#and I've started to notice a difference

[becca-e-barnes]

Imagine being stepdad Bucky’s dirty little secret😩🤫

I've been listening to 'Bad Man' by FIGHTMASTER and it's inspired some filthy fantasies that would fit stepdad Bucky perfectly 🤤

I have so much I'd like to talk about but I'll start with how hot it would be to have him catch you playing with a toy when you think no one is home. Especially if you'd already been sleeping together but maybe you decided to stop when you got a new boyfriend.

You were so sure the house was empty, you didn't even think twice about slipping your vibrator from it's hiding spot. With your earphones in, you hadn't heard the footsteps down the hallway towards your bedroom. You didn't notice that your door wasn't closed tight either. All that mattered was the delightful buzzing of the toy against your clit, your hand squeezing your own breasts and the flithy thoughts that inspired you to touch yourself.

Fuck, this was a show for Bucky. He hadn't meant to invade your privacy but he wasn't quite sure how to look away. The memory of you writhing in pleasure kept him up at night but now he's getting to see it up close again.

"You really ought to close your door if you're going to do that, sweetheart." You miss the first half of what he said because you weren't able to take your earphones out fast enough, choosing instead to cover yourself.

Bucky only rolls his eyes. "No point covering up, honey. Did you forget I've kissed, licked or bitten pretty much every inch of you already?" There's an overwhelming cockiness in his tone and it makes knots twist in your stomach.

"Look, if that new guy you're dating can't take care of you, you only had to tell me." He steps inside and closes the door behind him and you swear he hasn't taken his eyes off you yet. "I'm not surprised he's not enough for you. I bet he's selfish, isn't he. He doesn't think about you. He won't take the time to learn what you like. He can't make your thighs shake the way I do."

His stare is intense but when you look away, he catches under your chin with two fingers, redirecting your line of sight back to him.

"You don't need to be shy." His voice is soothing, his hand creeping under the sheets and you don't make any effort to stop him from finding what he's looking for. He trails his fingers up your thigh, groaning softly when his fingertips reach the slick, messy folds of your sex.

"We shouldn't do this..." You protest feebly but that only makes him laugh.

"You're right. We shouldn't. So tell me why you're grinding yourself against my fingers like you're in heat." It's humiliating but he's got a point. "If he's not taking care of you, I'll have to remind you how sex is supposed to feel." Two of his thick, long fingers glide into your eager body and you feel him hook them inside you exactly how you always loved.

"You don't know how many times I've stroked my cock and tried to remember exactly what this little cunt feels like. I’ve tried to remember the way you squeeze me when you're cumming. Nothing feels like you do. Your body is a fucking luxury." He's losing his self control far faster than he wants to.

"Get on your hands and knees." It's an order you only start to respond to when he slips his fingers out of you and you reposition yourself in front of him. He tugs his zipper down, freeing himself from his underwear, giving his cock a few firm strokes before lining it up with your entrance.

"Oh sweetheart, it's been a while." He groans, pressing just the tip into you at first.

"Feels so fucking good." You babble, pressing yourself back on him, encouraging him to inch into your body. You haven't felt this blissed out in months and he's only getting started. You knew this wouldn't last. There was no way you'd be able to turn down the one man who truly knows your body. He understands your needs in a way no one else has ever even tried to. Maybe it's the age difference or the extra experience he's got but this man really understands your pleasure.

"Fuck, it does, doesn't it?" He laughs, pressing the rest of the way into you and giving you a couple of sharp, half thrusts.

It's not long before he's established a good rhythm, his cock slipping in and out of you while he reaches around you to rub your clit. You feel him kissing the back of your neck, groaning against your skin that he missed your body, up until a faint buzzing sound makes him pause.

At first you'd thought your vibrator switched back on but then you notice your phone screen illuminated on the sheets beside you and your boyfriend's face filling the screen.

"Answer it." Bucky demands, resuming his thrusts at the same pace as before. "I want you to answer it. Tell him what we're doing. Or hide it from him. It's up to you."

