#I wish I was home to write this 😕
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stoner wonbin who leaves you alone with his other stoner friends and they take advantage of you??
rating: 18+. mdni.
content: noncon, marijuana
stoner!wonbin who is such a lightweight… he slurs his words as he talks about nothing and his eyes quickly turn pink and his eyelids get heavy until he passes out after only a few hits. you feel so out of place because you’ve never been around his friends and they all act a certain way towards you that makes you feel icky but you pushed your discomfort away to appease wonbin. but once the paranoia kicks in and wonbin’s head falls on your shoulder you start to notice it even more.
sungchan’s eyes are so dark as he watches you wrap your lips around the joint he offers you, hand placed conveniently on his hardening cock that he starts to palm. seunghan giggles when he notices, swatting at sungchan’s hands and scolding him for always getting so horny when he’s high, especially when they bring girls around. sungchan whines, telling seunghan he just can’t help it and wonbin had told him that you don’t mind anyway.
you blanch and ask him what he means, looking down at your boyfriends fluffy hair as he breathes heavily in his sleep. sungchan starts to stumble over his words, not making any sense so seunghan steps in. he tells you that wonbin told them about how you let him fuck you whenever and wherever he pleases and how much you love it when he does. he giggles as he tells you, but his smile falls a little when he bites at his bottom lip, saying that wonbin also told him how needy you can get when you’re high but he is never able to tend to you because of how drowsy he gets when he’s high.
you shift uncomfortably, your brain moving so slowly you’re struggling to think of what to say. you feel stuck because wonbin won’t budge when you shake your shoulder to wake him. sungchan’s movements on his cock become bolder and seunghan seems so pleased at the situation.
seunghan passes the joint to you again, holding it up to your lips until you take and when he pulls away his hand travels down your neck, lightly pressing it. you don’t say anything, positive that the look in your droopy eyes tell seunghan everything he needs to know but he doesn’t seem to care. his touch travels down your chest, lingering on your tits before moving down to your pussy. your press your legs together but you’re moving so slowly that seunghan manages to shove his hand between your thighs.
sungchan can’t take his eyes off you, his hand slipping under his waistband to grip his dick. you watch him stroke the tent under his sweats as seunghan starts to rub your cunt. you start squirming and you weakly wrap your hand around his wrist, already feeling tears spring to your eyes.
wonbin finally moves, but it’s only to lay his head on the armrest on his other side, leaving you cold and alone. seunghan smirks at you, eyes just as red as yours, movements just as sloppy and slow before he looks over at sungchan, telling him that they can finally have their fun.
#tw noncon#FUCK#I wish I was home to write this 😕#discography !#feat. sungchan !#feat. seunghan !#sungchan x reader#sungchan smut#seunghan x reader#seunghan smut#riize x reader#riize smut#dark!sungchan#dark!seunghan#dark!riize#sungchan#seunghan#riize
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PLEASE PLEASE do a kate martin fic where the reader is her ex and they cannot stay away from each other. like “uh oh” by tate mcrae PLEASE
・❥・- favorite bad decision
summary: you see kate at a practice after the two of you split
warnings: nfsw mdni. 18+ as fawk! but the smut is kinda short sozzzz
rpf. don’t read it if you don’t feel comfortable
a/n: i’m negl all my kate fics are fluffy cause i cannot see myself writing smut. (but i try to deliver so this sucks cuz i got a lil uncomfy) 😭 also i’m sorry for lacking on my writing im so stressed w all these exams im taking and some family problems. this also might go off track cause i wrote this half asleep 😕 didn’t know how to end this one too
stars are the skips :)
it’s been 5 months. 5 stupid months since that relationship you refused to let go ended. you couldn’t believe it either when your girlfriend suddenly said “we need to breakup.”. she never told you why, despite the multiple calls and texts you sent when she left the morning after that were begging for her to come back or at least explain why she felt that way.
you felt like absolute shit.
it was a long relationship, your longest one too. it was the fact you believed it would last forever. you wished for it to last when you saw those repeated numbers and whenever a star dotted across the sky. you believed in those silly little things, but you only believed in them for this stupid 1.5 year period.
everything felt like it had been going your way during those times. you felt alive again after meeting kate. she was the definition of a literal ball of sunshine when it came to you. constantly bringing you to her basketball games, showing you off to her friends and teammates, introducing you to her family. things were great. the feeling was refreshing, especially after being in probably the worst relationship of your life.
a guy played you behind your back so many times and you were unable to figure out yourself. the second you did, you didn’t even know why or what to do. you struggled with school from the thought of never finding out what he thought was weird about you or why he even considered doing that in the first place. you treated him like he was the best boyfriend in the world!
then kate had dug you out of a hole you thought you’d never have the guts or the fucking courage to get out of.
“there’s nothing wrong with you trying to get your mind off of it y’know.” jada says. shes been helping you cope with this thing even though her and kate are the closest people ever. she’d never tell a single soul anything you always talk to her about. “coming to our last game in carver won’t be that bad!”
