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this was painful to write, but at the same time it was an amazing experience, hope you enjoy reading this.
WARNINGS: violence, mentions of r@pe, ANGST and fluff
WORD COUNT: 1.3 (k)
You woke up on a stone floor. The smell of humidity filled what you assumed was a room... or a cell. The blindfold prevented you from seeing who or what had kidnapped you, your hands were tied with a rope so strong that you were beginning to notice the wounds on your wrists. You had blood on your head, you could tell, it must have been from the blow that left you unconscious so youย weren't able to figure out where they were taking you.
The door opened and footsteps approached you. You noticed his breath on your face, the smell of alcohol turning your stomach. His hand brushes the hair from your face, you try to move away but he grabs your face before you can move and removes the blindfold from your face.
You focus your gaze on the man in front of you, your eyes widen, and a single thought crosses your mind.
I'm dead
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Aelin moves back and forth in the meeting room where everyone is making a plan to save you. They had kidnapped you, taken you from their side, and all she could think was that it was her fault.
โWe should try to trace him. The hunting dogs would be able to search for his scent.โ Aedion's voice echoes through the room.
โNo, no dogs, it would attract too much attention. If we want to get to where they have Yn we must be discreetโ This time it is Rowan who speaks โI could do a scan through the air, try to see movement in the forestโ
Aelin kept moving from one side to the other. Rowan looked at Aelin and Aedion understood that they needed to talk alone. With a nod, one by one the people who had gathered left, the last to leave was Aedion, closing the doors behind him.
Rowan approached his partner, grabbed her shoulders gently, raised her head so she was looking into his eyes.
โWe'll bring her home Fireheartโ
Aelin nodded and Rowan could see the determination in her eyes. โI have a plan, but I need your help.โ
A dark smile marked Rowan's features. "I'm all ears"
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Your whole body hurts. You didn't know how long you had been in there, but the cold had penetrated your bones and the blows they gave you made it impossible for you to move from where you were lying. The worst thing was that you didn't know when they started hitting you and when they finished, not even your fae blood could heal you like it always did.
You vaguely heard the door open, he crouched down in front of you and grabbed your hair, making you moan in pain.
โYou know, you've always disgusted me, your whore mother was just like you, I took care of her after you got into the bed of those kings of yours, just like your mother, but don't worry, I took care of her and from your father. Apparently they were a couple, but no one messes with what is mine, and you, even though you don't have my blood, belong to me, because "a kick in your stomach" I was the one who fed you, your mother married me and she decided to cheat on me with the first one who got into her bed.โ
Two more kicks went straight to your stomach. โI will take care of you in due time, but first I am going to enjoy myself, like I did with your mother.โ
You heard a zipper lower, and in that moment all you could think about was Rowan and Aelin, and how sorry you felt.
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Yn's old house was in the middle of the forest, in an area far from any town and the capital. The house had a basement where she used to say her father used to lock her mother. She was a girl and didn't know what was happening, the only thing she knew was that she wanted to be with her mother.
Aelin never thought about fighting again like Arobynn taught her, she never thought about playing an assassin again, but this time it was different because they had taken you from her side, and she couldn't allow that.
Hiding behind one of the trees near the house, she heard Rowan's signal, he had finished off your father's henchmen. Without making a sound, she passed by the bodies that he had eliminated, opening the door, she found Rowan next to the door that would lead them to the basement, to you.
They took out one of their knives and opened the door quietly. A torch illuminated a hallway that led to three different doors, two on one side and one in front. The smell of blood permeated the hallway and they headed to the door at the end. There was no window to see inside. They prepared their knives and opened the door.
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You felt in limbo. The line between pain and consciousness, life and death was increasingly thin. The strength to fight, to survive had long ago abandoned you. You didn't want to fight, you couldn't. In the distance you heard the creak of the door again, that was the end of you, he had come to finish what he had started, you were going to meet your mother.
The sound of something falling made you try to open your eyes and strong arms surrounded you with so much tenderness and love that you thought you were dreaming. And then the smell of pine and snow mixed with jasmine, lemon verbena and sparkling embers floods your senses. You weren't dreaming. They were here. They had come to rescue you.
