#courtney ap

[fluffishere]

#this is so stupid #american psycho #patrick bateman #courtney lawrence #courtney american psycho #courtney ap #american psycho 2000 #art #my art #american psycho art #comic #fluffishere art #og

[finley-eats-rocks]

here's a drawing i did of courtney love

#courtney love #hole #nirvana #traditional art #this is going in my ap art portfolio

[endofthe1980s]

is there anyone/anything else i should add....

#didn't add anyone who would just make a big cluster to single characters (pb's coworkers & victor's um. captors) #idk what's going on with evelyn+courtney maybe hate is extreme but there's definitely some jealousy i think #post #ap #troa #glam

[lovevalley45]

looking back at your post again, which i still love and this whole thing with courtney and cameron really went from: "i can't tell him anything because he'll have his joker era" to "i can't tell him anything because he sees things in black and white and wouldn't understand" to "i can't tell him anything because he actually doesn't see any of this as a bad thing" way too quickly!

yeah his shift to “oh you didn’t actually kill my dad so we can be together again” was very wild, like i am a lil sus abt jordan’s motives but i do not think cameron understands why courtney would still be hesitant abt being like. oh everything is completely fine

he was way too much like “my dad is dead so we’re all good” like hey i know rick showed up in ur house first but i feel like we also must address that things are not 100% just bc of that

like i think u nailed the vibe i got from him in that scene at courtney’s house perfectly, i don’t think he really understands the severity of it all

#alli answers shit #stargirl spoilers #*shrek voice* he doesn’t even know about the super intelligent ape killing people #but truthfully i feel like that’s the thing that’ll tear them apart #also like he seems like a nice guy but now that she’s seen kinda more of cameron’s true colors in what happened with rick #i would also be a lil apphrensive #like courtney did not see the best parts of cameron mahkent the past two eps and he’s like ‘oh it’s over now’ #no bro it is not #also thank you! i did not imagine my joker era post would stay so relevant and yet it is

[grookeywrenchgang]

hysteria spiritbox send tweet

#oohoohoo #it’s a relatively chill song until the last minute #it fucks so hard #all three new songs fuck #and the orange creamsicle shibori threads collab oh no my wallet is empty #spiritbox can do no wrong #everything they put out fucks severely #these three tracks rly hit the contrast between courtney’s singing and the instruments #mike got that 9 string aristides or whatever and went ape #tuned so low

[froznwater]

You win some and you lose some (Alenoah)

Growing up, Alejandro was a I always win type of child. There was no losing. There was no throwing on purpose. There wasn’t a bigger picture. Only winning. Come forth grade, he started to see how boosting classmates' egos could in turn boost their opinion of him. And, by product, give him a leg up in both school and social status. 

He was on top of the world. A few gifts and charming compliments netted him every student of the year award on top of about a dozen others. 

Freshman year though. That almost really humbled him. There were a few bothers, that he got rid of rather quickly. Students the teachers seemed to like just a little too much. Kids whose grades he needed to strike down early, and eliminate the possible enemy later. 

Everything was fine. And then it wasn’t.

Noah showed up sophomore year and appeared to have a special talent for flying under the radar. Until he started taking the places of Alejandro’s name in the morning announcements. In almost every aspect that didn’t involve sports.

That year, they didn’t share any classes. Alejandro almost never ran into the boy. Only saw a couple flops of his overgrown hair in the hallway in between classes. (He looked him up online, then, when that yielded no results, searched through neighboring highschool yearbooks.) 

The next year, Noah was in every single one of his AP classes. And he didn’t give a single shit about any of Alejandro’s advances. Responded coldly when Alejandro forced his signature friendly smile. Put his headphones in when Alejandro greeted him in the halls. He didn’t react to flirting. 

So, for the first time in his life, Alejandro started working harder. There was someone he couldn’t beat. Someone he couldn’t manipulate.

He paid attention. Learned his schedule. Learned what he ate for lunch. Learned who his friends were. 

That got his attention. When Alejandro started fucking around with Owen and Eva. Flirted with Gwen and led on Leshawna, only to leave her in pieces.  

It only seemed to motivate him more. It’s exhilarating. 