#asks answered <3 #sergeantbarnessdoll #becca writes spice #stepdad!bucky #bucky Barnes smut #stepdad Bucky smut #tw: stepcest #I got carried away with this #I'm going into work tomorrow fully intending to be a nightmare #and I'm so excited about it #my self confidence rn can't be matched #I've been getting back into weight training #and I've started to notice a difference #and my skin is looking really nice too rn #It's just me and my water bottle and my hopes and dreams against the world

[buttercupshands]

can you even call it a warm up if I'm going to bed without drawing anything big

and a sketch I made while sitting in the park today

#sketch #my art #bnha #shigaraki tomura #tenko shimura #all for one #midoriya izuku #bnha manga spoilers #only after I finished basically polishing this sketch did I notice how it's basically dark and light mode #also the first one is basically a redraw of illustration from vol 11 #I know that translation of Tenko's words is different in official but eh #fanart #I've kind of recovered from recent chapters #and I was analysing those chapters all morning #I'm still thinking but otherwise the chapters are so good #also did you notice that AFO actually talked about how his other him didn't use that 'last thing' yet and that was in ch 410 #and in ch 419 he did so it's real and it's still sad #but still AFO was never hiding it enough #from Tomura maybe but we as readers actually saw his plans play out #in any case I'm still just sitting with those two Izuku and Tenko interaction chapters #I waited long enough #and if you don't count AFO's return Izuku DID save Tenko and it's so interesting #since he now has to save his OTHER origin that was in ch 237 taught to kill whatever he wants #Tenko and Tomura both had 'origins' chapters and for now we only worked with 235 and 236 #and even if Izuku helped with the start of 237 there's still AFO #in any case it was a hard week #also the second thing actually had them holding hands #and then I was like 'but at that point Izuku's hands are gone oh no' #and it was just Tenko holding air where the hand was destroyed #in any case that scene.

[autismserenity]

Pick the position that fits you best. You can add nuance in the notes afterward. Everyone is welcome to vote, and encouraged to reblog.

Since the term "Zionism" comes from Jewish culture, you're welcome to specify whether or not you're Jewish in the notes. I think it's interesting to see how the term has taken on different connotations for different people. LINGUISTICS!

#free palestine #israel #gaza #anti zionisim #jumblr #jewblr #For the past five months I've noticed that the term is used very differently by different people #These options cover the basics #I think the complex nuanced positions might end up being the most interesting part but I didn't want to start with complexity #we start with how people are coming off and what they're saying and THEN find out more about what that means to them #wall of words

[colfy-wolfy]

uuh them .

can you tell i had fun messing with the colors a bit? probably not but yeha .

i should draw moon more often.. :v

#rain world #fanart #no significant harassment #nsh #looks to the moon #lttm #big sister moon #bsm #iterator #ive noticed how much I've imrpoved drawing rain world related stuff throughout the past months #im using thiner lines #slightly different brush #and my general artstyle improved significantly I'd say #when I started i wasnt used to drawing iterators or slugcats so i made a huge step #which is why i cringe a lot when i scroll down my posts to look at the first drawings i made of rw lol

[crtastrophe]

anatomy of some guy

#artists on tumblr #digital art #krita #body horror tw #gore tw #trypophobia tw #this started as a no-stakes cooldown doodle but! i liked how it turned out a lot #I've been messing around w/ my brush settings a bit to make opacity less dependent on pen pressure... #I noticed I press down way harder on my tablet than I do with traditional pens and WHEW the difference was immediate?? #this feels way closer to my traditional sketches :D

[betryl]

Making fanarts of book characters in particular is amazing to me because of all the freedom it leaves you to create them yourself from scratch, and I love to see how everyone interprets the same text in their personal way. Even if you were to follow the descriptions word for word, you'd still get a unique image in your head and express it with your own unique style, so the result would still differ from anyone else's. The Greek class' appearances are very vivid and detailed and while the core traits that identify them are pretty much always present there are so many different versions of each of them!! Awesome

#francis is the most fun to draw not sure why #i imagine charles as the one with the most noticeable change in appearance between book i and ii so i want to show that at some point #richard is fun too i like trying to depict him with the little frown he says he always has #bunny is the one i've had the clearest image of from the start and it's never changed lol #i never manage to draw henry exactly how i want to but eh i'm happy enough #camilla changed a lot over time but by now i think i've set on making her as similar to charles as possible with minimal differences #so that camilla takes something masculine from charles and charles takes something feminine from camilla and they're both androgynous #as of now i still haven't made enough fanarts so that all of this is noticeable lol but hopefully it will make sense soon #i'm working on more stuff 👁️ #sorry for the rambling and thanks if you've read all that i love drawing <///3

[virtues-end]

English isn't your native language?! I literally never would have known. Your English is so good I legitimately thought you were a native speaker!

