#I'm so upset oh my god

[nimbus-bugs]

in my dreams we died in the reeds of a distant shore, and i thank all the gods in this wide universe that it was only a dream.

#in other news #I am crying #this is such shitty art but I needed to get this out of my system #I'm so upset oh my god #don't scare me like this :( #qsmp #qsmp fanart #qsmp tallulah #qsmp chayanne #qsmp philza #my art

[de-n-i-al]

okay first.

WOOO CROW DADS FIRST KIDNAPING.

Secondly

Fuck ima cry crow dad's first kidnapping.

And finally

Ngl that bitch is def gonna scratch at the walls and scream for help (he'd scream for people like forever, fit, etoiles tubbo and chayanne and tallulah). He's also either gonna go crazy and hallucinate or become claustrophobic and have lots of panic attacks. Either one is shit :]

God I love when our crow dad gets a lil sip of lore then becomes a lore whore <3

#qsmp #qsmp philza #philza #lore #i'm so upset oh my god #im so happy oh my god #qsmp chayanne #qsmp tallulah #qsmp eggs #cage for a cage

[ineed-to-sleep]

Collection of bg3 sketches I've been nibbling at over the month. teehee

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 fanart #astarion #karlach #shadowheart #gale dekarios #tav #orin the red #bg3 tav #oc.nawen #I'm soooo normal about these characters like so so normal not obsessed w them at all #still upset u can't sleep w orin tho #you can sleep w mizora but not w her??? I've never been so heartbroken #ALSO I've had to reject gale after astarion confesses his feelings and oh my god #he looked at me with the hugest roundest puppy dog eyes I've ever seen #I still feel bad abt it tbh #the image of him looking at me like that. burned into my mind #sleepyscribble

[astralstarlight]

pairing: wriothesley x reader

summary: you really want to spend time with wriothesley right now.

word count: 1.1k+

warnings/tags: 18+, nsfw content (under the cut), umm praise from wriothesley??, kind of shy/insecure reader, fingering, fem/female bodied! reader, he calls you sweetheart and baby, i was gonna let him use his cuffs and then i forgot so he's extra gentle instead

a/n: i need him.

Every time you visit Wriothesley in his office, he knows it's because you're needy. You don't make the trip all the way there for no reason.

"I just missed you." You'll say, leaning against the table with a pout. It's the way you're avoiding eye contact with him and staring your shoes that gives you away. Not to mention the fact that you're standing right in front of his seat and forcing him to look at you instead of the paperwork he has on his desk.

He resists the urge to laugh. With a slow and precise movement, he leans forward so that he's meeting your gaze again. "Yeah? You just wanted to spend time with me?"

"Mhm." You feign innocence. Archons, you're even blushing.

"Still too nervous to use your words, huh?"

He watches as your shoulders tense. Guilt is written all over your features. He watches as you take a deep breath in to try to calm yourself, meeting his eyes with a flash of confidence this time. There's a rigidness in your form still though, and your mouth opens to say something. But he doesn't let you.

His hands clasp around your thighs, pushing them open so he can move forward on his seat to put himself between your legs. Before you can continue your sentence, he kisses you.

He knows you're about to apologise for something inane, like bothering him when he's clearly so busy, but he wants to remind you that he'll always make time for you. This isn't annoying for him. And it never will be. Besides, it's not like he can focus on anything while you're here.

It's a gentle kiss, and he lets himself part from you just a little before he's speaking again.

"Shh. I'll take care of you, okay?"

It's so quiet that you can hear how loud your breathing is. It's long, languid breaths at first, even as your heartbeat thuds quickly in your chest.

He's barely even touched you, and you still feel your breath hitch as he traces his fingers over your clothed pussy. You don't say anything, just letting his hands explore you and letting him squeeze and caress without complaint. He'll never tell you, but he likes holding you like this; likes knowing you're comfortable enough to let him just touch wherever. His hands never wander above your waist, and his motions slow as he tries to figure out what you're after today.

In exchange, you tentatively run your fingers through his hair. Once. Twice. And it takes you a couple seconds to realise that he's still just tracing his fingers over your thighs because he's waiting for you to ask for what you want. A small sound of frustration leaves your lips. This doesn't need to be this hard. But the soft intimacy of his hands touching you seems to add a knot in your throat. So you do the next best thing. You nudge his hand to where you actually want him to touch.

