POV: you chose (gave in to) Lawrence
I had to fix his hand last minute
I accidentally put his thumb on the wrong side
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Love isn’t a timely feeling
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Jang Hyunho x fem!reader
Plot:when the world collapses on your shoulders you’re scared you won’t get up again. Luckily there’s someone there to hold you anytime your legs shake…but at what price?
Warnings:death, bad language, sad content
Please notice:for writing purposes I had to add a random character made by me:say hi to Bora
Read the sequel here:Invisible string
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Another alarm went off, another day trying to survive, but this time you were on your own since your best friend had been executed the night before. She wasn’t a mafia, you didn’t even understand how your classmates could vote for her since you had proved them that she was a citizen, however things went as they had to go.
You looked around, as Junhee had asked the night before, everyone was surely on their way to gather in the hall, but you didn’t move. You stayed still, sat in the bathroom where you spent the night hiding, or at least that was what you had pretended to do.
You didn’t care about living no more, without your friend it didn’t make sense, so if you died you would’ve been happy. You were still alive tho.
You rested your head against the wall, closing your eyes in hope to sleep a little more and let your mind rest, but someone knocked at the door of your cabin.
You sighed, opening it just to see Hyunho’s face:
“What’s up?” you asked, in a breath of sound
“We’re supposed to gather in the hall,haven’t you read Junhee’s text?” he talked softly
“I have, I’m just ignoring it. Please, leave” you closed the door again, but Hyunho blocked it with his hand
“You’ve got no time to give up” he said
“I’ve already given up. That’s why I’m here -you tried to close the door again, but the boy didn’t let you do so- now, I’ll ask you one more time:please,leave”
“You were close to Bora, weren’t you?”
“Do we have to talk about it? -holding back your tears had never been that hard- she wa-…she’s my best friend” you explained.
Hyunho sighed, kneeling down at your height:his left hand rested on your leg while the other gently caressed your cheek:
“She wouldn’t be happy to see you like this. Now you need to go through the game for her as well”. his voice was sweet and warm. It sounded like an embrace, but it didn’t help you feeling better in any way; otherwise you burst into tears.
Hyunho lead your head to his shoulder, while your hands grabbed his shirt. Your grip was desperate, you were using so much strength that your fingers turned red:
“I can’t do this without her. I can’t. I’m sorry, I’m sorry Bora”
“Why are you apologising? -the boy caressed your head- you’re still alive, you’re still on time to get up and live for the both of you” his words came out in a whisper. Why was he comforting you like that? You had never been friends in the first place; the two of you had barely talked before that moment. Was he so sweet? Or was he just trying to make more friends than enemies?
You wondered that through the whole chat you had in the bathroom, but, at the end of the day, he was able to help you feel better and get out of there. He was so sweet and so delicate that no one could’ve rejected his help; you didn’t remember the last time you felt so safe in someone’s presence. But there you were.
Without even realising how, you found yourself sticking to Hyunho all the time. Just like Bora, he became your rock.
If something was wrong, he was there to make it better.
If you were tired, he was there to cover your shoulders.
If you were scared, he was there to hold you.
If you were hurt, he was there to heal you.
It happened once:you were exploring the centre when you ended in its darkest dungeons; you had almost got lost for a moment, but you had found your way back to the hall. However, while doing so, you stumbled and ended up cutting your hand.
Once you had gotten back to your classmates you were a mess of pain and blood, but Hyunho was the first one running to you. He lead you to the infirmary, he took care of your wound and, then, of your mind as well.
You weren’t good at that game, it was draining you more and more everyday, but Hyunho was there all the time. You wondered how that could be possible since you knew you were a burden, but he seemed to not care; otherwise he was trying his best to make things easier for you.
“Are you okay now?” he asked, moving a strand of your hair behind your ear.
After having lunch you had a few quiet hours; so he took you to the rooftop with a bunch of blankets. Your head was resting on his lap, cheeks wet as you had another one of your stupid breakdowns, but there, with him, the world seemed to go silent.
“I’m doing better. I’m sorry” you said, closing your eyes
“You don’t have to apologise” he talked, caressing your back. His hand went up and down, drawing creases on your shirt. His touch was the only thing able to relax your nerves.
Rright there, in that moment, with the breeze on your face and his presence reassuring you, you really believed that you could’ve made it through it if he would’ve stayed by your side.
“But I should. You’ve been taking care of me all the time”
“This is what friends are made for” he said, wrapping your body in a blanket
“I own you a million favours” you turned around, meeting his eyes, but he shook his head:
“You don’t own me anything -he ruffled your hair- let’s get out of here safely”
“That’s a big goal” you joked
“We can do that, don’t worry” his smile was as sweet as always, but his voice was serious. You knew he meant it for real. Your heart flattered thinking about a future with him: could’ve that been possible? Would have you been friends? Or something more? The second option sounded good…you’d loved that.
Suddenly, a bunch of random thoughts came to your mind:you could picture him in his everyday life, by your side, having dates every week, exchanging cute gifts, wearing matching clothes, kissing and…your cheeks turned as red as tomatoes.
“Is everything okay?” Hyunho blinked confused at the sight, but you covered your face with the blanket:
“Yes. Nothing’s wrong. I was just thinking”
“About what?” he giggled
“About how my life would be after this game”
“Oh…- Hyunho stayed silent for a second, then he dropped the bomb- am I in it?” he asked, uncovering your face
“Oh…hum…of course”
“In what role?” he leaned closer with an annoying smirk on his lips. He knew what he was doing. You didn’t answer as you got paralysed. Luckily the boy let it be and just laughed, leaving a fast kiss on the tip of your nose.
You didn’t know what happened there, the only thing you were sure about was that, in that moment, your heart had started beating for Jang Hyunho…and you couldn’t do anything about it. You were already far too gone, which wasn’t good, not in a survival game, not after you were still recovering from Bora’s death.
You tried to get away with it, to forget about Hyunho and see him only as a friend again, but you couldn’t, nor he could. The two of you kept looking for one another all the time, naturally.
The first thing he asked himself in the morning was if you were still alive; the last one, during the night, was if you would’ve made it through it again. The more time went by, the more players died; so everyone was automatically more and more exposed, which sent Hyunho crazy. He knew time was getting shorter, and he knew he had something big to confess you,that was why, one night, he just went for it.
“Shall we hide here?” he asked, checking the door of a forgotten room
“We always split our ways at night, are you sure about that?” you demanded
“I don’t think you’re the mafia, and surely I’m not, so I don’t mind it” he smiled.
Hyunho collected a few blankets and snacks, then he locked the entrance
“I think we’re good” he talked, sitting next to you. Your eyes met his, shining at how pretty he was in the dim light. He smiled, caressing your check before sliding his body closer. Your breath got stuck in your throat, your heart started racing in your chest:he was too close, really too close for you to hold back any kind of reaction and look like a friend.
“I need to tell you something before it’s too late” Hyunho talked, holding your hand
“W-what is it?” you pretended you didn’t know, but the only thing you were unaware of was how to react once the truth would’ve been out. You indeed liked him, but you were too scared to lose him to forget about what was happening and rush into a love story.
Hyunho giggled, scratching the back of his neck:
“We both know -he paused, then, with a sigh, he dropped the bomb- I love you yn. I can’t do anything about it. I tried, because I know that a love story is the last thing we need now, but I can’t control my feelings. You’re always in my mind, the whole time, I don’t wanna lose you…and I don’t want it to happen without telling you the truth”
You didn’t know what to answer, you froze on the spot, holding his hand for dear life. What an awful situation!
“I…don’t think we should have this conversation” you mumbled
“We should, because if anything happens I can’t let go without doing this”
“Doing what- “ you had no time to finish the sentence that Hyunho’s lips met yours.
Everything seems so strange for a second, but you were so attracted to him that you ended up going with the flow.
The boy’s hand rested on your cheek (you were now sure it was his favourite spot) as he leaned even closer. Your fingers interwove in his hair while your nostrils got filled with his scent:you didn’t know how to describe it, it was delicate and soft. So good. So calming. You had no idea how a person could affect both your body and mind in the way he did, but there you were. Love was indeed real…and was,indeed, not a timely feeling.
Hyunho was the first one letting go, but only because he was out of breath. His lips were pinky as they were now stained with your gloss:he looked so cute.
You giggled, checking the time on your phone:
“This round is almost finished…” you sighed. The boy nodded, lying down:
“Come” he said, his arms were wide open to welcome you, so you just rested your head on his shoulder
“I hope everything’s gonna be alright” you whispered
“It will be” he replied, placing a kiss on your forehead.
Hyunho was right, the next day both of you were completely fine…but things were meant to go downhill anyway.
More players got executed and even a few mafias died.
There were only three left:Jungwon, Dabum…and you.
However, you weren’t scared to die as your thoughts were focused on two things:stopping anyone who would’ve proposed to kill Hyunho; and don’t let him find out about your role. You didn’t want him to think you had been lying to him, especially if you wouldn’t have been able to protect him. Seeing him passing in such pain would’ve destroyed you.
You tried, and tried and tried…but sadly one of the worst scenarios turned into reality as Junhee and Yoonseo found out you were their rival.
The night they spilled the truth Hyunho immediately got pale. You could see he was holding back a whole breakdown:his eyes were shining, it didn’t matter if he was trying to hold his tears back, and his hands were shaking in anger.
“I can explain…” on the edge of tears, you turned to the boy who simply looked at you with a disgusted face
“I don’t wanna hear a single word coming from your fucking mouth” he replied, running away.
