#anyway i lvoe her

[ourselvers]

she/her sans because i haven’t properly drawn her since last year and i miss her :((((((

#a year ago i made a post about my take on genderbent sans #since i got so fed up with the sexualized art of it lololol #so whenever i show this to peopel and theyre like uh but its the exact same as og sans just with a few changes #im like... yeah exactly #does this make sense #sorry its like 1 am #anyway i lvoe her #sans #undertale #sans undertale #genderbend sans #sansgender #giggles

[atthebell-moved]

darling dead egg

#bell.txt #qsmp #qsmp fanart #qsmp tilin #mcyt crafts #bell crochets #i hate tagging my crochet stuff. what the hell #anyway. i lvoe her #i will try to make more of them but no promises this one was really easy so it took like literally fifteen minutes

[cupophrogs]

May I show you this RIPPED lady

May i hug her? She looks so huggable.

#Her arms are open for a hug! I must #but anyways hOLY SHIT #I lvoe this so much #She looks like she'd snap my neck with her pinkie paw #/pos

[torhues]

miya atsumu.

w : female reader, mentions of pregnancy, somewhat emotional idk, tsum makes his entry at the end but we still talk ab him throughout this helppp

faint aroma of the thyme tea resting in front of you keeps you from getting bored while waiting for atsumu. it's not that he has left you somewhere alone, in fact you're at his mother's place, but you still wish he would come home a bit early, especially since the weather is getting cold as the sunset caves in.

a part of you wants to discard the tea.

"are you nervous?" atsumu's mother— your mother-in-law, of course, interjects just when you were about to get up from the chair.

"sort of," your fingers dance around the hem of your dress, a lazy smile fluttering on your lips; amidst the cold winds, you find comfort within the warmth provided by the minimal sunlight offered by the setting sun. "i wonder if i'll be a good mother,"

it's the fifth time you're visiting your mother-in-law throughout your seven month long pregnancy, though you wished you could just stay at her place for the rest of the time left. something about her presence makes you forget all of your worries, even if it's just for a few minutes. she resembles a mentor, despite being your husband's mom, while on other days, you see glimpses of your mother in her eyes.

"how was it, raising 'tsum and osamu?" the question slips off your tongue before you even know it. you've been thinking of asking her for a while now, thinking, nothing more, before the words decide to escape on their own, knowing you would never voice them out.

"i don't know," it's an indifferent reply, you think. perhaps, you anticipated something more, something that would give you an insight into motherhood, but she doesn't spare you a glance, continuing to arrange the photo albums and frames. "i had them when i was quite young, and was scared i would do something wrong, that i wouldn't know when they are hungry. i was scared of all the worst scenarios i had in my head but, when i held them in my arms for the first time, i was relieved. i didn't know how i'll do it, but i knew it would be fine,"

there's a photo frame on the corner table with a picture of the twins in her arms. you've seen it a lot of times, often pointing out how different atsumu looked back then, even if it's only reasonable, while admiring them the other times. you've imagined yourself in her place— with your twins in your arms and atsumu by your side. looking through the photo album earlier, you had pictured yourself with your kids, thinking about all the things you would do to give them a memorable childhood.

all the concerns and plans you had, without a doubt, made you nervous.

"i thought, i wouldn't do things right," she continues, hands busy with cleaning all the frames that had captured atsumu and osamu's childhood together. "but, one look at them and i'd know what they need. it was like a miracle, to wake up from sleep exactly when they were hungry, or needed me to change their diapers. i think it's something you get after becoming a mother,"

and most of the people have told you the same, even your own mom. you're scared, but behind your fear, you imagine atsumu with his twins, doing everything that him and osamu did as children. you picture your kids wearing matching pajamas like any other siblings. at some point in future, you image them cooking with their father, perhaps an outdoor barbeque, since atsumu loves it.

you image atsumu teaching them volleyball and playing with them every evening. you already know he would be on cloud nine the moment they start praising him for being such an amazing volleyball player. you image going to little picnic dates with your family, or maybe, to the beach during the summers, making sand castles and playing by the shore. you image atsumu sleeping on the couch with your kids at noon after a tiring day at morning practice.

you imagine your kids holding onto atsumu's fingers while trying to walk, ultimately taking their first steps that make him burst into tears. you imagine him taking them to grocery stores and buy them every candy they lay their eyes upon— which is a little too much but the atsumu you know would do that. he would do anything for the two mini him-and-you running around the house, and you would too, without any compromises.