Noah always seems to have a comeback. Always something to say. Always one step ahead or one step behind and Alejandro literally wakes in the morning trying to make sure that he is in the lead. Thinking up what he can say or do or be to throw him off.

Senior year and the race is too close to tell. All Alejandro knows is that it’s him or Noah. Third place is a whole .3 gpa behind and that’s not even a doable comeback at this point. 

All he has to do is think, breathe, look, and speak Noah. 

And then Courtney moves to town half way through the year. Her gpa is right there with them. 4.05. And she’s running for school president and interning at some fancy law office on the other side of town and her father has just as much pull as his own. And she wants nothing to do with anyone. A real Type-A good girl that has her sights set on Harvard. 

And all of the sudden this isn’t fun anymore.

Alejandro and Noah team up. There’s no way this random girl can just wander in and steal their place for free. She needs a distraction. Something that will help her live a little. 

And what better distraction than love? Someone to give her butterflies. Just enough to miss that one assignment and throw her out of the competition forever. 

Gwen seems like the perfect candidate. 

-

Academic rivals Alejandro and Noah team up to set Courtney with their friend Gwen and fall in love in the process.

(this is not my day 2 LMAO. I was just thinking about this and wanted to type it out)

#alenoah #total drama #total drama island #total drama alejandro #total drama noah #td noah #td alejandro

[venusjailer]

Will I ever stop pathologising the AP main characters and creating incredibly detailed backgrounds riddled with childhood trauma? It’s unlikely!

(INSANELY LONG) (LIKE INSANELY) (YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED) EXPLANATIONS BELOW

(And If you have hc’s feel free to share!)

Patrick: cmon. The entire plot of AP is literally him just begging to be noticed.

Bro is devoid of attention right until the very last scene (aka the one with his lawyer). Sorry to all the SiGmA mALe AMPS fans but this is not a “sigma 🥶”, this is a man who did not receive a MORSEL of affection during his formative years.

His obsession with ‘fitting in’ (ie being accepted and therefore cared about) through his clothes, his looks, his social circle; his outbursts of intense emotion and inability to regulate them (almost as if he was never taught how to do so); the way he views the women in his life in an almost maternal way (namely Evelyn and Jean) - he just needs a hug!!!

And some intense therapy. And heavy duty psych meds.

Paul: this one is partly canonical, partly not.

The way that his character is almost revered by the other guys at P&P is interesting; he comes over as this über cool, competent, successful finance bro almost to a greater extent than they think they are.

But then he gets drunk with Patrick away from the office and from the constraints of corporate professionalism and becomes this silly goofy little guy.

I don’t necessarily think his work ‘persona’ is an act: I think it’s the parts of himself that he has to accentuate in order to succeed.

Also - I took influence for this from the amazing Paul character studies written by my dear friend @leoblooms on AO3 - please check them out

Luis: this one is pretty self-explanatory.

He’s the only confirmed canonically queer character in AP (although, come on, Patrick’s canon closet is made of glass at this point). And yet - in a way that so many LGBT+ people have suffered with throughout history and sadly even to this day - he can never, ever show it. Being openly gay in his environment would make him a social pariah.

Instead, he has to fit in: he’s marrying a woman, he’s acting like ~one of the guys~, he’s hoping that he can suffocate that part of himself by burying it six feet underground. But as so many of us know all too well: you can’t hide who you are forever. The bathroom scene with Patrick just proves this.

I also wanted to make a note of this because it’s very interesting to me - I read the most AMAZING fic a couple of years ago that was written from Courtney’s perspective, and in it it was mentioned that Luis is Catholic. I’m a Christian as well (from a famously progressive denomination) and although a lot of attitudes are changing within the Catholic Church, particularly right now, the ‘gay = sin’ mentality does prevail for many.

So it makes sense that if Luis was raised Catholic he has been suppressing that part of himself for a very long time. I can see him lying to himself and having girlfriends in high school.

Courtney: my literal baby girl. I’ve written a whole 18k character study on her because I find her so canonically fascinating.

My headcanon is that her father was absent from her life from a young age - but this is rooted in how she actually acts in the source material.

