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luffyvace · 2 months

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Hello first of all- Omg my new fav author I LOVE UR WRITING SM LIKE ???? APBDISBRQKOZ

I found your blog form the author!Reader the anon who ask haz a creative mind I loved the 2 post sm I already got addicted to it I hope u Dont mind me requesting sm form it

Imagine Kusuo getting a notification (he seems like the one has his phone on dnd but has his notification open for his s/o in all media) of her post sm in one of there public social platform saying "I'm turning into my emo phase if this writer block doesn't move on form me " and when checking her private acc (the it's only access for him and her older friend) she is all memes about her writer block and her saying "if I stop writing I give all my books and series to you my friend" just her and overreacting to her block writer

Hiii!! THANK YOU CUTIE!! It always makes me so happy to hear I can share my hobbies with others <3 ahhh I see! Of course I don’t mind dear :)

ohh so if I’m getting this right it’s Saiki finding readers second blog (in which she mostly posts unserious stuff about her writers block) I believe I get what ya mean :}

*･..°•*:.｡:3･.｡.:*･..*°.･

Lol if feel like almost every writer has they’re side blogs or blog where they not a writer they just read other’s stuff

and to me this blog seems like a kinda funny vent blog where reader can just complain about her writers block whenever she has it

LOL imagine going inactive on that acc for weeks and saiki’s wondering if you forgot about it or forgot the password but you just simply have had a lot of motivation lately

then all the sudden you come back and your rebloging all types of relatable author memes and making posts about how ‘your going emo because you have writers block’

honestly it’s kinda ironic to him

he likes your posts on both accounts to support even when your do have writers block

cuz who’s likes a guy who ups and leaves when you don’t have motivation?

the first time you threatened to give your books away he knew you were joking but at the same time he was like ‘wait don’t give all your books away they can’t write it as well as you can 😀’

’kusuo I’m joking’

🧍

‘me too I knew that’

(“Thank goodness..her books were the only thing keeping me sane from those nuisances..”)

- In Saiki’s head

he doesn’t get all the writer memes bc he’s not an author, obviously he’s not stupid so he does find some funny

i feel he doesn’t post on social media but if a post of yours does particularly good he’ll repost it

i think I touched up on him being supportive before but yeah I’m gonna say it it again bc it truly is an honorable mention

‘(Name/pen name) has posted!’

- notification

👆💥📲

- Saiki

the emoji combo was terrible but basically that’s him about to break his screen from how hard he clicked

he’s always the first one on your posts and interacts every way possible

except comments..

which sucks cuz it boosts it a lot but he just doesn’t interact online 😭

if it’s a social media where you can see who liked, aiura and torisuka always tease Saiki for being the first like every time

“Dang your a real simp huh? Your the first like on her every post!”

- Aiura

”MAN! You don’t miss a beat do ya Saiki? I can never beat you to it 😭”

- Toritsuka

“wow..you beat me once again. The second the notification pops up you’ve already liked, reblogged and shared before I can even click on it. That’s impressive I must say, but it’s also quite annoying because I would like to be the first one to support (name) one day. In fact you do everything first! You get the books before they publish! You like all her posts first! Satire or not too!- yadda yadda yadda..”

- Akechi

“you don’t even respond to me that fast! Sometimes you leave me on read or delivered for 2 days before you answer me”

- Kaido

Saiki also sees that your friend likes your second acc too

which he would figure since you two are close

ehehe..a bit short dearest but I hope it brings you joy regardless~ 😅💞

I have much to get out..need to be more active..

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tidemoonchild · 5 months

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What are your favorite tumblr blogs?

Oooooohhhh an opportunity to make an appreciation post! (Btw the order doesn't mean anything so know if you are the last on the list doesn't mean I love you any less!)

PS: Had to make this two parts because apperantly tumblr only allows 4096 words...

Part I (here) | Part II

@antvnger: I know Ant Mun for a while now. Met them sometime at the start of this year I guess and even if we haven't interacted much lately and stuff I'm still going through his page almost everyday to see what he has been up to. The mun is one of the sweetest persons I ever met and is so amazing in potraying Scott (who I just live as much as I love Ant Mun).

@spideymn: Probably the one I know the longest here on tumblr. I met her somewhen at the end of last year and we wrote together like every day before I went on a longer tumblr break. I was so sad and heartbroken when I couldn't find her on tumblr anymore not knowing that we have been writing together the whole time not knowing that it was us. Guess the moment we realized it, was one of my absolut favorite moments here on tumblr. She's such a sweet and honest person and she was one of the first who let me feel comfortable for being myself and to reach out to her for whatever reason. And tbh she's also one of the persons why I decided to come back here in the first place.

@silently-judgingyou: Another one I know longer here. While the two of us haven't talked as much as I did with Spidey Mun I still enjoyed our conversation and our rps. They're always so wholesome and I love to see the interactions between MJ and Morgan and how both of them started to build a sisterly bond. I also love the thread we started with Katya and MJ. We haven't done much yet but it's so funny to see the two girls who don't want to talk to anyone and want to be left alone get to know eachother. The mun is also such a sweet and nice person and I'm so happy to have her around.

@remarkableheroes: My dear and beloved Bucky! The moment I saw your OC Anya I instantly fell in love and thought OMG! Wanna write with them! You have no idea how scared I was to reach out and how happy I was when you said yes. And now look at us! We just talked about making our Ocs officialy to eachothers stories, something I thought I would never do again until I met you. In all these years you have been the first Oc mun where I felt comfortable to try it again. I love everything about you and Anya but also your other muses. You are such a sweet and amazing person and I'm so happy that I found you and got to know you.

@skallagrimulfhedinn/@michaelandadam: Another person I knew from my first try here on tumblr and who I love so much. The mun has such amazing characters and I love writing with them so much. I love Skallagrim and Ash and tbh when the Mun told me about the SPN rp blog I made a little scream. SPN has been one of my favorite fandoms I was ever part of and I literaly cried during the last episode. I was really suprised and happy to see how SPN is kinda making a return. and this Mun plays Adam so well and I can't wait to see how they will play Michael at one point.

@azuresrp: Guess what? Yep this beautiful person here was also one of my old friends who I found here on tumblr before my break… Or more like who found me. They're so sweet and amazing and have such a great character. I love Ryan, I love his story and I love the mun and our interactions. Most of all I love our ooc talk and plotting. It's just so much fun to talk with them about our characters or about whatever else we are talking about. And it's so funny everytime we haven't spoken for a while both of us can be sure the next message will start with a "Sorry it took so long… life happened."

@kyber-infinitygems/@neonsoundbite: Amazing person, amazing Mun, amazing Ocs, amazing Story! Just AMAZING! I love Luc and I love Brenna! They're also one of my favorite Ocs I saw here on tumblr. I love talking ooc with the mun which we have done the most and I love it so much that she shares the same love for Bruce than I do. I literaly know not a single person who has Bruce as one of their favorites and I was so happy when I saw her love for Bruce! And I also love the fact that she shipped her Oc not with a major character like Steve, Tony or Thor like everyone else always does… No she chose Kurt Goreshter. Such an amazing character who honestly doesn't get enough love and attention. Like he's actually so funny but always gets overlooked and forgotten! But not by her which I think is so cool and awesome. And omg her drawings and edits! They're so amazing!

#ooc:mun #avy got an ask #part I

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kimdokja-real · 10 months

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you have probably talked about this before considering your blog name and everything but since I'm reading orv I found it so funny and kinda on theme that it seems like Uriel agrees that KDJ tops.

like in chapter 149 episode 29 constellation banquet when talking about how him being a eunuch would be a problem unless "perhaps his position changes". implying yknow.

anyways yeah this is kinda random but in story Top!KDJ

Yeah I talked about it before and Uriel definitely agrees Kim Dokja Tops! I made a whole list of why Yoo Joonghyuk being Bottom is canon according to the novel. It was my first post. Okay but you know what's funnier? Look at this.

[There is a place you have to go.] '…Where?' [Ah, I will help you get there. I'll prepare it right away!] I had a rough idea of where I was going. Based on how nervous Youngki was, the pressure from the constellations must be considerable. Eh? It felt like my body was collapsing and being reborn. It wasn't resurrection. It was closer to the soul forming a body. It was a state like a floating ghost but it was temporary. [Umm. This is an important meeting…] A shirt and suit covered the soul body that didn't have any genitalia.

The texture of the cloth felt like it had been created for me. [Stories are shining in the distant night sky.] [The constellation banquet is currently being held.] [The constellation 'Queen of the Darkest Spring' has invited you to the constellation banquet.] The constellation banquet.

I read the latest manhwa chapter and saw Kim Dokja looking cool and masculine in a suit and blazer, so i went to read the novel to see which part it was, and I really didn't expect to see something like this.

Okay look at this again!

A shirt and suit covered the soul body that didn't have any genitalia. Kim Dokja, 147: Ep. 29 - Constellation Banquet, II

??? At first I was like ??? Kim Dokja why did you even have to mention that? So strange.

Then I realized what that meant. That meant Kim Dokja was already an eunuch, LOL.

So when he jumped up on the stage and held Yoo Joonghyuk's hand high in the air, our beloved top didn't have his cock.

When Kim Dokja was on stage and held Yoo Joonghyuk's hand high in the air, Kim Dokja didn't have his cock.

This ruined it for me at first! Like it's a bit strange to imagine Kim Dokja without any genitalia Kim Dokja without his cock standing with Yoo Joonghyuk on the stage and holding his hand because that's really the DokHyuk/DokJoong moment, damn it! And some people said it was like a gay coming out moment. (But Kim Dokja literally doesn't have his male body part his cock???)

I was like a bit disappointed and why did the author include that lol but then I realized, it means Kim Dokja is so dominant and such a Top that he's able to jump up on stage and hold Yoo Joonghyuk's hand high in the air dominantly literally without his cock.

okay on another added more general note, about Kim Dokja's character, Kim Dokja is so confident that he's able to declare a nebula with Yoo Joonghyuk and face the protagonist of Ways of Survival and all the constellations without his cock, his male part. Kim Dokja is just acting confidently as always without his male part! I just found that, so...Kim Dokja.

Of course no one including Yoo Joonghyuk knows except Kim Dokja, but Kim Dokja doesn't give a shit.

Like this man's masculinity and confidence isn't even limited to his genitals, what a fucking man Kim Dokja is.