“Kim Junhee has voted for yn yln”
“Lee Yoonseo has voted for yn yln”
“Ji Dabum has voted for yn yln”
“Oh Jungwon has voted for yn yln”
You gave a look to your phone, then to your classmates, then you wiped your tears away and ran to Hyunho. You had thirty minutes left before dying and he was the only thing that mattered in that moment
“Hyunho!” you called him as soon as he had reached the rooftop:
“Go away! Fucking liar!” he yelled, but you ran to him, grabbing his arms
“Listen to me, please, I have no time left”
“I don’t wanna hear your bullshit” he tried to push you away, but you held onto him until the both of you fell to the ground.
The boy’s tears were wetting his shirt, while yours were pouring down your cheeks like the rain pours down from the clouds during a storm
“I’ve never lied to you Hyunho! I never did! I swear! Everything that happened between us was real!”
“You just fooled me! And you know that!” he growled, you had never seem him so desperate.
You shook your head, holding his hands:
“No,no I didn’t. Please, please Hyunho I can’t die knowing that you hate me. Please listen. I didn’t want to be a mafia, nor I tried to fool you in any way! Otherwise I’ve been doing my best to protect you! I loved you Hyunho, and I’m so happy that I could spend time with you. I’ll never forget how you made me feel and how you helped me through everything”
“Have you killed Bora?” he suddenly asked
“No! No I didn’t! I’ve never killed anyone, I swear on Bora’s soul! I would never be able to hurt my classmates, and you know that! Also…do you -you sobbed, coughing for a moment- do you remember when… when I got hurt exploring?” you demanded, Hyunho nodded
“That was the only time I lied. I-I didn’t hurt myself, I had a fight with another mafia. He was mad at me because I wasn’t helping”
“He? Who was that?” Hyunho grabbed your shoulders, dragging you closer
“I can’t tell you, but you know it. Just…just please don’t hate me…I’m begging you Hyunho”
The boy hugged you tightly. Your chin rested on his shoulder, while your hands grabbed the back of his shirt. Probably there were ten minutes left, but you didn’t have the strength to say goodbye to your loved one.
“I could never hate you yn. Never. Even if I tried -his face sank in your soft hair- I love you, I love you so much, and I know you didn’t want to do it. No one wanted” his eyes met yours while his fingers put a few strands of your hair behind your hear
“Get the other mafias out, okay?” you talked, choking on your own words. Hyunho sobbed, nodding.
“Have you… have you voted?” you then asked, caressing his face
“I haven’t yet…”
“Do it…there’s no time left. Vote for me”
The boy grabbed his phone
“Jang Hyunho has voted for yn yln”
“I’m…I’m so sorry” he cried, throwing the object away
“It’s okay. That’s how things were supposed to go. As long as you’re safe, I’m happy -you smiled through the tears, kissing his forehead- now go. Please, go”
Hyunho shook his head, holding onto you. His grip was firm on your arms. He was shaking like a leaf falling down from a tree.
“I can’t…”
“Please…”
“I can’t yn…”
“Please go, I don’t want you to see it -you gulped- I’m begging you”
“Fuck, it’s not fair -Hyunho swore, his jaw clenched- I love you. I’ll always do” he said again, placing one last kiss on your lips before running away.
You looked at him, meeting his teary eyes one last time; then, when midnight struck, your body took his last flight, becoming one with the sky.
“Yn yln has been executed. Yn yln was a mafia”
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Author’s notes:EVERYBODY DON’T COME AT ME!! I’m a sucker for the desolated lovers trope or whatever this is called, but I swear:on the next story my boy will finally get an happy ending!
Hope you enjoyed this story💕
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Burning
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🔥 pairing: best friend!mingi x gn!reader
🔥 genre: fluff, healing, friends to lovers, slice of life
🔥 summary: down winding roads, through the golden fields and into the shimmering night, you and mingi embark on a journey to live and love once again
🔥 wordcount: 5.5k
🔥 warnings/tags: editing??, language, indie film style, loosely inspired by murakami's 'barn burning' + youth mv, injuries/scabs, band aids/treatment, escapism, restarts, running away, love through hardship, healing, implied trauma, food/eating, reflecting on the past, mingi would do anything for you, arson
🔥 taglist: at the bottom of the fic
🔥 a/n: happy birthday to @byuntrash101!! my most wonderful cat, i love you, thank you for every moment and here is to many more <3 hugs to everyone, all reblogs, notes and comments appreciated!
🔥 playlist: the last stop of our pain - hanroro, the setting sun - the poles, bye - car the garden, summer night - jeon jinhee, 14:30 - damons year, silence - sunwoojunga, so life goes on - heo hoy kyung, dear my all - mingginyu
You looked down at your hands, spreading the fingers out and relaxing them again, watching the movement of every line and wrinkle. Band aids bent and took on the shape you commanded; the one in an off-white shade after having taken on the brunt of the physical burdens, - a ring that was wrapped around the middle finger of your right hand was frayed at the edge, having had to through the test of the elements and of haphazard lugging of items in and out of the white car on which you were sitting. The other, skin toned, sturdy and strictly not letting anything dare infect you, hugged the side of the same hand and spread a little to your palm. The markings of a person who ‘could’, and a person who ‘did’.
Gaze travelling downwards led you to a leather bracelet with a silver charm - a simple accessory, but one that held years of history, meaning and memories that tied you to the original owner. You were never one for big celebrations, having gotten used to treating every day the same as the rest - a uniform, dark reality where you were nothing but a little cog. The only mission you had ever had before this moment was to keep on turning. This bracelet was a promise, and a hope for a new beginning.
Golden fields and a warm grey sky blending into a hazy blend of yellowish green and burnt sienna. A tired breeze that had long lost its fight reminded you that you could still feel, running through your hair, dancing across your skin. The sweater you had borrowed was much too loose at the shoulders, and thus offered little to no protection from the elements. Nonetheless, the comfort it offered, along with the aroma that had permanently intertwined with the threads of the cotton fabric brought more than enough warmth to your heart, and caused a blush to rise on your cheeks. It was a considerable contrast to your still slightly tear-stained, exhausted eyes around which the signs of last night’s terrors were still remaining. But even then, the despair that had come with the sensation had been washed away by a caring thumb, a loving hand, a single impression that solidified that you were never going to be alone.
You moved to run a finger across the plasters, curious as to how the cuts beneath were healing. Little scars of a warrior. You had fought for your way and for your life and for your right to smile and breathe and enjoy the earthly wonders. The last days before your final decision to escape were somewhat of a whirlwind, tainted by persistent insomnia, demons that haunted you day and night and the yelling of far too many people, projects and parasitic ponderings. Even the things that had been under your control grew minds of their own and searched for ways to destroy you, be it in hiding a mistake in a word, an error in a table or a fiendish administrative problem. Those days were a countdown, until in one last effort to survive, you cried out for salvation and admitted that it was all too much. And in that chaotic flood that was threatening to swallow you whole, one person had been waiting, and before you knew it, you were safe, had someone cheering for you, sharing your anguish.
“Hey don’t do that. We don’t have any band aids left and I’m not about to go Rambo mode and go picking grass to wrap you up,” you turned to follow the sounds of the low, raspy voice, smiling softly as you met your friend’s mildly concerned expression. Black hair, softly tousled; you barely could restrain yourself from reaching out and ruffling those locks. Beauty marks like stars on that wonderful, charming face. Slightly parted lips that appeared to be holding back sagas and everlasting tales. Lips that you could watch move forever.
“It’s fine, Mingi, I was just checking.”
“That was some intense checking you’re doing, refrain from it,” he retorted and crossed his arms while pinching the sleeves of his black knit sweater so as to not let them slide up.
“Says the person who keeps picking at their face like no tomorrow. Without bandages, mind you. At this rate-”
“Yeah, yeah, yeah, I’ll sort myself out, alright?” Mingi winced as his tongue darted to the scabbed over gash on the side of his mouth, making you exhale sharply, bemused. You could sense him taking his words back with a shake of the head. One step back, another, and in a quiet mumble he added: “...at the next rest stop we’ll fuel up the truck, fuel ourselves and maybe get a proper first aid kit.”
“Sounds good.”
Turning one of the many rings on his fingers, your friend could not hold your gaze and resorted to studying the ornate silver patterns and precious embedded stones. It had been the same when he had first offered this way out for you. A man, supposedly tall and impressive in physique, but appearing so small as he stumbled over his words, one idea pouring and drowning another out until they connected like a puzzle and formulated a vision that was somewhat concrete. Though, even if there was no final agreement in his mind, you would have agreed anyway. All that mattered was that each sentence carried a ‘we’. And with that, you were more than happy.
Was it long ago that you had met him? It felt like eternity. You could not imagine any other life, at least not one where you had a chance at happiness. Sure, you had your fights and squabbles. It would be a big lie if you were to say everything was sunshine and rainbows. Both snappy and hot headed at times, you had each said a fair share of things you did not want to say. But it was the awareness and growing from mistakes that had led you to where you were now. You had both walked through some dark times, and ended up in the golden hour, surrounded by an equally glowing expanse of flora, reaping what you two had sowed.
“What are you looking at me like that for?”
“Hm?”
“I don’t get it, I know I have the thing on my cheek but… hate to break it to you, you don’t have healing powers,” ever so logical, Mingi was, once again, trying to establish a chain of thought. You had gotten better at explaining your thinking out loud, as did he, but in times where you were particularly wistful, words escaped you.
“I don’t know…”
“As if I do. Are you hungry?”
“I’m not a cat-”
“Then why?” he chuckled, lips automatically stretching into a toothy grin as you chuckled.
“‘Cause I can.”
“Okay then,” a breath escaped you as you stared at his hand, suddenly falling to meet the car’s surface and looked up to see him leaning over, staring intently at you. Through you. Like he could read you. Any courage you had disappeared, and you shook your head in defeat.