In the boardroom scene, Luis thanks Patrick for “taking care of Courtney last night”. To me, it sounds like he’s taking on a role that’s almost paternal. She is also notably reliant, and almost clingy, on the men in her life: telling Patrick she can’t go out because she’s waiting for Luis to call, and practically begging Patrick to call her after they’ve slept together.

Additionally there’s the whole ‘fucking my best friend’s boyfriend’ thing - I’m getting WAY off topic here but I see so much of her in Cassie from Euphoria. Unless someone is purposefully malicious and nasty, I think there’s always a reason for that kind of thing, even if it is complex and unsavoury.

I hate to use the term “daddy issues” because it absolves absent/abusive fathers of all of their damage and unfairly places the blame on young women, but if I had to describe a reason for why she might act in this way - having seen it first-hand myself from many people - that would be it.

Evelyn: so I did take some influence from Reese Witherspoon’s character in Legally Blonde here - but I think Evelyn is actually one of the smartest characters in AP and so I feel it’s fitting.

She comes over as incredibly ditzy and shallow, but remember we’re seeing and reading all of this from Patrick’s perspective - of course he’s not going to have a high opinion of her, because…it’s Patrick Bateman were talking about here.

In reality, she’s probably one of the most socially clued-in characters. For example: she effortlessly hosts big gatherings with grace and decorum even if the majority of guests are, let’s be honest, fucking insufferable.

She’s also the only character who can actually handle Patrick and meets him on his own level. She absolutely refuses to take any of his bullshit (“what am I supposed to do with that? Floss with it?”).

Her actions and force prove her to be the strong willed and savvy and to me that suggests intellect, as much as it may be hidden - again, due to the environment she exists in.

Bryce: he’s so interesting.

I’ve not written as much about him in my fics as the others, but his actions in the source material suggest that underneath his finance bro Wall Street image, he’s someone who’s very disillusioned, and almost broken.

I really wish the scene of his…episode?…in the club hadn’t been cut from the film. I’d recommend anyone to watch it (and the rest of the deleted scenes because they’re class) if they’ve not seen it already.

There’s also The Informers, the book and film adaptation of another of of Bret Easton Ellis’ works, which features a young Tim Bryce (referred to as Price) and the complex relationship with his father. I’ve not read/watched it in full yet, but whilst they’re on holiday Bryce’s father gets drunk and acts lecherous and gross towards young women on the beach, and Bryce is disgusted by this (perhaps he’s not as much of a raging misogynist as his peers?), and then makes ‘joking’ comments about Bryce being the subject of attraction by other men, to which Bryce walks out on him (perhaps he’s less condemning of homophobia than the others? Or, possibly…maybe he has less than hetero feelings himself? Not to spoil any of Mergerizations but I headcanon him as bisexual tbh).

This behaviour suggests that, at least as a teen, Bryce was very assertive of what was and wasn’t okay and was happy to make these views known.

But due to bullying by his father and, again, the environment that he likely grew up in, he has to suppress this part of himself to be accepted.

WOWWWW that was a whole ass essay. If you’ve read to this part, 1) I’m sorry 2) THANK YOU 3) I love you!!!!

#american psycho #patrick bateman #american psycho memes #bret easton ellis #mary harron #christian bale #gay #lgbtq #patrick bateman x paul allen #paul allen #lesbian #biseuxal #trauma #childhood trauma #daddy issues #character study

[newyorkthegoldenage]

Mr. and Mrs. Thomas Monroe stand with their daughter Irene between them as the procession honoring the World War II dead passes up Fifth Avenue, October 26, 1947. The Monroes, from Brooklyn, lost their 21-year-old son, Thomas Monroe, Jr., who was killed in Germany while serving under General Courtney V. Hodges.

Photo: Jacob Harris for the AP

#vintage New York #1940s #Jacob Harris #World War II #war dead #war casualties #Oct. 26 #26 Oct. #World War II dead

[dalekofchaos]

Post-Save Arcadia Bay headcanons

Since we never got anything detailing what happens after Max saved Arcadia Bay, not a mention in LIS 2 or a single comic on what could've happened because Square Enix refuses to give us post content for EVERY ending in LIS. Here is my personal headcanon and what a hypothetical Post-Save The Bay universe could look like.

There is a long period of grieving after the funeral. And nightmares of Jefferson.