Ok about Uriel

"You are here to offer me the Messiah's Path?" […Ah, right! I came because of it!] Uriel raised her head with surprise. It was an expression that showed she didn't remember why she came here. It seemed she was quite pleased to meet me. [It must be because you are too handsome.] "Your words are convincing." Uriel smiled and said. [Kim Dokja, will you accept Eden's story?] "That… I need to think a bit." [Why? Our story is the best! It isn't comparable to other places!] This was certainly true. The Messiah's Path was the best story in the resurrection system. There was one problem. "I will lose something precious if I accept that story." [Eh? Ah. T-That's right. If you choose our story, you'll become an eunuch…That can't be.] I expected to be persuaded but unexpectedly, Uriel shook with agitation. Was it such a big deal for Uriel that I would become an eunuch? Why? [W-What to do? If I don't bring Kim Dokja to Metatron, he won't let me use the Internet for a month… but if he accepts, Kim Dokja will become an eunuch… when that happens… oh, wait a minute. Perhaps if his position changes…?] …What position? [O-Okay! Kim Dokja! Don't worry too much about this problem. One way or another…!] Uriel seemed to be filled with great determination on her own. I firmly shook my head. "I don't want it." [Yes! It is okay if you are an eunuch…!] "Next."

Alright first, yes Kim Dokja is handsome! Everyone calling him pretty with a slim waist, good thing he's gonna enhance his body in the future. I know he's pretty too like in the manhwa, but Yoo Joonghyuk isn't the only handsome one, Kim Dokja is handsome too. Kim Dokja can be both pretty and handsome.

So Uriel who thought Kim Dokja was Top thought his position needed to change, that Kim Dokja needed to be bottom if he became an eunuch and lost his cock, but I just laugh cause that already happened for some reason temporary of course and Kim Dokja still jumped up on the stage and dominantly held Yoo Joonghyuk's hand up high in the air like a perfect Top!

I jumped up towards the stage. I grabbed the confused Yoo Joonghyuk's hand and raised it high into the sky. "I have something to say to you." I said while looking at the audience. The constellations looked astonished. I was able to see Uriel's expression, who seemed on the verge of fainting.

And yeah it was so dominant and Top behavior Uriel who knows Kim Dokja Tops was on the verge of fainting lol

Kim Dokja still acted like a dominant Top when he was an eunuch without his cock.

So maybe Kim Dokja is such a dominant Top even him becoming an eunuch and losing his cock wouldn't make him bottom, he'd just use a toy to penetrate Yoo Joonghyuk instead.

But of course Kim Dokja rejected it because he doesn't want to lose his cock lol.

I don't know, Kim Dokja is just such a man.

#he's so manly #kim dokja is so manly #kim dokja is so masculine #ask #he doesn't give a damn doesn't feel awkward or anything even though his soul body didn't have his cock #he's just being masculine and confident as always #kim dokja is wildly confident #kim dokja #yoo joonghyuk #dokhyuk #joongdok #dokjoong #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint

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magyctale-official · 21 days

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hi I just found this au today and it is choking me alive

you art is amazing and the au looks stunning and when I found out this is gonna be a series I screamed!!!

I just wanted to ask if you had like a character list or a description of what the au is about?

I really would love to jump on this hype train and all this has got me so excited!

AA THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY OMG TYY <3<3<3

I do have a google sheet with a buncha characters written down but it has some spoilers in it so... 👀

But I can absolutely give a rundown!! Magyctale doesn't exactly have a solid "gimmick" (like Underswap or Underfell) but it's more like a rewrite of sorts? The characters act somewhat differentlyto their original counterparts and the main meat of the story is how their journey affects them and their relationships. :3

So for instance: Season 1 is for the most part a reimagining of Undertale, with a few original characters sprinkled alongside the AU cast. One of the biggest changes is that Frisk is older (they're about 17) so they have a lot more to say and there's a lot more room for them to express themself. Also I just prefer writing characters who aren't small childen XDD

After Season 1 is when it starts going into more stuff from my own noggin as opposed to being a retelling. So S1 is kinda like introducing all the characters and their dynamics before adding more stuff :3

By far my favorite arc is the one that incorperates elements from Deltarune- that's where my favorite boys come in and also is the arc with the most OCs!! Especially Mave- that's my horrible horrible son whom I adore with my entire heart and soul <3<3<3

I do have some character refs I can share!!

These are all from S1 (since that's what I'm focusing on planning right now) but I will take a short detour to talk about my awful little son just because I can <3

This is my vile little lad Mave :3

He started off as just my interpretation of The Knight from DR but now he is one of my most multi-faceted characters of all time I think. Funny how that worked out-

He is by far one of my favorite OCs of All Time and he's such a lil weirdo hehehe

I'm so sad he doesn't come in until much later in the story,,, I want him to be Real already XDD

I don't wanna give too too much away about him because,,,yknow,,,spoilers,,, but I've posted vaguely about his lore on this blog and my main (@bonetrix-arts) as well as over on my YouTube and TikTok accounts if you're curious!!! I simply love to vaguepost about my lore <3

If you have any more questions absolutely feel free to ask!!!! Also if you wanna ask something specific about a character- though I haven't posted about it in a while -I do have character asks open :3

I was posting em on my TikTok as well as here and I think Insta for a while n then I got side-tracked HNGSVDHCJ

I think I still had more art to finish up for the last one n that's why I never posted it,,

But anyways- feel free to do that if there's anything else you wanna know!!!! I need to draw these lil weirdos again n that'd be a nice way to kickstart my brain LMAO

Also I need to make a section for my AU in my Discord server,,, why haven't I done that yet?? RAHH I'm rambling!! Sory I just get so excited when people ask about my babies hehehe

I HOPE YOU HAVE AN AWESOME DAY!!! YOU ABSOLUTELY MADE MINE <3<3<3

#magyctale #mt asks #magyctale frisk #magyctale toriel #magyctale fae #magyctale flowey #magyctale sans #magyctale papyrus #magyctale mave

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thewickedlywenchy · 6 months

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I’m curious, what made you start posting nudes of yourself? Was it a dare? Was it to push you past a limit of some type? Or was it more of a fuck it your an adult and you’ll do what you want?

Honestly, it was more of a "Fuck You" kinda thing towards my partner at the time. I've been posting nudes or sexy content somewhere on the internet for over 20 years.

Long before tumblr I did Yahoo groups, and Google groups. Yeah....I'm really THAT OLD! I owned and moderated several bbw themed groups and was a member of lots of others that were "adult"

Then along came tumblr.

My partner found it first and asked if he could take a pic or 2 and post it. I said sure go for it. Then I got to looking around and thought, this place looks like fun! Yahoo and Google were phasing out groups at that time and I was really mostly interested in just having a little fun and being able to post or share adult content (not just porn or nudes but memes and stuff you really wouldn't want your family to see on facebook).

He would spend hours and hours online and most of his attention was going towards tumblr and porn. Our sex life was shit, I was mad, jealous, and hurt that he paid more attention to those women than he did to the one he could actually have. So I created my own tumblr, with a slight variation of this same screen name and I started taking my own photos and sharing them online. I found several tumblr folks that asked for submissions and I started submitting and things just snowballed from there. And just to be petty, I would submit to the partners tumblr page as well. And when he would post it was my photos that got the bigger reaction than the professional porn he would spend all day looking for to share. He eventually quit tumblr because he got really sick of people constantly sending him asks about me and our relationship. I guess it's one of those things where you see the person you live with everyday and you can't understand why she's such a big deal to everyone else.

I'm not gonna lie to you.....the attention was fun. And I loved that I had landed amongst people who truly loved bigger women. It was also very empowering and did a lot for my confidence. And it was really fucking cool that I had such a variety of people following me. Couples, older men, young men, single women. Women would tell me they loved my confidence AND that I was funny and a sweet person and apparently I'm super relatable & approachable as well.

So.....I hope that sorta answers your question??

I've made so many friends on tumblr and I treasure them all. Some of the folks here with me now have been along on this crazy ride with me from the very beginning. I think before the crackdown on adult content I had been here about 5 to 6 years and the day I got pissed off because Tumblr kept smacking down my videos for violating TOS and I hit delete on my blog I had over 250,000 followers. Had OF and sites like that one existed at the time I'd be pretty damn well off now.

I stayed away and wandered the internet and found a few other places to post. But nothing is as fun as tumblr imo. And when they said we could be naked again I came back....lol.

It's caused a misunderstanding with my current relationship but I have told him really he has nothing to worry about. I think as long as I send him more stuff than I actually put on my tumblr and I don't get over the top explicit with my comments he's ok with it.....I'm bratty so sometimes it's like walking a tightrope....lol.

Great question!

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duckwithablog · 6 months

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The lurker anon reappears! Thank you for answering my questions, and I’d love to hear the backstory of your macaque theme!

Also, I forgot to label myself. Silly me. Mmm 🤔… perhaps peach🍑 anon if it’s free? Because- unrelated to the cute and cheeky monkey man- I really, really love peaches!

YOO hello again!! And yeah, 🍑 anon is free!! I haven't tried eating peaches but they look so aesthetic,, the only peach flavored thing i tried was a peach drink and i ordered it PURELY bcs of LMK HHAHSHSAH

time for some blog lore..... THIS IS GONNA BE KINDA LONG AND RAMBLY SO BE WARNED-

Before this account was made, I actually had a different tumblr account for personal use (I never log into it anymore though lol) instead of writing. I was in the LMK fandom at the time, so I was reading x reader fics EVERYWHERE I could, from wattpad to tumblr to ao3.

And wouldn't you know it, when I was scrolling through the tags on tumblr I saw someone promoting their newly written fic they made on ao3!! I read it, loved the premise, and left a kudos and a comment (I think I left a comment? I'm not sure, I was a lurker as well when it came to reading HSDHSD).

Not too long after, I was scrolling through their blog and saw a post of them asking for any possible writing friends to interact. I thought 'hey!! i can write!!' and promptly sent them a dm. We chatted over our brainrot of the stinky monkeys and we grew to be pretty close writing buddies!! I even got to come up with a ship name for a pairing in the fic (the pairing was Macaque and Y/n, and Y/n in the fic was a baker, so I proposed the ship name 'Mooncake'. Still super proud of that ngl!! I'm pretty sure I made one for Wukong and Y/n too, but I forgot what it was </33 Mooncake was just so iconic to me).

We bounced off ideas from each other, and I sent them posts about Wukong (they were a Wukong Apologist and honestly, slay), and one of them actually managed to influence their characterization for him in a later chapter!! I was even writing my own LMK x reader fic at the time, and while I gave up on it after a while, they were the first person to ever read the first few paragraphs and gave me their thoughts.

Eventually, I had an urge to make a whole blog dedicated to x reader writings because I was inspired by them to make one, and when I told them they told me to go for it!!

