#THIS FANDOM REALLY IS FUCKING BLESSED

[foxstens]

WAS ANYONE GONNA FCING TELL ME THERES A TGCF AUDIO DRAMA

#my posts #animang #I WENT ON FUCKING HOLYIDAY AND LISTENED TO THE MANHUA TRAILER OBSESSIVELY #BECAUSE OF COURSE I DID #AND NOW I COME HOME TO THIS #WHAT THE FUCK #IVE BEEN PRAYING AND BEGGING AND WAITING FOR IT #FOR S OLONG #OH MY FUCING GOD #I CANT BELEIVE #THIS FANDOM REALLY IS FUCKING BLESSED #WHA! THE! FUCK! #in other news i also read a book for the first time in like years #it was a murder is announced #my first actual foray into the miss marple books #holy fuck i love agatha christie #i always have the same experience with her books #but its always so fucking good #and i really liked the atmosphere in this #despite it being as short as her books tend to be #i still feel like i got more attached to the characters than usual #so that was nice :') #tgcf

[vellichorom]

yes i will call thierry a woman. yes you may also. he is whatever you want him to be

#twinkie talks #TSP blogging #i've spent almost 3 years thinking about his gender i still don't know what it is. i've always liked cis or trans man narrator.... #but idc YOU decide #someday i'm going to make my own fandom content & just post thierry over a ton of pride flags & confuse everyone to hell #THE ONLY THING I'M SURE OF IS THAT HE'S GOT HE / HIM PRONOUNS & HE LIKES MEN #( rosemary & your self insert count as men ) #i've seen people refer to him as just butch or butch lesbian & i really love that idea #someone said he's genderqueer once god bless #fuck it make that man a lesboy let's go

[silveredsound]

How you go from harry styles to hockey I will never understand.

I was going to make a little joke, as I do, (would have been v hilarious, best joke ever pls know this) and leave it at that. But like, it's been raining for over 24 hours, it's 2am and it might be good for me to reflect a little.. So sorry anon I am going emote all over your ask (which (the ask) sounds a bit judgey tbh but the written word is NOT a great conveyor of tone so that might be on me.)

On one hand it's just fandom. And, I think it's been pretty clear that as much as I love Henry Stars, I'm not like, a 'Harry is the be all and end all of all music creation and creativity and actions.' I like him for the good and the bad, and I don't leave critical thinking at the door. (Not saying I'm the only person to do this, just that it's hard sometimes in fan spaces and Stans definitely do..)

Which, can make it hard to participate in fandom as a lot of people are not great at irony, or accepting that someone else can say, god damn that is a terrible song - and that it's okay for that to happen. It doesn't mean that the person who expressed the neg opinion is not still a fan of the artist they were speaking about. Same with if the artist you are a fan of does something that gives you the ick.

I def learnt this when Harry went to Google Camp the first time. Like obviously I've been around 1d fandom in some way since 2012 ish I think it was - and it was my own reaction to Harry going to Camp Douchebags the first time that made me go, oh jeez Silv, you are a bit too involved in the parasocial relationship here. Like I was genuinely upset that he'd done something I thought was so dumb and wanky.

Anyway, clearly I still loved - love - him and I celebrated him and spent a fuckload of money on him and engaged in fandom and etc etc. But I just did at that point I think turn a little from heading in a very blinkers on version of fandom to one that's def more me - where you just get to have fun, make fun be creative, make friends! and have a bit of a perv depending on the silk cream vanilla ice cream outfit Harry might be wearing in Nashville.

I like RPF. I mean I like all transformative works and fandom extending and enhancing source material via creation, but I don't have an issue with RPF. I believe in 4th wall. And I clearly have written 1d fic. A lot of my good fandom mates, and real life best friend(s) are people I have met through sharing a love of writing in fandom spaces. Obviously all the best writers in 1d went to Hockey. And I stayed here. And I tried. I wanted to be where my friends where. I had fomo and I was lonely! My fandom had changed in a few ways all around the same time.

But Hockey is very confusing, (for starters as I often say to Angela or Joanna, snow is fake) and nothing clicked for me - it seemed large and I had no idea where to even start and I didn't really try.

