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houseswife · 2 days

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wilson saying “I need to do this. for you.” is fucking insane actually. in the same episode where house is deciding whether or not he should commit suicide as a result of wilson’s dying. They are each other’s lines between life and death. humans have a biological instinct to preserve their survival at all costs; house has an addiction that governs his life. but they were willing to forgo all of it for one another, because they couldn’t fathom it being any other way. IM SICK

#I know it’s fictional but there is nothing more meaningful and real than the desire to be loved by someone else more than anything #and it’s killing me #I was out by lac leman one day when I was seven when my mom told me that swans fly as high as possible #and fall to their deaths when their partner dies #and whether or not that’s true. it fundamentally changed my view of love tbh #my grandmother survived breast cancer for 10 years as well as covid #but died ONE DAY after losing the person she cared about most in this world #love transcends nature #and this show is a beautiful example of that #house md #greg house #gregory house #hatecrimes md #hilson #james wilson #house/wilson

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thespiritlessghost · 5 months

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if anyone has a spare 100 bucks lying around send it my way 🙏🙏

#please i’m begging #they’re literally the cutest things ever #why do they have to be so expensive I swear #I don’t have the money to fund my obsessions #and it’s killing me #nendoroid #nendoroids #the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki k #sasaki to miyano #cells at work #sk8 #sk8 the infinity #haikyuu #jjk #jujutsu kaisen

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chrollohearttags · 4 months

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I love kurapika so bad but jit was crazy!! 😭 cause fym you gone die if you use an ability on anybody but ur opps? you know how mad you got to be to sacrifice yourself as collateral just to kill them?!

#what makes it so bad is that they didn’t give a damn either LMAKDJD #chrollo is the sergeant general in the idgaf war #so he don’t care 😭#he was like ‘who cares if I die?’#cherry chats 🍒#hunter x hunter #kurapika #chrollo lucilfer #yes i’m rewatching #and it’s killing me

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cupophrogs · 6 months

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Really missed this comic so it’s repost #1!

Mob! Colt belongs to @thelone-copper and Mob! Home (and the whole au) is @clownsuu’s :)

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skoulsons · 7 months

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Baylan and Shin’s parting

The scene that has upset (me) or confused (also me) most people. A chunk of people, who I respectfully disagree with, have said that Baylan is “abandoning” Shin. While I agree she definitely feels abandoned, I do not believe that is or ever would be Baylan’s intention. I just don’t think it works.

There’s an obvious amount of care (love, you could say) in their relationship. They’re not your typical competitive Sith master / apprentice relationship or Jedi master / padawan where feelings like that were repressed. They’re not mercenaries who were put together for a job or purely for the selfish gain of power. Shin has been under his wing as his padawan, borderline his child, for a long time.

He’s very protective of her as we see most notably in episode 4 when he ‘kills’ Ahsoka because she threw Shin into a rock. That sort of protection that drives you to kill someone (I don’t believe his original intention was to kill her—it was that that set him off) doesn’t come from a lack of love or lack of a relationship.

Their first scene on Peridea is another to consider. They’re comfortable, open, and vulnerable. Shin’s tone when she says “I know no such stories (shoutout to the person who made that post about Baylan telling Shin stories about the Jedi when she was younger. i still think about you)” is a sarcastic tone, almost teasing. They both comfortably smile and are way more relaxed being around just each other. Shin asks him questions without fear and Baylan answers without hesitation.

So, no, I don’t believe he’s abandoning her.

Now, nothing is known for sure. What exactly does he hear? What exactly does he see? What vision does he have?

Hopefully we get that answer, but my (and maybe most of you) bigger concern is why part from Shin for a wasteland and some power (yes yes we know he wants the ‘beginning’ but that’s still kinda VAGUE)?

Again, don’t know the truth, just throwing out ideas. i cant wait to be wrong on every front and be completely humbled tuesday night lolol

For one, he’s sensed and understood her questions and doubts and is actually considering them. He’s recognizing “OK, she doesn’t see all that I do”. He isn’t saying “Nope, I’m forcing you to join me in this”. He’d be a jackass if he did that. Since he seems pretty sold on staying on Peridea for… whatever it is he believes is there, he’s letting her go so she can, in turn, find her footing and take her place in the coming empire. Yes, he doesn’t know if that’s even what she wants, but Shin hasn’t exactly told him what she would want. All she’s mentioned (I think) was about leaving Peridea since Thrawn is desperate to leave as well.