Here's where the important bit comes in: This person's blog was themed around Sun Wukong. They're a Monkey King lover, they fucking love that stupid smelly monkey man!! So I told them "hey wouldnt it be funny if my blog was Macaque themed so we could match?" and they went "DUDE"

And boom!! That's the reason why my blog is Macaque themed!! I went through a LOT of custom tumblr themes (you know where you open someones blog and instead of being the regular tumblr blog layout its a totally new one that they customized themselves? Yeah that was me), meanwhile my friend just stuck to a simple 'Wukong pfp + header and orange background'. I think that matched our character themes really well HAHSAHSAH

Unfortunately, I'm sure that my friend is not working/active anymore. Their last post on tumblr was them apologizing for the lack of updates because of art school, and that was it. I don't know how long it's been since I checked up on the fic, but when I did, I found that their ao3 account was orphaned. So it's probably safe to assume that theyre not coming back to their tumblr acc either.

But still... I kept my Macaque theme. Even when my LMK interest started to fade and other media took over my brain, I refused to change it. Idk why, sentimentality I guess? It just felt wrong.

I have no idea where they are now, honestly. I just hope theyre doing okay. They were a super cool person, and I loved their fic and I loved talking to them and I loved being their friend!! Even if they probably wont see this post, I just want them to know how much of an impact they had on me. It was because of them I made this account, and got into writing requests and fics. And even if that didn't work out, they got me back to writing in general! They were an awesome person and they deserve everything good in life!!

Augugh this got sentimental... My bad!! Ngl, I've been secretly waiting for someone to ask me why my blog was Macaque themed, but the chance of that happening was really slim so I held the Blog Lore™ in. BUT NOW I CAN FINALLY SAY WHAT IVE BEEN HOLDING IN FOR YEARS RAHHH

Thanks for asking this, btw 🍑 anon!! Sorry if this was so rambly and long, my mind do be like that (incomprehensible to decipher sometimes). I'd love to see you pop in some more, if youd like!!

Oh!! And since ur a Wukong lover as well, you should read their fic!! It's unfinished, but I think you should give it a shot. The chapters are long, the writing style and interactions between characters are great, and the development and pining is well done!!

I realize that this sounds biased, but ermm..... IDC GO READ THEIR FIC!!! (/nf) Kudos and comment bcs they deserve it!! Even if they dont get to see it, I'd like to at least cheer them up on the off chance that they do.

Here's the fic!! And their tumblr acc too, because they make some pretty banging drawings for their writing!!

@butternut-zippersqaush

#🍑 anon #blog lore #yeah thats a tag now lmao #hope i explained this well bcs itd be mad awkward if i didnt #IK ITS LONG BUT BEAR WITH ME IVE BEEN WAITING TO TELL SOMEONE THIS FOR YEARS!!!!

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foodfightnovelization · 8 months

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Websites, Web Videos and Production Stills

Alright, so before the end of the novelization I want to just take a minute to talk about the various Foodfight! websites from over the years. From about 2001-2005, foodfight.com was simply a brief Flash animation of the movie's logo, with a second animation saying "When good food...goes BAD!" Not much to talk about, right?

However, in around 2006 the website was updated into, well, an actual website! You can still check it out here via the Internet Archive: https://web.archive.org/web/20060901184349/http://www.foodfight.com/FF-flash.html

This is honestly pretty cool- we get a brief summary of the plot, a bunch of character bios that explain things about Dex, Dan and the other Ikes that are NEVER made clear in the movie itself -for instance, did you know the cereal Dex is the mascot for actually contains a free toy of him in every box? If that was a real cereal (and they WERE planning to make it one when this movie was something of a big deal) I would've loved that, I miss cereal prizes so dearly. These character bios also show concept art from an earlier version of the movie- art that again, looks far more visually appealing than the movie we ended up with. How is it basically everything about Foodfight! except the movie itself is actually pretty cool?

The website even opens with a genuinely impressive animation of the grocery store transforming into Marketropolis- I can't really show it here because it's animated, but if you follow the link you'll see it and it looks AWESOME- it really makes you think "yeah, supermarkets DO kinda look like cities!", right? Also, on the Production page we see the character model for a large, ugly Brand X soldier who we never see in the finished film. Is this the fabled Brand X Mashed Potato Man? (Almost definitely yes, there's nobody else this could be)

Well, he looks absolutely HORRIFYING, but it's good to know what this character would've looked like had he not been replaced by the Brand X Lunchlady. On the Partners page as well, we see one of the companies the studio is working with is Random House, who published the novelization we've been analyzing for the past twenty-something blog posts. So far, this is the only evidence I've found of the novelization's existence outside of the copy of it I own, so it's good to see it get some acknowledgement. There's not much else to talk about with this website, so now let's move onto the next- that's right, there was ANOTHER website.

So as you may or may not know, Foodfight was initially released in theaters in 2012 in the UK and Ireland- it makes no sense at all to release it there, as British people aren't going to be familiar with characters like Charlie The Tuna or Twinkie the Kid, but apparently this was part of a contractual obligation the studio HAD to fulfill of giving it a theatrical release SOMEWHERE. As it happens, I actually grew up in England (I live in Canada now, however) and this theatrical release was where my obsession with Foodfight began. Back in 2012, I saw a poster for this movie outside a theater in London- it had Charlie Tuna, Twinkie The Kid and the Vlasic Stork on it, but I didn't recognize any of them because I was an 11 year old British child with no knowledge of Twinkies or tuna mascots. I DID however see Dex Dogtective up on the poster, and I was instantly enamoured because he looked like Indiana Jones, and I LOVED Indiana Jones back then. I begged to go see it, but was given a harsh and firm "no". Now 11 years later, I'm writing the most comprehensive blog about the movie to ever have existed. Life is funny like that sometimes, right? But that's not what we're here to talk about- when the movie was released in the UK and Ireland, there was a website coinciding with this release- foodfightmovie.co.uk.

This was also saved via the Web Archive, unfortunately however only the Introduction page of the site was saved. The picture above (and a button below that says "ENTER") is basically all that's left of this site, so whatever else was on there is long gone...right?

Well, not quite! In late 2012, this Youtube video was uploaded entitled "Foodfight vox pop". It shows the audience reaction after a theater screening in the UK, comprised mainly of very young children saying they liked the movie whilst holding various Foodfight plush toys. I can't find a source for this video ANYWHERE on the internet, so it's my theory this video was originally made for the "foodfightmovie.co.uk" website before it was lost to time. I don't have any definitive proof of that, but it doesn't make sense for this video to have come from anywhere else.

Now, I just have one last thing to share! These are production stills dated from sometime in 2007 that I found while scouring the web for more juicy tidbits about Foodfight! These stills mostly look similar to what we see in the final movie- however Lieutenant X, Sunshine, and Maximilius's character designs look far higher quality than what we see in the actual movie. The design of the ketchup tanks is slightly different as well, and Sunshine appears in a grassy meadow that looks vastly different from the one we see in the finished film. These aren't a huge deal, but based on the character designs and models we see here, we can say DEFINITIVELY that the version of the movie we know and...tolerate today was in development in 2007. Besides that, I wanted to share EVERYTHING I know about Foodfight on this blog, even the minor things that'd otherwise be uninteresting.

I really hope you enjoyed these- I didn't want to just talk about the novelization on this blog, I wanted to share the wider world of Foodfight! as well, from storyboards to concept art to long-lost videogames, and I hope by reading these you learned something you didn't already know. We have two more chapters to go before we reach the end of the novelization, so I say let's snap crackle and pop our way through to the end!

#daredevil dan #dex dogtective #foodfight #charlie sheen #christopher lloyd #eva longoria #lady x #mr clipboard #the brand x mashed potato man #websites #Youtube

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I posted 2,497 times in 2022

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#me when someone reblogs one of my fics with an entire essay on why they likes my fic:

My Top Posts in 2022:

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....when was that...again...? He'll save us...we need to..call him...maybe one of our phones...survived...

Yayy less laggy)

I don't think our phones survived... at least, I know mine didn't... iPhones don't survive falls.

122 notes - Posted May 20, 2022

Heya! I have a request for you, a kiribakudeku fic with like hide and seek/anticipation for a prompt (lee!deku or kiri if you can). Your fics are so cute!

Thanks for the request! I’m glad you like my fics! Also, lee!Deku or Kiri? Why not both! ALSO also, for a little context, Bakugou stole some beer from Aizawa one night, got drunk and bought a maid dress online, and since then it’s been sitting unused under his bed, even though he kinda wants to see how his boyfriends would look in a maid dress.

Ler Bakugou, Lee Kirishima and Izuku

Warning: this is bakugou. Take a guess.

Word count: 1316

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Shit shit shit

Oh god oh god oh god

Kirishima and Izuku were hiding in the latter’s closet, both having their own silent panics. They had decided to pull a prank that they thought would be funny on their blonde boyfriend, Bakugou, swapping the salt with the sugar when Bakugou went to make breakfast, a classic.

And they had forgotten that Bakugou doesn’t like anyone messing with his food.

So they had to spend the better part of 20 minutes running and hiding from the angry blonde, which is how they found themselves in their position.

Truthfully, they knew Bakugou would never actually hurt them. Well, not severely. Anymore.

It was the fear of the unknown that had them so scared as they heard Bakugou stomping into the greenette’s room, the two in the closet now holding their breath.

“I know you idiots are in here…” he growled out. “Come out!”

Izuku had to bite back a gasp as Bakugou got dangerously close to the hiding spot, warranting a hand over his mouth from Kiri. The greenette pressed closer to the redhead as he heard a hand land on his closet door knob… and then he was gone. No noise, no shadow, not even the sound of his breathing.

Izuku looked up at Kiri with a questioning gaze, who stood and peeked out, turning back and nodding to the standing One-For-All user, before slowly exiting, followed by Deku.

Thinking Bakugou would have left the room after only a minute of searching was probably their second mistake.

The blonde (who had been hiding under Izuku’s bed) leapt out and pinned them both under his weight, moving to pin one of each of their legs beneath him. Both boys were still catching their breath from the initial mini heart attack their blonde boyfriend had given them, before looking up at him.

“Uh, g-good job, Kacchan..” Izuku praised shakily.

“Heh, y-yeah, y-you caught us… m-maybe let us go now…?” Kirishima tried.

Bakugou pretended to consider it for a moment, before smirking and leaning over his opposite-haired boyfriends.

“Better idea. How about I give you two a proper punishment for fucking with my food?” he growled, the smirk never leaving his face, even growing wider as Izuku stammered out, “P-p-punishment?!”

