thinking about how with becoming disabled, your threshold of what is normal slowly changes, so slowly that you don't notice. I'm currently laying in bed debating whether I need to suck it up, get up, and go do something because it's really not that bad, or if I should go to sleep early because my legs hurt and my shoulders ache and I'm fucking tired even though I've only been awake 9 hours. then I remember that if I had felt this shitty even just a couple yrs ago, I would've assumed I'd caught something and would have allowed myself to take the rest I needed, to lay down, close my eyes, and put on an audiobook. I think about how this, the curling up in bed and listening to an audibook, is a luxury that only able bodied people with appropriate sick leave can afford when they've got the flu. not something that most disabled people can afford to do every day, even though they need the rest.
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I was obsessively listening to Fake Out over and over and thinking I needed to tell you, and then I pick up my phone and see you’ve blown up my notifications <3 THIS ALBUM IS SO GOOD AND FAKE OUT IS THE SONG THAT STUCK WITH ME THE MOST!!!!!! You are SO right!!!!!!!!
YESSSSSS it's the way it's such a bop but the lyrics actually sound so defeated EXCEPT. then you REALIZE. there's a "but"!!!! but it was all a fake-out!! the defeat and the burial and the trappedness were not real they were all fake!!! the window was already open!!!!!!!!
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june 😭😭😭😭😭 did u see the new exclusive fairytale weibo update of jun and the girl cuddling 😭😭😭😭😭 trying so hard to be normal but the demons in my brain are like Your Husband Is Cheating On You
dont worry i have seen it and i have been nothing but ATTACKED by @onlymingyus and @duhnova and it is horrible and hurtful !!!! i am so Upset!!!!!!!
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LIOSLAITH, dnd 🌿 | LIOSLAITH, dnd ❄️
UNA + the cannibal, hotd 🐍 | ALVA, asoiaf 🌸
VINDAMEA + shadowmere, tesv 🐉 | VASHA, eso 🌊
TAGGED BY @risingsh0t, @chuckhansen, @shadowglens, @corvosattano, @jendoe, @florbelles and @leviiackrman to use this cutest picrew for a few loves! ty so much!
TAGGING: @feystepped, @griffin-wood, @kingsroad, @unholymilf, @phillipsgraves, @celticwoman, @denerims, @aartyom, @morvaris, @shellibisshe, @blissfulalchemist, @jacobseed, @girlbosselrond, @queennymeria, @nightbloodraelle, @belorage, @marivenah, @adelaidedrubman, @jackiesarch, @loriane-elmuerto, @yennas, @noonfaerie, @heroofpenamstan, @detectivelokis and you!
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need to go on a walk across the moors tomorrow or i'm going to explode in a fiery ball of anxiety
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