#If there's going to be any left though

[shaguagua]

送君千里，終須一別

Even you send me off millon metres, we would part at the end.

The origin of this sentence is from 戲文·殺狗記 (xì wén · shā gǒu jì) by 徐田臣(xú tián chén; actually his name is 2 characters I don't know why and how it became 3? and the sound is also 田臣; jin) in 明朝 (Ming dynasty). Originally it was a play by 蕭德祥 (xiāo dé xiáng), but Xu jin had reorganised as an epic.

The story line is about a murder in town, that brother tried to solve and while doing so, they grew brotherly affection. This story isn't that famous, but the main heroes are two boys so I have seen a few who ships this.

This is also from 水滸傳(shuǐ hǔ chuán) there's also very brotherly brothers trying send his brother off to far far away. This quote is usually used for who leave to ask the senders not to tiring themselves. And also they don't know exactly when they would meet again.

Zhou zishu must have tried to hide his condition so that he hurries his senders; Qi ye, Da wu and Zhang chengling, go. If it wasn't Chengling, they might have not known.

Since ep 30, I have become very skeptical about the relationship between Zhou zishu and Wen kexing. Zhou zishu really doesn't show and say about his emotions much. In ep 2, he looked really free, free of any charges even relaxed. He was saying he wouldn't swap the place with the king. Then the circumstances had kept binding around him. When he had left 天窗(tian chuang), the only wish he had was to look around and wander around to see what he only had heard of.

특별히 캐릭터중에 주자서를 제일 좋아하는건 아닌데 아무래도 나는 제3자로 캐릭터들의 이야기를 듣는 입장이라 그런가 아무리 생각해봐도 이게 해피엔딩인지 정말 모르겠다. 제작진 말로는 일부러 주자서를 더 괴롭혔다는데 진짜 괴롭혔다는 말이 너무 어울릴 정도로 외롭고 슬픈 서사야. 차라리 아무도 모르게 어디서 죽었으면 좀 나았을까 생각해보고, 주자서를 마냥 기다릴 온객행 생각하면 정말 슬픈데, 주자서가 죽은지 모르면 또 마냥 기다리며 잘 살 수있을것도 같고.. 근데 또 알면 따라 죽을것같기도하고.. 주자서는 온객행이 죽어도 살아갈게 분명하지만, 온객행은 주자서 없으면 안 살것같은 그런 믿음이 있어 나에겤ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 쿠키영상 보기 전까지 진짜 오랜만에 드라마 보다 펑펑 울었네 니네 진짜 주자서한테 그러는거 아니다. 또 주자서 혼자 남았는줄 알았다고.. 차라리 지옥 18층 기름솥에 들어가 튀겨질 지언정 끝까지 외롭고 싶지 않났을텐데 난 정말 또 혼자 남는건줄 알고 과몰입했다고오오ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅜ주자서좀 놔줘라아아아아아 나쁜놈들 온객행 니가 제일 나빠아아아아아아아

He is stuck in the snowy mountain who knows how long. I'm glad Wen kexing and Zhou zishu both alive at the end, but still I can't get rid of this thoughts, if that was really what Zhou zishu wanted. It would had been okay if Zhou zishu died then Wen kexing would not live. Zhou zishu must live without Wen kexing, but Wen kexing must NOT live without Zhou zishu. Is this really a happy ending? for who? Zhou zishu should have died as a begger, care-free and liberated. He must have been just happy to be fried in hell. Before I watched the actual ending I had felt so helpless that it was only Zhou zishu who survived. How ironic that he had been running away from living, after loosing his beloved. He surviced again. All the memories and affections would become a burden.

