#but idk how long it'll last

[eggmeralda]

day 4 of my friend's girlfriend practically living in our house

#''day 4'' more like month 2 bc this. sudden 5th housemate situation began in november #her house is like 20 minutes away #if they feel the need to be with each other 24/7 can they at least do that at hers for once? #he used to be one of my closest friends but now the last proper full conversation i had with him was probably in like november #i literally live with him but i see him more at uni than i do at home and even then i only get to talk with him briefly #also i signed up to live in a house of 4 not 5 whY IS SHE ALWAYS HERE #even when he's not in the house she's still here? #she literally lives here now i can't deal with it anymore #me and another housemate had to have two separate chats with him about it last month but nothing's changed #and i don't wanna cause more drama by getting annoyed at him so i'm trying to be friendly to both of them #but idk how long it'll last #like surely the food in her fridge has gone off? i wonder if her housemates still talk to her bc i never see any of them together anymore #anyway #ramble

[auldcine]

I just want to wish you good luck... and all that. And all what? What ever you want. FRED ASTAIRE and GINGER ROGERS in SWING TIME (1936)

#filmedit #classicfilmedit #oldhollywoodedit #filmgifs #moviegifs #ritahayworrth #userdeforest #classicfilmsource #classicfilmblr #cinemaspam #userfilm #swing time #fred astaire #ginger rogers #1936 #george stevens #mygifs #ayyyyyyyy long time no posts!! sorry bout that. i was burnt out from like. everything. but here have a set that's been drafted for months #feel like the itch to make gifs again is upon me but idk how long it'll last or whatever so we shall see #anywayyyyyyyyyy #naaaaaaaaah this whole scene always has me absolutely FERAL with emotion ;_;

[black-and-yellow]

Working on something

#another Loudspeaker comic? #it's more likely than you think #i had an idea for a scene i wanted to do for the fic #but since i don't know how many people are actively reading it #(haven't had a review for the last few chapters ive posted) #i wanted to make it into a comic too for all you here #don't know how long it'll take #it's mostly just dialogue #it's set later in the au so he's been a villain for a while so... should i give him scruff? #might make him look a bit more scruffy idk #bnha #hizashi yamada #present mic #mha #villain!mic #loudspeaker au #mha au #wip

[incorrectsonicboom]

So...guess whose Sonic Boom fixation suddenly came back

#mod post #(idk how long it'll last but i can have some fun in the meantime)

[arabela25]

Carpe Diem, Joker Out | Slovenia, Eurovision Song Contest 2023

#eurovision #eurovision 2023 #esc #joker out #slovenia #slovenia '23 #carpe diem #another one that underperformed I guess #but I'm sure they'll be fine #how have you guys been? today I had an interview for a job I'm pretty sure I don't actually want #it's too far away and it's in 3 shifts #I could do either but both?? we didn't talk actual €€ but I don't think it'll be worth it #driving more than 45 mins to start at midnight?? I don't think so #I got there and the hr person is actually a woman my age I went to high school with (and same university too) #and one of the other women also looked familiar and that's because she went to the same high school too only she's a year older #ofc the job I actually want has been silent since last week when they did confirm they got my resume #idk it doesn't take that long to look at it and conclude I don't fit the profile (and I don't) #and just tell me 'no thank you'

[mimicmerchant]

Finished my first cross stitch! For a friend with a love of dumb internet memes and an upcoming art-gallery-themed birthday party.

flower bouquet pattern (altered for the text)

Stupid libertarian police copy pasta

#my art #cross stitch #crossstitch #emroidery #needle point #idk how to tag my non digital art my crafting is so sporadic #real life crafts #that's close enough #anyway cross stitch is really fun but takes so long!! I have so many patterns I want to try out and they'll take me months!!!! #plus if I wanted to design anything on my own? ages!! #trying to ride this hyperfixation as long as it'll last

[god-u]

me when i'm fucking delusional

#as if cate didn't literally cheat on luke like... #i'm so fucking angry y'all i can't believe i got played like a fiddle by some misogynoiristic racist white fuck!! #idk how long it'll take to finish this google docs but i'm gonna see if i can add things while sharing it now #cause i need the entire gen v fandom to know that heronamedhawks is disgusting and racist #same deal with her bestie breckstonevailskier #jordan is clearly chinese also like where was the korean bullshit coming from?? #and acting like jordan is 2 ppl.. i'm just fucking sick y'all i barely slept at all last night cause of an alarm that kept ringing #so now i'm up and ready to clear a bitch out

[mandareeboo]

Eyyyy, it's nice to see you showing some growth, Immortal.

