#even tho u aren't

[forbelobog]

it's been a struggle the last few days to be here on tungle, tbh. part feeling irrelevant, part lack of dedication from me, part still adjusting to my new normal. please bear with me while i sort through my own brain and figure out where my creativity is going.

#( ( ooc #( ( tbd #the first two are vicious cycles i tell you #you can't dedicate time to consistency #thus making you feel like a bad/replacable rp partner #even tho u aren't #still feels that way #and then you never write anything because you feel unnecessary #rinse repeat #/ / negative #SORRY i'll be back woith relevant content later BYE

[madootles]

it’s always october 3rd somewhere

#I cannot stop drawing them #it's fun so fun #shout out to everyone who follows me who has been enduring the last month of this with me #i'm sure it won't last forever but it's nice to want to draw something for once so I will continue to lean into it :-) #edward elric #alphonse elric #fma 03 #fma 2003 #fullmetal alchemist #fmab #although I haven't seen brotherhood in like a decade and I don't even know if I finished it then #it's weird... I vividly remembered 03 but I definitely remember things that I remember from fmab that aren't in 03 #this is barely a sentence... u get it tho #anyway brotherhood #maybe I'll watch it soon idk #I should just read the manga probably #ed's BIG BOOTS #look at them #al in the outfit #idk man cos .... breaks my fucking heart #you really need some recovery time after watching 03 #it's just brutal #this brush has quickly become my favorite i am obsessed clearly #sketch scribble!!!!!! #also I know their eyes aren't dark ok but they are here #ed and al #automail #ok love u bye

[rebouks]

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Oscar: So… [Robin sighed dramatically; he could’ve guessed where this was going even if he wasn’t privy to his father’s thoughts] Oscar: What’re you gonna do, sue me for not believing you? Robin: [snorts] He’s not bothering me, dad. Oscar: So, why don’t you talk to him-.. or anyone else at school for that matter. Robin: People don’t usually care what you’re saying, they’re just waiting for their turn to talk. Oscar: C’mon, not everyone’s like that. Robin: Okay.. but what if they don’t like what you say? Like, I say something and they think – oh, that was weird – and then I’m like, wow I wish I hadn’t said that and it’s super awkward and cringe. [Robin fiddled with his fingers, intent on convincing Oscar that anxiety was the culprit. It was easier than explaining the truth; that he could barely think straight amongst everyone else’s thoughts, that couldn’t be arsed, didn’t see the point, found people boring, yada yada] Oscar: Y’know people don’t usually think that whilst you’re talking, right? It’s mostly in our own heads. Robin: Okay, dad. Oscar: Wow, can’t imagine where you get that sarcasm from… Robin: ‘Course not… They do though-.. think that, y’know. Oscar: I think that’s just the social anxiety talking, spud. Robin: And? Oscar: And, you’ve gotta work on your fear-… Robin: It’s not a fear, it’s a fact. [Oscar rolled his eyes as Robin sloped off; it was like arguing with himself] Oscar: Robin… Robin: See, you didn’t like my response so.. point proven, huh? [Robin hovered by the doorframe, wearing a smirk so similar to his own that Oscar couldn’t help but chuckle fondly] Oscar: Tch, get outta here! Robin: Love you, byeeeee. Oscar: [snort laughs] Love you too, bud.

#ts4 #sims 4 #simblr #ts4 story #sims story #forever in between #fib #oscar finch #robin finch #ksdjskdj #are we feeling any sympathy toward sid yet mr oscar?? #your son snakes his way out of your concerned little talks before u even realised it?? neverrrr.. where'd he get that from #ahahhadskj #😂 #it must be so tiresome for robin tho.. wanting to fight off everyone's concern all the time #but at the same time realising it's preferable/easier for ppl to think it's just anxiety ough #he can't just turn around n be like oh i hear/see too much and my brain hurts and most ppl aren't worth talking to anyway so.. ✌ #like.. i don't think i'd wanna be around someone too much if i knew they could hear/see/feel everything i did #can't blame the guy for keeping it to himself