The Blue Butterfly is a constant presence in Max's dreams

This would be the story of Max trying to move on, going through grief, Warren, Kate and the rest of Max’s friends helping Max through this sad period of her life.

Warren comes to sleep with Max to help soothe her nightmares. Sometimes her friends have sleepovers so they don't leave Max alone.

Max goes to the psychologist. She takes pictures but almost all of them are Chloe related. At the same time with her friends. There, Max learns to value her friends EVEN more and vows not to abandon them like she did with Chloe.

Max learns to listen and get to know herself more. And to be as brave as Chloe was

Much like the raven was for BTS. Max will dream of Chloe, trying to convince Max she has to let go of her guilt and move on with her life but know that she will always be in Max’s heart and also for her.

Warren would be a positive presence for Max, always there for her and a good influence during her grieving period. They’d watch movies together in their dorm rooms and just hangout. Warren’s presence soothes Max’s broken heart and this is why Max slowly falls in love with him.

Kate, Warren, Dana, Alyssa, Stella, Juliet, Daniel and even Victoria would be there for Max

With Kate, Kate is Max’s angel. Like Warren, Kate lifts Max up after the loss of Chloe. Kate would play her violin for Max, take Max to her Church groups and Kate would allow Alice to love Max up and tea dates just to brighten Max’s days up.

Max and Victoria would make peace and Victoria would help her through her grief, which would result in Max and Victoria finally becoming friends. Victoria, Taylor and Courtney would take Max out for shopping, dress Max up and Victoria would help reignite Max’s love for photography and would not let Jefferson ruin her passion. Max and Victoria together would take some killer shots. Victoria would tell Max “when you are a famous photographer, you can put your pictures in my gallery” and it was a deal, Max would focus on becoming a photographer and Victoria would become heir to the Chase Space. Max and Victoria embrace in a hug.

Max would confront Nathan in a mental institution. Upon being visited by Max, Nathan would break down in tears and tell her he did not mean to kill Chloe, hurt Kate or hurt Rachel. He didn’t want to hurt anyone and profusely apologize, but he knows he has to live with what he’s done and Max takes it upon herself to forgive Nathan and hug him. This results in a monthly visit where Max and Victoria would visit Nathan, think of this like the fanfic The Sense Of Me for Max and Nathan’s friendship.

We could also get a dream of Chloe telling Max that she loves Joyce and that she forgives her and misses her and Max would tell Joyce this and Joyce would break down in tears.

As enough time to process the grief and begin healing, Max and Warren go Ape and Max thanks Warren for being there for her during her mourning and Max tells her how much she appreciates Warren and confesses that she loves him and kisses Warren. Also Max and Warren would go on a double date with Brooke and Daniel

Time passes and Max would graduate from Blackwell with a promising career in photography on the horizon. But also an interest in photojournalism sparks Max's interest

It could close on Max, Warren, Kate, Nathan(would be after his release and after he visits Chloe’s grave and breaks down and says he’s sorry, would also make peace with Kate, Joyce and David), Victoria, Dana, Juliet, Stella, Brooke, Daniel, Alyssa, Steph, Mikey, Frank, Joyce and David at the Lighthouse. Chloe’s spirit looking on her family and Max proudly, and Chloe’s spirit finally moves on.

#Life is Strange #Max Caulfield #Grahamfield #Warren Graham #Chloe Price #Kate Marsh #Victoria Chase #Joyce Price #Nathan Prescott #Dana Ward #Juliet Watson #Alyssa Anderson #Daniel Da Costa #Brooke Scott #Stella Hill #Steph Gingrich #Mikey North

[weallpartyatybcpatricksfuneral]

I'm in love with @ybcpatrick 's post!ybc au and I really need to scream my headcanons/silly little ideas into the void.

- one night the power goes out in the studio. instead of finding a flashlight, Pete goes "wait guys I got this" and just shakes Patrick until he gets angry enough for his eyes to glow yellow. they use him as a little nightlight. Andy, Joe, and Pete find it amusing. Patrick does not.

