#dude she’s so fucking fine

[hyper-fixated-delusions]

She’s giving Season 1 Quinn Fabray vibes!! 😍😍😍

#dianna agron #quinn fabray #glee #loml #dude she’s so fucking fine #i love her your honor #quinntana #she doesn’t age #what the fuck #my gay awakening

[crabussy]

several months ago, I went to a checkup appointment with a specialist doctor for a condition I have and told her that my joints and leg muscles hurt a lot. IMMEDIATELY she was like "yeah you have low bone density, we're switching your meds" and within 10 minutes I was given new meds. I asked to do a scan for bone density and she just. refused???

anyway um! several months later! my new meds have done almost nothing to help, my previous symptoms which are not supposed to happen with meds are back, my joints still hurt a lot, and I'm constantly miserable due to pain. my dad did some research out of curiosity and it turns out that LOW BONE DENSITY DOES NOT CAUSE JOINT PAIN OR MUSCLE PAIN. SHE CHANGED MY MEDS FOR NO FUCKING REASON. I HAVE BEEN IN PAIN FOR MONTHS BECAUSE SHE KEPT SAYING "just wait it out" BUT NOTHING EVER GOT BETTER.

so I'm back on my old meds now and just. man. moral of the story ALWAYS push for tests. make sure your doctors know what they're talking about. you know your body best. I told my parents the entire time that the meds weren't working and they didn't believe me. please please listen to yourself and double check everything you can!!!!!!!

#medical #disability #meds #ask to tag #listen to my gibberish boy #I am. so mad. so so so mad. #MONTHS of pain and frustration and misery all because she didnt know that. you are a DOCTOR. I sat in the waiting room for FOUR HOURS. #turns out my bone density was fucking fine the whole time!!!!!!!! #the risks of low bone density on my old meds were ALMOST NILCH. she didn't tell us that either #just. goddddddddd dude

[hisbutler-problematic]

what i really love about black butler is they said what if there was one little boy and for some unknown reason absolutely unhinged occult stuff ALWAYS happened around him

they try to play it off by being like “oh he’s a phantomhive, they deal w all kinds of stuff” but then they make it very clear that this little boy is the only one who has to deal with shit like demons and shinigami and werewolves and zombies, etc

like no one is super surprised when he’s like “oh just another day dismantling the zombie factory” but there’s also a distinct “wtf do you mean zombie factory” air to it

queen: there’s witches and werewolves in germany that you have to deal with ciel: why the fuck do i have to go to germany (his only problem w that sentence)

and then the little boy has the audacity to be like “tbh don’t really believe this witch and werewolf thing :/“ to his DEMON butler

#kuroshitsuji #black butler #our ciel #im obsessed w this little dude ngl #remember that time he said ‘i’m not interested in the occult’ right in front of his demon butler with whom he holds a demon contract #hes so fucking funny #the overall attitude towards his everyday is hilarious honestly #imagine rolling up to buckingham palace and being like. hello your majesty it turns out the problem was zombies #completely straight faced #and then the queen just goes ‘oh zombies? alright’ #and it’s not just ciel it’s not just the queen #lizzie heard ‘corpses’ and freaked out but got over that FINE. #there are bigger problems to deal with than moving corpses. how will i stay CUTE through all this!! #shes right tho #also shout out to her family for hearing ‘you need to go for their heads’ and questioning nothing and just being like ‘cool tnx 4 the info’ #like. what the fuck were the phantomhives involved in BEFORE ciel ever brought a demon into all this #sky posting

[pepperpixel]

Some new art of a very very old oc of mine! From like, when I was an 8th grader in middle school to freshman in high school I think, I haven’t thought about this character or the world she’s from in like… years, but my brain suddenly remembered she existed! And so I drew some art of her!

