#but I’m happy I’m finally seeing one

[swirly-lemonade]

Look I know y’all probably won’t care but I’m happy about this but

Today I will be starting therapy and having my first therapy session at 6pm est and yeah that’s it :3c I’m just happy I’m finally seeing a therapist

#random #rambling #I’m not too sure on how it works #but I’m happy I’m finally seeing one #also i won’t be able to talk at that time #for obvious reasons

[shima-draws]

Me when my crewmates call me out for unconsciously talking about my son too much:

#Aladine: You literally never shut up about him over the past two years. We KNOW #Jinbe: I?? I really talked about him THAT much?? 😳 #Me: HE LOVES HIS KID!! HE LOVES LUFFY!!!! #Jinbe really do be like I’ve only had Luffy for a day and a half but if anybody hurt him I would kill everyone in this room and then myself #One Piece #Jinbe #Jimbei #Shima speaks #Also I’m SO happy to see him I missed him so much 😭 #Glad he’s finally getting ready to join Luffy

[5hrignold]

reminder

#rewatched this sneak peek for the first time since i first saw it and ugh. UUUUGHHGGHHH. #it hurts me a lot I’m ngl….. like to see charlie be so critical of something pim likes #except this time it’s even more painful because it isn’t just that pim likes it he also thought charlie would like it too and he literally #took him out and did this just for him because he thought he’d like it. he thought charlie said something so he went out of his way to #organise something to show to him to make him happy. and also how like… expectant? charlie is acting in the clip #like the way he just kinda frowns at pim whenever one of the dudes says something particularly out there #and it’s like. dude what the fuck #ive Said it once i’ll say it again i think charlie needs to lose pim during an episode or something. itd humble him #i mean that KIND OF happened with the finale but look where they are in s2 #as usual what i always say. absolutely no actual complaints. if anything i Love this because it’s very clearly like #im so excited for this particular episode because you can just TELL its gonna be such a good one for their relationship #like looking into it analysing it n stuff #literally anything with them together has me screaming and cryjing they’re one of my fav duos ever #ok my hands are shaking bye #smiling friends #💝 #smiling friends spoilers #also this is just Such a cute clip. the way pim runs and how charlie slugs on close behind him looking all grumpy #and how happy he looks to be calling him his best friend… actually peak i fear this is the peak of the season (joke

[romanceyourdemons]

i love internet archive. sending internet archive a great big kiss right now

#FINALLY found one of the jiangshi films i was looking for with english subs on ia of all places #i’m so happy you have no idea #mr. sammo hung it is so good to see you #ryddles

[vivika-ka]

Working on the idea of Inherited Rage, as opposed to Will, when it comes to Law. Because if I were to lose everything and everyone I care about not once, not twice, but three times??? I’d be losing it.

And of course, I’m operating on this like it’s generational trauma. The pain of Law’s current life coupled with the pain of persecution his ancestors went through.

Since I find it interesting that his family hid their names like the Nefertari while families like Monkey and Jaguar didn’t fall in this category. Were the Trafalgar persecuted for something they did more so than Monkey and Jaguar? (probably overthinking this, though)

Point being, Inherited Rage lol

I know that him being furious to the point of killing one of BB’s crewmates would absolutely be against his characterization as a doctor and as the son of doctors. I know. But I need some form of retribution coming from him and not anybody else (Luffy).

I’m trying to cope so hard lol I’m sorry. I need some raw fury from Law that I don’t think Oda would have the time to expand on.

#it’s been idk how many chapters and i’m not over it #i’m sorry #one piece #trafalgar law #trafalgar d water law #op 1081 #one piece 1081 #op spoilers #op headcanon #one piece headcanon #trafalgar law headcanons #anyway it’s like that tweet #something like #‘nobody wants to see a character that struggled his whole life- #-get killed when happiness is within reach’ #let me reinforce that i know it is not his characterization #and that obviously he’s most likely not going to be even near Luffy and Blackbeard during the final fight #since he’s not a MC #but it’d be nice to have some sort of revenge by Law’s hands #that’s all 🌈

[thefanciestborrower]

Sometimes being the resident pred just means you have to put up with your buddies using you as a tent every winter

Davey likes to complain about it, but truth be told he doesn’t mind all that much. At least it means he’s full right?