[quirkle2]

this is technically a screenshot redraw but it got outta hand at the end. wanted to try out one of those giant pixel LED screen effects

#qkdraws #id in alt #finished the feb redraw just in time <3a singular day to spare #i like gettin funky w these it's fun. glad i got to experiment even if i was tight on time #kinda wanna do the screen effect again but Different . soon ........... #mob psycho #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #mp100 ritsu #ritsu kageyama #eyestrain #ritsu <3im holding him like the bug he is in my hands #ilike him a lot. he's sillay #these aren't all going to be ritsu redraws. as if u could stop me if they were tho #in my beautiful mind he's fighting somebody in times square. bc that's rly funny to me #whys he there . who put him there. who brought him to america why would they do that to him #pause i just googled what the NYC screens r actually called and they are named ''spectaculars'' and ''jumbotrons'' #which is . so dumb. i love it

[b4kuch1n]

hi! birthday. which means it's finally time t

yo what the itch store is fixed up now

damn what? I don't know where this came from. look all the comics I put on g*mr**d a year ago are back here again with all the formatting and typesetting by @fireflysummers as well as the exclusive bonus art wtf who did this. my werewolf comic on here too what the hells!! that one also got re-toned for printing if u want to AND an exclusive cover spread !!! what the fuck!!!!! come see for urself I can't make this shit up

#bakuspecial #comic #itch.io #bakugoods #<- made up a tag for when I sell things that aren't commissions just now #for folks who still remember me talking abt a physical run of these comics: I'm so sorry this year and the last have been brutal #and I live in a well and suffer a curse of international mails never going well. so the logistics became Very complicated #I still think abt it tho! I've prepped up all the assets just bc I thought abt it so much... we picked out a gift print for the orders #And a bonus print for the pack #but I couldn't gather my brain enough to make it happen. yet #it takes a bit of overhead so I gotta build that up. which is. right now talk for after the shit that just happened to me got smoothed out #but I do want it to happen. I've been sitting on this exclusive custom print for like two years now #I really love that drawing its so cute. I still hold that project close to my heart #anyways uhh itch store! happy birthday to me! #last year this time was so rough I didn't even Want to think about my birthday lol #strangely enough with this small little fragmentation grenade we just got I became more motivated to fuck around on my bday lmao #probably out of spite. hammer philosophy #my parents love making a whole thing out of me and the brother's bdays lol so dinner's gonna be something #but for now I can still chill. and prep up stuff. and do my thang #if u look thru the itch store and get something from there thank u so much! I hope the comics treat u well #and now. I make hot drink. have a good day lads! do a little jig for us let's go

[bpdanakins]

🍇 🍑 🍓 🍋

#stranger things #strangerthingsedit #stedit #stranger things headers #the fruity four #eddie munson #steve harrington #robin buckley #nancy wheeler #steddie #ronance #stranger things collage edits #liz edits #here they come 🤗 #it only took me 904820 years but that's because they got more and more detailed & complicated as i went apparently #it was all by accident slkksl poor eddie in hindsight compared to the others you can tell that his took the least amount of time #in my defence i desperately wanted to finish it before i knew he was gonna be offed for sure even tho i always knew 😔 #i don't think y'all can quite tell just how much work went into these. not just the transparents or the colouring or the ideas #but also in the storytelling between all of them. like the choices aren't just for the characters but to match each banner to the others in #a way. like i have nancy ref a poem in robin's so i wanted to ref the source in nancy's but do u have any idea just how friggin hard it was #to find the og source where it was originally published and not just the collective work? so much #things like that. getting each character featured a specific font. trying to find things they would realistically share w each other #finding things that work for the era to the best of my ability. they all seem simple but i put tons of thought into them ok #so anyways here's the matching collage banners for you & the besties & vesties & fruity nerds overall #i have never been so consistently creative in my entire life i have the worst most insane brainrot right now and i don't even know why!!!! #anyways pls validate me fsdlkks i quit #this would not be possible without my number one cheerleader fox and my group of the most amazing people: todd howard's chess club

[stealingpotatoes]

closing ko-fi requests ):

I'm honestly so sad abt doing this after all these years but I've gotta close ko-fi requests 😔 I really can't justify the time I spend on them against the amount I earn on them ): it's been fine before but as I'm goin into my last year of uni I need to get a better balance between uni work and art-money work. on this, commissions are getting an overhaul in the coming weeks bc I know I'm super undercharging lmao which I can't keep up, bc again, I've gotta try not to fail my degree while also making sure art is a viable side hustle loll.