- Once Patrick got comfortable with walking around outside again, he constantly needs someone's hand to hold. Usually it was Pete's, Andy's, or Joe's, but sometimes when he was out with a manager or other members of the crew (when they eventually go on tour) he just. grabs their hand. and won't let go. and everyone around him just understands and if Patrick grabs their hand, they Do Not Let Go Under Any Circumstance.

-Patrick is a still considered the main suspect in Joes death and is wanted by the police, but since the major piece of evidence to convict him is a) Alive and b) Living with him, the police can't do anything about it. Doesn't stop Patrick from getting severely anxious anytime he notices a police officer around.

-Pete struggles with the things that he wants. He has essentially forced himself back into that old "protector" roll over the rest of the guys and because of that, he has a hard time conveying what he actually wants for himself. to help with decision making, Patrick gifts him one of those magic 8 balls as a sort of joke, and Pete becomes attached to it. now he consults the 8 ball on every decision

-during the production of save rock and roll, Joe dragged Patrick to their studio and helped him play guitar (joe played the chords while Patrick strummed). Patrick got over his apprehension of being alone with Joe pretty fast when he realized he got to play guitar again, and the two of them came up with the "Death Valley" riff together

- the day Patrick discovered that music no longer triggered him was the loudest the house had been in weeks. Patrick CONSTANTLY played music. his favorite albums and songs were always on repeat. he even put some quiet music on in the background while they slept. Patrick even took to singing along and dancing to his favorites and was the happiest he had been in a long time.

- Patrick has only one type of music banned in the house, and thats any song with Courtney Love in it. Joe also has banned Motley Crue from being played in the house.

-the four of them listen to at least one Elton John song a day. As a sort of thanks for bringing them all back to life.

-the first time the four of them went out in public together they met a small group of fans. Pete and Joe did the majority of the talking and allowed Andy and Patrick to stand back a bit. One girl asks if she can give a bracelet to Patrick and he says yes, and so she gives him a little Soul Punk friendship bracelet. After the fans left, Patrick nearly starts crying on the street. he NEVER takes that bracelet off.

-As a precaution, Patrick will wear sunglasses during interviews and occasionally out in public. Pete, Joe, and Andy will also wear sunglasses during interviews so that Patrick doesn't feel isolated or anything. When he eventually gets on stage, Patrick wears blue contacts.

-one time Pete and Patrick were being harassed by a street interviewer and it was really getting to Patrick, so he just took his glasses off and told the interviewer to fuck off. No one believed the guy when he started spouting about how Patrick Stump -- known by everyone to be such a nice, sweet guy-- had these crazy, glowing yellow eyes. Everyone thought the dude was a lunatic. Pete took the opportunity and mocked him on Twitter for it.

-Patrick changes the little LEDS on his hand to fit each album tour theme. for Save Rock and Roll, he uses his usual orange, but for AB/AP, he chooses blue (for Jet Pack Blues), purple for MANIA, and pink for Stardust.

#i definitely have more but for right now tbis is all i got #im chewing on the au so much my friend its so good #fall out boy #fob #patrick stump #pete wentz #joe trohman #andy hurley #youngblood chronicles

[aleprouswitch]

I know Kirt also ‘borrowed’ the riff from the Los Brujos song Kanishka for Very Ape.

There's actually a whole video about riffs that Kurt Cobain "borrowed" from other bands for Nirvana songs, including from a little-known Croatian band that Kurt discovered through Krist (since he's Croatian and often spent time in Croatia with family over the summer back then). It's a bit yikes listening to the comparisons.

It's pretty wild when you think about it - for the past 35 years, the peanut gallery has repeatedly gone after Courtney Love with mostly baseless claims that she doesn't write her own music or lyrics, when in reality Kurt was more of the plagiarist among the two of them...but shh, don't tell all of his "voice of a generation" worshippers that.