But I think the change in some fandom fellow participants, and also anons being mean when they would get even a glimpse in their peripheral that I might have vaguely indicated that Henry did something that I thought was dumb or embarrassing, or just not that good, (it's no fun sharing a thought and feeling chatty about it, and wanting to engage with other people's thoughts if some random is going to anonymously tell you that you are a dumb c*nt and should delete etc etc so I stopped sharing any thoughts at all.) Of course Nick leaving breakfast and then R1 altogether - as well as obviously my whole life narrowing to a point that was just tend Mama- work - tend mama - work - tend mama - sleep - grow a tumour - tend mama left me not so much time for proper joyful engagement.

And then, in Jan/Feb this year, I think as I'd been looking at book reviews and as soon as you search for a book on tik tok they push book tok romance reviews into your feed and I think then that pushed an actual hockey clip (which is a really shite 4th wall issue as is the whole Kraken thing etc) and I can't even remember what it was but I know I then swiped through and watched other videos on the account and like 1d being adorable shites repeating stock answers and sitting on top of each other I was intrigued by what seemed to be very dumb and very entertaining.

But Silv, you cry, what about the emotions! You need emotions! Ah, yes, see, because I am nothing but devoted I had followed Angela and La's hockey blogs, and something La posted grabbed my attention and I followed a link and read an article and I was like. Oh, I want to read more about these kids. So I did. And after a little while I reached out to La and was like, um, I think I get it. And I posted something about the Fantilli Bros and then Max reached out and tbh I don't think anything says it better than my wide eyed enthusiasm reply. (You are probably by now thinking, Silv why is your answer to Max so short, why didn't I just get a paragraph? This is an endless essay with no conclusion or indeed a thesis statement, (that is if you have even made it down to here) & anon I can only apologise.)

I am really enjoying learning so many new things, being welcomed into a new space of connection and joy and silliness and emotional breakdowns. It's been so lovely to meet new people who are so excited to share their niche interest with you and no one minds how many questions I have and everyone searches out Primera and Important Past Instagram Posts from the archives - and of course reconnecting with people who I have always been friends with, fandom changes didn't change that, but it's delightful chatting much more often. The other day Angela and I watched an Avs game together via Tumblr chats, which was delightful, to learn about the team and to talk about random other things, and I've spent my last month of Saturdays watching umich with lovely people who La introduced me to, and having MANY EMOTIONS. (It's like hanging out all posting about a show's fits and one liners and if he's going to sing medicine but it's many pantomime gooseberrys. The performative homoeroticisim, wild hair, jokes, punching (only now during not pre show work outs ) and very goddamn impressive skill and physicality is actually pretty similar). Meghan and I have been able to chat through our very similar horrible experiences with cancer and mums with cancer and it's been so lovely and strengthening to be able to share that experience with a person who beyond gets it, and then also I've been able to announce to her that I want to write a fic about 5 ways Nolan saw god with the UMich Bible Study Group but didn't find faith. which is obviously a completely ridiculous concept but equally worthy of discussion. It's this that I love so much about fandom friendship - you share SO much because you are sharing something that gives you intimate joy, so the relationship always starts from a place of an automatic mutual understanding and empathy - and from there we make it our own.

But also, I really like the game. Like I love watching them play, all of them! It's fast (obviously - and oblig have to say - ice is slippery) and it's hard - and they make it look easy. When one of the special players (they are all special, but one of the ones who play almost with innate ability) makes a pass or a turn sometimes it's almost almost magic, like how the fuck did they see that gap between four players, and did you see how they kept the puck a moment longer so they could release it perfectly into the lane !! Hot.

The game can be all encompassing and it's SO SO SO silly. Like it's the dumbest sport. It's The Show. I'll put on ESPN and stream a match while I'm working during the day (the time difference is perfect for once) and I'm spending time cos I want to, learning the rules and the logistics and business side of it all. And of course, the differences between college hockey and the show. Idk. It just clicked on so many levels for me.

And so, I have no idea why it took me so long to transition from Henry to Hockey, but I am not surprised I did now that I have - it def wasn't something that I was bloody expecting. And Anon I will say this, the last few years of my life have been sad, hard, and tbh shitty. Now, I know what it's like to have fucked years, so I am not saying this to try to be and show off but 2024 feels a bit better. I feel clearer, I have started to lose some weight (15ish kg so far depending on the time of the month) and now I have a meeting w a PT on Tuesday as I actually don't care what I weigh but I want to get stronger and reduce my visceral fat as it will be better for hormones which is better for lessening my cancer reoccurrence %.

