#I'll take this any day of the week

[geekgirles]

A biracial lesbian couple? In my Ghostforce? It's more likely than you think.

#ghostforce #zag #zagtoon #zag heroez #liv baker #Andy baker #mike collins #mist #fury #crush #glowboo #to be perfectly honest #these two ladies sort of feel like a shout-out to Miss Caline and her partner #but considering it took Miraculous Ladybug seven fucking years to unambiguously portray queer couples and Julerose STILL isn't confirmed... #I'll take this any day of the week #thank you very much #lesbian #wlw #queer #lgbt #lgbtqia #lgbtqi community #lgbtqiia+ #lgbt representation #sapphic #woc #black women

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4 (soon))

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan wangji #Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU #I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track) #The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more. #I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by #and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles! #Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise! #I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space. #It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is #You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together: #I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper. #I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything. #You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there. #Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite. #day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less: #'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all) #This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly. #(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)

[icewindandboringhorror]

Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!

#cats #holiday #OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few #days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below) #My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart #rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart #so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag #and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day #last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few #hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent #ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect #because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make #me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these #'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a #few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is #getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better #and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo #I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm.. #pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c #Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after #like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread... #I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was #doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally #ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully #whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos #ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever. #And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely #though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart #stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive #things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***

[royalarchivist]

Techno imitating Phil and his iconic “Hey mate” line during MCC5

#Technoblade #Philza #Phil #MCC #Emerald Duo #subtitles #I'm making a highlights compilation of Techno's old MCC vods #but I'm posting this now because these two are my favorite #and also the current highlights compilation for MCC 5's vod is 13 minutes long #so it's going to take a hot minute for me to figure out how / where I want to cut that up #or whether I want to compile it into something shorter #I don't actually know if I'll subtitle that whole thing #Ideally? I'd love to #realistically? I don't have the time and also my back neck hands and eyes are killing me #I'm on the computer all day for work so even the video editing stuff is a pushing it a little for me #I wouldn't mind getting paid by a CC to do this kind of clips stuff officially #but I don't think any of them would actually pay a fair wage #and idk how many hours a week that would be #still. something I am considering #I work for a nonprofit rn so I'll probably get a second job sometime eventually #but before this current job I worked 5 jobs and god forbid I ever have to do that again #that was a very rough 2 and a half years #anyways enough personally chit-chat in the tags I hope you are all doing well #and if you guys have any opinions on whether you want one shorter compilation or 2 longer compilations lemme know #Subtitles #Edited

[memen18-m5r3]

the meanest of them all 👎👁👅👁

#animation #ice pick lodge #тургор #тургор тиран #the void #tension #maybe one day i'll go truly crazy and animate all brothers #not any time soon though this took me two weeks straight 😭 #it was a cool experience but my pc didn't take it too well lmao

[jewishcissiekj]

working on the Asajj recommendations again

#daily asajj thought of the day #it won't take me long to see if i'm adding some canon short stories and do the legends section #but then i still need to start and finish brotherhood to see if it goes on the list too #kindly ignore the grammarly lines my spelling is really that bad #in any case i'll probably be done with the recs by the end of the week? hopefully #btw rn the recs are dooku jedi lost two comic issue and one short comic story #but that's just canon #for legends i'll probably put the cestus deception and/or dark rendezvous #and my fav comic issues

[puppygirlgirldick]

new entry for the "doing hot girl shit" list: talking in an incredibly supportive space with incredibly supportive people and constantly second guessing the things i say and terminology i use and the things i experience when trying to relate and emphasize with the afab folks there, none of whom who would bat an eye or glance askance at any of the things i'm self-conscious over.

#being transfeminine is being in a constant state of hypervigilance even when you're in a place where you know you're safe #because the world is designed to make you feel like your identity and sense of self can be ripped away at any moment if you fuck up #no matter how much your friends and family reassure you that it won't. but i'll still take it over pretending to be cis any day of the week

[maximkischin-e]

castlevania game and bloodstained fans! would you ever be interested in joining a CVBS-focused drawpile sometime?

netflix fans: you will not be singled out if you'd like to join! but just please be aware that the focus will be on castlevania and bloodstained games :]

bloodstained fans: the session will be CVBS and similar titles, but i'd be happy to host a separate session sometime as well :D

feel free to reblog!

