Loud Places
by xx_soup_xx
"You're in ecstasy without me
When you come down
I won't be around"
(Loud Places - Jamie XX)
AU- Louis is not doing well on his own in London. Not well at all. He's drowning and he doesn't know how to save himself.
That is, until someone from him past creeps back into his life unexpectedly, giving Louis one last urge to stay afloat.
TW: Sexual Assault, Substance Abuse, Depression, Death
Disclaimer: This is a work of complete fiction. It does not reflect the actual people mentioned in this story. It's just for fun.
Words: 1885, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
Categories: M/M
Characters: Harry Styles, Louis Tomlinson, Niall Horan, Zayn Malik, Liam Payne, Eleanor Calder, Kurtis Conner
Relationships: Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson, Eleanor Calder/Louis Tomlinson, Kurtis Conner/Harry Styles
Additional Tags: London, Alternate Universe, Angst, Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Sexual Tension, Love/Hate, Love, Sexual Assault, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Drug Use, Jealous Louis Tomlinson, Jealous Harry Styles, Depression, Blow Jobs, Crying, Slow Burn, Sad, Angst with a Happy Ending, Break Up, Post-Break Up, References to Depression, Overdosing, Alternate Universe - No One Direction, Self-Esteem Issues, larry stylinson - Freeform, The Great British Bake Off References, Alternate Universe - The Great British Bake Off Fusion, Inspired by The Great British Bake Off, Baking, Baker Harry Styles, Gay, Gay Sex, LGBTQ Themes
via AO3 works tagged 'Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson' https://ift.tt/oDjSIPF
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Jamie XX - Loud Places. (d. Simon Halsall & JB Babenhausen, DP Jack Wilkinson)
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Steve very smoothly taking the reins at a gay club when Eddie "i've been here SO many times just follow my lead" Munson deer in headlights it the second he's thrown into the deep end of dancing sweaty bodies, loud non-metal music and opportunity for actual queer interaction on a Fruity Four weekend out in Indy.
Steve guiding him onto the dance floor, helping him to loosen up a little, gently reminding Eddie to keep his eyes on him whenever someone gets a little too close and
Oh yeah, Steve hasnt actually come out to anyone yet, he's just there as the 'token straight guy', he hasnt really thought too hard about it just yet, although maybe he should because Eddie does have such pretty plush lips and those big brown eyes are staring at him like he's goddamn hypnotized--
an Nancy an Robin are watching from the bar placing bets on how long it'll take them to disappear into the smoking area to make out against a wall.
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"The key thing was of course, the fact that Rick has PTSD and that's very much what's driving a lot of his behavior and being in a place of that level of vulnerability, back with the love of his life in that way.
It's also the thing he fears, the loss of her. It manifests itself in a way that is visceral and leads to the lovemaking not just being about love, but the revealing of pain and trauma and fear. That informs Michonne, that she can't just blast him into making sense. There's something deeper going on here that he can't verbalize. She has to help him get through in a different way. So she gets to see him, as well, as he reveals what's really in there, the wound. That's going to happen most likely in that most vulnerable space." — Danai Gurira
"Yeah, I think it is about pain. As Danai just said, it's about him wanting her and then fearing what he's about to unlock again. He gets to sort of articulate it in the scene further in the episode, when he gets to say that, 'I can't do this again. I haven't got the capacity to do this again. I've worked out how to die and live again.' So it is an absolutely necessary scene that allows Michonne to realize that there's something really broken here, more broken than she's ever anticipated. [...]
So the scene was about a real intimacy, a sort of frightening intimacy. This is a part of his personality he has shut down. It's almost like he's trying to stop himself from feeling this love again. She sees that and she just says, 'Just trust. We're back. We're the same...' I find it very moving. I think it's a very, very moving scene, because it's about them connecting in a way that he's had to deny for seven years. He's denied that connection for the sake of living on in this half life for the CRM" — Andrew Lincoln
Andrew Lincoln and Danai Gurira Discuss Episode 4 of The Walking Dead: The Ones Who Live
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Have you ever thought of a Loud Places sequel? I love that fic sm and was wondering if you ever wanted to write more for it. But it’s perfect as is too :)
First of all, I always squeal over LP commentary! I loved writing it. :’)
As for a sequel for it - that is a complicated question! Admittedly, I wrote Loud Places as a form of catharsis. I do think about doing more in the LP world from time to time, but a full blown sequel is maybe not in the cards. At least not for a while. I wouldn’t want the sequel to be a form of catharsis, I would want it to be its own thing to honor the original fic, but I don’t know what that would look like!
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it is healing to come onto this blog and see basic respect for diasbility after being in other corners of the fandom and reading the words “snowkit could never be a warrior because he wouldnt know what anything is. he wouldnt even know what a clan is because nobody could explain it to him” said in full seriousness
Im..... That statement is so ableist I cannot even imagine the worldview you'd need to have in order to come up with that.
They really think the only way anyone learns anything is through verbal-speaking-words-noises? No one has ever observed something before? Not even once?
This is beyond touching grass, this person just fell out of the fucking Jurassic Period when all they had was ferns and stegosaurs.
I just...
OH YES. I remember my first day of Society Lessons as a hearing person, where the everything was explained to me. Via Audiobook. FIRST they spoke and said, "you are standing on the ground." It was a life changing revelation, and the world began to spin.
But it did not stop.
THEN they said, "there are fingers on your hands." The sensation of flesh and bone crackling into existence is indescribable, but I did not yet know pain, until they told me, "that hurts." I began screaming immediately.
And yet... it continued.
They explained so much. Chairs. Tables. Walls. The sky. Frogs. Ionizing radiation. Breathing. I was told all of it, in one sitting, and only then did I understand. Only when my ears were bursting with normal hearing knowledges, did they begin... my final test.
A strange wall-chair-finger emerged from the sky-of-the-wall, stood on the ground several times, until it was in front of me. A second one came behind it, this one slimmer. The audiobook gave these things names;
Human. Father. Mother. Door. Walking. It was completely impossible to know what these things were until that very moment.
I watch a human dip a hook into water and produce a fish, and I recall my Society Lessons where they called that "fishing." I am decked in the face by a nefarious hooligan, and I have only the audiobook to thank when I know I have been "punched" by a "bad guy." It was only the magic of verbal-speaking-words-noise that made me understand that there are "other people" and that they "do stuff."
Sometimes, even, in "groups."
Before the Society Lessons Audiobook, I knew nothing. I was pure, innocent, uncorrupted by concepts such as "parents" and "door." I am grateful every day that there is no such concept as "being shown things" or "simple logical reasoning" or "looking."
Blessed be those amongst us who escape the horrors of the Society Lessons Audiobook. I pray that you never learn what anything is. Be free! Free as a bird, which also knows nothing and famously cannot learn. 🤗
DEAF/HOH FOLLOWERS I'm losing my mind do you want me to bump a 'Hearing Disabilities Herb Guide' to the top of my priorities? Something you can use to bludgeon whackadoodles like that. This is ridiculous
Obviously not a MEDICINE guide but like; common causes of hearing disability in clan cats. Accommodations for hearing loss vs congenital deafness. Actual difficulties of not having that sense Clan-by-Clan. Debunking of misconceptions like... not being able to learn APPARENTLY.
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