#I’m gonna miss him so bad

[misplacedgamer]

So Noguchi just decided to break all of us one last time before Twitter goes up in flames, holy shit

Also is this confirmation that Deku’s bigger cause that shirt is baggy

(Source)

#bakudeku #bkdk #dkbk #dkbkdk #bnha #mha #hoguchi delivering one last time #I’m gonna miss him so bad #this shit is not platonic #this is ‘I woke up and grabbed the closest shirt on the floor’ vines

[alexturner2005]

i had to put my dog down today 💔💔💔💔💔💔 worst thing i have ever experienced

#he went downhill so fast in the last two days :((((( #couldn’t breathe couldn’t walk wouldn’t eat #he paced from 1pm-1am yesterday without laying down even tho he was so wobbly :((((( #and he was so bad today 😥 #he was the best dog he didn’t deserve lung cancer 💔 #sweetest cutest dog in the world and i have the credentials to say that as someone who worked at a pet store for six years #and met thousands of dogs #we got three and a half extra months with him after we initially were gonna put him down but he bounced back #and then we almost put him down two more times #he tried so hard for us 💔 #living this day four times (with this time being the worst obviously) has been so traumatic #i’m grateful for all the extra time we got but it didn’t make me any more prepared #miss him soooo much already no dog will ever compare 💔💔💔

[mosttsundereofplants]

I’m so glad a lot of the cutscenes trigger from interactions instead of proximity now because it gives me such great opportunities for selfies

if he’s gonna hate me later anyways then it’s okay that i spent 10 minutes taking pictures.

this is the one that would play in a dramatic movie flashback to the good ol’ days

this looks like the picture one of us would have on a dresser to reminisce about when we were friends

dream flashback sequence like when one of us is unconscious or dying

realizing that i am not above consequences :(

i’m not gonna leave him alone until we’re besties again and that is a threat

#pokemon #pokemon sv #pokemon sv dlc #trainer kieran #but really though i’m so normal about him #he’s like a little brother to me. an occasionally feral one that bites #i know the whole plot but i just finished teal mask and it hurts yeah #why does gamefreak now have him actually collapse every time he loses it’s so heartbreaking #something something about the guilt of playing a game and being forced to do something bad for plot progression #i’m gonna bother him incessantly. i miss arven penny and nemona so much i’m going crazy i need more besties #rival kieran #pokemon kieran #kieran pokemon

[nicoscheer]

Ending it with Miles 😭🫶🏽🥹 we’re gonna cry so bad.

But also I love this so much cause like obviously the band and the management heard all the hateful ‘fans’ back when they had to cancel Marlay Park because Alex dared to get laryngitis and this; giving them not only one but 3/4 shows with Miles and an access code is so hilarious to me cause like yeah you very fuckin nasty and disgusting but here ya go ya lil shits now what do you say (pretty please) like this makes all those haters look sooo incredibly dumb and childish (like no patience at all obviously they need time to schedule and arrange all the venues and what not, like have some faith in them just lean back and trust) anyways long story short love this move

I’m having a mental breakdown

Miles via email

#22/08/2023 #holy shit I just woke up #Arctic monkeys #also love that picture of Alex #only Alex could feel so bad about having to cancel one show that he gives us 4 shows 🫶🏽🥹 and Miles #uff the car is not gonna be the first tour without Miles as support/opening act #ending a (near exact) year long tour in Miles’ arms for four days befor riding off into the sunset with him 💅 #I would seriously go complete ignoring my bank account but Uni starts literally that week and I can’t miss that first week for my life fuck #Instagram #I can’t wait for their smiles and hugs #all his friends posting bout miles joining AM 🫠😭🥹 #I’m counting on Rosie to be mothering and giving us videos backstage of them two #I died dead #how Alex probably returned from his holiday in Italy and then met up with Miles when he had finished his promo tour and they were #just sitting on the settee drinking and chatting and then Alex asks him if Miles would like to join them for Ireland and on both their faces #a gigantic smiles just blooms and they grin at each other like the stupid lovesick idtios that they are before going in for one of their #trademark hugs and just cuddling and whispering to each other what they’ll do in Ireland together and and 😭😭 #also like this screams we needed to find a opening act in short notice so we obviously Turned to Miles and that’s so sweet it’s like yeah we #know he’ll always have our back just like we have his #Miles kinda feels like the peace offering here 🤣 #also like yes they’ll have endless time after the fourth gig but also before that because the monkeys are done on the 7th in America so they #have an entire week before that first Ireland gig just to practice (new/old songs) and spend time together #okay but hear me out what if: Miles Kane and the death ramps comeback ?!! huh what then

[ghost-proofbaby]

i’ve said it once, i’ve said it twice, i’ll say it a million times — writing willow and eddie will always feel like coming home to me. i know eddie x oc isn’t popular but- god, these idiots are so near and dear to my heart.