Either way, he’s considering her and letting her go her own way instead of forcing her into a future with him that she obviously isn’t interested in.

Two, Baylan actually knows a lot more than he’s letting on and sees something that is… dangerous. Something he doesn’t want Shin exposed to. Something he knows is dangerous and he’s trying to keep her from (so she doesn’t suffer the same fate as his last padawan—if it’s true, of course). This one seems more selfish than some other thoughts. It can even fit other fandoms—he’ll go into it guns blazing for himself despite its dangers, but not her.

Three, which is just a bit of a vaguer, rephrased Two, he can’t / doesn’t want to lose another padawan if he can help it.

“Oh, then why’d she even follow him to Peridea? Why’d Baylan even let her come if he was going to abandon her anyway?”

He’s her master. Of course she’s going to follow him. It’s the guy she’s known longer than anyone else in her life. Her master, her father figure. Why wouldn’t she follow him? Why wouldn’t she stick it out for him? And, again, don’t believe at all that it’s abandonment or even something that was planned. It seemed very spur of the moment—like an off screen decision being made in Baylan’s head. Parting from her wasn’t something on his bucket list he was waiting to check off.

Fourth, the “ambition” that Baylan said was driving Shin is her willingness (not the word im looking for please read my mind) to embrace the dark side compared to himself. If he truly wants to bring an end to the Jedi v Empire back-and-forth, he’ll stay more Gray. So, he parts from her to give her that freedom. It’s the thing that drives them apart.

There’s even more ways to try and understand why, im sure. These are just word vomits and nothing to be taken as truth.

While I don’t at all believe Baylan’s intention was to abandon her, leave her for dead, etc, I definitely agree that Shin does feel abandoned.

Was the decision easy for Baylan? Highly doubt it. I don’t think he would watch her go, take a deep breath in, and roll his shoulders if it was easy. I don’t think he’d look around after Ahsoka stole his howler and debate going back for her if it was an easy decision. I don’t think he’d wait on the hill to keep watch and protect from a distance if he didn’t care.

I think one thing is for sure. Baylan thinks he’s doing what’s best when it’s really not. Shin looked like a kicked dog when Ahsoka offered to help—and whether that’s because she was reminded of 30 minutes prior on the hill beside him, or 15 years prior when Baylan stood above her and offered his help that started them on their journey (yari put this thought in my noggin), it hurts all the same.

I just hope the finale clears something up

#coherency? don’t know her #I am expecting his death #and it’s killing me #also #meant to mention #I do agree that the parting is abrupt #shin is very caught off guard by it #hence her reaction of course of ‘you won’t help?’#and then baylans explanation #but also #if he were to preface and be like ‘hey listen’ and then go on a spiel #they’d never make it to Sabine and Ezra and they were their goal so #I don’t know #I WANT CLEAR ANSWERS #NOT RANDOM THEORIES THAT CIRCLE AROUND EVERY FIVE MINUTES IN MY BRAIN THAT I CANT LAND ON #im going insane ok #ahsoka tv #baylan skoll #shin hati

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chipswsalsa · 9 months

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i have to be so honest, i’m only looking at the slut (affectionate) that is daniel jean louise marie wagner

#god he’s so fine #so beautiful #they’re all so good looking #and it’s killing me #greta van fleet #gvf #josh kiszka #josh gvf #jake kiszka #jake gvf #sam kiskza #sam gvf #danny wagner #danny gvf

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emiko-fan-2podcasterin · 9 months

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So im just going trough my old stuff cause I’m moving and then I stumble upon the most atrocious detective Conan fanfiction I’ve ever seen written by my 14 year old self in the middle of class cause I was a little shit…

Like it’s really not that great but I gotta respect 14 year old me for never getting caught and having the determination to write all that stuff down by hand…

But now I also wanna read it again cause you know memories and shit, might even translate it to English cause I don’t know how active the German detective Conan community is on here lol

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fandoms-spamdom · 4 months

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I may watch that Percy Jackson show

