#discover beliefs

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Thank you. I'm sorry.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jin guangyao #lan wangij #jin ling #LWJ shifting into fight mode was so damn cool. He is always ready to start throwing hands. #It's in a way that befits someone with a bit more bloodlust that his calm demeanor lets on - but nearly always in defense of someone. #What a great synergy with his personal philosophies! see that he is a Genuinely Noble Guy time and time again! #Is is also way more hilarious and unhinged than most people give him credit for? Also yes. #Nothing and no one ever said he did not or would not rip off JGY's hat mid-fight. I think LWJ needs to snatch more wigs LITERALLY. #Yes I'm delaying the part where I have to address the emotional turmoil of Jin Ling stabbing wwx. It gutted me terribly. #What is worse that realizing that someone you respected has done horrible things #than discovering someone who did horrible things being a kind and trustworthy person? #What is more horrifying that realizing other people are extremely complex and cannot be categorized into black and white? #When people hurt us or our loved ones we very much want to make them out to be irredeemable monsters. But they are not. #It is not actually such a terrible fate to just be a person. To be forgiven and forgive is possible. To change is possible. #This lesson is hard. It is something you have to actively challenge yourself to do. Black and white is the innate path to go down. #And its *why* I love Jin Ling so much. He is the character who fights the longest and hardest to challenge social and personal beliefs #He gets a pass for stabbing wwx for being so deliciously conflicted and tormented by it. #And with wrists THAT limp I can't imagine the wound was particularly deep

[awkwardenby]

went from “I wanna run away to the forest forever” to “I wanna make cool patches and crafts for queer and punk people”

#it’s honestly giving me hope #send me links to punk articles/video essays #your fav punk bands #cool people you follow #small businesses to support #all that good shit #punk diy #punk #queercore #baby punk #god the cool music I’ve been discovering #and just the strong beliefs that punks as a whole hold #I’ve been interested in the culture for so long #but I’m just really getting into it now

[horrorshow]

"when did destiel sex happen for the first time?" i love that i'm living so far in my own obscure deluded doomed by the narrative canon-compliant version of surprisingly wholesome but tragic destiel that the only right answer isn't even an option on polls: stanford era.

#deancas #it's like. #you're in a car with an ugly old angel and he looks at you like he has loved and known you for years but you just met #and he wont tell you that he's hiding something from you but he's hiding something from you #and he reaches over and you let him hit bc you're lonely and he's saying all the things you wish your father told you #like he discovered a belief in a future where you'll have eye crinkles and your brother at your side and a home with your own bedroom #and you feel your heart taking root in your body until one day you wake up with a headache and no memory of him or the past 2 months at ALL #and you never have time to wonder about it bc its october 2005 and you have 327 episodes of horrors ahead of you #and they all happen exactly like they do on screen. destiel was real but it was also dead before the story even started #(other than that they only had sex in purgatory which dean came to regret bc it made him realize he's not into cas like that #and he had only invited him to his benny fuckfest bc they're friends and it seemed rude not to) #and dean never ever learns that they once were lovers. and for cas there's nothing to remember bc it hasnt happened to him yet #its beautiful. to me. #also slightly embarrassing for me as a person but nevermind that

[feluka]

i'm very confused about the animosity toward the term 'martyr' because even though i understand that in english the word doesn't carry the same implications as in arabic (the "witness" part) but i'm pretty sure there's nothing wrong with the english word either? what are people mad about exactly?

#i think i'm struggling with understanding it because i grew up learning the arabic word first and understanding it as 'victim of hate crime' #and then learning the english word and thinking 'that's just the english translation of the word' #but now discovering that it's not a 1:1 translation and that it's taught as a different meaning in english speaking countries #but still that meaning even if different. there's nothing wrong with it?? #doesn't it mean 'someone who died for their beliefs'? what's wrong with that #it's. it's just racism isn't it

[goldkirk]

it’s so scary and so freeing to just be a person.