“yeah, not so bad until i see kate! you know how i feel about her, jades. it hurts.” you murmur and swipe the back of your hand against your face. there’s a painful feeling at the bottom of your stomach and it makes your skin crawl uncomfortably. “i’m not going and there’s nothing you can do to change my mind.”
jada’s face contorts into a half smile when she hears the way you talk about the whole shebang. she knows you that still can’t let it go, and she wishes so badly that you could let kate go. “right.” she breathes out and grinds her teeth together. “you don’t need to come.”
but you do anyways.
you sat there at court side awkwardly, watching the hawkeyes train before their final home game. you only saw caitlin, hannah, gabbie, syd, and kylie. jada was sitting next to you and cheering on her teammates. thankfully, you didn’t spot kate anywhere close or on the court at all.
until you fucking did.
kate walked in through the tunnel and dropped her gym bag on the floor, a loud thud echoing through the arena. she had her hair up in that same stupid braid, that same stupid smirk on her face, and that same stupid look in her eyes. you hated her so fucking much and you hated the fact that you couldn’t stop thinking about her no matter how hard you tried to.
that churn in the stomach made you feel like you had level 1000 cramps, but it was just that feeling you got when you felt absolutely sick to the core. sick because you didn’t know what, or how to feel after seeing kate again. it was the shitty feeling of not knowing why she even chose to leave you in the first place. it was the feeling of frustration when you saw her smile again. the feeling of confusion rushing back to you. you felt like a small child getting yelled at when she broke up with you, it was when nothing made sense at all to you. when you didn’t get the answer you wanted after multiple tries of begging for it.
you didn’t understand it, and you still don’t.
“you alright?” jada snaps you out of whatever the hell you were thinking about and you jump slightly, eyes diverting away from kate. “yeah, why wouldn’t i be?” you huff and smile with your teeth out. your body starts to grow numb and you feel as if you can’t breathe as well as you normally would, which jada notices. she grabs your shoulders tightly and places her palm on the side of your face to move your head towards hers. she knows you’re staring at kate. “you’re not fine.”
thanks captain obvious.
“yeah, obviously not!!!” you blurt out way too loud. it makes everything and everyone around you stop. the sound of the balls dribbling against the floor and the continuous chatter around you just stops. everything is silent and you know that its because of you. your face flushes at the embarrassment you feel and you step off onto the court, walking towards the exit. the sound of footsteps follow you and you don’t even have the guts to turn around. it seriously feels like you’re about to get completely flamed for acting out at a clear statement about what you felt.
but it’s not jada. or caitlin. it’s fucking kate.
a wave of anger and bitterness rushes through you like no other, and you can’t tell whether to be upset or nervous about this little interaction. you still love kate and you know that. “you like to yell, huh?” she chuckles and pushes your shoulder lightly. when her hand touches you, you don’t move away and just let her do it.
“lighten up, will ya?” kate’s lips curl up into the damn smirk again and she looks at you with those eyes. the eyes that she knows you can’t say no to, the eyes that got you hooked in the first place. “i missed when you acted up like that, to be honest.”
you’ve missed her touch so badly, but you just can’t admit it.
there’s a lot of things you acknowledge in life. things that you know. you know whats right and wrong when it comes to decisions and when it comes to certain things like seeing people you know you aren’t supposed to.
but you know that this is right. it always has been.
promises are always broken too, and this was one you swore you’d never break. it was hard, especially because kate was the hottest fucking person on the planet. saying ‘no’ to her was practically impossible. she asked you to come over after the game and you happily complied. which was a horrible idea.
“you’re such a fuckin’… asshole.” you whine out and let out a bated breath. your body shivers when kate’s fingers run up and down underneath your shirt and when her breath hits your sopping core. she’s in between your legs and eating you out like a madwoman. your head falls back into her pillows, fingers gripping tight at the roots of her hair and the bedsheets on the side of your body. “am i?” she mumbles, sending vibrations through your body that you haven’t felt in months.
that feeling is so good. and you know it. you missed it when kate acted up too. seeing her all tough on the court made something reignite in your stomach again, and it exploded when you saw her in the locker rooms. you literally dragged her out of there while she was in the middle of a conversation with addi and into your car. you couldn’t even wait before your lips were eagerly on hers and her hands were roaming in all the right places.
“yeah, you are. you fucking bitch…..” your voice goes up an octave the moment kate licks a stripe up your pussy and starts leaving hickeys around your thighs and stomach. “i tried ignoring you when i saw you at the club last week. all i wanted to do was jump into your arms and kiss your face off.” you admit awkwardly and let out a quiet cry the moment your stomach turns into knots. you’re close and she can feel it, her head diving down again while you absentmindedly hump at her face.
“shit!” you whimper and prop your head up, watching kate lap up every last drop of your cum. “i got you, baby,” she breathes out heavily onto your stomach. her breath is warm and she presses her cheek up against it when she feels your legs shake. her thumb rubs your sides and she looks up at you, rising up slightly and keeping herself steady with her hands. yours grabbing at her shoulders. when she keeps herself up you can feel her arms bulging underneath her shirt and she leans in. “mmf.. that’s my girl.”
her tongue swirls around yours, making you taste yourself all the way before the moment turns over quickly. “mhm..” you hum and slide your hands down her arms to get a feel again. the second you pull away, kate’s eyes go from feral to soft. she leans back and searches around on her floor, picking up your undergarments and sliding them on for you. “it’s okay.” she smiles and moves her head towards you. kate rests her head on your chest, chin in between and her arms around your stomach while your fingers cup her face.
you’re never gonna be able to stop forgiving her if she keeps doing this to you. and you know it.
