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theprestigegirly · 3 months

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that girl in my english class that i hate forced me to send her all of my notes on an hour long documentary that she didn’t watch

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wehadabondingmoment · 10 days

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Ok so I finished beau by @buggachat and Adrinette dancing made me think about how at home they must have felt, dancing in their partner's arms asdjkds

#the hero parts of the outfit have no lineart because they're not actually heroes #but this scene killed me #the way they looked at each other #aaaaa #so the hero outfit thingy us more in their imagination #because that last part just once again made me think about how they finally finally found their home #“happy heroes day” sobbing #the symbolism #it's heroes day and they've found each other and god #ladynoir #beau #bakery enemies au #buggachat fanart #because you deserve it #miraculous #love square #adrinette #ladybug #chat noir

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beanghostprincess · 3 months

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Her chaotic grin, menacing stare, and little bitch personality captivated me

#FINALLY MY GIRL IS HOME HELLO BABY #I LOVE HER SO MUCH SHE'S SO FJNSWEFLNSDKNFSDL #i know she could and would step on me but i wanna pet her hair okay #she's gorgeous i am sobbing #the way i could easily cosplay her tho is actually hilarious to me #one piece #vegapunk lilith #one piece spoilers #op 1091 #egghead

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univemma · 9 months

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Leo and Raph consistently being at odds with each other in every TMNT adaptation since 2007 vs Mutant Mayhem Leo telling Raph to "use your anger" oh im faint oh i need to lie down.

#tHE BROTHERS EVER #genuinely i heard it in cinemas #but it didnt quite click in my head thst he said it until i got home #and i just remembered it and omg my heart #i am sobbing i am actually so emotional #bc leo and raph generally are so alike!!#but they go about their goals in such different ways and end up butting heads #but omg mutant mayhem got me so emotional #dont even get me started on tbem being able to attend high school #like Normal kids just like theh wanted #oh i need to lie down #SOBBING #mutant mayhem #tmnt #teenage mutant ninja turtles #teenage mutant ninja turtle mutant mayhem #tmnt leonardo #tmnt raphael

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concert-bflat · 10 months

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Thinks about how. Gloreth only starts looking at Nimona differently/strangely when her parents call her a "monster". Just throws that label with such a negative connotation on her. Gloreth fucking fights for Nimona immediately in the beginning saying that she's her friend and never once looks at her with ridicule until her mom just holds her by the shoulders and tells her she's a monster, straight in the eye, straight in the face. And just the word is enough to cause the change.

Nimona's getting fucking attacked and prodded and Gloreth doesn't even feel sorry for her just because she's now re-contextualizing everything around her but with that word. I'm so sick. She looks not in hesitance but at disbelief before she runs away. She sees Nimona trying to defend herself from literal Danger in any way she can (she's just a kid and she's fighting with people who won't listen, never will, people that she can't get through) but just sees that as more proof of her being violent, monstrous. She sees her friend all alone, with the odds and the world stacked against her despite them being. so similar but just tells her to go back to the shadows.

And like. Of course she believes those words calling Nimona a monster and takes them to heart. Her parents, the ones she would probably trust most are the ones that told her that. And she's young, she doesn't know much about the world or much better. And of course, her parents and the whole village don't know any better. They didn't see what she saw. They don't know or feel the need to know much more than the definition of the word "monster". But it hurts. God it hurts. It's wrong. It's not fair. It's really not fair.

And it causes this whole legend that will stay with Nimona to ridicule her for generations and generations and birth this system that she's trapped by and causes everyone to be so brainwashed. The one that makes people scared and build walls. That births unecessary distrust.

God. Even in the scroll illustrating Nimona and Gloreth, Nimona is portrayed as such a bigger and scarier threat than she ever could be or would be, until Nimona internalized and gave into those images and despair of course. It's not fucking fair.

Thinking about how when the villagers saw Nimona as a "normal" person they were happy for her just living her life and playing with her friend, she was just another kid being happy like she and every ("normal", apparently) person deserves to be, and they were allowing her to be happy then when they find out what she really is they hate her. They call her a monster and drive her out immediately. They don't look into the details that contradict the stigma, they just feel betrayal when they weren't even the ones who were betrayed (Nimona couldn't fucking help being who or what she was. And she was her own person. She was still. A someone. Why do things have to be different now?). I'm so sickkk.