“Fine, fine,” how could someone put into words the feeling of wanting to picture an individual in everything and everyone?
How could you say that even in the grass that surrounded you, in the long winding roads, in the cloudy skies you were glad to be able to see Mingi. It had been a lifetime indeed. A lifetime of seeing him without realising it, a lifetime of looking forward to being together with him and falling apart when you weren’t, and now, when you were side by side with only the sun, moon and empty fields to bear witness, you were scared to blink. Like all this time would disappear. Priceless seconds. Mingi was merciful enough to note a tinge of nervousness, and backed away. It was obvious enough that he did not quite let your reaction go, but neither you nor him were ever ones to push further than necessary and beyond the other’s personal limits.
“Right, time to get going if we want to make it to the barn by midnight.”
“Okay.”
“Want to ride in the back or-”
“With you,” you did not mean to sound so ambiguous, but thankfully as Mingi was busy opening the door to the driver’s seat, he did not catch on, or courteously did not pry.
“Ah, you’re right. It’ll be getting cold pretty quickly, won’t it?”
As if you were not wrapped up and huddled in the bunch of blankets, backpacks and crocheted pillows just last night when you were parked at the last rest stop, silently accepting your friend’s reassurance as you mourned a past you were not going to miss. He knew what you were going through, and so he stuck beside you instead of heading for those plasters when he technically could have.
“A few hours won’t change these little cuts, but they can change you, and I’d rather be here so you’re not alone.”
The phrase resonated in your heart as you took your place beside Mingi, staring out at the windshield. With a quick glance to your left you could just catch his reflection in the glass, and with another tilt, the man himself. His plush lips, the beautiful curve of his nose, how the black-framed glasses that he had fished out of the cupholder between you suited him so well. Focused, he turned the key until a satisfying rumble consumed the vehicle, signifying its awakening. On instinct, Mingi’s arms flew to their respective positions, and he drove out of the improvised parking spot back out to the infinite line of cement - the one sign of civilization that had the ability to assure you that you were indeed going in the right direction. Since Mingi was familiar with this part of the country, however, you would not have minded even a sudden, more wild change in the scenery.
Choosing to not surf the radio stations in search of something remotely tolerable, you drove to the sound of your musings and let the last of the grey haze wash over you before the sun that was concealed by the thick cloud would inevitably fall into a slumber. For the first time in a while, you could enjoy the quiet without it being interrupted by a cacophony of inner qualms and disturbing rage. You could catch the occasional note from Mingi’s humming - a habit of his that you had grown to love. Every time, it was something unexpected. Be it a tune he was making up on the spot or one that you were familiar with, you never tired of how his thoughts travelled, and were delighted by the soundtrack which he was subconsciously crafting for the life you just so happened to share. Serendipity, writing a future that Mingi was taking you towards.
The idea he had proposed might have been radical, but it was the only one that made sense. Besides, it was not going to cause any harm. At the end of the day, the property belonged to a distant relative, said relative had no use for it, so… the conclusion and final decision basically made itself. The act to mark an entry into being your new self had to be grand, a lot more grand than what you had already done, and Mingi, being a creative mind, of course could be trusted to invent a performance of the century. Just for you.
A dreamlike day turned into an equally surreal evening as you halted at the gas station attached to the last rest stop of your adventure, with Mingi’s call dragging you out of your thoughts. You confirmed to him that you were fine with a quick smile and followed him out of the trusty Dodge. Patiently, you idled about as Mingi unscrewed the opening to the fuel tank and reached for one of the nozzles, rolling a stray piece of gravel under your shoes. Crickets, a myriad of crickets hidden under the cover of nighttime launched into a crescendo of their trill song, so much so that the buzz of the fluorescent lamp that illuminated the lonely station was almost completely drowned out. A light touch on your upper arm alerted you that Mingi was done, and you promptly followed him to the convenience store.
As though by newly found habit, he gravitated towards the bright red canisters lined up by the register, while you gave him a wary glance before ambling towards the ready to eat meals. Soon enough, Mingi joined you, satisfied by his quick perusal, and with a basket in his hand. Without a word, he picked up your favourite snack and was about to toss it in:
“This one, right?”
“Yeah, that’s right.”
It never failed to be amusing how, despite the innumerable occasions when you two had eaten together, Mingi still liked to check with you that your favourite foods were, in fact, still your favourite foods. You had to admit that it was very endearing and comforting to you. Without even considering it, he always gave you room for change, in every way you could imagine. Or maybe you were exaggerating and letting your fantasies speak for themselves. You could not help but dart your eyes at Mingi when he turned his back to you, spotting the two beaded necklaces you had made for him some time ago still being a part of his usual outfit. And so, you wondered, how large was the room for transformation? What could this brand new future of yours include?
“Ah… wait… band aids… should we get that… What was it? Antiseptic-”
“You said a whole kit.”
“Right. Let’s go try and find it… wait what if they don’t stock one?” eyebrows weighed down with doubt, Mingi looked at you like he was about to apologise. You sighed, moving to run a hand down his back. The gesture startled Mingi, but he did not stop you, instead choosing to wait it out and see your intentions. You noticed him lightly biting his lower lip as he stared back at you, perplexed.
“We’ll find the essentials then. It’s not like we are disappearing from society for the rest of time, yeah?”
“Yeah…” had he continued, you swore he would have expressed his wish for what you had joked about to be the case. Luckily, you were pleasantly surprised by the wide selection of items to pick from, and left confident in the remainder of your trip.
In the fluorescence of the small store, and then inside of the parked car as you devoured your pre-made dinner, you were suspended in pure bliss. To your right was your partner in everything, friend or however your silly racing heart wanted to call him. Above you, the stars - a vista worth driving further out from the rest stop for. Propped up on the cushions, this was your definition of heavenly and healing. Colours had regained their vibrancy, and finally, you were no longer too fatigued to notice the intricacy of things that had previously passed you by. Who could have guessed that the packaging of the sandwiches you used to buy before work to throw in the office fridge had changed? And apparently a bit of time ago, too? What else have you been missing? For certain, you had been missing out on times like this, where you could hold a comfortable pause with Mingi, simply enjoying each other’s company while digging into your meals. It was astonishing to think how many breakfasts, lunches and dinners that you could have had with the one person who always believed in you were ripped away from you by obligation and unwanted routine. Not for longer.
“Mingi.”
“Hm?” he hummed while chewing, eyes widened as he turned towards you. Quickly enough, he swallowed the bite, and waited for you to continue.
“I’m glad… that we can be here like this.”
“Oh… I…” at a loss for words, he let himself swim in your spontaneous confession.
“I am just… happy. Very happy. Thank you. Thank you for being the one who I can trust, thank you for sticking with me through complete and utter chaos, thank you for being you,” the words came naturally, buried under layers of hurt that needed time to evaporate. But now, the ritualistic expedition was wondrous in combating your inner demons, and in turn, let you speak for yourself, for your own feelings rather than those of illusory authority that had previously spoken for and was in charge of your every action, whether you were aware of it or not.
“No biggie. Things get in the way sometimes, but we’re here now, aren’t we?”
“Yes, that we are.”
“It’s going to get even easier soon, just you wait.”
A hand in midair, waiting for you to lift yours and meet it. Confused, you did so automatically, yelping when Mingi moved it closer to himself, and in a swift motion planted a soft, almost shy kiss on the back. He was careful to not put any pressure on the cuts which he had just re-cleaned and covered, along with the miniature wounds that only found themselves under the stinging alcohol solution, but kept on holding onto you, debating whether you would let him stay like this to his heart’s content, or if you would pull away. The tips of his digits reached the bracelet, and you could imagine a thrum of kindred energy reconnecting the item and the man. Shock prevented you from acting rashly, and so you simply read the fire in Mingi’s sparkling eyes, your favourite blaze that helped you out of a chasm, one that you would protect with your entire being until the world collapsed on you. And even then, you would stand up and try again.
Relief was evident in his features, from the curling of his lips to the relaxing of his shoulders. Clearly, an unfathomable pressure was lifted from his exhausted body. Every mile travelled, you were making revelations, it seemed. Venturing into the unknown, you were not quite sure who you were looking at anymore. Of course, you were confident in his name, in his presence, in his significance, but the many roles which he played in your years on this tiny planet left you struggling for words. Who was Mingi to you? Who were you to Mingi? Long gone were the days where you two had been moderately content with a distant and rapidly cooling friendship separated by glass and busy schedules. You were close. So close, that if the recklessness of acting on instinct caught up with you, you would get burned.
Burning, like your hand despite Mingi having let it float in solitude some time ago to stand up and hop out of the back of the pickup truck. Set ablaze like your heart and soul that were feverishly awaiting a shining dawn. Your tired eyes could only watch your one wish turn the key in the ignition again, determined to help you start over. Could he be your sun? If you were to say anything more than a hollow whisper to the moon, would you fall away and lose him? You were about to bring the fingers of your left hand to run over the other, but you stopped, remembering Mingi’s comedically stern words. Instead, you imagined him pressing his lips against it again, heat rising to your cheeks upon recollection. A quick glance to the driver’s seat, and you could swear you caught the ghost of a smirk dancing across your so-called friend’s face, but chose not to comment so as to not spark a conversation you knew you would not be able to continue.
“We’ll be there soon. There’s a neat shortcut we can take so it shouldn’t take us more than an hour.”