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condescending Hotch thoughts (?)
i'd really like to write you a "normal" ask but my mind is plagued with Hotch and you just enjoying a night out in the early phase of your relationship and then things get heated when you arrive at his apartment. You would love nothing more than him having his way with you but he'd be all like "sweetheart, i'm trying to be a gentleman here, you really want me this much you can't behave after a date?" thoughts 😶
i'd really like to write you a "normal ask" but there are also Hotch surprising you (trying to) pleasure yourself but failing because your touch can't compare to his :( "sweetheart i'm home, did you- oh, and what do we have here? Having fun without me i see.." (all accompanied with a little smirk of course) you don't answer but you make a weak attempt at finishing your actions but you just can't 😕 "oh no honey, what's up? you can't finish without me cause I ruined you for anything else that isn't me?"."aaron...wanna feel good..." your tone is weak, you feel defeated but you know he's right. "yeah? you wanna? good thing morgan took some of my paperwork so i could come home early, huh?" you aren't understanding what he's saying anymore and you can only focus on the fact that he'll make you feel VERY good soon "honey? honey you there? oh i know my princess is somewhere in her thoughts but the sooner i'll make her cum the sooner she'll remember that it's my privilege to do so" thoughts 😫
or even Hotch finding out you want another child with him while not being so subtle about it one night you would just be there in your bed and he would start nuzzling your neck: "can't believe how greedy you are, i've already given you two children and you want to repeat it all over again? okay honey it's fine, i know your cycles and you'll be ovulating in a couple days, it's the perfect time" you can't stay still at the thought of another mini hotchner growing inside you again and experiencing the path and the pleasures of a third pregnancy with him thoughts 💜
AGH I'D GIVE HIM AS MANY KIDS AS HE WANTS
🍐 anon (i usually go by this in different blogs, but if you already have a pear anon i'll change emoji 😊)
(sorry I am in a Hotch brainrot these days and my cycle isn't really helping but it makes me h word and emotional for him and my other 2636 crushes- oh how I wish fictional men were real)
OH MY GOD 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫 please i'm in LOVE with condescending hotch don't ever write normal hotch asks these ones are perfect!!!! 😵💫❤️🔥❤️🔥
ESPECIALLY when you've been acting a bit like a brat and you're really needy but your fingers just won't cut it but he doesn't even help. he just watches you with a smirk, instructing you to continue with a cocky tone. "what happened, baby? what happened to that temper of yours??"
but then he does eventually take over, his legs separating yours and all of it was worth the wait when he practically devours you 😵💫
he's so in love with making you cum different ways, always teasing more out of you when you're overstimulated and panting for breath "come on honey, one more? for me, sweetheart?"
he always has you blurring the line between pleasure and pain, every cell and every nerve ending coming to life that erupts in a sensation that steals every single breath from your lungs. with every orgasm, his name rising to the heavens as they leave your lips sung only for him but meant for all to hear
you can't tell me this man doesn't have the biggest breeding kink ever 😩 you just look so damn pretty all filled with him, he can't help it everytime. his lil princess all filled with his seed, he can't help but devour you everytime.
i don't want babies but i'd have his in a heartbeat pls!!!
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Recognize pt 2.
chris sturniolo x fem!reader
i can name a lot of
things any other man
won’t do for you
i do for you
warnings: i don’t really kno!! angst if you squint i guess 😭😭.
authors note: guys helpp this one is kinda short then the other one so yea. and once again this my first time writing shi like this so ntm.
orange - chris
pink - y/n
purple - nick
blue - matt
summary: in which you and chris sturniolo are fwb and somehow you both fall in love with each other. no one wants to admit anything so it might be to late to confess.
(chris pov)
fuck. i just sat and stared at the door hoping she would walk back in. i told the girl i brought in to leave an hour ago. i don’t know what i was thinking, i knew i loved y/n but i know she doesn’t love me back.
i texted her multiple times and called her every 5 minutes. not once did she answer. i wish i could go back in time.
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(y/n pov)
four days. that’s how long i’ve been rotting in my bed crying over chris. he tried to reach out to me but i don’t have the strength to talk to him right now. all i know is that i need to clean myself up and get something to eat.
i took a 30 minute shower washing my hair and cleaning my entire body off. once i got out i brushed my teeth and put on something causal. a white shirt, jeans, and white air force 1’s.
i hopped in my car and starting driving to mcdonald’s. i didn’t want to go through the drive thru considering all i’ve been doing is sitting down. so i parked my car and headed inside.
when i walked in my heart instantly fell. i saw chris with that same girl. i guess she must of noticed me because she smirked and kissed chris on the cheek. i started to feel tears so i went into the bathroom.
when i came back out, he was staring into my soul. his eyes were puffy and red. he looked like he had been crying. i ignored him. i ordered my food and left that place.