#news¡es again finally!! #I love them bois #listen Davey is a shifter and the street are cold #therefore friends are gonna want to nap inside him whenever they can #these are all period accurate clothes right down to the shoes and I’m so proof of myself #also you can’t see it but his feet are pressed against the door to keep other people from coming in lmao #gotta hide the fact you eat people best you can #very proud of the way Davey looks in this one tho he’s full and happy #I wanna do a follow up internal of his friends just chilling inside in those stupid old long underwears lmao #cause he made them take off their heavy winter gear since he didn’t wanna swallow that #soft vore #safe vore #g/t vore #news¡es vore #fandom vore #vore art #arts #them boysssssss

[the-hilda-librarians-wife]

Happy New Year!!

*pops grape juice bottle* woooo we’ve made it, guys!

2023 was such a nice year in the fandom, in my opinion. There was s3 and that was a banger, but I feel like the stuff we were up to ourselves over here was amazing too. I got to talk more with some of my mutuals who I hadn’t been as close to before, and lovely people keep coming to this corner of the internet!! We had our first sketchbook event and are currently preparing for a general Hilda Appreciation Week, I feel like this is all amazing considering the size of this community.

Just wanted to thank everyone who’s been here for the ride as well! It’s certainly always more fun when you have people to be insane with you. I just. Get very touched thinking about the amount of support in this fandom and how we creatively fuel each other.

Anyway, just wanted to write this post as a thank you. I hope you’re having a lovely end of the year, and may 2024 be even better 💜

(I do have one small writing update to add, though! The first months of the year will probably be relatively devoid of new content from me. This for two reasons. One is that I churned out so many fics this year that I feel like even the people who like my writing are having a hard time catching up (I don’t know how this happened either-), and the other is that I’ll be using my free time to get ahead on preparing my content for the rest of the year! I won’t completely stop or anything (Hilda Appreciation Week will see to that), just wanted to leave this noted so no one things I’ve Vanished from the fic writing scene or anything. I’m just preparing my next attack. Anyways that was it happy new year!!)

#also saying it to force myself to take a breather from posting GEJDHJDHD #cause otherwise I’ll just post the ones that are ready asap and run out of prepared content lol #also! didn’t want to say this in the post bc I was afraid of coming across as self centered?? idk?? #but the people who read my tags will probably find it fun: I was checking my ao3 stats for the year and I posted 18 new fics!! #also posted just over 180k words in total. it’s my second biggest word count in a year #second only to 2020. for obvious reasons #and I’m soooo happy with what I wrote too. I feel like I’m finally beginning to like my own writing. excited to see how I can improve #also I finally played with writing things outside of my usual sketchbook formula!! dipped my toes in Raven Scientist *and* created an OC #it was really nice to try out these things and be pleased with the results!! #2023 really was the year to get silly goofy with writing and love it #if all goes according to plan 2024 will be decided into a ‘tying up some loose ends’ era #and a ‘write what you know and I’m a flipping nerd’ era #may college have mercy on me. and May my inspiration not leave me please :’))) #wife speaks

[puppyeared]

I want to believe this is how they found Hunter

#the owl house #toh #labyrinth runners #toh 2b #the owl house spoilers #SJHDHHS I’m sorry but the fact that it cuts to hunter waking up after being rescued is so funny to me #like ‘hey you. youre finally awake’ #idk what else to add. very sweet that they got the E.E. to advocate for him :) like ‘mom come pick me up I’m scared’ energy #someone pointed out that bump looked in willows direction when saying the E.E was responsible for getting hunter and guessed willow might #have been the one to bring it up. which makes sense bc she’s the captain and I assume she and hunter kept talking on pensta after asias #very cute :’) we were also right abt hunter continuing to call willow ‘captain’.. altho for me I thought it was along the lines of being #raised in the emperors coven. so he’s addressing her as his superior but like we also know he kind of has a crush on her? this kid has so #many issues to work out. please let him be ok by the end of the show omg #AND SOMEONE POINTED OUT HE GETS QUIET AS OPPOSED TO HOW MUCH HE TALKS IN ANY OTHER SETTING. THATS SO CUTE I- #god I fucking love this episode. love all these kids and my boy BUMP IM SO HAPPY TO SEE HIM LETS GOOOO #my art #myart #toh spoilers #the owl house season 2 #labyrinth runners spoilers #toh skara #toh viney #toh hunter #toh fanart #the owl house fanart #fanart #comic

[chaoscradle]

honestly would be happy to see lumax, jancy, or byler win the reddit ship poll

#i love jopper but i love the others more #and i’d be happy to see elmax win too but i’m not sure they’ll survive this round #tbh i fully expect lumax to be one of the final two #no idea what ship will be the second of the two tho #lumax #byler #jancy #reddit ship poll #is that the tag?

