  convinced  that  Henry’s  interest  in  and  relation  to  spiders  was  scary  and  proof  of  “psychopathy”,  because  they  think  of  spiders  as  scary,  weird  things  that  need  to  be  avoided  or  eradicated;  they're  just  not  viewed  as  living  creatures  worthy  of  respect  or  sympathy  despite  the  fact  they  very  much  are.  Its  very  ironic  that  people  took  this  away  from  Henry’s  speech  as  he  was  actually  explaining  the  opposite. Henry  literally  says  he  relates  to  them  because  they’re  a  misunderstood  creature,  a  creature  that  people  hate  and  only  want  to  exterminate,  and  that  people  have  always  treated  him  the  same  way.  
He  takes  comfort  in  being  able  to  relate  to  something  so  much  and  finds  them  inspiring  as  a  result.  He  draws  strength  from  them.  They  made  him  feel  safe  and  seen.  He  feels  more  empowered  and  less  alone  when  he  thinks  of  them.  Unfortunately,  a  lot  of  people  somehow  boiled  this  down  to  “Spiders  kill  things,  spiders  are  scary,  spiders  are  unrelatable,  spiders  are  emotionless  so  that's  what  Henry  was  trying  to  tell  us  about  himself.”  
Which  all  couldn’t  be  further  from  the  truth. Henry  further  spoke  about  the  experience  and  unending  stress  of  anyone  who  can  not  conform  to  societal  norms,  anyone  who  couldn’t  live  up  to  societies  “expectations”  and  the  restrictive,  unfair  standards  of  what  is  good  and  right  vs  what  isn’t  as  these  standards  DO  NOT  apply  to  everyone.  They  are  largely  unnatural  and  that  it  is  downright  evil  to  try  and  enforce  them  on  everyone  since  it  is  impossible  for  everyone  to  fit  into  the  “mold.”  The  mold  being  heavily  bias  and  flawed  from  the  start.  He  is  saying  that  all  this  nonsense  has  been  made  up  by  evil,  bigoted,  stupid  people  in  power.  He  is  talking  about  the  real  struggle  “othered”  people  face  against  societal  and  systematic  oppression.
He’s  trying  to  say  that  a  spider  is  considered  an  important  part  of  the  natural  ecosystem.  Spiders  fit  this  ecosystem  whether  people  like  it  or  not  and  despite  their  differences  they  have  a  valuable  role  in  brining  order  to  the  natural  world.  He’s  not  saying  he  wants  to  murder  people  because  he  finds  it  funny  and  he’s  a  sadistic  freak;  he's  ensuring  himself  he  belongs  and  he’s  trying  to  illustrate  that  someone  with  powers  like  his  and  Eleven’s  would  be  able  to  fight  and  perhaps  work  toward  dismantling  the  painful,  oppressive  system  that  is  currently  in  place  and  bring  about  balance.  Equality.  If  he  has  to  eat  a  couple  insects  to  do  it  then  so  be  it.  He  directly  specifies  he  wants  to  be  a  predator  BUT  FOR  GOOD  and  that  is  what  his  meaning  was.  
It  was  intended  to  be  the  opposite  of  a  predator  being  seen  as  an  evil,  monstrous  thing.  Henry  straight  up  specified  that  he  had  HEROIC  INTENTIONS,  at  no  NO  POINT  say  he  was  planning  to  kill  innocent  people  because  he  thought  it  was  fun  and  he  enjoys  killing  people.  Oppositely  he  clearly  expressed  he  wanted  to  fight  back  against  systematic  oppression  so  it  really  isn't  a  stretch  to  think  that  the  people  Henry  was  ever  going  to  be  threat  toward  was  bigots  and  oppressors  if  he  was  able  to  escape  the  lab  in  his  human  form.  Kali  is  literally  his  counterpart  character  and  the  two  of  them  directly  reference  each  other.  Vecna,  thematically,  takes  clear  inspiration  from  the  goddess  Kali  of  Mythology  (  The  goddess  of  time,  doomsday,  death  and  change.  )  and  Kali  as  a  character  literally  has  the  same  views  as  Henry  expressed  in  canon.  (  Leftist  and  anarchist  ideologies. )  In conclusion, Vecna / Henry are way more complex than this fandom will let itself believe and its disappointing. Henry isn't a racist or a p*do or a n*zi or any of that other total bullshit this fandom comes out with. He'd hate/fight against people like that.