Visually, she’s absolutely mostly the result of my child self sticking Toko Fukawa from Danganronpa and Peacock from Skullgirls in a blender and lettin it fuckin rip. Personality wise she’s a bit different tho… she’s into politics! As in,,, she’s in politics ghgh, she’s like the chief of the surveillance department for the country of (mostly) witches that the story takes place in. And one of the advisors to the head ruler witch,,, she sucks! Hardcore! she’s def a villain lol

#I made 2 videos for this story and she’s in 1 of them #the idgaf video. at the 30 second mark #but. even tho I specifically remember when I first designed her she had the eyeball braids! #or at least eyeball buns #16 year old me got rid of em!!! for no good reason! #they were fun and cool and fitting for her role and character!!! what the hell 16 year old me! #original #original art #original characters #my ocs #artists on tumblr #eyes #doodles #the other video from this story I made is the something’s not right meme lol #the difference in tone is fucking tremendous #that one tho is more… a lore tidbit… like… it’s background on a phenomena of the setting… #as a middle schooler I did not give a shit about major or minor or background characters tho. or even actually telling a cohesive story? #like. I started w a few characters. and then. went on to characters they were connected too. and then characters they were connected too #and then on an on and on it was just a web of vaguely interconnected dudes in a vaguely interconnected world #no. real narrative lol. but I had fun w it! it was cool. I wish I still had my sketchbooks w the stuff I made for it #I feel like it’d be a fun thing to look back on… sadly fire took them… damn u fire ghg #* ​shakes first at past horrible traumatic experience * #anyway yeah! enjoy art of evil eyeball lady w no name lmao #*fist not first… spellings hard #partial nudity #in the second pic. but also u can’t rlly see anything so. I think it’s fine? #I’ll still tag just in case tho

[definitelynotnia]

im sorry i have to rant im so fucking pissed

my exams end on 19th and I have to get rid of some books and buy some books which are quite pricy online so I had planned on going to college street on 20th and selling my books and buying the new ones at a cheap price and i was frankly really excited about it because all I get is a one day break to relax bcz i have to start studying for entrances from 21st so all I have is 20th and i wanted to spend it at college street and then get some food and basically have like a solo date kind of thing.

and i was so so excited about it i told my boyfriend about it like 500 times bcz i kept forgetting i've already mentioned it and it was literally on my mind a lott so i kept bringing it up and ik it seems like not a big deal cz i can just sit at home and chill too but i literally do not get to go outside my house. like- the last time i went out was new years eve and after that the only time i've gone out is to school or to give my boards that is it. my mother has some weird like problem wiht me going out like even if i tell her that i just want to go to our terrace for 5 minutes just to get some fresh air she won't even allow that she'll be all suspicious and like sTaNd In ThE bAlCOnY aNd TaKe FrEsH aIr like she herself doesnt leave the house (and blames it on me and my brother ???? when have we ever stopped you bro, she said I HaVe To Be HeRe To KeEp An EyE like im 18 i dont need to be watched 24/7 stop blaming me for choices you put upon yourself) and i just feel so suffocated ALL THE TIME i feel so overstimulated and im so sick of rotting on my bed and i dont want to wait for some birthday party or friends meet up to be able to leave my goddamn house i just wanted to go and have a fun day and get me some books thats it.

anyway so initially the plan was that my mom would go along but something came up so she wanted to postpone it to 21st and i didn't want to bcz i'd already be missing 3 days bcz of my boyfriends birthday, holi and my brothers birthday (all of which are important and i dont want to miss which makes me the villain apparently bcz i should "adjust" and cancel my "parties" instead of trying to stick to my plan bcz that makes me too demanding and selfish apparently) so i suggested that ukw why dont u go do ur thing which came up and i'll go to college street by myself...which is when the solo date idea came which i had really wanted all along but didnt bring up bcz i knew she'd say no but now there's a valid reason for me to go alone so like, its a pretty easy fix i can just go alone but noooo. First of all,

