#I'm just rambling at this point

[poisonedfate]

the thing is, THE THING IS, that above it all was the love that merlin and arthur had for each other. no matter if you think it's platonic, romantic, some kind of fusion between the two, who cares, because it was love in its purest form. yeah, their fates were intertwined, destiny and all, and, yes, loyalty is loyalty even without your heart on your sleeve, and, yes dying for each other really wasn't unseen in those corners of the universe. but they didn't have to do it for love. they could've stuck with the destiny or the loyalty. they could've stuck with caring just enough. but did they? no. love in its purest form is a choice you actively make. and they kept making that choice over and over and over again, despite the fact that they needed each other either way. and yeah, maybe it was doomed. maybe exactly that was the nail in their coffin, but could they have done it any other way, even if they knew it all?

#i'm just rambling at this point #need to be detained #merthur detox STAT #i mean honestly #where's the whimsy #can't i just be funny or something #anyways #bbc merlin #merthur

[ask-dr-zor]

🪡i hate myself. 🪡fine say that i am doing this for attention i don't care. 🪡 every relationship i have, i break. 🪡i just wanted us to be friends buggy. 🪡that's why i wanted you to be my vessel. 🪡so we could be together.

#fuck you luna #fuck you entities #i KNOW you can see this #might send myself to the void #idk #i'm just rambling at this point #no one cares so why even try

[frenchgremlim1808]

i thought everybody understood that since it was implied in the chapter but no, alice never killed midori, that was a doll he sent of himself. there was no blood nothing and it could still work for a minute that was not midori, he framed alice.

And people could say but he doesn't have the right to lie but like he didn't lie, legally he is a dead, and a doll is still technically him, he did kill sou just a ai version of him. Also it wouldnt make sense that he would be so scared of death if he already died.

also i'm pretty sure the reason sou was taken away from his right of playing in the death game was more a question of honor considering asunaro, he failed with alice and died like an idiot, because of that he left whatever was his goal to do with shin. That shows that in reality he acted like a failure, and so as a second chance they gave him the right to be a floormaster, and he failed in the end since he died like an idiot. he is a failure.

also also the goal of the murder game for asunaro was just to kill somebody really, that why they send the dolls to do so, that why midori thought of tag game, it was all to just kill somebody anybody to reduce the numbers, it was to gain time. in logic route they did well since two people died. they have to reduce the numbers since the final main game will happen soon and they need 3 people for this.

#yttd #your turn to die #kimi ga shine #sou hiyori #midori yttd #alice yabusame #can't wait for keiji to die/hj #I'm just rambling at this point

[fluffy-lovely-clouds]

About to start my Marvel movie journey folks, wish me luck

#It's gonna take forever watching all these #I didn't think there were actually that many movies until I got on to Disney plus and started scrolling through all of them #Eh it doesn't matter I'll have a good time #Oh God wait there's all those series I almost forgot #And the cartoons... #Damn #Its. It's fine it's just gonna take me forever #IF I CAN BINGE WATCH EVERY MUPPET SHOW EPISODE ALONG WITH ALL THE AVAILABLE MUPPET MOVIES THERE ARE IN A THREE MONTH SPAN THEN I CAN DO THE #SAME WITH THIS MARVEL LOAD LET'S GOOO #I'm just rambling at this point #I already know I'm gonna be most excited for the Spider-Man movies oh and fantastic four I've at least seen those guys they're silly #Ok ok I'll shut up now #Sfw tickles #Fluff

[wyn-n-tonic]

also more representation thoughts... as a disabled girly who is just now getting used to feeling okay with considering herself disabled (it's not that i had any self hatred, i just didn't really know or understand that i fell under that purview before last year), i cannot stress enough how special it is to be reading a book or taking in any kind of media and the main character is just like you in some way and it's not presented in the stereotypical, 'oh this poor creature' kind of way. like, i listen to a lot of audiobooks and it actually helps me focus because i have to make sure my concentration is working and the character of one book was hard of hearing. and his hearing loss happened when he was a teenager so he from a world that he understood and which understood him to a world where he was just suddenly othered and had to reckon with that because people are not nice about it.

and i read a book where the main character was autistic and she wasn't stereotypical, 'the good doctor' autistc. she was just autistic and she was just like me. and she was also involved in sports and she also had a Husky dog. AND THAT WAS SO COOL! and honestly that was the first time i felt like i saw myself as a character. because forever i've just been using the argument of like... okay well i can empathize at least. even with characters that did look like me because subconsciously (before i knew i was neurodivergent) i knew that they weren't like me.

