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hitolucius · 3 months
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i enjoyed making the last one so yeah (this one is shorter because i have a headache)
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ash-frost reblogged dc-inthehouse
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APPARENTLY doxxing someone isnt “good hero etiquette” and “is a crime”. nobody supports me in my heroing endeavors
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wat is cat bo
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my frens cal me cat boy. what
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ash-frost reblogged dakotacolestyle
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i hate gay ppl!!!!
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ok that sounds like im heterochromia BUT IM NOTt😰😰. that was for my gay frends who i third wheel 😓😓
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my whimsy and love for the world is gone!! dust in the wind. even
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wat hapn
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dakota ate my slice of pizza while I wasnt looking. :(
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Imagine not seeing your friends for 3 months and the first time you see them again one of them asks you what's wrong with your face. Couldn't be me! haha
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uhmmm. this feels like an attack
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I wonder why William.
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just watched william give vyncent a warhead. will update if something interesting happens!! :^
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vyncent is on the ground. foaming at the mouth.
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fgsfds09 · 10 months
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this is violet
she cuts her own hair, likes holographic stuff and hasn't showered in two weeks
i currently have two reqs lined up and i'll get to them before the year ends hopefully
more stuff about the future of the account and me are under the cut but tw/cw for mental illness and suicide ideations i guess
ok, so, i don't want anyone to reply to this, talk about this or reach out to me about this at all. any attempts will get you blocked on any platform i have you on. i just want someone, ANYONE, to hear me out. i know this is cringe, but i don't care, i no longer have the will to care. i don't care if you give two shits about me when i don't show the same kindness to myself.
i've been at my lowest for months at this point that it's getting funny, since november of last year holy shit did everyhting just get worse. if it's a mental breakdown it's been breaking down for months what the fuck is this supposed to be? the other time i felt like this was in highschool but it wasn't exactly the same. i had a life goal, it wasn't to get good greades or get in a good university or finish shit on time or even become a better person, it was starving myself until i either died or reached my goal weight which ot lower and lower. and now im so fat again and i feel like her efforts were in vain, what did she do this for? i thought getting into a decent program would fix this and i actually did feel happy, but im such a miserable pathetic cunt that nothing ever is enough, NOTHING IS ENOUGH AT ALL
am i so retarded that i can do nothing by myself? i've been losing friends left and right but it's all my fault, always my fault and honestly it doesn't matter anymore because tthe end goal is to block and remove every single one of them, every single one of you, every single person that might have interacted with me and either diasappear or end it all. the firnends i got from wattpad 7 years ago and the frends they brought along th way were the rock, they got me through all these times, they showed me unlimited and unconditional love and support and what do i give back in return? NOTHING AT ALL can't give them a better version of myself, can't give them a better friend all i can be is a retarded piece of shit and leave them behind which is so so fucking sad. i will at least treat them tea and home baked goods some fucking day but god i hope that day comes soon because i cana't take it anymore. but i love them, i love them and my cat more than fucking anything and im so glad i have them as my true friends, i hope they know they're th best things that has ever happened to me.
tip: if you ghost people for long enough they give up on checking on you and that's for the better, they better not know i exist, i no longer exist
the night, the fucking night in february that i finally decided to overdose and end it all i realised that i had ran out of my pills :DD the fuck. and then i lost my courage because of course i did. but maybe that's a good thing, the silver lining in still being alive was i started browsing gore subreddits and decided that the best way for me to go was a shotgun suicide. deep throat that shit and tilt back and bliss. i hope. it's so fucking scary to think that if i miss i'll become even more of a burden to my parents AND THEY'D MONITOR EVERYTHIGN i wouldn't even have the chance to try again. but i'll cross that bridge whe n i acquire a gun, i'll tint that shit pink and bedazzle the shit out of and clear a good 70% of my head out :3333 if i ever feel ready to go before that i'll hang myself in the farthest woods from my city and bloat with all my might, get so disfigured that they won't ever identify my ugly face. until then a girl can only dream...
shit gets better for a moment but then im back at square one, what good am i to this world? other than sitting on my ass, listening to shitty music and walking around the dining table fantasising about all the things i could've achieved and eating up daddy's money, i am nothing. nothing, just nothing. all i do is take up space and be a burden to those that love me. my parents tell me that i am not a burden but i can sense it, i can feel it, the thoughts are there in their minds. i am not sure if it's the sunk cost fallacy but one of us will have to cut our losses and understand that we will get nowhere. i guess that would be me, my parents could never ask me to leave. i know that they love me, but sometimes love is not enough and they can still love me whereever i am, i don't even have to be alive for it. all they are believing right now is that i am doing better and me taking less meds is the right thing all while my mind is in agony. but it's not real, it's in my head, and i am so ashamed, so fucking ashamed. i already do my best to disappear from their lives, i give no input to famil decisions, i try not to spend money, what else can i do? let me rot in my room and call some cleaning services, idc. i no longer want a room in the house they want to buy. the sooner they start pretending i don't exist the better it will be for all of us.
less meds mean more alcohol, i can get away with more alcohol and maybe even i shot up some heroin people would care about me less. i would do that given i had the chanve and that thought is so fucking terrifying. knowing that i innately want to destroy myself, and will fucking do so, it's terrifying. i hate every single part of myself, the part that is scared and the part that is mad, there is nothing good in me other than pure misery. i don't want to be sober, i don't want to be sober, i don't want to be sober, i don't wanto be sober at any moment of the day, not anymore not anymore not anymore not anymore. i am so terrified of men that the thought of being alone with A MALE FRIEND makes me sick to my stomach. nothing would happen, nothing would happen other than exchainging some laughs and memes BUT I AM TERRIFIED. I AM SO SCARED. i am so scared. so scared of everything. nothing ever happened to me that would justify this fear but my god does me brain hate me so much that it keeps giving me irrational fears to prevent me from ever escaping this room. living with my parents, it's so hard to destroy myself. they don't want me to drink even beer and i can't even cut anymore since i wear such revealing clothes. the cuts on my thighs from february or march are still visible and im scared they will always be, why are they so brown and ugly and not faded?? wrists get a milky white colour, WHY ARE THESE SO VISIBLE? no one has cauht a glimpse yet but what could i even say? a cat doesn't scratch in that pattern.