I've been to college street multiple times before so its not like its an unknown area to me

im going by metro which is quite safe

im going when there is stark daylight and i will return home much much before it gets dark and im literally 18

she never lets me go anywhere alone, not even take ubers alone if i want to get back from somewhere my bf has to come drop me everytime and then go backwards to his house which is so so so stupid and i never get to go out alone unless accompanied by family or by a male friend, so obv when i said i'll go to college street alone she refused to let that happen and started screaming about how 'if its so important to go on 20th bcz u dont want to miss a day of studying then cancel ur 'parties' and study then' and i was like no its not about missing a day its just that there's a very easy and logical fix to this problem which is i go alone and its not inconveniencing anyone so why cant i just do that but she will not listen to that bcz im 'adamant' and 'everything has to be according to me' bcz i found a viable solution to the problem. so instead of letting me just go she was literally ready to pay much more money and buy the books online, like.....why cant i just go bro??? (and she keeps telling me im a waste of her money bcz i will amount to nothing in life and my education was a failed investment or wtv so like now why are u wasting more money??? im literally trying to save the money that u 'waste' on me so just let me ???)

anyway i called my dad last night and told him and he was super ok with the idea he said its a good idea that i go alone and that he would speak to her but then today when i asked her if dad spoke to her she said yes, we'll go on 20th and i was like .....we? so apparently she CANCELLED her previously immovable thing for which she wanted me to cancel my 'parties', she cancelled that and agreed to go with me on 20th just so that i dont get to go alone- like ???????????????? what is ur problemmmm

so obv i was super annoyed and i went on a whole ass rant about how i literally struggle to even cross roads bcz i dont know shit about basic travelling bcz all my life ive been in a car and its a running joke with all my guy friends that i 'cannot navigate' and 'dont know any places' and obv??? if im never allowed to go anywhere then how tf will i know the places- the only places i know is bcz recently i've been paying a lot of attention and asking my dad stuff about what roads to take to reach certain places and when i go out with my friends i kind of try and learn a bit but thats it i've only ever gone alone completely alone to two places which is my beauty parlour thats 5 minutes away from my house and one bazaar one time that was 2 bus stops away, thats it. thats my extent of public travelling alone. and now im supposed to go to a whole new STATE for college and i cant even call myself an auto without struggling. and like- is this not a basic life skill??? like ok yeah its not rocket science and i will probably figure it out even if i start later in life but why not now? most of my guy friends literally go everywhere alone, why not me? and my dad agreed with all of this but my mom was just like "you'll be in the hostel only, no need to go out of the campus" like ARE YOU FOR REAL????????? and she's like "if u want to learn skills learn how to cook" like ok yes i will also learn how to cook for sure but i wont have a fucking kitchen in the hostel but somehow cooking is an urgent skill i should learn but going places by myself is unimportant bcz i should just never? leave? the? hostel?

anyway after much screaming and shouting my dad gave up and just cut the call bcz he doesnt want to get into an argument with my mother and my mother was being all suspicious like why do u hAvE tO gO aLoNe AlL oF a SuDdEn even though i literally explained why i want to do this alone but she doesnt think thats valid. so she refuses to let me go and i asked her for one reason why i shouldnt cz usuallt its always "no u have exam what if smthn happens" but now i literally dont even have exam so whats ur excuse now? streets will always be unsafe forever so "what if smthn happens" is not a reason to never let me go out without a man so just gimme one reason and she couldnt give me a single reason she just said "i said no, thats it".

and now she's gone off about how im useless and blah blah and "high maintainance" bcz i want books and "everyone else (some pishi's son) just studies online" and so the whole option of college street is apparently now cancelled and she's trying to set up a whole ass kindle account (half the books i need arent even available as ebooks) just because i wanted to go by myself.