#山河令 #word of honor #shan he ling #shl #산하령 #배움이 짧아서 모르겠어 #ep 36 #ep36 #There were not much in ep33~35 #I tried to search but they are mostly other characters #주자서야 주자서야 #주자서 좀 놔줘라 #Let Zhou go #Zhou zishu need to let go himself the most #This isn't the ending I have expected #My goal was get to know Wen kexing's flirting #But it seems I have come so far as I feel go further #If there's going to be any left though

[unproduciblesmackdown]

always enjoyed the Chess Set In The Foreground perspective framing used here

now also noting like, huh, a chess set in a general store just visited by marigold competitors who killed one of their guys and are now on the way back from their rendezvous point w/suppliers

#and now to take a big sip of ''nothing suggests lackadaisy ft. people stuck / things repeating / death begetting death'' #not like i suppose we're going to be hit with ''& then mordecai and viktor sat down at the defiance field office for every passing gangster #played chess and then went and properly slaughtered the lackadaisy crew and arbogasts at the funeral home / barn w/car-sized holes'' #good reminder though that Viktor Is Now Active....left off with elsa managing to give him a phonecall; for good measure #lackadaisy #i have no lengthy Mitzi Mordecai Murder Mystery Musings posts for today (b/c not enough fresh musing insights) but no prommies #epiphanies are on their own schedule #quite the chess piece arrangement seen there too lol. can't tell if there's any Classic Configuration in the game b/w viktor & mordecai #not a chesshead and never was lol strategy games??? who's that #or i'll play them but not strategically. invented Flick Chess for indoor recess in elementary school #you flick a piece across the board and whatever you knock off the board = you took those pieces lmfao #though not like that has Zero strategy. thinking of my day enjoying tiddlywinks research #imagine my delight revisiting all this material like oh yeah the little pic of freckle tiddlywinking #let's squop; boys #i'm also supposing that chess sets? checkers sets? and etc. would be common general store features; like phone usage....real general.... #but like; what; are we expecting this Not to bring a response from marigold lol #got the nervous twitch but they're like ''ah it's fine. cost of doing business''

[vivenecii]

Last drawing this year, did traditional to celebrate. It was fun to play with the light situation here.

#that's what I did instead of studying #and I have just two free days left #I'll speedrun my uni notes #it was worth it though #fanart #traditional #good omens #aziraphale #michael sheen #artists on tumblr #do you have any new year resolutions? #mine is to learn to take breaks #weekly theme on GO reference library discord

[teaandsmut]

I'm wearing this to a wedding in the summer and had this thought while I was trying it on the other day.

#catra #spop #spop fanart #glitra #ok there's technically no glitra on show here but don't think anyone who follows or looks up the tag will mind #we all know this setting is inherently glitra right #for more glitra go ahead and imagine glimmer's opinion on this outfit #this is another drawing i had to get out of my system and have forbidden myself from working on any further so here you go #it's basically traced because i have no brainpower left over for creativity at the moment #i'm going to look hot at this wedding though #my art

[estcaligo]

#i spent 3 days without electricity internet and mobile signal due to the attack #which isn't that bad comparing to those blackouts last year #but still #had panic attacks againg bc wasn't sure how long it would last #i could only go online for like 15 minutes at a location far from home #I'm so tired #i can't event die wtf #i really envy those who have hope #because I have none left #neither any reason to go on #they say if you have something worth living you can live through anything #must be nice #who even cares though #it's not important enough now isn't it lol

[bitegore]

soliciting your favorite recipe using dandelions! any part of the plant works for me, i'm just eyeing the new crop this spring and thinking about what i can make that isn't salad

#recipe #foraging #cooking #dandelions #ive heard they fry nicely but im not much of a sauteed greens guy #red rambles #ftr i have a terrible headache and its bc its Pollen Time and i left my window open way too long the other day so my home is like. poison #so i may not get back to you in any reasonable timeframe #however i will still read any replies/reblogs/etc on this post #promise ill google some too im just broke and dont want to see some 'ok now that you've gathered some free plants from outside #you are going to go to the local grocery store and spend $45 in specialty plants' shit #i got pine nuts in the freezer from a year ago and thats the only specialty plant im willing to use #we do got a lovely crop of chives out there though

[teaspoonofdragons]

Come on guys.