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𝘴𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘶 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘯𝘴
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[ 🌸 ] my man it’s a good boy-
characters: sesshomaru;; some character mentions  
genre: fluff
warnings: none;; sesshomaru being soft;; mentions of reader being old;; a soft headcanon is a warning?
i couldn't write everything i wanted 🥹, eeee-
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- - -
*make me your queen, daddy-
*ok no, lmao
*traditionalmantraditionalman
* have you seen his clothes?, have you seen his hair?, have you seen his mom?!
*that man is royalty!
*which means that as his partner you're going to be surrounded by luxuries and… oh yes and also Jaken, and the beautiful little thing better known as Rin.
*as a future clan wife you will be instructed what to expect from other beings (who will soon be inferior to you, lmaooo)
* Sessh knows what he's doing
*because if he didn't know what he's doing he wouldn't have let the feelings that made his stomach churn (in a good way) flow.
* being with the demon lord is also accepting that he is a proud man but can also be subtly gentle at times
*the last one applies only if it is your partner
*Sessh shows how proud he is to have you as his partner in many ways
*like, give you trinkets from expensive sources randomly
*once he gave you a super heavy necklace with a huge gem hung with various precious gems-
*yes, he gave it to you for your birthday lmao
*you looked simply majestic to his long-lived eyes
*I forgot to mention it but Sesshomaru sees you as the most beautiful being in all of history and he will continue to do so, even if you are already a stooped old woman and have a hard time eating solid food
* he knows that your life will not be as long as his, but he is happy with the thought that he had the fortune to meet and love you so much
*will keep your memory alive even after millions of years have passed, and even if all that time has passed he is sure that he will not love someone in the same way that he loved you... unless you reincarnate somehow (what if I make a fic of this?)
*anyways
* Sesshomaru is gentle when he touches you
* he knows that his claws could tear your delicate skin
*but he's not just gentle in that sense
* he is gentle even when he talks to you
*inadvertently sometimes his imposing voice softens more than he would on any other day when he doesnt speaks to you in front of other people and demons
*Although it seems impossible and almost fanciful, his previously cold eyes that hid his soul (which can also be gentle on rare occasions) also soften, so much that sometimes they let you see each and every one of his emotions
* Mr. fluffly can be chivalrous on simple “occasions” but they are only for your benefit, not for someone else's
*for example in a modern environment (perhaps in some not so distant future) He will open the doors for you, he will put you on the other side of the sidewalk where cars do not pass. When you get into a car before getting in, he will open the door for you to enter and if he feels in a particularly good mood he will place the seat belt to you. And if you feel cold he will put his heavy jacket on your little shoulders.
*anyways
*when his mom found out that Mr. Fluffy had a lover she immediately wanted to meet you
*you see, for her it's kind of funny since Sesshy denied more than two thousand marriage proposals when he was young (it upset his mom a lot, after all, who will take care of you when your mother is gone sessh?)
*don't tell her that I told you but to see that her son was not simply someone without feelings but that perhaps he just needed time to find that special someone, made her feel strangely happy (my woman thought that her son was going to die alone 💀).
*but she will never say it, also I think that pride runs strong in the Inu family, pfff-
*on the other hand
*if you are human he will be much more worried about you than he would be if you were a demon or half demon
* this is because even if you are a formidable warrior you can die (I mean have you seen Midoriko?, she was one of the most powerful priestess but even she couldn't handle that much)
*in the inuyokai's head, humans are fragile and annoying beings... except you, rin, kohaku and kagome she falls a bit into his category of non-obnoxious humans, pfff-
* even before he told you about his desire to woo you he researched as much as he could about ways to prolong human life
*This is because even if you reject his courtship offer, he will never stop loving and caring for you.
"When a demon falls in love, he does with such force that all his thoughts revolve around that special being for them."
*if you're from the same time as Kagome he'll be curious but won't show it
*you know?, the demon lord is so cute, his pride sometimes doesn't let him ask such simple things about your time. This is mainly because he thinks that some of his questions have obvious answers and he doesn't want to come off as a jerk.
*some of the questions that he will never ask are: “are the clothes of your time all the same?”, “are there no yokais anymore?”