#asks

[toocooltobeforgotten]

i separated my favorite artists and put them into playlists based off of their zodiac signs💌

aries

includes: gorillaz (damon albarn), the 1975 (matty healy), pinkpantheress, lady gaga

taurus

includes: father john misty, pinegrove (evan stephens hall), lily allen, bon iver (justin vernon)

gemini

includes: beabadoobee, the front bottoms (brian sella), kendrick lamar, prince

cancer

includes: lana del rey, hole (courtney love), mazzy star (hope sandoval), sky ferreira

leo

includes: charli xcx, elliott smith, death cab for cutie (ben gibbard), clairo

virgo

includes: fiona apple, amy winehouse, beyoncé, king krule, pink floyd (roger waters)

libra

includes: mitski, radiohead (thom yorke), childish gambino, a$ap rocky

scorpio

includes: frank ocean, jeff buckley, bjork, lorde, courtney barnett, sza

sagittarius

includes: miley cyrus, britney spears, taylor swift, janelle monae, nelly furtado

capricorn

includes: arctic monkeys (alex turner), david bowie, foo fighters (dave grohl), fka twigs

aquarius

includes: bright eyes (conor oberst), alex g, regina spektor, d’angelo

pisces

includes: nirvana (kurt cobain), tyler, the creator, hozier, johnny cash, ethel cain

#spotify #playlist #spotify playlists #zodiac

[makeyoumine69]

Omg I wrote an ask but then my app crashed, I’m not sure if it sent ☠️ um. Okay if you got this ask already, please feel free to ignore this… lets see if I can remember what I wrote hahaha rip

Like the recent anon you got, I may also need some reassurance about something. What do you do if you really like a character, but then they do something highly triggering, and then it changes your entire perspective of them? And yet, you still want to be with them? I just watched AP a week ago and I was starting to hyperfixate on it. I really like Patrick a lot, probably the first time I’ve ever shipped with a villain who is THIS ruthless, and I’d see him murder ppl on screen and I’d think “oh teehee he wouldn’t hurt my OC though :)” sjfhkshdjg it also helps that I skipped almost all of the murder scenes except the Paul one (my friend who LOVES this movie watched it with me, told me to look away while they fast forwarded through the scary parts) I really cannot handle horror at all, but I wanted to try seeing this movie because I love Christian Bale. So I suppose you can say I technically only watched 30 minutes of this movie XD

I was having a real good time coming up with fluffy stories for my OC and Patrick for a full week now. But then I foolishly watched the deleted scenes yesterday without asking my friend to check the video to see if it had any triggering content… and I liked the scenes very much, except the one with Courtney. That scared the shit out of me. I have had a personal experience of being sexually assaulted and hit in the bedroom without consent, so seeing Patrick kind of yank Courtney around and yell at her, and roughly pull out, hurting her, it definitely triggered me and I was stress vomiting afterwards for a few hours. And today I woke up and I still cannot stop thinking about it. I felt really, really good with Patrick up until I watched that yesterday, and I am so shaky and nauseous just remembering it. It just keeps replaying in my head, despite me trying to stop thinking about it. I believe the director commented that they deleted that scene and replaced it instead with the scene where Patrick and Courtney are simply talking after they had slept together, where she’s just feeling depressed and saying “if you don’t call before Easter, have a nice one” or something like that, I am paraphrasing. But it didn’t imply any violence had occurred beforehand, at least I really hope not

I know Patrick is awful. I know he’s horrible. I know he is the worst, I did this to myself by liking him in the first place. I feel very stupid when I vent about this to my friends, they’re like “well… just don’t ship your OC with him if it bothers you. He’s literally a serial killer, it shouldn’t surprise you that he would also hurt women sexually. Just stop thinking about it.” but it doesn’t feel that simple, I can’t just… stop, you know? I spent an entire week *obsessing* over this character. I got serotonin out of this, it was a habit to think of him; my brain cannot simply just say “oh whatever I’ll drop him then, move on to something else”. I have absolutely tried distracting myself with other interests in the last 24 hours. I have watched other movies that aren’t scary, I have looked at different characters from romantic comedies that don’t involve murder, I have binged SpongeBob episodes lmao, but my brain is very much attached to Bateman. I want to feel comfortable with him, I like him. I wanted to ship my OC with him very badly, and I still do! I know he’s fictional, I shouldn’t be overthinking this, but I feel so shaky and unsafe when I think about him now. I feel heartbroken like I’m going through a breakup, as silly as that sounds, because I have been really looking forward to making this character someone fun to write about. I keep reminding myself it was just a deleted scene, he didn’t really hurt Courtney in bed, but god… it was jarring to see it happening regardless. I know he does these things in the book, I know he’s despicable, but I really wanted to hope that movie!patrick could be someone I could potentially try testing the waters with. Like the anon you answered recently, I have also had a poor experience shipping with villains and I am trying to reclaim that for myself. It feels scary knowing he has the potential to be physically or sexually abusive, when I am trying to practice the whole “I am the exception with villains” thing. I’m so sorry, I am writing so much omg I promise I’m almost done