i live in a shit country in a shit city with shit people while being the biggest of shit myself. sometimes i even wish i was hitler so that i could be someone, ANYONE.
maybe one day i'll read this and cringe. maybe one day things will get better and i'll realise the progress i've made, or maybe, more possibly, i'll reference this post in my suicide letter in APA 7th edition format if i ever write one.
holy fuck was writing all these shit cathartic. i don't know why i wrote this at all. maybe i wanted someone to acnowledge me, that my existence wasn't in vain. my i wanted to acknowledge myself. each passing day i feel like im getting more separated from my body and my real life body is a different person and i, as my cconciousness, am somebody different. i hope one day i will be able to feel the same and a real person, but those days seem too far away.
won't even tag anything, pretend this never existed.
edit: 4.51am, i just learned a 22 year old girl killed herself by throwing herself on the tracks. i'll be 22 soon. maybe that will be my tipping point too.
#oc
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straykits · 2 years
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hi frends idk if ive said it yet but i have exams tmrw/this week and next week so im not the most active ('but kat ur actually pretty active on main' i know and i hate it bc i shouldnt be) especially in regards to reading and writing so i apologise for dropping one small thing and then queuing some stuff and then giving radio silence HNJKFDNJKDS i'll be back in just over a week! i have some things that should be finished by the end of the month so, and some more within the next month, so please look forward to that!
also to all the new followers who didn't come here from my main - hi, i'm kat! thank you for your support on my works! i'd love to chat, so send asks anytime (anon or not) <3
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kosi-annec · 2 months
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[HAIKYUU!!] Season 3 episode 1
WOOO FREEDOM! Now time for some volleyball bois
Damn this intro monologue kinda makin me tear up. But also, i could not imagine having to bike that far jfc
Oh wow daichi's bruise thing hasn't disappeared yet?? Then again it's only been less than a day since he got it. Still tho gotta appreciate the consistency
Pft, sorry ma'am but dadchi is alr taken by sugamama. LMAO EVEN DAICHI DIDN'T REALIZE HER CRUSH ON HIM
HSKHSKSHAHAHA GODDAMMIT THESE TWO, keep dreaming simp duo, keep dreaming
Oh hey its the middle children trio of karasuno!
AYO THAT HINATA'S CHILDHOOD FRENDS?? Pft they still traumatized by kage all those years ago lmao. Ofc kage wouldn't remember them
Uhhh who's this rando old dude?? Huh he's been watching the games this whole time?? "Easy to spot" bish i don't remember him anywhere before
AWW THEY'RE ALL DRESSED UP TO SUPPORT THE CROWS THATS SWEET. Lmao not the principal leading the cheer hskshks
HSKSHSK "see how confident they are?" mhmm sure VERY confident indeed HSKHSKS
Oh hey it's tsuki's bro! Lol too late my guy he's very preceptive
Damn shiratorizawa has a fucking drum, step it up karasuno cheer leading squad!
Hinata's volleyball senses were tingling, legit felt them before he saw em
EY IT'S THE GOOFY REDHEAD DUDE, IDK WHO HE IS BUT I SEE HIM A LOT IN HAIKYUU FANART!
Flashback time. Goddamn, those papers are like 60 pages thick that's a lot of research, and it was just those 2 working on em??
So shiratorizawa doesn't have best defense but make up for their sheer offense and power, ok i think that's something karasuno can exploit
EYO QUIRKY REDHEAD! idk his name yet hskshs
Aight bg char girls shut yo traps up, this tiny giant is bout to blow yalls minds away. Also, he only has eyes on volleyball and kageyama
AAAA IT'S THE SPECIAL DUMP!! POP OFF BOYS!
God i love how these new chars are being introduced, i am instantly in love w the redhead and flat bangs char (srsly need to get their names). Dang even getting me to semi like ushi, like he isn't really a jerk he's just blunt and aloof
OOOOH IT ABOUT TO BEGIN!!
I love the crow's entrances really showing their personality. Pft love the lil sneak of tsuki's bro in there lmao
Wait 5 SETS?? HOLY CRAP ok im worried for karasuno cuz idk if they all have enough stamina to play that many matches in a row...