*so instead of asking that he has decided that he will only listen to what you answer to others to inform himself too.
*you know
*He eavesdrops (what a nosy)
*if you say something from your time or if you make any cultural reference from your time he will just look at you while waiting patiently for the meaning behind what you just said.
*this also applies if you are a foreigner and you miss a non-Japanese word
“Carajo…”, you muttered a curse in your native language when you reminded yourself that you forgot your math books.
Sesshomaru turned to look at you with his cold gaze, only this time there was an imperceptible sparkle of curiosity in them, "What?"
“…Nothing”, ohhh- now what were you going to do? the exam would be in four days!
*aaa~ kisses
*kisses with Mr. Pretty can be fun, although sometimes disastrous, pfff-
*for example; once, you two were kissing after you were away longer than expected. Sesshomaru didn't realize it but he bit your lip more than necessary which caused his fangs to draw some blood from you
*he will never admit it
* but feeling the taste of your blood in his mouth disgusted him and scared him a little, although he obviously didn't show it
*meanwhile you were deciding if you liked what happened
*because
*that was hot-
*anyways!
*his kisses can be soft and rough at times
*there really isn't a middle ground
*in case you're wondering, his favorite part to kiss is your neck and shoulder
*kisses on the neck for Sesshomaru have a very deep meaning, more than you might think
*this is because among the Inuyokai clan the neck is a very intimate and delicate place that is dedicated to being kissed and cared for only between a couple
*a kiss on the neck is the same as "I love you" in the human dialect, literally
*shoulder kisses is more something he enjoys doing
*you see, your shoulders look so delicate and soft between his big demon hands that he can't help but kiss them when the situation allows him to.
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*in general mr. pretty demon who has a castle in the sky that will take care of you and think that you are the most beautiful in the whole universe even when you are hunched over and have a hard time eating solid food while he tries to understand what you say sometimes, pff-
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I want to write about Sesshomaru trying fast food or instant noodles with his partner soooo bad 😩 but I need to study for my exams aaaa-
rebloggg plss
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Gargoyles of the Boiling Isles Headcanons for the AU
I decided to write a few more headcanons for the Stoneheart AU. Specifically for the Gargoyle Species as a whole on the Boiling Isles, since there are quite a few differences between them and the counterparts on Earth.
-------Gargoyles of the Boiling Isles:
-The physical appearance of Boiling Isles Gargoyles has a much broader variety of physical features including traits normally unseen on their Earth brethren. These traits include less prominent brows, colored eyes, actual eyebrows, multiple eyes and other such traits.
-Sadly, in spite of the wide variety of Gargoyles with unusual traits, there are none with web-wings. As those genes appear to have died out long ago.
-What could have attributed to the wide variety of traits in the Gargoyles of the Boiling Isles is the occasional interbreeding with Demons.
-Demons have genetics that easily mesh with others species and are capable of interbreeding with both Gargoyles and Witches. Offspring of these unions would be capable of having children of their own.
-However Gargoyles and Witches cannot directly interbreed with each other without the aid of certain magical spells.
-These aforementioned spells can change the species of one of the parents to allow for the conception of a child. However they do not allow for a permanent species change. On average they will last for 24hrs, some can last for three days... The most potent will last for one week. But there has never been recorded spell allowing for a permanent species change.
-But the child would not be a hybrid, rather would just be either one species or another, although they may display some minor traits of their other parents true nature.
-Witch/Demon hybrids CAN interbreed with Gargoyles but the likelihood of conception is extremely low... With maybe four or five instances ever having been recorded.
-In regards to changing species... The closest reference to a permanent change in an individuals species is an old fable called 'The Skin-Takers' and in that story the permanent change was considered a curse...
-Anyway since I seem to be a bit off topic...
-The fertility of Gargoyles in the Demon Realm is also considerably higher than Earth Gargoyles.
-On Earth a Gargoyle can only breed once every twenty years and often only producing a single egg, or rarely two. On the Boiling Isles the fertility is much higher, with instances of children being produced only a few years apart. Such as Eda and Lilith only being two years apart from their hatch-day.
-Sadly the ten year incubation the eggs require has not naturally decreased. However placing sun talismans on the eggs has been shown to cut the time needed in half.