"was it hard raising them?" you ask again, this time with more interest in hearing her experience as a mother, or maybe, you simply wanted to hear about things atsumu and osamu did that kids.

"a little, but again, it's not easy to handle kids," her lips curl into a smile before they morph into a slight frown, "but atsumu gave me a hard time,"

"he would start crying the moment i took my eyes off him, always being able to find chocolates no matter where i hid them. you might not believe, but atsumu was somewhat of a shy kid to begin with. while osamu would make friends at the playground, he would hide behind his father,"

osamu once told you how in middle school, atsumu had the hardest time making friends because the two of them were assigned different classes. other times, osamu would introduce atsumu to his friends, but middle school taught him to depend on himself rather than having someone else to lean upon all the time, and made him into who he is right now.

it was hard to believe that the atsumu you know, miya atsumu, the one who has such a bit mouth, was once introverted. he's someone who announced it in the whole school when you became his girlfriend in middle school, the one who announced his marriage to you on twitter account before even talking to PR team and got scolded about it, the one who threw a party when he found out he was going to become a dad.

"gosh, i feel sad now," her words pull you out of your thoughts as a slight wave of guilt dwelled upon your shoulders for not focusing on her words and being lost in your own world.

you shift a little closer to her, "mom, did something happen?"

and silence is all you receive as a response. you notice the dull grimace masking her face, one that makes her someone so unknown because no matter the situation, she has always been the person to smile the brightest amidst a crowd.

"time flies by so quickly," she chuckles softly, "it feels like yesterday, he was a kid toddling around me all the time, and now, he's about to become a dad,"

between silence and fleeting steps of nostalgia in the room, you hear the door click, and the next thing you know is atsumu has returned from his little gathering with highschool friends. the room doesn't feel lonely anymore, and maybe it's because of his presence that's loud in itself, or the way he crouches in front of you, smiling at your belly and telling his kids how much he has missed them, and that he wouldn't leave them alone with you for hours ever again in case they grow more liking to you.

you could hear distance city noises as the night caved in, and by the time osamu came back, you had been planning to depart. although, a part of you wishes you could stay with them a little longer, you know atsumu shouldn't miss his practice since he's already planning to take a long leave once the twins are born; and there's no way he's leaving you at his mother's place all alone.

"so, what did you and mom talk about?" he asks, breaking the comforting silence that has been accompanying you through the car ride.

"not much," you slide your phone inside your purse, "just tales about how much of a trouble you were to your mom," atsumu laughs bitterly, and it's just a show because by this time, he knows that leaving you alone with his mom would result in discussions about his childhood. stories will be shared and secrets will be spilled, and atsumu would rather watch a soap opera than have his own mother tell you the embarrassing stuff he did as a kid.

you steal a glance at him. both osamu and atsumu are splitting images of their father, from tip to toe, but atsumu has his mother's eyes. perhaps, it's too late for you to notice this now, and maybe, he would be salty that you never noticed this, because he has always taken pride in resembling his mother, even if it's in just one feature.

"remember when you asked me if you would be a good father?" you slide your hands in atsumu's, wiping off all the doubts that have been seeping through his fingers, "our kids can't have a better dad, tsum,"

#♡ hues'. #♡ handmade. #haikyuu x reader #atsumu x reader #haikyuu fic #atsumu fic #haikyuu fluff #atsumu fluff #haikyuu drabbles #atsumu drabbles #haikyuu headcanons #atsumu headcanons #haikyuu #haikyuu atsumu #atsumu miya #what is this WHAT IS THIS #LIKE WHEN I WAS THINKING AB THIS I WAS SO EMOTIONAL #THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA TO WRITE BUT . anyway i lvoe mother miya #i respect her for raising two impossibly handsome children even tho one of them is an idiot ( sorry atsumu i love u ) #im sorry ive been reading wmmap i need some good mother father child family fluff happy ending thing or i'll die #even my mom told me yesterday i grew up too quickly i am Not ok esp after reading that manhwa and hearing this from her #sorry for the rant in tags ???????????//

[constellation-skirmishes]

you'll never be able to figure out i'm a woman lover. surely.

#aayla secura #my favorite woman #i lvoe her #wagh #star wars fanart #tcw #anyways. doodles because im a wee bit burnt out (my brain is fried) #i just like drawing her and trying to find the version i like the best :) #lukka's workshop

[lupine-nebula]

nap time

#rose tyler #eighth doctor #dr who #eightrose #timepetals #bad wolf #doctor who #rose tyler loves the doctor #the doctor loves rose tyler #oh to lay in the lap of the love of my lives perfectly content #anyways they mean everything to me #hc rose changes her style a little every regeneration. you'll see what i do for it #anyways i lvoe rose #the person ever #lupine's art

[anikiain]

If Ejojo has a million fans, then I am one of them. If Ejojo has ten fans, then I am one of them. If Ejojo has only one fan then that is me. If Ejojo has no fans, then that means I am no longer on earth. If the world is against Ejojo, then I am against the world.