#puyo puyo #sig puyo puyo #calamity (oc) #puzzle pop #im not vagueposting btw #if youve done this im not mad at you or smth I know its not common practice to tag the title of any one game in the puyo fandom #but Im not going to lie and say it isnt frustrating seeing how there's no good way to protect myself from spoilers #and Im worried about what that means for future mainline games. if Im still hyperfixated on puyo by then #because I havent been in the fandom long enough to know how that gets handled #but thats a problem for future me ig. I'll just avoid the tag for now #shout out to that one person who did tag it though I do see you #actually Im adding more tags because I left the picture vague on purpose but jic #puyo puyo spoilers #puyo puzzle pop #puyo puzzle pop spoilers #puyo spoilers #if someone who DOES tag their stuff as spoilers see this lmk if I missed any for future ref #bc obviously I know more than one person has been tagging spoilers but just from what I saw before I noped out n all

[humming-fly]

It’s my birthday so you know what that means! Time for shameless self-indulgent AU drawings!

Anyhoo few years back I drew the main cast of my fma immortals!au, so this time around I figured I’d draw a few of the side cast as well, aka the characters that actually have jobs lol 

once again the basic premise of the AU is that all the fma kiddos are immortal creatures living in the modern world, but I figure there’s gotta be Some regulars around so riza and roy get to rep the human race - also some bonus details relevant to this set is greed and lust aren't really siblings and more just coworkers/shittalk buddies, this is as low stakes as au’s get so no interpersonal family drama here 

Bonus:

#that said greed does actively avoid as many of the other archdemons as possible #and even with lust tends to keep folks he cares about far away from her cause she will just rip folks apart for fun #her visits are few and far between though so it's rarely a problem #the seven of them are content to just keep to themselves for the most part #immortals!au #fma #fmab #fullmetal alchemist #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #greed #lust #roy mustang #riza hawkeye #really like how lust's demon design came out #especially for going into this with 0 plan #i didn't get to mention it in the little text boxes but greed sucks shit at actually getting any souls so he is bottom of the totem pole #at least in terms of raw power - that said within his 'domain' aka the devil's nest he has the upper hand so he's pretty much always there #i left some stuff vague but there's some hints as to who in particular is a huge thorn in lust's side currently #you might even be able to guess specifically why if you've seen some of my other immortals doodles

[dazais-guardian-angel]

I'm finding it difficult to reconcile the fact that what I've always wanted and envisioned for Nikolai and his relationship with Fyodor based on fanworks and the very very little canon information we've had to go off of so far, will very likely be very different from what we actually get.

While I understand the appeal of Fyodor taking over Nikolai's body via his blood ability, and the inherent, romantic, ironic tragedy of that — for Nikolai, the person who yearned for freedom, to meet an end by having his soul eternally trapped in the body of the person he loved the most, while Fyodor lives on in his body, never truly knowing how much he was adored by him — I would just hate the idea of that happening now? It just feels far, far too soon for Nikolai to be dead, for his character to no longer have a role or a purpose; his mind and behavior is so utterly fascinating in all its bizarre contradictions, there's so much more to explore and discover with him, he's one of BSD's most complex characters, or at least he's set up to be, and I really hope Asagiri wouldn't throw him away this soon without doing anything more with him.

I never really thought that Nikolai would be the one to end Fyodor for good, way down the line (that can only ever be Dazai's job, to me, since he's his foil), but I always imagined he'd at least have some kind of role in attempting to kill him, since that's his ultimate wish. I imagined that it would be ugly, frenzied, unhinged, desperate, Nikolai finally being forced to acknowledge the horrible truth that's always been buried within his subconscious but he's never wanted to accept: that going against all human reason and killing someone he cares so deeply for will not, in fact, simply make those feelings go away, and will instead make them unable to ignore in his despair. The realization that he'll always be chained to human emotions, to love, no matter how much he thinks he can be free of them. And then, the ensuing breakdown from that. Yes, it's extremely fanficky lmao, but that kind of drama makes sense to me for him and them. It's interesting.

There was also the angst angle of Fyodor being immortal, and Nikolai's agenda perhaps stemming from wanting to save him from that, and being able to finally free him from it in the same way he himself wants to be freed. Killing being the ultimate expression of love, not too dissimilar to Mushitarou killing Yokomizo, both putting on an act of being hateful/vengeful/hostile towards the other in order to cope with the fact that deep down they can't bear the thought of them being gone.