#i had to reread chapter 21 of shire for the scene i’m writing and i just #they were just babies #their early interactions will always get to me #eddie making jokes about sacrificing people in the woods?? subtly trying to remind willow of his reputation?? #willow not even so much as flinching and going on to show just how comfortable she had grown so quickly with him???? #the way she trusted him so ardently??? #the way he always saw bravery in her and had unwavering faith in her?? #god #sometimes when i reread it i can’t fathom that *I* wrote this shit #the metaphor of her running right into the water being her running right into the relationship with eddie??? #IDK WHO WROTE THIS BUT IT CERTAINLY COULDNT HAVE BEEN ME WHAT THE FUCK #ITD BE AN HONOR MISS JENKINS WHAT THE FUCK #THEIR ALMOST KISS WAAAHHH #‘don’t die on me’ hehehehe #aw no it’d be a shame if he ever had to say that in a serious context #psh no it wasn’t foreshadowing on my part ever who would do that #a monster that’s who #wow those of you that read my tags are gonna have a fuckin field day my bad #mordor #hailey shut up #hailey talks too much

[songtwo]

idk i think my bf might be developing a drinking problem and i just don’t know what to do…..

#it’s been going on for a couple of months now but he promised he would stop and he had been doing well until today…. #and it’s like. on one hand i never wanted to be w an alcoholic and i told him straight so he promised it would stop #but on the other hand i can’t just abandon him #and it’s like we used to go out a lot and party but like. that was it but ever since he met this guy he just gets lost when he drinks w him #and the thing was he got like aggressive like he didn’t do anything to me and i can’t really explain it but he just wasn’t himself #and like. we talked about it a million times and it’s not like it happens every week #it’s been like 5 times since december #but 3 have been on the past month alone #and two weeks ago it got bad like he almost got into an accident #and like i’m not even physically w him anymore like we really only see each other once a week since i moved #and from the very first time it happened i told him i couldn’t be w him if it kept happening #and after that incident two weeks ago he swore it was the last time but it just happened again #by the way he and that guy get wasted it really is a miracle they get home alive #and like. idk what to do #i really don’t want to be w someone like this #and i hate feeling like this like if i were to think only about myself i don’t want this i hate feeling like this #but i also can’t abandon him #like not even bc i would miss him or whatever i just wouldn’t feel good leaving him alone #but like i don’t want to live like this #maybe i’ll ask for some time to just figure things out #but it’s gonna suck so bad bc we were supposed to see kendrick lamar next week and then we already had plans for his bday and omfg #i don’t wanna leave but i don’t want things to be like this either #and i asked him to stop and gave him multiple chances but idk #i just don’t know what to do #i love him endlessly but i need to put myself first but i can’t abandon him:( #and our 1.5 anniversary was also next week….. #but i think time is the sanest and safest thing right now

[eddiemunsn]

wish i was snuggling in bed with eddie after getting home from the hospital, all of his booboos patched up with bandaids, stitches, and smooches for good measure. he deserves a fat blunt and millions of kisses and to watch his favorite movies with his favorite people while eating his favorite foods. he should be alive and healing, safe from all the danger and so very loved. dead or not, he will always be my hero, my big-hearted lovely little scrungly nerdy metal head pretty boy

#i miss him #not me typing this while wearing an eddie tshirt #with two eddie bracelets on and an eddie phone charm #girl get your shit together #i just miss him so much and it hurts like can this stop now please ?? #my eyes are stinging so fucking bad because i need to cry but i have no tears left #it’s moments like these where my neurodivergency really starts to show up and it sucks #just adds a little cherry on top of hyperfixating on a character #like you put too much salt in your stew #anyways i’m gonna try and find a way to distract myself now i guess #stranger things 4 #stranger things #eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #stranger things 4 spoilers #st4 spoilers

[redjukebox]