You nodded, trusting his judgement. Your thoughts were elsewhere, anyways and could not offer many suggestions in terms of the journey. These parts were foreign to you, and your decision-making here was as good as whenever you had a professional point to prove or a dream to follow; both flew out of your hands to be smited. At least in the case of the meandering roads, you had Mingi to shield you, letting you wander in your own mindscape for as long as you needed. The mind was a mysterious place, traversing memories both from years ago and ones that documented your most recent escapades much the same, though, maybe now they were all in brighter hues. The last of what was tying you down was packed and stashed right behind you and Mingi, both in the tiny space between the seats and the back of the cabin as well as in the exposed trunk outside. The monochrome madness stuffed into rucksacks, swaddled in sheets like a crying infant manifesting your prayers for the noise of a prior existence to cease demanding your attention. You were ready to let it all turn to ash, and be reborn.
It was fascinating how quick Mingi was to jump into action. Part of you wondered whether it was due to the times you had helped him, and he wished to somehow repay you. Or was this a genuine devotion? As the road turned into an unruly dirt path, you were certain it was the latter.
‘It’s our journey. I might not know everything that’s going on behind your forehead, and you would not know that about me, but the least we can do is stick through the worst storms.’
The grumbling of the engine turned into a roar as Mingi’s heavy combat boot pushed down even stronger on the accelerator. When people spent enough time together, they were bound to become more and more similar; such was the case with you and him. Parts had been exchanged, parts blended, and it was hard to think of a picture where there was a lack of the other’s presence in some form. Be it in behaviour or in little bits of jewellery. Mingi was driving selfishly, because he was driving for you and for the few breaths of air you had remaining in your lungs after holding up boulders of others’ opportunities at the cost of your own passions. There was experience, there was development, but there was also a need for self-preservation and a necessity to stop for the sake of health and mental clarity, and Mingi was not about to lose you.
“D’ya want to roll the window down? You…” used to do that when you and him were teens. He did not have to say it. No matter the weather, even if for a few seconds, you wanted to be one with the air, a flightless bird that finally got a chance to glide with the wind, pleasantly lost in the elements. Maybe one day you could return to that same carefree nature. You shook your head.
“It’s a little cold outside.”
“How about this…” while slowing down a little to not lose control of the car, Mingi reached around and behind his seat, fishing for something. Finally, having found what he was looking for, he flashed a triumphant grin and produced his dark grey denim jacket, letting it land on your lap.
You raised an eyebrow, unsure of what your friend was implying. But as soon as the first hint of a breeze hit you and you saw the window start its slow descent under Mingi’s command, a chuckle escaped you. So it was not a question after all, but an encouragement, perhaps even a challenge. Giving in, you pulled the jacket over yourself like a blanket, and stared at the all-knowing constellations that decorated the cosmic expanse - the best reminder of just how small you really were, and to what priceless insignificance your troubles amounted to. In the grand scheme of things, nothing really mattered, and so, you did not see anything as ‘too out of pocket’ anymore. Might as well enjoy life instead of letting it race past you for once.
It was a mystery to you when you fell asleep; you could only recall the ghostly pale silver and ashen blue that spread over the wheat fields and another serene, barely audible serenade hummed by Mingi. But just as quickly as you had drifted into a dreamless slumber, you jolted awake at the sound of your name being repeated once, twice by your best friend. Momentarily lost, you waited for your vision to focus before following the sounds of the truck door clicking shut and of rubber soles hitting gravel by fumbling for the handle. As soon as you opened the salon, you were embraced in full by the omnipresent hum of wildlife and distant rustle of leaves and tall grass, the field at which you stopped having been long abandoned and left barren, with only dirt to present as a fruit of labour.
Stepping onto the soft earth, you could feel the cool dampness beneath your shoes, a tactile reminder of the quiet countryside that surrounded you as far as the eye could see. Mingi, his presence like a comforting shield in the stillness of the night, paused in his search for the tools he had packed. A profound hush settled over the landscape, prompting you to tilt your head and look on further, to spot the target barely a couple hundred metres away. So this was it. The promised sacrifice. The place where the past could finally quit holding on to you and tearing you apart. The abandoned barn loomed ahead like a relic from another universe and a time long gone.
The moonlight painted the barn in ethereal shades, casting a melancholic beauty upon its worn facade. Mingi's eyes held the weight of a thousand untold stories and observations, and in the quiet exchange of glances, you detected a shared understanding – a recognition that you had the right, and more than deserved to forgive yourself, and throw away the hurt you had accumulated over the years with a light heart. He stood beside you, holding onto the sacks that you had stuffed full of items that haunted you, mutely berated you and induced agonising ruminations. Papers, trinkets, utter garbage that you had never been able to throw out on your own, all collected like nightmare capsules and you were more than elated to bid them farewell.
He had not yet taken off his glasses, eager to move onwards and upwards. One of these days you might muster up the courage to tell Mingi just how handsome he was in whatever style he chose, but that was a mission for a more courageous you. From tonight into the myriad of tomorrows. Your partner in self-revolution stretched his arms towards you, gingerly passing the hefty items over and waiting for you to get a better grip. To think that there were clouds of buzzing paranoia and dread attached to either one - suffocating, persistent.
While regarding Mingi’s tranquil resolve, you discovered a sliver of a near-boyish excitement, so characteristic of him before growing pains had changed your relationship and all that came with it, that your heart ached, and a prickly sensation made itself known on the back of your hand where he had left a solitary peck. And yet, he still was not giving up on you. From the pocket of his jeans - appearing to take on the shade of a washed out chrome under the shining skies, Mingi produced a box of matches, and upon leaning closer to the truck, grasped the handle of a stick protruding from a miniature canister. More than enough to carry out the impending transformation. Mingi’s stunning orbs met yours, and without words, he conveyed a mixture of determination and sorrow, a silent promise and cheer for the grand finale.
"Here’s to letting go, and to holding on to the things that make us right," he uttered, his voice carrying the power of a truth that echoed in the night air.
“Then… I’ll be right back.”
“I will be here. Cousin said everything’s unlocked. Put things in places where the fire’ll reach.”
One step. Another. Walk turning into run, you chased after who you wished to become and propelled yourself with unprecedented pride. You could do this. With one quick push the door to the barn creaked open, and you made haste in lining the walls with who you used to be. You could taste ash on your tongue and see the fire in your pupils even though you were consumed by pitch black; here, you had the final say. Upon throwing the sacks into whatever direction, you felt your way back out, and returned to Mingi who, apparently, had the time to reposition the car a little to have the back be facing the barn. With a mischievous grin he greeted you, and pulled you into a quick embrace before giving you a matchstick and the box and leading the two of you to the structure one last time.
This had been an agreement between you - you were the one to light the first flame, and he was the one to do the rest. Though this was a journey of healing, he did not wish for you to delude yourself into a guilt-ridden state. Mingi could bear the brunt of that for you and wear it like a badge of honour. As though patrolling the grounds, he went in a circle around the barn, leaving behind the acrid stench of splattered gasoline. Suddenly, the act felt more and more real. A yelp caught in your throat as Mingi shoved the empty canister inside through a loose wooden board, now only holding onto the unlit torch. Gazed at you, awaiting the monumental execution.
Trembling just a little, on the third try you managed to light the match, and stepped to the building full of your painful memories. the flames danced in the blackness like whispers of farewell. As you approached the ancient barn with Mingi in toe, the match's glow illuminated the grains of wood that had weathered countless storms. The night seemed to draw its breath, as though it sensed the profound act about to unfold. Outstretching the judgement between your fingers, you hesitated for a fleeting moment. The gravity of the act hung heavy – the acknowledgment that setting fire to the past was a painful necessity for new beginnings. Nevertheless, you were certain. The barn, with its history that you will never learn, became a symbol of surrender, resilience and perseverance. Holding your breath, you dropped the match, but when the result did not satisfy you, you sensed a wave of rage. You wanted more, you needed it all gone from sight and experience.
“Mingi.”
“Hm?”
“The torch, please.”
“Oh?”
“Please.”
With a silent understanding, Mingi raised the torch, the flames licking eagerly at its edges, and passed it to you. The blade that would slash through it all. The full stop at the end of this turbulent chapter. As you touched the fire to the barn, a crackling symphony echoed through the night. The dry wood, with the base generously coated in gasoline caught quickly, and soon the barn was ablaze, a kaleidoscope of oranges, reds, and yellows against the backdrop of the moonlit fields.
The flames danced with an insatiable hunger, consuming the old wood with a fervour that mirrored the intensity of emotions in the hearts of the witnesses. Shadows flickered and danced on the ground, casting ephemeral images of what once was, each crackle of the fire a poignant reminder of the release happening before your eyes. Mingi turned to you, his eyes reflecting the blaze that mirrored the intensity of his and your emotions. In that poignant moment, the warmth of the fire contrasted with the chill in the night air, echoing the bittersweet nature of letting go.
"We are making room for something new," he whispered before pulling you into a long-awaited kiss, as searing and filled with longing as the soaring flames that illuminated your bodies. The crackling fire served as a cathartic release, and in its glow, you saw promise. As soon as you parted, the two of you rushed to the truck, climbing to take the front seats to admire the masterpiece, not daring to sit apart, holding onto each other through it all.
As the fire continued its dance, the night bore witness to the act of relinquishing the old, a solemn ritual that paved the way to more and more. Together, you and Mingi stood amidst the mesmerising spectacle, your hearts intertwined with the rhythm of the burning, ready to step into the unknown and shape a destiny yet to unfold.