#castlevania #castlevania game #akumajou dracula #bloodstained #ritual of the night #curse of the moon #mine #poll #if people are interested i'll try to gauge people's freetime! #i'm in EST personally and i'm free on weekdays #each response has a reason for being there so please answer truthfully! thanks :D #so if there's people who aren't artists or are unused to any of the software i can help you learn to use it #i'm not a fan of the week-long duration so i'll just take a tally of the results every day

[lucyvaleheart]

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#supposed to log good things #most of day was negative feelings and sadness #then. i remember feeling good #and then. tthe good went away #rreplaxed with the usual self doubt and loathing #the feelings of undesirability #the wish that i was. attractive in any way to anyone close to me that anyone wanted to. touch me #that i wasn't horrifically gross and disgusting #do the people who hold me do it out of pity? am i really so awful #pictures get a lot of praise #sometimes #less so lately #maybe the novelty of my personality has worn off #maybe seeing how broken i am #such a shambling wailing mess of a girl #....has made people realize how ugly i am #i don't know. its hard to care most nights #I'm supposed to feel better in the mornings #i don't usually #I used to #now i just feel..... dead inside #like a walking corpse #some part of me wants to make that reality #sigh. #anyway. #im sorry you had to read this whoever you are that's made it this far #it's a cry for help but my discord status says don't message me so it's. probably not gonna get much lol #.....i guess uh. if you've read this far and do want to say something you can take this tag in particular as a one time pass to do so #....i make no guarentees I'll respond but i will guarentee that i won't kill myself. at least not tonight or even any time this week

[front-facing-pokemon]

#manectric #i woke up at like noon today y'all i'm queuing this after work. i forgot about it all day and i was about to hop on totk #but i got the reminder to do it. so here i am. with manectric #el woowoo‚ if you will #a lot happened. yesterday. it was not a very good day. which is why i woke up so late. it was a little bit rough. but i guess it's a new day #so. it'll get better. planning on Not Doing Shit today or tomorrow to compensate for all the Bullshit that happened yesterday #hoping you all are doing well. one week from today (friday june sixteenth) i'll be hopping on a flight for the first time in 10 years #looks like according to the queue this will actually go up the day before we leave. so‚ to you guys‚ i'll be heading out tomorrow #which is scary a little bit. last time i flew i had no idea i was autistic‚ but now that i've come up with a lot of better accommodations #for myself and i understand myself a lot better and my needs‚ i'm realizing a lot of my accommodations just aren't gonna make it through TSA #plus it's a lot of unfamilarity with unfamiliar people and an unfamiliar environment which i feel like is gonna lend itself to sensory #overload like Immediately and i'm probably gonna get a headache bc that's how it manifests for me #so when we get there i'm probably gonna have to run to the nearest pharmacy. and grab some shit. which is annoying! so. i'm a little #worried. about the trip. NONE OF HTIS IS ABOUT MANECTRIC SORRY #this is a pokémon i have a hard time caring about outside of its involvement as the leader of the electrike in amp plains #that's about it #any tips from frequent flyers who are autistic would be greatly appreciated. not even just about flying but about like. going to unfamiliar #places on the other end of the country and stuff. i feel like that's what i'm most worried about even though i'm worried abt all of it #also hi i'm writing these tags from day-of. like the actual day this is going to post. me from a week ago sure did know what she was talking #about! anyway. i'm. gonna like. take my meds now goodBye see you all when this Posts in a few hours

[chirpsythismorning]

