#day 10 breakdown

[novalizinpeace]

have i told you how much i hate to colour?

#colour science can kiss my ass #i had remake the colour of the same 3 scenes like 10 times! #Why it doesn't look good?!? #maybe 'm just tired #it had been a stressful day #sorry guys #'m not going to have a breakdown over Sai of all thing #gonna finish this early in the morning #goodnight everybody #nova is tired

[kyleecarrigan]

Serotonin needed please 🥺🥺.

#personal #me #selfie #my stupid face #sheer #girls with tattoos #flannel #send asks #send anons #make me laugh #honestly having a rough day at work and feel like i need to have a breakdown #lololololol #ive only been here an hour #and have 10 more hrs to go

[anophiles]

hand kiss

#ferdibert #ferdinand von aegir #hubert von vestra #fire emblem three houses #fe3h #my art #I went through 10 breakdowns in the span of the last 2h trying to figure out how to fix this drawing #and im not even kidding #ferdibert haunting me day and night

[how-much-for-a-whump]

TWO WEEKS OF WHUMP day 10:

Prompt: "Phone call"

Ateş Kuşları 20. Bölüm

@promptsforyourwhumpfic

#TwoWeeksOfWhump #TWOW #day 10 #phone call #Ateş Kuşları #burak tozkoparan #turkish #turkish series #whump #male whump #emotional whump #emotional #emotional breakdown #emotional support #crying #sad #tears #screaming #panicking #heavy breathing

[skitskatdacat63]

2023 Australian Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso(ft. Max Verstappen & Lewis Hamilton)(my personal post-race highlights)

#i seriously think this race took like 10 years off my life #i think i aged about 50 yrs during it and had about 5 mental breakdowns #i dont think i can sum up all my thoughts: just look at my liveblogs and youll see my emotional rollarcoaster #to quote will buxton: “its been a long day.” AND I HAVENT EVEN SLEPT YET WAHHHHH #anyways absolutely wild race but yknow what im glad i experienced it and ty to you all for being here with me #when else am i gonna experience such fuckery #apologies to everyone affected by my yelling and screaming i think i lost my mind about 10 times #props to nando for his consistency #not only has he gotten p3 3 races in a row #but he also lost and regained his p3 twice in a very confusing way(i think i was abt to have an emotional breakdown at the third restart) #okay but things that make me squeal: THE WAY FERNANDO LOVES HIS TEAM AND THE WAY THEY LOVE HIM and THE WAY MAX TAPS HIM ON THE BACK HEHEHE #fernando alonso #max verstappen #lewis hamilton #2023 australian gp #fa14 #mv1 #lh44 #we do a little bit of f1 #f1 #formula one #formula 1 #(2023: 3/23 races watched)

[ashmp3]

gloomy day

#later in the day i need to buy my virgo friend bday present 🧘🏼‍♀️also this was 10 minutes before my little breakdown but hey… #actually no hey i have nothing to add #i have to get my roots done but i wanted to wait to hit the 4 month mark bc this growth it’s not even 3 months and it’s already 4cm long 🤷🏼‍ #i do like roots on me bc i have such in ur face features i think it suits me but what do i know… actually lots of things #face

[chronal-anomaly]

Little activity notice but I'm taking my praxis/boards at the end of March so I'll be extra unresponsive from here on out. See you all on the other side of this!!

#ik ive been on a little bit of a low activity hiatus anyway what with the 10-14 hour workdays i have rn #and i usually get home and just pass out or go to my other job rn #but ive been trying to be decently consistent on discord but honestly thats getting harder too #im usually lurking on the dash but anything that isnt studying/work right now is Too Much #ive already had one moderate mental breakdown cant wait for more :/ #but by the end of march I'll be wrapping up the unpaid internship and taking the praxis so ill be way more free after that #( ooc. ) #dont forget about me!!! love you all!!! #im a little bit more accesible on discord rn but even that might be a day or three before i get back to it sorry

[jakeperalta]

saw a uk based post about when to take your annual leave to fit with bank holidays etc and soo many of the comments were about how totally unfeasible 25 days of leave is....... americans I am so sorry you have to live like that

#someone said they only get 10 days....... i would have a breakdown for real #some people were like 'well no one has that much unless they've worked at the company for 20 years' 😭 i'd die #talking

[badolmen]

Not to be extreme but dear God hold onto hope.