I still can’t believe Gegg is fucking dead

I’m going to forever miss my favorite autism representative </3

#qsmp #qsmp gegg #brooooo #I was so fucking sad when watching that stream #i’m gonna miss him so much #:((((( #he was my favorite autism #besides slime himself of course #idk if Charlie’s autistic but he is to me #he is autism representative 2 #Gegg could’ve been such a good president too #I have a lot of hope for bad begahera and mike tho #they are Gegg🫡 #we are Gegg🫡

[sunglassesmish]

i just love how jensen posted not one thing about the finale of his own show, no live tweeting no nothing. 🤭 on another note i like drake's tweet with "no goodbyes". ♥️ also jojo on instagram "see ya later, carlos". 🖤 it would be such a shame to not get another season with this incredible talented cast, so let's hope for the best. i liked the way it ended, it's open for so many possibilities, here's to hoping they'll get the chance to tell the story.

yes to all of this!! i really hope they have a second season. 😞

#anon #ask #spnwin spoilers #the winchesters spoilers #i just want cas back so bad i’m sorry i have dean and i’m gonna stare at him for a while but #i miss my cas so bad and i’m about to cry now #like not saying this has to do with the prequel and why didn’t they bring cas back #but it just hit me how much i miss him.

[mishtershpock]

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#i’m here properly for the first time all weekend because i saw my fav band again last night <3 <3 #and i’m sorry. what the FUCK have i missed #more 7x06 promo with drunk buddie?? #buck’s arm around eddie?? #eddie getting his shirt sleeves ripped off?? #buck and eddie dj-ing with drag queens?? #journalists making sus tweets about the episode?? max gao refusing (for once lol) to comment until it airs?? #a buddie journalist tweeting the karaoke still and saying the episode was amazing?? #another journalist saying she’s already got a buddie theory after watching it?? #joaquin sedillo liking a tweet about an almost kiss?? #i’m so scared lmao. which way is this gonna go. is this gonna be bad or good for us #and the lack of chimney promo is WORRYING ME. like we know he’s fine but #where the hell is he and what happens to him. my guy #godspeed to us all. 7x06 is gonna be the death of me (hopefully in a good way)

[inkykeiji]

so i’m finally catching up on jjk because i was like 9 episodes behind whoops and i just,,, i’m having so much trouble actually focusing and paying attention. my issue with jjk is that i LOVE the characters—i think they’re great and fun and so, so interesting, and i love their dynamics with one another—but the story itself, like the plot n all that, bores me to absolute tears 。ﾟ(ﾟﾉД｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

it’s quite well written, i think, but i’m (personally!) just having such a hard time actually feeling invested in it :(

#choso’s kinda cute tho #idk #but yeah i feel like the story and the world/lore i just ??? cant get into??? #i think that’s why it took me like what??? two times??? three times??? for the series to finally stick when i kept trying it a few years ago #i dunno!! this is obviously just my personal opinion too #i don’t think the story/plot is bad at all #i’m just so bored HAHA #it’s weird because i read the manga up until a certain point #i dunno maybe i just need to try paying harder attention???????? #i feel like i’m missing details that are probably very #important #idk! i’m gonna keep watching n all that #and i still want to write for gojo regardless because i love him as a character #but yeah #this is just me spilling my thoughts into the void <3 #clari chatters #inky.jjk

[freckledgeto]

i shouldve studied something else i should’ve done stem

#GUUUUUYYYSSSUUAUAUUUHGGAHUHGHH #i am so so so dumb and stupid truly i can feel like brain smoothing as the seconds pass #i feel like i’m gonna die someday and they’re gonna take my brain out and it’s gonna look like a bowling ball bc of how smooth it is AUUAUGH #yesterday a girl at this party asked me what my major was and i said gd and she was like ‘do you love it?!’ and i just 😃☝🏼🧍🧍🧍🧍🧍 #GGAAAAHHWHHHHUHHHHHUH I DOOO I LOVE IT I THINK BUT IM SO SCAAARREDD I FEEL LIKE IM BAADDDDDD AND IT MAKES ME THINK I DONT LIKE IT TTTT #I DONT LIKE BEING BAAADDDUUUHAHGHGHIHGH HOW HARD CAN IT BE. #AND I LOVE SCIENCE SO MUCUUUUCH BUT MY BRAIN HAS SMOOTHED BEYOND REPAIR I KNWO I WOULD BE BAD #BUT IF I STARTED OUT DOING IT MAYBE I WOULDNT BE SO BAD. AUUGGHH #maybe my smooth brain would not be so smooth. god. i love science #i loved biology i loved oceanography i LOOOVE CHEMISTRY AUUGH #and if covid don’t happen i would’ve taken physics and probably hated it but maybe i wouldn’t and maybe i would like astrophysics #and maybe i would go to space. covid ruined my chances of going to space and turning my brain smooth #whatever whatever whatever i like being an artist it’s fine i love being a graphic designer i love being an illustrator i love it #it would just be very very nice if i didn’t feel dumber than everyone around me all the time when having conversations #and it would be nice to not be. so so scared of my job all the time #whatever whatever #sorry #🌙.txt #i love science #my high school chemistry teacher also redacted after i graduated an do liked him a lot so that makes me miss chemistry even more. WHATEVER #sorry i’m done