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(chris pov)
when i saw her my breath hitched. she looked so beautiful. but then i remembered i had hurt her. she ordered her food and walked out like she didn’t know me. i needed to fix this and stop giving this girl the wrong idea.
when i got home i laid down and i was debating if i should call her. my thoughts took over and i picked up my phone. i clicked on her contact and called her.
she answered on the third ring. “hello”? her voice sounded like it could crack at any moment. “hi y/n, i wanted to call you to apologize” she just sighed. “i don’t wanna talk about this over the phone”. “lets meet up tomorrow at my house okay”. i just hummed in response and she hung up.
i felt happy i was going to see her again. but a part of me is scared that she’s not going to accept my apology. lets hope i find the right words to fix this.
bro istg idk how to write for shit. i think this one is worst then the first one 😕🙏. but at the end of the day ion gaf 😂😂. - author
#matt sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#chris sturniolo#christopher sturniolo#sturniolo smut#nicolas sturniolo#nick sturniolo#matthew sturniolo#Spotify
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Strange ask ikik but can we see what elsie would have looked like as an adult and her future (without any spoilers ofc π_π)
sad ask but doable :’)
My original plans for Elsie were cut short from the beginning because I knew her fate very early on 💔💔
However, in a world where she had more time, Elsie would’ve aimed for a career that involved some form of traveling, similar to Edwin, only to be held back by her parents who wouldn’t stand to see their only daughter embrace the world like they allowed their son to 😕. Elsie, not too rebellious and not too ambitious, would’ve found middle ground between her and her parent’s wishes and ended up remaining close to home.
There was a draft somewhere with her being a stage carpenter at her family’s theater for plays and performances whilst also writing stories and plays for her own amusement (a notion to all of her time spent helping/watching Edwin perform as children 🥺) – In the end, I did give this storyline to someone else 🤫
thank you for asking <33
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OK HERE I AM!!!! AS PROMISSED!!!! I missed you sm omggggg😭😭😭😭 also this is your final year in school right??? BEST OF LUCK FOR THAT ITS ROUGH BUT YOU'LL MAKE IT, genuinely I'm burdened under college apps and my results are gonna be out soon for 12th finals so I'm kinda😅😅😅😅 but yea final year is like so crucial so remember to do well and take PLENTY of rest cuz the burnout otherwise will severely be terrible (speaking from experience) i somehow missed your recent fic???? (so not acceptable of me I will read it RN) also u don't know how happy I was to see u in my inbox girl!!! 🎀🎀🎀🩷🩷🩷
HANA STOP my heart feels so soft rn but i also missed u v much 💔 i left for a while bc i felt too unmotivated to keep writing on tumblr and i was defeated by fatigue every day after school so being on here felt more like a chore than a hobby 😕 but after coming back here and saying hi to mutuals reminded me why i first made this account 🥹 everyone here is so precious to me hehe 🫂
AND YEA IT IS MY FINAL YEAR OF HS AND IT'S SO TOUGH WTF 😭😭 my sleep schedule is so wack and i jus wanna nap every day after i come home from school 🧍🏻♀️plus my after school routine is so bad so i gotta try and fix it soon 😮💨 OMG AND scoring well is so difficult too but im trying my best to pull the marks up rn 🤞🏻but babe thanks for the advice,, i'll make sure to take care of myself and my grades <3
UR ANSWER TO MY ASK MADE ME HAPPY TOO GIRL URE TOO SWEET AND WELCOMING ILY ☹️💗💗 it was a good choice coming back and saying hi 😸
AND THANK U FOR READING MY REO PIECE ??!! i was randomly fuelled by a splurge of inspiration and i crafted smth out of it but UR COMMENTS ARE TOO NICE im v happy to hear u enjoyed it !!!!
wishing u all the best for when u receive ur results 😤 ure always brilliant, hana babe 😤
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hi! I love the as you wish series smm its def one of my favs on tumblr but if you could could you do a mini story where reader finds out eddie has to work a double at the mechanic shop so she sends a little spicy video in the shower maybe fingering both holes.. yk and maybe eddie even sends a vid back then later that night when he gets home they get to real business 🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️ofc u dont have to write this if u don’t want to but i feel like this is so them lol
This is definitely something they would do! Only issue is that with the AYW timeline cellphones like that haven’t been invented yet 😕
But if you’d like, I’d be more than happy to write this in a modern AU? Could be older!eddie still or regular Eddie, whichever you’d prefer! 💕
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Tanabata
Evening
Ikuta Erina-san 💚
Kawamura Ayano-chan 💜
Matsunaga Riai-chan 💙
Today is Tanabata, Happy Birthday!
I hope you have a wonderful year!
Tanabata,
Wishes written on strips of paper......
I wonder how many there areee
If you forgot to write one, its ok,
since I decorated my story with bamboo,
Enjoy it if you feel like making a wish 😌🎋
There are various kinds of wishes, right!
I hope everyone's wishes come true!
I looked up at the sky wondering if could see the milky way--,
I realized I haven't really seen it,
I thought I'd look up at the sky on my way home today but,
I can't really see the milky way with the naked eye, huh..... 😕
But thats fine too,
Orihime and Hikoboshi too,
they would surely hate it if I stared!
Waa, how cutee
I hope that they're able to spend time together at ease 🎋
Everyone, I have a happy announcement today
"Hello! Project 25th ANNIVERSARY CONCERT"
September 9th and 10th,
At the first gymnasium of National Yoyogi Stadium,
"Hello! Project 25th ANNIVERSARY CONCERT"
This has been decided 🍀
The 9th performance is the Hello! Project members,
the 10th has 2 performances,
and a lot of seniors will be performing as well!