But then we got Fyodor's "death" here, and Nikolai's reaction to it was so unbelievably underwhelming and calm that it made me question everything I thought I knew about Asagiri's writing skills him, and what the story is going for with him. And combined with this revelation now that Fyodor is (unsurprisingly!) immortal, but specifically in the way that he can be killed but supposedly resurrects endlessly (which I really like in of itself, don't get me wrong)... it makes me question what exactly Nikolai knows, or will know, and it somewhat destroys the potential angst we could get with them in the end, or at least drastically changes it.

If Nikolai already knows Fyodor can't be killed, that means we'll never get a moment where he tries to kill him and then has to face the fact that he did the deed and it didn't make him feel freed, and he instantly regrets it. It also means we'd never get a moment where he tries to kill him and then discovers he can't truly die, and the ensuing insanity that would occur from that. It also makes me even question the legitimacy of his reaction to Fyodor's "death" here... was it so damn apathetic and lukewarm because he already knows it wasn't permanent? I mean, I'd like an explanation for it feeling so ooc, it would make me feel better about that, but I can't deny that it would be disappointing to have yet another part of this arc that was just an act and not genuine feelings....

Now, that isn't to say that it's impossible to do anything interesting with Nikolai already knowing the truth. He could be wishing to try to attain free will through the illogical pursuit of an impossible task: in this case, killing Fyodor. There's a beautiful, tragic paradox in him wishing to attempt something to gain his freedom that he and we know is impossible, especially if subconsciously he takes solace in the fact that he'd be able to kill Fyodor without actually losing him for good. If Nikolai doesn't already know, assuming he's not dead he's likely going to find out the truth soon when he next sees Fyodor alive and kicking — I can't imagine a way he wouldn't find out. In that case, we wouldn't get the aforementioned scenario where he tries to kill him and discovers it's futile, which is the most juicy to me I won't lie, but I am still fascinated by the idea of how Nikolai will respond just seeing him suddenly alive again and having to process this after having just mourned him. It's interesting to imagine how he might respond to and treat Fyodor after at last knowing how it truly felt to lose him, and realizing how much he didn't want that, and then suddenly having him back. It might cause him to finally understand that his desire for freedom is unobtainable, and cause him to spiral, and fundamentally change their relationship going forward. An eventual tragic end for him such as Fyodor taking over his body would not feel out of place to me in that case, perhaps, but still not until we've had more time to see Nikolai reflect and see his possible change in perspectives.

I don't know, I'm just rambling at this point lmao. I know very well that so much of my expectations and desires for Nikolai and Fyolai are built up from fan content over the years just because there's been nothing else to work with, and that it's unfair to judge what Asagiri decides to do with him/them based on preconceived notions. Whatever he does could still be interesting in the end, even if it's not what I initially wanted or expected, and being open to being surprised is always a good thing. At the end of the day we still know barely anything about Nikolai, so it's not completely fair for me to judge something as ooc for a character we still know so little about.

But... it's because we know so little about him and have gotten so little of him, that at the very least, I'm gonna be really upset if he does die here from being possessed by Fyodor like people are worrying about. I really don't think he will, because I'm pretty confident the helicopter pilot is the one Fyodor swapped with/resurrected in the body of as per soup's theory, and again I'm not saying it wouldn't be fitting eventually... but I really don't want it to happen now. :/ I just think Nikolai still has so much potential as a character and so much more we need to see of him before his likely inevitable and tragic demise (however it happens), so whatever Asagiri decides to do with him I just really, really hope we don't lose him so prematurely; it would honestly be such a tremendous waste imo.

#bungou stray dogs #bsd 114 #is this meta? i don't know #more like just incoherent rambling lmao #i just don't want Nikolai to die man....... I really don't #i get that people are hyped up on the juicy tragedy of it all but plssssssss it's too soon for him to go #we need so much more of the enigmatic clown...... he's too interesting to lose just yet!!! #i'm sad at probably losing the outcomes i always hoped for him and fyolai but right now i just want More Of Him #he can't die so soon when he's barely even had pagetime #it COULD be fascinating to see Fyodor's reaction to taking over his body but....... i don't think he'd /have/ any right now #they need more time together before one of them dies #i always thought/hoped Fyodor would die first and Nikolai would be left alone to angst lmao but ugh........ #now it's really feeling like it'll be the opposite #which again doesn't HAVE to be a bad thing depending on how Asagiri executes it........ I just think this is way too soon for it to happen #i'm gonna be so mad if Nikolai just dies offscreen without us ever hearing from him again because Fyodor possessed his body #poetically cruel and tragic? yes. but also so anticlimactic at this moment in time #never getting to hear from him again......... #ugh i blame all the Fyolai fan creators; they've raised the bar too high 😭😭😭 #idk maybe i'm just talking out of my ass though. i probably am. i just feel conflicted about all this and need to see where it goes

