#and tired of my own brain

[onesidedradiostatic]

was gonna make a joke about this and have this be a shitpost instead but honestly may pass out soon so I'll type this seriously cause I have no energy to come up with a clever joke

it's interesting how vox's insults in stayed gone are literally just different ways of saying "you're old and outdated you're old and outdated you're old and outdated you're old and outda" tackled with a bit of "you're a coward" in there, whereas alastor's insults are not jabs at vox being new or modern tech, but rather his practices, "clout-chasing mediocre video podcast" he's saying he's a pandering, attention-seeking sellout, and he targets at vox's insecurities, questions his power, then makes fun of him for still being salty about his rejection.

I feel like it's pretty telling how vox's insults are just SO shallow, while alastor's cut deeper and more personally. while you could say, alastor may be just better at roasting than vox, I feel like it could also tell you something about alastor's hatred of vox being based on actual reason, which makes sense, he is the one who rejected the idea of being on a team with vox, the one who decided to make the decision to step away from their friendship. there were likely legitimate things about vox that alastor started to notice he didn't like.

whereas vox's hatred is extremely petty, he's still pissy over that rejection, he has no reasonable reason to hate on alastor's practices or medium. literally ALL he has is constantly repeating how tv is better and newer and how radio is worse and older, that he literally uses that SAME snap back even after alastor has his part "what a dated voice!" "you're looking at the future! he's the shit that comes before that!". he has NOTHING on alastor. if you asked him to make a list about what he hated about alastor he would probably just give you 10000 synonyms of "he's old and outdated" and be unable to come up with anything non-superficial. because the falling out on his part, from his perspective, was being rejected. and after that, BLIND RAGE. he hates alastor. he does. but he can't reasonably tell you why.

#osrs.txt #THE HALF-ASLEEP-WRITTEN RAMBLE WOO!!!!! #note: I've been awake for like 29 hours now maybe I'm not thinking right and this actually doesn't make sense idk my brain is mush #radiostatic #staticradio #onewaybroadcast #hazbin vox #hazbin hotel vox #vox #hazbin alastor #hazbin hotel alastor #alastor #NOT that alastor doesn't have his own pettiness that is his hatred of video LMAO episode 1 #but honestly too tired to go into that I swear if I were more awake I'd elaborate #I'm posting this even though I may regret having typed this half asleep WHATEVRR!!!<

[puppyeared]

personal character design headcanons + brainrot

Note: the re-bound!au does NOT belong to me, it belongs to @chipper-smol I’m just not normal about it lol

#I SAY PERSONAL BC ITS MY OWN SPIN ON IT. NOT CHIPPERS CANON UNLESS THEY DECIDE TO OR NOT YOU HEAR ME /LH #I made a banner and everything this time. PLWEASE send them your questions not me JAJFHDSF #I thought it would be cool if macaque has two separate forms as a shadow and inside a mindscape. like I wanted his shadow form to reflect #him in his prime and then the mindscape form as what he looked like when he died. or a more vulnerable state at least #based on LBD appearing to MK as the ivory lady when she died in the S3 special. I don’t know exactly what it was but my first thought seein #the white void was she was appearing to MK in his mindscape to talk to him. so I built on that #I wanted to give him a more ‘Smokey’ look as a shadow just based on how he manipulates them in the show like in shadow play. I hope this #makes it look cool and immaterial. and then his mindscape form would be more battered up and tangible #the last couple images are chippers ideas though since they said the monkeys are drawn to MK when macaque is possessing him lol #and the fact that macaque doesn’t have any senses unless he’s possessing someone + literally sniffing out wukong in the scroll 🤨📸 #I also have a vivid image of macaque moving from the mindscape to physical form like umm. kind of like when he passes the boundary between #physical and spirit/mind(?) it’s like the shadow covers him like ink. or pulling Saran Wrap over your face and it clings to your skin #so it kind of makes the shadow seem like a sort of shell or covering.. and I love the idea of MK meeting macaque in the mindscape for the #first time too. like the moment mac rescues him from LBD and MK sees him all battered and tired looking brooooooo #I’m not even sure if that would count as a mindscape but it rattles around in my brain like loose marbles #god I fucking love this au. gives me imagination fuel swear to god #my art #doodles #lmk #Lego Monkie kid #Monkie kid #lmk au #re-bound!au #rebound au #lmk sun wukong #lmk swk #lmk macaque #lmk six eared macaque #lmk mk #lmk xiaotian

[u3pxx]

i adore your fem harry. i do have one question. she do got a beer gut right

of course, why would i take that away from her!!!!!! (and hehe thank you im so glad u do <3)