"There." A sigh of contentment leaves his lips. "That wasn't so hard, right?" And he still has the audacity to look up to you with a cheeky grin that sends your heart racing.

His fingers are gentle — pushing inside you and feeling, before they become searching, and all you can feel is a pleasure running up your legs and curling in your stomach. A breathy huff leaves your lips and that has him properly chuckling. You can't really help it if your hips jerk upwards to meet his touch a little better.

But he stills you easily.

He stands up, curving his arm around your waist and pulling you further to the edge of the table so you can't escape the way his fingers curve inside you.

"Wrio—" You moan against his ear, not entirely sure what you're asking for or what you're wanting, but wanting something nonetheless. He's quicker at thinking of it than your pleasured-muddled mind. His lips connect with yours again and you're barely able to kiss him back properly. It's all open mouthed, and a little sloppy. A warmth pulses through you as he traces his lips across your jaw forgivingly, down the side of your neck, nibbling lightly all the way. An uncontrolled whine from your throat has him huffing a laugh against your skin.

"Like this?" He mumbles, brushing his lips against your collarbones while his fingers push on a spot that has you moaning again.

A panic runs through your veins when you hear knocking at the door, and you put your hands on his shoulders, ready to stop him and scurry away. Except he's already murmuring out a reassurance against your neck before you can try.

"Shh, sweetheart. It would be a shame to end this now." He whispers casually. "They can wait." And really, with that purr in his voice, he could get you to do anything.

You let out a strained whine, trying to be quiet as he praises you, marking you with soft kisses across what bare skin he can get his mouth on. It's so easy for him to make you cum like this. And you do, with a sigh and with your eyes closed, as the knocking echoes through his office once more.

He's patient with you, tucking your shirt back over your shoulder where he pulled it down and you hadn't even noticed. His hand moves from your waist to your hair, tussling it. All while he's whispering sweet words to you.

"You okay? That was so good, baby. You were so good for telling me what you wanted, okay?"

You're barely listening, still trying to come down from the pleasure and trusting him to let him tidy up your frazzled form. Once he's finished, he kisses your forehead, sending a spark through your body. It's his way of giving you a small confidence booster as he leaves your side and walks around his desk and calling for whoever was knocking to come in. By then, he's already moved you to the more comfortable position of his chair.

Wriothesley greets whoever is behind the door with a twinkle in his eye, barely looking at whoever is speaking because he keeps taking glances at you. You're still perched all pretty on his chair, the perfect picture of attentiveness as though he didn't just finger you a few moments before. It's the small, impatient wriggle that you do on his chair that gets his full attention again. There's a look in your eyes and he knows he's not finished with you. Not yet.

He'll have to continue what he's started once this conversation is done. He did promise to take care of you after all.

#wrio x reader #wriothesley x reader #genshin x reader #wrio smut #wriothesley smut #— alathea writes #genshin smut #genshin wriothesley #i need him oh my god #i'm so upset that i was still on break from genshin when his banner was out :((( #did his story quest and everything bc i loved him sm!! #he would be so gentle with you okay #i'm gonna cry #thinking about him and aftercare :((

[pikabeep]

come get your free hotdogs!

#no strings attached #well. one string attached #it's fine don't worry about it :) #dimension 20 #neverafter #d20 spoilers(?) #pinocchio #I feel like the horror's been pretty mild for me so far but candlewick is the first bit that's been genuinely upsetting #I feel bad for him but also oh oh god oh no #glad he's in a book now I'm sure that won't have any consequences later :)))) #animation #my doodles

[crimeronan]

i've downloaded zombies run & i'm three missions in & enjoying it so far, but it's also so Tragically and Hilariously clear how much this story was written in 2012. and how it was also less interested in subverting genre expectations than making you move your body (very fair!! given that that's what the game is designed for!!)

the two most egregious things in these first three eps are:

1. i was paired for a run with a coughing woman who insists she "just has a bad chest cold," and even though the camp supervisor firmly establishes that coughing is THE FIRST SYMPTOM of an infection, i'm instructed to go out running alone in the wilds with this lady. who's coughing. so much.

she keeps being like "it's just a cold 💕" while refusing to let anyone examine her and i'm like. YOU GUYS DONT HAVE QUARANTINE PROCEDURES?? PUT HER ASS SOMEWHERE AWAY FROM THE REST OF US?? DUDE??