[icewindandboringhorror]

a quite simple outfit, trying to use the little blue and white apron thing (which is actually a dress I think, that I just leave un-buttoned in the back and added an apron-like tie to lol)

#self #mori kei #jfashion #NOT really but like.. it's.. adjacent I guess.. forgive me .. I may try using tags again though I kind of got out of the habit ghhj #I need to be... Seen to some degree. I want to start selling clothes and sculptures again to recoup the costs of having to euthanize my cat #and stuff . but that won't be very successful if I have like.. 15 people to sell to lol... #the eternal Hermit Conflict where you hate attention and Being Percieved in general yet in todays capitalist society it is nearly #a necessity to have some form of social network or media presence especially in creative fields. etc. etc. ... kicking screaming wailing #sobbing so on and so forth.. tearfully punching the cold mossy stone walls of my evil wizard tower... #I was also thinking of maybe opening a few sculpture commission slots and maybe Tumblr Blazing that post or something #but.. again.... sobbing crying interacting with the general public oughhf ouuch -500 HP #why can't I just be approached by some wealthy 65 year old woman who is nonsensically infatuated with my art for no #reason and gives me like $10.000 a week for food and art supplies and etc. and I can go fuck off into a cabin in the middle of nowhere #in the uk and just be left alone to work on my projects without even needing to build any form of connections or social presence because I' #already set for life and can just get funding and connections whenever lol.. WHICH not to be ungrateful like obviously I still appreciate #anyone who follows and interacts with my posts. I dont mean it in a 'grrr fuck all of you imbeciles I wish I could delete my blog!!!' or #whatever hhjkjk.. I just mean it more in a like.. I am very socially inept and my mental illness gives me severe social issues so any situ #tion where I'm expected to self promote or network or interact with others generally is nightmarish and stressful for many many reasons #and if I could somehow skip that part and just go straight to being a famous author or somethin.. that would be cool. Which I know EVERYONE #hates networking and stuff but I mean like.. on a level most people could not possibly comprehend.. I am not just an 'introvert'. I am like #doctors declare me incapable of functioning in general society very poor mental health prognosis probably should have a caretaker at #some point type Hermit lol.. ANYWAY ghbhj... alas.. I also feel weird about the sculptures in terms of what to charge for them #and always have which is part of why I stopped selling them. If I charged a fair even like $15 an hour many of them would be like #close to $150+. and nobody is going to pay that for a decoration. that doesn't even factor in like.. supplies or time spent communicating/s #etching the concept (if a commission) etc. etc. I thought it'd be better to just auction them then and let people pay what they want inst #d of a set price but etsy doesnt allow auctions and is it weird to just.. link people to an Art Ebay or something lol.. #AAAANYWAY.. the outfit.. I still love these shoes. they're nice and a little Older Style looking. always into pastel florals too lol #(everything is thrifted as usual. excited about the shirt because it's so puffy! it was in the halloween section though ghjhj.. like when i #s october and they make the special aisle in goodwill for 'Costume' clothes even though theyre all just normal stuff I would wear ghg)

[storybook-souls]

my mediocre-but-it-compels-me ya audiobook series has maybe taken an unexpectedly awesome turn halfway through the third and final book????????? this NEVER happens usually the last book is the WORST one......

#it's making bonkers (honorific) unexpected (honorific) choices AND! a twist that's been set up since book 1 paid off in an #awesome way that managed to be fresh and unexpected even though it was so predictable........ #a character that i totally thought was safe got killed......the author maybe IS thinking about the politics even a little....... #my favorite girlie did something smart and awesome and (once again!) put her best friend in the world in danger to do it.... #the 16-year-old protagonist got captured by one of the several antagonist factions and nearly got killed in a way that was supposed #to look like an accident but instead left him in excruciating pain for weeks and then decided he was going to fake being radicalized in #order to escape but then ACTUALLY got radicalized......... #wow. i did not expect any of this at all.