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

skipping class for the first time in my life bc my professor has covid and he sent out an email saying we’re having class and he’s asymptomatic and will wear a mask per cdc guidelines even tho he’s past the 5 day required isolation period. like. great whatevs but have you actually tested negative

update: the answer was no he had not

#stressed as FUCK #it’s fine we have a textbook and he doesn’t take roll #hoping he doesn’t do an extra credit activity but if i miss it for the sake of my health so be it #i have to go home afterwards anyway bc i have an appointment the next day with my thyroid dr #stressed abt that too bc my mum has dropped all precautions as if she isn’t in her 60s and didn’t lose her husband to covid #and idk what my sibling is doing but i know they’ve stopped masking at their practices and i wouldn’t be surprised if they stopped masking #all together. they also only wear cloth masks but at least it was something #idk i just feel like im the only one not ignoring it. like. when my dad got sick i asked him early on if he could smell and he was like #‘I’m just congested’ and my mum was like ‘no he’s just sick it’s not covid’ and then we waited until it was too late #like. i tell my mum that there’s nothing we could have done bc i don’t want her to feel guilty but like #idk. part of me thinks that if people had just listened to me and gotten him tested earlier and not lived in denial that maybe he’d still be #here. and my mum is pretty healthy but again she’s in her 60s. i don’t want to lose another parent to covid. or if she gets it and has it #bad or ends up with long covid then im gonna have to come home to take care of her or. idek. like i don’t live at home anymore so i can’t #pick up the slack if something happens to her. and my sibling definitely can’t #it’s so stressful. did we not watch the same process of my dad rapidly deteriorating. by the time we took him to the hospital he looked like #a corpse. he was completely grey and his eyes were glazed and he couldn’t even sit up or wave goodbye. has she just forgotten that happened #am i the only one who remembers watching my dad deteriorate in front of us #vent tw #covid tw

[trashmagic333]

me if i never spoke to that older guy online who broke my heart🙌🙌🙌💕💓💗💕💖🏞️💐🌷🌼🌴🌹🌺🌸

#older guys #a #i miss him so bad #crying all day #i wish i could tell someone about him #sobbing mess #his account got deleted n i can’t find him anymore i’m gonna kms😂😂 #i hate the internet i need to find him againnnnnn #vent post

[lilgynt]

honestly fine with gale as far as how he responds and feels about counter violence to the capitol like i get why katniss is like i hate how he treats innocent human beings like they’ve personally responsible for his suffering and doesn’t know about taking a life up close like she’s right but also he’s thinking big picture during a war and doesn’t help most of his thoughts about the capitol or said war are proven right - like when he’s like is it safe to have everyone gathered here at the hospital and katniss is thinking yeah this can’t be healthy or encourage healing and he’s thinking no they’re gonna be targeted bc they can’t run and are useless for capitol use and bam what happens. he’s right in his own way half the time but what annoys the fuck me about him is him being like so pushy about his feelings even when he KNOWS katniss is completely oblivious to that kind of stuff and keeps blindsiding her with it and getting mad at her for not knowing what to do with that info even with the fact that she found out at like. the worst time of her life when she was stuck in a situation she would have a very hard time getting out of safely with everyone she loves and holds it against her she cares about peeta at all and the whole you only care about me in pain and all i could think is i’ll never compete with how much pain peeta is in so i lost it’s like so you understand how katniss operates is mostly out of concern and worry romantically wise bc she hasn’t had a chance to care about this shit outside of like oh who i am hurting/killing with my choices and then are STILL like im gonna kiss her then stop bc she’s obviously not into it at the moment for the right reasons and it’s like kissing drunk i get he’s like a teenager and is a dumb shit but also leave that girl alone for the love of GOD