I may open kofi reqs again when I've got more time (or failing that make them a part of kofi memberships at some point)!!! but for now rip kofi reqs ): (my kofi will obvs stay open for support and -- if you want smthn back for ur support -- kofi membership early access!!)

HOWEVER in better news with my commissions overhaul I'm gonna be opening a new, cheaper type of commission so hopefully that'll be a nice balance for everyone!

got one last request to finish and it's a big'un so should be a nice sendoff to kofi requests!! hopefully done by tomorrow

#im so sorry i love kofi reqs but yeah they just take a lot of my time and its different to my just-personal art #bc i prioritise them like commissions even tho they Aren't #and i'm starting to prep for goin back to uni and i've got a lot on my plate #also i'll be completely honest the kofi req system has changed a lot from when I started it as a 'hey little bonus if u support my art' #and yeah i'll say a few ppl have ignored my friendly guidelines and abused it a lil #BUT THATS NOT WHY IM CLOSING OK not letting a few bad apples ruin this its ENTIRELY bc of the time/money thing #ily guys thank u all sm for ur support w requests n stuff!!!! sorry again #talk is cheap

[just-an-enby-lemon]

The thing about "love is a sacrament that should be taken kneeling" is that it really doesn't fit marriage proposals because it is actually a sad and very catholic coded tbh sentence about humility and worthiness from someone who was at their lowest and it ressonates with me for the parts I agree but also for the parts that I don't and that make me think of an anxious teen on his knees doing one ot the most important rituals (the Confirmation) for a religion he doesn't really believe and that doesn't really accept or believe in him because he wants to make his mom proud and happy (De Profundis was hard for a lot of reasons but I was not expecting my catholic upbriging to be one of them).

The other thing about "love is a scrament that should be taken kneeling" is that everytime someone points out it's not actually about romance they complete it with "is tots about bjs" and like I can see why better than I can see romance but previous perfomance does not equal future results Wilde can write things that aren't puns nor inuendos (shocker I know). So it's not about blowjobs. But like if you want to use it as so, go wild, have fun. Just don't spread it as if it was intencional.

#i just remember that before even finding a tumblr post about it as a fun fact I jad read De Profundis #and this quote as one of the ones that if the book was mine not from the public library + #i would have marked with shit that ressonates with my religious trauma #and I agree that no one should be forced to love other people that u can't be a dick and expect love that humility matters #but i also don't feel like the whole the only ones worth of love are the ones that think they aren't is good or healthy #but is very very catholic #wilde goes latin and all on this part #de profundis #oscar wilde #i 100% made this post because i found an rqg meme about it but instead of going funny my brain went #hey remember the catholic guilt this part made you feel over thinking you deserve love #i do get where wilde is coming from tho #also just want to make it clear that de profundis is not a catholic nor christian book at all #is not even a book #it just has parts where Wilde dealing with his own thoughs on religion and they are rare but i felt them

[slicedblackolives]

my personal theory of why characters like james bond and indiana jones and batman and the line cook in bear are sexy is that that particular rogue archetype combines working class male attributes of physical violence and manual labour with a bourgeoise genteelness so middle class viewers don't have to deal with the cognitive dissonance of finding male labouring bodies hot but not wanting to fuck poor people

