Capricorn moon is showing me that the family I was yearning for will never want me and that’s ok. I’m free to release the parents I never had and the family I never had. I no longer have to cling to delusions for comfort.
My dad’s death revealed everyone’s true colors and my entire family has always been jealous of me… hated me. That explains why everyone turned a blind eye to my abuse.
The fact that I can walk in the room and make my entire family uncomfortable says a lot. If I shake you that much? Why play in my face???
The year 2024 I’m going M.I.A again. I’m leaving and I promise no one in my hometown will see or hear from me— ever again. This year will be a year of uprooting for me. I welcome the tower and the dark horse, and allow it to destroy any and all ties here. I’m ready to burn bridges and crumble so I can reinvent myself all over again.
All of 2023 I work super hard and focused on myself and goals. I opened up to people and they have taught me so much. Other people have shown me that, I am not living the life I deserve.
A friend asked me “how are you so nice, after everything everyone has done to you? How do you stay so pure and kind, despite what you’ve experienced?”. In 2024, I’m pretty sure I’ll find the answer to that question.