#Like oh god

[witchinatree]

awkwardly sitting through tmagp 2 while doodling on my arm bc i was just thinking how i wanted a tattoo...

#like oh god #ummm!!!! #i was so scared #the flowers on my hand are making me NERVOUS #the magnus pod #the magnus protocol #tmagp #tmagp spoilers

[spicyicymeloncat]

Yknow something that gets me abt certain fanon depictions of kai is that he’s portrayed with no sense of self preservation, as if he’s self sacrificing and burned out, and I think I dislike it bc it feels like the opposite of his character most of the time.

Yeah some of the actions he takes are harmful to himself in some way, but it’s never intended to, they were ways of coping and making himself feel better.

Like the green ninja plot, he is insecure in his place, so he strives for the highest title to make him feel better.

The red shogun isn’t him beating himself up and not caring about his own well being. He was winning fights, fully engaging in the job, taking his frustration out on others and drinking away his issues, and yeah there’s self loathing in that, but there’s also him trying to make himself feel better, to redirect hurt away from himself.

Him prematurely concluding his parents were the bad guys in s7, is (imo) his way of rationalising his mixed feelings, in order to keep himself okay.

He’s not a reckless war machine who throws himself into battle with no hesitation, he tries to keep himself safe.

Kai is self-prioritised and yknow I think people in general really demonise that kinda of trait both in fiction and irl and that’s actually kind of harmful. The self sacrificial trait is so grossly over romanticised and idk it’s a breathe of fresh air when you see a character who doesn’t start out that way or end that way. Like nothing wrong with that trait being written, it’s just like sometimes it feels like people are only allowed to prioritise themselves if they previously have no sense of self care, bc then it’s seen as a healthy improvement. But in any other case, it means you’re selfish and that’s a bad thing apparently.

Like no. Being selfish and loving yourself and thinking you are hot shit and the smartest person alive and prioritising things that make you happy. None of that makes you evil or morally wrong. If in attempts to meet your needs you try to hurt someone else, or end up hurting yourself, then the action you took was bad but the intent isn’t! Fuck the media that finds people loving themselves as immorally wrong! Fuck it! It is not sexy to hate yourself actually.

I want more fanon Kais indulge in activities that make him happy, Kais that make bad decisions in trying to protect himself and Kais that have good coping mechanisms because he’s still trying to protect himself he’s just found better ways of doing it.

Bc it’s canon and it feels like it gets erased a bit because people somehow don’t find self love appealing unless the character was self hating first.

#tangibly related but the people who think that kai sacrificed everything often forget that Nya #every fucking season she is sacrificing and giving up shit #like she is right there #she’s not AS bad either but like she does so much for the sake of others yknow #can someone #someone write a fic #where kai teaches Nya to have more self preservation and to not get flung about by others needs #pls #anyways half way through this post I realised I have So Many Issues TM #Like oh god #the whole ‘I don’t matter! my only purpose is to be there for my friends’ fucked me up so hard that like to this day #i cannot see when someone crossed multiple boundaries that they probably shouldn’t #because my brain is lazer focused on trying to be convenient to them #like oh man #im traumatised #and Ik there’s definitely so many of you on tumblr who are probably the same #because we live in a capitalist society where the walls subtly remind you that you must be convenient #and so many of you are queer and used to having to repress your identity for other people’s comfort #and so many of you are neurodivergant/disabled and are told every day that meeting your needs are inconvenient for everyone else #BUT THIS IS WHY WE SHOULD BE PROUD OF BEING SELFISH AND LOVING OURSELVES #BECAUSE ITS HARD SOMETIMES AND THE FACT THAT WE CAN FIND LOVE FOR OURSELVES IS SUCH AN AMAZING SKILL #AHHHHH #sorry for cutting so deep into this #i need a therapist maybe #ninjago #Ninjago kai #ninjago analysis

[bkgrl]

So I have started watching She-ra and the princess of power...

And lemme tell you all that Catra and Adora have awakened something in me...

#muscle mommy #she ra #she ra adora #she ra catra #like oh god #the things they awakened #are monsters #you all will have to bear with me #💮~delia's garden~💮 #i rant #my new obsession #they are so fine #and at the same time #I'm jealous of both of them #because they're going to endup with one another

[dreamingofthedteam]

"what if i get a massage on stream" does he not know. why does he not realise. that that shit would be his highest watched stream ever. does he not know how many people would eat that up.

#like my mind blanked when he said that #just imagining it... #like oh god #vod watching

[apieceofpeaceofmind]

Rare shots of me and my other personalities coexisting peacefully -

(Luke looks like and is literally going to kill me with that look while Calum is just planning, plotting and mapping the whole scenario. Meanwhile I stare at the bald man behind them.)

#he looks so ethereal here #like oh god #those eyes #that face #really looks like a movie scene #the ultimate movie scene #and then there's calum #my big older baby #yeah he was right #he's still a baby #older baby #the stark difference in their expressions is really getting me #5sos #5 seconds of summer #calum hood #luke hemmings #things that make me happy: cake

[scumlafeccia]

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#the girl answered and I literally stopped everything I was doing because of the shock #like oh god #personal #bzg

[partiallypoison]

seeing these pictures of gerard way has done something to me. not sure what it has done exactly but it has done something and i will never be the same again

#shut up cieara #like oh god

[freshest-ink]

Thinking of ink interacting with other undertales characters and like it's interesting to think who he would get along with and who they'll get into conflict with or who he'll avoid or be iffy on. It's super interesting to think about.