“You didn’t think I was just going to scare you and let you go, did you, Deku? Oh no, you two are going to fucking pay… but you’re lucky you’re my boyfriends, otherwise I would have already beat your asses into the ground. Instead…” he placed one hand on each tummy, “I have a much better way of punishing you two.”

Both Kirishima and Izuku felt small, wobbly smiles form on their faces, Izuku’s admittedly much more suppressed.

“W-wait, B-Bakubabe, w-we can talk about this, r-right?” Kiri pleaded, earning only a shake of the head from Bakugou.

“M-m-maybe I could c-clean your r-room for a week?” Izu tried. Another head shake. “I-in a m-maid dress…?” he tried, embarrassing himself at the thought.

That had Bakugou thinking for a moment, but he just smirked again at the pair, flexing his fingers slightly and earning a yelp from the two. “I might make you do that anyway, nerd~”

Oh god what did I get myself into?

He flexed his fingers again, twice, earning a barely kept back giggle from Izu and a “Nohoho-” from Kirishima.

“Look at you two. Can’t even stop smiling, and I haven’t even started yet. Hm… but where should I start? I could spider allll over your sides, maybe check to make sure you two didn’t lose a rib or two… Maybe, I could start at the hips, I know you’d just love that, Deku.. or maybe, these poor, bouncy bellies need some love?”

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124 notes - Posted March 21, 2022

Heya twin! I have finally made it home and is ready for the next episode/but of BotL! (Well, it could be considered a new episode, since we sorta concluded the Saving TomLee Arc, but if Tumblr ate my post, let's just say that I left the episode on a cliffhanger hehehe)

Don't worry, Tumblr was nice enough not to eat your post. I'm ready whenever you and Tomlee are)

128 notes - Posted April 12, 2022

(Let's get this party started!)

IN THE BASE...

I walk into the main area, looking visibly upset and not saying a word as I storm to my office and slam the door behind me

*I flinched hearing the door slam, glancing up from my video and looking towards the office door, silently debating whether or not I should help, or if she'd be annoyed*

128 notes - Posted April 7, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

The Octopus and The Monkey

Guess what, I’m bored! So let’s write a fic!! This one is based off of the Shoji x Ojiro rp me and my friend are doing on discord, and I think that this would be a cute scenario! (This is also maybe sorta slightly based off of this fanart by @ticklishfanart)

Ler Shoji, Lee Ojiro

Warning: Lol nuffin. Unless you hate this ship with a burning passion, if so, why are you still reading? Go do a star war.

Word count: 868

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“Hey, Shoji?” Ojiro looked up at the many-armed student, his head laying in Shoji’s lap as they relaxed on the couch in the common room.

“Yeah, monkey?” he asked, smirking a little under the mask, knowing how well that nickname got to him.

“I- You lil- I- R-right… How are you so tall?” he finally stuttered out. Ojiro honestly found his boyfriend a little unsettling in the sense that he was taller than most of the teachers.

“I’m not sure. It’s as much of a mystery as how soft your tail is,” he remarked, looking over at a Denki happily playing with Ojiro’s tail fluff on the floor. Shoji loved how they felt like fathers to a sweet little kid when they were with him.

Ojiro shrugged, gently pulling his tail away, laughing a little when Kaminari looked disappointed and muttering out a little “Aww, poor guy..” before giving him access to the fluff again, smiling at him when his expression quickly went to surprised and then to happy as he began to play with the fluff again.

“Dohon’t tease the poor guy,” Shoji chuckled quietly, looking back at his boyfriend, who was still watching the electric blonde.

“He’s fine. As long as he gets it back, I don’t think his boyfriends will come after me,” Ojiro noted, looking back up at his own boyfriend.

Shoji rolled his eyes and put a hand on Ojiro’s belly, gently tapping his fingers and accidentally making his boyfriend squirm under the touch.

“Sh-Shoji, quit that!” the tailed teen stuttered out, smiling at the ticklish touches.

“Quit what?” he asked, genuinely a little confused.

“The t-tapping, ihit tickles!”

“Wait, it does?” Shoji asked, his amusement plain in his voice. “So not just your tail is ticklish, then?” “Ohof course not!” he said, still squirming.

“Hmm, I wonder, where else are you ticklish?” he mused, grabbing Ojiro’s wrists in one hand and pulling him upright in his lap.

“Uh, Sh-Shoji, are you d-doing what I think you’re d-doing?” Ojiro asked, a nervous smile coming to his face.

“I don’t know, what do you think I’m doing?” he asked, pulling Oijrio’s shirt up just enough to expose his belly, another hand becoming a mouth with that grin that he knew Ojiro found hilarious for some reason.

Sure enough, said tail boi looked away from the hand with a giddy smile, suppressing bubbly laughter. Denki noticed their behavior from the floor and let Ojiro’s tail go, smiling when he saw him struggling to keep it from wagging.

Ojiro jolted as he felt Shoji pulling his tail up and holding it near the base, two more hands positioned near his armpits and the mouthed hand near his belly.

“Any last words?” Shoji asked playfully, and Ojiro knew he was doomed.

“Take care of Kaminari for me,” he answered, the anticipating smile on his face growing wider.

“You got it,” he said, before he started tickling him, digging his fingers into his armpits and tail, the mouthed hand blowing raspberries on his belly, pulling squeals and loud laughter from the tailed hero-in-training.

“SH-SHOJIHIHIHIHIHI! NAHAHAHA STAHAHAHA!” he protested, the part of his tail that wasn’t being held wagging violently. Denki silently thanked himself for letting go when he did, knowing that he would have probably gotten hit in the face if he didn’t.

“You’re so ticklish, look at you!” Shoji smiled behind the mask, relishing the adorable (and loud) sounds his boyfriend was making.

Ojiro kicked and squirmed, Kaminari having to dodge the flying legs as he watched a hysterical Ojiro losing his mind as his boyfriend dug into his two worst spots and raspberried the third, his nerves alight with the ticklish shocks, making his entire body feel ticklish.

“PLEHEHEHEHEASE! NAHAHAHA IHIHAHAHA! IHIT TIHIHIHIHIHICKLES!!!” Ojiro nearly screeched, pulling at his trapped hands.

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toracainz · 1 year

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I’m looking for a fic where the reader is an avatar for Sekhmet (if I remember correctly)

Lioness goddess with a violent streak that purrs in the reader’s mind

I don’t remember the name of it or who wrote it

Reader knew Marc from his mercenary days and Marc had “left the reader to die”, that’s when reader became an avatar

But reader has kinda fallen for Steven and hijinks ensue due to reader’s anger towards Marc and affection towards Steven

I don’t remember if I’ve read it all or if it’s finished or if there was more but I would love to continue reading it

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34 notes - Posted July 8, 2022

Need help finding a fic!!!

I’m so sure the name of the fic is Más Allá Del Sol

I want to say that maybe the reader either leaves the bois or dies. All I remember from it is that something happens and it hurt. I think I’ve read it once and have avoided it because anytime I’ve happened upon it again I just remember how much that fic hurt lol

PLEASE HELP!!!

UPDATE

Thanks to @brekkers-desigirl the fic has been found

Kind of irritated I had such a hard time finding it considering I follow the writer @harrysweasleys

My brain must have not been working or something 🤦‍♀️

So yeah enjoy the fic (tagged above)

44 notes - Posted September 11, 2022

Tell Me Where to Put My Love pt2

You and Steven haven’t been together very long, but that won’t stop either of you from fighting tooth and nail for a chance at a future together.

Series Masterlist

Part 1 - Wish That You Were Here

Part 2 - Everything I Thought I Knew Has Fallen Out of View

Part 3

Warnings: Inaccurate depictions of DID (only knowledge from the show and some light research). Swearing. Established relationships. Married relationship. Use of term “priest” in a gender neutral sense. Discussion about cheating. Discussion about homewreckers. Canon typical violence in later chapters. Angst. Fluff.

Word Count: 3.9k

A/N: Actually had some friends proofread this chapter for me lol hopefully you all like it!

It’s funny how quickly you and Steven fell back into place with each other. Steven didn’t have to work at the museum anymore so he had more free time, and when he wasn’t with you he was spending time with Marc, learning how to share their lives. He would always let you know when he wasn’t able to front, letting you know Marc was going to be the one to have the body that day. You got used to their little routine, Steven made it easy, but you still hadn’t been properly introduced to Marc. If he was an alter and shared a body with the man you were desperately in love with, you wanted to get to know him at least. That is, if he even cared about getting to know you.

Marc knew you had been hiding something from Steven, heck it seems even Khonshu had known. Given that Marc was trying to stay hidden from Steven he hadn’t said anything and for some reason neither had Khonshu. Your brows knit together in thought as you fixed yourself lunch. Today was Marc’s day so you were just hanging out at your own flat.

“Tutu, why didn’t you tell me? You had to have known who he was and who he served, so why didn’t you say anything?” You grabbed the plate and drink, wandering over to the couch. Next to the TV stood a man taller than a human. But he wasn’t entirely man, his body was that of an anthropomorphic lion and instead of a lion head atop his shoulders there sat a ceremonial mask and headdress worn by pharaohs of old. If he did have a lion head under there, you had never seen it. The images on his robes depicted other animals, the crocodile, the hawk, a lion. Depictions you had seen online of Tutu were only ever of a literal sphinx, but never the “man” before you.

“It was, how did you say, unwarranted. Nor was it my place, just as it was not Khonshu’s place to tell his avatar.” His voice was smooth and gentle, almost droning, steady and deep, just what you would expect of the protector of dreamers.

“That’s not a good answer and you know it. You knew the whole time…you knew when he was missing! And you said nothing. You let me worry and think the worst things, the nightmares I had and the visions of his nightmares.”

“And I offer my apologies. Had I not comforted you? Told you that he was alive?”

“Yes, but you could have said something, anything about what he was going through and why and where he was going. Omitting the truth is still lying. I can’t believe even after you told me that Khonshu was involved and that Ammit was being released, you still never said that Steven was involved.” You shook your head taking an exasperated bite of your food, turning on the TV.

“In truth, Khonshu was surprised to see me. As I am not part of the Ennead I’m sure he thought I had faded away or resided in the Overvoid. When you and his avatar first met, we kept our distance, but as you both became closer...” the god trailed off as if considering his next words, averting his gaze for a moment. “Khonshu and I made an agreement. That I would not get in his way in his search for Ammit’s tomb, nor would you get in his avatar’s way. In exchange, he would not make mention of me or my having an avatar to the Ennead.”

To say you were shocked would be an understatement, but confusion was unexpected. “What are you saying? Are you not supposed to have an avatar? Hold on, you’re the god of tombs, did you know where Ammit’s tomb was? You could have helped! We could have helped!”