#she still has the faln jacket but that didnt zip down so i chose the windbreaker instead to draw her in + #BC I WANTED TO DRAW BODIES!!!!! AHHHHHHHH! #sorry im so tired FDGH im thinking abt arent beer guts like more firm than regular fat stomachs so maybe i couldve portrayed that better #but oh well next time! what you need to know is that shes still fat god bless #i need to not look at this drawing anymore my bad brain is making me hate my own drawings now which is Not Good! orz #sunnysideanswers #sunnysidedraws #sunnysidedoodles #harriet du bois #anonymous #im not tagging this with the main disco tag you know who she is DFGHD #described #id in alt text #genderbend #<- blacklisting purposes #sunnysidedisco #disco femlysium

[screwpinecaprice]

I have no idea where they are tbh.

Anyways, taking a few days hiatus from drawing anything digitally to rest my eyes longer. So the requests queue are on hold until the end of the weekend.

#connverse #Connie Maheswaran #Steven Quartz Universe #my shiz #su #Yeah. It's my own doing anyway. I look at a screen at work. And then look at a screen at home. And STILL #procrasticate getting anti radiation glasses and upgrading my correction glasses. lol #Real big brain move right there. RIP #I'm not only constantly tired I now am also constantly wanting to throw up. (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻ #This drawing had been in my folders for a while. There was a reason why I didn't finish or upload this but I can't remember why??? #Anyway. Screw you past me anyway. I'm posting this now then go to bed.lol

[ailithnight]

It might just be the pre-bed brain wiggles, but I feel like there's a really nice, really poignant story to be told* about a Gotham that does, eventually and against all odds, get better.

Maybe not- probably not- in fact definitely not perfect. But better. A Gotham that isn't perpetually a seething cesspool of crime, corruption, and curses. With an Arkham that heals. And a Blackgate that -if it exists at all- reforms. And a system that, while just as fallible as it is anywhere else, is more than just a front to cover up other injustices.

And in this Gotham that, despite never becoming the shining beacon of prosperity that some of her sister cities like Metropolis became, got better; Batman -the grim and gritty, dark and dirty, justice in the shape of fear- isn't really needed any more.

And Robin -the symbol of hope, joy, wonder, the miracle of surviving and the magic of learning you can still smile; the little bird of light long hidden -protected- in the cage of Batman's shadow; finally flies alone and free.

*Not within the confines of the current canon, obviously. But when has the confines of current canon ever stopped anyone, even DC itself, before?

#Batman #Robin #DC #Too tired to make sure this makes sense #Take my sleepy brain wiggles and like or hate them at your own discretion

[findmeabowlofundertale]

Why did I make this

#someone ate the last sprinkle donut in the break room probably #seeker draws #gaster #⁂ gaster #seeker gaster #WHY THIS #WHY NOT SOMETHING I ACTUALLY WANTED TO WORK ON #my brain and hand do whatever they want I’m just along for the ride #*sigh* #⁂ memes #this isn’t even in character #(unless he’s really REALLY tired) #but i mean having kids is exhausting on its own so maybe that’s why #finally got to actually use the real aster font

[sindar-princeling]

absolutely loving the daily dracula idea let's do lord of the rings next

#it's mine my own my precious #the lord of the rings #lotr #fun fact this is my first time reading dracula #also its so SMART bc im often too tired to Read A Book but reading a fragment that came in the mail tricks my brain into not being tired

[1pcii]

S-Hawk in the astro boy 2003 school fit 😮!!

(no reposts please but reblogs are greatly appreciated!)

#psii.png #brain that wants to avoid spoilers and read the story at my own pace vs brain that is soso obsessed with eggheads aesthetics. guess who won #1pc #one piece #one piece fanart #op fanart #one piece spoilers #egghead arc #one piece seraphim #dracule mihawk #s-hawk #s-mihawk #undescribed #sorry im just so tired rn #to edit #<- so i remember to do it later #this is also fun because the first time we see astro go to school they have a history class /about/ pirates (its the denko episode idr the #exact number tho)

[juustozzi]

So much would never again be the same.

y'know, theres this one fic, called A Little More Like Hell, that's been living in my head for a while... so I had to draw my fav scene so far!

