#and frustrated

[saxyn]

I feel so tired

#and frustrated #and sleepy #with a headache

[lukachupacabra]

I really really REALLY hate that the release of MK1 made the Kuai Liang, Scorpion and Sub-Zero tags all literally unusable if you want to see the original versions of these characters. When I ask for Scorpion I want Hanzo Hasashi. When I ask for Kuai Liang I want the younger Sub-Zero formerly known as Tundra. Bi-Han is obviously fine, but jfc the other two bring me great pain. Worse that there are still people who tag incest under the SubScorp tag. I block on sight for that.

#mortal kombat #hanzo hasashi #scorpion #subscorp #kuai liang #sub zero #mk11 #ignore me #im just really tired #and frustrated #there were posts using images of Hanzo while talking about Kuai Liang #it made me want to put my head through a wall #WHY #ughhhh

[boh-relight]

I love wholesome sibling stories

#dungeon meshi #laios touden #falin touden #ok i was actually going to render this #but there was another outage and im so tired #and frustrated #it doesnt even look like i wanted it to but oh well gotta let it go #dungeon meshi spoilers

[sokkas-therapist]

So I’ve gotten through the first 5 episodes of the live action….and while I want to wait until I finish everything to share any opinions (giving the show the benefit of the doubt)…I feel like they absolutely destroyed the Warriors of Kyoshi episode 💀💀

That was one of my favorite episodes in the entire series before, now they completely butchered it with a fundamental lack of understanding for the reasoning behind the original characterization of like….everyone

#this makes me so sad #and frustrated #I’ve already typed up a whole post about it that I could put up if you guys are interested #just say the word because I’ve been sitting on this one for a couple days #atla #sokka #suki #kyoshi warriors #avatar #live action atla

[eggs-can-draw]

Smaller post than usual because I’m not feeling too great in the brain space, sorry :(

#eggs can art #danganronpa #naegamigiri #byakuya togami #makoto naegi #kyoko kirigiri #shuichi saihara #izuru kamukura #he feels so out of place but fuck it he’s my baby girl and I get to choose when I draw him #spent several hours mostly dissociated today and I hate it when that happens #earbuds should add a Not Dying feature I’d really love that #always throws me off so hard #I’m still not 100% back but hopefully I will be soon #drthh #insert a very long spiel about birds here I’m tired #and frustrated #mostly tired

[remitiras]

It's so fun to come back home after a long day of work and find a fork and teaspoon from your kosher set inside a bowl from the not-kosher set your roommates use, together with a not-kosher tablespoon, and not know what was eaten with them.

The set is in a seperate drawer which is clearly labelled "kosher dairy" and I also asked them to not put not-kosher kitchenware in the left sink, because I use it for my kosher set.

I'm trying to be a nice roommate and told them that they can use the set but only with kosher dairy/pareve food, since our apartment owner paid for it and not me, but I really regret it now because I don't have a way to make sure they don't ruin my dishes. And they keep leaving their dirty dishes in the sink, and when they do wash their stuff they don't put it away. One of them used the completely new toaster oven we have that also has a sticker that says "Kosher dairy" on and they didn't clean the oven tray and I don't even know what they made in there.

The kitchen was disgusting when I moved here. It's still half disgusting but everything that's clean is because I cleaned it myself.

I'm so frustrated!! I just want to be able to eat and share my food with my more religious friends without fearing they tainted my utensils. I think I'm gonna re-kasher all my silverware.

#jumblr #jewish #kosher kitchen #kosher #I'm really mad #and frustrated #is it too much to ask to seperate sinks and use the utensils that aren't from the clearly labelled drawer? #like seriously we're all Jewish here have a bit of respect #rant #rant post #I'm gonna clean the rest of the kitchen tonight so they'll have no excuse to use my stuff anymore #I was planning on engaging with some hobbies but I guess I'm cleaning now #judaism

[heretherebedork]

So I went to watch Intern In My Heart on my computer and suddenly I am given no options for play or volume or subtitles... so the videos are just playing completely silently? I can pause by clicking but do nothing else. WTF? No fullscreen, nothing at all... I hate this. wtf

#wetv #i am so confused #and frustrated #like wtf #i have two wetv shows today #what is going on and why?

[majaurukalo]

I know that the job scene, as it is today, is not the most healthy environment and we are practically all forced to spend a lot of our lifetime working — most of the time even something we don’t like — and the capitalistic system we live in is toxic and unhealthy and based on productivity and I agree with that but it is also a privilege being able to work, to earn money and spend it on the things you like and want. It is a privilege being able to change jobs, to jump from one gig to another when you want to, to pursue your dream career.

A lot of things that are rights are also privileges that some people don’t have (mainly disabled and chronically ill people but not only). Buying a house is a privilege, being able to provide for your family is a privilege.

Travelling is a privilege, getting on a plane or a train is a right but also a privilege.

Even smaller and more redundant things are a privilege. Going to the beach, showering (many people struggle to shower), eat whatever you want, going to shoes, concerts, plays, movies, pubs, restaurants, pursuing your dreams. Fuck, even getting married is a privilege in many countries or having children.