#in our house kids dont stay outside past 6:30pm'' but now all of a sudden its fine for my brother to play #till 10:30 at night #she literally stopped me permanently from going down in the evenings since i was in class 7-8 #this is why ive never had any friends outside of school bcz she wouldnt let me leave ths fucking house #and now that my brother is in class 7 #he's allowed to be out playing with his friends till 10 freaking 30 #he comes home an hour late sometimes...45 minutes and almost always at least 30 minutes late at NIGHT and she says nothing except like #one sentence #yeah im only the villain i only keep u locke #up in the house its all my fault #this is just so damn unfair #like literally insulting #im not a child what is her problem #what sort of fucking solution is 'never leave the hostel' like ok even if i do that what happens then??? after i graduate? #i'll be a 24 year old who doesnt know shit about going from one place to another without a man present] #and then this woman preaches how she 'always raises her son and daughter equally' like srsly shut the fuck up #my whole life i've been told abar late?'' #and for me bcz i would come home 5-10 minutes late nd i did it maybe once or twice she made me completely stop going down to play #5-10 minutes late from 6:30 wherein he comes an hour late from 9 fucking 30 #and this sounds so stupid bcz im an 18 year old now and i dont give a fuck abt how long i got to play but its just unfair dude #with me it was always smthn or the other either exams or she gets miraculously sick every time i want to go out to play #im not even kidding she did a whole “i have fever and ur going to leave me like this and go play?” on me one time bcz i was adamant abt goi #after months of not being able to go bcz of exam or smthn or the other #she did not have any fever it was fucking bullshit #and how am i supposed to help with ur imaginary fever anyway im literally 12 #its so fucking annoying man and then if i say anything at all she'll go on a tirade about how #like YOU DO THOUGH??????? im sorry ur feelings are hurt bcz i said you do smthn that u LITERALLY DO #istg not even 2 days ago she was having a fight with my dad abt how he should teach my brother to learn how to cycle so that he can go buy #groceries #i can cycle

[arvoze]

me when the girl in the woods looks at me and puts a dead fish in my face as her way of saying hi

#pokemon #pokemon mystery dungeon #nuzleaf #lombre #my art #luwel #calamity #theyre best friends btw. hes like the only person who actually talks to her #everyone else is like. scared of her and yeahtheyre right for that #(not that calamity really has a lot of people to talk to in the first place............) #she's controversial bc she raises magikarp and other 'wild' fishes and kills them for food and ppl are lke #dude. i dont think that's ethical. #luwel voice unfortunately for you im also a little bit fucked up kind of so you know what. yeah this is fine #(<- he thinks she is going to fucking kill him the first time they talk)

[totopopopo]

The best part about gaining the favor of a group of nine year old girls is that they are 900% ready to throw down for you at ALL times (whether you want it or not)

#these all are events that happened within the past 3 days #and to clarify the woman who was mean to me wasn’t mean to me specifically she was just someone else who works at the school who said #a reaaally nasty comment about our program right in front of me (and unfortunately for her. in front of my girls.) #they were like ❗️WE WILL REMEMBER THIS #and the other dude is yet another adult who also works at the same school as I do but who isn’t part of our program #he was saying nice things abt me to be clear but he kept using the wrong pronouns and holy fuck. I’ve never seen anyone so murderous #I had to mouth to her ‘it’s fine’ to keep her in check but she rly looked like she was about to vault across the table and bite him

[robobee]

I can sit and critique forever as I am the world's proudest hater but I do feel that a lot of the snark around Vengeful is just people crucially misunderstanding the point of the villains universe. it's fucking camp! everything is self aware and overdramatic and reads like a published (albeit very good) fanfiction. if you're in specific circles you absolutely recognise the tropes schwab is pulling from and the tongue in cheek references she makes and all of them are on some base level FUNNY. I don't think it can be read with 100% gravitas because as much as it is brutal and visceral and about extremely traumatized people desperately clutching onto each other because carrying on feels easier than trying something new, it is also a book in which the girlboss mafia leader queen gets taken out by a naked college quarterback . schwab likes nice and wrapped up endings and after dealing with stief and Muir it is a BREATH OF FRESH FUCKING AIRRRR