No, I'm Dutch. :-) Been reading all sorts of English fantasy & scifi novels since I was young though, so I guess I just picked up a lot along the way!

#I do feel as if I've improved since I started writing interactive fiction. reading is different than writing it after all #I've never really written any fanfiction or the like either so I really did just jump into the deep end with VE haha #anyway if you notice any odd grammar etc please let me know! lol! #asks

[savrenim]

my most beloved...... most spoiled girl in the house............ I accept my fate as forevermore Trapped

#she's doing SO much better!!!! #I feel so stupid for not noticing how subdued she was in the like. month or two before we brought her in #bc the difference now is NIGHT and DAY #esp now that I've figured out how to giver her her morning medicine #Suzy tag #my life #and of course a photobombing Dante #I'm still an Exhausted Mess but I'm starting to feel like I can breathe again

[archduke-enver-gortash]

posting on here is like my sisyphean boulder i'm constantly rolling tbh

#god i am trying so hard to just have fun and be myself #but when i do that i'm immediately a strange outsider creep #and since i can't really mask my version of masking is just not talking and then obviously you don’t find any joy in fandom spaces either #i will always be a shitty unlikable freak no matter how much i pretend otherwise. it was obvious from the start that getting involved in #fandom spaces was a fucking mistake. it's always a mistake because you're some laughing stock at best and a horrifying freak at worst #i don't blame people for not liking me i've realised what an awful person i am long ago #but it's always so hard witnessing something like fun social groups from the sidelines knowing you'll never be a part of it #this is why my mental state has been deteriorating so severely in the last few months. that Realisation once again nothing fucking changed #i know it's stupid to get so upset over fandom but it's only a pattern for me #i stopped trying to be friends with people when i was a teenager because it hasn't worked a single time #this attempt at integrating myself into the wotr and bg3 fandom by sharing my shit was just one mistake #gortash/zeke is so different from anybody else’s work and i wish i could find joy in something that it isn’t fucking deranged but i can’t #like yes it’s just fandom bullshit! gortash/zeke is a fucking oc x canon ship! why am i getting so upset over it! #i love writing them. i’ve never been this happy writing anything. and it’s entirely indicative of a common pattern in my life #when i earnestly share parts of myself/things i’m passionate about people get creeped out. and honestly? rightfully so #i would leave the discord servers i’m in because it’s fucking crushing me dude. this is so petty but i’m so jealous of what you people have #but in one i am server owner and i don’t want to just dump that responsibility onto someone else and then dip #and in the other two i’m not sure anyone would even notice that i’m gone but i still worry about being rude #though i’m not entirely sure i didn’t get invited to one of those just so people could laugh at me. idk probably just being paranoid but i #it’s been gnawing at me #ok no if i’m being this vulnerable on tunglr.com i can also say that part of me staying is also still having the hope that i could fit in #one day. logically i know it won’t happen but it’s nice to have hope sometimes #watching you all from through the window having fun like a creep #so yeah. i’ve always felt like this but it’s been rapidly getting worse with my failed attempt at the bg3 fandom #idk just been crying non-stop for the last few hours. went through an entire pack of tissues in an hour it’s very disgusting #they’re all lying around me as i’m typing this like a pillowfort of snot lmao #so yeah. idk. if someone could come over and lobotomise me that’d be nice. orin where are you when we need you most #i never had any friends irl so i foolishly gave this a shot. i’m sorry #also doesn’t help that i can see someone dropping me for people that are easier to be around in irl rn #it just hurts because it’s always like that. someone you are around when you have no other option at best. not even that sometimes

[pangolen]

had the thought "binghe probably would've fallen in love with anyone who showed him compassion or protected him on cang qiong" and now i'm writing a silly little binghua fic where binghe woobifies the hell out of airplane in his mind because airplane tried to protect him from sj once

#he goes from 'what the fuck this guy is so suspicious how has no one noticed' #to #'actually he just has a nervous disposition and he's very kind and everyone is mean to him for no reason. also i'm going to protect him now' #pangorambles #meanwhile airplane is just trying to stay on binghe's good side for obvious reasons #it's basically bing/qiu again ok but it's different #specifically because airplane doesn't start off basically already in love with binghe #and also mb j is there somewhere #not yet in what i've written so far but he will be #binghe needs a LITTLE competition cmon #also airplane isn't a Peerless Beauty #and has way fewer people falling at his feet lmao #also mb j won't just be Perceived Competition he is actual competition #not sure if i'll make it mobinghua or not. but it's very likely #i don't want mobei to be sad :(