Certainly, the time where we can rehearse together will be limited but,
Lets talk a lot,
Lets visit a lot,
I'm determined to absolutely do this
Lets do our best!
I wonder how these 2 days will be,
There are a lot of things I don't know yet and my heart is pounding but,
Thank you very much for your support everyone 🍀
Tomorrow, thank you for waiting, Okinawa performance!
It'll be a wonderful time!
see you ayumin <3
https://ameblo.jp/morningmusume-10ki/entry-12811141559.html
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HI MY PRECIOUS ANGEL BABY SNOOKUMS<3 i missed you so so much, and i've arrived with a boatload of love and cuddles to make up for the eons i was gone, hold me. i write to you while mildly sleep-deprived (the amount of spelling and grammar errors 🤡), binging dog kennel shows, and on my third peach green tea Celsius (caffeinated energy drink) but overall nourished and (maybe) over-hydrated lol.
oml, when we last spoke i said i’d be in for a busy week HOWEVER i wasn’t expecting the shitshow awaiting me all i can say is (tmi) uti’s suck 🫠 long story short i’ve been staying with/ helping family who was admitted to the hospital a few nights ago and staying the night but i’m actually running on fumes a.) i’m not sleeping in my bed and i take forever to adjust b.) because i’m fucking paranoid the wrong meds will be administered because it’s happened before 🥲 luckily recovery is happening and hoping for discharge soon:)
but i miss you dearly enough about my shitshow, how have you been????????? i’m penciling time to catch up but did the office let you work from home? and of course, how was your weekend spent? anything special plans? or just catch up on rest? i hope you’re being extra kind to yourself and spoiled yourself with something nice, even small things!
i hope this week goes swimmingly for you, i’m not sure if the weather is warmer but regardless i expect you to stay warm and cozy, stay hydrated and nourish your body, a polite reminder to step away from the things that you simply can’t control because you my sweet don’t deserve nor need that kind of burden and negativity! and as we’ve agreed, if i say it, then it must be so and this is especially non-negotiable 🥰
i hope the day starts and ends well for you, i’m not sure if the tech issues at the office have been resolved, or if you’re still wfh, but you’ve got this! proud of you! your message was well received and kept safe and cherished in my inbox 💞 even if i'm not here daily always here for you and by your side! sending so many cuddles! so much love! so many hugs! so many kisses! i love you daisy!!!!! <3
i want to say i tried to comb through my rambling but the caffeine said no lol 🫣
WIFEY AHHHHH I'M SO HAPPY TO HEAR FROM YOU!! I've missed you so so much too snookums.
I'm really sorry to hear about the uti, god that sounds so painful and uncomfortable. please keep me updated with how you're feeling and when you're finally discharged. I'm glad to hear you're on the way there. sending you kisses, flowers, and snuggles for you to get well soon. also, I really hope they don't give you the wrong meds!! 😕
I've been okay! I had to go into the office, but it's fine. I had a pretty chill weekend and got some writing done. then yesterday I had some friends over for pizza and gossip, which is always fun hehe. I'm always working on being kinder to myself and I think I'm doing a good job at it so far! please remember to be kind to yourself too after the week you've had! I feel so bad you had to suffer through that!
It's still cold here, but not as much as before! Is it getting warmer for you too? I know you're not in your usual bed right now, but I hope that you have something there to keep you cozy and comfortable!
Thank you for these important reminders! I've been much better about not focusing on things I can't control and that's made my experiences much more positive.
I hope today and the rest of your week goes well! Rest up and take care of yourself! I can't believe you have to deal with this right now, I feel so bad. I wish I could somehow take away the pain and discomfort you're currently feeling. Sending you so much love, good healing vibes, and my most loving kisses. 💗 I love you so dearly thea
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Takashi came home from school feeling embarrassed and very hungry. When I looked into it further... 😕
Even after writing in his journal, he didn't feel any better.
He went to play with his doctor toy set- this helped a bit, I think? Max had been following him around the house for a while and when he saw the toy ball next to Takashi, started playing with it. Cute 😊
But then Takashi decides he's done with the doctor toy set and wants to play chess ♟️
Though that doesn't keep his attention long and he pulls out his Tentacle Tom plushie- imagining all sorts of creative stories & scenarios 🐙⛵⚓
(OOC: I noticed his social was a bit depleted, abnormal for him but I guess because of that moodlet he came home from school with? So I clicked on Mari for him to interact with and "Ask if moon is banana"??? 🤔 I'm kind of wishing I chose that option because now I'm curious, but my brain was laser-focused on 'pick something useful')
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To KC,
I’m writing this message cause I feel really bad, thinking about the way I hurt you makes me really sad. I hope somehow some way this gets through to you.
I’m genuinely sorry for all the hurt I’ve caused you and I regret the things I’ve done. Im losing and it seems I’ve lost the 1 girl I’ve loved more than anything since Day 1 and it was cause of the things I’ve done.
KC I feel so bad right now and each day, cause I tore your world apart, and now all I can think about is how I broke your heart.
These tears that run down my cheek are filled with sadness and hurt, because you really do mean alot to me and I care about you until the end. I messed up big time and I only wish I could go back in time and do things differently and maturely and not disrespect you and make fools out of each other or anybody else. I think about you often and hope some day you have the energy and courage to forgive me and know that the David you encountered recently isn’t the person I want to experience again ever. Nor should you or anybody for that matter. I hope you understand.