☎️🎲 🤼‍♂️ ✈️🚪 ➡️ 🫀🎮⌛️

Don't Dream It's Over by Crowded House

previous ⏪︎ now playing back to playlist

#byler #stranger things #bizarre love triangle playlist #mike wheeler #mike’s pov #this just feels like a really good song to end the playlist #it fits well with mike bc he just reassured will in the cabin that they would kill vecna together #and now they're standing here together #'there's a battle ahead. many battles are lost. but you'll never see the end of the road while you're traveling with me' #'now i'm walking again to the beat of the drum and i'm counting the steps to the door of your heart' #yeah idk about ya'll but i'll take a door/heart reference any day of the week #'only shadows ahead--get to know the feeling of liberation and release' aka shit is about to go down folks....... #'hey now hey now don't dream it's over' #sort of reassuring from a byler standpoint that although this ending might have felt hopeless in a lot of ways... like a lot. #mike is telling us through his actions as we near the end (reassuring will/choosing to stay by will's side): 'don't dream its over' #'they come they come to build a wall between us. we know they wont win' #this feels poetic bc a large chunk of the audience might still be in denial about the possiblity of mike and will even despite this shot #but the writers have made it clear with literally everything thats built up to this point that 'we wont let them win' #whether it be vecna or denyers #other lyrics in the song just fit really well with the overall ending of s4 in general #'there's a hole in the roof' was one that was a little too on the nose #'my possessions are causing me suspicions but there's no proof' reminds me of will telling mike he senses vecna again (superspy encore?) #'in the paper today tales of war and of waste-' #again trying to emulate going out on this sort of hopeful note with the doom of apocalypse right before us #4x09 #gif

[urlocallesbiab]

sorry to everyone who's been missing me/waiting for something from me, i've been slipping in and out of depressive fog for a week or two (and in general have experienced significantly worse depression than normal for a couple years, but that’s another story)

i long to get back, too; a lot of things to read and ideas to write and people to talk to. love y'all, take care

#signed: vika's ghost #also i've caught a cold so there's that too #terribly sorry for being overdramatic i'm just... tired of being tired and i wanted to talk about it a little bit #it's very important for me to talk about everything that's wrong with me. i tend to avoid that but now i'm trying to learn and to make peace #creative drive and ability to hold thought-out conversations keep slipping out of my graps and it kinda hurts more #— in a good cathartic sort of way but painful nonetheless — to remember what they felt like at all #i miss wanting to work on my wip and i miss having the attention span to write out headcanon and i miss having headcanons #and i miss talking to my fandom friends #(i did it just last week but i already miss it. it's one of the things i'd like to be able to do every day) #and i miss the ability to connect with art and i miss the ability to focus on written word and i miss commenting #and i miss discussing ideas and i miss interacting and i miss having fun. god i just miss having fun. #kp my apologies for not making much progress on bb&b; myself my apologies for not writing any of my other wips or outlines or posts; #da gc gang my apologies for not following up on any of the things; every fic writer whose work ended up in my to-read pile IM SORRY #jack & kp specifically i love your stuff #also jack my apologies for taking a While; & the rd gc apologies for never writing out any of the cool au thoughts i'd had after some point #really，i've been meaning to. everything requires way too much effort. everyone is so fun and i miss having fun #take care，remember me fondly，i'll be back，please stand by #if tomorrow morning i find this embarrassing i'll chalk it up to a fever or something. #idc i'm allowed to have it. world won't blow up if i'm embarrassing on the internet once or twice or honestly even forever #vikarambles #vent

[la-galaxie-langblr]

screech

#tag rant incoming #the wait until results day is killing me #6 days 17 hours until I log onto ucas and see where I'm going in less than a month #time will not go faster no matter what i do I'm an anxious mess all the time and all I look forward to is going to bed so when i wake up #there's 1 less day to wait #I want to get into my first choice so so so badly and I'm not sure how I'll take it if I don't #my second choice is an equally good uni and course but it's just not the same to me #I'll go anyway if that's what ends up happening cus I know I'll enjoy it eventually but yeah #god has a plan everything happens for a reason etc etc but I'm Scared™ #ok positives #today i bought my new laptop that I've been saving for for months - there wasn't any in stock at currys so I'll have to wait for delivery #so now I can finally join discord calls and make silly PowerPoints again #the end of my job is in sight - I wasn't put on the schedule for my last week so now I just have 2 ish weeks to go #on Monday I'm going round to a friend's to play stardew valley #rwrb movie comes out tomorrow #no matter what happens on results day my friends and I are going to a gay bar in Belfast which I'm so excited for #followed by a sleepover with another friend #the future is happening very soon and it's very overwhelming but I will get through it #I am just the unfortunate combination of anxious and impatient #ellis exclaims

[tcustodisart]

I need to draw her more often...