The god sighed as he shook his head. “Ever the inquisitive one. I was and still am a god of the people. I had a close connection with all, not just the elite, as everyone dreams and everyone dies. Though my reach was vast, the Ennead felt an avatar was not necessary for me, I am not restricted by any means, it was just rare that I found a worthy avatar.”

“Oh lucky me I suppose.”

Though you could not see his true face, you could imagine the look the god just gave you, one of complete “done-ness”. “They just like to keep tabs on who has avatars, especially those not in their ‘inner circle’, but I never felt it was any of their business.” Tutu had disappeared by now only coming through as a disembodied voice. “As for the location of Ammit’s tomb, not even I was aware of the location. I gave my blessings to those involved as I had with any other tomb. No one was to know the location and I told Khonshu this. I would have been no help to them.”

You finished off your lunch mulling over what he had said. His last sentence stuck with you. As much as you would have wanted to be there for Steven you wouldn’t really have been much help, likely you would have been a liability. Your powers were better suited to fighting nightmares, in the world of dreams where anything was possible. In the waking world, the most you could do was maybe act as a shield. Tutu’s avatar wasn’t meant to be a warrior, at least not in the waking world. As his avatar you were a “priest” first and foremost, and you still weren’t sure what that entailed.

Your thoughts shifted to Marc while you got ready to run errands. Steven had summed up what he and Marc went through in the Duat. Sparing you the more gruesome details, but giving you enough of an idea of the terrible things Marc had endured, the terrible things that prompted the appearance of Steven. You understood his hesitancy with you and why he did what he did. Marc was still a mystery to you other than what Steven had told you. You knew him more on a surface level; he wasn’t vegan, but did try to stay kosher, he was more of a street smart kind of person compared to Steven and his book smarts. Not to say Marc was unintelligent, he was very smart (according to Steven), he just had expertise in other subjects.

Marc and Layla. You wanted to get to know them now that you knew about them. It was like a secret that no one would tell you. In Marc’s case, you were curious how he would “look” with the body. Steven always had a bit of a hunch and uncertainty to him; even now after he seemed to have found a new sense of self and confidence, he was still very much “Steven”. You had no idea how Marc held himself, how he walked, what sort of energy he had. And Layla, from what Steven has told you is a badass in her own right, even before becoming Taweret’s avatar (whether or not she still was, Steven says, is up for debate).

When you arrived at the grocer, taking a shopping basket in hand, you started around the shop with your list. When you weren’t looking for an item on your list, you thought about Steven, Marc, and Layla, so much so that you almost didn’t notice the man at the end of the aisle reading the back of the sauce bottle he was holding, clearly contemplating getting it, before tossing it in his own basket. Straight backed, broad shoulders (not in a hunch), and a confidence to his walk. He was almost close enough to bump into you before he looked up from his own list and noticed you standing there.

You would have never imagined what it would be like to look into the same brown eyes you had looked at time and again and not recognize the person looking back at you. His curls weren’t parted to the side, flopping about as he walked, they were somewhat slicked back, no doubt an attempt to tame them. And his clothes, so different than what you’re used to seeing draped on that body.

Marc.

He looked at you with a nervous smile, giving you a little wave with the list in his hand. “Uh, hey there.” His American accent was a surprise despite Steven telling you he was actually from Chicago— you were just so used to Steven’s voice. “Well, this is definitely not how Steven would have wanted this to go, but can’t really do anything about that now. Marc, Marc Spector.” He pocketed the grocery list and held out his hand as you did the same, taking it, introducing yourself.

“Yeah, he’d probably complain that he wasn’t involved in planning it or something. I’m glad I’m finally getting to meet you though. He’s told me a lot about you, but I’m sure you knew that.” You fidgeted a bit in place, taking in the familiar yet different features. Trying hard not to stare you shifted your gaze around him, not to linger on him for too long. It was difficult because you could just look at Steven forever, burning his image in your mind so even when you looked away he’d be there, but this wasn’t Steven.

“Yeah, well, for some of it. I tried to give you two your space when I could. And uh, I wanted to say that…I am…sorry. For outing you, about your secret. It wasn’t anything personal, I was just trying to look out for Steven. You’ve been real nice to him, but I couldn’t take the chance that there might be something you were trying to get out of it…if you were trying to hurt him.”

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Tell Me Where to Put My Love

You and Steven haven’t been together very long, but that won’t stop either of you from fighting tooth and nail for a chance at a future together.

~ONGOING~

Series Masterlist

Part 1 - Wish That You Were Here

Part 2 - Everything I Thought I Knew Has Fallen Out of View

Part 3 - TBA

Part 4 - TBA

Part 5 - TBA

Part 6 - TBA

More parts to be added if warranted (maybe)

In case you didn’t guess, Florence + The Machine is the vibe of this story.

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56 notes - Posted September 24, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Tell Me Where to Put My Love pt1

You and Steven haven’t been together very long, but that won’t stop either of you from fighting tooth and nail for a chance at a future together.

Series Masterlist

Part 1 - Wish That You Were Here

Part 2 - Everything I Thought I Knew Has Fallen Out of View

Word Count: 3.9k

A/N: This was barely proofread at best. My first fic so I hope you all enjoy!

0 Missed Calls.

0 Voicemails.

0 New Messages.

Checking your phone again, despite having done so not but a few moments ago, had become the norm for the past week or so, ever since your boyfriend had called you in a bit of a panic. Steven was going on about a jackal, a man in his head, a man threatening him at work, and events that he was absolutely positive were not a dream, not anymore. You had of course offered to come by.

“Steven, hey…hey listen just breathe okay? I’m on my way over.” You started to pack your things. You could give your boss some sort of “family emergency” excuse. He’s your boyfriend, which is like family, and he’s clearly having some sort of emergency.

“No! No, you can’t. I mean, I would love nothing more than to see you and for all this be just a bad dream but…I’m terrified. A lot of shit has happened and I don’t want you getting mixed in it. I can’t risk you getting hurt. I just..I just wanted to make sure…” his voice was frantic and shook as it trailed off, leaving a weighted pause between you. “I just had to make sure you were real…still real…still here. I’ll call you once I get this all sorted out yeah? Then we can…we can go to dinner and just forget this ever happened yeah?”

“Yeah,” you sat back down, heart still pounding and worry still heavy on your mind. “Yeah of course, Steven. We can go to that shop you like and make some vegan brownies for dessert. Maybe watch that documentary you were telling me about.” You hope he can hear the faint smile on your lips. You wanted nothing more than to run to his flat and make sure he was okay. Take him into your arms and let him know everything will be okay. You two hadn’t been together long, but you felt like each other’s missing puzzle pieces. Fitting together so effortlessly. You didn’t want to say you were meant to be, like fate or something, but how else could you describe it. So when he was upset, it broke your heart that such a sweet man was hurting.

He sighed, his own weak smile creeping in, and nodded despite you not being able to see it and…was he crying? “Yeah, yeah that sounds aces, yeah. Can’t wait. I’ll call you I swear….I love you.”

“I love you more, Steven.”

That was the last time you spoke. It wasn’t abnormal for him to disappear for a day or so and you promised Steven you would always be there when he gets back. You understood Steven’s struggle with sleep. While you didn't sleep walk, you did have very vivid dreams that felt so real and left you exhausted the next day. It was something you and Steven bonded over, two sleep deprived peas in a pod. The first time he missed a date he was so upset that he had forgotten what day it was, but you still smiled and assured him you would always be there. Waiting. But with everything that he had mentioned and everything that happened after he left, the sudden solar eclipse, the night sky doing that, you could only hope that he was safe.

With a sigh you gather your things, if you spend any more time in the tea shop they might think you’ve taken up residence there. Steven’s favorite tea shop had now become your favorite place since you had been showing up there half expecting to find him just sitting there drinking tea. It was calming to come here. The soft sounds of conversations and orders being made create a soothing ambiance that brings some sense of balance to your worrying thoughts.

That’s when things went sideways. As you turned towards the front of the shop there he was, walking in, seemingly talking to himself, but otherwise perfectly fine as if he hadn’t been a missing person for the past week or so.

“Steven,” your voice carries over the shop a bit louder than you intended, but you just couldn’t believe it. “Steven Grant?!” The man before you stood taller than he used to, his gate held a bit more confidence to it, and while he still had the bags under his eyes he had an energy to him.

Any onlooker would have mistaken Steven for a deer in headlights. Frozen in place staring as you stepped towards him with hesitancy almost as if you were approaching a mirage, your personal oasis in this desert of a world. Both of you were just as shocked to see the other. His chest rising and falling with a tremble and uneven pace. Your hand reached out to him and in one swift motion his hand grasped your wrist pulling you into his arms, his familiar tight embrace. Your puzzle piece slipping into place as all the emotions from each day he was gone come rushing to the surface all over again in a tidal wave.

“Oh, love. No, no, please don’t cry. I’m sorry, bollocks I’m so sorry for worrying you like that. I know I’ve worried you sick, yeah? Oh God I’ve missed you.” With a kiss to your forehead he pulled you in closer, if that were even possible, as you clung to his form. Steven’s heart just couldn’t keep up, racing and pounding. Hands shaking slightly as they held tight to your shoulders, one drifting over your hair to the back of your head pulling you in. A sense of relief washing over him.

“Where-where were you? Damn it, Steven where were you, what happened? You weren’t answering any of my calls or messages.” The words tumble out without your consent. Before you can wipe your tears his calloused hands cup your cheeks, thumbs gently caressing the tears away. Steven was looking at you…no, not just looking at you, he was admiring you, taking in your features. In truth, he was looking at you as if doing so made everything make sense, made it all fall into place.

Steven looked at you with reverence. He honestly didn’t think he’d have the privilege to do this again, to hold you close and just look at you. After everything he’s been through, all the chaos, the pain, the hopelessness. All that washed away and the noise dissipated when he saw you there in his usual tea shop.

“Hey,” he smiled to you, a sweet, tender, and longing smile. A breathy chuckle slipping out, “just like I remember you. A lttlel more teary than I remember but…but still you. Still here. Oh, love, I swear I will tell you every-“ his smile wavered as he looked away, with a mildly annoyed look on his face before looking at you with a resolute expression. “I will tell you everything, yeah? Because that’s what we do for the people we care about, hmm? Be honest with them. Honesty.” He glances at the nearby display of baked goods, emphasizing his last statements, but it didn’t quite feel like it was meant for you. All you could do was nod and bury yourself in his embrace, breathing him in.

