#anyway ignore this

[thesherrinfordfacility]

do you think current crowley wishes he could go back to the angel he was and tell him that his nebula, his stars, will be safe, that he himself will directly help to save them, and not only the stars but also the earth and humans that that sparky other angel likes so much. reassure him that his efforts won't be for nothing, he doesn't need to ask questions!!! he doesn't need to challenge anything, because it'll all be okay and he can trust that everything will work out fine

but then also stop. calculate, and understand that in order for everything to be okay... crowley has to ask questions, has to go through what he did, the pain and rage and abandonment and silence that comes with it, it's inevitable - because if he doesn't fall, doesn't become the demon he is now, everything that follows will never have happened, he'll never experience humanity, never get to buy the bentley, or feed the ducks, or grow his plants, or save the world, or fall in love??? and actually consider if the fall was worth every bit of pain and rage and abandonment and silence... if, in exchange, he gets all that????

#good omens #this makes no sense whatsoever but it suddenly hit me that if crowley does magically find a way to time travel #or at least manipulate the past from the present #he probably could make it so his former self doesnt ask questions - no matter how illogical that would be #illogical in that it would create a paradox (ive watched dw i know that's a Bad Thing) BUT to not do it would mean #accepting that the fall was worth it??? unreliable narratorship or not thats a tough pill to swallow #anyway ignore this

[hingabee]

i think everyone who speaks a language beside english (whether theyre esl or not) should write a fanfic in that language (or more, if you know more!) fandoms need more language diversity and its incredibly fun to read non-english fics, even if you have to use a translator or dictionary to help you at times! its a good tool to expand your vocabulary and understanding and i just think its neat

#i unironically learned english through reading and writing fic which then i used to read eng novels and watch english language tv and movies #and THEN I SPOKE TO native speakers #its so fun to learn language through fandom i wish it would go the opposite direction too since english is basically fandoms lingua franca #which makes you feel kind of obligated to make fanworks in english especially if theres no big community in ur native #WHICH DOESNT help keeping whatever small community there might be alive #anyway ignore this

[scholliski]

Just remembered about that shuffles Pinterest app again omg

#anyway ignore this #I’ve been hyperfixated on that stupid app all day #all for the game #aftg #neil josten #andrew minyard #the foxhole court #andreil #tfc #all for the gay #aftg shitpost #shitpost #kevin day #aftg fanart #fanart #all for the idiots #digital art #art #aftg edit

[that-art-hoe]

bosco is such a video game nerd she would love baldurs gate 3 i just know

#shed be an astarion romancer too i know it just the most flamboyant queer ass vampire elf boy #shed 100% play as a tiefling too #and she would fuck the mind flayer #anyway ignore this

[roselock22]

Me drawing Misako or Beatrix isn't beating the lesbian allegations,,,

#roselockrants #I always draw them as buff and i'm #anyway ignore this #half joke

[beneathstarryskies]

Honestly just considering deleting

#I don’t really feel like I have a place here anymore #nobody interacts with me anymore or checks in if I haven’t posted in a while #maybe it’s just me #but I see a lot of my moots getting so much love and don’t get me wrong you all deserve it so much #but I just feel lonely #even fandoms I used to be so involved in I don’t feel welcome to anymore #anyway ignore this

[syrakhanistan]

((man, I hope they release another Walpurgisnacht trailer soon…

If I was any good at video editing myself, I’d probably do a fan-edit of the trailer and/or the series (+ Rebellion), but with ONOKEN’s “Fragment” or with Hikaru Utada’s “One Last Kiss”.

Last Kiss is obviously related to Eva 3+1 and WR being the (presumably?) last entry in their respective franchises, and thematically appropriate.

Fragment is less to do with the song itself, and more to do with just the music… and definitely not inspired by Loyalists’ Girls Frontline fan-mod trailer for BO3.

I’d mainly picture my fan-edit of Fragment x Rising in a similar manner. Overhead shots of Mitakihara, the city moving along, the building works seen in the trailer… A society where God is AWOL and the Devil runs the show in secret, with a select few yearning to fight back. A society where said Devil has explicitly stated that she might just end the world after her job is done (“Perhaps, when I’ve eliminated the last of the Wraiths, I will do just that…”) and her love remains… Well, Madoka is as Madoka does. Madoka and Homura love one another - but can Madokami respect the wishes of AkumaHomura? And can the Devil understand the plight of an omnipresent God? And, while a War in Heaven becomes increasingly more likely, the city continues to simply be. The magical girls barely hold onto their sense of magic, even as they try to fight against a world that never even wanted to keep them in this Devil’s reality (or, more likely, Akuma’s concentration on Madoka has failed to take into account her subconcious need for friends that dragged the Quintet into the New World - her rival in Sayaka, her mentor in Mami, and her best pal in Kyoko).

…

If you couldn’t tell, I may be getting ‘doka Withdrawals. My writer’s block for the tale of the First (and the continued endless hiatus of the sacred texts) probably don’t help.

Still! One can dream. As I say, I can’t (don’t know how) to do video edits, and both of them are probably copyright anyway. But… That fast paced feeling. A world on the brink, that doesn’t recognise the impact coming, the instability of a Devil trying to hold the reins in of an omnipotent and omnipresent deity, the friends who cannot hope to defeat Akuma in open combat nor can fully comprehend the level of threat involved… and the girl at the centre of it all, who cannot be allowed to learn of magical girls, lest the whole reality crumble into an endless war.