-Another big difference between the Gargoyles of Earth and the Gargoyles of the Boiling Isles is the adherence to the 'Gargoyle Way'
-While this old traditional way of living still exists, and there are several particularly well known clans that follow it, the overall perception of the practice has a significant divide among the Gargoyle population. With 50 percent having a negative view of it and 50 percent with a positive view.
-Gargoyles that follow this path in life still communally raise their young and tend to follow the 'Tradition' of only having children once every twenty years... Although that practice varies depending on the clan.
-Gargoyles like Rhiannon Frostflame tend to hold bitter views about the Gargoyle Way, as growing up she would often be ignored by virtually all of her Rookery Parents with the exception of a single older female Gargoyle named Fiadh, who was the only adult who cared about her.
-In her own words: 'If you fit in you're fine, if you don't your ignored by all of this messed up family...'
-There is no rule that a Gargoyle has to stay with the clan they are born in. So a Gargoyle born in such a clan is free to leave when they come of age. This is particularly the case of Gargoyles with feathered wings, as even in modern times they are still considered bad luck by other Gargoyles.
-Another physical difference between Earth and Demon Realm Gargoyles is their heights and overall physical strength.
-They tend to be taller than Gargoyles from Earth, standing on between 6'7 to 8'3 on average.
-However, in spite of the impressive heights they are not as physically strong.
-They are considered to be physically stronger than most creatures in the Demon Realm, however in fights with Earth Gargoyles they would lose 90 percent of the time if no magic was used.
-The exceptions to this are Gargoyles like Rhiannon, who have a great deal of talent and experience fighting physically. And Belos, who has a very high tolerance for pain.
-Although both Earth and Demon Realm Gargoyles do share another similarity in that they will typically only choose one mate per lifetime.
-The only exceptions to this seen so far are Belos, who was forced to choose a mate against his will, who has since passed away... and Alador and Odalia Blight. Who have just grown to despise each other and only stay together for appearence sake.
-To which they are both involved in affairs... Odalia with several of her companies demon employees... and Alador with Darius.
And that's it for now... I have to get back to working on my next chapter for this story, later! :)
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A totally self indulgent compilation of my favorite works on this blog of the year June 13, 2019 - June 13, 2020
I wanted to do this for the blog's first anniversary but then completely forgot about it lol.
The following lists are all in chronological order according to the date each post was first published.
Top 10 panel edits:
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#1: Don and Gilda - Chapter 138: Demon serch (1)
Date: Jun 14th, 2019
Time: ~ 1:30 h
My very first redraw from my very first edit posted here, so it deserves an honorable mention. Back then I was young and inexperienced, I didn't even apply a gray filter (lmao I was so unskilled I even unintentionally scratched the picture, I hadn't realized until today). I'm actually very happy my first redraw was of Don, boy deserves all the love.
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#2: Emma and Ray - Chapter 140: I’m Here!
Date: Jun 28th, 2019
Time: ~ 1 h
Back then this looked like so much work to me!!! And to this day, I think it turned out pretty well. I'm particularly proud of how the bow turned out. This is one I was really proud of right after having finished it; it gave me the confidence to try redrawing bigger areas. Also, the edit were I first applied the opacity of layer / opacity of brush for the gray filter that would have stuck with me.
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#3: Krone's birthday edit
Date: Jul 15th, 2019
Time: 15 mins
I don't know I just really like how Krone's hair vanish to a more sketch-like style here– and consequently, how I managed to replicate such effect. I think Krone's beautiful.
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#4: Emma, Norman and Ray - Chapter 153: Coward
Date: Oct 4th, 2019
Time: 4:07 h (and 67 layers lmao)
Probably the single panel redraw I'm the most proud of. That Norman panel was beautiful and very poignant at the end of a chapter I adored, so I believe it deserved all the time I've spent working on it. It's far from being perfect - the back of his head is too plain, and the difference between my brushes and the original brushes is pretty visible - but I still like it very much and am extremely attached to it. The horn looks kinda big but I honestly believe it to be more of an issue with the original than with what I had redrawn lol. Funny enough, the whole picture didn't make it to the final edit and had to be trimmed.
