#actually udd

[mental-illness-bingo]

Me: Can I even really call it trauma, though? It wasn't *that* bad, right? Other kids have definitely been through worse.

The men in my head that my brain created to love and protect me because I couldn't handle my childhood otherwise: 🧍‍♂️😐

#did system #osdd system #udd system #osdd 1b #osdd 1a #osdd1 #actually did #did osdd #did alter #osdd alter #osdd #osddid #actually osdd #actually udd #did #sysblr #system #system relationships #system stuff #mibingo #mibingo did

[liverdoctor]

Wishing all "trans"abled people a horrible disability pride month because it's not yours. You abelist fuck. You don't deserve anything.

Reblog if you're a real disabled person.

#disability pride month #disability pride #actually disabled #actually autistic #actually bipolar #actually adhd #actually a system #actually traumagenic #actually udd #anti transid #anti radqueer #anti ableism #proud to be a real disabled person #BIID safe #people with biid have a mental disorder and theyre not trying to pretend to be disabled

[chaos-in-one]

Anyways I love you all systems

Especially the ones who get a lot of shit for how you are

I love you large & polyfragmented systems

I love you introject heavy systems

I love you systems with no intention to work towards final fusion

I love you self diagnosed & undiagnosed systems

I love you systems who aren't sure yet what kind of system you are

I love you systems who want to be seen as separate individuals rather than parts of a whole

I love you young systems

I love you nonhuman heavy systems

I love you systems with a lot of lgbtq alters

I love you systems who don't use the more mainstream language to refer to yourselves

I love you systems with no host & with multiple hosts

I love you systems who formed through trauma that isn't as well recognized

I love you systems who feel your system *is* linked to other disorders you have

I love you psychotic systems and systems with MaDD

I love you non-white systems

I love you physically disabled systems

I love you systems who don't remember their trauma at all

I love you systems with complicated identities

I love you systems who do fit in stereotypes about systems, and ones who fit in none of them

I love you systems who are loud about who and what you are

I love you systems who worry you're faking

I love you systems from religious and ethnic minorities (ex: Muslim systems, Jewish systems, Celtic systems, Tibetan systems, etc.)

I love you all <3

#system positivity #did positivity #osdd positivity #pdid positivity #udd positivity #ddnos positivity #actually dissociative #actually osdd #actually did #actually ddnos #actually pdid #actually udd #actually plural #actually multiple #plural positivity #traumagenic positivity #actually traumagenic #osdd #osddid #did osdd #did #did community #osdd system #osdd community #plural community #system community #did system #udd system #ddnos system #pdid system

[deity-exe]

Feels like "former endo" systems don't get appreciated enough here so shout out to

Systems who thought they were endo at first

Systems who thought they were mixed origin at first

Systems who believed they weren't traumagenic because they didn't remember their trauma

Systems held back in recovery by the endogenic community

Systems who just uncovered their trauma

Systems who are in denial about their trauma

Systems who are still learning about dissociative disorders

Systems who are syscourse neutral due to recently figuring out they are traumagenic

Systems who used to be pro-endo and are now anti-endo

And any other system with a complicated relationship to their trauma and the endo community! It's a rough road, and trauma's a bitch, but we can get through this.

Endo systems and active supporters this post isn't for you, this is for traumagenic systems, endos DNI

#did system #osdd system #did #osdd #osdd 1a #osdd 1b #udd #udd system #did positivity #osdd positivity #udd positivity #system positivity #anti endo #endos dni #endo neutral #actually traumagenic #actually did #actually osdd #actually udd #-xeno

[the-neurostar]

you can't handle the uber instinct of our uber autism. obverse :forms multiple introjects of the same source/character:

#did osdd #did system #did #actually did #actually osdd #osddid #osdd #udd #udd system #osdd system #actually system #actually udd #system stuff #system memes #did memes #osdd memes #udd memes #polyfragmented #polyfrag system #actually polyfragmented #did alter #alters #fictive #introject #fictive alter #introject alter #factive #factive alter #autism #autistic system

[cyberconstellations]

★Cyber Constellations★

An 18+ Dissociative Disorder System Server

Hello! We're looking for members to join our server! It's a server for anyone over the age of 18 who has DID, OSDD, UDD, P-DID, or any other dissociative disorders, and considers themselves a system/plural!

★More Server Information★

Self-diagnosis friendly.

Kin & past life friendly. (we have specific channels for discussion about kin sources!)

Any form of sys/.tem dis/.course is prohibited. The staff here do not engage with it at all.

System responsibility is expected of all of our members.