#the discovery and fulfillment of my curiosity as I go #trying to scientific observational field researcher my way through discovering #What Existence Includes #while I’m in this state to experience it #it’s like being back to my very youngest days before I started learning the major rules #when I was just sensation and experience and curiosity #making sense / making an ongoing story of the world and time itself as it flies past #personal #cult escapee #katie.txt #past me: thank you thank you thank you for holding on through the nightmare. thank you for riding out the huge world-ending pain. thank you #it was worth it it was worth it #of course it isn’t perfect but I SAID it’d be better within a few years didn’t I? #you signed up for this you made the commitment when you knew. #you tried allowing yourself to trust yourself again for the first time since age 7 or so. #you knew you couldn’t hold it all up front for that long if you were gonna survive transplanting yourself like an organ. #you knew you’d be giving up a lot. and you did it anyway because you were brave and you cared that much about how very very little you #deserved better for her world #and here you are. and here we are. #you told the therapist ‘of course not!!!’ so instantaneously and so full of belief. so dead sure on deep reflex that you could NEVER #trust yourself in a million years because even if the supernatural surveillance state wasn’t real and you didn’t have innate evilness #just from the Doctrine Is Saying So #where was I going with this. I’m typing tags on mobile and it’s religious for me but it’s also impossible as a ui #anyway my POINT WAS: it is so hard and so scary but it’s like walking into the world of Sesame Street for real. #you were right. it IS good to be alive. the whole thing all the way through is a bewildering baffling marvel. you’re ok to be delighted #about it and marvel at how wild it is that there’s so much about it all and so many things to see and think and meet and feel and do during #our spans of time #no matter what came before or what might come next #what a goddam marvel of it all. ain’t it just the strangest thing of all that we’re alive. what a marvel. what an absolutely magnificent hit #existence is an absolute absurdity

[swallowtail-ageha]

Me at 13: and friendly reminder that ALL headcanons must be canon compliant and outlandish AUs are cringey!

Me at 18: been getting into seafood lately

#funny how at 13 i was like this then i discovered the major cringe culture upholders in the italian fandom #and their behaviour got me so angry that i did a 180 on my beliefs #anyways. really craving some lobster rn

[pickled-flowers]

Having very big thoughts about spirituality and humanity.. alas I am never articulate enough so I'm just gonna rent in the tags as always

#IDK #like also im from Quebec and the relation to spirituality/religion here is strange #i wish i could have a conversation with someone about it 😭 #and like spirituality is such an important part of the human experience? #hhh idk how to explain what im feeling but #anyways. #im very thankful to have found faith in my life i believe it is making me a better person #a year ago i discovered one of my best friend has very bad religious trauma #her point of view on any and all spirituality was really bad (still sort of is) #but to completely dismiss religion in regard to human life is not the way!! #i was glad to explain to her what religion meant to me and like yea i did grow up thinking religion was a little stupid #but that was because all i was taught about religion was through christian lenses #i truly love discussing with religious people about our beliefs and how it affects our day to day #like my old colleague who was muslim was always happy to talk to me about Islam and her name-sake Aisha #like idk #idk ok!! #spirituality can be very beautiful and i have many feelings about it

[just-some-brainrot]

sky: aw you and your zelda are so close, when did you become such good friends?

wild: i don’t know, probably sometime around when she tried to feed me a raw frog?

flora: honestly, i hated his guts until i ran away from home and got lost halfway across the country. he saved me just in time from being brutally assassinated in the desert over there, so maybe around then?

wild & flora: but we didn’t really get that close until all our other friends and family died and we only had eachother left

sky: h-how….sweet

#i firmly stand by the belief that wild + flora became friends somewhere after the yiga memory and before the frog one #there was a big Apology(tm) and then BAM #they e immedietly become besties and nearly die for eachother #the two of them were socially isolated as kids okay they think it’s a totally normal way to make friends #they discover the other person sacrificed their freedom and happiness for training and it’s like the spider-man meme #*you* trained until you passed out?? but that’s what *i* do!!! #(sky nearly faints when flora & wild explain that to him) #linked universe #incorrect linked universe quotes #lu sky #lu wild #lu flora

[aaandbackstabbed]

Huey: Don’t you realise you could die?

Dewey: I’m not going to die. I’m twelve?

Huey: And so you can’t die?

Dewey: I just don’t see it happening.

#Huey worries about Dewey #and rightly so #cos tbh he’s a disaster #but an entertaining very cool disaster #Dewey firmly believes he won’t die simply because he’s young #it’s this fact alone which gives him his unrivalled stupid bravery moments #he’s chaos personified #he’s a danger to himself #it’s everyone favourite blue duck: #dewey duck #and his extremely concerned #older brother: #huey duck #also #Louie would low-key encourage this belief #and challenge him to increasingly dangerous situations #Huey would not react well upon discovering this

[eclipsedsuns]

genuinely twelve’s “am i a good man?” arc is the most important story in all of television to me

#understanding the twelfth doctor and his relationship with ethics & morality is essential to understanding *me* #‘​am i a good man?’ ‘i think you try to be and i think that’s probably the point.’ ‘always try to be nice but never fail to be kind’ #‘i do what i do because it’s right! because it’s decent! and above all it’s kind. it’s just that.’ #‘hate is always foolish and love is always wise' #it’s all about his belief that he needs to fit into certain boxes to be ‘good’ #he needs to follow certain rules he needs to believe certain ‘truths’ etc #and as he grows he learns to make his own rules and discover his own truths about what it means to be Good #and he decides that the best thing you can be— the most important thing you can be— is kind #without hope without witness without reward #shut up carley #twelveposting #doctor who

[2022dirt]

This is a pocket oratory, it is for private prayer and serves as a mini altar when you are away from home.