[the-ultimate-junkyard]

First day of Letters from Watson.

wasn't prepared for the sheer jumpscare of the capitalized ''my dear friend'', oh god

#It's so fun though!! #it was different from other email bookclubs because i've already read most of sherlock holmes #albeit in my native language #but now reading it in english feels interesting somehow #i started noticing things that i didn't notice before in my previous reads #letters from watson #sherlock holmes

[cinna-bunnie]

i can hear the frogs ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა ♡⁠ there's this fenced off area nearby with tall grass and a pond in the middle they have to themselves. there are so many of them!

u can hear them in the distance from my back patio but i followed the sound one night and found the source 😌 it's good to hear them again.

#hello spring‚ i see u coming 🙏🏾 #i know we're getting out of winter because i can just wear pants in the back now instead of needing like 5 layers for it to be tolerable 💀 #y'all i have been SUFFERING 😭 #before i started hrt i could b chillin w a frappe in a tshirt in 20°F no problem but that is very not the case anymore lmaoo #rn it's 44° and I'm fine w just my lil jacket 👼🏾 #im not sure how cold is “cold” to me actually 🧐 #anyways.. i love spring. spring and autumn r my favorite seasons #my favorite part of spring is seeing the transition into it. u know when flowers start budding and ur walks start looking noticably more #vibrant 0: and the different animal sounds and encounters. get a lil boost of energy myself (⁠✿ ‚‚⌒‿⌒‚‚) spring is lovely! #part of why i like hanging out in the back is bc i genuinely love to watch the seasons go by and participate 😔💕 #i feed animals year round! rn the seeds i feed to the birds during the day attract bunnies at night - usually just 1 at a time #and the bunnies attract the dog that's not a dog I've seen twice so far o: interesting stuff! #I'm glad as it ran off after the rabbit it didn't notice me bc it passed by right in front of me 💀 but idk #the other time they were just passing by on the other side here n we noticed each other n locked eyes for a bit then they kept waking #it wasn't threatening or anything but i don't know what they are ૮ – ﻌ–ა hmm. i would love to see them again

[curiouscrystals]

Accidentally saw part of the drama with someone hating on Crystal and let me say as a Crystal stan I've been seeing shit like this about her for years and it reeks of misogyny for me, this is also why I avoid her tag

Like. I love Lazlo I swear I do, he and Crystal are both my favourite characters, together and apart. In my interpretation they're cool supportive both bi/demisexual friends and colleagues that gradually grow into more. But isn't it a coincidence how a girl with stronger, maybe more "masculine" so to say features and also with some lore that may hint she's imperfect (regardless of how you interpret the Strangerville book thing, although I've seen these shitty takes way before it even came out), is made out to be a Bitch(tm) who doesn't deserve Lazlo, yet I've most often observed that he's shipped with some girls who are "cute and angelic" instead (nothing wrong with these ships but you know what I mean, and a lot of the time these female characters are sort of juxtaposed to Crystal as if Lazlo deserves better than a Bitch like her). It reminds me of the mean ex-girlfriend trope in wattpad fanfics. Why is this still a thing in 2024?

Like I myself gave Crystal some personality but she's mostly just a blank townie. Where do yall get this from and why is she being villainised so much, and not even in a cool villain but in the 2000s misogynistic shitty ex girlfriend way. She's not a bad person for not liking him back in the game too, come on. She can either grow to like him later, or not like him this way and have a different sexuality or preferences which is fine too. I suspect some of those people love Lazlo as more than just a character... 😬 (which I get trust me. Fictional crushes are fun. Lazlo is like chef's kiss. But check your misogyny babes and touch some grass pls why are you competing with a fictional woman for a fictional man)

#this is exactly why I stay away from ts2 fandom #and just do my own thing #back in the days like 10 years ago I used to have friends like this and we'd ride so hard for ships and characters #which is making me cringe in retrospect #also I get how it can be ehh to see your favourite characters interpreted differently than you do #and since ts2 premades are kind of a collective property it's especially prominent here #this is why it's important to set some boundaries when engaging with other content #crystal vu #lazlo curious #I've definitely been holding it in for years lmao so glad people start noticing that crystal deserves a better treatment

[despairforme]

What kind of guy is your type

As if he was ever going to answer that. Shouldn't they ask her what type of GIRL he liked? Did he have a type though? He'd thought about it from time to time, at least recently, since he was thinking about finding someone to date again. Since he was bisexual, he was open to dating either a man or a woman. He'd never actually dated a female, so maybe that's why he always imagined himself finding another guy instead. But, who knew. Maybe he'd end up finding the perfect chick? He was open to the possibility, though it was easier to imagine himself dating a guy, since that's what he had experience with.