#art #ejojo #boboiboy #boboiboy fanart #I lvoe this man #I love him so much I need the people to see my viison of him #Yes my babygirl killed Probe but thats just how it is for him hes too swag for it yk #He can do whatever he wants <3 #Anyway hes a dog in my eyes #I miss him sm #My husband whom have not appeared or barely mentioned #I feel like a 1950s housewife waiting for her husband whos been sent over to fight war #except hes dead and I am now waiting for a letter from the military regarding his death and his tag and uniform #Unless Monsta brings him back #maybe. #I say as I have been delusional about this for 7 years

[a-flickering-soul]

How I Stopped Worrying And Learned To Love Bones: The Harrow Cosplay

Or: I felt like doing a little writeup of the making of my Harrowhark Nonagesimus cosplay because I worked hard on it and this is also basically the first cosplay I actually completed. And I'm also just very proud of it.

I knew from the start I wanted the silhouette to essentially be a triangle, since I deeply believe that Harrow in full vestments is like a little walking cone. This is also deeply influenced by the many years I spent in church choir wearing those dinky little robes.

The first thing I figured out was the headpiece. I knew I wanted the hair to be covered (both in a religious way and also so I wouldn't have to wear a wig), but when it comes to hair coverings, there's a lot of ways it could go. I initially considered mantillas, to go with the whole Catholicism of it all, but unfortunately I was possessed with the spirit of half my ancestors and decided to drape a scarf like a dupatta (I considered making maang tikka to go with it, but had a hard time with the logistics of that). I found a drapy, thin black scarf at a thrift store and held onto it for a while. You can tell from the picture that it's pretty sheer and also a good length.

I szuszed it up by hand-stitching some white lace to it (since I'm very taken with the idea of the Ninth producing lace like all good nunneries did), as well as some seashell beads in a suitable bonelike color and these very cool tiny silver skull beads. These are only on the front of my scarf as a nice little decoration.

For the rest of the jewelry, Sculpey really came through. I used it to make some (outsized) teeth to create a rosary, along with some very cool volcanic rock beads. Individually knotting each bead and tooth was a huge time sink, but definitely worth it visually. Nine teeth for each of the houses.

I also made some bone bangles out of Sculpey (although this was towards the end of things when I was kind of losing steam).

My metamour @benthicbimbo was fucking amazing though and literally?? made thee most beautiful phalanges choker out of Sculpey and velvet ribbon and they're weathered and textured so beautifully and it's such a wonderful piece I genuinely wear it around places quite often.

And because they're incredible they also made these beautiful faux earrings for me that I tragically forgot to wear during Halloween but do look genuinely stunning!!! Like what!!!!!

For the big layers, I genuinely got the best luck at Goodwill in one fell swoop and I have no idea how I got this lucky. The dress is Shein (and once you touch it that fact is very obvious) and the overcoat is a CQ by CQ trench coat someone didn't want anymore (sans belt). These combined with the dupatta really solidified the silhouette and both the pattern of the dress and the brocade on the overcoat really were exactly what I was looking for and it was a sheer stroke of luck that I found both of them in one go.

And now, the big boy: the ribcage corset. I wrestled with this thing for what felt like ages and I'm decently pleased with it, but I definitely have plans for improvement. I started off with a wire frame just to see what kind of shape I wanted-- I took inspiration from the book cover, but slutted it up a little with the titty cups because I felt like having fun. This was made with floral wire and duct tape.

Once I had it to a point where it was reasonably symmetric and fit to my body, I added a very thin layer of quilt batting. The goal of this step was to add bulk without weight or necessarily a gajillion layers of plaster or paper mache. As a friend of mine described it, it looked like low-poly gore.

From here, I added two layers of paper mache since I really wanted it to be rigid-- I did not want this to flex with me as I moved or really flex at all. I wanted to really sell that this was made of bone.

It was at this point I realized I fucked up enormously because the bottom was very asymmetric and I never did a final fit to myself, but it turned out okay anyways, especially combined with the overcoat. I slapped a few layers of acrylic paint over it and used a black ribbon to just tie it around my back-- it was going to be covered by the overcoat anyways so I didn't think too hard about that part.