So I guess I’m just asking for you to lie to me and say he’d be gentle with people in the bedroom, or that he wouldn’t bother hitting somebody or hurting them because it doesn’t bring him satisfaction...? Or even just… he didn’t hurt Courtney… *wouldn’t* hurt Courtney. Or Evelyn. Or Jean. Or whomever else. Like, if he’s ruthless, I’d rather he just murder people, not assault them, does that make sense? Oh my god I know that sounds completely out of character but I need somebody who knows him very well to try to reassure me, if you were okay with that of course. You’ve been writing him for a long time so I think you’d know him best and i know if anyone can convince me that Patrick has a gentle side to him, it would be you. And if anybody else wanted to write reassurances in the replies as well, by all means, I need all the help I can get lol. If you wanted to respond to this, of course. Please don’t feel pressured to respond if you don’t want to! Forgive me for sending such a lengthy ask. I feel very silly. Have a lovely day, I very much enjoy your blog btw you seem like a very kindhearted person :) sending you hugs. Again, please don’t worry about responding if you don’t wish to.

Hello dear!

Jesus, it's such an honor to hear people say that I know Patrick very well, it literally makes me cry! 😭

I would tell you this - when it comes to having crushes and just interacting with different characters, we all have our own visions of them. Speaking for myself, as much as I try to write Patrick canonically, I don't really write any gore or him committing murders because my psyche blocks those aspects of his personality, but I don't judge people who write him really violent and brutal - that's just not my cup of tea. I can't say that I tried to find some good traits in his personality, no, I just accepted the fact that I fell in love with a narcistic, arrogant man who has mental problems and loves to manipulate people. All those "I can fix him" things never worked for me and I never really tried to imagine him changing in a good way for me. Actually, I just let him live rent free in my head, and as for the way I write him - sometimes I feel like I want to write him being gentle and loving - I really have a thing for sweet and affectionate Patty, sometimes (most of the time lmao) I'm into some really angsty shit, so probably most people don't like my writing because in my stories Patrick appears to be a dickhead and a total bastard. But like I said, we all look at characters from our own perspective and we have the right to imagine our crushes the way we want them to be. After all, only Bret Ellis can present Patrick's character the way he is supposed to be, since Ellis created him.

Speaking of the deleted scene with Courtney, it was a little different in the book, but yeah, I wouldn't recommend reading the book because it's much more triggering and disturbing than the movie. Honestly, when I read the book for the first time, I had a big breakdown because I felt disgusted by the things Patrick did in the novel and Bret did a great job of making Bateman a real monster, so I can say that the movie version of Patrick is less off-putting. Even now I try to avoid reading the book too often because some chapters make me really depressed. But I can confess that I'm one of those people who believe in the theory that Bateman didn't commit all those murders and that they were all in his head. In Lunar Park, Bret Ellis' other book, he hinted that all the murders were actually not real. So I can recommend you to read this book because it has a lot of interesting facts about Patrick Bateman as a character from the novel.

I hope I made you feel a little bit better, and my DM is always open to talk! Thanks for sharing this with me! 💕💕💕

*sending my love and hugs!*

#patrick bateman #american psycho #answered asks #thank you for the ask! #asks are always welcome #sending love ❤️

[mason24683]

Bobs Burgers: Fresh Meat/cannibal Belcher AU:

So for awhile now i’ve brainstorming ideas for what Alex Papasian would look and act like in this AU, the first thing that i thought about him is that he would be a Morbidly Obese Kid that wasn’t placed on a diet due to poor parenting in terms of dieting, and exercising.

Appearance:

His Full design: Design by Me, Art by @unclefathersantateddy

Wears the same shirt s as he wears in the original series.

He wears Shorts

His shirt Almost fits on him.

