#I just wanna live

[jazeswhbhaven]

Oh my-

*image source credit: WHBFAN on twt*

P l e a se

Holy fuck please

Beel just

#whb #what in hell is bad #whb beelzebub #beel blurbs💚 #whb spoilers #im cryin rn #i just wanna live

[darkacademic42]

How can I describe my life to you? I think a lot, listen to music. I'm fond of flowers.

#aesthetic #poetry #quotes #flowers #reading #writing #i just wanna live #my existence is inevitable #do you see me

[mynameisakissi]

#comics #mini comic #art #my art #i love colors #photography #illustration #career goals #lack of ambition #minimalism #impasse #i don't know what i want #i just wanna live #career drive #i don't aspire to great things

[furious-blueberry0]

I am not a dictionary

I don’t want people constantly questioning me on my identity because they couldn’t bear to do a search on google

I don’t want to spend my life walking on eggshells when talking about queer business

I don’t want to be constantly aware of the terms I use to describe my queer experience in case a cishet is listening and doesn’t understand what I’m saying

“If they ask you a question they deserve an answer” and I don’t deserve my private business to remain private?

I don’t want to be constantly explaining and justifying my existence to other people

I don’t care, I just want to be left alone

If you don’t understand what it means to be me it’s none of my fucking business

I am not here to explain every term or identity that exists

Not all queer people want to talk about their experiences to cishets who are not going to understand either way, because some just don’t get some things if they don’t live them first hand

Why should I bother

Don’t I deserve to live in peace?

#context: a friend of mine #queer himself #told me that it’s our job as queers to explain how our lifestyles work to cishet #because that’s the only way to make them understand and accept us #and that made me fucking angry #it’s not my job to be a dictionary #I just wanna live #queer

[carrickbender]

My body tried to kill me again...

Once again I had to have emergency bowel surgery, this time they had to take some out. That "hard spot" that I was talking about which I thought was a bunch of scar tissue was actually bowel, part of which is headed for pathology . Unfortunately, this all happened on H's birthday, valentines day, which was a horrible present. But at least she got to enjoy this cake with her daughter in law and our boys...

Our local Safeway bakery rules!

I'm home now, drugged a bit, but feeling better. I just hope this is the end of the giant scars and emergency surgery. For everybody's sake.

#me #this is my life #dadlife #exhausted #gastric bypass #complications #so tired of this already #i just wanna live

[swiftlygillies]

am I safe from leaks here or not bc they’re all over Twitter and IG 😭😭😭

#help #I just wanna live #Taylor swift #swifties #is tumblr safe pls someone lemme know lmao

[thearcher1003]

I just want to feel like I belong somewhere. Is that too much to ask for?

#avpd #fml #i just wanna live #why am i like this #aaaaaaaaaaaah

[yournameoverandover]

things I don’t care about:

my grad class reading

tumble live, which i see every time i open tumblr to avoid my grad school reading

#i just wanna live #this is literally horrible

[raytoroapologist]

I’m not wearing a mask everywhere I go for the rest of my life dude. I wore one during Covid times and then I got vaxxed. The pandemic is over. If someone is immunocompromised then it falls on them to take the necessary precautions. You’re never going to convince everyone in the whole world to wear masks just to accommodate a small percentage of people.

1) never said anyone has to wear a mask forever

2) the pandemic is very much still ongoing

3) the fact that you wont do the bare minimum (wearing masks in public/crowded places*) is shitty. it's literally just shitty idk what to tell you. if this makes you feel guilty? it should. people stopped giving a fuck about disabled people so fast and it's awful

*i understand there are conditions that make this difficult, and people who have these conditions would also be protected by others masking

#ask #whatever man im just sick of it #i just wanna live

[silentbluetears]

I'm so saaaaaaaaaaaad!

I JUST WANNA LIVE!!!!

#why is everyday survival #barely alive #so saaaaad #big sad #i just wanna live #im so lonely

[levi-my-beloved]

don't kill me.

please.

i have been bombarded with work. my publishing client didn't turn up for our meeting sO I DONT KNOW IF THE RESEARCH IM DOING FOR HER IS RIGHT, my job has me bartending 7 days a week and i have a 8,000 word stage play and 4,000 words of my YA novel due...

i now know what being actually "busy" feels like. ackerbond is still on my radar but the "short" is no longer short beCAUSE I KEEP ADDING SHIT. also passively looking for another beta reader 👀👀 but that won't be for a while.

i am writing, just amidst shooting caffeine straight into my eyeballs and sending passive aggressive emails to creative directors of large and scary publishing houses...

#pls forgive #i just wanna live #but also be a marketing director sooooo #i guess living a life of peace isn't allowed #GOD HAS CURSED ME FOR MY HUBRIS #AND MY WORK TRULY IS NEVER FINISHED

[jins-ghoul]

being a girl is kinda cool and all but I wish I didn’t get harassed so often :( sometimes, I just wanna post a cute pic without having someone threaten to r4p3 me yk

#vkei #friends #moots #bangtan #bts #bts army #kpop #kpop moots #lets be mutuals #help lmao #pls stop #it’s weird #scary #don’t threaten me pls #i just wanna live

[olliethewallflower]

how do I teach my body that fight or flight is supposed to be for life or death situations not for answering an email or standing up too fast

#pots syndrome #posturaltachycardiasyndrome #dysautonomia #anxiety #what is this #i just wanna live #i panicked #trying to send an email #i’m just a little guy

[kissmyspaceace]

✨️Life Update✨️

not doing well at all. pls send emotional support ghoul

#svjajajahsjsvwvevwhhwhw #personal #I just wanna live #shitghosting

[dealbrekker]

Raise your hand if you'd rather not be at work and instead wanna lie on the couch like you're a kid sick home from school in the 90s while your mom brings you soup and you guys watch price is right together and then her soap operas

#nostalgic #i dont want to work #i just wanna live

[lotsobagels]

So it seems like wood shop wants to offer me the job but I don't think I'm going to take it...hopefully I don't regret it.

I'll wrestle with that specific anxiety/depression demon of "oh god oh god what the fuck do I do with my life how do I make money and art and not absolutely hate my life????" Another day. The lack of PPE and safety protocol in that shop alone concerns me...

And no, the guy making offhand jokes about their shop not being OSHA compliant and then saying that everybody had all their fingers in the same breath was not comforting.

#self shitpost #i wish I didn't live in this capitalist hellscape ORZ #i just wanna live