AND IT BEGINS!! Oh boy ushi's spike- OH FUCK. OMG. Was that noya's first time not successfully receiving a spike?? Idk but i can't remember noya not being able to receive a spike before holy crap
But noya isn't deterred, cuz ofc he wouldn't he lives for these kinda spikes
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kuiinncedes · 2 years
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if only the fucking math department here was as good as the computer science department 😭
#the cs class i'm in has so much like student support things and shit idk like fucking fr#and they're sO well structured and organized from my experience#with two cs classes here lol but still#and this math class is just 😭 why is there no piazza/easy way to get help like that#actually the calc classes i've taken had that and it was good#fucking bare minimum to have a piazza for a math class especially i feel like lmfao#i'm just on my own for this math class kinda 🤡#also for my group project the person who was actually helpful the past two times has been mia for this one 😭😭#i hope he's ok and we're definitely gonna struggle if he doesn't respond ahhhhhhh#this lovely wonderful amazing math class said ready this week y'all got#midterm 2 on tuesday book hw due friday project 3 due friday capstone project proposal due friday#shut the fuck up go fuck yourself @ this course the fuck#having strong feelings rn lmfao#i don't wanna study bc idk how to do shit without looking at how to do it 😍#it's monday and i'm already done with this week lmfao#i have all this math shit and then a (short) paper im pretty sure i can kinda bs and research stuff idek dkhjgfgfkd#i also stayed up til fucking 5 in the morning on saturday night/sunday morning bc we went to the afterparty after our show (me and my frend#during which we just kinda sat there in like the corner of sober ppl lmfao#and then we left at like 1:30 and then sat and talked until 5 in the morning it was daylight savings but still lol#but i feel like that was a bad choice considering daylight savings and all the shit i have this week XD fully like half asleep in my#classes today lsdkfhglsdffk#and considering i got nothing done last week lol#idek what i'm talking about anymore i'm just like talking to avoid studying i think lmao#anyway i've accepted my fate of probably doing pretty bad on this math exammmmmm 🤩 but here we go studying or something ahgjkdfgkd <3#jeanne talks
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daily-nicotine · 5 years
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i have no gift to bring parumpapumpum that’s fit to give a queen paruMPAPUMPUM
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tumblunni · 7 years
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Today’s pointless fun fact about Bunni! I’m 74 inches tall and apparantly I attract coincidences like flies
You see, I havent ever measured my height since I was in high school, and I’ve just been saying ‘i think i remember it was something like 5′7″‘ cos 74 is my favourite number and I know I’m not 4 foot. But I just had the random impulse to measure myself with a tape measure and apparantly i’m literally 74 inches OKAY WTF Also apparantly in feet that means I’m 6′1″??? EXCUSE ME tfw u accidentally tall
I mean seriously ive never measured my height in like ever, i had no idea! It was like when i was 15 that some random doctor measured it last and i couldnt remember it cos it was never important to me. I always assumed my estimate of 5′7″ was taller than I actually am, I’ve always considered myself completely average height. I knew I was taller than all of my high school friends but i just thought they were short, lol! I mean, i suppose since a lot of them were cis men then I should have realized I was tall by cis woman standards. *shrug* But there were always people my age who were way taller than me so I never considered myself tall. I guess I was like ‘if im not THE TALLEST then I cant be tall at all’. I am medium tall! Yay! I am taller than average but not super tall! Thats good, i wouldnt wanna aim for anything higher cos I dont wanna draw any more attention to myself than I already do with my appearance, lol. Not that you can choose how tall you are tho, i mean it sucks that you can just be born looking ‘weird’ in some way and you have no way to change that. I dunno why height is even classed as a ‘weird’ thing, and stuff like having glasses is ‘weird’ and just... wtf they dont affect anyone why is it a big deal. But still I’m weirdly cheered up to know I was wrong about something, I guess? Even though I didnt want to be tall?? Its just an interesting surprise to know something I assumed for ages was actually wrong and all I had to do was check. Opens my mind to think that maybe other things I think are unchangeable are perhaps not, yknow? As a depressed person I think thats a good thing to remember. I guess I’m lucky I’m a weirdo who gets easily impressed by really random things, its the best remedy for anxiety disorders XD
Anyway im a bit hyperactive and also tired so this post probably makes no sense aaaa ive had too much sugar and pizza and they had this new meatballs soup thing at dominos too??? ive eaten way too much i think im gonna puke but also I’m ENERGY OVERDOSE AAAAA bunni should not be allowed to order pizza! but like let me waste my money on a good meal once a month yo also it was my friend’s birthday earlier this week and I was SO HAPPY that i was able to afford a £40 present for like.. the first year ever! hope that makes up for me being one day late cos of my shitty sense of telling the time omg ITS BEEN A REALLY GOOD WEEK i really love and appreciate my friends and apparantly I’m tall I’m so confused by life right now how can i be tall i thought all my body mass was wasted on becoming fat instead Lol no wonder everyone stares at me in the street if I’m both tall AND fat. and like.. i have blue hair. this actually makes me feel better now, they aint judging me I’m just a natural attention-hog and i cant control it. I FEEL BAD FOR THAT THO! I should try harder to be boring but i did that thru all of high school and i was really looking forward to dyeing my hair aaaa why am i getting sad now man im drunk on pizza WHEN U DONT EAT TH PIZZA OFTEN TH PIZZA IS REALLY TH GOOD also i dont get enough sleepe have a gud day everrybody i think im gonna take a pizza nap even tho its like midday
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ao3feed-dadzawa · 3 years
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The Things We Leave Behind
the things we leave behind by everywhere itsdeafening
Those words coming from yesterday hurt more than any injuries, and those letters on paper are like band-aids for injuries that he thought would bleed forever. Maybe he can heal with support, love and hugs.
Words: 2290, Chapters: 2/?, Language: English
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Categories: Gen
Characters: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Shinsou Hitoshi
Relationships: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Shinsou Hitoshi
Additional Tags: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Sad, Heavy Angst, Suicide Attempt, Happy Ending, Angst with a Happy Ending, Daddy Issues, those are the author's, Parental Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead Adopts Shinsou Hitoshi, Adopted Shinsou Hitoshi, Shinsou Hitoshi is in Class 1-A, Shinsou Hitoshi Needs a Hug, Recorded Suicide Note, Yes again, Author Is Sleep Deprived, The Author Is Fucking Deceased My Dudes, there's comfort i swear, Stuffed Toys, title was suggested by frend because im a mess and bad at words, very ironic for a whole ass writer, Letters, Father-Son Relationship, breakdown, Panic Attacks
Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/31925698
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siriuslystargazing · 4 years
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I new I could count on you
 Request: hiii, I see your request are open and I was hoping for a sirius x reader based in book 5, the time when Molly and Sirius have an argument and reader steps up for Sirius? thank you! 