You open your eyes and find Rowan's green and Aelin's turquoise. Tears fell down both of their cheeks, the pain of seeing their mate reflected in them.
"Ael.."
โShhh, calm down. Donโt talk, letโs get you out of here, okay?โ
You tried to nod but Rowan holds your head and with all the delicacy in the world, he lifts you off the ground trying not to let you fall.
โ Are you going to take care of him?โ
"Leave it to me"
And you knew that your father was not going to leave that house alive.
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You were in heaven, you should be, but the smell of the sheets where you sleep together every night cannot be found in heaven. Only with them.
Your body feels numb, but you weren't in agony. They had cured you then. You feel arms surrounding your torso, careful not to hurt you any more than your father had done to you. You open your eyes and the ceiling of your room welcomes you, you turn your head to the right and you find Aelin sleeping.
She feels your gaze and opens her eyes, instantly filling with tears, her hand caresses your cheek, cleaning it from the tears that were overflowing from your eyes.
"Hiโฆ"
"Hi angel"
Rowan opens the door and a smile that he only saves for the two of you lights up his face. He walks over to the bed and lies down on your other side. He fills your face with soft kisses full of love. Aelin snuggles closer to you, hiding in your neck, and Rowan hugs you a little closer, wrapping his arm over your body and Aelinโs one, attracting you both to his body.
You knew that the recovery would be long, the imprint of the trauma would be present for the rest of your life, but you knew that Rowan and Aelin would be by your side, supporting you and caring for you as they always had.
A smile adorns your lips and between the bodies of your lovers, you manage to fall asleep.
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๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ / ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐
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hi!!! i'm new to your account, and the fics that i have read seem wonderful to me. i have a request. if you do not mind, could you write rowaelin x reader???? maybe something fluff and smut, i don't know, whatever you like ๐๐๐ no hurry <3
Dating Rowaelin headcanons
Rowaelin x reader
A/n: welcome to my blog anon, Iโm so happy you like my fics that means a lot to me! I hope you donโt mind I did hc
Warnings: some smutty thoughts 18+ only pls
When they first approached you about a relationship you were a little nervous
You wanted to be with them but you were afraid of what others would say. Though no one would dare challenge THE power couple of Terrasen
Once you say yes, you realize it was the best decision
Aelin and Rowan love hard
So when it comes to you, or each other, theyโll do anything
Their nicknames for you are love, baby, flame, princess, and angel
You and Aelin share a love of candy and books so in your free time you pig out and talk about your favorite books
You and Rowan love being outdoors so he usually takes you for a stroll through the gardens or out in the woods
One-on-one time is important to the three of you since you all usually have sporadic schedules
When you get time together it's sacred
All of their attention is on you, no work and no distractions
Aelin is surprisingly cuddly and she likes it when you sleep in the middle so she can spoon you
Rowan likes sleeping in the middle so he can have both of you lay on his chest
He likes having you both close at all times since he's very protective. Ever since everything with Maeve heโs hated being away from Aelin and you
Theyโre terrified that youโll be taken from them or leave
You reassure them all the time you arenโt going anywhere, โListen to me, the both of you. I love you too much to just leave you. You canโt get rid of me even if you tried. And as for someone hurting me, I know you would tear the world apart to get me back. And you wouldnโt let anyone get close enough for that matter.โ
Rowan would pull you to his chest and whisper, โExactly little flame.โ Aelin would stroke your hair and say, โWe love you, so much.โ
NSFW from here down
They are both givers
They make sure your pleasure comes first
You love being between Aelinโs legs. Her moans are so sweet and hearing her say please drives you wild
Usually Rowan was the dominant one when it came to sex
But there was one night where you and Aelin had schemed to take the reins from Rowan
He had been overworking himself and you both decided he needed to relax
When he got back to your shared room you two pounced on him immediately
Pushing him on the bed you both climbed on top of him
At first he didnโt know what was happening, โIโm confused but Iโm also very aroused right now. Whatโs happening?โ
You and Aelin had matching feral grins as you told him he needed was to relax and that tonight was all about him
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Daylight
This is my very first tog fic (that isn't a crackship) and my very first rowaelin fic and also my very first entry for @throneofglassmicrofics and for my dearest @timesconvert || I hope you'll like it!
