#burn the felt heart

[andileighwrites]

Sweet Poison

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Fill me with sugar. And keep my long days sweeter. Can't taste the poison.

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Andi Leigh

#haiku #haiku poem #haiku poetry #poetry #new poets society #short poetry #creative writing #andi leigh writes #andileighwrites #original poetry #burn the felt heart

[birdsareblooming]

evangelicals are a fucking disgrace and none of them are seeing heaven

#sorry just saw the images of supposed christians in the pro isreal rally and speeches and felt fucking sick to my stomach #you have burned the texts of your god and follow genocidal fuckwads instead #your god is not my god and your heart is blackened #if you do not think any good god wouldn't condemn you you're already too far gone #free palestine #im so fucking sick

[peppermint-candy]

❥𝙵𝚎𝚋𝚛𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝟽𝚝𝚑:

✦✧✦✧♡⊹˚₊ ݁𝙷𝙰𝙿𝙿𝚈 𝙱𝙸𝚁𝚃𝙷𝙳𝙰𝚈 𝚆𝙴𝚂 ₊˚⊹♡✧✦✧✦

#hbd cutie pie 🎉 I love u with all my heart 💕 #wes borland #limp bizkit #black light burns #nu metal #wes borland Wednesday #don’t ask why it’s pink I just felt like it and u guys know I love pink #weeeee #my honey boy is 49 today and he’s still as hot as ever!!!!!!!

[runefactorynonsense]

Cozytober - Day 25 - Sunflowers

#Cozytober #Margot's RF Art #Rune Factory Frontier #RF Frontier #RFF #The internet isn't down today so I can submit at a normal time yay!! #I legit had a relaxing time painting this. I was starting to feel burned out yesterday- happens when you draw every day. #when some don't turn out like you liked. Happens with all art. Especially when you were ill while drawing some. #and you have to return to work after not being able to BREATHE. Physical burnout too. #But. Today. #Today I felt so relaxed and nice. Had nice social moments from across my life that helped kick burnout/self worth in the face #Especially when 3 different friends reach out- randomly- within a half hour of one another. As if they knew you needed it #Feels very nice to be reminded you're loved (and you out there- you are.) #And what else I love- Anette. A woman who loves early mornings and fruit after my own heart #If I'd played Frontier before discovering 1 Anette might be the other otp half. As it stands I just adore HER & love drawing her every year #Rune Factory Anette #RF Anette #While I had run out of prep sketches I can snag 2 or so from unfinished sketches from earlier this year for this week #Let's see if it helps--

[gabsthecrab]

In Your Heart Shall Burn | lost in an avalanche

#i experienced the white screen of death after this #the struggle the inquisitor felt was also mine... #i got that damn song stuck in my head #dai #dragon age inquistion #dai inquisitor #the inquisitor #lavellan #bręslaine lavellan #bręn #my posts #dragon age #In Your Heart Shall Burn #da

[hanakihan]

Me crying on floor like a little bitch because I made myself extremely sad by that same Kusuriya and Shiawase AU because like

By previous dynasty tradition new emperor shall be assisted by his mother and other female members of family in putting on all these layers of ceremonial robes and styling hair and mascara yada yada

And since Jinchul’s mother and grandmother as well as other girls of direct family were murdered

He just goes to all the important women in his life (Gunhee’s wife whom he for first time called ‘mother’, Park Kyung-Hye, who was his ‘third’ mother during his days as a servant to Sungs, Jinah, Haein, Esil, Joohee and others he considers his sisters) and bows to them and asks if they will show him honor of helping him—

_:(´口`」 ∠):

#solo leveling #woo jin chul #god this au will murder me #all the connections he made on his way #he keeps his deceased family in heart yet also opens it for new family #jinchul who knew hardships of people now becomes an emperor #this exact scene is PEAK of emotional drama #jinchul refused to call Gunhee and his wife ‘father and mother’ because to him it felt disrespectful #to both his actual parents and Gunhee with his wife #Haein actually has an old doll small jinchul gifted haein when she was born #he was delighted to learn that his family tree became bigger #and then said tree got burned to roots leaving him as a damaged branch #haein was spared because her family is a distant branch and they abandoned rights for throne #she’s still in constant danger

[mandaloriandragontrainer]

Callum really needs to tell Rayla she's "the prettiest" in season 5 to make up for the opal incident

#even I felt that burn #yikes #and she was giving him such heart eyes too #tell my girl how pretty she is #the dragon prince #the dragon prince: mystery of aaravos #callum #rayla #rayllum #tdp spoilers

[patron-saint-of-lesbeans]

You ever feel like the Holy Spirit is pulling you toward something and you don’t understand why or what you’re supposed to do about it?