A/N: Yess oo this is going to be good !! i feels right to be back in the grove again no Uni work to worry about so lets get this ball rolling :) quick disclaimer, my spelling is bad i have dylexcia sorry but hopefully its not that bad... i havent read the books in a few years but hope you like it :))
Summary: after all this time sirius can always count on you to back him.
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Grimmauld palace was far from a palace to Sirius, he saw this place as more a prison than anything, no matter how much Molly cleanend the walls always seemd to hold the memories and dirty secrets that the black family held. The newest secret the walls held were the wearabouts of Harry Potter, Harry was relived to finally leave his tiny room at 4 private drive much be his new room was a somewhat dusty upgrade but he could live with it he was finally with his family again. but the reunion had to wait a while as the Order meeting was getting a little intense in the kitchen “Well Well Well” George Weasly Started “if it isnt Harry” Fred followed “want to know whats happening down stairs then?” the twins quized smirking bettween themselves 
“i have a feeling your going to do whatever it is wether or not i agree” Harry replied, the twins shared a look and nodded Harry smiled and followed the weaslys to the stairs 
“surly we shouldnt be doing this we’re not in there for a reason” hermionie stressed watching the twins lower the ear down listing on to the convosation...
in the Kitchen the table played host to a mix of wizards and witches, Sirius sat inbeteewn Remus and Y/N with Molly oppersit all four of them in a heated debate over harry “ Molly, Harry has a right to know about what is happening, if it wasnt for him we wouldnt know that Voldamort was back! he isnt a child molly ” Sirus started earning a frustrated huff “but he isnt an Adult either, he is not James-” Y/N flinched at the name sirius took note and placed his hand in hers giving a reasuring squeez “-He is not your Son! Molly!-”Y/N began “ Harry is our Godson we have a duty of care for him -” 
“Oh please Y/N ! where have you two been for the past 12 years, one of you was rotting in Azkaban and you were galavanting across Asia” 
“shut up you slimey Git thats my Wife your talking to!” sirius shot from his seat slaming his palms on the table silencing Snape.
“oh Enough of this the lot of you, i say we leave the meeting here and get dinner on” Molly disbanded the meeting opening the kitchen door and calling everyone down for dinner, 
“Harry Potter!” sirius Greeted embracing the teen in a tight hug “i have someone very imortant here for you to meet” pulling away and waving Y/N over to them 
“Hello Bambi” Y/N started, Tears pricked at her eyes as she took in the teen before her, he really was a spitting image of James “im Y/N, Your Godmother, i want to apologise for not being in your life i was told you died that night and well...” Y/N trailed off but was embraced in hug from Harry “its okay Y/N its nice to finally meet you Remus and Sirus told me so much about you !”
“not to cut the reunion short my love but i belive Molly is ready to plate up dinner” 
“oh yes of course!” 
Each sat at the table Whilst molly continued to cut vegetables as Arther informed HArry on his Hearing at the Ministry “this is very peculiar Harry, your hearing at the ministry is to be infront of, well the enitre Wizard front..”
“but i dont understand what has the Ministry got against me ?”
“Show him” Moody Grunted from the Shadows “he will find out soon enough beter to just show him now” more looks were exchanged at the table until Kingsly grabed a copy of the profit showing Harry the headline, sirius sighed “dont worry they have been attacking Dumbledor aswell”
“we belive Fudge is using his influence and power over at the profit to discourage the rumors of Voldemorts return, and he is deluded, fudge thinks Dumbledor is after his job!” Y/N continued 
“but thats insane No one would-” “Thats exactly the point Harry! Fudge isnt in his right mind, its been twisted by fear, and the last time Voldamort gained this much power, he nearly destroyed everything we hold dear to us” Remus cut in looking towards Y/N and Sirius with a small smile “and the minister we will do anything in his power to avoid that truth” 
Sirius and Y/N looked at eachother for a moment Nodding in silent agreement “We think, he wants to build up his army again..14 years ago he had a huge following not just witches and Wizards but other dark creatures and he has started up again, the order have done the same but gathering followers isnt the only thing hes interested in... we belive Voldamort is after somthing” The sound of mollys chopping grinded to a halt “Sirius” Moody warned but Sirius ingnored and continued “Somthing he didnt have Last time-” 
“No! thats Enough, he. is. Jusy. a. BOY!” Molly orderd her Knife claterted to the table as she rushed to Harrys side “you say much more and you might as well induct him into the order” 
“great i’d love to Join” HArry Protested “if Voldamort is raising an army i want to be a ble to fight” Sirius didnt reply but gave molly a look and clapped 
“he has a point” Y/N spoke her voice quite, sirius gave harry a wink “Excuse me!”
“Molly, Harry has a right to know and its Sirius and my duty to inform him of what is happening, you cant shield him away from this its his life, he might not have asked for it but we cant keep him hidden from the inevitable, and last time i checked and i did in asia you can’t change a profacy like this its self fufiling no matter how hard you try it will happen, all we can do is support him and help him.” the table was silent apart from a small wimper form Ron as he noticed his Mothers look 
“But he is just a Boy Y/N, What would James and Lily think? why on earth they made you two his Godparents is beyond me? both of you are reckless, young and have no -”
“HOW DARE YOU QUESTION THEM! THEY TRUSTED US FOR A REASON, MAYBE IF YOU NEW THEM THE WAY WE DID YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND BUT YOU DONT MOLLY! everything i have done was for Harry, for them, they asked me to figure out a way to save Harry  and i did i travled across the world to find a way to save him, so dont you ever question my husband or my friends actions” Y/N argued, everthing she did for the past 14 years was to find a way to save harry, Lily asked her to do it,  Lily trusted Y/N like James trusted Sirius.