God knows it's (2024) not all roses, I literally had surgery again a fortnight ago and the cost of living in Sydney is giving me so much anxiety. I am still a terribly disorganised mess, my work is undergoing a complete restructure (thanks NSW gmnt) and my clean washing is NEVER folded and put away, it's always in the basket - but I feel so happy and entertained and creative - I am writing again! like it's joy. It's ye olde you are who you are at this moment but you are also the 4 year old you and the 15, 27, 34 year old you - girlhood (non gendered concept of not literal interpretation) and I love it. 💛🩵🌱

#sorry anon this is very much non con silv thinks about fandom and emotions and processes on main #there's a boy who has harry energy although more spoiled and sarcastic and this is delightful as i do actually think #which also i got a rude anon about once #that harry is not as nice as eveyone thinks #i think hes professional as fuck definitely #but i think hes a sarky little perfectionist and this delights me #but chemistry with everyone - thats the harry curse and blessing and the **** ****** one #sorry anon i know this was annoying #but i genuinely just really needed to get this out of me and acknowledge it all #fandom and fandom participation is something that is so important to us all #otherwise why would we have a little blog #let alone create posts of fic or gifs or edits #and god last year i said multiple times to shifty that i wished i had a fandom that i could wallow in as a happy place distraction #its very nice to feel engaged and delighted by something #i hope we can still be mates #i am a popstars and radio dj lover for life #i didn't even touch on teams i like and players and such cos not the point #tw: cancer #tw: death #tw: weight loss #sorry! i should have added those tw before!

[alligatorjesie]

Can you, like, get real problems? I’m sure there’s a soup kitchen or a that needs an extra volunteer or a city council meeting you could go to.

Yeah. I do those things already and isn't it weird I still find extra time to tell assholes to get out of my fandom space.

So what public service have you done this week @rudyknight? In the last month? year? Hey, tell me real quick @rudyknight whens the last time you joined a counter protest?

Because my town has our own version of westburo baptist church and they LOVE protesting our pride events.

I had a bunch of fun.

I used my hyperfixation of plants to block out their signs and ensure they didn't have room to protest on the sidewalk.

I got to practice my metal growling.

The preacher who had spent the entire night telling everyone we was all gonna burn for eternity in a lake of fire for just bein' ourselves Did Not appreciated me telling him I enjoyed fucking his mother.

But hey maybe your too shy to tell assholes to fuck off to their face.

I mean you didn't seem to have that issue here so I don't know what the fuck is holding you up in the real world, but hey, maybe this'll be a push to get you to stop white knighting assholes on the internet.

But hey there's a lot of other things you can do to help your community that ain't active protesting!

Whens the last time you went through your neighborhood and helped remove invasive species? I'm sure you've done that over the past few weeks, Right @rudyknight?

I've been slowly removing invasive honeysuckle and using it's bones to make yard structures.

I've personally saved at least 5 adult trees in the neighborhood from an invasive plant called winter creeper that will slowly choke a mature tree to death if left unattended. It's already claimed a 100 year old maple a block away from me.

Or you know as a little treat, for me, I've been completely redoing the closet that my hot water heater use to live in before it fucking exploded.

The water damage was... extensive.

I fell through the fucking floor when I first started

It's coming together baby.

Oh but man don't worry I still have So Much Time Left in a day to tell useless assfucks posting hate to my fandom to

Fuck Right The Fuck Off.

But you go on @rudyknight. You keep right on defending a useless prick who got caught being a useless prick from getting told they're being a useless prick.

I'm sure that useless prick appreciates it.

God fucking knows you ain't doing shit to be actually helpful.

#anti talk #anti harassment #anti bullshit #fandom wank #fandom nonsense #fandom hate #seriously like I know I'm not being friendly about it by any means #but how the fuck do you look at this entire conversation and think the person asking the other one to leave is in the wrong? #I didn't post hate to their fucking fandom. #and I have proof OP posted it directly to my fandoms tag #but I'm in the wrong for asking them to leave? #Really? #you're defending that? #God fucking bless.