2. it's then established that everyone at the camp is suspicious of me because other camps nearby have been torched after being visited by shady-ass secret-keepers very similar to myself. but i'm still allowed to roam around and do supply runs like it's nothing. the NPCs just mutter mutinously about me and make allusions to how i'm gonna get everyone killed.

PUT MY ASS IN QUARANTINE?!?!? DON'T LET ME LEAVE WITHOUT ANSWERING QUESTIONS??? WHAT???? YOU GUYS HAVE GOT TO GET A GRIP?!?!?!

the lack of quarantine, safety, and hardass procedures would be excusable if this was a hippie commune or solarpunk future or whatever, but it is Not. this is an AMC's walking dead style deal where the only people more dangerous than the zombies are the non-zombies.

so i'm like.

YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THE LAST RUGGED BASTION OF HUMANITY. WHAT ARE YOU DOIIINGGG.....

#zombies run #prepare for more posts with that tag if i feel so inclined #YOU CAN'T JUST NOT QUARANTINE PEOPLE IN THE ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE IM GONNA CRYYY #NOTE: there's ten more years of story and 500 missions. i'm NOT genuinely upset about this or knocking the game. #i'm having fun and looking forward to seeing where future storylines go. i'm just also like Oh My God.

[mqkoeyes]

OH MY GOD STOP EVERYONE STOP

#ff7 ever crisis #ever crisis #ff7 #sephiroth #“TELL UNCLE GLENN” STOP I'M SO SAD #“i haven't had many opportunities to interact with people” oh .... my god #“no i'm not. it's all a lie” ......sighs heavily #“but i don't want to be a hero”... stop right now stop..... god... #“i just want to live a normal life” I WILL FUCKING KILL MYSELF #SHINRA YOU FUCKERS #THIS IS SO CRUEL #i will protect you sephiroth #seeing sephiroth's thoughts like this is so fuckin surreal and it breaks my heart #he is just a boy..... #what the fuck #pulling up to shinra headquarters #i'm so upset

[viiinz]

everyday I think about him (Ippolit Terentyev)

#idk why of all characters he's the one that has left such an impression on me but oh boy #it's been over a year since I've read his 'explanation' and everything that followed and it hasn't left my mind since #ippolit terentyev #the idiot #god all he wanted was some sympathy and recognition #and they just make fun of him #literally all this boy wants is to be taken seriously and no one does #they either laugh at him or beg him to shut up #because his vulnerability and the fact that he's dying makes them so uncomfortable #and he's so ashamed as well over his own vulnerbility #that even when people aren't laughing at him he'll imagine they are #and people blame him for being self absorbed?? like of course he is!! #he's EIGHTEEN and DYING #this is a teenager who's just come to the realisation that he has no agency over his life whatsoever #and that all that awaits him are the cruel laws of nature #he has a right to be upset about that #he's literally the man condemned to death that myshkin talked about #and yes he's ridiculous and awkward and not always right and incoherent and all that #and he can really be insufferable and contemptuous and unfeeling towards others #and even the state he's in doesn't really serve as an excuse for that #yet i feel bad for him #and he's such a teenager too he's so insecure and just wants to impress the people around him #and yes he's doing it for attention #of course he wants attention #can you blame him?? #all he wants is to be heard #to feel like his life mattered #but instead everyone's just begging him to shut up #like they're just waiting for him to kick the bucket so the uncomfortable ordeal can be over with #sorry i just have a lot of thoughts about Ippolit and I'm being very incoherent because i didn't plan on typing all this lol

[lqcb97]

#oh it's a big day for the bangers ........ how are my christals holding up.............. #all the stars in his eyes make my galaxy...... 😓😓😓 #GOD I LOVE HIM #YOU GUYS 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #my heart is so full of love for him #the whole place was cheering his name i think i almost collapsed i'm so upset #HES THE STAR OF ALL TIME 🥺🫶🤍🌙🩶🫂🖤 #i almost posted this on the wrong acct (almost posted it on the instagram archive for chan LMAOOO... #uhhh follow me there too hehehe @/gnabsnahc #ANYWAY WHO CARES ABT THAT THIS IS SO MUCH MORE IMPORYANT #LOOK AT OUR SHINING STAR BANG CHAN 🥺🤍☹️🫂🖤💗🌙 #mc channie god.. #chan #bang chan #skz #stray kids

