#YEARNING SOOO BAD

[lancer1234]

I WANT THIS SO FUCKING BAD YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. I NEED SOMEONE TO BE LIKE CATS IN LOVE WITH, AND IT’S DRIVING ME FUCKING INSANE THAT I DON’T!!!!!!!!!!!

#lancer-rambles #YEARNING SOOO BAD #OH TO HAVE SOMEONE #OH TO BE LOVED #ARGGHH #ARGHH #AHHH #IM GOING TO FUCKKG MY GRNEJWHSJS #I hate being single #I am slowly turning bitter #AH #AHAHAHA #AHHAHAHHHAHAHAHAA!!!

[lavenderisn]

right now i wish i could kiss a butch in their cheek and be like "oh no baby i got lipstick on you!" and then i will do it again and again until they have my lipstick marks all over their face :(

#also it would be sooo hot #wlw #lesbian #femme4butch #wlw yearning #butch bait #please i need a gf so bad it's ridiculous #wlnb

[alterouslyinlove]

hand holding save me… hand holding… save me hand holding…

#🌀 #my demolition lover <3 #not my fault he has really nice hands… that i want to hold and kiss… not my fault #i want to be with her rn sooo bad #girls when physical touch💥💥💥💥💥 (it’s me i’m girls) #mlm #mlm thoughts #achillean #queerplatonic #gay #alterous yearning #alterous #mlm yearning

[quillkiller]

rita skeeter & womanhood

anyone else ever think about rita skeeters fucked up relationship with femininity and womanhood as if it’s a costume she wears but it just doesn’t fit quite right :/

#she wants. so much #she just! wants! #she wants to be desired and she wants respect and she wants to be beautiful and lovely #but shes awful and nasty and gross #she has to keep a reminder on her bathroom mirror to remind herself to brush her teeth #she cant shave her legs without cutting herself #she wears fancy clothes but it’s all stolen (from stores & exes & lovers) #or she buys them secondhand but it’s all from like 5 seasons ago #she doesn’t removed her makeup before bed and when the next day she just fills it back in and its a mess #she wears the costume of a sophisticated woman but it just never looks right!!!!! #she has to be successful its what she was made for but she was born a fucking woman (disadvantage!) #so she tries her fucking hardest to imitate a woman!!!!!!!!! #she’s playing by the rules!!!!!!!! has to do what she can with what she was given!!!!!!!!! #and what she was given is a womans body!!!!!! #she’s nasty and dusgusting and greedy and violent. but she cant let any of that show #she was born to be famous and she was born with a womans body. she HAS to follow the rules and shes sooo fucking bad at it #rita skeeter is just. such a dyke to me #her relationship with femininity and womanhood beng so fucked up but also desperately yearning to be treated like a lady #like something beautiul and fragile #<— but the thought of a man treating her that way makes her want to kill herself #dyke dyke dyke dyke. #rita skeeter #jen’s moodboards

[solarisposting]

I just read a goodreads book review that made me angrier than any inconsequential thing has made me in a WHILE. I loved the book, and I'm not a good critic of novels (or anything); I'm decent at analysis to be fair, but I like a read or I don't (on a spectrum of course).

But good goddamn, this review reeked with pretension and was written like the most unbearable food or music critic's diatribes. Adult character is lost in life, makes stupid choices out of grief/running away from issues/thinking distance from community will help/doesn't act logically as a character in a horror plot? Childish and not very bright! A large bustling family coming together for a major cultural and spiritual threat and asking the same damn questions over and over again, repeating the same arguments, etc.? Tiresome and muddled! Bro is your family (bio or chosen) totally chill? Have you never at least seen (in media or in others' lives) annoying family members beating dead horses for days on end out of concern and love and lack of knowing how else to help???

Dude I dunno, it just felt like legitimate criticisms one might have if they dislike a book or parts of its structure, but then those criticisms were a molehill buried beneath a mountain of hating some super fuckin' flawed characters making wild and awful choices in a time of grief and isolation. Screaming!!!!