[kansasjustgotgayer]

First rottmnt fanart lets fucking GOOOOOOOOOO BABEEYYY!!!!!

#i saw one clip and was immediately hooked #i am blessed to have joing the fandom the WEEK of the new movie release #i cant fucking wait #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #donatello #donatello rottmnt #leonardo rottmnt #leonardo #this is extremely sketchy and bad but i do not care cause i am having fun #its just practice really

[tenrose]

On the bright side, the selfish gremlin I am, is happy to have a good TV show adaptation not being trendy and having to enjoy it without all the annoying mainstream drama. I don't like to share my things with a big audience.

There, I said it.

#his dark materials #i know i know it's selfish #but the way every popular series are treated nowadays #i absolutely don't want that for hdm #and that's why i don't really want adaptations of any Sanderson books #i mean bookwise it's a pretty big fandom but these are books so it's contained if you know what i mean #but yeah.... #we only need the lotr movies as high fantasy adaptations anywah #the rest is just too good in our brain to be touched #and readers have the best imagination #plus it's so cool to see fanarts having totally different takes on characters #only downside is no pretty gifsets TT #but hdm is kinda blessed to have such a good adaptation overall (not everything is perfect but still) #with pretty much the smae small fandom than before #i just want Dafne and Amir to succeed #i mean Dafne already did before #still they shouldn't have fucked up the schedule and let us enjoy the beautiful emotions created by having one episode a week #anyway #nothing but selfish love for my stuff 💜 #and this is why i never really engaged with a lot of fandoms #im at peace in my own #just social anxiety stuff lmao #i should add that you have the misfortune to be my friend and having or not but especially not seen a piece of media i have been into #then you're gonna have the rant i restrain myself from posting online #and they are... long

[timegears-moved]

just saw someone say that horizons is bad and "doesn't even have a story" like bro can you at least wait until we get sprigatito back and roy is introduced before you start spouting stupid shit

#bwark #i love ash but i hate ash fans most annoying people on earth god bless #it's just really obvious that these people aren't going into it with an open mind because ash isn't there #fortunately this is a very small minority and the overall community reaction to horizons has been really positive #the anipoke fandom is actually enjoyable with good vibes rn?????? when the fuck does that ever happen

[supercantaloupe]

tagged by @malcolm-f-tucker, ty! my fic writing output comes from a varied and bizarre set of source materials...we both will just have to deal with that i guess

Rules: share the first lines of ten of your most recent fanfics and tag ten people. If you have written fewer than ten, don’t be shy and share anyway!

le finestre son questa - don giovanni - 1.3k - mar 2 23

Your lady had a difficult evening: you’re not sure what happened, exactly, but you helped her dress for a masquerade before she left, and she returned hours later looking more frustrated and tired than she had when she’d left.

2. (currently still untitled. sorry) - don giovanni - 3.7k - feb 28 23

He wakes to the sound of steady beeping and the vague humming of electronics and machinery. Then, bright fluorescent lights, which he squints against the moment he tries to crack his eyes open. Then, the pain.

3. e buonnotte a tutti - don giovanni - 13k - feb 11 23

“Saint Anthony’s? Really?”

“Yes, really. Punch it into the GPS already.” Giovanni sinks a little lower into the passenger seat and fumbles with his dress shirt buttons.

4. 25th annual solesian national spelling bee - fantasy high - 26k - last updated dec 25 22

“Adaine, I swear to the gods, open this door at once.” The elder Abernant sister pounds her fist on the locked door to the library.

5. deh vieni a consolar il pianto mio - don giovanni - 3k - oct 24 22

The dining room is a mess, with bits of food and shattered porcelain strewn about the floor, and the faint haze of smoke hanging in the air.

6. skeleton in the closet - oklahoma! - 9.4k - may 22 22

“Beth, stay on the path. And stop swingin’ the dinner pail like that.” Clara scolds her little sister, who, from a few paces ahead, turns to give her a scowl.

7. starlight - oklahoma! - 34k - last updated may 13 22

Crickets chirp in the cool night outside. Laurey sits on her bed, trying to enjoy a quiet night in for herself.

8. dance you all over the meadow - oklahoma! - 945 - may 7 22

“Slow down, you’ll trip.” Laurey’s grip on Curly’s arm tightens, and she feels his on her shoulder tense. “What are you in such a hurry fer?”

