dear GOD, ragnarachael isn’t DEAD?
wow, hi team. how have we all been? well? better than me, i hope? well, this is your update post on me since i’ve really been MIA here since, what?? september when someone stole my kinktober writing?
content warnings for things under the cut, because i’m not an asshole and am warning you about how life has been: parental death (again baybee!), shit mental health vibes is generally what this is, and mentions about america being a fucking shithole <3
since june 2022, i was in this...funk. all the abortion bans, my job not turning out how i expected it to, more shit about america going batshit crazy and turning upside down, my dad LITERALLY commenting on my weight very often.
it just. wasn’t good for me as a fucking person, and i needed to step the hell off of stuff and things. i also felt like if i kept posting here, you’d all be angry that i’m not writing fanfiction AND SO, i existed on my queen blog until that fixation died off slowly and weaned into the gvf fandom (so shocking, i know)
BUT ANYWAY, here we are. 2023, and i’m actually in worse fucking condition than i was literally in september.
the good: got a new, better paying job and started march! i love it there, i can dye my hair and have fun piercings! i got a small tattoo when i saw family in december! finally saw greta van fleet live in march and am seeing them again in july!
the really fucking bad: my dad passed away yesterday morning.
yeaaaaah. fun, yes yes.
as we’re aware, not my first rodeo, lost my mom 4 years ago (as of the 4th), so how poetic he kicks it two days after her. CLEARLY this means i’ve gotta figure out my whole life situation now that it’s just me, my cat, and my turtle. of course, this is only the first 24-48 hours, this week is going to get more and more shit probably by the hour.
but now that i feel comfortable posting on here for the moment, this means exactly what you’re expecting me, a fanfiction writer who you for some reason all really enjoy reading from: i am going to be going on a hiatus. don’t know how long, i just know that yeah, no, i am.
i consider this blog, ragnarachael, my general blog for fanfiction. it’s where i’ve posted all of my writing on this site for the forever i’ve been here, and i plan on kinda keeping it that way. unless i start posting gvf fic, then, well. you can find me over on the blog i’ve been camping out in since like a few months ago, @celestialsolstice. i’ll either post any and all gvf fanfic there OR on my AO3 account, if anyone is magically interested in that.
i’ll be chilling out on here for the rest of the evening maybe if anyone sends in an ask, ANSWER, asks i’ve received and kinda revamp my blog, because while i love eddie..that fixation has passed on <3
SOOOOO tdlr: rachael’s life is back to how it was in 2019 and she’s not gonna write/post any fanfiction for a hot good long minute because she needs to now get her shit together.
if you’ve read this long into the post, thanks! it’s appreciated! and sorry (but not sorry) for explaining myself sooner. i know i owe none of you literally anything, but i do feel bad for just Ghosting. if you wanna follow me, chat around, enjoy my shitposting ways and suffer with my gvf content, seriously follow @celestialsolstice because that’s the blog i am, like, literally always logged in on nowadays.
anywhosies. gonna go make the blog look pretty! i’ll be here if you wanna scream and shout at me!
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