The join link is on our carrd, so please read the server rules there (and optionally this post) before joining! And please, feel free to reblog so we can get more members! Thank you~!

#discord server #mental health discord server #discord #dissociative identity disorder #other specified dissociative disorder #unspecified dissociative disorder #partial dissociative identity disorder #did system #osdd system #udd system #pdid system #osddid #actually did #did #osdd #udd #pdid #actually pdid #actually osdd #actually udd #plurality #actually plural #sysblr #dissociative disorder not otherwise specified

[autopsycollective]

earlier i found some of our old school books from high school and the confusion of trying to find out who’s handwriting i was looking at was strangely distressing

#actually osdd #endos dni #osdd #osdd plurality #did osdd #osdd community #osdd 1b #osdd things #osdd alter #osdd system #osdd1b #osdid #osdd stuff #other specified dissociative disorder #unspecified dissociative disorder #dissociative identity disorder #actually udd #actually dissociative #actually plural #actually mentally ill #actually did #did #traumagenic did #dissociative system #did alter #did system #traumagenic system #udd system #system things #sysblr

[glitchcourse]

Endos keep talking about how bad and evil the "sysmeds" are and how horrible we are but lemme tell you they are so much worse themselves.

We were in endo spaces before we realized our trauma and educated ourselves properly. Because that was the problem. Nobody in endo spaces educates. Nobody. There was no information on dissociation, amnesia, the stuff that makes these disorders disordered. It was all about the "fun" parts. About the "friends in your head".

And it's disgusting.

This kills people, purely because it causes real dissociative systems to dismiss their trauma and symptoms, because they're not allowed to exist. Anytime we wanted to talk about serious stuff, we were cut off because it was "negative" and "hurting the good and pure endo community". So we thought it was fine, we ignored it and just put it away. That community seemed so nice but it was so dangerous.

That's the actual harmful shit right there. The complete anti-recovery mindset that is keeping real systems from healing. The mindset that causes real systems to get indoctrinated and harm others. I'm so glad we got out of that abusive shithole.

Endos will keep talking about how abusive and bad the disordered ones are but they are so so much worse. And it's a cycle as well, it's a cycle of abuse in there.

Anti endos are not the bad guys here.

#anti endo #actually traumagenic #fuck endos #actually did #actually osdd #actually udd #actually dissociative #syscourse #-xeno

[iwillbreakyourfuckingskull]

How does it feel to other systems when they switch? Here's some of our switching sensations:

Feeling like being thrown around inside our body like riding a roller coaster

Feeling like one of us dissolves into nothing and another person takes over the body (possession)

Suddenly feeling like having stepped into a foreign body

Forgetting "who we are" and feeling like we are an imposter trying to act like someone we aren't

Feeling like we are still a child trapped in our traumatic environment (flashback)

Not noticing for awhile until something/someone makes us think about it (like individual quirks, likes/dislikes, dysphoria, ect.)

Just some I thought of of the top of my head. We are still discovering more about ourselves and realising that what we are dealing with isn't normal and that we are indeed severely mentally ill. Awkward lol

#i think sof is co-con or co-fronting rn #so im fucking dissociated lmfao #wild feeling #actually cdd #actuallycdd #actually did #actuallydid #actuallyosdd #actually osdd #actuallypdid #actually pdid #actually udd #actuallyudd #actuallyddnos #actually ddnos #cdd stuff #did stuff #pdid stuff #levi.speaking #my.posts

[chemicalcarousel]

Please only vote if you have a Complex Dissociative Disorder (DID/PDID/OSDD/DDNOS/UDD)!

This is a poll about your own experience and feelings about the terms. You don't have to base it on input from people other than yourself! Maybe this is about how you are around people you trust or when you're alone or around your pets. If you wanna base it on what reactions you've seen from people around you, that's also cool. I think we are basing our personal label on a mix of all of these

#actuallycdd #actuallydid #actuallyosdd #actuallypdid #actuallyddnos #actuallyudd #actually cdd #actually did #actually pdid #actually osdd #actually ddnos #actually udd #did polls #cdd polls #osdd polls #ours #levi here #yo its sof

[unknownmothergoose]

[image IDs: top left is an image of Ichika Hoshino from Project Sekai on top of a five stripe flag. The stripes are dark green, dark teal, white, yellow, then pink.

top middle is an image of Shu Itsuki from Enstars on top of a five stripe flag. The stripes are dark green, dark teal, white, lilac, then purple.