[hawkinslibrary]

#this isn't anything new or particularly spoiler-y but. i tag everything anyway so #twitter #s5 #spoilers #st5 spoilers #as you can see i also voted s2 #bc it’s the only really happy one lol #but i love all the finales so much #they’re my favorite eps overall i think #the last 3 or 4 of every season where everything starts coming together #and especially in the end when the characters all team up <3 #but yeah they keep saying s1 vibes #which i think is just the adults-older teens-teens team ups #and then a lot of things that didn’t get covered in s2 #i’ve already said i know i’ll love whatever we get anyway so i’m just excited for anything #i'm very curious to know just what they mean when they keep bringing up s2 like this #also apparently the person behind this profile now is named pete and i have no clue when we found that out #remember when they just went by dart. #i'm gonna regret posting this probably

[kulliare]

yippeeee the dices

#this dice collection is so pretty but i’m giving most of it to my friends… #ive been playing dnd or pathfinder with this group for literal years and i’ve like spent so much time with them LOL #and i’m finally seeing some of them this summer #so this is the gift. i still have to get a set for the dm but like i think i’ve already spent ~200 on the dice here so im like oh my god #but im like fuck it lmao they have given me so much happiness lol 😭 #also since im already typing i was listening to one of the celebs from my hometown and sometimes it hits me how strange it is #tht i am vaguely interested in this man even though i literally like saw him for 5 seconds #he is like so incredibly famous #i know like 90% of people experience this but it does annoy me so much that i treat famous ppl diff in my brain differently even tho ik #they just want to be treated like normal people lmao 😭 #i think its bc my brain goes ‘oh theyre so loved i wish that were me!’ even tho theyre not really experiencing love #w the masses of ppl online #i have a headache from all the plum wine i drank but plum wine is soooo tasty guys #idk what they put in it #probably plum but wow it is so good. lol 😭 #i think i will let this headache go away for a little and then go to bed. gn everyone 🐈🐈

[nicoscheer]

#love our lil crazy acrobat man #alex turner #arctic monkeys #minneapolis #night one #25/08/2023 #his fuckin smile #also wonder why he’s sweating buckets with that blazer 🤣 love it though #I’m never gonna get over the mirrorball obsession #like whenever wherever I see one bam AM #hands #I adore this fandom cause were certainly the only fanbase that goes bonkers when our middle aged autistic dork starts manhandling and #lifting the mic over his head like he just ended world hunger #I love them videos when Al lifts the mic or starts bowling or whatever else antics he feels like and everybody cheers and yells #like he scored the decisive goal in the World Cup final imagine being a casual fan and suddenly everybody starts screaming and when you look #the crazy dude on stage is just doing shït with the mic like imagine the confusion #especially cause he looks so utterly happy doing it

[myfriendtheghost]

goodnight my sweet lil baby 🥰

#seeing my fav band again tomorrow !!!! and reuniting with my friends 🥹 #anyways let me walk y’all through my evening #got a message from Franni (the lead singer) on ig asking for my friend’s favorite cake flavor #because his 50th show is on Sunday so they’re gonna get him a cake #so I came up with a plan to get it out of him at the Q&A tomorrow LMAO hopefully it works #and then one of the backup singers messaged me and told me how good my pics looked and that the other backup singer (a new guy—I think just #for this run of shows?? but I’m not sure) #anyways she said he wanted any pics I had of him so I messaged him and he gave me his email #and he was like you’re awesome thank you so much #and I was like oh no problem at all I love when people like the pics I take of them #and he said “your talent is amazing“ 😭🩷😭🩷😭 #this week has me feeling like my photography is finally going somewhere after all these years and I am just so happy #I can’t wait for tomorrow

[emblemofthequeen]

Engage haters are going to gloat in 3…2…1…

#But on a more positive note I’m really happy Felix and F!Robin are getting Brave alts even if I didn’t vote for them #Poor Felix got robbed by stupid Gatekeeper years ago and I’m happy my boy finally got it and F!Robin’s underrated #But oh boy I can already see the Engage haters circlejerking and screeching “HAHA NO ONE CARES ABOUT ENGAGE IT MADE NO IMPACT” #Fire Emblem Engage #FE Engage #fe 17 #fe17