Thinks about how Nimona feels so hopeless as to just. Accept and yield to that label. That label that was passed down to Gloreth. To the whole world. Such simple but awful words. Aughhhhhhhhhhh

Another post I saw talks about how this is a movie about how hate is taught. And oh my god it is. Hate it taught. It's done so simply yet so, painfully effectively. So devastatingly. And that hate teaches people to hate the world back. God I fucking loooove this movie

Also Nimona's such a Creature /pos /affectionate she's so relatable I fucking love her and I'm insane okay that's the post bye

#nimona #nimona movie #nimona gloreth #this is all to jsut say the trans allegory is INSANEEEHAUEORBHAEOH it. touched me.#watched this movie with some irls after never hearing of it befroe in my LIFE and. as a person who had. a very miserable june at home #and is still having kind of a miserable time at home #this movie made me feel. very accepted and loved :)#lmao at one of the emotional points with nimona one of my irls like dragged me in for a hug #because i was laugh-sobbing very loudly because being dramatic is fun LMAO exagerrated reaction y'know #and they said it's because they couldn't tell if i was actually crying or not #and while i don't think i was in that moment #i think i was genuinely crying at some point #not in an obvious way. just slight tears. and not the laughing kind #and it was great. what a great movie <3333 #the fact these themes are also. extremely prevalent in another piece of media im currently hyperfixated on is sooo unfair you can't do that #also unrelated but i love how casually ballister and ambrosius' relationship is portrayed #it's so nice to see it just. be there. and be wonderful #all in all yeah great movie i am now sick for life <3 #also i spent this whoel post misspelling “nimona” as “nimora” i'm :skull: good thing i reread and edit before posting

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worstloki · 6 months

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Isekai where Darcy/Jane hit Thor with their van and Thor wakes up as a precious princess character of some fairytale world. Things progress as they tend to in isekai with some poor romantic interest villain character inadvertently ending up around him. Thor wants to get out of this world so bad and is subtly trying to drop hints for the villain guy to spill info on how to dimension hop. It soon becomes evident that Loki was also isekai’d and is stuck as the story’s villain.

#Thor: WHAT DO YOU MEAN I AM A NOBLE’S DAUGHTER THIS IS A DOWNGRADE I AM A MIGHTY WARRIOR—ooo I have a personal serving maid >.>#Thor goes for a walk in a forest or something gets lost trips on some thorns and is bleeding and lost bumps into the typical isekai villain #Thor hearing the guy’s name after some maids were earlier talking about how this guy keeps trying to ‘snatch her away’ or something #Thor like OH NO. NO. NU UH. and misreading every single attempt of the guy to help him #the guy is actually Loki and has no knowledge of this history #Thor keeps thinking this is the plot of some twisted dimension trying to give him a love interest #Thor eventually saying something that gives him away and Loki just stares at him like ‘......THOR??’#thor sobbing like how come you get to keep your magic and be a guy and Loki is like I am the BAD GUY. everyone here HATES ME.#Thor: at least you have your dignity T-T #Loki: I tried going to the local market to ask around for info and random people threw rotten vegetables at me -_-#also this is Thor1core so Thor has to get less arrogant through this and Loki has to spill how he feels about the adopted lied to things #they have to make up before figuring out a way to go home #Thor like so you still have magic right so we can go home???? and Loki is like. no. this isn’t my magic. and I don’t know how this happened

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ghost-bard · 1 year

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Jrwi official twitter and grizzly of grizzlyplays I AM ON VACATION 🧍‍♂️i am not emotionally or mentally ready but imma watch it anyway

#jrwi #just roll with it #gillion tidestrider #jrwi riptide #jrwi chip #jay ferin #riptide pirates #slimecicle #condifiction #bizlychannel #grizzlyplays #i havent caught up with pd yet but like #what if i watch the newest episode anyway-#i probably wont be able to catch up until im back home #actually not even that cuz im gonna be job hunting + streaming way more often so actually.#fuck it ill just uhhh ill figure somethin out lmao #anyway im gonna be fuckin sobbing tomorrow so thatll be real fun #how do i know this?#i cry oh so easily