My guardian angel must be working overtime or something.

#catholic #tower of babble #personal #I’ve never felt so strongly or so deeply about something like this before #and I keep circling back to ye ole ‘do /I/ want to care about this or does God want me to care about this?’ #and at the end of the day it’s like my heart is burning in my chest with love and grief and hope. if this isn’t the Holy Spirit idk what is #then the frustration of well what do I DO with this burning passion? and it’s like #I’m talking to people. I’m partaking in events. I’m out of my comfort zone but I barely feel it because it feels like I’m burning inside out #with this need to do more even when I know I can’t within my physical limitations #it’s bizarre and exhilarating and terrifying. and still I worry if this is Gods plan for me. #pray for me

[kirinoha]

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#holy christ I just saw THEEEE most chronically online never felt the gentle warmth of a nice sunny day on your skin take I think ever posted #PARAGRAPHS AND PARAGRAPHS AND PARAGRAPHS when a simple 'why do you care' would have sufficed #its astounding what matters to you people and i mean that with malice #touching grass is not enough you people need new organs to create a shift dynamic enough to break you out of these cycles #maybe a full blood transfusion with someone whose life doesn't revolve around performative anger or dunking on internet strangers #i just genuinely want to know where you get the energy to CARE about something so fucking innocuous #how do you maintain friends with this constant anger burning in your heart there's no way it doesn't bleed into the rest of your life #I was gonna stay up and read for a bit but just seeing the depths this person went to emptied my reserves good NIGHT #i hope that op finds joy in the mundane someday or dies like one of the two

[andileighwrites]

Strong-Willed and Persistent

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They hold up their reflection, They hold up their past. Strong-willed and persistent To mend broken glass. Shattered mirror image, Pieces scattered in odd winds. They look at their reflection, And see their old sins. Their reflection was them, And how they came to be So strong-willed and persistent, And now both are free.

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Andi Leigh

#poetry #spilled poetry #new poets society #my poetry #original poetry #poetry community #poetry lovers #poets corner #original poets on tumblr #poets of tumblr #creative writing #writers community #writers on tumblr #nonbinary #nonbinary poetry #andileighwrites #andi leigh writes #burn the felt heart

[argcicle]

i’m staring desolately at a wall right now. why are minecraft men so sad and wet and cat

#having more c!jack manifold thoughts #this one has actually been rattling around in my brain for a little bit lmao #like. I wonder if he got a level of care he’d never gotten before when he died to techno #it wasn’t anything. they had duelled and techno at least respected him facing death for his cause #(I know jack tries to escape in canon. I do not use canon a day in my life 🩷) #techno probably didn’t even remember how jack’s face twisted in pain before his expression dropped in realization #he had an opponent who wasn’t his target and they were currently weighing down his sword by having it through their stomach #techno had paused and grabbed Jack’s shoulders. it was more of a push than setting him down on the newly unearthed cobblestone #(jack remembered how hot it was. the ground had already felt like a memory of the explosion) #that was all that happened. the sword was swiftly pulled out. the light left Jack’s eyes. techno continued on his way #but Jack always remembers the hands bringing his pale body to the ground #he never knew that the hand over his heart was an accidental placement while the sword was removed #eventually he doesn’t know where the warmth came from. he just knows there was warmth in that moment #when he dies clinging to netherrack that singes his hands and he feels seconds away from melting #the feeling of the burns against his skin on november 16th fade away #it’s only warmth. and when he gets desperate to get rid of everything in manifold land #and the flames dance too close to his arms. he feels warm. and he’ll never escape that feeling #c!jack manifold #maniposting

[parallaxabomination]

my brain is so full of stress it might explode. but ill do my best to keep putting out my best and stay kind to myself and others. but man, is it hard