I know sorry’s not enough because I’m such a screw up.. But for whatever its worth I wanted to say, that you cross my mind every single day…
The thought of you makes me smile and not sad, and I know our love was and still is real, so I’m typing you this message so that you know how I truly feel.
What I really want to say is that I’m sorry, I know that you didn’t deserve to be hurt like that, and I know that you will soon find peace and things will eventually be calmed down and our heads will clear up as long as I can give you your space that you need right now.
So I’m sooo SORRY for everything I’ve done, also i have to say is that I care about you and really do pray for you and wonder how you are doing every day and I’m so sooo sorry KC 😕 I hope some day we can make things up and put our past behind us and be better people for ourselves and for us. At the end of the world, I love you and your family. I always will. I always had a mindset of you being “home” to me and I know it might be the opposite with you now but if it isnt, well…idk 😌. But you need to know that. Again, im sorry for all the hurt I may have caused you. I really truly don’t know why it all happened the way it did. I love you. Hope you are doing good, I miss ya. You always will be with me in my heart and soul. We are soul tied. 😌 Okay talk soon hopefully.
Love Always, David
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Thank you @Wibzen for tagging me on the "Tag Game to Better Know You"😌
What book are you currently reading?
Currently I'm reading the second book of the hungergames trilogy. I'm reading this trilogy for the third time now, but I never seem to get tired of it!
What’s your favorite movie you saw in theaters this year?
Mhh I haven't been to the theater much this year admittedly, but we have that in common😘 It probably was "Minions: The Rise of Gru", though the previous movies of this series were a bit better.
What do you usually wear?
Jeans, T-Shirt and a Cardigan when I go to school and work. When I'm at home I just switch the jeans for a leggings too🥰
How tall are you?
I'm 168 cm, and that's since I was 12. I just stopped growing at that point. I've got an average height, still I'm the second smallest in my friend group.
What’s your Star Sign? Do you share a birthday with a celebrity or a historical event?
I'm a capricorn and I share my birthday with Joshua Bassett and Meghan Trainor. I like their music, though they're not my favorite artists.
Do you go by your name or a nickname?
My friends and family usually just call me by my real name, sometimes a new nickname slips out. But they never really stick. I like some pet names though❤️
Did you grow up to become what you wanted to be when you were a child?
Well child-me wanted to become an actress, author or movie director. Currently I'm finishing my educator training to work at the kindergarten. Dreams and wishes change.
Are you in a relationship? If not, who is your crush if you have one?
The best term for that would be, its complicated. But there is definitely someone I love💞
What’s something you’re good at vs. something you’re bad at?
I'm good at teaching and speaking freely, though I get nervous when I get graded for it. I'm not so good at "not-taking-criticism-personally"😅
Dogs or Cats?
Cats, we have a cat and he is just the cutest❤️
What's something you would like to create content for?
I would like to create more fanfiction in general, or write an original story. I just always seem to lack the motivation and time to do so. Real life is making me struggle with it. And I'm way too competitive.
What’s something you were excited about that turned out to be disappointing this year?
I was really excited about our summer vacation this year, because last year it was amazing and so relaxing. But sadly this year it was way too hot and we couldn't really enjoy our time there.We had to go home early.😕
If you draw/write or create in any way, what’s your favorite picture/line/etc from something you created this year?
"They were so close now and if things were different he would take his chance and lean in to kiss the other man. But things weren’t different and slowly Anakin’s heart started to bleed again. The pain was so clear now."
From "Could you be mine?" by Zolita on AO3
What's something you're currently obsessed with?
Flowers. Roses in particular. Everytime I get them as a present or surprise, I start to remember how much I actually love flowers, I'm literally obsessed. ❤️
What's a hidden talent of yours?
I can bend my fingers that far upwards that they create an "L-shape" together with the back of my hand.😅
Are you religious?
Yes, but I'm currently trying to find out a bit more about myself and I need to figure out what part religion is gonna play in my life.
What’s something you wish to have at this moment?
Time, Peace and rose's that bloom forever.💞
I tag everyone that wants to participate!
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Rawr UwU
summary: kazuha comes back from a trip basically and you’re dead or sum
genre: angst
a/n: gn pronouns also ughhh the ending was so rushed because i’m hella tired rn and i don’t have the mental strength to figure out how to end it ugh sorry for this low quality content yall 😕 also sorry if there’s plot holes or sum i just gave up bruh
He said he would be back in “a few days”.
Yet, a “few days” turned into two whole months— two entire months to spend away from your lover. You were worried, of course. What if something happened to him? You don’t doubt his abilities at all; he’s a very strong man who can handle things by himself. But he was only supposed to be in Inazuma to help with the Vision Hunt Decree for a few days, so why is he still there?
Over the course of his travel, he had started sending you letters at some point. Like you, he was fully aware that you were capable of protecting yourself— you had a vision, and that alone is already enough to ensure your safety. But still, even when he knew that you could harbor yourself, he still sent letters; just to make sure that you were okay.
…And he just missed you.
You stepped outside of your small home in Liyue, the grass still soaked from the earlier storm. You spotted a worn-out envenlope on your doorstep, sealed with a red wax stamp in the shape of a leaf. Classic Kazuha.