#vengeful ve schwab #in terms of crit her overexpansive casts mean that ppl like mitch who SHOULD be central get shoved into lampshadeland #but i did find the new characters entertaining if not endearing #mostly bc i did not expect them to be pleasant and they were not. june is ALSO a manipulative selfish evil shithead #the marcella thing... yeah ok she was erm. very 2016. but her dying immediately during her final hoedown was the funniest thing ever #i think despite the intent vengeful reads like a middle book in a trilogy Nd doesnt hold up on its own . but EYE would be fine with it #i do enjoy how victor never loses. im so sick of my protagonists dying in poignant ways give me my marvel movie dennis reynolds #vicious ve schwab #also the june/sydney 3 year thing was extremely weak and 1) how fucking old is june maam that is a MINOR 2)i thought the same abt eli #in book1 and he really pulled thru so well in this one i genuinely kind of forgot about the murders. fascinating dude. unfixable #like was the ending of vengeful terribly rushed and lackluster. sure but im genuinely not mad at all about it #its a very fun sandbox

[ariose-ghoul]

just finished book three! what the fuck

#i am so very worried for sophie and neil #also i guess ''miranda'' (if that is your real name) can use her aura? on Regular Earth? #and fucked adam UP dude #does erica know something we don't why didn't she drink the tea #i don't trust that waitress or brian. #i don't have any reason to distrust brian. but his vibes are off. #where did ''miranda'' and ''dash'' (was that his name?) come from. and why. #also the stash/onslow biscuit shenanigans #ur honour i love them #but ugh wdym the government is involved now #the builder? that's fine just throw his vessel out a window. #mysterious government agencies disappearing people? well now that's not good. #also the builder is trying to intercept his soul. and dawn is severely underestimating how many problems jason can cause #hwfwm #hwfwm book 3

[thatonebylershipper]

my mom is such a silly goose fr

#shes not actually she needs to figure her fucking shit out #i was having executive dysfunction issues and couldnt do ONE thing that she asked me to do since my brother didnt do it before he #left the house like he was supposed to #and so then i was supposed to do it apparently and since i couldnt she started yelling at me and my sister and crying #and playing the victim as always #saying that apparently i never help out around the house even tho i literally do stuff all the fucking time that no one asks me to do????? #anyway like dude i get that you have childhood trauma but you are a grown ass adult and it is your responsibility to work through that and #become a better person for your family #anyway im not upset about making her mad i really dont give a fuck #i mean i know my dad is gonna have something to say to me and my siblings when he gets home later but its the same words every time #so ill be fine #but i am pretty angry that she made my sister cry #she (my mom) locked herself in her room to throw a tantrum like a fucking ten year old 💀 #personal

[isan0rt]

Kingdom Hearts really is the wildest shit [affectionate] sometimes though like, it's so sincere and heartfelt and so I totally forget sometimes about what kind of wacky Who Framed Roger Rabbit logic this series operates under, right. I just don't notice it. And then I suddenly remember that in one game two different characters get banished to The Void for a decade and one of them is a Jedi anime girl going through the most devastating, existential Dante's Inferno nightmare after making a crushing choice to sacrifice herself for a friend, and the other is Pete the Cat who is getting punished by Minnie Mouse for cheating at Go-Karts.

#Kingdom Hearts #this only came up for me because i am playing Isa as a very serious character on a personified panfandom rp board #and i suddenly had to justify why this very serious character with a really dark backstory was suddenly just not bothered by like #his best friend in this setting getting comedy slapstick stabbed because she is Zagreus Hades and like that's how Hades is #and i had to be like oh because this dude is from Kingdom Hearts #the game where Donald fucking Duck gets literally flattened by a door in the first four hours of the series #of course he can just cognitive dissonance away that this woman is a cartoon character so it's fine lmao #very weird experience for me though

[devotioncrater]

criticizing fictional women's actions/roles can be tricky to navigate because like

on one hand i do not want to unintentionally open pandora's box to bad-faith misogynistic interpretations from sexist people who may read the analysis and view it as a reinforcement of their own extreme bias/hatred beliefs towards women

yet on the other hand, her character did do something worth criticism over and/or she is partly at fault for shifting another character's arc/the story arc into a negative turn, and to pretend like She Has Not Done Anything Wrong cages her into a glass box