His hair is symmetrical, ex: https://www.tumblr.com/unclefathersantateddy/712614248311865344/can-you-do-a-sketch-of-fresh-meat-alex-also-if By @unclefathersantateddy

He looks wider/chubbier in his front, and side view

His stomach has a slight overhang, his shorts cover it.

He Is 254lbs, and can’t really do exercise for long periods of time.

He wears the same pair of glasses.

Mental description:

Even though Alex is Morbidly Obese: he accepts his weight/doesn’t care, but rarely he does think about the future health complications of being his size and getting larger due to his eating habits and him not really being able to exercise for long, he does shrug these thoughts off after a couple hours though.

Alex is Incredibly shy and doesn’t have many friends (I’ll talk about friendships in a later section)

Alex is more intelligent then Most kids at the school but isn’t in Aice, Hon, or AP classes.

he likes playing Video games, and  board games with the few friends he has.

Friends:

Gene: Alex is “”””Kind Of”””” friends with him, Alex just gets a weird feeling about him, and Gene staring at him doesn’t help https://www.tumblr.com/unclefathersantateddy/709736365953318912/new-freshmeat-canon-just-dropped-freshmeatgene

even though Alex still hangs out with him, (Alex doesn’t know Gene is a cannibal)

Courtney: Alex and Courtney are great friends since they had to help each other on a project, Alex, Courtney, And Gene often hang out and play board games with each other

That’s everything for now i will add to this in the future, and i got huge inspiration from @unclefathersantateddy they’re art for Fresh meat inspired me to create Alex for this AU.

Reblogs greatly appreciated :)

#bob's burgers #bobs burgers #alex papasian #bob’s burgers: fresh meat #bobs burgers: fresh meat

[the-type-a]

Do you have any headcanons duncney in High school?

A few!

Let’s pretend they went to the same HS because we all know according to season 1– nobody knows each other. So it’s safe to assume they don’t all go to the same HS.

Courtney partakes in a multitude of clubs. By the time she’s a senior she’s head of each one.

Duncan genuinely cannot be bothered to join anything. If anything, he might be part of a sports team but he’s always getting pushed by the couch because of his grades.

Courtney has definitely needed to tutor Duncan in too many subjects.

The first time it was for Spanish class. It’s just a fact.

When Courtney runs for Student Council President, Duncan teases her about it by her booth.

If they have the same class, which definitely has to be a core class like gym or health because let’s face it Courtney has all Honors and AP classes, they always butt heads and the class just groans when they both try to answer a discussion question.

Before Courtney has her license she takes the bus to school and always flares when Duncan speeds by with his motorcycle. She just keeps questioning how he’s able to drive it because there’s no way he has his permit yet. (Freshmen year only)

Once Courtney starts driving to school she has to remember running over someone is against the law because Duncan is constantly zipping through her lane.

On the off chance that she’s not able to drive herself and someone drops her off or something, Duncan is always offering her a ride. Courtney refuses each time.

The KB5 have the same lunch period and nobody ever knows if Duncan and Courtney are going to ignore each other the whole time or bicker.

The KB5 just wishes they’d kiss already because the tension is so strong.

When it’s prom season Duncan swears he’s not going to go but then he sees Courtney is part of the prom planning committee and vows to ruin it just to spite her.

When he gets there and actually sees her in her prom dress he completely folds lmao

If Geoff tries to spike the punch bowl Duncan just grabs his wrist to stop him. Geoff is like why tf are you stopping me? And all Duncan says is that Courtney worked super hard for this stupid prom so to lay off. Geoff and Duncan and both surprised, but Geoff just nods and says he can already hear the wedding bells. Duncan punches him.

#duncney #td courtney #td duncan #total drama courtney #total drama duncan

[cogentranting]

The Stargirl cameo on Titans was really weird because it seems to have been intended as a sort of testing the waters to generate interest in a more substantial crossover BUT the rest of the episode sorta served to highlight the incompatibility in tone between the two shows. Like, the scene of the bloody half-diseccted screaming ape being fused with the scientist certainly didn't make me think "wow I wish the Stargirl kids were here" (it did make me think "wow I wish I were watching Stargirl instead")

And also the scene with Courtney was just very awkwardly written. And it's all moot because both shows are cancelled.

#titans #stargirl #tw animal suffering