[killmymind]

i don’t think i’ve ever felt this lost in my life. tbh

#feeling sad? sure. hopeless? been there done that. anxious as hell? at least once a week. but lost? no. not really #and that’s really fucking scary because i’m not familiar with it and i just don’t know how to deal with it #i can’t stop thinking that i’m running out of time because i’m 25 and i don’t think i can afford feeling this way #taking a break from uni sounds good in theory but in reality? again. i’m 25. i need to at least achieve one thing in my life holy shit #it’s SO hard to see the good even when it’s right in front of me or someone points it out. like having a job or studying or getting to #travel or even just having friends ARE achievements but i always want More More and More i am addicted to wanting more cause it feels like #nothing i do is ever enough. and now i’m adding feeling lost because i’m finally acknowledging the fact that i don’t know what i want to do #with what i’m studying or how to get a different job in the future when i almost have no experience and everything is just so frustrating #because i simply don’t fucking know. i just don’t. i can’t afford not knowing!! everything is so messy rn you would think i’d be thriving #after seeing louis and meeting aria and traveling to germany and i am genuinely so happy those things happened but fuck man there is always #the Bigger Thing taking over and it makes me feel like an ungrateful brat i just don’t fucking know man. maybe i am an ungrateful brat #but it’s just so hard to be happy when you’re feeling so lost with everything in your life and yourself #anyway i just. needed to let that out #negative #effie talks to the moon

[olympiansally]

I know the most likely outcome with Fyolai next episode is the whole “the antidote was the poison all along” switcheroo, but personally, I would love to see Fyodor undone by his own over planning.

Nikolai has been pretty straightforward and honest so far about his feelings for Fyodor and his motivations for wanting him dead, so even thought I doubt something like this could actually happen, I think a more beautifully tragic ending for them would be for Nikolai to be telling the truth, but for Fyodor to be incapable of trusting his intentions.

Think about it, Nikolai, happy to get what he wanted but didn’t allow himself to want — finally able to have Fyodor is his life without feeling trapped by it because he let go and left it to chance and Fyodor won anyway — giving Fyodor the antidote only for Fyodor to refuse to take it.

Fyodor’s undoing should be thinking that he knows better and doubting that someone who truly wants something would ever leave it to chance, doubting Nikolai’s plan is actually just what he said it was, no additional hidden motivations or manipulations, but truly and actually just letting it unfold as he told them all he would.

Because while Nikolai does want his freedom, he has also been very open about being fond of Fyodor. It’s why he wants him gone in the first place.

To have them both get everything they wanted only to lose it at the last second, for Nikolai to realize there is no freedom, because even if he lets go of what he feels and leaves it to chance and Fyodor wins and everything works out perfectly, then there are still Fyodor’s feelings and those are the feelings of someone used to scheming and unwilling to trust, if Nikolai lets go only to be hurt anyway, I feel like that would be hauntingly beautiful.

Specially considering all the talk of bonds and trust that’s been brought up by this arc, this could all line up for a perfect tragedy.

Bsd doesn’t really do many permanent deaths, specially not when the characters have been with us for a while, but if Fyodor is supposed to be gone at the end of this arc, I think this might be a pretty devastating way to do it.

In all honesty, I don’t think it will go like this at all, but kind of want it to.

As someone who enjoys their dynamic for how twisted their reluctance to have affection makes them, I think it would be interesting to see that reluctance be what takes them out. If Nikolai could accept having Fyodor as a friend, the poison wouldn’t have been given to him in the first place and if Fyodor could accept that Nikolai is his friend in a deranged, but genuine way, then he would take the antidote.

As it is, they could destroy each other just by how they’ve been destroying themselves :’)

#not a prediction because well #I don’t think asagiri would take them in this route #it is a bit too deterministic for bungo tbh #so not a prediction but a pretty please can they? #I would love for that :( expression we got of Nikolai to be because Fyodor is refusing to take the antidote #I would love to hear him go #‘ah I’m free my dear friend’ #but like sad as fuck #would love to see the happiness of Fyodor having won and finally getting to keep him in a ‘free’ way turning into desperate sorrow as like #Fyodor traps himself in his own web of manipulations #would love for Nikolai to have been honest when Fyodor never expected him too #anyway #very passionate about their dynamic and the reunion next episode #would go insane for a simple twist like this #for a twist that simply isn’t one #for the twist to be a lack of twists #Fyolai’s relationship doesn’t work on the same rules as Fyozai’s and to have THAT be the final twist of the prison escape would be so #idk poetic I think #to have someone be fully honest with Fyodor only for him not to believe it #just ahh anyway #many feelings about them next episode and this is like a final plea #let Nikolai have been honest about his plans and wishes and desires pretty please #let Fyodor’s unwillingness to rely on others be his undoing pretty please #it would close the foreshadowing of Dazai and Fyodor’s ‘therapy session’ so well #it would make me so devastated yet so happy #I think it’s what they both deserve #anyway anyway man :’) #bsd #bsd spoilers #fyolai