#mairimashita! iruma kun #blood / #injury / #fun fact: my computet crashed twice while working on this #so I was a bit cranky and tired and I just wanted to finish so that's why the bg is so *vague gesturing* #fic author says the fic is pure self-indulgence and I am in the picture. this fic scratches my brain in the best places #own art #fic art

[theshadowrealmitself]

I got two thoughts tonight:

Vulcans who’ve become so good at regulating their emotions that they still have a pretty good hold on them even when compromised, like under the influence of chocolate, and being quietly happy about that fact

And

Human partners/friends/coworkers/etc, not just other Vulcans, understanding how important it is to the Vulcans they know to not show emotion outwardly, and how humiliating it must be to not only show emotion in public but to have that choice + control ripped away from them, so whenever a situation where their control slips, like chocolate/weird plant pollen/emotionally compromising event/etc happens, they focus on helping that Vulcan get away from people and into some privacy (even from them) instead of using it as an opportunity to “find out how that Vulcan really feels about them”

#I hope this is comprehensible #I am both tired and sick #and trying to think happy thoughts instead of thoughts that upset me #I’m a fan of like. Vulcans accidentally drunk texting people #I think that could be funny #but other people knowing that the Vulcan is drunk and actively trying to take advantage of the situation? #not funny #not fun #it’s about not taking advantage of your loved ones #but accidental confessions on their own when pressed by no outside force is okay to me #if any of this makes sense? #my brain is frying and trying to sleep rn I should really be passed out already #Star Trek #Vulcans #Humans

[phxntomhives]

Twst theory: the events are all canon, they just fit in a weird timeline for each character

WARNING: Spoilers for Book 7

This is because the events are happening in the dreams created by Malleus' unique magic.

This is just for fun but it always bugged me how much canon the events are. They are not mentioned in the main storyline and the main storyline doesn't really mention them.

Yesterday night I couldn't sleep so I started to thinking about the cards and remembered the groovy animation: there are the thorns covering the card. And there is the black fog (also used when Silver and the others are being trapped in the blot) when the character speaks their line. Then the thorns retract, "freeing" the character and you have the groovy.

An example of a groovy here in case you forgot/don't remember (but litteraly any card is fine): https://youtu.be/vp68GOQnE6w

It would be interesting if this was an hint that the events are just the wishes/desires of someone that became true in the reality that Malleus created. Thanks to Idia we have seen that the dream can reset itself and in general everything goes as intended by Malleus' idea of Happy Ending. It could be that the events happen when the owner is waking up/realizing something is wrong so Malleus uses a panick button and make a nice event for them in order to distract them. Or the person dreaming is just feeling silly and wants to do something different and Malleus just goes "I got you". Plus, if I am not wrong, most, if not all, event are just overall nice, there isn't too much trauma in them (but it is true I am EXTREMELY behind in reading them, I am lazy).

"But the player/us can make decision" my brother in christ, Yuu does barely anything, we are cheerleaders at best. ESPECIALLY in the events. I understand why, on a gameplay level, it is not possible for us to make decision that actively effect the story, but we at most get a line that is slightly different as a reaction. If Malleus can recreate a whole fake universe in a dream I don't see why he can't add a fake version of us to the events, he HAS created a fake Ortho for Idia, Baul and Maleanor for Lilia. He just uses the memories and/or the hopes of the dreamer to create the situation. So maybe the Yuu in the events is just how Malleus and the dreamer sees Yuu. Remember, in this theory everything is working as he intended, even "us". Yuu (player) can't affect the story because Yuu (player) is not living it, it's Malleus' version of Yuu, how HE sees Yuu. Most likely also influences by the dreamer's view. Probably more the dreamer's view of Yuu that Malleus' honestly.

I also like the idea that Malleus just add Yuu since Yuu is basically his favourite human (after Silver/right with Silver) so I can see him going "Yuu brings happyness, let's add them to the dream, it makes sense, they will help make the dream happier."

The I started to wonder: but then why doesn't he add himself to every event? Doesn't he want to be more present in everyone's life? Be invited to stuff and spend time with them? What better opportunity than this, since he is adding himself already to the entrance ceremony? My polite guess is that he knew it would become too weird for the dreamer if he suddently appeared everywhere when he was barely seen until that moment, so he decided to cast himself aside for most events to be less suspicious. Idia realizes almost immediately something is wrong thanks to the insane gatcha luck so imagine if he suddenly found Malleus everywhere? "Why are you here, you aren't supposed to be here????" it would immediately raise suspicious from everyone.

This being said, the theory is likely wrong but I had way too much fun trying to guess who would be the owner of each dream-event. So I tried to think about it and here is my results, feel free to share if you think it different! (Under the cut because it would become kilometric)

Part 1 because it has become SO MUCH LONGER than expected

Happy Beans Day - Seize the Golden Harp!

SSR Azul, SR Jade + Jack, R Cater.