#freshest rambles #like oh god #the interactions are so endless and interesting especially since they dont know about ink being souless at first #yeah angst #i just i love undertale charcters and i love ink alot so. i just #im weak to my mind #i just thinking of ink interacting with other characters gives me so many ideas #also i want him to have a diverse support system that isn't just gasteres and sanes but that just me #so yeah. woop

[the-prophecy]

sorry went for dinner....so yeah the things is I have 5 friends in school in total out of which 3 are guys

1 calls me meri jaan indirectly through this

another says I remind him of his hometown and that's why he loves talking to me

and another literally says "my new crush reminds me so much of you...she's exactly you"

I need a group like that in college plz

He's being flirty I've been through this don't fall until u think it's serious also the guy in that reel is cuteeeeeeee

"the road not taken looks real good now and it always leads to you and my hometown" idk what to say here need more info

He's indirectly telling you he has a crush on u I'm too experienced for this he'll basically do this for a few months then you'll get a text saying "ek baat Batau" and BOOM

#I've reached the "sabh ladke ch***ye he point in my life by the amount of things happening in my life #like OH GOD #need an oversharing sesh

[groupwest]

Living at ur grandparents house can be so guilt inducing

#I know they love me either way but it’s so hard to let myself just be #so hard to not constantly be trying to earn their approval through tasks and manual labour and adult future decision making #why does it feel like the only way I can be a good person in their eyes is if I have a job. what a horrible feeling #I know my poppy doesn’t even feel that way truly in his heart anyway. our relationship has been finally growing and getting better it is #such a good feeling like oaurrghh is this what it feels like to have a normal real father figure. what it feels like to earn ones approval #like oh god #I’ve been wearing his old jumper like a second skin #personal #lol…

[ckygetsjobs]

truly wasn’t living until I seen dico in a pink shirt I feel like I just won the fucking lottery I swear he looks SO good in pink

#MY MOUTH IS WATERING #I truly wasn’t living #Like oh god #That skit was just mwah mwah

[lesbianralzarek]

"life doesnt get better, you just get stronger" does NOT include ages 11-17. life does in fact just get better from there. those years are dogshit. like, you do get stronger but its mostly just a factor of not being 11-17 anymore. positive thinking helps but it doesnt fix whatevers going on at 15, you have to brute force through that one raw

#i originally posted this as just a 'hey remember how fuckin bad middle/highschool was? shit was wild' type post but now #there are a bunch of teens in the notes being like 'oh my god are you serious? it gets better? im not stuck in hell forever??' #and im reminded that the only people who told teenage ella 'it gets better' were speakers at mental health assemblies #aka the least relatable people alive who were seemingly born to lie to you #so. uh. yeah im a certified adult who isnt here to lie or sugarcoat the realities of being a teenager #the only thing more certain than the pain is the transcience

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Must be a Sugondese joke.

#dungeon meshi #chilchuck tims #laios touden #senshi #Looks like I won't be able to post this on dungeon meshi thursday so instead I will have a fun past/future conversation #This is wednesday me who has not seen the episode yet but I have such a strong feeling that it is going to be extremely special. #*This* fight is what the first arc has been building up to and it has *so* many incredible moments. #We're going to see the chilchuck knife throw! The leg sacrifice! The bones! #Watch them ramp up the quality this episode and go wild with the frantic action of 'oh god our plan is going to shit'. #Hello. Me of the future who just watched the episode. #I knew it was going to be good but that...that blew my mind completely. My high expectations were beyond met. My god. #I'm just speechless at how well they handled everything. The leg. The tension. That ENDING. #If you have not already: PLEASE watch Dungeon Meshi.

[mushramoo]

I am losing it

#the realization is so funny #like oh my god #ITS ALSO AWFUL #LIKE AFTON #fnaf #fnaf fandom #fnaf fanart #art #fnaf art #video games #five nights at freddy's #fnaf spoilers #fnaf movie spoilers #fnaf movie #fnaf movie art #fnaf meme #william afton #vanessa #fnaf vanessa

[sillylittlegaymer]

#shitposting #yaoi #yuri #!!! #EDIT 2: OH MY GOD 4000 LIKES?????? THANKS #last edit; oh my gof #thansk vros ❤️ #if this post gets to like #10000 #ill cry

[secondbeatsongs]

for anyone too young to know this: watching The Truman Show is a vastly different experience now, compared to how it was before youtube and social media influencers became normal

before it was like, "what a horrifying thing to do to a human being! to take away their autonomy and privacy, all for the sake of profits! to create fake scenarios for them to react to, just to retain viewership! to ruin their happiness just so some corporate entity could harvest money from their very humanity! how could anyone do something so evil?"

and now it's like, "ah, yeah. this is still deeply fucked up, but it's pretty much what every influencer has been doing to their kids for a decade now. probably bad that we've normalized this experience"

#the truman show #sbs rambles #I keep thinking about how children on popular youtube channels should probably have laws to protect them #social workers assigned to them maybe #I dunno #they did not sign up to have their lives sold for profit #but here we are #tho #I guess none of us signed up for it #and our data is harvested more than ever #god #high-tech capitalism sucks turns out #OH WAIT because tumblr is bad at getting context sometimes #let me specify: #I am not saying that the movie The Truman Show is bad or that it normalizes this #like all good sci-fi (because it is kind of sci-fi) it's there to warn us of what the future could hold #and it did that in a very good way - it's a beautiful movie #I could see someone with a bad faith take assuming I meant that it was part of the problem #it absolutely wasn't. it didn't normalize this; we did #youtube did and social media #it's us that's the problem #or more specifically: big corporations and a lack of regulation #that's the origin of most modern problems