Molly was shocked she hadnt known much of the witch before her, only that she was a well known unspeakable, at every meeting she was quite always sat between Sirius and Remus not say much, but tonight she new that Y/N was hot headed and would do anything to protect her frends and family she sighed and went back to the cooking, Remus let out a low laugh “you always were a hot head and you still are, trust me harry dont ever get on her bad side, that isnt the worst she can do” 
“oi, Thats my loving wife!” sirius smirked pulling Y/N kissing her temple “I new i can count on you, at least you didnt set the curtains on fire this time” 
“Dont push it fleabag” Y/N smirked, sending an apologentic smile to Molly across the Table “setting curtains on fire?” 
“It was summer 1976...” 
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The Things We Leave Behind
the things we leave behind by everywhere itsdeafening
Those words coming from yesterday hurt more than any injuries, and those letters on paper are like band-aids for injuries that he thought would bleed forever. Maybe he can heal with support, love and hugs.
Words: 2802, Chapters: 3/?, Language: English
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Categories: Gen
Characters: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Shinsou Hitoshi
Relationships: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Shinsou Hitoshi
Additional Tags: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Sad, Heavy Angst, Suicide Attempt, Happy Ending, Angst with a Happy Ending, Daddy Issues, those are the author's, Parental Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead Adopts Shinsou Hitoshi, Adopted Shinsou Hitoshi, Shinsou Hitoshi is in Class 1-A, Shinsou Hitoshi Needs a Hug, Recorded Suicide Note, Yes again, Author Is Sleep Deprived, The Author Is Fucking Deceased My Dudes, there's comfort i swear, Stuffed Toys, title was suggested by frend because im a mess and bad at words, very ironic for a whole ass writer, Letters, Father-Son Relationship, Panic Attacks, Hospitals, Hospitalization, Mental Breakdown
Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/31925698
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tinytigerrrr · 3 years
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11 for 11 may 🙏, 15, 21, 23, 25, 28, 31, 38, 45, 48 😉 & 49!
11 for 11 may, my god bless you my friend!! <3 And Also THANKS FOR THE ASKS!! <33 Sorry it took so long I really wanted to take my time hehe c: 11. Describe your ideal day. I think my ideal day is sleeping in late, what for me is normal, around 12pm. Then I wake up, eat a good breakfast, sit with my cat on my lap for smtn like an hour. And then I go outside, bcs the sun is shining. I meet my friends and we go picknick somewhere in the sun beneath a few little trees. I buy smtn to drink somewhere because its very hot and ofc I forgot my drink. Its so refreshing and I feel so alive and the world is so beautifull. Me and my friends, we laugh a lot and just enjoy the good weather, the nice day and the little foods. And than at the evening we bbq or eat smtn else nice, and have a good evening. We sit outside for a while, feeling the summer evening becoming cooler. We watch as the stars come out and think to ourselves if we ever looked up at the same stars together in another life. And then when it’s really late, I go back home, feeling the cool breeze against my skin while I ride my electric bike. At home everyone is asleep so I walk in very softly and there I see my cat sleeping in the chair so I walk to her and bent over giving her a gentle kiss on her little head. She makes mmrrr sound and I tell her I love her and that I had an amazing day. After that I give her some food and I go to bed. Maybe take a showe bcs it was so hot today. And then I lay in my bed, tired but very fufilled after such a wonderfull day. Storing the happy memories in my head thinking how blessed I am with my life. As I fall asleep I feel gratefull for today and all the beautiful things that brought it.  Yeah, I think thats mu ideal day. Friends, good weather, sunshine, little food, laughter, love, my cat lucy, summer - yeah smtn like that c: 15. What is your favorite compliment to recieve? I like all kind of compliments. Im a sucked for compliments. I know I do a good job most of the time, but there’s just smtn in me that really likes the validation? I know I don’t need it. But it just makes my soul shine like: Ohmygawd thank you so much this makes me so happy D:. But If I had to think, I think I like the compliment saying I have a good energy or vibe the most. Bcs its so pure and real and not everyone can sense/say that. And you’re energy is not smtn you can fake or make more beautiful. So its such a sincere compliment, that I think thats my favorite compliment to recieve c: 21. Tell us about your music taste. Bro, this is a long one HAHAHA. But I will keep it short: ‘Diverse.’ I think that describes my music taste the best. Because I listen to A LOT of different things. Just what I feel like or in what mood I am. And one thing I also like a lot is when a song makes me feel ‘free’. As if im totally cut off from the world. Thats a really nice feeling music can give you. And ofc songs that make me feel things. Bcs often then I can use it as inspiration. So yeah, thats abt my music taste haha c: Also! I like it when songs have a deeper meaning. Idk why, but thats just megical c: 23. Did you have a favorite stuffed animal as a kid? OH I already answered this one so I will just copy and paste it here! c: ‘’ YES! I HAD. AND I STILL HAVE IT! I dont sleep with it anymore but it has a honorable place among my other stuffed animals. It is a cow, that is formed like a teddy bear so its more cartroony instead of animal like, her name is Koetjeboe and you could play a musicbox song of A Small World from Disneyland. It was my favarite soung and whenever I felt anxious as I child I would play it and it would sooth my soul and fill me with happyness. Aaah good times c: I also had a cat, named, Poes, she is very very very soft, well was, nowadays she aint HAHA she looked like my cat when I was younger, Sjimmie, I loved the plush. Mom bought it for me in England in the Harry Potter castle. It was amazing c: So, I kinda had two, but Koetjeboe the cow is rly my birth stuffed animal haha c:’’ 25. What dream trip would you take with your wife? Honestly, anywhere with her would be a dream. And if she has somewhere wehere she really wants to go, I would just go with that c: Seeing someone you love happy is such a gift so I totally wouldn’t mind going anywhere. That is also because I have so many places I want to go, and almost every place interests me. I can’t think of a country or city or place I am not interested in visiting. I always loved to travel, and still do, so anything would be good c: But if she’s like: Hey what do you want badly? I would probably say somewhere with a beach. I love the sea and I love the beach. So that would be a thing I would love too hahaha. But yeah, anything rly, and the beach c: 28. What makes you smile? Oh boi, what doesn’t?! HAHA. A lot of things make me smile tbh bcs I get happyness out of almost everything. I can remember that I was crying and felt sad, and even then I smiled because it was such a special experience haha. But if I had to say some things I would say; My cat Lucy, cant help but smile whenever I see her, my friends, you super included <3, sunshine, good food, baby animals and honestly just life in general c: 31. How do you show your love? Again, how don’t I? I learned at a very young age to show love in different ways. Bcs I wanted to be a good person. And one of those things is showing love. So I do it with words, saying I really love someone or giving them compliments, thats a big one for me haha. I also like to really support my friends through words. Just supporting them for whoever they are! I also like to give things. It can go from small presents to food to many or big presents on their birthday. Also I like to help people, to give them advice or agai support them any way I can. I also show it through physical contact, as in hugs ans such. And I even sometimes lean toward just really cuddling up to someone HAHAHA But I don’t do that tbh, bcs at the same time it makes me feel uncomfy, but at the same time im like: Ohmygawd I love yo uso much just lemme huddle up against you to share my love with you and ahfgs. So amny ways HAHAHA some more difficult for me and others really easy. Like presents or food, hit me up, imma get you some nice flowers or some sweets or a book you really like bcs I love yu!