You opened the envenlope, inside was a small piece of paper that contained subdivisions of words. You mentally smiled, at the fact that Kazuha was still here, on this world, thinking about you.
“Y/n,
My love, everyday feels tedious when i’m across the ocean from you. Vast mountains of Liyue, treacherous storms of Inazuma— neither are able to compare to your natural beatuy and how much i long to see it.
I am currently working with an old friend of mine to cease this dreadful war, and to finally fulfil this vendetta of mine i have against the archon of this land. Apologies for the long absence, we are at stake if we give up now. It isn’t impossible that i could be followed if i make my way back to you, putting you in grave danger.
I hope you’re doing swell yourself, however. i doubt that you’ve been active in any dangerous situation whilst i’m gone, yes? Even so, i have high expectations of you and your strength to do well against opponents. You’re a very strong person, and i believe in your success for every battle yet to come.
I do not have much time left before i must begin final preprerations, so do please take care of yourself whilst i am gone, as i do believe i can come home to you soon.
wishing you the best of health,
Kaedehara Kazuha”
You smiled at the letter he sent you, awaiting his arrival more than ever now that you know he’s alright. You rushed back inside of your home, beginning to scribble down a letter to him in response.
…
He was finally done. Thanks to the Traveler and a few others, the Raiden Shogun had finally been defeated, and Kazuha could return home with ease.
It’s been a while since the last letter he sent, he’s been a bit too busy to write anything to you. However, now that he’s able to finally rest at home with you in Liyue, most of his worries have gone away, knowing that you’re safe.
You are safe, right?
…
As he said goodbye to the Crux Fleet, Kazuha waited on the dock in Liyue Harbor for your arrival. You usually waited for him at the dock every time he came back from any sort of travel, greeting him with hugs he longed to feel for so long. Yet now was different; a little bit.
Kazuha waited for almost an hour for you, yet you never showed up. Oh, right, he never told you that he was coming back home today.
So, he hurried to your home, anticipating the sight of you either sleeping or reading some novel— yet what he saw was not anything close to what he has wished for.
As he made his way to your house, his steps slowed down as his face became visibly pale. Well, there was your house.
Black and burnt.
He rushed in there, hoping you had made it out somehow, but it was too late.
There you were, sprawled out on the ground, covered in ashes. Your vision was dead in your hand, a man right next to you.
“Adeptus Xiao…” Kazuha whispered, recognizing the boy by his choice of attire and his glowing vision. You must’ve called Xiao’s name, it seemed like there was an attack— no, an invasion in your home.
Xiao noticed Kazuha from the corner of his eye, and examined him. He could see the shine of Kazuha’s eyes slowly fade, and how pale his face was compared to the rest of his body.
He stood up and made his way over to Kazuha, his usual stern look becoming more of a guilty look instead.
“I couldn’t save them. It was a large attack it seems, so when they called me, it was too late. It looks like they used their pyro vision, too. That’s probably how the house lit on fire.” Xiao explained, his hand on his chin as he was thinking of the best way to explain this whole situation to Kazuha. Yet he stopped him right there; Kazuha didn’t need any other explanation.
“It’s alright.” Was all he said before he made your way over to your body.
“I’m sorry I wasn’t able to protect you,” Kazuha said in a whisper.
…
A few days past— Kazuha’s life had quickly become more private, and he wasn’t as sociable and charming as he used to be. It just wasn’t the same— he swore to always be there for you, to protect you, and he can’t even do that. So what’s the point of trying to protect Liyue if he can’t even protect you?
#kazuha x reader#kaedehara kazuha#genshin impact#genshin x reader#kazuha angst#genshin angst#angst#fanfiction
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I’m loving your commentary! Outside of Max and Helen what do you think about Season 3? And everyone else? I really agree with your takes on Max, he learns his lesson in one episode but in the next he’s doing the same thing again. I feel like he doesn’t really change. I like him with Helen (I’m caught up) but I keeping waiting for some of the changes to stick with him.
Thank you!! I’m glad there are people who actually read my ranting 😂
I’ve enjoyed season 3 so far but it’s not my favorite. Which I think is mostly the fault of Covid and the changes that needed to be made because of it. A lot of the stories that had been building for seasons had to be stopped because of the pandemic. Mostly I’m talking about Vijay and watching his journey with Ella and her baby (and Karen giving her number to Vijay!!!!). Some random, non Sharpwin thoughts:
- Too many things are happening off camera
- Where’s Cassian? Did he just disappear when Helen broke up with him?
- I wish they’d gotten Anupam Kher to do a phone call or FaceTime scene with Iggy before he left the show 😕
- Lauren and Leyla’s relationship progression has been super cute but I wish we’d seen more! It was like one day they had become 10x closer than they’d been in previous episodes except we have no idea if they’d been hanging out or anything.
- Why has no one thought to hire Mina as Luna’s babysitter? That was my first thought when Max found out that Luna had been kicked out of daycare.
- I love having so much Agnes! I hope Christine Chang gets upgraded to series regular in season 4!
- I could write an entire post on how much I’m loving Iggy’s binge eating disorder story. It’s something I struggled with for years and isn’t a type of ED that people talk about much. They’ve handled it really well so far.