[myrkulitescourge]

i do love how no one in game ever spares more than a single thought about the other vampire spawn being able to misty escape if you walk too close with something like the light of lathander equipped. astarion has ONE line about it

and then… nothing. should we not be a little more worried about the teleporting vampire spawn? or even wonder why they can teleport suddenly?

did cazador grant them a new power so that they can hunt during the day, like we see there in the flophouse? why would he try to have the six spawn left speedrun the last few victims needed for the ritual if astarion went missing with the final necessary component?

and is this why they’re all so willing to believe cazador will keep his word and set them free when he subverts undeath? because he’s just given them a small token of freedom, the ability to navigate during the day so long as they stay out of direct sunlight? and how did he do it?? much to think about.

#i do love act 3 but man. sometimes it just seems comical how everyone is like OK! so this is a thing now! #like astarion finding out there’s just massive art deco ruins under szarr manor and just going ‘wow! this makes sense’ #DOES IT THOUGH? #there’s barely any explanation for that AND larian left a broken puzzle in another section of the ruins #astarion ancunin #astarion bg3 #i know that chamberlain’s diary says he’s afraid cazador will make him stand in for astarion but idk. who even was that guy really

[deus-ex-mona]

looking on at the ✨hype✨ about last stage like

#i wanna be excited about it too!!!!! lemme in~~~~~~~~~~ #maybe it’s just bc i didn’t listen to the ‘loid version on the koishiteru album but i think im not as excited about it as i should be lmaooo #on jp twt there are fans screaming about last stage and i. feel kinda left out ngl??? fomo’s hittin’ like a truck and idek w h y #but me? im just clinging to meoto to ✨carry on✨ #idk why but it kinda sounds like that song aka***ki enstrs sang to beat r****ts to a pulp in the anime #i dont even like enstrs anymore so idk why that song was the first thing i thought of when i heard the preview help #in any case!!!!! i hope the rest of the new songs get mvs!!!! especially meoto!!!!!!!!!!!! #going by the love chuchuchu(chu! kawaikute gomen—) im p sure that’s gonna be the moge mv lol #wont be surprised if their outfits in the mv are the same ones that they’re wearing in the moge-ilustrated album standees… #if that is indeed how the oshi no mahou mv is gonna go… all of you will now owe me tree fiddy >:) if not nothing happens idk #im very much looking forward to seeing where the completely new direction of upcoming lxl songs is gonna take us though #(p r a y i n g for lxl falling for each other in 4k hd p ls—) #g o d i should really get some sleep my innate state of crabbiness is creepin’ in the tags here too aaaaaa

[dirtbra1n]

okay. so. the kagiweek prompts are out now and I saw what day 4 was and it immediately made me realize something. What is kagi up to during his third year festival. Did he take hirano to it? Did he help niibashi with the cross dressing comp? Was he in the cross dressing comp? What was his class doing? If we assume that kagihira have/haven't gotten together at that point, then how would that affect his experience? So many questions… so many ideas…..

BACK FROM THE DEAD AGAIN . HI MALT I’M SORRY I’M SO LAAATEEEEEE….. folding my hands Lets discuss

I think regardless of what kagi’s doing in his class (or elsewhere; placing a pin) he’s needling hirano into coming to it with him and winning. hirano showing up in his unbelievable homosexual drip. kagi fighting for his life for a number of reasons. we all deserve this.