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#5: Full Score Trio - Chapter 154: A Breakthrough
Date: Oct 11th, 2019
Time: 29 mins
I don't have a particular reason for this I just think Emma's hair turned out amazing. It took just half an hour and I didn't even use references like. Wow. @Redrawing skills where did you go please come back
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#6: Mujika and Queen Legravalima - Chapter 158: The Reason I Was Born
Date: Nov 17th, 2019
Time: 2:09 h
Sis I love this so freaking much. The shift from redrawing almost exclusively people and clothes to redrawing this mess was so fun and refreshing. Even though it's a mess I think it turned out very clean and overall it looks beautiful? I remember after finishing this I felt so powerful, like now that I had redrawn this thing I would have been able to redraw anything I set my mind on lol.
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#7: Emma - Chapter 161: Never Be Alone
Date: Dec 13th, 2019
Time: 57 mins
Again no particular reason except this is a very cute Emma and I think the redraw turned out pretty well. There's this big lock on the left that doesn't make a lot of sense but overall I really like it. Cute Emma is cute, and I love her determination.
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#8: Emma - Chapter 166: Going Back Home
Date: Mar 9th, 2020
Time: 3:45 h
I'M SO FREAKING PROUD OF THAT RIFFLE I have not the slightlest idea why this took so damn long BUT I'M SO PROUD OF IT
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#9: Norman's birthday edit
Date: Mar 21st, 2020
Time: 1:04 h
This is cool! I didn't know I could manage to draw this, but I did it! The feathers were particularly hard to clean but I think they turned out fine.
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#10: Full Score Trio - Chapter 174: A New World (part 1)
Date: Apr 6th, 2020
Time: 2:11 h
I just think they're very pretty? I can't understand if I like Ray's face a lot, or not at all, but I think overall there was a lot to redraw and it turned out pretty cute! Sorry Gillian.
(Also insert pretty much every panel from the chapter 177 Isabella edit– I've spent so many hours on basically every panel there's no way I could choose only one).
Top 5 edits as whole:
#1: Emma and Ray - Chapter 140: I’m Here!
Date: Jun 29th, 2019
Complessive time: 2:57+ h
The very first edit I'm actually proud of; I'm really attached to it. It's the first edit I had put all of my effort into, and I remember feeling anxious people would have left it without notes. It kinda feels weird to think about it now, because I really don't care about notes anymore; yet, it somehow makes me happy to think that past-me wasn't let down. Thank you @neverlandstrio for your support, you may not remember but it really meant a lot to me back then! And it still makes me smile. You're the best!!!!!!
#2: Mujika and Queen Legravalima - Chapter 158: The Reason I Was Born
Date: Nov 20th, 2019
Complessive time: 7:12+ hours
This whole edit was an hella wild ride. It's midnight before a school day, when I think: "Mh, it's been a while since I last made an edit, why not make one about Musica and the queen from the last chapter?" And seven hours after this was born. I'm particularly proud of the queen's redraws on the 3rd, 7th and 9th picture (ofc), the areas which have been redrawn are pretty huge yet I think the difference with the original is almost impossible to notice?? @Redrawing skills where did you go please come back (part 2)
#3: Emma - Chapter 174: A New World (part 1)
Date: Apr 12th, 2020
Complessive time: 6:53+ h
I think the panels that were selected work very well together, especially considering the close-up / full body alternation. I love Emma, and I've always been kinda sad noticing that edits that focus one her take the less notes... She deserves all the love. Also, fun fact: for the last but one panel, I had redrawn Emma's whole left ear before remembering she doesn't have one, so I had to redraw the panel from the start. Besides from the error with the ear, the reason why this (and all the others after) took so long is because official panel take way longer to clean.
#4: Isabella and her children - Chapter 177: Mother
Date: May 22nd, 2020
Complessive time: 13:41+ h (ahah.)
Lmao tbh I can't understand how this has so few notes it's like. Technically speaking, probably the best edit I've ever done. I don't even like Isabella that much, I haven't got the slightlest idea why I decided to spend so many hours on this. Anyway, I find the composition (full body on the left / headshots on the right) really good looking in this as well! And I think the redraws turned out fine, especially Isabella's.
#5: The Promised Neverland manga ending countdown→ 1/7 chapters: chapter 1 - Grace Field House
Date: Jun 9th, 2020
Complessive time: 1:59+ h
I don't know how I came up with that idea for the composition but I find it really beautiful??? I think it does a pretty good job conveying the sudden, terrific shift of atmosphere from the first chapter, and I think that sharp bridge is very nice. I'm very, very proud of this.