#Invincible #Invin14 #The Immortal #Mark Grayson #Mandar Liveblogs #idk how long it'll last considering Kate just mcfucking died but hey

[retr0flesh]

i think the last couple weeks have broken me in every way i can be. except for bones, those are still intact. if any friends have time & space to talk with me & help me sort some of this out, ping me 💞

#locspeak #fair warning: i'm gonna take a nap and idk how long it'll last

[clotpolesonly]

idk what switch flipped in my brain on my birthday but i've averaged 3.1k words per day for the past week

i haven't written this much, or this easily, in 4 years

#god it feels good i've missed this so much #idk if it'll last or for how long #but for now i'm riding the wave #if i crash at the end of this fic and writing goes back to being as hard as it's been the last few years #i will cry #personal post

[stephaniedola]

i have literally no right to be upset that i cant see him this weekend im literally sick and his dad is literally immunocompromised but still the idea that i wont be able to see him for yet another 2 fucking weeks (im busy next weekend with family stuff) is driving me up the fucking wall

like theres a part of me that wishes he would drop everything and come visit me even if its risky because i know that the longer i dont see him the more my heart will wander and the more pressure there will be on whenever we do meet next

and like i guess i wish that i mattered more to him, but its irrational because see above

#thots et al #OTL #i did talk to him last night about my concerns that i'll walk away because my relationships never last much longer than this #he was just like 'well i still love you' #which is fine and all #i mean i still love him too #but at this point i fuckin warned him #idk man i just cant do 'long distance' like i used to #i have Needs #besides i feel like next time i DO see him if i do have an episode it'll suck because so much effort gets put in to see each other #do you see how i get bogged down in stupid details #whatever. i mean overall i feel better having talked to him. #but that doesnt mean i feel GOOD about it... #like the fact is hes only ever had relationships of like a year plus #ive only had relationships of like 4-6 months at a time #the math isnt mathing

[dopaminerjic]

i think im logging off tumblr for a little while .

#idk how long it'll last #my queue will still run tho #im upping it from 1 post a day to 2 #(''you have a queue?'' yeah i just dont tag it)

[altruistic-meme]

i want to get started on the Full Hands List but i am waiting on my apartment people for scheduled maintenance and i don't really want to start until they leave but i also have no idea what time they'll make it to my apartment so we're just playing the waiting game now

#at my old apartment i was one of the first to get the maintenance bc my apartment number was just higher on the list #so it was usually around 10-11am #but im much further down now and idk how long it'll take #this isn't my FIRST TIME having the preventative maintenance in this apartment but the last times i just went to bed and got woken up #when they knocked #bc i was still on nights and i had no idea how long it'd be and didnt want to stay awake #and i did NOT check the time when they finally arrived #i just let them in and waited until they left so i could go back to sleep lmao #so #we'll see ig #I'm also splitting this into 3 days instead of don't all 3 seasons at once ill do a season a day #largely bc of time in general and how it's like. 12 hours of show. #and im be starting late today bc of *gestures at post* #but also it's going to be LONGER cus i have to pause every time hands shown up so i can note the timestamp #which ofc makes the whole process much. MUCH longer as seen with s3's preliminary run lmao #ough #I'm talking so much jdfjjsjd #also just my attebtion span is NOT great and i need to actually be WATCHING THE SCREEN THE WHOLE ENTIRE TIME #and can't be checking my phone or anything #cus ill miss shots!!!! #i missed at least 2 on my og s1+s2 list and im sure i missed others #i also have to decide how to count the montages #cus there'll be like 2 shots of hands immediately one after the other in the montages #sigh #......... I'll probably count them separately. just for accurate numbers. #which ofc means that ALL of my bonus aren't QUITE right rn cuts ik i lumped montages together #lmao #oh this will be so much fun #shh ac #young royals

[black-and-yellow]

Silly stupid insect fic, send shivers down my spine.

#can't believe i went from saying i'd never write another fic #to This #what a fall from grace #go read it or dont idc #idk how long it'll last #i prefer to work on the Loudspeaker fic #I'm better at angst than comedy #but we'll see #might end up just turning it into comics #bnha #mha #creepy crawly au #moth!zawa

[gingerteaonthetardis]

this is such a similar experience to watching the x-files btw where it's obviously all over and done and with that hindsight you can really see the exact moment the scales tipped and the writers stopped fighting the Romance allegations and just gave in. probably not how anyone wanted. but they did give in

#abbey.txt #btvs #also idk how long it'll last bc it's my first time watching soooooo it's possible i am getting ahead of myself

[orcelito]

Also my ex step family that I lived with from ages 9-17 or so but haven't really spoken to since reached out. They brought food to my dad's place today (we were going through & packing up his closet) and we all hung out for an hour and a half and chatted. And it was surprisingly nice, but also made me ache so very deeply. Bc for my adolescence, this was a family of 6. Then it got cut down to 3 from the divorce. And then I got a taste of how life was, except it was only 5, and also everything is different. I'm such a different person than I was at 17 years old. These people were my family, but I've grown beyond them. A part of me feels like a vulnerable little kid again with them. More of me feels like an assistant manager between jobs with too many exes and an IT degree that's been In Progress for almost 9 years now.

And above it all, my dad is fucking dead. It's an ache that colors everything else in my life right now.

#speculation nation #negative/ #sorry for the series of negative posts again im just gettin In it i guess #i think they feel like. idk. his death was a wakeup call or something #made them realize how much time has passed. #maybe it's sympathy. knowing how much it must hurt us to have lost our dad so young. #maybe they feel like since hes not around anymore we can all be a family like we used to be. #but it's like. plucking a piece from a succulent plant. #it knows where it once belonged. it can see it still shares the same origins. the same Family. #but it's grown. in time it's grown roots. stems. segments. it's a plant in its own right. #so it sees its original plant and it knows it once belonged. but it doesnt Fit anymore. #that's how this all feels. it's hard to trust it. hard to feel like it'll last. #but a part of me longs for it. but i also just long for the people we used to be. #back when i was happy. back when i didnt feel like i was living with a perpetual ache. #things werent perfect. but i was happy. it might have been the last time i was truly happy.