Yeah…))

#pmmm #madoka magica #walpurgis no kaiten #walpurgisnacht rising #puella magi madoka magica #ooc #fanfic #trailer #Man if only I’d been born just a few years earlier… and born without ‘el crippling social anxiety’ #i could have been there in ‘person’ quote on quote to witness madoka magica on release instead of just another nerd doing entry level exams #i could have had a hand in helping with MGNQ #… #why is it that every story I ever want to be involved in is always dead by the time I reach it? #Between danganronpa umineko Medaka box madoka magica and so much more #As always I can do naught but shake a fist towards the heavens for this fate given to me #c’est la vie non? #anyway ignore this #haha! #the brainrot is real

[zoeythegoodgirl]

On the one hand, I love and need attention, but, on the other, I'm feeling like this page isn't the healthiest way to get it

#not gonna delete #but i really need physical intimacy #anyway ignore this #cause ill still show you my dick if you ask im sure

[bobendsneyder64]

I fucking feel like a walking virus

#this cold is killing me #for almost 2 weeks now #i sleep awful #because i wake up like 4 times each night #with my nose completely blocked #and my throat feeling like theres a knive in it #i cough all day and it hurts so much #my voice is awful #have to talk a lot at work #which means my throat hurts even more #and today i woke up with a stupid infected eye #couldnt open it this morning #i seriously dont need this #and i cant handle it at the moment #also have to vote today #people gonna be running away from me with how i look #cant even get time of off work #because everyone else is already sick #im so tired and done #anyway ignore this #i needed to rant because im fucking frustrated and tired #me #personal #ranting

[your-old-sins-tournament]

Rest of results because tumblr hates my guts i guess

ROUND 4

Dairyun (Darian/Daiyu, @vwnz and @bowie556) vs. Lavender (Lavon + Devion Taillien, @mx-yippeee)

Elitheocecily (Elijah Scott * Theodore Churchill * Cecily Churchill, @jamescarpenterhooper) vs. Jax * Elin (@sypersweet)

FINALS

Lavender (Lavon * Devion Taiilien, @mx-yippeee) vs. Elitheocecily (Elijah Scott * Theodore Churchill * Cecily Churchill, @jamescarpenterhooper)

#tumblr wont let me put this on a master post #anyway ignore this

[mebiselfandi]

I'm losing my mind. I did everything I was supposed to and I tried to apply for uni and there's nowhere on the online application form for me to submit my pdfs wtf. I can't take it anymore. I just wanna curl up and sleep tomorrow cause my head hurts but now I gotta go all the way across town to the admissions office of a uni I havent even applied to yet cause their website is broken. And to make matters worse there's a clear application fee but on another document it says application fee is double which is so frustrating cause how much am I supposed to take. I'm so tired and I don't even wanna talk to anyone but now I gotta wake up again and I still have to come home and cook

#yes im just hangry cause i had one measly meal and my head is pounding with the force of 10 jackhammers #but still. cant i just sleep #AND ON TOP OF THAT I HAVE A THING WITH MY FRIENDS ON THE WEEKEND #i need like a hug or smth cause im about to bite someone #and to make matters even worse my head hurts a lot #i feel i already mentioned that one #anyway imma go eat lunch/dinner or whatever #i feel so nauseous #anyway ignore this #im just cranky

[rose-colored-lottie]

i wish to one day have the maturity court apparently has when it comes to both her exes cos jesus christ

#k rambles and nobody cares: a series #don’t mind me just giggling to myself #besties with the ex exes sister #going to the same concert and posting about the concert at the same time as the ex #still following both of them #just saying in the shitty bubble of hollywood it’s nice to see #anyway ignore this

[bobfloydsbabe]

this day has just been the absolute worst. i didn’t get the job i interviewed for earlier in the week. i feel gross in my body and i’m so angry that my skin keeps breaking out making my face looks like a crater. i’m not looking forward to sleeping because i’ll likely get night sweats. i just can’t deal with all this. these problems seem so small and insignificant, but they feel enormous and overwhelming.

#helena rants #personal #pls ignore this #i’m just venting #i’ll be back to normal tomorrow #but today just… it’s a no from me #also love that my cravings are acting up #oh the life of an addict am i right #9+ years in recovery and i still get urges like this #anyway ignore this #tw depression #tw body hate #tw #cw

[abelllia]

This isn't peer reviewed by my fully conscious brain so ignore it if it's dumb, but is jon's fear of/aversion to becoming a mystery or dying and no one knowing what happened to him related to mr. spider and how he erased that one kid from existence, leaving him a mystery with not even his name remembered by the one person who witnessed his death?

#I was just reading a fic and got hit by this thought #That kid is a mystery #Not even jon remembers his name #I don't know if the loss of that memory is supernaturally induced or not #But anyway no one except jon knows what happened to him #And most people wouldn't believe him #To the people who loved this kid #he's a mystery #Also jon's aversion to becoming a mystery could also just be a tie to his Eye tendencies #He does not want to Not be Known. He wants no stone unturned when it comes to things #Anyway ignore this #Abellrambles

[troutish]

owner of the food truck i worked for last year messaged me asking if im town for the summer again i LOVE small business i LOVE non-corporate environments i LOVE working in a park by the lake all day i do not care if the hours/pay arent quite what i need ill just work 2 jobs

#this man is saving my whole life i was just about ready to give up on the job hunt and kms #also the tips r really good a lot of the time cuz people/ the city usually host community event at that park #plan is now to get a 2nd job at the fast food place my 2 siblings both work at just to add a few extra bucks on my savings #and i SHOULD be good to pay rent/ tuition so long as my student loans r what i got 1st yr instead of 2nd yr #anyway ignore this #lj.txt

[jeonqkooks]

do you wanna talk but are too shy to be off anon? that’s okay! come claim a name and be friends ♡

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