38. Who do you admire? Myself *smirk* HAHHA no kiddin. I admire my friends. Because those people have been through hell, or still going through hell, and still decide to be genuine good persons. I’ve seen from upclose what they have to deal with. And they still give so much love tot he world and people and want to help. Its really a blessing to have people like that around me. And I thank the heavens for that. So I would say my friends. Yes. (pls know you are in this picture too. Hello, going through hell still being super good person, ok.) 45. Do you have tattoos or want any? Yes, I have one underneath my feet. HAHA oke jokes, sorry HAHA. No I don’t have any. And I would like one yes. Im not sure what I want tho. I am always thinking of a tiger. Or a lotus flower. Or a little symbol on the inside of my left wrist. That last one I smtn I’ve had for years. I dont know why but I would really like that. A small thing on that place. But what that is gonna be, I have NO idea. OH and I want a smilie face underneath my big toe! Thats just one for fun, but I would rly like it haha.
48. Did you know you’re actually a gift tot he world, for real? IM NOT CRYING YOU ARE *SOB* Thank yo uso much frend!! It means so much to me to hear that I just can’t. My gosh. When I see yu imma hug ya big time. SOB 49. What’s your favorite memory? Ooh this is a hard one. Mostly because I have many good memories and also because Im actually pretty bad at remembering things HAHHA thats two opposites I know xD But uuh, oke I thought about it, but im so sorry i cant think of one RIP. But if I had to choose I would choose smtn that made me smile. That made me really happy. So one with Lucy, many with Lucy, or one with my friends, many with my friends, with my mom, traveling, and so fort. There are a lot and I wish i could show them all to you. Sadly I can’t. BUT We can make our own favorite memories. So lets do that, okay? <3
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purplesurveys · 4 years
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Significant other/crush survey
–CURRENT–
Something that you have in common: We’re working towards getting to pretty much the same industry, we’re both competitive as fuck and hate losing, we love dogs though she’s way better at disciplining them, and we love our coffee.
Are they a friend or just an acquaintance? She’s already my girlfriend. But she’s also my best friend.
Do you make an effort to talk to them or wait for them to talk to you? It works both ways, but generally I’m more talkative and I like sharing stories so I initiate conversations more often. Sometimes it can be annoying when I feel like she never starts a convo first, but I’ve come to understand that she’s not really the texting/IM-ing type.
What happens when you make eye contact? I mean, we’re always making eye contact lol but if we do it accidentally, we usually give each other a smile.
How often to you get to see this person? I used to see her 2-3 times a week when we were still in school since I drove and it was easy to see her whenever I wanted and could. Now that we’re maneuvering ~employment~ and ~being an adult~ in the middle of Covid, we haven’t figured out our arrangement yet and how often we could see each other. At the moment, it’s 1-2 times a month.
What bothers you the most about this person? She can get a little selfish and fail to consider my emotions and vulnerability if a situation personally doesn’t bother her. I’ve asked her to work on it and I’ve seen progress here and there, but when it comes down to it she simply tends to be individualistic and likes to look out for herself. Those are not bad things per se, it’s just that they sometimes end up affecting me.
Who is usually the first to flirt? She is, but that’s saying a lot as we aren’t too much of the flirting type. Maybe flirt is the wrong word...I’d say she’s the first to act cheekily. 
–MEMORIES–
How, when, and where did you meet? i’ve known her for the last 18 years but did not formally meet her until 2011. She had a friend, I had a friend, and those friends were friends so they introduced us to each other and it turned out that it was the two of us who hit it off really well and it was the quickest I’ve gained a best frend. We had attended the same school since kindergarten and we became friends when we became classmates for the first time in 7th grade.
What did you first talk about? I have no idea what our first encounter covered anymore, but I can tell you that what gave me the sign that she was going to be my best friend was when she watched Johnny English Reborn one weekend and came back to school the next Monday a complete fangirl for Gillian Anderson. As someone who was in my own fandoms that time I needed someone with the same energy and humor, and she showed up at exactly the right moment.
What is the best thing they have done for you? Saved my life. Literally. I’ve had more lows than highs and she saw them all through with me every single time, whether it was being by my side when I needed to cry in my car for a whole evening or helping me make a Powerpoint presentation due the next day when my entire group was not helping me. 
When was the last time you saw them? The other day.
Last thing you said to them? I apologized for the late reply and explained that I was having dinner.
Last thing they said to you? She just replied to that ^ saying not to worry.