9. l'astuto cacciator - giulio cesare - 2k - feb 27 22

“Enough financials for now,” Cleopatra orders, waving a hand to her attendants. Papyrus records of tax and grain are swept clean from the table and swiftly replaced with platters of fresh dates, olives, and figs for the queen and her advisors. “Tell me of the Romans.”

10. awake in a lonely room - oklahoma! - 1k - oct 10 21

Old Eighty is hitched to the fence in the front yard. Her eyes are sleepy and bored. 

tagging: @tragedyposting @kingfisherkink @grasslandgirl @pearlandbrine @druid-for-hire @leporellian and @theresa-of-liechtenstein...regrettably i'm not sure who else among my mutuals writes fic at all so i may have to leave it there short of 10 ;;

#sasha speaks #tagged for me #tag game #malcolm-f-tucker #ty #looking at it all laid out like this. EMBARRASSING! #gd it is so funny though seeing that one (1) fh fic make the list i forgot i updated that. with the first chapter in like two years. in dec #remember when i used to write mostly for d20. remember when people read my fics. lmao #also on my ao3 there are technically two other fics between numbers 8 and 9 on this list #but i posted them like two years after i actually wrote them so i went with the order closer to when i wrote them for this #my single giulio cesare fic on here is killing me sorry. what's cringer the 4 don g fics the 4 ok! fics or the One (1) baroque opera fic #which itself makes up exactly half of the fandom tag. #i honestly can't tell. #honestly the fact that i wrote for d20 at all is the outlier here going by fandom size. the only period of my fanfic ''''career'''' #when i actually had consistent readership LMAO #anyway. #next on the list is another fucking don g fic. and a figaro operas fic. both are stewing in my brain atm #also one very vague idea for a cabin pressure fic but. i wouldn't count on that one anytime soon. unless someone really goads me on #let the poet bless this round

[luxraydyne]

pop quiz what breed of childhood trauma borne neuroticism is it called when being condescended to on just the most neutral, limpid, nothing thoughts you express like you’re a little silly child, or “out of your depth”, or woefully misinformed, or just speaking on something you shouldn’t cause fuckin hell you’re doing it *wrong*, and with the most plainly obvious remark too, makes you want to chew on your own arm until you reach bone marrow

#i hate internet discourse i hate internet discourse i loathe online Big Fandom it makes me come out in hives #i'm not stupid. i'm NOT stupid. i know this. i'm not being mean and nasty and bitchy either. just saying shit wrong. #siiigh i don't want to just stop making shit and like speaking. about stuff. on the internet. but like also. why would you? #there are exceptions (who i hope would recognise themselves if not i apologise) but largely i am more miserable #and more self destructive more regularly since stepping out of anonymity and engaging with people online #except animal crossing. like everyone i've interacted with through acnh has been. really Nice tbh. which is nuts lol #the stories you hear are almost universally bad and yet everyone i've chatted with albeit briefly has been so nice #i get anxiety over whether or not some stranger i'm never gonna meet thinks i'm an imbecile or not like how stupid is that? it's ridiculous #my self esteem has somehow gone backwards??? #it don't fuckin matter! proving a relative nobody wrong and keeping her in her place don't matter! i mean it's daft but what's the point #and i know i need to internalise that i KNOW but damn it's hard #i want to just say fuck it and leave. become like a fandom esque zombie or whatever. but i also want autonomy over what i've produced now #unless i just delete all that too ig #but why should i!! #i go through this cycle every month it's like having an extra self-loathing hormone #if you're super attached to something w my username on it just download it for yourself you have my blessing give urself peace of mind lol #in principle i want to ghost and all of a sudden i'm am unperceivable and none of it's my damn problem any more lmao #but then i'm too bullish and prideful and egotistical so i'm like 'bbbut my seven tumblr followers who always like my silly text posts uwu' #i'm the dw in this scenario. the sign says 'just leave you're a nuisance' and i'm looking right at it like 'he he. no <3' #even if just doing what the signs says would definitely go some way to help with not wanting to just perish. or the arm chewing thing. #i just. simply. think. i would like to know. what it is i have done specifically #i know the answer is somewhere between nonexistent and nonsensical like it's not worth thinking about #what i've done is exist in a way that is arbitrarily deemed stupid/distasteful/ugly/deviant/noisy/irriating/etc it's irrelevant #and yet. there is a burning black void of needing to know in me. anon hate get into my dms tell me why you dislike me so #nothing is scarier. is the phraseology #like a game of wackamole with every utterance. is this one gonna get bapped with the hammer of 'you are so wrong'? why? does it matter? #who knows....it is a mystery...... #i matter so little! i have 50 followers! two (2) ppl read the fanfic and thought it was 'aight! i don't matter! i am such a tiny fish! #what is even the point just leave me be no one cares! #i *could* redirect this hysterical existential horror energy into my original work. i *should* do that