There are so many obstacles disabled people are forced to navigate just to enjoy a slim of their life.

And non-disabled people don’t understand this.

They don’t.

#I am angry #and frustrated #today is not a good day #cripple punk #cpunk #cripple #disability #crip revolution #crip punk #disability justice #disability pride #disability rights #disabled and proud #chronically ill #I’m sick and not okay #I’m not okay with this society #I’m not okay with this #I want to punch the wall

[jay-elyon]

I swear to god dude if I check the p-did tag one more time and all I see is people using it bcs they're tagging every system related tag they can think of I am going to riot, it's so fucking hard to find anyone talking abt their experiences as a p-did system and I am so fed up

like bro,, we're talked about basically nowhere and even our tag is filled with stuff that isn't specific to us

I just. want. to be able to hear other people's experiences. who have the same disorder as I do

like I love all of you guys who are posting on that tag regardless of if it's specific to p-did or not and I appreciate the fact that you even know abt it and put us in your tags but I just really wish our tag were more focused on us

if anyone has any recourses or blogs for me id greatly appreciate it

- serif (he/bro/it)

#pdid #pdid system #rant post #dont take this personally its not meant that way #im just annoyed #and frustrated #and feel like were the only pdid system on the internet sometimes

[stupidlittlespirit]

I'm having such bad writers block and I feel so pressured to get another fic out before everyone loses interest ugh im gonna cry

#i am tired!!!!!! #and frustrated

[soujux]

I just now found out that some parents or families with deaf children don't always study sign language? That makes me so sad? Although, I know that it must be difficult, but I think I'd do anything to make it easier for my loved ones when it's within my capabilities.

#the families i know with disabled children are always catering their needs so i always just thought it's how everybody would be like?? #this post was prompted by moonlight chicken #yes #moonlight chicken #and now i'm devastated #and frustrated #but also idk just mixed feelings

[rissslays]

hi love!!! to begin with, i love you sm. i feel like in all my other friendships I'm always the one doing the appreciation posts and it feels sososo nice to be written those long ass paragraphs rather than me being the one doing it for once 😭 (but I'm writing one rn bc I feel like you deserve one <3)

you are actually the sweetest person EVER and you seriously deserve the world you are one of the best people I've met online (as in like top 2). you are so funny and nice and i seriously love you sm

i love waking up to like 30+ messages it makes my heart go YAY bc like omg someone actually likes me??? that's so cool???? and you are seriously so fun to talk to i love you sm mwah <333

I would give you a hug but that can't happen rn so I'll just give you these instead: ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

was super pissed and crying when i opened tumblr so this meant a lot. you are the bestest person every and i love you so so so so much ❤️❤️❤️ thanks babe you made me cry harder (in a good way this time) you deserve good things <333

#you're so awesome #and kind #and you have me feeling angry #sad #happy #flustered #and frustrated #all at the same time #so congrats on that achievment 😭 #love you sm babe <3333 #inbox !! #riss answers #riss posts #sorry if my reaction seems underwhelming i can assure you im screaming into a pillow rn

[ruthlesslistener]

I still remember how one time someone asked you to respect other people's headcanons, and immediately you went on a rant. I don't think that anon meant to... convince you to like that ship or to change your headcanons. They were saying exactly as it is. So I can understand why some are starting to see you as an arrogant fighter when answering asks. Will you blow up on this simple ask? Will you make fun of some anon for "having no reading compression" because they didn't go full into crazy details? It feels like that unless some ask fully agrees with you, there's a chance of you coming off as a jerk in some way.

Tone: deeply frustrated, but calm

So this IS about the adult Ghost discourse. Well that's because I wasn't replying with the intent to rant, I was explaining my take on it (and was admittedly probably very bitter about it because the misunderstandings were deeply frustrating me)- which I already explained to you earlier was something I just do by default. Can't remember which exact post it was either, but I believe it was also condescending as hell because I do respect other's headcanons most of the time, but this came after I had already stated that I was without any context for adult ghost prior to the incident with the exception of pornography, which negtively tinted my views on it pretty hard. So I had to add that context in there, because it deeply skewed how I engaged with the concept, and also I'm pretty sure that I stated it was personal preference already and that I didn't want to engage with it, but people were still saying that. Remember that food metaphor I made earlier? That's where I think the misunderstanding is coming from- I clearly stated my opinions on it because to me, it's as simple as not liking pie, but because I forgot that other people don't have that same view of fanon, it came off like a moral judgement. In which case I have to state again: it's not that deep for me.

As for losing my temper, yeah I did during the heat of that ask bombardment. But I mean, you gotta understand that this was one event where I responded ineloquently, with zero context for what I was talking about, and got a whole slew of comments by people who jumped the gun to conclusions about what I thought that I didn't say at all. That's deeply frustrating! And I'm really fucking bad about regulating my emotions bc of the afformentioned autism, so that frustration carried over into my posts, probably doubly so because I just write plainly without tone tags. Then when more asks that missed the point of what I was saying rolled in, I got even MORE frustrated. Because it was clear that my point wasn't being made, and it made me more and more upset- hence the 'no reading comprehension' gripes, bc I thought I was speaking clearly but people were responding with things I didn't say. Like, even now, I'm not angry- I'm frustrated and upset because I thought I was getting better at this whole social thing, but clearly not. Also, for context, the people who replied 'no reading comprehension' are those who either picked up on what I was saying, or are those I went to for help because I didn't know where I was going wrong.