- Speaking of Iggy… the last episode I watched revealed that Chase had tracked down his home address and was seeing Martin. I love a good unhinged ex-patient story so I can’t wait to see how that blows up (pun intended?)
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Reality just bopped me on the head like...
As you might be able to tell based off my age I’m a freshman in highschool but I have two siblings who are older than I, Aidan who’s in college and Marena who after this school year will also be a college student. I also have a younger brother named Tiernan who’s in the 7th grade (middle school). And you see one of the things I’ve come to learn as a sister to 3 siblings is that while being able to grow with them is fun watching them leave the house for good and go into the real world is quite saddening... it really does bring tears to your eyes or at least it does for me... soon after this years summer is over I’ll be seeing my older sister Marena leave our house for college and I’ve been thinking about it more and more as I hear her talking about college applications and other things. Of course I know that both she and Aidan will probably come visit us once in a while, I just wish I could do something to help them a bit. And that they’d be able to visit more than just once in a while. But then it also just hit me that once Marena’s gone... I’ll have to start really thinking about me and my future. And truth be told it terrifies me quite a bit... serious stuff like this always has hence why I love books, movies and anime so very much cause I can escape reality with them. I remember the first September 5th I spent without Aidan being home... see September 5th is Aidan’s birthday and I liked celebrating with him and the rest of my family. It was a bit late that day when I started to be horribly worried that Aidan had spent his birthday all alone. I had ended up putting my anti-social self in his shoes and pictured him being sad and alone in his apartment on his special day because of this I started crying and grabbed my phone to text him but as I started to text I could no longer see the screen cause my tears were blocking my vision so I just let the tears out and cried a bit till my eyes were a bit more stable so to speak then I continued to write my text. Although I still had some troubles texting cause like before tears kept filling up my eyes. But eventually I did and I was genuinely happy to find out that not only had he not spent his birthday alone he had went out to dinner with them and had lived it up that day. That’s when common sense hit me... Aidan is nothing like ME! He’s a very social person and pretty funny too. So of course he had friends to celebrate with. And anyway to summarize what I’ve said... I’m getting more and more scared of the people around me and myself growing up... 😕😞
#my life#life#dirtpie39#siblings#reality#reality check#college#growing up#i speak#marena#aidan#tiernan#me#paula#mosher#i know this entire thing is dumb and cheezy but i wanted to share this somewhere
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anan-san!
Everyone 🍀
The members who were waiting at home who were close contacts, after their quarantine period, and confirming a negative test, will resume activities 🍀
I'm really glad
Chii-chan also! Came back!
I'm really glad!
I will be continuing to wait at home,
and Maria and Mei are resting
But today is,
Wednesday 🎈
Tokyo Sports seires updates today!
Today it also updated
🔵 #66 Its A Once In A Lifetime Thing, So Be Conscientious About It 🔵
I haven't seen anything about this,
about those who are thinking about things in advance......
failure...... 😕😕😕😕😕😕😕😕
this always happens in Tokyo Sports series...... 😕
This guy is my favorite emoji that comes up in the "troubled" area lately 😕😕😕
I'm taking a break from activities but,
I had a shoot before today,
the magazine "anan" released today 🎈
there was a Morning Musume '22 shoot 🎈
(On this day, Ikuta Erina-san was suspected of having covid, and didn't participate in the shoot, but the results turned out to be negative, so she participated in the interview on a later date)
Everyone, is really wonderful...... 🟠
it was pretty mature,
In particular Mei-chan was really cute~!
the expressions and how the bangs felt were also good!
In my personal opinion!
Also, Maria-chan's posing was was just as you'd expect after all......
After my shoot,
it was Maria-chan's shoot,
I enjoyed watching it, 😳❤️
it was also fun for the Cameraman too,
I wanted to do it like her after watching her......
And so, I was like, I wonder if I can do it like that...... 🤭 lol
It was really cool!
I haven't seen it in print yet so,
My heart is pounding on seeing how we have been reflected...
Have you seen it?
What do you think?
Those that haven't seen it yet,
Definitely! Check out this different Morning than usual 🎈
By the way,
When I got to do the shoot,
anan-san had just,
featured Conan!
Nah, anan-san has always featured Conan,
Thank you for it every year,
its a really cool write-up every year,
Its amazing 🤤❤️
But, the interview was reallyyyyy funny!
The interview with Takayama Minami-san,
and Furuya Touru-san!
I was just happy to know the stories!
With Furuya-san's cover 🎈 fufufu
Morning Musume '22,
also had individual interviews,
Ikuta-san also got to talk in the interview so,
By all means check it out, ok 🎈
KENZO-san Produced Video Making
🕺Hello Pro Dance Academy🕺
🕺Amazon prime Video🕺
6/8 release
🟠Chu Chu Chu Bokura no Mirai/Dai Jinsei Never Been Better!🟠
Dai Jinsei Never Been Better!
Chu Chu Chu Bokura no Mirai
I WISH!Thank you!
First come first serve basis
🟠Limsta Internet Sign Meet🟠
September 19th, We'll be performing
🟡Inazuma Rock Fest 2022🟡
🟢Morning Musume 9th, 10th Generation 10th Anniversary BOOK🟢
see you ayumin <3
https://ameblo.jp/morningmusume-10ki/entry-12744734208.html
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