#i have a lot of thoughts forever and always about this type of stuff actually #and it's always about listening and learning too because i'm not perfect and neither is anybody else #but like we have to not be defensive when conversations are initiated we have to be open to learning because that's how change happens #i'm just rambling at this point #i also have thoughts about refusing to read books about marginalized identities if you have marginalized friends #we can get into that later tho i have to go to the lung doctor

[tigerdream42]

Dragon Teeth

I love my friends and family with my whole heart, but my fangs are aching. I'd defend my loved ones with my life, but I can snap at them accidentally. I don't mean to hurt anyone, but it's hard to control dragon teeth when you have a wild heart.

#the dragon's wisdom #otherkin #dragonkin #angst? #idk how to tag this #i'm just rambling at this point

[feralremains]

He's coming over to see if you answer.

#haha I got the polls! #I have the ability to make a poll! #frogs #amphibians #polls #I don't even know what to tag this #I just want to click it and see people like frogs #that picture is from Pixabay btw #it's not my own #not that anyone would have thought that #I'm just rambling at this point #frogs. #just frogs

[perroulisses]

outis and their crew are like the band queen

they all have like a bachelor's degree

like some of them are biologist or engineers or things like that

and then there's Outis

they smell like sulfur and chicken nuggets 🙂

#but they're very charismatic #and very dead #and very captain harlock coded #not really #at least Harlock had a reason to live #outis is just here for the snacks and drinks #and to be a pain in the ass for anyone else 🙂 #i'm just rambling at this point #anyways #ocs

[borisnumberonefan]

I know that Simon's wardrobe is supposed to show that he doesn't take himself as seriously as the other and he doesn't care about that sort of things/what people think of him.

But God...

Omar is so stylish and so model-ey (??), I wish sometimes it transpired through Simon as well.

Do I want long-haired Simon in season 3? The answer is yes.

#young royals #i'm just rambling at this point #simon eriksson #omar rudberg #i just love his long hair

[koritea]

other writers: Hey check out my really neat fic that I named [insert incredibly good title here] ad it took me almost a year to finish it!

me: *chucks apple juice* Here we got "Hampters." Huh? Yeah I wrote it in like two hours. No it's not proofread.

#txt #lmao #I'm just rambling at this point

[stormyhale]

Oh I hate going to class so much but at the same time it's one of the few human interactions I get so I kinda need it but it makes me so anxious every single time.

And the worst thing is that I'm pretty sure all my classmates know by now that I'm weird as fuck but they still have to put up with me and it makes me feel bad when I have to talk to them because they must be thinking how cringe I'm being but they can't say anything-

But then again, I just think that if they didn't want to talk to me they would just avoid me? But they don't? Are they just being polite or am I less cringe than I feel like I am?

#i'm just rambling at this point #i don't know if it's fucking blue monday or the fact that i must be near getting my period but damn I feel like crying rn

[bluesourkiwi]

I didn't know Dan was in Le Mans '66??? It's just so different to rewatch or reread something about you didn't know then but know now

#classic f1 #dan gurney #I'm just rambling at this point #skdkfkd #내 꺼

[fairydustfromhell]

I just honestly feel so broken. Like, yes, I've accepted being ace long ago. But being aro too it feels like there's something seriously wrong with me. Shouldn't I be able to, you know, feel something? Anything? It just makes me so sad that there's a large possibility I'll never have this great romance the media loves to portray. I want that too, I think. But at the same time, I really don't. Maybe I just like the idea of what romance would be like. Maybe I'm afraid of getting hurt, and this has therefore made me believe that I'm incapable of having romantic feelings. Yes, I have a medium-sized fear of getting hurt, but would that really affect this? I think I handle the fear pretty well, but who knows? And wouldn't fear of romance/getting hurt and being aro feel different in some way? Because I don't fear romance, I just don't feel it. But at the same time, there's a small part of me that hopes that it is in fact an internalized fear that has screwed me over like this, as I can work with that. And wouldn't that somehow be better?

#the internal conflict is killing me #ace #aro #fear of getting hurt? #what is love #baby don't hurt me don't hurt me no more #aroace #i'm just rambling at this point #gotta love a 4 am identity crisis #yes i feel miserable #*unloveable by the smiths playing in the background* becaus wtf not #at this point i might as well just identify myself as a problem #aspec #asexual #aromantic #my miserable life #lgbt #lgbtq+ #arospec #acespec

[decompose1]

what i mean by that isn't that i enjoy ending relationships or anything, but that i am allowed to do it if i don't feel very happy in them, and there isn't anything wrong with that. or there is and i'm crazy, but in that case, i plead insanity or something

#i'm just rambling at this point #but i dislike drama. i just want to sit in my corner #rabbit.txt

[thefanimator]

does anyone remember survivor dogs?

#please tell me yes #warriors wings of fire and that were my awakening into anthro/animal media #survivor dogs #i'm just rambling at this point

[theamethystvampiress]

Let’s Dreamfast to some trip pop lol

#trip pop #cosmic experience #music is so fun and healing #I'm just rambling at this point #I'm sorry I guess I'm starting to show how couped up I've been since vacation has started