#im just.... #its the ACTIONS and the ROLE she plays that is the critcism. not because she is a woman #and to limit her character by her sex and/or gender is fucking WHACK #to reduce it down to that is just...bizarre #like sorry dude sometimes!!! a mother plays a negative role in her son's life!! and partly contributes to his depression #and there's history tied into everything ofc. present day contexts #so when we critically examine a character no matter what we have a responsibility to acknowledge those real life factors #misogyny is so heavily interwoven in our patriarchial society #and so you always want to support and love and care for your women characters #but i feel like you can love a character and still analyze/be critical of her actions #or you can flat out dislike her! that's fine!! but there's a difference between dislike due to actions/role and dislike due to gender

[geffenrecords]

the outsiders is hintons best work bc it doesn't have that dumbass awkward romance between the guy and the girl . like in most of them it's fine it's not a big deal but whatever the fuck was happening in taming the star runner was just pissing me off .

#maybe she was trying to imply smthn between pony and cherry but i literally dgaf . it wasnt real #zyz #outsiders #i dont like jamie in tex at all ajd i feel sobad but dude taming the star runner was gay asff she wasnt even trying . travis was like i fuck #ing hate this girl. okay we're making out in a barn and shes my soul mate. okay nevermind we r not dating . man....canyou go help yr uncle #with his divorce... #cathy was fine in twttin but she was just like...kinda boring..i wish angela and bryon had gotten back 2gether so i cld watch them be beat #thefuck out of each other

[rivalsilveryuri]

gives him to u

thank you ... i am putting him in a small nest of hay

#VOICEMAIL #also about the 'turned to stone thing' #dude i think about it SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH. like. theres jusr so much going on with it #like. 1. silver is maybe the only one aware that WHOLE FUCKING TIME ? #2. dude they. rhey didnt tell Green's parents ????? so they likely didnt tell yellows uncle either . #but then that makes me wonder. cause you see who they all call immediately . so 3. do crys and gold only find out.. #when they're literally going on this . 'only one shot' mission ??? #they dont even get like. time 2 process the fact that their seniors AND silver are. basically fuckin dead ???? #like. your friend who often just kind of vanishes sometimes isnt picking up your calls and nobodies seen him for a bit #but he's just like that ! #but then. none of your seniors respond either. #AND . AND . YKNOW WHATS LIKE. SUPER FUCKED ? DUDE. THERES THIS LIKE. MINI CHAPTER RIGHT B4 FRLG ? WHERE GOLD N RED ARE HANGING OUT. #and red leaves through the door 2 go see professor oak. (FOR FRLG.) and like. he says 2 gold he'll see him later. #thats.. SUPER FUCKED ??? #dude. but anyways. you dont hear from them for a few days #and your OTHER friend is starting to get worried . (because you contacted her to make sure she hadn't disappeared) but you're sure its fine #then you get a call. telling you all of them just got. turned into statues. in a different region . and now you're being shipped off to #start work on the only chance of bringing them back. #OKAY . #that period of time is soo fucked 2 me. i think about it so much. crystal was working constantly .. recruiting another child to get involve #in this mess because its the only plan they have.. #and gold keeps failing the training that they NEED for it to work. and its framed like a joke but. they only had so much time. #like. i wonder how silver felt just. being aware in that statue for. months. especially after.. ALL of the shit he learned in frlg #and crystal and gold only had each other durign that time. #they scraped their money 2gether to buy a suit for the plan.. had to train 2gether under ultima.. #also im likr. really normal and not crazy about the weird little ways crys n particularly gold interact with the statues ?? #all the touching n the eyeing i mean... and how guile taunts them about silver ? calling him a broken tool and how no matter how much care #and work and time you pour into someone.. it doesnt change the fact that theyre broken. n crys n gold get so pissed about this ? #LIKE. UNDERSTANDABLY SO BUT. AUUUGGGJHH. i have so many more thoughts on this. #i wrote so many tags it broke the post and ate half of them (twice) so i wont write them ALL here. BUT IM STILL SORRY ABOUT THE ESSAY