After Steven ordered his tea and got you whatever baked good you wanted (really he insisted, as just a small band aid for the worry he put you through), he takes you back to his flat holding your hand the whole way, only letting go to unlock the door and let you both in. The first thing you notice is Gus (or rather “Not Gus”) now has a friend. Hurrying over to the tank to say hello with a dopey smile at the new addition, you don’t notice at first Steven’s whispers behind you as he stands still at the door looking into a small mirror on the wall.

“Steven, I know what you’re doing, but it isn’t a good idea.” The voice in his head, or rather the man in his head said with the firmness of a parent warning a child. “Trust me, Steven. It’s best to just let this one go. Things are only gonna get complicated from here.”

“Yeah? Complicated? I think we’ve passed complicated, Marc. They deserve to know the truth. I’m ‘honesty’, remember? So, stay out of this, mate, yeah?” Steven retorts with his own firmness before turning to see you staring at him. Swallowing nervously he tries to put you (and himself) at ease flashing his signature smile. “Right. Yeah, so I definitely owe you an explanation of what happened, where I’ve been, all that. And I will, definitely. I-“

“Why didn’t you call me?” Your question sprang out in the middle of his ramblings like it had a mind of its own.

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if you get this, answer with 3 random facts about yourself and send it to the last 7 blogs in your notifications, anonymously or not! Let's get to know the person behind the blog

Ough okay!!!!

Uhhh

1) I have a birthmark on the back of my right leg, it's lighter than everywhere else

2) I'm allergic to apricots!!! Apricot marmalade (or whatever it is. It's like a jam with many orange fruits in it but it's mostly Apricot and Oranges and I eat oranges all the time. Apricots are the only fruit included in the marmalade/jam that I don't eat much of) makes my throat and mouth itchy, which is too bad bc I think it's Delicious. At least I'm still good to eat peaches and nectarines!!! But not Apricots, weirdly enough. My aunt is allergic to peaches, so it Tracks.

3) I LOVE ZOMBIES SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!! The very first horror movie I ever saw was Resident Evil, and I blame it for my current love of zombies to this day. The way my mom has always recalled it to me, I was 4 years old and had seen my parents set up the PS4 to watch movies a few times and decided to try it out myself, and Resident Evil was in the PlayStation from the night before (the adults must've been watching it while I was sleeping) and I sat down and watched it, and then watched it again and again afterwards because I thought Alice was the coolest (most beautiful) woman I'd ever seen, and the Zombies were all super cool too. I was especially fond of the Lickers (the things with the long tongues) and I used to imagine taking one for walkies and scratching it's brain-head-thing like it was a dog. When I was eventually caught my mom was Very Upset but impressed that I'd figured it out all on my own and that I had it all figured out for like a week without anyone noticing, but the very first time I had a zombie themed nightmare Resident Evil was put on the High Up Adult Shelf never to be seen again until I hit double digits. Funny enough, a little while later I was watching my dad play Fallout 3 and when he walked into a bar and started talking to a Zombie Bartender I decided he was the most handsome man I'd ever seen and became Smitten with him. Come to find out, he was a Ghoul (not actually a Zombie) named Gob and he's still one of my most cherished favorite characters of all time. On top of that, when I was like 10 I could quote all of Zombieland word for word, for each and every character, and without even looking up from what I was doing list which zombies were in a scene. My Uncle found it kinda creepy the first time he saw me do it until eventually it became a game to see how long I could quote perfectly without messing up. I was entirely normal and not at all weird or obsessed with Warm Bodies (which absolutely didn't tap into my crush on Gob and my obsession with Romeo and Juliet, which I absolutely didn't read cover to cover in elementary school. /s. The school librarian wouldn't let me take the book I'd wanted home with me because it was Too Advanced so I picked a children's book out of spite, and once I was done reading it I wanted to read some more but had picked a book too far below my reading level, spotted a book abt the same size as the book I'd wanted at school on my grandma's bookshelf, saw the Ye Olde English, and decided I was gonna go for a challenge anyways bc Hecc You I Don't Do What You Tell Me. I didn't understand all of the jokes so I looked them up on the public library's computer later that week and once the stuff I didn't understand was Understood it became a personal favorite. I was insufferable abt it in English Class once I hit Highschool.)

Wow that was long!!! But zombies are super cool; as a metaphor, as a monster, as a marketing ploy, just. Zombies.

#bug barks #thank you for giving me an excuse to be weird on the internet #I super appreciate it /genuine

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llycaons · 2 years

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so I'm relistening to one of my favorite podcasts, kingkiller chronicles, where a group of people (re)read name of the wind and critique it. in the first episode they most talk about the author, patrick rothfuss. highlights so far

the host who likes his books the most reported that when she met him at an event, she asked him for writing advice. he looked at her and went "I'm patrick rothfuss. who are you?"

that time (admittedly quite a few years ago) he wore a shirt that said "joss whedon is my master now" I found the picture on his blog and you can too if you google it

the fact that his twitter profile is art of himself and his protagonist standing epically next to each other, which isn't even a bad thing but it's very funny. it's pretty clear his cool oc is his cool oc, and that's fine

what's not fine is the fact that his Rromani-inspired main character is apparently generically incliined towards being a genius musician and stealing

another host reported that he witnessed an author meet and greet during which rothfuss, standing 20 feet above his fans at the top of a staircase, asked them not to record him, and then proceeded to talk shit about tolkien for like 20 minutes

this...very bizarre essay he wrote about the new hobbit movie, which he wrote 10 years ago in fairness but he never took down or apologized for. it's like...I can't describe it you'll just have to read it for yourself. this is deranged. this man is incapable of being normal about women. I'm pasting the most relevant part of it under the cut because I need everyone to share my pain. Be ready for a really creepy description of a teenage girl, hatred for sex workers, and unmitigated misogyny

It will be a good movie. Maybe even a great movie. But it will also be, at best, a moderately okay adaptation of the subtle, sweet book that I grew up loving.

You know that it’s going to be like? It’s going to be like wandering onto an internet porn site and seeing a video of a girl I had a crush on in high school. You probably knew someone like her. The smart girl. The shy girl. The one who wore glasses and was a little socially awkward. The one who screwed up the curve in chemistry so you got an A- instead of an A.

She was a geek girl before anybody knew what a geek girl was. And that was kinda awesome, because you were a geek boy before being a geek was culturally acceptable.

You liked her because she was funny. And she was smart. And you could actually talk to her. And she read books.

And sure, she was girl-shaped, and that was cool. And she was cute, in an understated, freckly way. And sometimes you’d stare at her breasts when you were supposed to be paying attention in biology. But you were 16. You stared at everyone’s breasts back then.

And yeah, you had some fantasies about her, because, again, you were 16. But they were fairly modest fantasies about making out in the back of a car. Maybe you’d get to second base. Maybe you could steal third if you were lucky.

And maybe, just maybe, something delightful and terrifying might happen. And yeah, it would probably be awkward and fumbling at times, but that’s okay because she’d be doing half the fumbling too. Because the only experience either one of you had was from books. And afterwards, if you make a Star Wars joke, you know she’ll get it, and she’ll laugh….

That’s the girl you fell in love with in high school. You didn’t have a crush on her because she was some simmering pool of molten sex. You loved her because she was subtle and sweet and smart and special.

So you stroll onto this porn site, and there she is. Except now she’s wearing a thong and a black leather halter top. She’s wearing fuck-me red lipstick and a lot of dark eye makeup. Her breasts are amazing now, proud and perfectly round.

Someone’s taught her to dance, and she does it well. She’s flexible and tan. She has a flat midriff and walks like a high-class Vegas stripper. Her eyes are dark and smouldering. She has a riding crop, and she likes to be tied up, and her too-red mouth forms a perfect circle as she sighs and moans, and tosses her head in a performance designed to win any number of academy awards….

And what’s the problem with this? Well… in some ways, nothing. What you’ve found is perfectly good porn. Maybe even great porn.

But in other ways the problem is blindingly obvious. This girl has nothing in common with your high-school crush except for her social security number. Everything you loved about her is gone.

We loved the sweet, shy, freckly girl. We still remember her name, and after all these years she lives close to our heart. Seeing her in lipstick and stiletto heels dancing on a pole is like watching Winnie the Pooh do heroin and then glass someone in a bar fight.

It just isn’t something that I look forward to seeing….

[Image of naked Frodo on a stripper pole. I am dead serious. Click the link to see it I don't want it on my blog]

And that’s how I’m going to feel when I watch the Hobbit.

I’ll be one part entertained, two parts nostalgic, two parts irritated, three parts outraged, and one part oddly titillated.

And I’ll watch it, and I’ll enjoy it, and afterwards I’ll go home and feel more than slightly sad….

pat

#I thought he was fine in CR if a little annoying and full of himself #but WOW he does not deserve his fame #kkc lb

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floor-time · 2 years

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tw: death (specifically technoblade's), cancer

Not posting on my main blog because of other people there that I don't want to like tell more directly, like just more private in a way. I might repost there later tho.

This has a lot of my deep down emotions and it's very long that's why I'm adding the read more link. Another warning: this is mainly about Technoblade's death and my reaction to it.

I wasn't even that big of a fan of techno, I liked the new videos and all and occasionally went back to some old ones but I wasn't ever a big fan. But I'm still very affected by it and I'm not exactly sure how/why. Part of it might be that he's such a huge impact on the whole group of people (dsmp and friends) and is a big part of it all (including lore)

When I was watching the video I was staring at nothing, and I started shaking. As it went on I thought of something else in my real life that relates to this and that made it even worse.

I feel kind of, numb. or like emotionless. not processing all of the emotions. I think I could cry if I let myself, I might be holding back my emotions because I don't think anyone in my real life would really get it (I don't fully either)

currently when I talk to other people about it I've kind of said different things because I don't really want to tell them all of this, kinda personal you know.

I don't know what I'm like comfortable with, I kind of want to share like how I found out about him and stuff but at the same time I don't know if I'll be able to continue reading a fic I'm in the middle of that has him as one of the main characters.

I have seen someone that has offered to talk with anyone that needs it, and I might say the memories stuff and some of this to them but I'm not sure. I don't know. I also feel like I have no one I could talk to irl about it so I might talk to them about that. but there's also that I don't know them that well and I don't like to dm first but I probably shouldn't do it in the main server.

It feels weird to like say I'm mourning him because it feels parasocial and I wasn't even like a huge fan. But I think I am, maybe it's something that's like it being so sudden.