[sophiethewitch1]

in my hater era

#sophie speaks #tw vent #like. what. what??? #i do try not to upset anyone with trauma dumping or whatever but sometimes that bites me in the ass because people assume I'm not strugglin #struggling hugely #had one of my most violent meltdowns ever recently and it was after pushing myself to do something #and you know. thats on me #but saying like #im NOT trying?? #i dont want to start any problems but oh my GOD what do you think being sick constantly does to a person #what??? #trying to be a proper adult here but i am quite upset #idk how are you supposed to deal with shit like this #express this has upset you and that you are having a hard time #but then they dont believe you?? #trauma dump it is. hope you enjoy my psychiatrists notes #like im level 2 support needs autistic. i need a little fucking leeway or i genuinely try to kill myself #i KNOW its pathetic i KNOW its weak but my number one priority is keep myself alive #im so tired #ive been suicidal for like 7 years now #my life sucks so incredibly hard and I'm in constant pain and that just #it doesnt make me willing to deal with this shit #cripplepunk core lmao #cripple and im going to kill you #this is just geniunely upsetting #i feel like i need a good cry #i really am so tired #i feel like i just dont want to do this #why am i paying for this? why am i doing this? #if im not enjoying this why the fuck would i do it

[obessivedork]

Quark to Pel: I’d want my woman to act like a FERENGI woman and be unclothed with no rights

Quark the MINUTE he sees Grilka for a second time: Please step on me Queen <3 <3 <3

#star trek #ds9 #quark #and with Grilka specifically same dude oh my god I'm so upset Klingon women aren't REAL #Also wow Quark IS a genuine romantic he subjects himself to Klingon stuff he doesn't like for her #like you KNOW they don't end up together in the end (my bet is he just... can't live life like that and the culture difference is too much) #but it's still shockingly sweet for our resident capitalist (both derogatory AND affectionate) #Wow that loser really did lie to Pel he had that Cardassian lady too. Natima I think? Anyways rip Pel you just weren't his type #hope you found someone who DOES love you back #I have Quark brainrot rip me

[kkujo]

something i don't see people talking about is the way hyperfixations come in like stages and cycles like it's not just "i'm obsessed with this thing" it's like. euphoria from finding something new and it brings you so much joy and then as that initial dopamine rush wears off you start to get more and more down and feel isolated as you start to realise that no one else cares about it as much as you do and you feel silly for being so into it and the thoughts become repetitive and boring so you get more and more depressed and lonely and then you inevitably lose the hyperfix which leaves you drifting feeling miserable and hopeless until you start the cycle again. idk if i explained this well or if other people will understand but it brings genuine phases of euphoria and straight up depression and this is why i get annoyed when neurotypicals use words like hyperfixation to describe like, an interest. bc it's not. just an interest it becomes who you are and when you lose it it's like losing yourself and you spend so much energy thinking about it that it interrupts your daily life and it's so fucking draining 👍

