early deathduo makes me so sad bc q!phil, despite the mocking title of "greedy crow", refused to allow himself to miss or be upset at q!missa.
to him, it was selfish to expect or even want qmissa to be there. the last thing qphil wanted was to limit qmissas freedom
they were so so unhealthy for each other dude. complete devotion to one another, they refuse to acknowledge any flaws the other may have. the only way we knew qphil missed qmissa is because of how cagey he'd get at seing other happy families. it made him bitter
this isn't even covering qmissas side of things, being paired with qphil only makes him more self conscious of his own parenting skills to the point that he saw himself as a burden who would only get in the way. and q!phil hardly got the chance to tell him otherwise
and as a final note, just the sheer amount of time qphil spends staring at qmissa. almost as if the man will disappear without a warning if he were to look away. it's like anytime spent with qmissa could easily be yet another of his delusions, just another dream to wake up from.
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To be honest, I ponder about Vanilla's prospects for redemption. Presently, the outlook appears bleak as Shadow Milk gradually recovers while mentally tormenting PV. It's a bit uncertain for me whether this coexistence can endure indefinitely. Now the situation to me looks like there is absolutely no hope that it will be possible to get rid of SM. Is Vanilla simply prolonging the inevitable or is there a glimmer of hope for eventual freedom?
Ooh I adore this question!!
In terms of redemption, Pure Vanilla has gotten the chance to try and get to know more about his counterpart, but he doubts it would be possible as Shadow Milk's too far gone in terms of corruption. And certainly is not letting go of his ideals.
The situation is pretty bad but hope is there, the deal has some perks outside of the loss of freedom, mostly revolving on Shadow Milk and Pure Vanilla not being able to damage eachother.
The beast needed a disguise to keep up appearences, while the other wanted to have the possibility of going outside of the void he'd otherwise be confined to. Thus, Shadow Milk can't break or injure Pure Vanilla..at least not until his plan succeeds. This due to injuries reflecting on himself as well, and any unusual change in the ancient would signal that something is going on to anyone that knows him well.
What Vanilla had originally in mind was protecting others even if he was going to take a burden, so he's pretty much stalling while trying to contact the others without notice.
There is still hope, but finding a way to get Shadow Milk out that doesn't involve killing/sealing away the other too is going to be difficult.
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u know all those tropes in fanon where the hermits were living crazy lives before coming to the sanctuary of Hermitcraft. pov skizz and his maslow’s hierarchy of needs. Skizz was actually stranded on an island or in space and discovered it himself. yeah this is what im sticking w in my fics for now
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on my father's wings
i was bored at work and had the quest for camelot soundtrack stuck in my head so now you all have to suffer as well. yes i will continue to compare asoiaf to children and teen's media, i'm a children and teen librarian, all i read are picture books now sorry.
(if you haven't seen quest for camelot, it was a children's adaption of The Kings Damosel. It is LOOSELY based on the book though, and it was a critical flop because people have no taste. the music is amazing, very celtic and it started my love affair with cary elwes!!!)
if you were with me now
i'd find myself in you
if you were with me now
you're the only one who knew
i want to live my life
the way you said I would
with courage as my light, fighting for what's right
like you made me believe i could
this world i'll never see
my dreams that just won't be
Some day with his spirit to guide me
And his memory beside me
I will be free
So I will fly on my father's wings
To places I have never been
There is so much I've never seen
And I can feel his heart beat still
And I will do great things
On my father's wings
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Shes done, i love her uwu. I think that since the backroom is out of anything we know as *real* that would goof up sallys internal clock, so now shes blue!
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Danganronpa roleplays are a commitment but hell are they fun. We're in the mastermind trial and the reveals are already hitting hard. My son died back in chapter 3 after killing someone in an accident while trying to save his friend and damn does it hit hard that he might not have ever been real, his sacrifice may have been for nothing and his feelings for his "friend" may have been part of the script.
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the sheer joy of reacquiring toys from your childhood over christmas is so nice. we got two boxes of original kenner carebears for christmas. we had these as a child. it was hard for us to like articulate to the mum our emotion because of the sheer amount of things going on and it was stressful for us, but i appreciate it so much.
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