#like thats what gymming boils down to? #men who do physical labour and have the bodies for that are like objectively hot but the class of men that does it for their job are not #viable partners under capitalism for middle class women/mlm #so u settle for a billionaire who beats up criminals in his off time #or an eton-cambridge educated hired killer #like thats why sebastian moran has to be a disgraced lordling yanno. if the middle class readership has to find him hot. he has to have #that social and cultural capital even tho it makes zero sense for his real job #why officers are hot and grunt soldiers aren't #or if grunt soldiers are hot theyre the 'secretly' poetry reading kind #there has to be SOMETHING. to mark them as distinctively NOT working class despite the working class job #LIKE EVEN IN THE BEAR! #the majn character is so fucking hot hes a line cool hes filthy but hes a haute couture chef #he 'approximates' working classness without embodying it so he can be desired yanno #its also v specific to men

[quarterprioritymidnight]

also i redid the patches on my bbx jacket btw if you even care

#personal #wrong blog wrong blog wrong blog wrong blog #do u know how long i spent cutting them out and doing all the silly little embroidery details and putting on interfacing and binding them #just to see some more pictures from the summer and realise the og patches aren't even finished like this 😭 #anyway as long as its superior to the official bastille merch i do not care #honestly tho shes so comfy and i love her i was thinking abt making a top one for the new era but we'll see #also v expensive to make lol #me saying i dont want anyone to recognise me at gigs whilst also repeatedly posting pictures of what i will be wearing to their gigs 😐 #also omg knee reveal 🤭 #mels knockoff merch

[gifti3]

another thing I enjoy about asmos character is that we get hints about some of his past romantic relationships

Im sure the other brothers have engaged with others in the past but actually getting to read about it is interesting to me

#obey me asmodeus #i wanna learn everything about this character hah #it makes him feel more real the more info i get #also this info in particular makes sense for his type of character #being the avatar of lust and having so much love in his body #and ik it sounds weird cause #“ahh this is a self indulgent dating game we dont wanna hear about them being interested in others or having past lovers" #but i think it ENHANCES the importance of asmo falling for MC in the end (thats the whole point of “flirty” types tho) #also im nosy...im down to know! #trying to date changed my brain chemistry #me before would have not cared i think #anyways i refuse to believe none of the brothers other than asmo havent been interested in anyone other than mc #like only mc? #are u sure.... #idk how to say it without sounding mean #but....thousands of years of existence and u never looked at anyone else other than mc? #no crushes even? #if they were aromantic it would make sense but they aren't cause mc (and even then people can experiment) #ik its fictional self indulgence but...it feels so unrealistic i cant take it seriously #when a character is only capable of falling in love with mc #and apparently NO ONE ELSE in the whole wide world #im already like “...hmmm naur” but now factor in that the character is not human and has been around for a very long time.... #like theyve had to met so many people by now please be for real right now #well thats my spiel but i feel like i can keep rambling about this honestly

[gxlden-angels]

RUBY FRANKE AND JODI HILDEBRANDT SENTENCED TO 4 TO 60 YEARS IN PRISON LETS GOOOOO

#Ruby pled guilty to the charges #She'll likely stay about 30 since that's the current limit legally in Utah for consecutive sentences #But that's only if she's sentenced to the maximum sentence possible #15 years for each case of child abuse #for a total of 4 cases and 60 years #her adult children aren't considered methinks #similar to how a therapist can't tell authorities you're being abused after u turn 18 without your consent #idk how much she'll get seeing as they're in Utah #so there's a lot of ppl that genuinely believe she has a right to do anything to her kids short of killing them #if it means they stick with the religion for as long as they live #some do believe killing ur kids should be allowed tho if it saves their soul or whatever #I disagree with both obviously I think you should be hit with hammers if you treat your kids anywhere near like this #but Jodi better get got those aren't even her fuckin kids got damn #I hope they both get the maximum sentence but especially Jodi cause she absolutely exhasterbated this paranoid mom's shit #Ruby isn't innocent in the slightest she was fucked before Jodi ever showed up #but I fully believe Jodi pushed her closer to this extremen #extreme* #and I hope we start to chip away at the religious exemptions we still have in the US when it comes to child abuse #'spare the rod' spare ur fucking breath if you hit a child I'm gonna hit you with hammers #ex christian #religious trauma #child abuse