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dutybcrne · 9 days

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Need smth to heal the soul

Now imagining Adelinde still squooshing Diluc’s face in her hands, bc no matter how old and rough’s tough that man may get, he is still her baby. Her dearest son boy. Her sweet little angel (forget that he has Murdered)

#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Can you imagine that first time seeing each other in 4yrs?#//Her near frozen in shock as he steps to her; eyes downcast in shame and awkwardness #//Trying to find the words to say; things he practiced in his way there; all gone Poof the instant he heard her gasp & saw her face #//Still as he senses her suddenly approach; then just MELTS the instant her hands cup his face; the FIRST gentle touch he’s felt in YEARS #//prolly tears up and starts sobbing before she does; practically collapsing into her arms and holding her so tightly #//So tight; as if he’s scared if he lets her go; she’ll disappear #//Her holding him just as tightly; thanking him for coming home; thanking the Archons for bringing him home safely #//Abt how much she missed him; how HAPPY she is to see him; making him silently swear to NEVER break her heart like that again #//Idk little thinkings as I try to scoop up the putty my brain turned into & attempt to cobble together replies #//bfbfbbd #//That is her SON #//I sometimes forget I have Addie as a muse Jdbfbf #//I should prolly put her in the list; actually-

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cyeayt · 9 months

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being autistic in the mormon church

being autistic in the mormon church was, for me at least, a weird experience. because i wasn't excluded or mocked very often, just smothered in that strange warm beige obligation. because they could tell, they knew i was different just like i did. so they held my hand, told the other children to be nice to me, to make sure i felt included. and my peers did, cause they didn't have a choice, raised to be polite and kind no matter what just like i was. so i was included and invited places, always as an afterthought or a checked box but invited nonetheless, injected into conversations and games by adults that my peers wouldn't dare contradict. 'well meaning' adults who ask me if im okay or if i want to join the group, talking down in the sweetest tones. every christmas and on every birthday they still track me down to give me a card about how much they miss my 'unique perspective', even though i always tried my hardest to fit in and say the normal things.

"Look at that one. it's different and broken, but you must be kind to it. help it stay in the light of god, because god is the only way to save it. we're good, and righteous, and its so lucky to be in the church because we're the only ones who'll ever tolerate it, because that's what god wants."

and i miss it sometimes. standing on the edge of people who i desperately want to be friends with, flitting around in the back of stores and staring at concert posters indecisively until the date has passed. never finding the right spot in a conversation to talk, never working up the courage to ask if i can come too, i miss the people who had to be nice. who had me on a little list in their mind of what they need to get to heaven.

but im never going back. because even i could feel that it was fake. i felt watched and judged and pitied at all times, by peers who would ask me if i was coming then talk amongst themselves about jokes i didnt get and shared friends i didnt know. and i may be lonely now, but id rather do the work and be awkward and sick with nerves and find people and spaces that i actually want to be in who actually want me to be there, even if it seems impossible now. id rather that than go back to that warm suffocating place, familiar like the worst kind of family.

also telling that all the adults im talking about are either women/afab people or members of the bishopric, people whose 'job' it is to be welcoming and nurturing, though these experiences are mostly from young womens so that would also be it, but even women who arent involved in the yw leadership are raised and taught and obligated to do this and i dont blame any of them but its always made me wildly uncomfortable. never as much as random men who would sit down next to me and just start talking like we knew each other tho so eh

#exmormonism #exmo #autism #actually autistic #neurodivergent #no hate pls its all highly personal to me if you find it inaccurate make your own post #this isnt good or articulate but do you get what im saying?#in other words every mormon adult talks to me like im two and wants to make sure i know where my parents are #i know this isnt just me cause ive seen the same shit with some other queer and autistic people in my ward #but sry if this doesnt fit your experience ive mostly been part of nauseatingly liberal wards in blue cities #i used to come home from activity days every week screaming and sobbing cause i started to be able to feel how different and disconnected #i was from the other kids #everyone misses me everyone wants to know what im reading everyone wants me to know that the church loves me and so wont i stay #wont i let them love me like a sick bird in a cage #and now people are nice in way that tells me im free to come back #questioning isnt a sin as long as you find the answers in god #youll be forgiven all of this if you just come back #ugh i dont even know #salt lake city #but im singing it like the 979 theme #utah #trans #nonbinary #this isnt even about that its just another internal feeling that makes me feel different #religion #religious trauma