What originally caught your eye? I started finding her really pretty in junior year and loved that her mind was always racing with thoughts to share and stories to tell me. I can’t exactly pinpoint the moment when I started *liking* her though; it happened all so very suddenly.
What was your first impression? When I first met her 9 years ago I could hardly believe she’d want to meet me and eat lunch with me and stuff because she was a popular girl, very well-liked and got along with everybody; I was virtually unknown throughout grade school and never had friendships that lasted. It was very weird to suddenly be talking to her since she just seemed way out of my league but when I realized she’s just as weird and nerdy and goofy as I was and not at all like the mean popular girls we had, I immediately took a liking to her.
What was their first impression of you? No clue and she’d probably have no clue either even if you asked her. She’s very forgetful.
Were you ever previously involved with them? Yeah we went out in 2014 but broke up then got back together.
What is your most memorable moment with this person? I have so many. I can probably give you one for each year that we’ve been friends/girlfriends. Off the top of my head, I’d go with the fact that my first out-of-town trip alone was with her, when we celebrated my 20th birthday in Nasugbu and Tagaytay.
–IN YOUR OPINION–
What is their best physical feature? I’d say her smile is my favorite, but I love so many features of her too like her eyes, dimples, hair, and the fact that I can squeeze her arms any time I want as she has a bit of chub :)
Personality trait? She cares so deeply about the people who mean a lot to her and would be very protective of them. Also, she’s super ambitious and isn’t one to shy away from a new or daring task.
Describe this person in three words: Hates to lose.
What are they like in comparison to your last crush? The closest thing I have to a ‘last crush’ is Andi, but tbh I didn’t develop much of a relationship with her since she migrated just a year after we became friends. I can hardly remember the conversations we had either...personality-wise, I’d say Andi’s a little aloof (at least back then) and shy; she avoided me when we first encountered each other. Gab’s amiable and will be nice to everyone immediately.
What are they like in comparison to the last person you dated? The last two relationships I’ve had were/are with Gab, and I wasn’t seeing anyone before her.
On a scale of 1 to 10 (Physical Appearance): 38
On a scale of 1 to 10 How much do you like them? 50
On a scale of 1 to 10 How much do you think they like you? Hahaha I hope it’s a 10.
–THE FACTS–
How much older/younger are they than you? She’s younger by like a month and a half. Really no difference at all.
How much taller/shorter are they than you? She’s a few centimeters taller, not a dramatic difference but enough for it to be noticeable.
Where are they from? She’s from the same city but we live on opposite ends, so it takes around 30-45 minutes to get to her place depending on how fast I’m driving ha. 
What do they look like? She’s around 5′3″, the prettiest wavy hair, big eyes, chubby cheeks, and she got a bit of West Asian genes due to her Turkish blood. 9 out of 10 times she gets asked if she’s Indian.
Describe their smile: It’s very warm and friendly. I automatically smile when I see it.
What about their friends? Her friends and I have different personalities so we don’t get to hang much, but Kris and Marts are very nice and have always been to me.
Is this person talented/skilled? Very. Not being biased but I’ve noticed that she’s ended up being skilled enough at anything she tries, whether it’s singing, playing a sport, handling a balisong, etc. She’s good at everything and it makes me kinda annoyed sometimes hahaha, because I’m so clumsy and only good at like three things.
Popular/well-known? S u p e r. She will light up any room she enters and people just naturally flock to her. She’s very sociable and knows how to handle all kinds of people and make them feel at ease. I’m the complete antithesis of her lol. 
What school do they go to? We went to the same school from kindergarten to high school, then for university she went to a school a couple of cities away from mine.
What kind of car do they drive? I can’t remember exactly even though I just saw it the other day skskkssk it’s either a Honda Civic or a Toyota Vios.
What kind of clothes do they wear? Sometimes she’ll put her rich aunt vibes out and wear nice flowy printed dresses or blouses. But she mostly dresses casually; a graphic tee or polo shirt with high-waisted denim jeans do it for her.
When is their birthday? June 5th.
–RANDOM–
How many people do you know with their first name? Lots. It’s a common name.
What is one thing they do that you don’t like? Again, her tendency to unconsciously shut down my feelings.
–THE FUTURE–
How long do you think you’ll like this person? When I like/love a person I never think about when I hope to stop that action... as long as she doesn’t do anything that breaks my trust or hurts me beyond repair, I’m happy to stick with her.
What would you do if they asked you out right now? I’d say there’s still a curfew and we can get arrested ha, but we can try the next day.
What do you want to happen next? I just want the journey to be smooth. We’re in a different chapter now and we’re no longer just college kids with safety nets and we’ve had more frequent serious conversations about our priorities, commitment, and our relationship in the long run. Most recently we agreed that the relationship mustn’t get in the way of our personal goals, especially career-wise; and that we’ll always have each other’s support in whatever we do and achieve.
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outrowings · 5 years
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hello frends (✿◕‿◕) hope u are all doing well. it is time for a mutual appreciation post as i haven’t done one in a while. im literally moving back to school on saturday so this seems like an opportune time. some of u guys have been my moots for a v long time, so much so that the content of my blog has changed drastically. thank u for supporting my messy multifandom blog. 