Dreamer - I feel like this is easy: Azul's team won and he is free from the pain of P.E. (felt). So I feel it's pretty safe to assume it's his dream. I do believe this challange could happens also in the main story since it's a yearly tradition, but it would be fun if Azul dreamed of it and maybe changed the outcome. In the happy dream, his team won while in reality he is still stuck with the lessons (I feel your pain Azul).

Why the others are present - I wouldn't be surprised if this is just how the teams were in the main story, and Azul just changed the finale. I don't remember if the first event had the Malleus VS Lilia fight but I like to think that is the real Malleus and he was just training a little to see how much he can affects the dreams and just have a nice sparring session.

Fairy Gala ~Festival of the Spring-Calling Fairies~

SSR Leona, SR Jamil + Kalim, R Ruggie

Dreamer - This was already harder, because no I don't think being the SSR automatically means you are the dreamer. It's too easy and with event with multiple SSR it would be more complicated (plus, this game would become boring quickly). So I reread it quickly and since "Leona and Kalim were tasked by Crowley to infiltrate the Fairy Gala" I believe Kalim would be a nice fit. He is there, dancing, spending time with Jamil and getting to know Leona and Ruggie better, which I don't think he would mind!

Why the others are present - he goes everywhere with Jamil and deeply cares about him, so I can see him trying to add Jamil to the dream in any way possible to enjoy more things together. I feel he could see Leona and Ruggie as a "do not separate" situation so, of course they would come together in the dream too. The reason for "why Leona?", it's because of the "Exotic" (tho I deeply disagree with the term ofc) theme. Vil and Divus are there because they can easily be considered the best for the costumes and training in any situation.

Ghost Marriage ~Proposal of Destiny~

SSR Ace, SR Riddle + Epel, R Rook

Dreamer - well, I think we can all agree it is definitely not Idia lol. As my biggest kin, I can promise you that if I were to dream of being kidnapped I would also be also the one saving myself and I would not want to have a squad of people to come to dig my grave deeper help me. We can also all agree that, most likely, all the slapped boys are definitely not the one dreaming. I don't think Ortho would dream can he dream? of his brother being kidnapped. Sam also doesn't feel quite right. I think it is pretty safe to assume again one of the guys that got the card is the one dreaming (yes I don't feel safe assuming that this is true for all events). But then who? Riddle is off the chart because the rulesTM were almost broken and he was desperate to fix it. I guess he would dream something more peaceful that either follows the rules or completely ignore them. Rook is also off the chart, he can see beauty in everything so he would not make Eliza reject everyone if anything I see him going more for an harem ending. Also he would not let Vil's face be ruined by a slap, I think. Ace or Epel that is the question. My heart is screaming Epel just because he can let go of his frustration by fighting, and he could finally hit Vil (Eliza did it, but it would be his dream soooo). Buut my mind reminds me that Ace has dropped that he had a girlfriend that left him. Seems like a pretty big lore to drop if Epel is the one dreaming. I can't find a reason for Epel to dream about Ace telling of his romantic past. Plus if I am not wrong he is the one that in the end plays the major role of making Eliza realize her feelings. So, for as much as I would like to say Epel, I think the dreamer is Ace.

Why the others are present - for chaos. And the Drama.

#twisted wonderland #twst wonderland #twst theory #disney twisted wonderland #no beta we die like men #i'm tired of rereading this so you take it as it is #twisted wonderland theory #pls be gentle #if you want to add your own version pls do I am curious #not sleeping is bad for my silly brain and i come up with this #please don't take this too seriously #i was just sleep deprived

[seventh-district]

OCD will literally remove your brain's ability to register when a task is Complete and then create 10,000 incredibly ridiculous and extremely specific rules for you to follow in every single aspect of your life (to keep you safe, of course, it tells you.) and then tells you that if you don’t do them Correctly and Completely every single time it tells you to (it tells you countless times per day) then the Entire Fucking World Will End and then it’ll do this fucked up thing where it makes you believe that nonsense.

and then people that don’t have it will make silly little jokes about being soooooo OCD and make t-shirts with fun little acronyms on them like Obsessive Coffee Disorder and tell you how much they like it when things are organized and clean, too!!

and then you’re supposed to just. laugh. like you haven’t been robbed of your entire being and potential and been taken over by a mind and life altering disability