#personal #like sorry! i’m gonna like peeta more where they have scenes #where katniss actively seeks him out after nightmares and refuses to let his hand go #where they spend their last free day just hanging out and cuddling and she’s like okay. to letting this moment go on forever #when she thinks about kissing him she’s like yeah it felt nice and had a suprising heat and i miss it now that i can actually think about #and in general seems like every moment isn’t spent feeling super guilty or worrying about his feelings #like that’s a large bit of it but more circumstancal than like. something that would happen with peeta #but with gale katniss is like i just want my friend back i feel bad i hurt his feelings like this #how can i make him feel better i wish it was like before and she’s constantly throwing out olive branches #and gale is upset with nearly choice she makes so yeah i get why she’s like okay yeah ill kiss him see if that helps #and in her mind it’s like peeta equals the capitol getting what they want and that path #holds so much danger and just. acceptance of the awful life ahead of her #so even if she does talk about his long eyelashes at length i could see why she’s like confused about feelings for him #and gale seems like okay picking him is picking a different life even she’s not actively picking him for him #does this make sense i don’t know but i get peeved during gale katniss scenes like give that girl a BREAK. #she’s been through two hunger games is obviously fucked up dealing with a lot of background drama and obviously cares about the people #around her stop being so fuckin mean #like they have nice scenes but it’s not their romantic scenes for sure #she feels safe with gale wants him around and they have nice banter but he keeps fucking it up with this i love you crap #even when he realized he likes her like damn.

[kavehater]

I wish I could inject pasilyo into my brain so I can have permanent happiness

#There’s this specific part of the song #It srsly alters my brain chemistry #Anyways #i hate tumblr sm #Idk like I Gen hate being on here sm #No matter what account I make no matter if I tell ppl about it whether I don’t tell ppl I just hate this place soooo much #Like if I have a following it sucks because it’s rlly lonely if I don’t it’s still lonely and then if there’s nobody at all it’s lonely #Loneliness is what got me to discord boy so like :D #The fact I am genuinely missing him sm I’m gonna krill myself 😻🙏 #Also I think I hate talking to minors cause these kids be letting themselves get groomed all the time I’m so tired of seeing it #The creep in my course is being so weird to Raisa who is a minor … I can’t help but think it’s all my fault … I invited her to the pharm gc #To show her how messy it was …. #I didn’t expect her to follow and accept requests of everyone … #Anyways I just am so annoyed. Like I wish I could have one person just one where I can be confident in being their no.1 but every time I th #Think I’m maybe somewhere high up on someone’s list of important ppl I realise I overestimated my position even tho I’m rlly self conscious #And being myself down over that. Also I still hate Eid. I hate Eid sm. How do ppl genuinely enjoy Eid. Idk if I’ve ever been excited for Ei #It’s like I’m just suddenly getting more sick of ppl by the day. I Gen don’t like talking to ppl at all even tho I used to rely on talking #To others like its sustenance now it’s just such a hassle to me because I’m so sick of being unimportant to literally every single person I #Have ever known. Literally everyone except maybe dahlia idk. the only person who has never gotten mad/snapped at me o is dahlia #And knowing my luck that will soon be taken from me too. Anyways good riddance to tumblr i loathe this site and im sick of the mind games #All the time from just existing on here. Gen makes me feel ill. I’m so sick of that girl I like and sick of everyone. The only time ppl car #Is when I cause a scene. And ykw atp I loathe being showed sympathy and pity for these sorts of posts because it just feels like a big joke #Cause why couldn’t you just care when I was fine. Why do you ONLY care when I’ve had enough of your bad behaviour. How does one make someon #Like me go mad with all these things #Istg if I come back to this dumb site whether to this acc to the tora one or my other account everyone has permission to beat me up. #dora daily #Tldr;I HATE ppl and everyone ever + I’m just sick of pretending like everyone doesn’t suck cause how can ppl be so insufferable intolerable #Insane horrible in every way and ppl like them. How do they live with themselves when they’re this aggravating. Every day I hate ppl more #Because their mannerisms their everything is just so embarrassing. #Essay tags 😻😻😻