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nct - yuta, mark, ten, rennie, jisung, xiaojun, johnny, taeyong, hendery
monsta-x - hyungwon, chankyun
bts - suga, jungkook, taehyung, jin
pentagon - wooseok, yuta, shinwon
nu'est - ren
b1a4 - cnu
cnblue - jungshin
n.flying - jaehyun, chahun, dongsung, seunghyub
onlyoneof - junji, kb, yoojung
2pm - taecyeon, nickhun
got7 - jb, mark
lunafly - teo
shinee - key, taemin, onew, minho
winner - seunghoon, taehyun, jinwoo
ikon - bobby, donghyuk
dbsk - jaejoong, changmin, yoochun, junsu, yunho
exo - chanyeol, kris, tao, luhan, xiumin, lay, kai
infinite - dongwoo, sungyeol, sungjong
u-kiss - kevin, dongho, kiseop
dalmation - donglim
m.i.b - kangnam
mblaq - lee joon, mir
boyfriend - the jo twins
ss501 - kim hyun joong
ftisland - hongki, jaejin
uniq - yibo, seungyoun/woodz
b.a.p - yongguk, jongup
txt - beomgyu, huehue, yeonjun
seventeen - jun, jeonghan, the8, mingyu, vernon, woozi, joshua
beatwin - sunhyeok, yoonhoo
sf9 - hwiyoung, zuho, rowoon
lucente - parkha, z.hoo
a.c.e - donghun, jun, sehyoon
vixx - leo, hongbin, ken
teen top - niel, minsoo
knk - youjin
victon - seungwoo, hanse
1team- bc
omega x - xen
k.a.r.d - j.seph
stray kids - hyunjin, jisung, felix, i.n
day6 - youngk
super junior - leeteuk, eunhyuk, heechul, donghae
imfact - jian, lee sang, ungjae
block b - jaehyo, p.o, park kyung, zico
newkidd - hwi
cross gene - takuya
ateez - hongjoong, yeosang, seonghwa, mingi, wooyoung
big bang - gd
bonus: kim jae wook
bonus: kim woo bin
bonus: park bo gum
bonus: park hyo shin
myname - gunwoo, junq
m.pire - haru
topp dogg - atom, xero, sangdo, bjoo
14u - loudi
2z - hojin, jisub, bumjun, junghyun, zunon
alphabat - gamma
n.tic - jion
dkb - yuku, heechan, harry june
vav - ace
target - boun, oojin, g.i
wei - yoo yongha
kingdom - ivan, mujin
to1 - chanhyuk, donggeon
mcnd - win, huijin
ghost9 - shin, prince
e'last - romin, rano, wonhyuk, baekyuel, yejun
blitzers - chris, go_u
nik - parkha
megamax - iden, jaehun, jini
argon - kain
epex - baekseung, mu
b.i.g - heedo
mirae - lien
xdinary heroes - gaon, jooyeon, junhan, o.de
oneus - xion, leedo
onewe - cya, dongmyeong
cravity - minhee, serim
xeed - jaemin
bz boys - seunghyun
xodiac - beomsoo
the rampage - hokuto, kaisei, itsuki, takahide, ryu, riku, yamamoto
psychic fever - jimmy, weesa
ballistik boys - matsui, sunada
j soul brothers - hiroomi
fantastics - keita, yusei yagi
atlas - erwin, nice, muon
travis japan - noel, genta, umi
zero base 1 - ricky, jiwoong
7 men samurai - konpi, bana-san, rinne
treasure - haruto, junghwan, hyunsuk, jaehyuk
bang yedam
jo1 - shosei, kinjo
snow man - hikaru, fuka, daisuke, raul, date-sama, koji, ren
boys republic - sunwoo
kim woojin
lucas
justb - geonu
the rose - woosung, dojoon
fistbump - hyunwoo
sema - sema
ini - rihito, jun
bonus: maeda gouki
bonus: jun shison
ryuji sato
bonus: shuntaro yanagi
bonus: masataka kubota
bonus: kanta sato
bonus: akhisa shiono
bonus: yuki yamada
riize - wonbin
great guys - dongin
cix - bae jiyoung
4mix - ninja, folksong, george
xy - gai, p star, furutatsu, kanji, jay, karma, kairi, kyohey
miyavi
yoshiki
hyde
gazette - aoi, kai, uruha, ruki, reita
highlight - dongwoon
buck-tick - atsushi, hyde, yuta, imai
t1419 - gunwoo, leo, sian
btob - minhyuk
click b -minhyuk
younite - dey, eunho
orbit - ooon, youndong
d-crunch - minhyuk, jungseung, dylan
unvs - eunho
enhypen - sunghoon, jake
hihi jets - syoya igari
sugizo
dir en grey - toshiya
sug - takeru
yohio
golden bomber - kenji, yutaka, jun
bonus: kento yamazaki
bonus: dori sakurada
bonus: takumi saitoh
arashi - matsumoto jun, oguri shun
bonus: haruma miura
bonus: go ayano
bonus: hu xiaoling
bonus: mizushima hiro
kat-tun - jin akanishi
itagaki mizuki
8turn - myungho
wataru vasayegh
onf - j-us
p1harmony - intak, theo, soul, jongseob
bonus: zhang shuai bo
bonus: song jae rim
bonus: takenouchi yutaka
bonus: paing takhon
bonus: ryu jun yeol
bonus: hu yetao
wang lin kai
wow - daro yoon
jeff satur
the7 - woochul
mont - roda, narachan
xenex - uhyeong
dawn
dios - hyun
n.ssign - doha
trendz - havit
lun8 - chael
82major - seongil
hoppipolla - jeonghun
@witchy-weve-monbebe ok I wasn’t going to post it cause I know there’s more but this is all I have so far. I have no idea what to do with the list I wanted a visual guide lol but idk what to do with it hehe I have pics from Pinterest I can use but yeah idk
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𝗮𝘀𝗸 𝗴𝗮𝗺𝗲;
choi min-kyu, 24 anos, fotógrafo, pansexual, (jung wooyoung) / @xaropinhorapaz
sabriye odag, 30 anos, pintora, bissexual, (ayça ayşin turan) / @urlaleatoria
sung cheon, 25 anos, desenvolvedor de jogos, bisexual, (song mingi) / @boiando24hrs
young kown, 25 anos, tatuador, bissexual, (choi san) / @batepapouol
rafaela stone, 27 anos, padeira, bissexual, (camille razat) / @iludidasempre
chon hyunju, 26 anos, compositor/músico, pansexual, (park seonghwa) / @naooseatreva
minseo scott, 22 anos, estudante de moda, bissexual, (jeon somi) / @ratacamponesa
hong hyunju, 21 anos, estudante de engenharia ambiental, bissexual, (park sunghoon) / @havaianadepau
mingi lee, 43 anos, fisioterapeuta/acupunturista, hétero, (lee dongwook) / @abcmefod
jessi jung, 26 anos, enfermeira, bissexual, (lee saerom) / @ocupadavendoanime
bae kown, 23 anos, bibliotecária, bissexual, (hwang yeji) / @lanadelyreydoparaguai
rock hyunju, 25 anos, dono de um café, bissexual, (kim hongjoong) / @ehforroperfeito
travis zhao, 29 anos, pescador, bissexual, (jackson wang) / @porcelanachinesa
jolyne higashikata, 27 anos, carpinteira, bissexual, (momo hirai) / @vaidormirgarota
woong lee, 24 anos, caseiro, bissexual, (jeong yunho) / @batmanlego
kyung yoon, 24 anos, chefe de cozinha, bissexual, (kang yeosang) / @oisturubem
yohan min, 23 anos, bancário, bissexual, (choi jongho) / @coregafitaadesiva
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STARTER CALL!! below the cut are the sideblog urls along with the characters on said blog. so with liking this post, i will make you a starter from the sideblog you pick, whether you just pick the sideblog or you pick a character form the sideblog.
@wclfhcwls. ( teen wolf )
ace li ; zhong chenle. beta.
allison argent ; crystal reed. human.
bang taejoon ; choi san. witch.
daire argent ; danielle rose. beta.
liam dunbar ; dylan sprayberry. beta.
lydia martin ; holland roden. banshee.
scott mccall ; tyler posey. true alpha.
stiles stilinski ; dylan o'brien. human.
@deathsvalcr. ( the walking dead )
aften blake ; katherine mcnamara. human.
caroline raleigh ; danielle rose. human.
devin park ; lee jeno. mutant.
emmett lee ; na jaemin. mutant.
evenorra jenner ; candice accola-king. human.
glenn rhee ; gong yoo. human.
jiyeon rhee ; arden cho. kumiho.
levi park ; kang hyunggu. human.
youngjae rhee ; lee chan. beta.
@bloodyvcins. ( oc gang )
daeshim ; kim hongjoong. leader. wendigo.
junseo ; jeong yunho. arms dealer. basilisk.
haru ; jung wooyoung. hacker. chimera.
saem ; song mingi. fighter. vampire.
@criminxlistic. ( criminal minds )
kieran lee ; park seonghwa. alpha.
aaron yong ; kang yeosang. alpha.
choi sangwoo ; han jisung. alpha.
choi seolhee ; seo yeji. alpha.
@dnsurs. ( jurassic world )
aiden grady ; dylan sprayberry. human.
indy ; crystal reed. hybrid.
max lockwood ; drew roy. hybrid.
robin grant ; holland roden. human.
@diistrict. ( oc wolf pack )
na dylan ; bang chan. alpha.
lang daejung ; lee minho. beta.
yim taehyun ; seo changbin. beta.
cho dongmin ; hwang hyunjin. beta.
yu minki ; han jisung. beta.
na noah ; lee felix. beta.
su kyung ; kim seungmin. beta.
im insu ; yang jeongin. beta.
@nublarsix. ( jurassic world; camp cretaceous )
ben pincus ; animated. human.
brooklynn ; animated. human.
darius bowman ; animated. human.
kenji kon ; animated. human.
sammy gutierrez ; animated. human.
yasmina fadoula ; animated. human.