And that's pretty much it! The black leather gloves are my usual winter gear, and the shoes are my everyday officewear black heels. The face paint design was a mix of the book cover, some fanart I'd seen, and some mockups a friend of mine made for me.

Overall, I had a ton of fun putting together what I feel like is my first con-worthy cosplay, and it was a massive upgrade from last year's cosplay. I'm not 100% satisfied with the ribcage-- I believe I can do better-- but this method was pretty solid (I'd recommend overestimating spaces between ribs though when making the frame). The face paint also wasn't my best work-- thick cream paint is a huge bitch to work with and I didn't have any brushes, but it got the point across. Either way, this cosplay was enormously fun to put together, actually quite comfortable to wear and move around in, and very satisfying to look at. As a reward or perhaps punishment for reading this far, a mandatory couples' cosplay with my beloathed Gideon (my dear @laserlesbians). Happy belated boneday!

#flickerthoughts #tlt #cosplay #flicker's face #the title is such a lie i loved bones wayyyyyy before i read tlt but anyways #harrow cosplay harrow cosplay i lvoe her so much #enormously pleased with how this came out and already have thoughts on making it Better #i love her so much i also love making things this was so good for my brain #everyone look at my cute butch. look at her. mwah. #LOOK at the beautiful jewelry my metamour made. insane. insane. they're insane. #i look at it all the time #this was so fun and so self indulgent!!! cosplay is so epic arts n crafts r so epic #RAAAAHHH!!! harrow cosplay!!!! #i also partially wanted to post this bc i dont think ive seen anyone make the ribcage corset quite like this and i wanted to post my method #people do CRAZY shit to make that thing. tazmuir you were nuts for that costume choice.

[intertexts-moving]

read this au last night & ive been thinking abt it all day. also its a great excuse for me to daydream about ae86s.

#this was sooo fun... whole fic is genuinely nothing but gorgeous vibes & its so fun 2 try n capture that a bit <3 #yes.. i know the ae86 is theee drifter & that specifically isnt wwx's thing in the fic. however consider 1) i lvoe her 2) its cheap and #easy to fuck with.. lwj has the pure white rx7 fd because shes fucking gorgeous. #mdzs #wangxian #mine #anyway. this one is for ME im having so much fun being absolutely self indulgent & messing w/ fun color palettes & ridiculously niche #street racing aus. extremely delightful !! :3

[bylertruther]

older!byler is EVERYTHING to me 🥺 the idea that they can and will reach adulthood after everything that's happened to them, all of the close calls they've had, and the people they've lost along the way is just... [clenches fist] that they'll live to witness a time when their love is no longer something they have to deny themselves and hide if they want to survive, when it can be not just protected under the law but celebrated and cherished, too. that they'll live to witness a time when they can be exactly who they are in their each and every shade without apology or shame, crafting a life together that brings them joy, safety, and fulfillment—things they often went without as children. like... they just... they deserve it. 🥺

#I HAVE SO MANY FEELING S................. #THEY ARE SO ......... #i like to think tht they'd have kids... bc i just thought it was so cute how mike introduced 'baby holly' to el and asked her if she liked #her grapes 🥺 he was so like. happy n proud n endeared and with how nurturing and attentive mike is...? bro. he'd be a really good dad. #i mean. he found el and immediately housed clothed and fed her. at the fucking age of twelve so liek. yanno. #BUT ANYWAY #them creating their own family and wanting to break their cycles n be better than their parents is a thought tht makes me Happie #brings me joy n fuzzie feelings n such. slams hand on the table More Adult!Byler Fics NOW #even without a family adult!them just makes me so happy. i would like to read about those old men being in lvoe with each other 1000x pls

[minqies]

istg i haven't been on here for like 2 days, and i feel like i missed a lot 😭

#・ .˳⁺⁎ 𓂃 ⌗ ⠀:⠀ rants. #i was busy last night being at ITZY'S CONCERT LET'S GAURRRR #when i tell y'all i sound like a dying horse like my voice is HOARSE #i should get some tea but i'm so lazy to do so hkskkf #it was so fun omg !! i did pick bad seats bc the screen was tilted a bit from us but IDCCCC #girl when they opened the concert with born to be remix.. i was sat #YUNA'S SO SASSY I LVOE HER LMAO #i swear there were ppl barking once in a while and they were BEHIND US GKSKD #anyway i enjoyed the concert sm !! hoping for someone else to come to nz as well (praying for ateez or skz OR DC OMGGGG)