#this was a review about Bad Cree by Jessica Johns which i gave five stars btw #i am unreasonably pissed lmao #it was like...just. gripes for the sake of bitching and being unhappy woth a short read that didn't hit typical horror benchmarks. dumb. #it's about multiple generations of cree women in the same family and naturally had a LOT to do with the cumture #and experiences and practices and just. daily lives of cree women mixed with A Horror Plot #but i was still sooo reminded of the chaos and aggravation and love and power and hurt and again love #of when the women on my mom's side of the family congregate #and the connections and rifts and stories memories legends among us all that get passed around rather than #passed down because it all feels so circular. we all repeat ourselves endlessly lmao #like this made me yearn for my family because i saw and felt them in this cast of characters #i'm not indigenous or canadian but i still saw myself and my family in this book and it was such a unique experience #bc it was so goddamn familiar in the midst of learning about this horror plot and how it mixed with cree culture #im emotional and tired and not explaining myself well. but JESUS i cannot wait for Johns to publish her next work #ann with an ie

[marymekpop]

I must have liked him. I must have liked him a lot, Yeong-ju.

#crash course in romance #korean drama #jeon do yeon #jung kyung ho #i'm not ok #eps 9 and 10 was pure torture and pain #got me crying every single min #so much angst and yearning #i need hs and cy to be together soooo bad #they own my entire heart #the scene where hs cries to yj got me sooo fcked up #probs one of my fav scenes so far into the drama tbh #gahhh eps 9 and 10 completely broke my heart #so gutwrenching and such a tearjerker #and also that kiss!! #WAKE UP CHI YEOL WAKE UP!! #i also had the hardest time coming up with gif sets #sooo much great content to work with #i spent like 40 million hours on this post and another one that i'll post soon #the things that i do for this couple #the things that this drama does to me!! #jdy and jkh be acting their hearts out!! you love to see it! #mygif

[mlm-blues]

yeah anyway i need a bf NOW. or i'll start crying really loudly :(

#wanna cry sooo bad need. a bf to hold me through it :( #mlm #nblm #achillean #gay #gay pride #mlm and nblm only #mlm yearning #mlm thoughts #mlm concept #mlm love #trans mlm #t4t mlm

[poems-of-a-lover]

wanna match pfps with the love of my life

#missing fun relationship things rn #idk ive just. ugh. christ. #i miss a lot of things abt being in a relationship and im very tired #desperately want an in person relationship too ive never had a serious in person thing and i want it so bad #im going to pride next weekend so who knows but i dont wanna put all my faith in that bc its highly unlikely #agh. i want a bf sooo bad. someone kiss me. #mlm #mlm yearning #mlm post #mlm love #gay mlm #trans mlm #t4t #mlm blog #mlm thoughts #t4t yearning

[rucow]

i adore when people have both scorpio and sagittarius placements, i genuinely can't think of anything more attractive than these two signs combined 🫣💞💞

#sagittarius mars ppl ily #scorpio mercury ppl ily #scorpio venuses ily even tho ur so so private with ur love life and im more PDA oriented #sagittarius sun ppl ily... scorpio sun ppl ily also..... #its funny i have no sagittarius placements myself but i adore this sign so much #scorpio is a secret and sagittarius is an enigma #but if u ask me..sags are a bigger mystery than scorpios #txt #solely bc theyre so out of reach and yet i want to grab a hold of them so bad #my foolish pisces self simply yearns for either a scorpio or a sagittarius 😭 i want to marry one of these two signs sooo bad

[bytedykes]

honestly i think making some dumplings by hand would fix me

#i want to make some dumplings. sooo bad but itd involve so much work and prep and time and etc etc #not pelmeni bc those take an entire afternoon with the whole family working on them. but wah #steamed dumplings... i yearn for u... i need to find a good recipe too and plan to make them during a weekend... oughhh #misc

[vvanessaives]

i was tagged by @shadowglens and @risingsh0t to make some ocs in this picrew. thank you so much besties, i loved this picrew so much!! <3

vesper moxley (cp2077) • victoria gray (cp2077) joelle knight (fo4) • nina bower (fo4) selene (oblivion) • hiraeth (skyrim)

tagging: @uldwynsovs @arklay @devilbrakers @nuclearstorms @morvaris @girlbosselrond @indorilnerevarine @moiragf @cultistbase @faarkas @steelport @nokstella @reaperkiller @malefiicarum @brujah @calenhads @lightwardens @aelyosos and whoever else wants to do this or that i missed bc i'm terribly forgetful sorry!!