@ipswitches. ( the covenant )
tyler simms ; choi yeonjun. witch.
kevyn reid ; dove cameron. witch.
peyton halliwell ; sabrina carpenter. witch.
kayelyn scott ; danielle rose. witch.
rayne collins ; jenna ortega. witch.
@wckdmaze. ( the maze runner )
minho ; seo changbin. human.
minji ; arden cho. human.
newt ; thomas brodie sangster. human.
aris jones. bang chan. human.
@theothcrs. ( miscellaneous muses )
daisy duke ; jenna ortega. fear street. human.
novalie fier ; elizabeth gillies. fear street. witch.
bae aera ; park jihyo. gossip girl. human.
bae hyunjin ; lee taeyong. gossip girl. human.
raya taylor ; dove cameron. supernatural. fallen angel.
fiona gallagher ; emmy rossum. shameless. human.
brianna marsh ; sophia, danielle, jessica. it. human.
draco malfoy ; tom felton. wizarding world. wizard.
annabelle windsor ; hwang yeji. wizarding world. witch.
lim seungmin ; lee taeyong. friday the 13th. demon.
park jaesung ; lee donghae. fandomless. human.
kang manshik ; jeon jungkook. fandomless. human.
choi sunhyeon ; lee jeno. fandomless. vampire.
athena hart ; park boyoung. fandomless. angel.
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Adding New Muse ☆
( FC: Song Mingi, Ateez )
Choi Min-Kyung ☆
Age: 23
Birthday: 25th January 2000
Family: Dead, killed.
Occupation: Hitman / Bounty Hunter
Race: Human
Sexuality: Pansexual
Bio:
- Minnie is hitman / bounty hunter.
- Minnie kills people for money.
- Minnie's family got killed when he was 10 years old, and he sweared that he'll find people who killed his parents and his little sister back then, and then he'll kill them.
- Minnie is really good at his job, and he hasn't gotten caught even once.
- Minnie is hot tempered and can easily charm his victims, making them trust him.
- Minnie looks rather innocent when he is in public, but he is actually very dangerous.
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my stanlist
(it’s a lot, just so you know before you click ‘expand’)
ults
✨👑 Huening Bahiyyih 👑✨
💙 Jay Chang 💙
[[ ONE PACT [OT5] & B.D.U [OT4] ]]
Xdinary Heroes [Jooyeon / OT6], TXT [Hueningkai / OT5], ATEEZ [Mingi / OT8], Son Dongyo [MIRAE]
active groups
BTS [RM / OT7], Monsta X [Kihyun / OT7], Stray Kids [Felix / OT8], Seventeen [Woozi / OT13], BOY STORY [Shuyang / OT6], NCT [Jisung & Lucas / OT29], RIIZE [Shotaro / OT7], MCND [Win & Minjae / OT5], Cravity [Seongmin / OT9], SB19 [Pablo / OT5], VIXX [Hyuk / OT6], 9bic [Satsuki / OT6], FlowBack [OT5], UNVS [Jun H. & Jen / OT5], AB6IX [Daehwi & Youngmin / OT5], SHINee [Taemin & Jonghyun / OT5], Bz-Boys [Bon / OT5], ENHYPEN [Ni-ki / OT7], TREASURE [Yoshi / OT12], BLITZERS [Chris / OT7], A.C.E [Jun & Donghun / OT5], Floria [OT4], P1Harmony [Keeho / OT6], TFN (T1419) [Kio / OT9], WEi [OT6], DKB [OT9], SF9 [Inseong / OT9], E’LAST [OT8], CIX [OT5], DRIPPIN [OT7], MIRAE [Dongpyo / OT7], RoaD-B [Eddy / OT4], TO1 (TOO) [OT9], OnlyOneOf [Junji / OT7], JO1 [OT11], xikers [Yechan / OT10], SUPER FANTASY [Tsubasa / OT4], ITZY [Chaeryeong / OT5], BAE173 [J-Min / OT9], &TEAM [Jo / OT9], KINGDOM [OT7], VICTON [Hanse / OT7], Ciipher [Keita / OT7], NewKidd [Yunmin / OT7], BDC [OT3], NTX [Hyeongjin & Seongwon / OT10], ASTRO [Cha Eunwoo / OT6], EPEX [OT8], OMEGA X [Xen / OT11], B.I.G [OT4], IRRIS [OT5], 7m!n [OT7], GHOST9 [Prince / OT9], UNIQ [OT5], LUMINOUS [OT4], withus [OT5], DKZ [OT7], PLAY:MOON [OT2], 24K [OT5], JUST B [Geonu / OT6], M.O.N.T [OT3], KARD [BM / OT4], TNX [Hyunsoo / OT6], F.able [OT5], MEGAMAX [OT6], EVERGLOW [OT6], TWICE [OT9], TRENDZ [OT7], NATURE [OT9], TEMPEST [Hanbin / OT7], JWiiver [OT7], ATBO [Yeonkyu / OT7], VERIVERY [OT7], SUPERKIND [Saejin / OT7], AIMERS [OT6], XODIAC [Lex / OT9], CSR [OT7], LE SSERAFIM [Hong Eunchae / OT5], Rocking Doll [OT4], NMIXX [Lily / OT7], LOONA [Chuu / OT12], cignature [OT7], Billlie [Tsuki / OT7], THE SUPER FRUIT [Teru / OT7], Girl’s World [OT4], CLASS:y [OT7], IVE [Rei / OT6], NINE.i [Jiho & Minjun / OT10], ONF [U / OT7], tripleS [OT20], INI [Masaya & Fengfan / OT11], SATURDAY [OT5], aespa [OT4], woo!ah! [Nana / OT5], 2PM [OT6], XEED [OT4], VAV [OT7], ZEROBASEONE [Park Gunwook / OT9], BXB [June / OT5], ILY:1 [OT6], WeNU [Heechan / OT5], THE7 [Opp & Peanut / OT7], DXTEEN [OT6], BOYNEXTDOOR [Woonhak / OT6], The Wind [An Chanwon / OT7], Forestella [OT4], Bunny.T [OT4], PLAVE [Bamby / OT5], TOZ [OT4], 82MAJOR [OT6], NewJeans [OT5], WHIB [OT8], BABYMONSTER [OT6], YOUNG POSSE [OT5]. NEKIRU [OT3], TWS [OT6], POW [OT5]
active duets
Poetic Narrator [DOKO], Davichi [Minkyung], MIND U, 415, AKMU [Chanhyuk], High Tension, Kenta • Sanggyun, lilli lilli, MANITO, TMC
soloists
DAWN, Yesung, Jackson Wang, Jeong Sewoon, Jo Kwon, HOLLAND, YooA, Yamada Kento, RAIN, SUNMI, BOYHOOD, Jang Dong Woo, Lee Seung Hyub (J.DON), Ahn Byeong Woong, Kim Yongjin, Lim Young Woong, Beomhan, TAKUWA, Lisa Manoban, Gaho, Lee Chaeyeon, Jo Yuri, Ji Jinseok, Lee Jun Young, Maddox, KUN (Cai Xukun), Guan Yue, XIN Liu, Kim Jion, HELLO GLOOM
active bands
PURPLE RAIN [OT5], Gift [OT3], IZ [OT4], W24 [OT4], ONEWE [OT5]
pre-debut
DIOS [OT4], JYPE LOUD [Amaru / OT5], Choi Suhwan, Park Jaehoon & Yang Donghwa (THE ORIGIN), Murakami Ouju (B3o1z), OCJ Newbies [OT10], 24kumi [OT5], Ezrela, Taeseon, ME:I [OT11], Candy Shop [OT4], NXD [OT5]
special cases
I-LAND 2020, CIRCLE ‘BLITZ’ [OT5], Super Kids [OT6], Former TO1 [Woonggi / OT4], JN Ent. 2021 BG [OT7], Ten-X [OT4], W.A.O [Donghwa / OT8], Trainee A (2022) [Leo / OT7], INTER GIRLS [OT4]
SBS LOUD [my top 8]
Tanaka Koki
Woo Kyung Jun, Mitsuyuki Amaru, Choi Tae Hun, Lee Gye Hun, Ellery Hyeon Bae, Lee Ye Dam, Lim Kyeong Mun
disbanded
Triple H [E’Dawn / OT3], Girls2000 [Dowon / OT4], ENOi [Laon / OT7], ARGON [Jaeun / OT6], Fallanc [OT4], D-CRUNCH [OT9], HISTORY [OT5], Wanna One [Daniel / OT11], BUZZ-ER [Yuya / OT7], WIN=W1N [OT4], MY.st [OT5], We1ne [Donghwa / OT5], NU’EST [Minhyun / OT5], D1CE [Jinyoung / OT5], GWSN [Miya / OT7], GIRLKIND [Medic Jin / OT4], X1 [Dongpyo / OT11]
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Aurora Members Profile
Aurora (오로라), is a 5 member South Korean girl group under Big Hit Entertainment. The group consists of Kyungmi, Haneul, Sooyun, Hwayoung and Misun. They debuted on July 17, 2017 the lead single ‘ME‘ on album ‘Wanderlust‘.
Aurora Fandom Name: EOS
Aurora Official Light Stick Color: White
Aurora Official Fan Colors: Xanadu & Periwinkle (Not officially announced, but officially used on group’s logo and merchandise)
AURORA Official Accounts:
Instagram: @aurora.bighitofficial
Twitter: @aurora_twt
Facebook: aurora.official
Official website: aurora.ibighit.com
V Live: Aurora channel
Official Fan Cafe: AURORA
TikTok: @bts_official_bighit
Weverse: AURORA
Kyungmi
Stage Name: Kyungmi (루나)
Full Name: Lee Kyung-Mi (이채령)
Position: Leader, Main Rapper, Lead Dancer
Birthday: June 5th, 2000
Zodiac Sign: Gemini
Height: 166 cm (5’5″)
Weight: 46 kg (101 lbs)
Blood Type: B
MBTI Type: ENFP
Twitter account (all Aurora members share 1 single twitter account): @aurora_twt
Kyungmi Facts:
- Her hometown is Daegu, South Korea.