Things will be better one day. People will sing and dance in colorful clothes under dazzling lights again. A parent will rock their child to sleep on a quiet night again. A grandparent will teach their grandchild to cook a family recipe again. People will laugh and cry and love and grieve in the most mundane of ways once more. This will happen no matter what you believe, but hoping and believing in such things will ease your heart and kindle your resolve to see it within your lifetime. Have hope, and you will give life to the world you hope to see.

#ra speaks #personal #current events #okay to reblog btw it’s easy to fall into despair with the news of late but do not surrender your hope #hey so like. had a kinda bad breakdown last night. for personal reasons and *gestures* my deep rooted sense of justice as an autistic human #and I saved the first line of this post as a draft while crying at 10 PM #and not much has changed today but. I am secure in my hope for a better world. my belief in justice for those wronged. #maybe not tonight. maybe not tomorrow. but soon - one day - I will see celebrations of life and love and home for a people torn asunder #I can’t do much. I want to do more than sit safe and cry out for those who have lost their voices to the violence #I’m angry. I’m grieving. but most importantly I’m imbued with hope and love. it’s the least I can do. #and most days it will be all I can do. and should the opportunity arise to do more I will take hold of it with both hands until it burns me #the very same way hope now burns in my heart with the complete conviction that there will be justice and reckoning for these crimes #anyways. my blood sugar is low I forgot to eat dinner. have hope and feed it with the anger and grief you cannot act on now. #vocational woes

[natjennie]

sorry i havent been very active lately I've been having a real shit couple days idk why

#ive been like right on the verge of a breakdown all day today #and i can feel it coming. the tears are IN my eyes. #it's just. everything is so hard. #it can't be this hard all the time for everyone right? #because if it is and everyone is just being normal and doing fine and coping and being an adult about it #then that makes me a failure. #and i dont know what im supposed to do with that. #its also so fucking hard to see something you might want for yourself #and be inundated with the weight of all the barriers #and all the ways that you'll never get there #all the reasons it wont work. everything just feels so difficult #like EVERYTHING everything everything is minimum 10 steps and it never fucking ends #idk why im feeling so bad like ive been taking my medicine ive been trying really hard to eat and drink and take them #like no matter what i do im always in pain and tired and sad and frustrated #and it never fucking stops #anyway sorry #venting #vent post

[jiiinki]

trying this thing where i resist the urge to tuck my shirt in to every outfit i wear ???? weird right

#me #had a bit of a breakdown the other day about hating all of my clothes and realising everything is wear is the same as 10 years ago #so i am trying something different. wish me luck

[julie-finlay]

🎵 I've got time, I've got love

Got confidence you'll rise above

#CSI #CSI CBS #Finlay Friday #Julie Finlay #DB Russell #Frussell #my gifs #*song #this took 800 DRAFTS #first time I've giffed anything from The End Game since 2015 #0/10 will not repeat #but it's my birthday so treating myself to a lil breakdown <3 #also Father's Day here at the weekend so it felt fitting :3

[lovelyisadora]

engine kaputt!!!

#y’all I am on the side of the road 10 hours in to my 41 hour drive #car not driveable 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #waiting on tow truck and then who knows after that I’m playing it by ear #but like bruh my laptop just broke too. I can’t afford all this 😭😭 and my advisor is never going to believe #that my laptop broke the day I recovered from my breakdown #and just three days later my car broke down and stranded me in a state that I don’t live in

[syncrovoid-presents]

I will continue being gone for a few days, sadly my original al plan of releasing the newest chapter of The Consequence Of Imagination's Fear has also been delayed. My apologies

Can't go into detail because its hush hush not-legally-mentionable stuff but today is my fifth 12 hour no-break work day. I'm also packing to move too in a fortnight (which is a Big Yahoo!! Yippee!! I'll finally have access to a kitchen!! And no more mold others keep growing!!! So exciting!!!)