Someone mentioned that the title of the video being "so long nerds" (even looking at it makes me want to cry) like gives off the feeling that he wants to like be remembered for the good stuff and things like that and someone said that they're going to watch a like funny moments compilation in honor but I don't think I can do that. I know it's ok to react differently tho

I feel like this kind of makes him feel more like a real person to me. like I knew that fact that he was a real person before of course, but this just like. makes it sink in. that's a person. with a life. who helped a lot of people. and they're gone. not coming back. they didn't know me. negative emotions that I can put into words but they're next.

As I've been writing this it's been harder to like keep it together and I had to take a break in the middle to go eat with all of my family. one of my siblings knows, and I told another one to watch the video but I don't think the second one has yet. we didn't talk about it outside of me asking the second one if they've seen the video and the first one telling me that they have. it gets harder and easier to not cry or whatever in waves.

I've had a lot of bad feelings recently about things irl but I've never really cried to get them out or whatever but I did kind of feel them. this might be kind of a breaking point. I think it will end up being an active decision to cry about this and other things and tell someone or to keep it to myself more, and I don't know what I'll do but at this moment I feel like I won't.

I don't think I can read all of this again to proofread, it's kind of too much. but I might go back and do it if I like post it somewhere else or something

#tw death #tw cancer #technoblade #tw technoblade death #vent #negative emotions #emotions #bad emotions #grief/mourning #unhealthy coping mechanisms #i think #long post #dissection of emotions and feelings

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thehumanexperience8b · 24 days

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April 6th, 2024: Final Thoughts On The Little Mermaid Play!!!

The play was so good this year, I really did like it. I went to the play at my school to watch The Little Mermaid twice, once on Friday night and the matinee on Saturday afternoon. I went twice because my brother was so upset that it wasn’t like how he imagined (he does the soundboard). My family and I saw nothing wrong with anything, other than a few minor mistakes. But he bawled after the show and told us “please come back tomorrow you have to see it again.” My mom had to work, and my dad didn’t want to go again, but I thought about how important it was for him and decided to go back to see it again; I told him it was better than last time! But I wasn’t completely honest.. Now that I’ve seen it for the second time I noticed more differences, but I did get something good out of it that made me glad to go! The lead role was Bella, someone I consider a friend, but to be safe I’ll say she’s a peer. And the one who plays Scuttle, the seagull in the movie, was Faustina, a girl who sits next to Bella in English class. English is my favorite class of the day, and they’re always interested in what I have to say and hype me up when I get passionate about a subject. Bella, like I mentioned, was Ariel and she did a lot of singing and poses to look like a Disney princess. Faustina as Scuttle was perfect and she was so funny; she flew around via some cord connected to the catwalk the tech crew was on. I was glad I saw it twice because after the second show, I saw Faustina and yelled “Faustina! You were amazing!!!” and she said thank you! But the best part was that Bella saw me, she yelled my name and ran towards me. It just meant so much because it felt like she was genuinely excited to see me. I haven’t had someone excited to be around me like that in a long while. She also showed me that she was wearing the earrings I gave her during the performances. It makes me feel, kinda important. And not to mention she’s the LEAD ACTOR! I’m basically famous?! Just kidding with you. I was also hoping to be a background dancer this year, but I never committed. I went to one rehearsal though!!!! I left half way through because of anxiety... but I still got the role of mer-sister, handmaid, and mer-folk! I just wasn't ready to be practicing twice a week. But now I really wanna try again. Unfortunately, I was told there will not be another play this year. It makes sense, there is only two and a half months before graduation. Maybe in college I can be a dancer again. Honestly… I never thought I’d be friends with either of them. I hope they don’t see this eventually, it sounds kinda bad! But the first time I heard of Faustina was in health class Sophomore year. I was very bitter about the world back then, and I found her annoying really because she talked to the football guys and because she was loud. Nothing wrong with that obviously. And for Bella, the first time I remember her was from the previous play, Chicago. I think her role as Velma Kelly influenced my opinions about her, because I just thought she was probably mean. I remember when my brother told me she was Ariel; it kind of irked me because I thought this other girl should have gotten the role, but I really knew nothing about them. I made a lot of assumptions and I think I’ve learned that I shouldn’t do that. They’ve brought me a lot of happiness, and it made me more invested in the show because I knew them. I don’t know. I’m really glad I went to go see it. The set and light were really good too. Oh, and the costumes were really beautiful! Compared to the plays from different schools, our theatre program is a step up. I like plays, I pretend I’m in Ancient Greece watching the first theatrical performances. Here’s some pictures of the girls, I hope they don’t mind their photos being on my blog!

#theatre #musicals #broadway #superstars #high school #drama #love #hip hip horray

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When I Fly Towards You Live Blogging

Need something cute and fun and happy to wash away the DFF tragedies and decided to watch this after I saw a few Tiktoks on this last night. The Tiktoks made me want to watch + it has a really high rating on MDL. I've never watched a het CDrama before (Stay With Me was the only CDrama I've watched + 2 bromance shorts) and they tend to be really long but this one is around SWM length (24 eps w 35min runtime).

Also, I find the male lead's demeanor/way of carrying himself really attractive lol and the female lead is round-ish face girl with black hair and bangs like ah my weakness

Ep 1 (Mar 13)

Another ill-advised time to start a new show, I have so much homework etc to catch up on.

seems like they don't know each other from the beginning? but she's into him lol

her name: Zaizai

oh, her diary. found by the dude

who is this guy who got mistaken as Zhang Lurang supposed to be? are they all gonna get detention together or smth and meet again?

his name: Zhang Lurang

oh lmfaoo Lurang's friend borrowing his books

so this is a new school and they're in grade 10, so did Zaizai and jiang jia (?) transfer in? It feels like maybe high school starts in grade 10 (searched it up and yes). that's also why many people don't know each other yet ig? though there are apparently at least 9 classes per grade so makes sense to not know e/o anyway

oh, her wallet, not her diary

omg she thinks Lurang's name is Guran

I forgot the dubbing kills me

she's so cute, already daydreaming about her and Guran.

they're going to the military base... the tiktok wouldn't already happen would it? I thought it happened after they started dating already

this show is funny heh

pls okay Enough with the mismatched names cuz when other people get involved I become nervous

Cute so far and funny, I hope the name thing gets cleared up soon

Ep 2 (Mar 13)

they do keep meeting each other

pls Lurang just not correcting Zai when she calls him Guran

Zaizai is literally so bold omg volunteering to sign a song in front of everybody + dedicating it to the boy she likes (even if she doesn't know his real name lol)

pls Lurang smiling while looking at Zai wanting to sing with Guran while knowing she means him... menace but he is endeared

Guran is kinda annoying, I think Jiang deserves somebody a little less annoying

ah not him using the "Run if it's raining. Fool" like that she used on him in their 1st encounter at the beginning of ep 1

lowkey also into Jiang and Zai yuri

not into Guran and Lurang yaoi cuz Guran irritates me

Zai is so cute "You're here alone. Do you need me to protect you?" says the one who's afraid of the dark

okay I could get into Jiang and Guran enemies-to-lovers if Guran stops being annoying

Zaizai is sooo cute also hah Lurang following behind her when he'd realized that Zai was scared lol but his nonchalant act is fun

Oh, is the year already over? They're in grade 10 and 16 years old here, does it follow them for a couple years? I know they apparently get married at the end

Ep 3 (Mar 14)

nvm still grade 10

usually in a hetship i like it when the guy likes her more (and that probably is gonna end up being the case here too lol) but i love how bold and proactive Zai is here! Like following Lurang is one thing but she’s also not shy about the fact that she was trying to fit into his ideal type (ahh his smile when she’s crying into her braids) and last ep when she was saying she’ll protect him and this ep paying for Lurang with her bus card ahh it’s cute idk

and then her speaking up when the man was being creepy and when Lurang asks, her being like yeah I was scared but I knew you’d back me up! and then Lurang being the one who gets shy saying he wouldn’t back her up and her being like but you diddd hehe

Ep 4 (Mar 14)

i remember the edit where Lurang is a bit mean to Zaizai and tells her to be quiet had comments about Lurang's step(?)-mother, so yeah ig she doesn't treat him well and compares him to her younger son

ahh they're gonna tutor each other yess

her tugging on his short sleeve is crazy woah i love hetshipping <3

Okay, yknow what Enough! Stand up Zaizai, how are you down bad enough for a teenage boy that you let him finish your whole food? esp one that's meat, i'd offer the guy and be waffling down the rest. He should buy her something now

okayy she at least got him to agree to treat her to a meal later

and Zaizai got him to smile in front of her + also getting his WeChat so true

loll Lurang literally seeing in slow motion when she shows up in casual non-uniform clothes

oh Lurang calling her Su-laoshi (Teacher Su) killed me omg

I guess the Class 1 girl (Ye Zhenxin) will end up being a problem? The one who made fun of Zaizai for being from a non-key class and now also has to stay behind for basketball?

okay fine the boys can defend the girls from the bullies and show off by beating them in basketball

Ep 5 (Mar 14)

At least the Guran and Jiajia misunderstanding got cleared up

hehe rain and umbrella scene

umbrella scene hehe ofc

nooo is Zhenxin gonna accuse Zaizai of stealing the money? Because she saw her treating people to snacks + saw her leave Class 1?

ahh Lurang coming to her defense

plss Lurang seeing her pretend cry with her friends through the window but thinking Zaizai crying for real

glad it got finished quickly within the episode

Ep 6 (Mar 15)

aouuu Lurang waiting for her

plsss not Guran overhearing Jiang Jia telling his doctor dad about her hair loss but thinking she is deathly ill or smth and confessing every time he's wronged her T.T silly af

does Guran's doctor father kinda ship him and Jiang Jia lol

omg a roundabout way of the "MC has love interest running errands for them" trope

heh here's the scene from the edit of Zaizai getting caught by Lurang cheering for another student by calling him "handsome, jjayo!"

Ep 7 (Mar 15)

Ah, Zaizai realizing Lurang's habit of rubbing his neck when he's shy/lies heh

pls not Zaizai's homeroom teacher Mr. Lin being Lurang's uncle

I don't fully understand why Zaizai was so nervous like it's not like she's nervous about the fact that she was studying alone with a guy in his home because she was fine and eager to see Lurang's uncle. Is it because Zaizai thought that Mr. Lin wondered if the two of them were dating that one time before?

the dancing after the play, are they trying to sell me on Guran and Lurang yaoi?