Though I have to ask, anon- why not block me? You clearly seem to have some sort of problem with me, or at least with reading me properly, and I genuinely don't want you to continue to get raised hackles because of my social ineptitude fucking things over. I'm not some kind of social bitch who uses status to push people around, and the thought that I might inadvertently be doing that has honestly made me want to delete my blog and start over (though I probably won't bc I hate change). I'm not a professional. This is something I do in my free time with the few friends I have because it's a special interest, and no more. There's really no obligation for you to tolerate me if you don't like me, or can't read my tone- just block me. It'll get me off your feed and prevent you from having to deal with me, because while I'll try to get better with my tone, I don't think I can change my brain chemistry to be any better at knowing what people want from me or how to respond in a way that doesn't seem inflamatory. Because I genuinely don't know what to do.

#im not angry rn im deeply upset #and frustrated #i certainly was in the wrong but i dont know how to make it better #other than state over and over again that i lacked context and dont think kts that deep #anon #reply

[disenchanted-youth]

Was it really necessary?

With the searing heat on his knuckle, he found himself asking that question over and over again. ‘Was it really necessary?’

‘Probably not.’ 'He deserved it' 'He started it'

The answers kept changing every single time.

He held back a sigh and took in the sights of the warm glow from the streetlights as the car steadily moved through the traffic. He didn't need the doctor to worry, or for him to hear the loud trace of anxiety in Tharn's thoughts when mentioning Phaya. The mere thought of it was something he wanted to avoid. Phaya lingered in his mind, permeating every thought and breath, even his very soul. He was terrified.

‘Stop thinking about him. You'll just hurt him more if you keep thinking about him.’

Tharn had a horrible thought of Phaya leaving him, the image of his mangled body trapped inside a twisted car flashing through his mind. Not a vision, only an unsettling fear creeping in, making his palms sweat. The fear of not being able to stop it in time. With a deep sigh, he crossed his arms tightly, creating a barrier around himself.

“Tharn? Are you worried about your friend?”

“Phaya?” Tharn shook his head, barely perceptible. “No, I'm considering how to break through to him and bring an end to all of this.”

“All this? Would you like me to speak to him on your behalf?”

Tharn almost smiled at that. Whenever he needed someone to lean on, the good doctor was always there, providing unwavering support. “No, thank you. I’ll deal with him.”

“You know Tharn, you’ll always have me.”

Tharn felt a sense of relief wash over him as he heard those words, knowing he would never be alone. “Yes.” He finally smiled.

#i got bored #and frustrated #so here you go #a quick drabble #the sign the series #my fic #the sign

[coldercreation]

Kit-Nat writing update!

Current word count: 4229

Current mental state: gasvdhfjlgkf;lh

Bad news: This is legit starting to drive me insane!😭 Writing’s feeling super disjointed and I keep getting stuck after basically every sentence, so I just skip forward to the next thing only for it to happen again. I try to take the story one way only to somehow have it do the complete opposite, which then ruins all the vague plans I might've had… I really wanted this to be equally a Kit AND Nat story, but it keeps becoming more and more a Nathan story through Kit’s narration, if that makes sense? Nothing wrong with that but I really wanted to write Kit, which is why I chose his POV for this so ughh!! I mean, I get that Kitty boy can be very lazer-focused when it comes to taking care of his pack but damn it son, let me write about YOU! >:(

Also my wifi keeps dropping every two seconds which means google docs won’t let me do anything until the internet decides to connect again :)

Good news: I’m trying !

#I don’t know why I have so much trouble writing nowadays #this is what has happened with all the other snippets too #I start writing and get a good chunk done #and then BAM #it starts to feel messy and boring #and then I struggle ‘finding’ the rest of the story #it’s like there’s nothing there anymore #so I don’t know how to complete it #I really don't know what to do :( #It's starting to make it less fun #But at least I was enjoying writing the other day #just a shame that now that I have time and specifically put time aside for writing #it's just #not #asdfghjkl; #Oh well #I'm sure it's not forever #I'll try not to feel to upsetto #and frustrated #because that'll just make it feel even more stuck #I'll have a lil break and once my wifi kicks back in #I'll see if it feels any better :) #I hope you're having a nice weekend! xx

[bluuubuns]

I need new friends I need new friends I need new friends I nee

#fen thoughts #they genuinely never give me any meaningful input on anything #they keep calling wake a mindflayer despite knowing i hate having ny art compared to other stuff #when i was having an ocd meltdown one of them said that they might also have ocd for #get this #filling out the full first two maps in baldurs gate #while i was in dirstress #im never contacting these ppl once i leave malta #im so tired #and frustrated