– She’s MONSTA X‘s Joohoney‘s sister.
– She became a trainee in 2015. She trained for 2 years.
– Her hobbies are playing video games, sleeping and eating delicious food.
– Kyungmi likes Americanos and black noodles.
– She speaks English, Korean, Chinese.
– She is learning Thai.
– Kyungmi is a big fan of 2ne1.
– She can play the guitar and the piano.
– Motto: “Die with memories, not dreams ”.
– Kyungmi can compose music.
– Can memorize a dance move/routine by just watching it once or twice.
– Her favourite music genre is Cloud rap.
– Her habit is touching her hair.
– She is close friends with all the members of Monsta X, Zico, Mamamoo‘s Hwasa and Jennie.
– She’s also close to Ateez‘s Song Mingi.
– She was a part of Kyw Dance school and uploaded some dance covers.
Haneul
Stage Name: Haneul (유리)
Full Name: Choi Haneul (김지은)
Position: Main Vocalist, Visual
Birthday: December 8, 1998
Zodiac Sign: Saggitarius
Height: 164 cm (5’4″)
Weight: 45 kg (99 lbs)
Blood Type: A
MBTI Type: INTP
Twitter account (all Aurora members share 1 single twitter account): @aurora_twt
Haneul Facts:
- She was born in Seoul, South Korea.
– She has a younger brother.
– She started as a trainee for JYP Entertainment in 2014.
- Her music talent comes from her parents. Her dad was a vocalist in a band and her mom had won children’s song competitions when she was young.
– She loves reading books, listening to music, and browsing internet
– She acted in several musical theaters, like “Singin’ in the rain”, “Catch me if you can” in Korea and Japan.
– She is the oldest member.
– Haneul is more comfortable when she is alone and gets dizzy when she’s in crowded places.
– She can play the piano.
– She sang the OST of “Hwarang”, which is Part 2 – “It’s Definitely You””.
– She speaks English.
– Haneul loves Day6 and listens to them everyday.
– She is clumsy.
– Her favourite music genre is Indie Pop.
– Her favorite food is naengmyeon (Korean cold noodles).
– Haneul is best friends with Sunmi and with Siyeon of Dreamcatcher
.– She’s also close friends with Day6‘s Young K.
– She was a participant on the YG show MIXNINE, but she left the show early, due to schedule.
Sooyun
Stage Name: Sooyun (지윤)
Full Name: Park Soo-Yun (전지윤)
Position: Main Dancer, Lead Vocalist
Birthday: February 2, 1999
Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
Height: 161 cm (5’3”)
Weight: 44 kg (97 lbs)
Blood Type: A
MBTI Type: ISFP
Twitter account (all Aurora members share 1 single twitter account): @aurora_twt
Sooyun Facts:
- Her birthplace is Suwon, South Korea.
– She has an older brother.
– She was discovered after someone uploaded a dance audition clip of her on the internet.
- She is the member who had the shortest training period before debuting as a member of Aurora.
– She likes playing badminton and cooking in her spare time.
– She’s very sociable.
– She likes photography.
– Despite Sooyun’s personality especially when she performs, she’s the most feminine on Aurora according to her fellow members.
– She can play the violin.
– She is good at making certain sounds like wild-duck-quacking sound or window-wiping sound.
– She can speak Japanese (basic) and English (basic).
– Sooyun likes tonkatsu and kimbap.
– She is the happy virus of the group.
– Her favorite artist is Taemin.
– She practices taekwondo.
– Sooyun and Hyuna are really close.
– She named NCT‘s Ten as her closest male friend.
– She acted in a few web-dramas and dramas: “Hot and Sweet” (2016), “My Old Friend” (2016), “Single Wife” (2017).
Hwayoung
Stage Name: Hwayoung (은비)
Full Name: Gyo Hwa-Young (권은비)
Position: Lead Rapper
Birthday: July 21, 2000
Zodiac Sign: Cancer
Height: 174 cm (5’8″ 1/2)
Weight: 55 kg (121 lbs)
Blood Type: B
MBTI Type: ENFP
Twitter account (all Aurora members share 1 single twitter account): @aurora_twt
Hwayoung Facts:
- She was born in Jeju Island, South Korea.
– She has an older sister.
– She was scouted by BigHit Entertainment after they saw a dance video of her and her older sister.
- She started taking dancing lessons when she was 3 years old because she wanted to follow her older sister.
– Her hobbies are: finding rare songs, cooking, walking by cafes, singing.
– She’s very sociable.1
– Hwayoung used to do ballet.
– She has the habit of frowning when she’s focused on something.
– She can play the piano, guitar, flute, saxophone.
- Her specialty is modern dance.
– She is able to speak four different languages – English, Korean, Japanese and Chinese.
– Hwayoung loves green tea.
– She likes being clingy to other members.
– Her favorite music is R&B Soul.
– Hwayoung wrote their song “Wow Thing”.
– Hwayoung and MCND’s BIC and Win are very close friends.
– She‘s also close with EXID’s Hani.
– She has an extremely bright and positive attitude.
Misun
Stage Name: Misun (예지)
Birth Name: Song Mi-Sun (황예지)
Position: Maknae, Vocalist, Sub, Rapper
Birthday: January 1, 2001
Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
Height: 163 cm (5’4″)
Weight: 42 kg (92 lbs)
Blood Type: A
MBTI Type: ESFJ
Twitter account (all Aurora members share 1 single twitter account): @aurora_twt
Misun Facts:
- he was born in Gwanju, Jeolla-do, South Korea.
– She was voted as the group’s most energetic member.
– Favorite color: Yellow.
- Her favorite food is steamed eggs cooked by her grandmother.
– Her hobbies are: finding rare songs, cooking, walking by cafes, singing.
– She was recruited by while on a family trip.
– Her father is a boxer and her mother is a gymnast.
– She loves taking selcas.
– She she said that doesn’t like being the center of attention .
- She is known for her incredible flexibility and often demonstrates it
–She is known for her incredible flexibility and often demonstrates it
– She eats in order to relieve her stress.
– She eats in order to relieve her stress.
– Misun is good at cooking.
– Misun and Red Velvet’s Joy and GOT7 Mark are very close friends.
– She‘s also close with Twice’s Sana.
– She has wanted to be a singer since she was 7 years old.
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✧・゚: *✧・゚:* ship list *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
better late than never, below the cut is my current ship list lmao
angharad taken by duskloved’s parker
sihoon taken by sugaredz’s daniel
lowri taken by fakeddeaths’ chanhee
wonjae taken by changqwi’s asher
nawon taken by fakeddeaths’ keonmin
felix taken by fakeddeaths’ woori
sohyun taken by fakeddeaths’ sammy
haibo on reserve for wcvensouls’ yoosung
giulia taken by sugaredz’s daehyun
chaeeun taken by sugaredz’s jinho
jaeha taken by sugaredz’s wooseok
sasha on reserve for fakeddeaths
charlie on reserve for sugaredz
hannes taken by sugaredz’s yumi
sen on reserve for duskloved
changho taken by changqwi’s chungha
dowon taken by sugaredz’s jitae
daehwi taken by changqi’s junseo
sungmin taken by duskloved’s davin
cameron taken by sugaredz’s amelie
yongjoo taken by wcvensouls’ rohoon
esther taken by sugaredz’s jisun
yanjun taken by changqwi’s yinghua
ice taken by wcvensouls’ levi
seven taken by sugaredz’s yann
dylan taken by sugaredz’s han
liying on reserve for duskloved
seungjae taken by cherrykisscs’ yeseul
suho taken by cherrykisscs’ areum
emi taken by fakeddeaths’ anna
minjae taken by thervnaways’ minah
yuja taken by fakeddeaths’ yedam
haseon taken by liyabbay’s griffin
noelle on reserve for wistfulreality’s junsu
yoona taken by wcvensouls’ sihoon
nabi taken by wcvensouls’ benji
youngsun taken by fakeddeaths’ spencer
myungjun taken by sugaredz’s haesoo
chiyomi taken by fakeddeaths’ daisy
harim taken by fakeddeaths’ mingyu
jiyeon taken by duskloved’s adam
joonyoung taken by sugaredz’s kyung
inha taken by starwhispcrs’ insu
haeim taken by fakeddeaths’ minnie
sulhwa taken by fakeddeaths’ dylan
haneul taken by changqwi’s zhangjing
shaofeng taken by fakeddeaths’ yingchao
chiyong taken by hweji
luca taken by fakeddeaths’ ezra
sangyeop taken by starwhispcrs’ hojin
thomas taken by fakeddeaths’ donovan
yuuya taken by duskloved’s haewon
joowon taken by duskloved’s caspar
minjun taken by sugaredz’s henry
daebak taken by fakeddeaths’ aleksy
mingi taken by fakeddeaths’ riley
taejoo taken by fakeddeaths’ micah
hyeon taken by sugaredz’s donghwi
alois taken by fakeddeaths’ julius
yury taken by sugaredz’s luke
velvet taken by sugaredz’s jinwoo
jiseok on reserve for duskloved
yeomso on reserve for sugaredz
jingyi taken by wcvensouls’ sizhui
daeyeol taken by sugaredz’s yoona
jangjun taken by sugaredz’s jeongin
seungmin taken by sugaredz’s daehwi
sanggyun taken by duskloved’s scout
jaehoon taken by cherrykisscs’ lena
sujong taken by cherrykisscs’ kennedy
rohoon taken by duskloved’s eric
changgu taken by wcvensouls’ avery
taerim on reserve for cherrykisscs
hoyoung on reserve for cherrykisscs
joonho taken by fakeddeaths’ bailey
woojoo taken by fakeddeaths’ minhyun
inseong on reserve for fakeddeaths’ haneul
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Jang Hyunho x fem!reader
Sequel of Love isn’t a timely feeling
Plot:you have never been close to Hyunho, but why, after leaving the mafia game behind, there’s an odd feeling connecting the two of you?