HOWEVER, i have finally opened sideblogs like a normal organized human being. this will remain my main/bts/kpop blog while @czzzerny is my new literature (hp/trc/aftg/six of crows) blog and @hawkcyes is my new comics(marvel/dc)/star trek/starwars/b99 blog. themes r under construction but i hope u check them out :]
if i accidentally included u or forgot to include u pls lmk so i can edit this post ~
❀ - lovelies with whom i interact 
@17dad ・ @4hyyh ・ @6ondry ❀ ・ @angeljk ・ @agustdboyfriend ・ @anthcny ・ @babybird ・ @barrnes ・ @bfjooonie ・ @blameblamebts ・ @blondekimseokjin ・ @bootae ・ @bwiq ・ @cherriestae ・ @clairelions ・ @cypherkookie ・ @day ・ @daegusoftboys ・ @dimp1ejoon ・ @fairyyeols ・ @gamjin ・ @geniuslab ・ @gentlekook ・ @goldjoons ・ @got7doubleb ・ @guksuu ・ @haechstan ・ @hauntednamjoon ・ @henderyten ・ @hobienana ・ @hobikookie ・ @hocusqocus ・ @hoeseok ・ @ily-jonghyun ・ @inodiate ❀ ・ @itschims ・ @itskimtaehyung ❀・ @j1ns ・ @je0n ・ @jeojngs ・ @jeonkimt ❀ ・ @jihopi ・ @jinsgothgf ・ @jkangel ・ @jogeumdeo ・ @joonchim ・ @joonie ・ @joonsoulmap ・ @jamescarstairs ・ @jungkookio ・ @jungnoir ・ @kacchand ・ @kimlinecult ・ @kimseaokjin ・ @knjspjm ・ @ksjunggukie ・ @kthsingularity ・ @letterstokook ・ @loisclark ・ @lycheae ・ @mellowsuga ・ @minmayhem ・ @minsjoon ・ @minsoaks ・ @minyardx ・ @moontro ・ @mvpgyu ❀ ・ @neonsgravestone ・ @nochanchu ・ @oracles ❀ ・ @orbities ・ @ourtwentyfcr ・ @parkhabits ・ @parkjiminbiased ・ @parksjms ・ @personawife ・ @plutomins ・ @poutaes ・ @prettytae ・ @qwertydashiell ・ @raplinesoutro ・ @rcnjun ❀ ・ @rose-jin ・ @safejimin ・ @sansastarkr ・ @sunlewis ・ @taegi ・ @tahyungs ・ @the95liner ・ @thehouseofkpop ・ @tinyjjks ・ @tuanever ・ @ughjeon ・ @ultjeon ・ @uniave ❀ ・ @vantaez ・ @vendettafrank ・ @vulgar-blue ・ @wccjaes ・ @withluvyoon ・ @wpnderwoman ・ @yoonqiful ・ @yoon-river ・ @yvesgfs 
p.s. ik some of u guys aren’t active too much now but i still love u guys
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sparkly-angell · 6 years
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aaaa I was tagged by @grantaire-wannabe my fave portuguese frend. <3
RULES: bold the statements that apply to you, italicize your aspirations, then tag some people.
AIR:
I have small hands • I love the night sky • I watch small animals and birds when I pass them by • I drink herbal tea • I wake to see dawn • The smell of dust is comforting • I’m valued for being wise • I prefer books to music • I meditate • I find joy in learning new truths from the world around me
FIRE:
I don’t have straight hair • I like to wear ripped jeans and overalls • I play an organized sport • I love dogs • I am not afraid of adventure • I love to talk to strangers • I always try new foods • I enjoy road trips • Summer is my favorite season • My radio is always playing
WATER:
I wear bracelets on my wrists • I love the bustle of the city • I have more than one set of piercings • I read poetry • I love the sound of a thunderstorm • I want to travel the world • I sleep past midday most days • I love dimly lit diners and fluorescent signs • I rewatch kids’ shows out of nostalgia • I see emotions in colors, not words
EARTH:
I wear glasses/contacts • I enjoy doing the laundry • I am a vegetarian or vegan • I have an excellent sense of time • My humor is very cheerful • I am a valued advisor to my friends • I believe in true love • I love the chill of mountain air • I’m always listening to music • I am highly trusted by the people in my life
AETHER:
I go without makeup in my daily life • I make my own artwork • I keep on track of my tasks and time • I always know true north • I see beauty in everything • I can always smell flowers • I smile at everyone I pass by • I always fear history repeating itself • I have recovered from a mental disorder • I can love unconditionally
awe this was beautiful to do. got me into a healthy mood  Im not tagging anyone, this time more out of laziness than anxiety (points to that) but if you wanna do it, i totally support it. Tag me so i can see your answers, thank
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crazybaker1987 · 7 years
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Myra sebastian wife sent/summon boss nightmare mode chapter 15 limbo end of the world crazy baker cb
helo people big heloo to you all!!!!!! my name is ratkovic nenad and just love record my self and to play games!!!!!!!!! i am from serbia smederevo city near belgrade!!!!!!!!!! wish me luck and hope you will give me support!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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chillingandtoxic · 7 years
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50 followers!?
Thank you!!!
I appreciate every single one of you!
God im so happy ;;;w;;;
I guess I’ll tag the few who have basically been with me from the beginning to here. @sspacee-the-confused @pastelturf @nothingbuttrash @nah-jk Thank you for being great friends love ya qwq
Now Tumblrz that I am inspired by and love. @nvart1 You make me laugh alot! And even if you are put down sometimes, you always get back up! Stay determined friend! @ivywolf777 You are a very great friend and your art is amazing! You make me laugh and I enjoy talking with you! Love ya frendo ^w^ @jujushine Even if you dont feel great with everything, I love ya and support you from afar! Keep goin girl! @ask-raven-and-company Ur art is fabulous and its very fun talking with you! Laugh and have fun all the way, loaf ya frend :33 @tia-the-weirdo Ur just all gr8 and amazinggggg and you always can make me laugh. Also, biggus dickus- @kingof-memes All I have to say is “live, laugh, love” oh and MEMES ALL THE WAY HECKLE YEAHHHH
@cata-824 ... I'm watching you- nah but ur awesome! Wuv ya uwu
And @ all of you! Thank you for all being here and enjoying my blog! Even if you dont follow me, you are great and amazing. Love you uwu
❤ ~ Clickstarcookie
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