[folklorefairy]

i can’t stand swifties

#tswift fans are so annoying god bless #sometimes i cant stand taylor either <3 #that tweet really pissed me off? like you really think you’re so special? #i get the frustration of people who called taylor a snake and a bitch going to shows cause it’s cool to like her again #but do you really have to be that condescending about it all #people being famous inside a fandom is so fucking stupid #anna.txt

[bargledblocks]

Every time someone complains about a genre of fic (i.e. superhero au's) I make 5 more just to piss them off.

The reason for this is because their takes always reek of entitlement to people's hobbies and free time and they always demand for something "different" instead of realizing that a story someone isn't actually passionate about would be way more shit than one they like despite it being a genre you personally have grown bored with <3

#the blocks yell #Like I'm sorry but so many of y'all have been blessed with copious amounts of fic that isn't highly saturated by a ship #and I'm sorry but loosing a couple of fics by filtering them out really is not that bad #go into a different popular fandom and find the biggest ship and filter out the most popular ship or all ships and watch how fucking low #the fic count gets. Stop acting so entitled. #And that's not to say shipping is bad! It can be really really fun! But the idea of 'over saturation' in this fandom has become so skewed! #But don't complain becaus You Personally want something different. If you want something different then write it yourself! #And don't try and come at with a 'But I can't write!' do you know how many people Start Out writing fics? This day in age its a fucking lot #So get out there and make the stories you wanna see because until you do? Nobody else is gonna. Nobody else has your exact artistic vision #They can't do it like you. #And if one day you get to the point where you still like the story but don't like how you wrote it? Write it again! #Make it bigger and better! Use the old version as the first draft or even a really comprehensive outline! #And if you Don't like it anymore and don't feel any passiin for it then thats fine! You can let it sit because the thing is? #One day someone is gonna read that story and it'll be their absolute favorite thing in the world! #They might even make their own based off of it. Wouldn't that feel Good? Having someone love something you made so much that they create #something of their own. Despite the flaws you may now see? #Anyway. That was kind of a lot but if you can't tell I have a lot passion for this subject. #But just remember: fic writers make things to have fun. We don't get paid for what we do and yet we share it for free! #You accomplish nothing by whining about somethings success despite not having tried for yourself. Now go write a and have some fun #big rants at buildmart #<- also look i have a tag for these now

[worldoftom]

Hi, I’m Ellie is your sin bin open? Because I would really love to request a prompt, I clicked on the church of Holland post! Really good idea 🥺🥰 I really please would love the prompt, Ping! If you stay over this weekend, I'm having a clothing ban. To be written. If your interested, I’m making mood boards for people, you can request 2 or 3. All you have to do is Send me your choice of pictures of Tom Holland :) but it’s ok if it’s not, thank you so much! I love all your other work, especially your series of Tom and the readers fantasies. I really appreciate and support you! ❤️🥰

hi! i'm B :) thank you so much for your message and kind words <3 and for your reblog!!! <3

oh boy the Church of Holland was such a long time ago, it’s ridiculous. It was pretty much a flop too, but that’s my fault. I am very very very terrible at following through with requests! I did a few back in the day, but then I stopped having decent ideas and started drifting away from them. funny enough, my last request was last year, and it turned into 200k of filth 💀 sooo I can’t promise I will follow through with your request sadly. Like I said, I’m not so good at handling them, but I will keep it in mind. It could fit in a couple of my wips, so maaaaaaaybe. Why not? If i’m inspired enough :) I’ll keep you posted.