Warnings:anxiety, panic attacks, references to death
Author’s notes:I know I have a few requests to publish, but the concept of the invisible string popped in my mind and decided to never leave until I wrote this sequel!
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Life had been feeling strange since you left the mafia game. You didn’t have many memories of it besides the police kicking the door and handcuffing Seeun’s parents, the only thing that experience left you with was anxiety.
Your therapist said it was normal:your brain got so used to a fake reality that forgot how to live in the real world, so, as a sort of side effect, you would feel anxious, and you would perceive your everyday life as something different or odd.
The only thing comforting you was the knowledge that all your classmates were on the same boat as you, including Bora. Maybe her conditions were even worse than yours:she had multiple panic attacks and showed up at school only once or twice a week if she was lucky enough to get out of bed.
Without her, you would spend most of the time alone, having lunch at your desk while watching kdramas and funny videos on YouTube.
Sometimes you would meet your classmates’ eyes, they were all the same:empty, dark, confused; you were almost scared by the way they started at you, but you weren’t able to understand why. There was only one pair of pupils that seemed to look strangely kindly at you:Hyunho’s; but, again, you had no idea of the reason behind it.
You had never really talked to him, you ended up in the same team a few times during PE but he was the leader while you occupied the back lines, which was why you didn’t even have the chance to work close to him. All your interactions had always been brief and limited; however there was something tying the two of you together, like an invisible string…and he knew it.
He knew it because he kept looking at you, turning around when you noticed him; you even believed that he tried multiple times to talk to you but always stepped back when it was time.
Maybe you should’ve made a move, maybe you should’ve walked up to him and simply said hi like classmates normally do, but anxiety was holding you back. You had been thrown back to the real world only a few weeks before, so stepping outside of your comfort zone was still too much for you.
The last bell of the day rang, making your thoughts fade away. You collected your stuff and left, watching as your classmates ran downstairs.
Students flooded the hallway, pushing each other.
You found yourself stuck in a mess of bodies and loud noises:someone was laughing, someone was yelling, someone got called out by a few teachers.
You looked around, scared as you felt anxiety rising from the depths of your insides:you kept repeating to yourself that everything was alright, that you had been in that situation before, multiple times since you started attending high school, but there was nothing you could do to control that feeling. Your breath shortened, your heartbeat accelerated and your hands started sweating while holding the handrail. You felt dizzy, so you closed your eyes in hope to calm down, but you failed due to someone running past you, bumping onto your shoulder. It made you lose your balance, falling down the stairs.
Luckily, there were only a few steps left, so all you got were a bunch of scratches on your knees and a bloody hand. You tried to get up, but your head was spinning too fast while students either jumped over you or suffocated you with their bodies. You started coughing as you were having troubles breathing. For a moment you thought it was over; but then asomeone grabbed your shoulders.
“It’s okay, I’ll get you out of here” Hyunho said, helping you standing up. You wrapped your arms around his waist, still coughing with your head spinning fast. The boy kept you close while making his way though the students, leading you out of that hell.
In the corridor, away from the crowd, your legs yield. You held onto Hyunho’s shoulders, but there wasn’t much you could do since you were about to faint. Your classmate slid his hand under your legs, lifting your body up:
“I got you yn” he whispered softly, but you had no chance to reply as you blacked out.
When you woke up you found yourself lying on the bed of the infirmary, there were plasters on your knees and your hand was all bandaged up.
“Welcome back” Hyunho said, walking towards your bed and caressing your head
“What happened? My head aches” you sighed
“You passed due to a panic attack. The hallway was too crowded for your senses” he explained,gently moving your legs aside to sit on the edge of the bed
“Did you help me?”
“Of course I did, I couldn’t leave you there” he smiled, fixing the strand of your hair falling on your shoulders
“Thank you…” those words came out as uncertain. Everything was so odd. Why was he acting like that?
You looked at your hand, flexing your fingers:that pain was too familiar. Was your brain tripping?
“Slow down or later on it will hurt” Hyunho said,holding your hand in order to stop your movements. You looked at him confused.
“What are you doing?” you asked
“Trying to save you from an uncomfortable pain” he joked
“No -you paused, staring into his eyes- what are you doing?” you asked again
The boy left your hand, looking away:
“I don’t know. Since we escaped that game there’s something leading me to you” his eyes met yours. The two of you looked at each other for a while, then Hyunho caressed your cheek. Your body shivered in pleasure at that contact:his hand was soft and warm. He was so familiar.
“I know that feeling -you sat- and I’ve been thinking about the reason behind it, but I can’t tell” you talked
“Maybe there isn’t a reason, maybe it’s just another stupid side effect. You can’t keep your sanity after being kidnapped and forced to die multiple times in a deadly simulation”
“I don’t know -you gulped, the atmosphere had become so heavy- the only thing I know is that I’m cold. I need a blanket” you giggled, trying to tone it down.
Hyunho didn’t hesitate to take his hoodie off and put it on your shoulder. As soon as your skin met with the fabric of his clothes his scent embraced you. You didn’t know how to describe it, it was delicate and soft. So good but also so familiar…maybe even too much familiar.
Your head began to hurt even more, so badly that it seemed to be about to explode. A moan of pain escaped your lips. You covered your face with your hands, closing your eyes and praying that everything would pass quickly, but it didn't. On the contrary, suddenly your mind began to run and run and run:images darted and disappeared from before your eyes like lightning in the stormy sky. You could see Hyunho:first he was comforting you in a bathroom you didn't know, then he was healing your hand; one moment he was smiling arrogantly on a rooftop, the next moment, in that same place, he was weeping in despair with you. That was the last thing you saw; darkness followed after that. Paradoxically, however, everything was now clear:you remembered what you suffered in that game and, with that, you also remembered that your heart had begun to beat for Hyunho.
“Yn! Yn!” the boy called you, wrapping your shaky body in a warm embrace. How much you missed it. You rose your head, smiling through the tears:
“Now I remember” you said
“What are you talking about?” Hyunho wiped your tears away, confused
“Now I remember where that string comes from…”
“String? What string?”
“I love you, Hyunho -you said, cupping his cheeks- and I know you love me back, you just don’t remember it” you said, kissing his lips.
That was enough for the boy's mind to clear. As it happened to you, images flashed before his eyes like scenes from a movie. He, too, now remembered everything:he remembered the desire to see you smile another day, he remembered the fear of losing you and the need to hold you close to him. He remembered how he wanted to protect you and how much he suffered seeing your helpless body on the ground. He remembered how he had managed to frame Dabum, avenging you, and the frozen petals of the rose with which he had accompanied your body to the cold storage room. He remembered everything, and being able to hold you again seemed like a miracle to him.
His hands rested on your cheeks, bringing you closer, intensifying that desperate kiss you had begun. His tears of happiness mixed up with yours as your hands interwove in his hair.
“I missed you so much” Hyunho finally talked, putting a few strands of your hair behind your hear.
You smiled, getting slowly up just to sit on his lap and hug him. His arms were tightly wrapped around your body as your head rested on his shoulder. You closed your eyes, finally being able to enjoy the scent you loved the most in the world.
“This time I’ll never let you go” he said caressing your head
“This time I’ll never leave” you replied, burying your head in the crook of his neck.
You were happy and you knew it.
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The Love Of My Life From My KPop Groups🥰
BTS; Jungkook & Yoongi🥰
Bias Wrecker; The Rest Of BTS Lol
Stray Kids; Bang Chan🥰
Bias Wrecker; Minho
Ateez; Hongjoong
Bias Wrecker; Mingi
Exo; Kai
Bias Wrecker; D.O
These men are so beyond gorgeous I can’t! Why play with my heart like this.
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Ateez are the sweetest boys. My little bee heart. 😭💛🐝
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personagens; 🧡
choi min-kyu, 24 anos, fotógrafo, (jung wooyoung)
sabriye odag, 30 anos, pintora, (ayça ayşin turan)
sung cheon, 25 anos, desenvolvedor de jogos, (song mingi)
young kown, 25 anos, tatuador, (choi san)
rafaela stone, 27 anos, padeira, (camille razat)
chon hyunju, 26 anos, compositor/músico, (park seonghwa)
minseo scott, 22 anos, estudante de moda, (jeon somi)
hong hyunju, 21 anos, estudante de enganharia ambiental, (park sunghoon)
mingi lee, 43 anos, fisioterapeuta/acupunturista, (lee dongwook)
jessi jung, 26 anos, enfermeira, (lee saerom)
bae kown, 23 anos, bibliotecária, (hwang yeji)
rock hyunju, 25 anos, dono de um café (kim hongjoong)
travis zhao, 29 anos, pescador, (jackson wang)
jolyne higashikata, 27 anos, carpinteira (momo hirai)
woong lee, 24 anos, caseiro, (jeong yunho)
kyung yoon, 24 anos, chefe de cozinha, (kang yeosang)
yohan min, 23 anos, bancário, (choi jongho)
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