What kinda guy was his type?

It was easier to answer what he didn't like, rather than his preferences. He definitely didn't like femininity in men. He wasn't into soft dudes. Push-overs. Guys who didn't stand their ground, at least to some extent.

Physically, he was the most attracted to masculinity. Broad shoulders, muscles, height... When it came to a guy's appearance, that's what Nnoitra found the most attractive. But - he wasn't picky. He'd definitely fuck a guy who didn't have the masculine features Nnoitra preferred.

But your "type" was more about what kind of person you'd wanna date, right?

He'd like to date someone who brightened his days. Not a completely sunshine kind of dude, but someone who took gloomy things and made them okay. A funny guy. Someone who made him laugh ( Nnoitra found himself laughing way too rarely these days ). His type was the determined kind. Someone who had goals and knew how to get there. Nnoitra found confidence attractive. As long as it was grounded in reality. He disliked people who were high on themselves for no reason. He didn't want to date an insecure guy ( or, at least, not someone who stayed insecure ). He'd like someone who always got back up on their feet, no matter what happened.

He'd also --- maybe - like it if the guy he was dating could relate to him on some level. He sure didn't want him to be depressive like himself, but he wanted him to at least understand what it was like to always feel down like Nnoitra did. Being understood, but not coddled was important to him.

It was complicated, in the end, to be Nnoitra's "dream guy", or whatever. Of course he was NEVER going to find someone who fit perfectly into all of these descriptors.

If he fell in love with a guy, and was lucky enough to have him fall in love in return - then THAT would be his type.

#[ eyyyyyy good ask anon!! ] #[ nnoitra actually doesn't have a type ] #[ i've written him with three different muses on here ] #[ and they were all VERY different and yet he fell in love with them ] #[ i've also noticed his attraction to two other characters the past year-ish and they too were COMPLETELY different from each other ] #[ and then there are the crossover fanfics i write where he AGAIN falls in love with totally different characters ] #[ nnoitra is a very complex dude and there are MANY dynamics that work with him ] #[ it's just the chemistry yanno? i write him and then it clicks and i'm like ] #[ nnoitra you like that guy huh ] #[ fjfjfjf IT'S VERY SWEET WHEN IT HAPPENS ] #[ hopefully this will be the year nnoitra finds a ship uvu ] #[ thank you for sending anon!! petition to get nnoi a bf has been started ahaha ] #despair for me. ╱ in character. #talking shit. ╱ answers. #burn the city. ╱ main verse.

[chuckchilling]

i am sorry but i thought these 3 guys in the middle were wearing diapers

#i've had this sticker pack for 4 years #but to be fair i dont use it a lot because i use them as rewards so i mostly just pick clean the pages of GOOD JOB! and NEATO! and also the #one that has different cartoon bugs griining and being strange at you #if anyone wants the stars or smileys pages.... their emote expressions are unfavorable to me ig sorry diaper stars keep dancing <33 #this isnt making fun of people who wear diapers btw u can kill that thought if ur having it. this is yet another installment of #rover's primary failure to perceive and secondary inability to notice or react 😁 #hey uh. What was i doing btw before i started putting stickers on everything #txt #????

[charlottedabookworm]

i queued into p11/p12 today cos it was on my wondrous tales and got through the usual 'o/' before me and a fc mate i didn't even know was online clocked that we were in the same instance and i honestly i love when random shit like this happens in game

#char liveblogs ffxiv #i genuinely didn't notice #cos i'm used to friends names being different colours but obvs that doesn't happen when you're partied #and then i actually read the chat instead of just skimming the party list for job icons for my dance partner #and it was like- YOU #HELLO YOU #but honestly it's great as i've started to get more and mroe involved in stuff i'm recognising more and more character names #and i love that