Ep 8 (Mar 15)

omg poor Jiang Jia with a period stain on her skirt but at least the nice girl told her

prince Lurang... I want to be you but also you're attractive

ah Guran fr has a crush on Jiang Jia fr

and yet helping her by letting Qianyu know that she brought all that food for him ah

I'm way more into Guran and Jiang Jia now than I was in the beginning

The grandma telling Guan Fang (?) that he doesn't have to be the focus and the center to shine :(

Ep 9 (Mar 15)

ahh can Lurang or Zaizai just confess like they know they like each otherrrr just date already and I have no hopes of even getting a kiss bc the wedding kiss from the starting credits seems like an angle kiss

omg?! not Zaizai saying she saw Lurang with the kid and saw them in 10 years, that's a crazy thing to say but if you can say that, why can't you confess properly and start dating T.T

ah 2012, end of the world

alksdfj not Lurang purposely making Zaizai jealous heh

hmm okay but spending most of the time with the girl when he knows Zaizai is sad/insecure is >:(

not Lurang's brain turning off practically when in the room alone with Zaizai and leaving ASAP

glad that ended well

Ep 10 (Mar 15)

ohh Guan Fang seemingly easy-going and bullyable but not actually

pls Enough funny misunderstandings for Guran where he's accidentally seen as the hero, i'm just not somebody who can handle the joke being that somebody sees himself as better than he is

omg D: randomly a touching story amidst the jovial mood so far

Ep 11 (Mar 16)

ah, they're apart for a month for New Year's break and Lurang's going back home instead of living with his uncle

loll Zaizai's reaction to Suyang

The way every child is Zaizai's nemesis lmfao

not the gaggle of gossipping aunts and uncles

Started doing 1.25x this ep or the previous ep because 1x was taking a long time rip

Ep 12 (Mar 16)

pls i too initially thought Guran was hiding porn

Aw, ep 10 about Guan Fang and this ep about Guran feeling neglected by his doctor parents who are heroes to other patients but leave him alone.

Are we gonna get smth about Jiang Jia in ep 14? And then delve more into Lurang afterwards? and possibly some Zaizai too? I wonder when the part where Lurang tells Zaizai to be quiet and then she avoids him is gonna happen

Ep 13 (Mar 16)

Guran is so obvious in his crush on Jiang Jia loll

ahh Lurang being jealous thinking it was Su Zaizai righting the love letter to someone, I love jealous Lurang

ohh the jealousy during pull-ups, this was in the edits

Guran, ow "it's not like you'll ever be [Qianyu] anyway"

Ep 14 (Mar 16)

I've really liked thus far how supportive Guran has been in Jiang Jia's crush on Qianyu, like telling her to confess and helping her and encouraging her even though he obviously doesn't want to because he likes her. He just wants her to be brave and chase what she wants. It's a very kind thing to do I guess because like I'm used to fuckass Han Seojun (True Beauty) type characters who insist their their female friend date them and not leave her alone until she does

Y'know idk why I thought it was his step-mother? Feels like I saw it in the comments of a real but I think it's his bio mother maybe since Lurang lives with her teacher brother

now Guran gonna get got by Jiang Jia apparently crying when she didn't cry

"Turns out the sun and sunflower shine for each other" is so true like the connection immediately makes me think of the sunflower facing the sun always but indeed the sun is also shining brightly for the sunflower, not a one-way relationship

Ep 15 (Mar 17)

girl why are we Singing?

ah, grade 11 begins

ouch, Guran always having to help Jiang Jia with Qianyu or the other way around

"Report to me if you notice anything" girl

bro the way we're having problems about Lurang and Zaizai dating or liking each other or spending time together or whatever at school but these fuckers aren't even properly dating yet T.T

omg D: is this gonna be the start of Lurang telling Zaizai to be quiet but she's gonna be hurt?

aww poor Zaizai who was already facing the rumour that she's some girl who's bothering key-class-Lurang and now Lurang being rude to her

Ep 16 (Mar 17)

immediately started this new ep, which doesn't happen with this show usually because the eps tend to end well but i'm too into the angst rn, I've been looking forward to it since the edits

but Lurang's not the one who told them about the transfer D: T.T

and omg Lurang's so bad at speaking too

I'll guess that this guy is her cousin or smth?

lolll not him fueling the fire talking about how he didn't tell an annoying girl in the next class about his transfer

indeed he's her cousin

ahh Zaizai getting Lurang to act cute for her

So, Lurang's brother is younger than him but is gonna be doing grade 12 test even though he's in grade 11? i'm confused girl

oh I see, he's a 10th grade age in 12th grade

aghhh like I can understand Lurang's frustration esp since he's a teenager but also Luli is also just 16 and in a new place where he only knows his brother and is also the focus of gossip even though they're praising him T.T I hope they become closer or at least more friendly :(

bruh, call Lurang to let them know that Luli's been found

Oh man, the bias and favouritism is wayyyy too much fr

I can handle this much tragic backstory for a male love interest like it's sad but not like every tragedy piled on

Ep 17 (Mar 17)

aw he's really leaving for a year :(

I really don't fully get what the status of this relationship is cuz she's saying happy 1 year anniversary lol like they both know they're lowkey in a relationship but they just... don't Talk about it I guess?

Ep 18 (Mar 17)

plss not the girl thinking Zaizai edited the pic of her and Lurang lmfaoo but at least Zaizai's happy and excited knowing he doesn't accept gifts from girls or anything

"Let's not give up on our dreams for the other" so true

I read a comment that said the grandma will be okay so that's good

Ep 19 (Mar 18)

I'll be honest, it's kinda hard for me to keep picking up this show cuz I just wanna watch a BL with dubcon/weird/uncomfortable dynamics instead.

ah, so they're talking about Confessing now like girl I wish I knew why your situationship is like this

pls not Lurang being like hmm Su zaizai, act normal *nods nods*

plsss not her signalling by saying my parents want me to get married at 30, so much get engaged by 29, should meet my partner's parents by 28 and need to have dated 10 years for that, so I need to start dating at 18

this tarot reading lmfao

bruh not the Guran and Jiang Jia

ahh confession finally and a cute one too hehe

hug !!!

oof, Guran leaving fr

Ep 20 (Mar 18)

ahh that's not even a kiss but so true i'm giggling

omgg a kiss hehehe esp bc Lurang learned copy-and-paste

Doraemon reference

Ah, she said "Rang-rang, you're the best" and it sounds like ZB1 Zhang Hao's name

ahhh no way both Lurang and the senior tried to say "here" for Su Zaizai to cover for her absence byeee

but i do like it when either of them get jealous cuz it's like cute but not Too Much lol

This ep had the military scenes from the tiktok that I'd watched. Also had the fantasy of everybody finding out that the FL is dating the cool handsome ML which is fun, we love.

Ep 21 (Mar 18)

and Zaizai cleverly letting the senior know that she has a boyfriend

why is there no fucking music during their kiss scenes is it because of youtube? is there music on Viki?

Ah, there is indeed music in the Viki version, I'll just continue watching that one

hah paying rent for staying in Zaizai's heart via kisses

Okayyy now it's Lurang's turn to have somebody interested in him while perhaps Zaizai is a bit jealous hehe, though I hope this girl also ends up bowing out gracefully like Zaizai's senior and less like the catty girl from high school

smh the girls in these really are Very Meddling huh? i guess there's appeal in that too even if I'm not super into it

loll saw these moments in tiktoks too

I really like it when Lurang sometimes widens his eyes when looking at Zaizai in a teasing way

Zaizai's parents are sooo funny lol

Ep 22 (Mar 19)

"You match my bed so well" while sitting him on the bed and grabbing his face like this, oh Su Zaizai you get me

dang, we've gotten multiple kisses and an allusion to sex and they also live together, idk why I expected it to be more chaste. Ig since they started out in high school + literally didn't start Dating until graduation, I thought it'd remain that way. obviously it's still not hot and heavy or anything and the kissing scenes are just closed lips pressed together but still

Did Lurang just notice Jiang Jia and Guran tension or did Guran tell him?

i don't remember who this Wan Nan is unfortunately lmfao I thought the senior that Jiang Jia liked was the prince charming in Cinderella play but maybe not who knows

had to pause to scream a little at the boss touching Zaizai's hand/leg >:(

Let's kill this boss wtf

Ep 23 (Mar 19)

my poor Su Zaizai, I hate this evil boss man >:(

ah Guran having to be told by somebody else that Jiang Jia likes him while Jiang Jia also never made a move despite thinking that Guran probably maybe likes her

Ep 24 (Mar 19)

last ep

man I'm gonna stop being practical or thinking because the thought of Lurang buying a house By Himself for them to live in just gave me the ick like why...?

ahhh proposal so cuteee also interesting to see a proposal that's not "Will you marry me?" "Yes" "yay she said yes!" even though the beats are the same

oh, scandelous, Lurang opened like one shirt button and slipped the sleeve off of Zaizai's shoulder lol

ahhh the wedding cuteee

Su Zaizai angry face and then biting Luran's arm heh

oh they're having a baby

ahh, them in their school uniforms again from the last scene, sooo cute

Overall:

This isn't the show's fault at all but I think I'm just in the mood for a BL, so occasionally I'll think of just pausing the show to watch a BL in the middle lol or to go watch some BL edits (esp because I'm using this fluffy cuteness to try to get over Dead Friend Forever TeeWhite tragedy). This doesn't tend to happen when I'm actually watching the show because for more of the eps, I'm watching it like :D ^.^ :) :> happy smiles and giggles, so it's not the show's fault but rather me craving some yaoi cuz it took like a week to watch this lol

This was so cute, I liked the characters and their characterizations, I liked the friend group (more than I thought I would at first bc I was annoyed by Guran in the beginning), I liked their romance. I liked how they were mutually helping each other achieve their goals and paths in life. It was just cute. They had a 1 year long-distance thing in the middle where they were obviously sad but they got through it. I like that they trusted each other and liked each other and were nice to each other. Su Zaizai and Lurang, you're so cute!

Love that so much of this was them while in a relationship! Like they were in a "kinda relationship but we don't talk about it or define" for a while there during high school but even after officially becoming a couple after graduation, there are many eps of them in uni and at jobs and such. I love an established relationship situation and this delivered (want this for my BLs so bad). They got through situations together, no unnecessary breakup or terrible miscommunication, ah just feel good and cute but entertaining without becoming a bore.

It's just good and cute and endearing. Liked it. I don't necessarily think I'll think about them a whole lot, especially because everything is wrapped up so nicely, but I think the show did a lot of things well.

Rating: 7/10

Tiktoks - Before watching:

Saw this Tiktok edit while going through an account for TeeWhite (DFF) edits and

the most popular Tiktok of this show made me wanna watch

+ this one like omg idk why I’m so excited to see him get jealous/grovel I don’t know this man

Okay wait I saw this (pretend crush) on a reel before, I didn’t know this was from the same drama, no wonder the name seemed familiar.

#ep by ep commentary #when i fly towards you

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