Honorable mention #1: Full Score Trio - Chapter 154: A Breakthrough
Date: Oct 13th, 2019
Complessive time: 3:44+ h (+ 1:13 h of working on a panel that ultimately didn't make it to the final edit)
A very good chapter, and the edit turned out surprisingly amazing??? All the redraws look great and make it almost impossible to distinguish them from the original; honestly I feel like I'll never be able to redraw so neatly again lol.
Honorable mention #2: Don and Gilda (+ Norman) - Chapter 160: Shackles
Date: Dec 11th, 2019
Complessive time: 3:14+ h
That one is really one of my favorite scenes; I'm telling you peoples, Gilda and Don are a blessing to the earth. I think I've never mentioned it, but Gilda's hair is a nightmare to redraw??? More specifically, it takes me h o u r s to fill the texture without making it look too weird, it's the worst.
Honorable mention #3: Norman and Ray - Chapter 179: Compensation
Date: Jun 6th, 2020
Complessive time: 4:16+ h
I was so glad to finally be able to make a Norman / Ray edit, and it turned out it was just in time before the series' finale. I like how it turned out and I'm pretty satisfied with the redraws (even though my sister helped me with the lineart of some panels - it was exams time and I really couldn't afford to spend more time on it), too bad we didn't have more chapters that focused on the boys. Ray sweetie one day I'll fix your ear it's just today's not that day.
Btw, I justed realized I have never done an Emma / Norman centered edit? I'll have to make one eventually. I remember considering focusing on them alone for the chapter 154 one, but then I thought "even if the manga is gonna ignore Ray, I will chose to do not" lol.
Top 5 long posts:
#1: Reconstruction of how the Grace Field children were settled in the three bedrooms
Date: Aug 28th, 2019
I just had really a lot of fun doing it. I love putting all the little things to their own place, it's so calming to do and that's why I love making this kind of things. Also, loved how @temporoom contributed to the post! It was so nice of them to add what they had noticed to come up with more exact conclusions, that's one of the things I love the most about the internet.
#2: A study of how many times the characters of The Promised Neverland call each other through the first season of the anime
Date: Sep 10th, 2019
I REALLY LOVE IT! I mean it *was* kinda stressing to note everything, but it was very also very satisfying to see everything methodically divided and organized! And it's not just that– it's also the fact that it looks good. That's one post I have fun rereading because it's actually pretty! Also, even though it can be very stressing to learn to use new programs and sites, it's always very satisfying to look at the final result. Again, I really adore compiling these tiny little details! I would love to make more posts of that kind if i had the time.
#3: The Promised Neverland musicals headcanons
Date: Oct 27th, 2019
I mean it's literally. Putting my two favorite fandoms together how could I not love it. This is another one I really enjoy rereading, I find all the musical / character associations so fitting! I really want to make a second part, I hope to find some time to do it.
#4: Considerations on the reward / eventual series' finales (and Emma's sacrifice)
Date: May 7th, 2020
It's always nice to put down all your thoughts regarding a particular matter. It can take a lot of time (at least for me it does because... I need time to think about things), but it's so satisfying to see all of them there once you're done. Bonus points when, like in this case, it was something asked by someone else because “Wow! Somebody wants to hear my opinion on this subject! I'm flattered (◍•ᴗ•◍)”
#5: Some other considerations on the series' finale and Emma sacrificing herself
Date: Jun 13th, 2020
Pretty much the same as above. It's like some kind of clarity when the post is done and signed. Another fun fact, I had to censore the post a lot; the first version was extremely sharp and harsh, but I believe it's right to express your opinions calmly and politely.
Bonus: A thread of what the tpn characters would wear at the Oscars
Date: Feb 9th, 2020
Imagining all the children in those pretty dresses makes me so incredibly happy (╥﹏╥) I go back to look at that post a lot. I really love red carpets, I love looking at pretty dresses!!!!!
Lmao it's so funny how the post of mine I like the most are also the ones with the less notes
Anyway this was just a personal report! You don't have to read it all (or any of it actually). But it was indeed fun making it! Here's to many more months in the fandom!!!
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