[rin-enjoyer]

i go back and forth on rin's elemental nature. i really think fire suits her for thematic parallels to sasuke reasons and also i just think fire is cool and suits her whole. perception of her self and being weird about purpose deal. but water is also cool because i think rin deserves to bloodbend. elaine kind of beat symbolism where she controls other people to try and come to terms with how she can't control herself. the way to resolve this is to take the path of "nature can warp under stress or whatever" and let rin's og nature be fire, so she has that in the entire og timeline and also the team 7 sensei au (good because those are the ones where the sasuke parallels are the Strongest) and then in the akatsuki!rin au the whole almost dying thing somehow leads to her nature changing to water. which works well because that's the au where she is the weirdest about control and also masks. 👍

#i am going to write up the timeline for the rin team 7 sensei au at some point i just need. to work out a few kinks #(the kinks are kakashi. in case you were wondering) #i know EXACTLY how rin would work in that situation lmao it's actually really fun because somehow she gets. better ? mental health? #also sasuke FINALLY gets to be a medic. and rin gets to address her complex feelings towards being pushed into a medic role by the system #its soooo good and also i kill off minato <3 man gets drawn and quartered by iwa and he DESERVES it!!! i lvoe him #anyways kakashi does do the whole tsukuyomi gig but i have no idea why. lmao. im figuring it out #it's not that i can't picture him doing harm. it's that i can't picture him dropping the singleminded loyalty #maaaybe i could get him in on a misguided itatchi type beat? but even that doesn't make sense #because like. hold on stick with me. he's danzo. #yaknow the kind of guy who devotes his soul to the village and will go against pollicy if he thinks its necessary but is still 100% loyal #i will have to write the sakumo danzo kakashi essay sometime. because oh baby. #anyways if you've read this far and don't wanna burn me at the stake for weird danzo opinions feel free to chat me up about kakashi #i am. open to aid on my understanding of him. not dead set on much.

[disastersteps]

its only been a few months but i had completely fallen into mortum pit.

mortunita AND mortujulita is now part of my 'im so so so normal about them' club along with julita-

#myramblings #holds on face #listen it just works so well with neets!! #grabs neets shoulders tightly. you are soooo getting love'd as twice as double as gayness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #look. ortega makes neets hate her then falling in love with her asshole-y self but still its. ortega. #then you have mortum who neets find themself just. wishing theyre themself. shopping about tech with her. they dont Realized theyre in love #since neets a demi lesbian- their thembo ass is gonna be a while before they realized 'oh i really LOVE mortum. fuck!!' #listen their lvoe for jules is still strong as ever and its HURTING #and mortum feel like a breather. but its also like. #i want them both. says the one who chose to be a villain so they can unleash that anger into the justice on these that harm them and and an #grabs neets and shakes them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #anyway. ahem #hi this is what my brain had commited to /lightheart

[superhater]

follow up to this cause i ran out of ideas

#aradia megido #rei ayanami #homestuck #neon genesis evangelion #my art #weird background cause its 4am & i can't come up with anything else #this is a doodle fyi #my eyes burn i just needed to get it out of #me #out of me so i could sleep #tortured artist plagued w homestuck women visions #im hussie but im better and love women appropriately #i loveeee women #anyway hope you guys like this one because i feel like #aradia is the best girl ever #like i love her so much #less intensely as dirk or vriska but def more positively #fucking lvoe her #also during this i went esoteic mode and bugged my ex #btw he deserves it #didnt realize how much i was settling til i found people who actually treated me well #that your sign i fyou need it #im gonna put this bitch on queue on pass out

[queen-beefcake-sqx]

It is literally taking everything in me not to look up spoilers about Gale's romance in Baldur's Gate 3 but if I had to guess, I am suspecting my "destructive religious devotion" kink is gonna get scratched by this wet beast of a man.

#ever since I caught him staring at an image of his goddess I cannot stop thinking about him #Like there's something about this that's hitting such a specific vibe I freaking lvoe #I cannot wait to see how this ties into his whole arcane hunger thing #because I am prepared for this boy to consume himself trying to feed the goddess #and be closer and closer and closer to her... #he'll weave himself into the weave itself #anyway gonna make sure to look at this post later #say more sadie #sadie plays bg3

[aster-go-brrr]

lisa appreciation time :) everybody appreciate lisa. Or Else

#category 5 aster moment #asterworks #(kinda idk) #lisa minci #lisa #(cant rember how i tag her) #the focus issues bring a sort of bokeh vibe i think it's FINE #anyway i lvoe her <3 #*this post is queued!