This is a song fic based on Taylor Swift's song Daylight
Words: 818
TW: triggering canon scenes mentioned!
Aelin looked at Rowan, really looked at him as he talked to Fenrys and realised once again how lucky they were to be here. How much shit they went through to even get to this point at all and how far theyโve come since they first met, how fate hat fucked them up so thoroughly that they still healed and Aelin realized right then how lucky she was to be able to heal, right beside her mate. What an honour it was to not only be able to have him at her side but to be there for him, too, at his side. Yes she looked at Rowan because Rowan was what she could look at and what she wanted to look at. She saw him and he saw her, she never wanted anything to change about that.He loved her, saw through all her faults, the lines she had crossed in the past to survive, her saw her and he loved her,
She still felt guilt about how easily she had trusted Arobynn, how trusting Arobynn was her only chance at survival at only 8 years older but especially that she had harboured hope that he wasnโt the cruel man she had witnessed over and over again, how he had failed her last test in trust but Rowan...he still loved her throughout her misplaced hope in Arobynn and every fucked up thing she had to do to get them where they were now, to get to a peaceful life.After they went through so much darkness, through endless nights, he was the light at the end of the tunnel. Rowan was her daylight, the breaking of dawn. He had helped her leave the young assassin behind and step into the role of Queen of Terrasen.
Yes, Aelin finally was out of the dark, thanks to her beautiful mate and she finally had the peace to take the time to look at him and appreciate him and love him.
Although there were nights they took a long, long time to appreciate each other it was something different to look at him now. How his posture had become relaxed, how the darkness had left his eyes, less haunted than ever, and his sassy remarks, Aelin huffed a laugh that had both fae males looking over their shoulder. She waved for them to continue their conversation, a smile glued to her face. Yes, his sassy remarks definitely increased, but she couldnโt blame him, it was the very same for herself.
After what felt like twenty years full of darkness, he was her daylight and Aelin liked to believe he felt the same about her.
The darkness was finally over.
Fenrys sighed after Rowan clapped him on his shoulder, he turned around, mocking a bow and bid her goodbye. Aelin stuck out her tongue before Fenrys had fully turned, and saw a hint of a smirk as Rowan walked towards her, the sun shining behind him, making him look like there was a golden glow around him.
After Sam, she hadnโt believed she would ever find a love so all consuming that her whole body would react to everything, but here she was, her mouth drying up at the beauty of her mate.
โAre you done with your broody male conversations?โ she asked, picking at her nails.
Rowan plopped down beside her, his familiar pine and snow scent enveloping them. โYou canโt really call two people a club, can you?โ
Aelin shrugged, turning her face and cherishing the sunlight. โNo but you probably planned another broody fae male meeting where you talk aboutโฆwellโฆbroody fae male stuff.โ
Rowan huffed amused and she felt how he leaned closer. โWhat have you laughed about earlier?โ he asked, his voice quiet and deep,
Aelin hid her shudder at the pleasure that brought his voice and turned her head towards her mate, meeting his beautiful green eyes. โWouldnโt you like to know, buzzard?โ Rowan only raised a brow, waiting for her to continue. She sighed, โI was just...Iโm happy.โ she admitted. Happy that she now could live a life where she could choose what she wanted. That she could be defined by the things she loved, not the things she hated. She wouldnโt be defined by the things that she was afraid of or the things that still haunted her in the middle of the night. They would be defined by the things that they love, they would become the people that made them happy.
โMe too.โ Rowan said and although he wasnโt a man of big words, she saw the emotions in his eyes.He knew what she thought and he agreed.
Rowan stretched his hand out, for Aelin to take, and she did. He pulled her up and pressed a kiss to her forehead.
Then they began walking, into the bright future that awaited them. Full of laughter and life and light.
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