#interesting #interesting facts #nature is everything #discover #thats incredible #thats insane #oratory #jesus #god #jesus christ #prayer #praying #jesus is coming #faith in jesus #jesusisgod #jesussaves #jesusislord #jesuslovesyou #belief in jesus #woahg #woah woah woah #but woah #woah :0 #woah dude #woahhhh #like woah #woah #woah who said that

[low-shear-velocity-province]

I am once again begging and pleading all of you to please, please fact-check information before reblogging it.

#i've seen a frightening number of posts today claiming that the NYT and CNN among others aren't properly reporting on Aaron Bushnell #specifically that their articles make no mention of gaza or palestine #only if you actually go and read the articles you'll discover within the first sentence that those claims are completely false #don't spread mis- and disinformation just because it reaffirms your beliefs #the media deserves criticism when it comes to their coverage of palestine but actively spreading lies is pretty fucked

[phosphorus-noodles]

YOURE MORMON??????????

Indeed I am ^^

#weird intersection of grew up in it then realized i'm queer then dismantled all my beliefs and rebuilt it all from the ground up #and in the process discovered that. yeah i do like this church. i do still align with most of it. however the culture here Sucks #so... yeah it's complicated. but yes :) #pho.asks #gumy-shark #is this the part where i get beat up /hj silly

[warrior-of-waistbands]

debate breaks out on the Jerome Horwitz playground about which came first: Captain Underpants the person or Captain Underpants the comic

#j's posts #i mean the general public doesn't know right? #group a who believes captain underpants was just in hiding until george and harold discovered him #vs group b who believes george and harold were in league with his secret identity to plant him all along #vs group c who believes george and harold *created* captain underpants somehow #manifested him with the power of belief or something idk

[isekyaaa]

Maybe being a clone doesn't scare me because I had to recreate myself at one point in my life. When I was going through major depression (not like lol depression, but it was very bad), I reached a point where I could not differentiate myself from the depression. Depression seeped into every fiber of my being that I essentially lost everything that made me me. Changing for the better meant scrapping everything I knew. I had to start from scratch and build myself back up piece by piece. It was terrifying. Depression, as bad as it was, became a crutch I could always rely on. It was steady and consistent. It was everything I knew. To let it go meant venturing out into a world that I had no clue what was what anymore. I had to go on blind faith that I would make it through.

I've done it once I probably can do it again.

#rambles #i think that a lot of people that have had depressive episodes don't know how much worse major depression is #it's one thing to struggle with depression and another to be caught in the storm with no way out #i remember crying so much believing i was the worst person alive and didn't deserve to be loved #i remember wishing i was never born or hoping something would kill me in my sleep #i remember being absolutely starving barely having eaten in days but still being completely unable to eat #i remember crying forcing myself to stomach a few bites from an apple haha... took me more than an hour #it's so odd that it can make you feel so terrible yet you'll become codependent upon it #it's sticky like natto #can't get the slime off of you no matter how hard you try #until it becomes you #and it will *become* you #recreating yourself from that is such a task #in depression you'll lose what you're likes are... your dislikes... your hobbies... your beliefs... your values... #you lose essentially everything #you have to discover all of these things all over again #and then there's the fear that what if you come out of this as someone you can't even recognize? #this is why i'm so pushy when it comes to ppl with depression symptoms #pls just go to a doctor and get medicated #the more you leave it alone the greater the chance you'll end up like me #okay i shall finally sleep

[azirowley]

Y'know most people joke about Gabriel being a nine inch nails fan cuz of the whole "fight me like an animal" bit... But bro... I don't think my brain is joking anymore...

#ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #nine inch nails #like seriously almoat every NIN song i listen to fits gabriel like a glove its almost scary #closer? yeah thats the animal one. head like a hole? him losing belief in the father. perfect drug? him discovering he LIKES fighting v1 #shits crazy bro