#like if i see one more nt being like hyperfixation this hyperfixation that SHUT UP!! YOU HAVE AN INTEREST #talk to me when you stay up until 6am every night bc you can't fucking sleep bc ur thinking about it. #talk to me when you can't process emotions in a normal healthy way because you can only relate it back to your hyperfix #paired w madd especially it's IMPOSSIBLE to be normal about shit i swear 2 god because the second i'm upset or lonely it's straight back to #immersing myself in another world and being someone else and not facing my emotions instead letting 'someone else' deal with them #not just negative emotions yk it's anything it's fully immersive to the point i end up not knowing exactly who i am myself bc i'm rarely #myself in my head yk #and it's so isolating #and this is why i get mad when people use these terms lightly bc they don't fucking get it #oh you're hyperfixated? oh you're delusional? you're delulu? watch this #< guy who has delusions that all of his friends secretly hate him bc he's too insane abt xyz media and who feels alone bc no one else is as #into it even though it wouldn't be reasonable to expect them to be #like i'm constantly questioning whether all my friends are secretly against me & finding me annoying anytime i talk about it but it's fine #it's so fucking isolating #i'm not losing my hyperfix yet thank god but i am in the stage of like realisation where the initial euphoria has worn off and i'm like #fuck no one else gets it. no one else is thinking about it like i am. and it's so lonely #< like not to sound like 'i'm 14 and no one gets me' or i'm not like other girls or whatever 😭 #it's not me being dramatic i genuinely. know that no one else is spending every waking moment thinking about the things i am the way i do #and it's so incredibly depressing i can't even explain it in a way that will make sense #because i want to talk about it so fucking bad and i can't. even to my friends and gf who always listen i end up feeling annoying #and then i get genuinely delusional not like tiktok girl voice delulu like i genuinely start questioning my entire reality #just if i talk about something a little too much #bc i'm convinced i'm fucking annoying and no one gets it and they're thinking bad things about me #but i know they wouldn't. but it feels like they are #idk #anyways !

[17yearcicada]

they put christian borle in the terrible hotel cartoon???? oh my god get him OUT of there...

#alex brightman is in it too as i understand it but he was in the other show so this is not new information #JEREMY JORDON???? sorry i'm looking at the castlist now. this is DEEPLY upsetting oh my god #.txt

[candyskiez]

Love hearing my mom muttering about how stressful being my parent is and about how exhausting it is after I. Asked her if I should be worried about not being able to breathe. Jesus fucking Christ I just want to be able to rely on my parents for five minutes is that too much to fucking ask for

#candyskiez vent #im sorry me being worried about my health is so inconvenient. I'm sorry i get upset when i get injured. #god why didnt she get a fucking abortion if she hates being a parent so much #i can't ask her for Shit. anytime she admits she was a bad parent t me its repeating until i forgive her #sje makes my trauna abkut her. oh no its so sad that HER child got raped. #oh no its so sad SHE didnt stop my grandma from abusing me #oh no its so hard for HER to be guilty #i cant be upset at her because her kids being upset at her ks stressful for her. #shes not the one traumatized. #im so tired i want to fucking cry

[lab-gr0wn-lambs]

Watching the walking dead made me realize I been consuming too much kids' media. I'd always be sittin there hoping for them to cross a line. do something wild. have somethin outrageous and exciting happen. I've been craving violence and misery from shit that has to follow TV-PG rules. Wow watching something I'm the actual target audience for is great, who'da thought? 💀

#it was when they killed off Sophia. I really thought they'd find her because ''surely they wouldn't kill a kid'' #then when they did I realized. Oh. This is for adults. There Are No Rules Here. #I love animation though. #but animated shows have limits due to budget genre and target audience #I should watch more anime but also I find a lot of anime characteristics cheesy and annoying #when I was like 13 I was re-writing cartoons in my head to be significantly more upsetting lmao #swear to god that's why I started writing Demon's Advocate back then. I wanted something with Gravity Falls or OTGW vibes but more evil #lil homie you just needed to watch something R rated #and then I'll go ahead and make joyous cartoony fanart not depicting any of said violence and misery #listen I'm on the edge of my seat for horrors and I stick around for the love and joy #and I'm just not so good at horror art #that's something I wanna try my hand at but it'd be a learning curve

[camellcat]

CLARA PLEASE PLEASE CLARA NO NOT YOU NOT YET NOT NOW OH MY CLARA WHY PLEASE NO PLEASE

#I'm ugly sobbing at 6 in the morning over this #I was RIGHT to keep putting this off I was RIGHT to be afraid #I have not been this attached to a companion since rose #not even the ponds as much as I loved them #I knew I was gonna be distraught but. oh god. I thought the rocky start I had with her would've softened the blow #it didn't. it's not #sorry that clara doesn't get an full fuckin novel over her leaving like rose and amy did I don't have it in me #I'm genuinely so upset right now #clara oswin oswald I love u I love u foreva #let me be brave #be a little proud of me #FUCK!!!!!!! #I can't fucking take it man I can't oh I can't oh #I do not know when I am going to finish the last two episodes #oh. oh. my clara #I feel physically ill over this I love her so much #clara oswald #doctor who