I’ll be on the lookout for any picture of Tom that inspires me to request a moodboard! Just to keep you busy during your event on your blog (I suppose there is one, at least.) + as a thanks for being so kind and supportive !! 😚<3

#fuck knows this fandom could *really* use the Church of Holland 💀 #some of us need to be blessed by every divinity out there 💀 #anyway. moving on. #xtom darling x17 #b answers

[lionblaze03-2]

holy shit guys. My YouTube is ten years old now. I’ve been posting about these fucking cats for ten goddamn years straight. That’s HALF OF MY ENTIRE LIFE. I’ve spent half of my entire life on that god forsaken platform making videos about fucking kitty cats killing each other. And you know what? I wouldn’t have it any other way 💖happy ten years me you did it. Still out there creating, always will. It’s been a crazy ten years. Here’s to ten more!

#warrior cats #never getting out of this god forsaken fandom #But. Why would I want to? #I’ve actually been reading warriors content since I was 7. I just got the yt account when I was ten and started making cat content then #First stolen image comps and then really really bad amvs and then settled into the speedpaint community for a while #Incredibly friendly times. Everyone trading art constantly and sharing ocs and having fun #Then my skill began to increase and I started getting put in maps. And that was awesome #Actually just tried to sign up for another one. Break this two year no posting streak on yt #I’ve made a few finished pmvs. A few animated parts. #I’ve made commentary videos! And those were really fun and I’d like to do it again! I just. Want to get an actual budget #Ie a mic of my own or the power to ask my dad to record in his basement recording studio #And somehow then move ALL those files. Yikes #Editing is the worst part of video making. Editing is the mind killer #Editing is the main goddamn reason I barely make videos. Fuck that shit #God bless Honeycomb. My beloved close friend who’s edited a few of my map parts for me because he’s way better at it! #OH MY GOD AND CHEESEBURGER. WE HOSTED A FUCKING SUCCESSFUL MAP #IT GOT D O N E #Most small creators struggle to achieve that. I’ve failed maps a LOT #Because. Not enough people see and join #But we DID IT!!! I wrote a script and we both made designs and advertised and he edited the finished product #And we got a goddamn multi animator project out of it!! I even got to work with someone I’ve looked up to for years on that project!! #Again actually. I’d been in THEIR map it was the first big one I got into as like a 13 year old. And then like 5 years later they rolled up #To my snowkit map like. HEYYY #It’s been a wild ride and I’ve loved it all #Thanks for everything guys. #As previously stated; here’s to ten more years of goddamn cat content! I’ll still be doing this shit when I’m 30! #lion’s lair

[hl-obsessed]

is there already manip with H from that pic with holding hands or i need to wait some more. c'mon guys i'm losing my sanity here

#bless all of you who all years in this fandom #like #the fuck louis #louis tomlinson #gimme manips #it's so many things wrong in what i had to just ask #guess its time for stunt shit tag #stunt shit #obviously i know shit with how long i've been here #but i really started to like ealnor #she was something constant at least #i'm so fucking tired #i know i really have no right but anyway

[dreamed-for-not]

HOW IS THERE ALREADY A 98K FIC FOR A SHOW THAT ONLY HAS 6 EPISODES??????

#fandom works too fast #god bless fic writers #seriously #y’all are the GOAT #I am really becoming a walking red flag #I’m sorry I like it fucked up #DD:DNE is becoming my favorite tag

[werewolfashton]

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#just putting in my two cents bc :) i can :) and it's not like a lot of people are gonna see this anyway lol #not checking into this fandom for the past month was actually a fucking blessing lmao #this is just one big trash can on fire at this point lol #i was vaguely online for like 2 days and i can feel the stress acne coming already #not even gonna go into any sort of defense of dark fiction bc clearly it's a lost cause #and even without the current stress and debates that essentially are just repetitive at this point #y'all kinda just suck..? #¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #like there have been many posts about the interaction with content creators here #it's really fucking frustrating and so not worth it tbh #and it's just that some of you clearly never learned how to differentiate between fiction and reality nor between an author and their writi #*writing my bad #and even more of you missed the part where you're creating your own experience on the internet #and it's just really fucking annoying at this point #might check in when sth like helen randomly showing up happens but other then that byyyyyyyyye have fun being miserable :) #can't wait to get back to only getting hate for liking billy hargrove <33 [bc the lack of critical thinking is clearly universal]