(hirano was not informed of the fact that hanzawa would also be here, which is fine, because most people were, in fact, also not informed of this. I’m smiling thinking about this :) <- Disregard)

really fun to think about niibashi here Also smiling about this please Also disregard. what’s niibashi’s hashtag Girl concept here. I think kagi could probably nab a few hair clips from home (“borrowing” from his sisters) but I think otherwise his calling is in sharp critiques of what works and what really, really doesn’t. sniping bad ideas down from the seat he’s sat in backwards before niibashi even processes them enough to furrow his brow. resting his cheek on his knuckles calling out Tacky! kagi the fashion world needs you.

also kagi Put on this skirt. its one of those things where miyano walks past an open door, muttering to himself about something That could be another pin, sure, and out of the corner of his eye he sees a tall figure, muscular, bashful, wearing a skirt. and he takes two more steps as it sears into his retinas. and he scrambles backwards to see an open window, curtains fluttering in the breeze, and nothing else.

kagi has himself pressed up against the wall, chest heaving, praying a little bit, until miyano leaves.

otherwise though I’m pretty sure he doesn’t compete. boooo…..

outsourcing on what his class is doing I wish we knew more about kagi’s classmates…… I’ll think up some options if no one else does and make a poll maybe. I DO think though that basketball club (removing the first pin) is up to something . Hey kagi would you be a doll and coerce shirahama into convincing that pudding-head he’s always hanging around with to convince—well actually who does he need to convince if he’s president. Get shirahama to coerce that pudding-head ping pong president to get an athletic competition going between clubs. it’ll be fun. I promise. scooouuuts honor.

removing the second pin as well. miyano is conspiracy board-ing the best way to get in contact with hanzawa senpai’s cosplaying sister to fulfill a particular Vision he has. only time will tell if it works out for him the way he hopes it will.

Ha ha . I’m foreshadowing a little Love you malt….

#this is before he contacts hanzawa senpai. he does not tell hanzawa senpai about this #i don’t like the word situationship but i think it’s probably as close a word as any to what hirano and kagi have got going on here #askbox #Seriously though malt….. i’m sorry i left you out to dry for so long here……… your presence in my notifications is the light of my life…….. #i love you malt……… #EDIT: FORGOT TO MENTION SOMETHING AND I’M WAITING ON SOMETHING ELSE TO PUT PHOENIX HEAD IN HANDS

[running-in-the-dark]

I've got an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow, and I'm getting my conch piercing swapped out for a shorter one. that's gonna be stressful 🙃

#annnd I will absolutely take my lorazepam for the second one... yeah it's unnecessary yeah it's dumb but. I'm SO scared #and I haven't even thought about taking any in ages. so it's alright and I don't mind #I will do things to make things I want to do but am scared of easier for myself so that I can do them at all #and that's fine #I'm so hoping she'll say the piercing is healing well... it doesn't hurt at all and I've been careful with it and I've cleaned it #(almost) every day like she said #but there's a bump and it still gets pretty gross and. well I'm just hoping it's fine 😬 #I kinda keep going from 'I still want as many ear piercings as possible' to 'I don't want to get a piercing ever again in my life' and back #though at this point.... I'm thinking I definitely should not get any more in my left ear since it keeps being difficult (the slight hearing #loss and the tube and then I got a middle ear infection... maybe it'll eventually be fine again but right now it's not looking like it 🤔 #but whatever maybe I'll get more in the right one. I could. if I wanted to. we will see 🤷) #also it suuucks that I now have to drive 30 minutes to get to my psychiatrist's office but I like him a lot so I will not look for a #different one #personal

[seyaryminamoto]

It has been a day, and I just couldn't get anything else done while in the moodiest mood I could be.

Sooo... they're the best recipe I know to cure my heart from misery. I'd done this sketchdump a while ago, figured I'd spend my day working on this rather than everything else, and I'd say it helped if just a bit. Dropping it here even if it's not that great because, who knows, maybe someone else needs a dose of domestic Sokkla being happy dorks together in these trying times.

#sokkla #sokka #azula #rei #gladiator #any takes are valid I suppose #but #left-most is probably just them going to bed - their hair would be messier otherwise #top-most is a science discussion between the three cleverest people #though Azula is happy to sit back and watch the other two discuss science #makes her very happy #right-most is just my trolling need for Azula groping Sokka's arm muscles #he is so proud and thriving in the attention #pair of dorks I swear #bottom-most is hairdresser Sokka being his lovely self #while Azula tells him about whatever stuff she has to do that day #or so #yes this is what sustains me #when all else fails I come back to these two and they fuel me all over again #<3 <3 <3