top right is an image of Million Knives from Trigun Ultimate on top of a four stripe flag, similar to the asexual flag. the stripes are dark blue, lilac, light yellow, then purple.

bottom left is a five stripe flag. The stripes are dark green, dark teal, white, yellow, then pink.

bottom middle is a five stripe flag. The stripes are dark green, dark teal, white, lilac, then purple.

bottom left is a four stripe flag. the stripes are dark blue, lilac, light yellow, then purple. END ID]

TWILIGHT SYSTEM FLAG + Aromantic & AroAce & Asexual

for aromantics, aroaces, and asexuals with systems :) colours do not have specific meanings, i just overlayed the flags over each other until i was happy. FOR COMPLEX DISSOCIATIVE DISORDER SYSTEMS ONLY please credit me if using i do not allow reposts to pinterest, archives, or wikis.

#system pride #actually DID #actually osdd #system flag #DID flag #OSDD flag #actually udd #actually ddnos #aromantic DID #asexual DID #aroace DID #aromantic osdd #aroace osdd #asexual OSDD #aromantic system #aroace system #asexual system #mogai flag #flag combo #i need a tag for my stuff #.goose coin #whaeerrnjskfdkfjklj whatevevr #hoarded #ace #aro #acearo #sys

[prismatic-collective]

Lately there's "someone" in co-con whenever I do the dishes and go "clean that right!", "Make that pan shine!", "You are not done yet!!!"

It's helpful *but* sometimes their blabbering gets annoying af. I just want to know who they are already!

#nebula🦋 #system host #endos dni #tulpa dni #actually udd #traumagenic system #this bitch gets so annoying

[feralmuttz]

🧍🏽‍♂️ uhhh hi djdjd

We're a mostly nonhuman sys

Black

Some of us cuss a lot and say slurs that we can reclaim, we won't censor them or whatever so keep that in mind

We don't really use tonetags unless we're asked to for a specific message

A lot of how we socialize is through teasing/playful jokes

Open to systems (preferred) and singlets

Literally the only requirements are that you're over 15 and have discord so!!

#did system #actually osdd #actually udd #fictive #actually bpd #friend application

[willows-woes]

my brother in Christ I'm just remembering when acid [old host] literally tried to get rid of me by "killing me" in innerworld 💀💀 its almost funny to look back on because no??? that's.. not how being a system fucking works??? you can't just Kill Them And They're Dead Forever, Bye Bye. like i'm still fucking here dumbass

#- 🔪🌀 #also when void [neopronoun] thought we were just 2. like. nooo theres actually more though #questioning system #osdd did #did osdd #did system #osdd system #udd system #pdid system #actually udd #actually did #actually osdd #actually pdid #actually dissociative

[cannabats]

Hey, I'm Gerard and I'm the current host of our system!!! We're bodily 17, going on 18. Id love to talk to sourcemates, and also I'd prefer to talk to systems who are bodily 17-19 :)

LOLOLOL id love to make friends! I like emo subculture, shmacking that za, art, journaling, etccccc!!!!!!!!! Yeah yeah that's all

#did community #did #mcr #mcr introject #gerard way #osdd fictive #osddid #actually udd #system #actually traumagenic

[whenshallwebefree]

Introduction

Our name is Sunsette. We are a professionally recognized system of 340+ alters. I'm not sure what we'll do on here, most likely share our experiences and vent. Here's some things about us!

Likes

We enjoy a lot of things. Art and talking with loves ones are the main things we collectively like.

Some of us also like cheerleading, ballet/contemporary dance, researching, acting, and school.

Dislikes

The main things we dislike are our triggers, which will not be made public for safety and privacy. We also dislike hot weather.

Identity stuff

We collectively identify as non-binary and use they/them pronouns. Some of us hoard xenogenders and neopronouns for fun and also to piss off fakeclaimers.

Do Not Interact

proshippers/comshippers, noMAPs/MAPs, fakeclaimers, anti-xenogender/neopronoun, transphobic, homophobic, TERFs, pro-life, Poppytwt, DHMIP, if you support problematic people, if you sexualize minors or adults who do not want to be sexualized, doxxers, if you romanticize/sexualize killers and generally horrible people, DDLG and variations, anti-SFW-age/pet-regression, zoo-piles, necro-piles, and anyone who supports anything listed.

Before You Interact/Follow

We are bodily 15-17, We have introjects from DSMP (however we don't support the majority of the creators in it), We get triggered easily.

Ending Notes

This may get added onto in the future. We hope to raise awareness and maybe make some friends along the way!

#system #system intro #udd system #introduction #intro post #first post #actually plural #actually udd