#oc #oc:robin #and i need to draw more in general #this week has been CRAZY #beside going to work i was also going to my parents to switch my mom in taking care of my grandma #who has to lay in bed 24/7 after she broke [idk how it's in english and i don't want to google it right now] #on top of everything my whole apartment is a mess because i found bedbugs on monday #so everything went to the washing machine #and i disassembled my bed and had to look and clean everywhere/everything #besides two bugs (one adult and one larva) I didn't find a nest #so it's either good or bad idk #good that there's no nest or bad that there is one but hidden very well #(mind you i checked even behind wallpaper) #(my whole bedroom was empty for 4 days) #(i even borrowed a pressure washer from my neighbor a #and used it on any small slit/gap/idk which one #where the bugs could hide) #it's been crazy #tomorrow I'll be building a new pc on top of everything #so fingers crossed that i'll have a working pc after that... #sorry you had to read it

[mattodore]

good afternoon everyone <3 i totally meant to pop back in before i went to bed last night but i ended up staying up all night editing photos so

#river dipping #love using this photo with like. zero correlation to what i'm saying. kendall babygirl i miss you every day #but anyway................. this edit i made before i fell asleep................ :3c #it was ORIGINALLY just supposed to be the screenshot i'd use for that ask i got about mattodore's morning/night routines #but what started out as me being like oh let me fix the coloring turned into like. trying to edit light for the second time ever #and now the image is the background on my laptop so :3c i like it a lot #actually like it so much that i kind of just want to post this on it's own? #AND i was thinking maybe i can FINALLY make an actual pinned navigation post using it #idk... #also . #when i show you what this pose i made weeks ago is . lmao #i forgot what it was and i had trouble even finding it in pose player bc i didn't really label it properly #it literally just said ''AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA dog'' #if you want to take a guess on what this could have POSSIBLY have been #i was just going to share them without really doing any editing but ykw... let me fix the clipping first and then i'll share #you will definitely know what i'm talking about when i post it #matthias........................ seek help . #urgently

[dredshirtroberts]

yeah guys idk I'm just thinking maybe the lightheadedness and desire to sit down about halfway through putting away groceries my whole life might not have just been a reaction to the way my parents were when i was a kid and the accompanying anxiety and sudden flurry of movement, but also possibly maybe i have a Health Thing about this...

#thank god i finally scheduled that doctor's appointment #Jan 15 cannot come quickly enough tbh #like i've streamlined getting shit put away and i hurry as soon as the wooziness starts hitting because i know i'm on borrowed time #and that's when the trauma reaction kicks in of ''i can't stop halfway through i'll be in trouble'' anxiety #because i *enjoy* putting away groceries and organizing the kitchen #i just also can't without a lot of assistance and plenty of spoons and time to prepare myself physically and mentally beforehand #this post brought to you by i had this realization doing the groceries and now i'm having like a lot of thoughts about it #i can't do it all in one go ever and i have never been able to without someone else handling about half of it #no matter how much i get or of what i can only get about half put away before time's up and i gotta sit down #it's why so much of my food was non-perishable when i was on my own #cause i'd get the cold things put away because they *had* to be #and then i couldn't physically do any more - especially if the groceries that week were more cold than non-perishable #but like yeah if i had to stop or take a break in putting away the groceries (despite also having gone to the grocery store #and walked around the whole store and grabbed items AND carried the heavy things into the house because i was the heavy lifter #AND i was in sports and had probably either just done a lot of exercise or was still in recovery from the day before/earlier that day) #i got fussed at for not helping out #so that's fucked up and fuck my mom actually she sucks #ugh