#PSA: don’t fucking tell me to Seek Therapy or Try Medication. i am Aware. i have Tried. it isn’t that fucking simple #and this is my blog. i’ll complain about my illnesses all i want to. if you don’t like it i strongly encourage you to unfollow me #ocd #actually ocd #cw ocd #cw mental illness #mental health stuff #Seven.txt #Obsessive Compulsive Disorder is actually SO goddamn insidious. and only ppl that have lived with it will understand that #it’s a terrible terrible thing. to have something ruin your entire life under the guise of keeping you safe #it’s like being abused by your own mind and i don’t say that lightly #okay. stopped crying long enough to get this post out of my brain and onto my blog #gonna put Walking Disaster on loop and return to my Mental Illness Floor Time now #if no one hears from me for a little while it’s not personal i just. need to not be a Person right now. i’m so tired

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i swear i have the body of a 50 yr old. i did something mildly active for less than an hour today and my back Aches. who authorized this

#my back: oughhhh im so weak you need to lay down and be still for ten hours #honey i do not have the patience nor the time for that #i am chugging this soup and then im Really Fuckin Crunching The Packing & Cleaning #my mother gets here at like 2 am and i want to get shit done before she arrives #so that i can be told i did a good job for once in my damn life #sorry that was pathetic! #i actually am just a spiteful creature that wants to prove that Hey. maybe i can be relied upon this one time #bet she expects to get here to see an absolute mess w/ not nearly enough packed #JOKES ON YOU FUCKER IM DOIN IT ALL ON MY OWN #i got shit done Without you. ha! #also i want to go whale watching tomorrow #i need to be on the water... i need it.... big aminal please... #rambles from the bog #i feel so. Independent. and tired #took the cats to the vet all on my own. got them a prescription. rode in two ubers and made casual conversation both times #completely fumbled a brief interaction with a really cute girl who was definitely outta my league #me: wants to talk to cute girl. if she offers to get the door for you say Yes #brain: look at the floor. ignore her. say 'no ive got it' when she offers to get the door for you #sobbing and wailing. totally won otherwise lmao #my cats were so good!!! they were so sweet and they Listened! #they stayed on the weighing plate & let their claws be clipped #they were so friendly and nice and WELL BEHAVED WHAT WAS THAT #when i try to clip their claws i get squirmy mc wormie and little miss war crimes #i walk away with new scars and nothin to show for it #but noooo. vets do it and not a peep. not a single wriggle. no hisses or meows. just hangin out #man. at least my cats are comfy enough with me to be up front w their desires #fuckin fakers... beautiful sweet well behaved fakers.... #the vets absolutely loved them btw. all three people that were in the room loved how sweet my little critters were <3 #i am Proud tbh

[fisheito]

a taste of Things I Draw in the hazy juncture of drowsy---sneep

#sometimes i'll be lyin there in typical /too tired to brain///too active to fall asleep/ Zone #and a way to trick myself intofeeling some satisfaction that will permit me to attempt Rest #is to draw my thoughts without a filter. like a ranting journal! #unfortunately my thoughts are all nuca at this point so the before-bedtime-diary becomes...this #rotating kani chars for my own gigglesies #seems like i often go to bed with lingering feelings of violence toward yakumo #:BIG SHRUG: #yakumo #kuya

[zackmartin]

KNIGHT SQUAD FIFTH ANNIVERSARY ☆ texts posts | part two

#knight squad #knight squad anniversary #knight squad day #sugar spice #tiara thief #knight squad nickelodeon #knight squad nick #nickelodeon #nick #nickelodeonedit #nickedit #knightsquadedit #daniella perkins #owen joyner #savannah lee may #lexi dibenedetto #lilimar hernandez #amarr m wooten #made by me #gifs #* #love that 90% of these are shona's alsdkjf feels fitting since they're hosting this event #sorry for exposing you like this shona LKSJDFLKSJDF #i had other (i.e. better) ideas but I didn't have the time/energy to complete them 😔 #also yes I included one of my own posts. I was right and I deserve to be in this set. I've been here since day one #please forgive any typos/mistakes in the alt IDs. I'm super tired and I've found a bunch of them. I THINK I got them all but I can't be sur #I'll double check tomorrow when I'm not super sleepy and my brain is actually like. working alskdjf

[baselicoc]

sure, you can keep your employee around by pretend-drugging him. or you can keep him around by threatening something he loves. that could also work.

anway i've been mentioning a spider AU for gabe here and there but heres the full sheet as it stands now. alchemax is possibly even worse than canon 2099 in his universe, and by nature of his connection to miguel he becomes a bit of a victim to it.

#gabriel o'hara #gabriel o’ hara #spiderman #spider-man 2099 #sm2099 #spiderman 2099 #yes im busy with artfight. yes i will still find time to gabriel post #i tried to make sure the details made enough sense as they stood on their own but ive been rotating this guy in my brain for ages #so they also might not. make sense. im tired #my art #hoping this doesnt look like an existing spider costume cause my silly ass did not check at all