[custer-mp3]

and actually as someone that divorced out of the military due to spousal abuse i'm allowed more than anyone to waffle on whether or not i hate/have any sympathy for mfs who even signed on in the first place cuz while i understand recruiters will lie to your face & promise you the moon & the us military seems like the only ticket to a good life for a lot of ppl you do not even consider OR MUCH LESS TAKE take that fucking option period unless you are already ok in your heart on a primal level with the concept of having to intentionally end another human's life

and then you go through the psychological horror factory designed to condition any innate morality or questioning or reason or REGARD FOR OTHER HUMANS out of you and mfs wonder why there's such incidence of addiction/suicide/MH issues/abuse/assault amongst current and former service members. nah fam

#like. lmaooooooooooooo #my coworker was just so baffled too like. she was talking abt how she has to drive every time they go somewhere together cuz 'well his car #will get stolen' and i was like ????? why and the answer was 'oh. he doesn't lock it & leaves the keys in the ignition' and i was like SO #DISGUSTED LMAO #me: that is literally so fucking gross i cannot imagine being an adult living in the city & fucking doing that #her: well he doesn't do it IN THE CITY in the city y'know like. he always locks it & takes the keys if we go downtown. #me: oh cool so he does it ON PURPOSE then he's not just forgetful. that's. even grosser #her: no he forgets but he always locks it & takes the keys when he's in the CITY city--- #me: that's not forgetting then hoss now is it. if he has the control to not do it in situations that would adversely affect him too much. #her: #me: #me: funny how dudes with allegedly explosive anger issues never blow up at their bosses or their family or their friends or strangers too #huh. just at their partners and/or kids. like they control themselves perfectly fine in literally every other situation #like welp!!!! this isn't the epiphany you WANTED to have today but i'm glad you're having it now!! it costs $0 to stop making excuses for y #shitty bf lmaoooooo

[aroaessidhe]

2023 reads

The Last

slow building apocalyptic thriller

an american academic is at a conference in a remote Swiss hotel when a nuclear apocalypse strands him with just 20 others

50 days in, a body is found in a watertank and he becomes obsessed with investigating to find out who did it

even though the remaining people are just trying to quietly survive as supplies slowly dwindle and the winter approaches

#the last #hanna jameson #aroaessidhe 2023 reads #so I read this because there’s an aromantic side character! #she’s an interesting/complex character who has a friends w benefits thing with the MC #a few stereotypes but like she actively counters them #the only weird thing about it is that it’s implied she’s a republican who voted for the ppl who started the nuclear war….. #like. would a right wing person identify as aro lmao #but also like i’m okay with not all ‘representation’ being good people. #as for the rest of the actual book i found it quite interesting overall! #i enjoyed that it wasn’t just 'fighting dangerous people to survive' immediately like a lot of the postapoc genre #(though i wonder how much food they had to be fine for 2 months??) #though there is a bit of that in places when they leave the hotel #a lot of interesting characters and like.....discussion on what different kinds of people would do in that situation #the australian accent (audiobook) of the australian character…..not sure about that LMAO #also I don’t believe the internet would still function after half the world has blown up? like this thing needs upkeep right #there’s a bit where the MC is talking to two dudes who start talking like: so are we gonna repopulate society? #and being creepy about the women. and the MC is obviously like: yikes! #but also nobody even suggests like……we could just die? without repopulating humanity whatever the fuck that means? #why is that concept not even brought up?????? i am horrified that anyone would consider having children in that scenario. christ. #anyway i guess yeah overall a few things im like hm about but it's a pretty good book #aromantic books #(also the MC has a wife on the other side of the world but like. there's not any actual romance. his thing with the aro woman is offpage)