#syncrovoid.txt #delete later #OKAY SO! this makes it sound like i have a super important job but really we are understaffed and ive barely worked there a year now #graduated college a few years early 'cause i finished high school early (kinda? it's complicated) #now i am in a position where i am in the role of a whole Quality Assurance team (testing and write ups) #a Task Manager/Planner #Software Developer and maybe engineer? not sure the differences. lots of planning and programming and debugging ect ect #plus managing the coworker that messed up and doing his stuff because it just isnt good enough. which i WILL put in my end day notes #our team is like 4 people lol. we severely need more because rhe art department has like 10 people?? #crunch time is.. so rough.. #its weirdddddd thinking about this job since its like i did a speedrun into a high expectations job BUT in my defense i was hired before #i graduated. and like SURE my graduating class had literally 3 people so like there was a 86%-ish drop out rate?? #did a four year course in 2 BY ACCIDENT!! i picked it on a whim. but haha i was picked to give advice and a breakdown on the course so it #could be reworked into a 3 year course (with teachers that dont tell you to learn everything yourself) so that was neat #im rambling again but i have silly little guy privileges and a whole lot of thoughts haha #anywho i am SO hyped to move!! I'll finally get away from the creepy guy upstairs (i could rant for days about him but he is 0/10 the worst) #it will be so cool having access to a kitchen!! and literally anything more than 1 singular room #(it isnt as bad as it sounds i just have a weird life. many strange happenings and phenomenons) #<- fun fact about me! because why not? no one knows where i came from and i dont 100% know if my birthday is my birthday #i just kinda. exist. @:P #i mean technically i was found somewhere and donated to some folks (they called some different people and whoever got there first got me) #but still i think it is very silly! i have no ties to a past not my lived one! i exist as a singularity! #anywho dont think about it too hard like i guess technically ive been orphaned like twice but shhhhhhhh #wow. i am so sleep deprived. i am so so sorry to anyone who may read this #i promise im normal #@:|

[te1epathy]

there is such a bone crushing fatigue of spending all my time working i feel dead

#i literally have tears thinking about how pointless and redundant and hopeless im feeling #think i might take 10 days off in july considering the last time I took leave was 2 days in oct #i want to travel this year but there’s so much guilt of spending that money because i don’t think i deserve this break it’s ridiculous #i’ve spent years saving this money for this reason and now thinking about using it for a mental break makes me feel selfish #but also if i don’t have a break of some sort or anything to look forward to im going to have a breakdown soon

[euphor1a]

Best 4 hours of my life, with the loml ♡

#googie 🐰 #i know i always say this but i can never really explain the way i feel about him </3 it’s so hard to put into words #i feel so complete now god i love him so much 🥺!! even that is an understatement 😔 #i think it was like? 10:30 pm when i saw the weverse notif... and now it’s past 3 am jdghbcbn #i felt so many emotions throughout everything (the wv live; the ig live; and then wv live again) but god. #i’m just way too happy that i got to see him again 🥺; i missed him a lot! #crazy how just yesterday afternoon i teared up watching a reel on ig about missing him </3 and then 6 hours later!!! he shows up 💖 #lol and i had so many mini breakdowns bc of him 😭 he’s a flirt FLIRT huh 😔✋🏼! WHAT ABOUT MY WEAK LITTLE HEART SIR??? #i really have no defence when it comes to jk </33... sigh. but he sang sooooo many songs 🥰🥰 #including txt! svt! nwjns! i’m one happy bitch 🤩☝🏼 #what a great day to be alive honestly! just hope that he gets some rest bc goddamn it’s nearly 7 am at sk now 💀 #oh and!!!! WE GOT TO SEE BAM MY BABY AFTER SO LONG IM SQUEALING THEY ARE SO CUTE OMG #HOW DID I ALMOST FORGET TO MENTION THAT LIKE WHAT #it was such a bonus to see tae too 🤭 #!!! i’m just really happy #i’ll add more tags later... i just want to fall asleep now bc my eyes literally can’t anymore lol #anyway... ik i’m being very delulu here but like. sorry if it bothers you; i’m like this. 🤡 #will always be jeon jungkook’s bitch <3 #bye bye ~ my eyes hurt 🙁 #see you guys tomorrow and i love jungkook 😆... and y’all too <3