#I keep seeing the fucking #“I am Sally Jackson’s son”#and it’s killing me

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person4924 · 2 months

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guess whose about to give up on school entirely 🥰😘😝

#i’m on my last string #i have an 84 in one class #which isn’t bad but like gifted kid #yk #and it’s killing me #bc the teacher hates me #and i fucked up big time #and forgot to do an assignment #that’s due tmrw #and i can’t do it #but my friend is gonna send me answers (hopefully)#i’m barely cutting it #im gonna fail

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doubletalkingmaeve · 7 months

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Bought silk pyjamas today and they’re sooooo comfy I need Jase’s approval

#I literally cannot do anything without my imagination somehow bringing Jason into this #and it’s killing me

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jareicanon · 9 months

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thinking about how there are now over twenty parts to my drdt series the history books forgot about us like damn brainrot is real and I may have a problem. just saying. over twENTY—

#help #the hyperfixation is real #and it’s killing me #and it’s fun #i ain’t stopping #but holy fuck #drdt #danganronpa despair time #rizalore #rizamuse #riza rambles

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hanyeul · 2 years

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An animation about my MC, Edasis, from @theabyssal.

Not really proud of it, and it’s probably very inaccurate, but I just wanted to share.

(Original memes are on YouTube if you’re curious.)

More pictures under the cut.

#realized Sol’s hair wasn’t as curly as it probably should be #burned my soul for two weeks to make this look pretty #and it still doesn’t look the way I want it to #it’s off beat #and it’s killing me #my Mac doesn’t look as creepy as I intended #ahhhh #angst #theabyssal #I’m dying #help #Sol #Edasis #DeathMC #first post

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thegoblinwitch · 11 months

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got to see my pup on saturday. 💜

we spent a whole hour together, and it was very bittersweet. it’s getting harder for the both of us to leave each other at the end. before last time, when it was time to leave he would ignore me and have fun with the kennel attendant taking him back. this time, when he saw me getting ready and i told him it was time for me to leave, he got all excited and started dragging me to the exit, as if he wanted to come with me. and when he realised he wouldn’t be coming with me that day and his leash was given to the kennel attendant, he dropped himself and had to be more or less dragged, and he kept looking back at me, as if waiting for me to do something about this. 😭

i love seeing him, and i miss him terribly, so it wouldn’t even cross my mind to not go, but it is heart-wrenching to have to leave him behind each time i go. 💔

i just hope that i manage to get things moving my way this summer, because i don’t know how long i can keep doing this tbh. 💀

#needless to say #i hate this situation #i just want my pup home again #as soon as i fucking have a home #it’s been nearly a year #and it’s killing me #my darling foster fail #he’s my baby #and i adore him #miss him so fucking much #kit's #diary #pets

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pawawools · 2 months

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“Your art looks like AI…”

Please note that the hands I draw do not look like a pack of mangled fucking hotdogs and get back to me

#I keep seeing artists accused of using AI #and it’s killing me #artists didn’t spend years honing their skills to be called a bot #shut tf up #artists on tumblr #digital art #original art #small artist #art #artwork #ai art #support small artists

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nori-writes · 1 year

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Guys, I know, I haven’t posted in forever. Last time I posted I promised something soon. I’m hoping and praying I get something done soon. It’s just the fact of I can’t take my mind off of this one thing and it’s been so distracting to the point where I can’t think of anything else along with the fact that I’ve been doing school and I had band rehearsal with a concert and stuff this week. It’s just all been a lot.

Sorry for a ramble and I really hope I actually get something out soon.

#rambles #i’m hopelessly in love #and it’s killing me #so bad

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theashemarie · 1 year

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i’m struggling so much with burnout. i’m exhausted all the time and have trouble talking in the evenings and i don’t have energy to write x_x updates will be sparse 🙏🏼 just wanted to check in bc i know i’ve been MIA

#i work in a VERY busy dental office with loud machines and phones ringing off the hook and nosey chatty coworkers #and it’s killing me #*autistic burnout if this wasnt clear #extra sucks bc writing is one of the special interests and gives me energy but executive dysfunction says ✨ no ✨#ok i’m done complaining just wanted to explain my quiet corner over here #ashe talks

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