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hella1975 · 1 year

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ladybird was so real for the mum and daughter just violently hurling the most atrocious comments back and forth at each other like a nuclear game of hot potato and the dad just sitting there saying absolutely nothing like 😐👀

#i should rewatch ladybird but i fear my first year uni trauma (literally just last year why does it feel so long ago) when me and my mum #were just perpetually at each other's throats is gonna creep up #literally remember WEEPING to this film during that period bc it had always been a kicker for me bc hello it's LADYBIRD #anyone with a mother is gonna find something in that film that stings a little #but then i went to uni and me and my mum argued on my move-in day to the point we were driving down for the most monumental moment #of my life thus far like literally MOVING OUT OF HOME FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER THIS IS NEVER GONNA HAPPEN AGAIN #JUST LIKE IM NEVER GONNA BE AT HOME AGAIN PROPERLY and we just were not talking #and my dad was just there in the car like 😐😐 so AWKWARDLY lmfaooo #and it felt so much like ladybird's mum on HER move in day it was A LOT FOR ME OKAY #and we then spent the entire year in THE WORST period our relationship's ever been like WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT #and the whole 'please talk to me mom im bad i know i am and im sorry' GODDDDDDDDD #yeah no actually im not rewatching ladybird #the way that was also the year eeaao decided to come out too. you can imagine my distress #me in my little prison cell of a first year accommodation biting my pillow and sobbing <333 girlcore #my flatmate absolutely heard me. he is stronger than any british army veteran #hella goes home

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raulfernandez · 2 months

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SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP

#motogp #jose antonio rueda #ruerue #xabi zurutuza #deniz öncü #I am so glad nobody is home rn cause the way I just screamed was inhumane #Bro's such a cutie pattootie he just has everybody wrapped around his tiny lil finger (I am no better)#sobbing actually I miss my 2023 boys so bad :(

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skhardwarevers1 · 3 months

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Mrs magic the beloved song ever

#Listening to some of the music from when I had rlly nice moments on the old blog #I vividly remember sitting in my bed on a day off watching the sun rise listening to this song #Crying cuz I hated my situation but being here made things a little bit better(tm)#And I know I’ve said it a LOT recently but I love you all #Cuz like I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for yall. Genuinely.#Every time I would get emotional over this site wasn’t just some silly thing. Home is a bunch of people I’ve never met on the internet #I dunno I can’t say much else without actually sobbing (<- literally crying already)#S.K does that thing where he’s sad but in a happy way again??? I dunno what emotions are anymore but I sure do like them #S.K thinks

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girlscience · 6 months

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I hate finding a fandom that likes to take a slightly emotional character and makes them cry and have panic attacks constantly in every fic. Least favorite fandom trope ever

#leave my man Kirk alone 😭 he's a little sensitive. he's in tune with his feelings.#he's not sobbing every episode or having breakdowns every time something stressful happens in screen #I don't WANT to read about his trauma feelings when as far as I can tell they are Grossly exaggerated in every instance #sure. I will accept he was traumatized by the shit that happened in his childhood #however if he was acting like he is made to in half these fics he quite literally would not be fit for command #ack. this isn't just a kirk thing though #I really have so little patience for visibly or over the top emotional characters to begin with #I know it's my low empathy talking but it's so annoying #shut up!!!! put it away!!!!! I don't want a character sobbing every time someone treats them nice for however many chapters #suck it up and move on!!! get into more interesting shit!#I know people use fanfic as an outlet or therapy or whatever but I wish they would write about more interesting feelings #or find more interesting ways of having characters express them #like idk. give Kirk weird issues around food cause of starving as a kid #give him weird attachment problems that make him over protective but also distant to avoid being sad when they die #make him work extra hard to keep the enterprise safe because it's like the one consistent home he's had #make him relentlessly curious because his education as a kid was inconsistent so he works to learn everything he can now #or like he over compensates for his lack of childhood education. have him perceive failings there where there aren't any or something #make him have lots of issues with dictators #I mean fucks sake even in the episode with the man who killed half the people on the colony he was on as a kid #he kept a level head and was the only one trying to actually work through it logically and didn't immediately jump to trying to kill the guy #unlike the other characters #it just makes zero sense to have him falling apart over essentially nothing all the time #it's just stupid!!!! and annoying!!! and I don't want to read it!!!!