#tag games #warning i accidentally infodumped in the tags i'm sorry ignore me 😔 ckjsdhdskj #made this based on relationships idk why jdksd. victoria is vesper's bestie 4 life & first gf. joelle & nina my fave wlw married couple #and then for the last one. listen. i've resurected a very old oc and i'm still not so sure but i miss skyrim so bad. they idea is that #they are related as in hiraeth is a descent of selene bc i think dragonborn=martin septim's child> family line going forward until we #have our little hiraeth. i never thought of selene & martin having a kid in canon (only stupid ideas of an au) but u know. what if. she #still ends up in the shivering isles tho and becomes sheogorath. hiraeth's bloodline having like an emperor & a daedric prince. OK KING!! #much to think about tbh. not sure if they/she(probably he too. thinking of their gender as therapy for myself) will stick as nord or maybe #wood elf too like selene. or maybe even dunmer?? it makes no sense fjkdfhk IDK. literally i HAVE so much to think for them #also their name came to me bc i read the welsh word Hiraeth that basically means 'a mixture of longing yearning nostalgia homesickness' #+ 'an expression of an empty desire and grief over a past life or place' and with drangonborns i like to push the idea of 'maybe they were #actual dragons in a past life and now human' u know?? so i thought it was sooo fitting. i also like the idea of the more dragon souls #they absorb the more their features turn..dragonesque?? draconic jkfdhfkdsj idk i love them very much (: #(i have no idea how dragon in past life + martin's bloodline can fit but i'm literally only vibing rn) #i want to replay skyrim SO bad but i need someone to hold my hand so tightly as they help me set up mods for this game bc i never played #skyrim with mods (collective gasp) and i have no idea of what to pick ecc especially bc everything..breaks with a snap of fingers so yea ri #SORRY for talking so much i get excited about new things (my oc in this case) so easily.. #oc: vesper #oc: victoria #oc: joelle #oc: nina #oc: selene #oc: hiraeth #ALSO FUCK OFF JOELLE IS SOOOOOOOOO CUTE HERE!!!!!!!!!!!

[solarisgod]

Obsessed with this anon ask that's asking us what's it like to date Micah and the other old Starwakers and what's their love languages etc because of the cyoa date thread with them we mentioned via a poll

#[ ✨ : some folks in the audience be so in loooveeeeee with Micah and the Starwake System and we feel this sooo bad dskhbgssdbjg ] #[ this ask is so cute though we're SO excited to answer this anon we holding you very gently... ] #[ the idea of having a cyoa dating thread with Micah / the older Starwakers is making me yearn horribly girl helpdajnBJNKMLD ]

[theartofascending]

one of my collarbones is bruised from where she choked me n pressed me in the mattress this week and god every time i feel that lil bite of pain, i miss her.

#it’s never enough i want to crawl inside her rib cage n live there #i’m down sooo bad #wlw nsft #lesbian nsft #me #sapphic nsft #i’m not a badass tattooed dyke i am actually a sad yearning lesbian

[love-at-first-bite]

I miss my husband ARTEMYYYYYYY!!!!

#victor beeps #husband of all TIIIIIMEEEE!!!! BABYYYYY #i miss him so much <:((((* #*owns patho classic and patho2 on pc AND console so i can see him whenever i want i'm just too lazy* #if you've been here since my artemy burakh days you get a veteran's discount #i know i put him back on my carrd but i haven't talked about him in SOOO long UGH i need to play patho NOW!!!!!!!! #i was looking at the board i made for him and started yearning real bad. when switching computers i didn't move his image folder over <:( #artemy my sweetie my darling my beloved honey my husband i never stopped loving youuuuuuu

[icedille]

why is it so cold. why isn't anyone keeping me warm by hugging me or holding my hands or kissing my face.

#not only do negative temperatures make me shiver and chatter my teeth and want to die in general it also makes me yearn sooo bad #.parakeet