#i wish i had something for myself rn #but i come home so exhausted i cant even focus on art #everything has been burning me so thin #i keep talking down my own art now. i keep refunding clients. i honestly want to give up on everything #people tell me i do a good job but i dont see it. i dont see an artist whos worth anything right now. #i dont know if thats a phrase #i have a early morning shift tomorrow and i cant fall asleep #i want to just rest but im so restless #i dont want to put pressure on anyone besides myself bc i feel like a huge burden #if i do so #everyone else should be having a good time #so i feel like a bummer to take up their emotional space and time #i appreciate the kindness people have shown me recently #i know i work hard. but im still so broken over everything #i just havent felt like an artist since it happend #he left a bigger scar on my ego than i thought it would #and every time i voice it i feel someone is out to end me for it #but at the same time i feel completely unnoticed and unheard #i dont expect anyone to see me as me #i just feel this lump in my throat now. this weight on my hand #they say kind things but im so hurt inside i dont see it as truth right now. i dont see anything worth admiring #they say such sweet things and i want to accept them so bad because my heart needs it #but i cant help but feel the words die as they reach my ears. im just too hurt i cant see it #i cant see the truth in my work all i see is someone else's desire in their commission #as long as they are happy. as long as they are satisfied #thats all that matters #i dont feel important enough to be apart of the process anymore #i dont feel worthy as a person or artist #i just feel less than nothing and that no one will care

[bcneheaded]

ALSO IDK IF I SHARED ELDCN R/NG STUFF but that is my current obsession so i

her name is Cyg (Cygnatratus,,, bc i am ,,, a nerd,,,, and like to make things Mean Things [a play on how the dragons names work! her name is a mixture of words that means 'black swan' essentially jfjfjfhd]) she's a prisoner subclass (and all that comes w it yea) and a draconian <3 playing heavily in the dragon blood thing, wants to purify her blood or whatever jfsdfhsdjf idek!! if thats possible but she sure as hell wants to try (probably why she was imprisoned all those years ago,,, smthng to do with her seeking some kind of forbidden power) ANYWAY she's a little Havoc Wreaking gremlin who did NOT need the flame of ambition at all but now she has it and she's never been so terrifyingly Laser Focused on power FDGFDG anyway tldr, as a good friend of mine once said..... We support women's rights and women's wrong here... she just happens to have a lot of Wrongs

#( ooc ) #( tbd ) #my brain is FRIED . yes still #from these past few weeks but waves a hand a lil #i could describe her better (but alas I am well aware No One Asked and i dont have the brain power HFDSGYHFJD) #tldr to that tldr: draconian lady want be like dragon <3 but not like just by consuming dragon hearts (tho she will) #also probably will snag the throne OR do the frenzied flame thing ngl #also that hug......... she has probably NEVER been hugged or cant remember any hugs ever so like #inhales deeply... exhales heavily #she really needed it and did Not Know #bless u fia... sorry for what i must do HYGHJF #The ONE and ONLY time Cyg has felt.... Subdued. #amazing. terrifying. she both liked it and hopes it never happens again #while simultaneously hoping it happens again fjfjsjdf #also feel the need to say-- do i love this game? yes. am i good at it #NOT AT ALL gfdgDF #also x like 4.... yes..... that is a nasty burn scar on her face #what is it from? probably fire or lightning LOL.... #is it from a dragon? potentially #is it from fighting? also probably #just in general #did it stop her? abso-fucking-lutely not

[grayscale-kaleidoscope]

God I hope I can sleep tonight

#I think i slept for an hour tops last night #most of it was spent having a very slow burn panic attack #could Not calm my heart down. felt like I was going to die. etc #all with the knowledge I had to work a 12 hour shift today #I tried to nap on my break because I'm still exhausted but I just can't #what the fuck is up with this

[wizzardhat]

blegh i gotta do the gortash fight again because i didnt bring karlach and i feel really bad she got so upset. and also, in hindsight, all astarion did the whole fight was fire a few acid arrows and die every turn so i might do better the second time around with her anyway.

#bg3 #she was so hurt i felt like such an asshole lmao #im sorry baby girl please forgive me #and then she had a stupid ugly helmet on for that whole scene where you take her to the body and she has a little breakdown #which sucked because the voice actor was just wailing her heart out and im SAD I Need to SEE HER PRETTY SAD FACE PLEASE. #sobbing and sobbing and sobbing karlach baby im so sorry i didnt romance you and went for the soaking wet fucking wizard im sorry #next playthrough i was gonna do laezel but it looks like im going to get karlach's burn to a crisp ending :( #on this run i mean. and im not sure what i should have done differently to prevent that but that seems to be where im headed #so in my second playthough i would like my tav to go with her to avernus