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sungie · 11 months

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hi! we're (new) moots and i actually was stalking ur blog bc of a super sweet tag u left on one of my posts and i just wanted to let u know that u seem like such a sweet, kind soul <3 u have such good, genuine, and lighthearted energy that's so comforting omg u seem like u would be the ULTIMATE friend irl/online/in general <3 (i also may or may not have read all of ur jjk posts so when i become addicted i'm blaming it on u 😭💖)

AHH HI JANANI!! omg im so happy we're moots i just. completely fell in love with ur writing the way u get the dreamies is so real and domestic AND SO CUTE ?? I WAS SO SOFT READING PLS also i want u to know i just reread it and im sitting here like SOBBING AGAIN + ALSO UR THE SWEETEST i melted reading this !! also psst u radiate the exact same energy everything u just said is exactly how i feel abt u AHH <333

#i also . just love these lines i forgot to mention them earlier but the part about complimenting chenle not completing him I SOBBED THATS SO #SO REAL. AND SO. MY HEART #jeno blowing on home-cooked meals WAAHHHH #i live for jisung rizzler that's HILARIOUS. i can imagine this. and his silly little expression. where he looks so proud of himself. goodb #the way u get jeno is perfect #actually perfect i want to savor those little lines and keep them very close to my heart bc they are so tender and i just--#HEEHEE THE JJK POSTS UR SO CUTE ILYSM #and the mark stubble line . YES. I AGREE.

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saetoru · 1 year

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after 10 hours on campus i’m home 🥲

#sobs my dad was waiting in the garage for me #he was sat in his lil chair reading the news on his phone #he literally LIT UP when i pulled into the drive way #almost sat in the car and cried then and there #idk it was a rather good day #but #it’s just been a day i’m rly tired and drained physically #driving home was a chore i wanted to sleep #so #idk seeing him wait there for me in the garage #and get happy to see me #made me emotional 🥹#for reasons which i literally cannot explain like yes it’s sweet but it’s like #making me want to actually sob and idk why #but anyway i appreciated that it made my day #i luv my dad #he’s also growing a beard #he’s very proud of it lollll #he used to hate how he looked with one but now he likes it #he’s very happy with it except it’s like all white hairs and every time i see it #it HITS me like bricks #that he’s ages #it is so hard to watch him age bro like #he’s healthy and doing fine but #it’s just so apparent he’s getting older and #i’m just so #so sad #sad that he’s not as energetic as he used to be #and that u never know when our time can get cut short #and yeah idk my dad has been making me so sad lately for no reason at all he’s being so nice. anyway random emotional vent over !! sry LMAO

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mocha-tapioca · 9 months

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mocha my beloved bestie happy birthday!!! i’m sorry i’m saying it so late but i hope you had an amazing day and i love you sm<3

ITS OKAY THANK U NYX :D

#ai letters #to tell u the truth everything was going wrong yesterday so i couldn’t actually CELEBRATE celebrate which had me in a rlly glum mood #n when i saw all the birthday msgs i got from friends on insta + here i started happy sobbing sm i forgot to reply to any of them LMAO #today was amazing tho!!!! :D #we went to the aquarium n I got to go absolutely BATSHIT over the stingrays + the jellyfishes bc theyre my fav sea creatures :3 #n after that we drove to this rlly nice halal restaurant and it turns out there was this other guy there who was ALSO celebrating his bday #i got home maybe like fifteen minutes ago man i am SO SO SO happy but also this close to passing out #every single time i saw a fish i kept thinking of my fish mutual ESP W THE ANGELFISH THEY WERE SO ORETTY I LOVED THEM #(swanee if u see this know u were there w me in spirit. my kanata mutual all the way bby)#there were these black piranhas w these pretty golden scales that looked like party decoration glitter they reminded me of u nyx!!!#i think u would’ve liked em :D

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