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

honestly the golden version of three houses rly is just claude the insufferable step brother in law to edelgard who bears witness to her step brother dimitri and his boyfriend being bubbly and flirty saps at every family gathering

#DCB Comments #DimiClaude #she brings her emo best friend hubert with her to retain some semblance of sanity #even tho the boys aren't doing much pda they're just being tooth rottingly sweet at each other #and introducing each other to their family very happily and excitedly #that's the golden route and that's the only way i can accept a golden route thank you for your time #(i mean what did u expect if im not thinking about tellius im thinking abt dimiclaude)

[biitchcakes]

#one of my best Big Brain moments if i do say so myself #maybe they aren't EXACT but they are THE SAME u feel #THE FIRST TWO OUTFITS THO😭💕 #jess and fran have the same exact taste #just sometimes style it a smidge different #not to mention all the jackets skirts sunglasses and even fkin robes #that they BOTH have collections of #it's crazy #tho jess delves more into darker fashion styles from Time To Time #long post #cw: long post #( c h . s t u d y . ) #( f a c e c l a i m . ) #( v i s a g e . ) #( a e s t h e t i c . )

[madebysimblr]

Time Jumps 3/6: A Better Sulani Trip.

laylaknox: Married the 🥵 hottest man on the planet today! Yay me! Seriously though, thanks to my whole family for making the day so special- and thank you @ / the-strong-akoni for loving me so much ❤

Sorella went from Whitney's house straight to Sulani for Layla's wedding. Xavier wasn't kidding it's a busy summer! This trip was a lot better than the previous one to Sulani. A good portion of the extended Ford family were there, and Sorella got to spend time with them and soak up the sun in Sulani. A much better memory to be had.

#simblr #ts4 #ts4 legacy #sims 4 #sims 4 legacy #cortes legacy #gen 4 #time jumps #layla #akoni #kurt #dimitri #shaun #aiden #trey #xavier #sorella #xander #(they're there even tho they aren't seen fff) #u might recognize the setting a little from the audience deco glamour shots #i managed to multitask for this huehue #used laylas wedding for the glamour shots #im so smart #kurt is her big bruther btw

[b4kuch1n]

1/ this bout of comms almost done and 2. spawndate in 3 days so I have! been fixin up some stuff for the itch store. that'll go live on the 29th! right now there Is a pack of the lineart stuff I did last year for folks who found that agreeable, still free to grab! for practicing coloring, or if you wanna mess around with colors when ur not feelin like doing lineart, or if you wanna try to figure out colors in a drastically different style than what you usually go for. or if u just wanna look at it that's cool too. small announcement that is all see u in a few

#bakuspeech #update on the situation: is mostly contained. it'll take a fair bit to make up for how much it's kicked us in the nuts #but it's doable. just Very annoying and tedious and sudden and overall it just sucks #esp. like right up close to my birthday lmao. like if it happened earlier this year I'd be like alright. sucks shit but par for the course #this year has already been so fucked up. this might as well happen #but since it's happened in december it really brings on the feeling of like. fr bitch? #right in front of my cake? me the birthday boy? the specialest fucking boy? #but well. theres a Thing around here that's ur birthday usually being the unluckiest day #but also we're the kind of folks who track death dates rather than birthdays. like up until very recently #all four of my grandparents have unspecified birthdays. their birth years aren't even correct. on paper they're like #a few years older than they actually are #and my granddad on my dads side was even from a family of some means so it wasnt even a class thing #man. last year Something was happening around this time too. idr what but it also sucked #mmm. well. what is really just is. and I've already taken a hammer to it anyhows #I'll do the same for the birthday thing. it Will be fucking good. I take a hammer to it #I'm very glad I still get some commissions even tho it was practically right up to noel #you guys are very generous. I don't say it as often as I should I think but I'm very very thankful for the support #glad to hang out around here still. glad to have the folks I have here. thank u for chillin with me #please look forward to the itch store update. got a new thing along with the old things ported over. stay tuned