#finis time

[littlcinnabar]

Introductions!!!!

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interacts from @cinnabarsilly

We're Cinnabar System!!! Collectively we go by Kitty, Binx, and Buttercup, and we collectively use it/kyu/fwu/they/mew + mrr/mrrp prns!! We have autism, BPD, anxiety, and a dissociative disorder! we experience hallucinations, paranoia, and chronic pain/fatigue. Please be niceys!!!

Six of our age regressing alters run this blog! Here are their intros:

Ga Ming

I'm Ga Ming, a fictive of him thats pretty conected 2 source!! I'm a boy, use he/lion/blaze/dance pronouns!! Normaly m 16 years old, but regress 2 abt 7-8 r 11-12!! Also pet regress to a lion!! Rawr!! 🦁🦁 Normally m completely verbal, but sometimes have no talky times! Regress 2 cope with traumas n stress, mostly voluntary!!! Can call me little lion, cub/cubby, kiddo, n pup 4 nicknames!!

Finis

i'm finis beckford. i use he/him pronouns, and am masculine presentng. i am ageless and regress to a primari-school level child. im fully verbal when regressed, and i regress to help manage stress. when little, please still call me finis. if we're particularli close, you can call me fin.

Talias

i have lotses of names, but i like usin huohuo, anne, foxyan, talias, n foxyn. also use lots of pronouns, but yuu can use it/tail/charm/cure/pounce prns on me. dont have a gender, m just a foxian. pet regress to a foxxy, n regress to bout 2-5yrs old. most of th time m have speech shutdownses wen regressed, but sometimes m can speak. regress to cope with traumas. experiences lots of hallucinations/paranoia, specially when regressd. :((( yuu can call me foxy, huji, vallie, n yanyan when little.

Koi/Doris/Clockwork/Tide

m koi, doris, clockwork or tide. im a boy who uses he/swim pronouns. i regress around 4-6 yrs old. i have parshal verbal loss wen regressed, but can type good. i regress to help with stress + for fun, mostly involuntarily. i have social anxiety and find it hard to talk to people lots. can use any ocean-related niknames for me (ex. little blue, fishy, etc).

Lumine/Ghost

M lumine/ghost!! Use she/it/rain/soft prns, m gendrfae, n m fully verbal wif sometimes verbl loss!!! regress to round 1-6 n pet regress to a sheepie, puppy, n kitty!! can use any nicknames for me, but really likes pup, kittycat, n baby!!! regress exclusvy caus of traumas!! sometime voluntary sometms not!!

Uri

I'm uri, a fictive of the webtoon "watermelon." im a girl and use she/her prounouns. im fully verbal all the time, even when regressed. i regress to around 6-7, and its usually impure regression. i regress for trauma purposes lots. please call me uri or kiddo when regressed. ask before other nicknames.

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bolded are hyperfixations, italicized are things we like when little

SPINs: How To Train Your Dragon, animals, dragons!!!

Colors: Our favorite colors are light pink, all the shades of blues, and pastel yellow!!

Shows: We love Bungou Stray Dogs, Bee and Puppycat, Pokemon, My Hero Academia, Code: Realize ~Guardians of Rebirth~, To Your Eternity, Kamisama Kiss, Buddy Daddies, Ouran Highschool Host Club

Games: Genshin Impact, Honkai Star Rail, Twisted Wonderland, Amnesia, Obey Me, Minecraft, Roblox, Stardew Valley, Slime Rancher, Wuthering Waves(soon!)

Favorite Characters: Nikolai Gogol, Freminet, Kaveh, Malleus, Aventurine, Stelle, Barbatos, Belphegor, Sebastian, Chuuya Nakahara, Impey, Robin, Tomoe

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[finisnihil]

GOD GOD I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT SUNDAY AND ROBIN GOD everything about them the subtle storytelling of their relationship and everything just.

Robin being a songbird and Penacony being a cage and Sunday taking on the burden of being the one caged so his sister can escape and remain free and fly away and keep singing for herself and he tries so hard to protect her but when she inevitably comes back she's killed and Sunday can't protect her from inside the cage and all he can do is try to avenge her while everyone tries to use her death as an in to wring his neck too and in the end he can't even avenge her because he's too tired and vulnerable and Gallagher gets him from behind because there's nobody to watch his back anymore and he's finally let himself start grieving at the wrong time.

And in the end the god he was taught to love didn't save him or Robin.

Also I've seen people theorize he was chosen to be the head of the Oak Family as a sort of sacrifice which is so interesting because then he and Robin would fit the Scapegoat Ritual with Robin being the goat scarificed to god (Xipe) and Sunday being the one run off into the forest to carry away the sins of the people, in his effort to keep Robin from shouldering the sins of the people he forgot the scapegoat is the one that lives

I'm going to explode into smithereens

#Finis analyzes #honkai star rail #Sunday #Robin #hsr robin #hsr sunday #THEIR THEMES #THEIR MOTIFS #I'M SO ILL #2.2 needs to come faster I need more Sunday and Robin content #They're everything to me #Doc has to deal with my insanity all the time Doc I love you

[xyl4-4444]

It's currently REAL ISOPOD HOURS

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BONUS!!!

Mermaid design I made for this illustration

I've posted this here before, but I'll post it again >:))

#xyla-does-art #artists on tumblr #digital art #digital illustration #art #mermay #mermay 2024 #mermaid #merfolk #crustacean #giant isopod #isopods #bathynomus giganteus #sea creature #sea monster #monster girl #I love giant isopods soo much <3<3<3<3<3<3<3 #also it took me the least amount of time to render this piece which was a relief cause when I do the rendering it takes me forever to finis #💀💀💀💀 #𓆨𓆨𓆨𓆨𓆨𓆨 #real isopod hours #imma fuckin' queque this idk............................ #Spotify

[stevethehairington]

is this... is this anything? fjdkdks

#djskdkdk #i could NOT stop thinking of finis everglot every time i saw francis fjsksksk #the terror #francis crozier #james fitzjames #fitzier

[h20milk]

hakuoki (+ a bonus finis !!) dump from twitter

#hakuouki #hakuoki #souji okita #okita souji #kaoru nagumo #kaoru yukimura #shinpachi nagakura #nagakura shinpachi #harada sanosuke #code realize #finis beckford #code:realize #chizuru yukimura #my art #otome #otomate #otoge #kaoru has no bitches no hobbies no interests no nothing can we get this guy something bro #maybe the reason for why youre depressed kaoru is because all youre doing is being mad all the time how about we go and eat mochi together #finis and kaoru being friends would be fun too... imagine being two freaks who hate their sisters #funny little guys!!!!!!! funny!!!!!!! #also i really love sano and shinpatsus eyebrows ohhhh theyre both so cute #like imagine being best friends with a guy whose eyebrows are significantly smaller and sharper than urs . actually this is stupid i just #i just love them sorry my bad i need to moeify them at every point i swearrr #2022

[hiomaiks]

SLEEPOVER DATE

#hio's side was posted last month on tt and the maika side was already sketched last month. only finished now tho #ngl doing stuff like this is kinda pleasing #hiomaika #vocaloid maika #maika vocaloid #yohioloid #tho the first part was set up for... months since the beginning of the year and took a lot of time to start feeling better abt art to finis

[questing-wulfstan]

So, I watched Remainder (2015), because I'm a simple gal who enjoys watching Tom Sturridge play various shades of unhinged gremlin on my screen and, I have my own theory :

I don't think the black out at the end is the fuse to a new loop and that it starts all over again. I think the black out is Tom's death. That Tom's been dying the whole time.

At the beginning, he's declared clinically dead, and I don't think he recovers actually. Rather, the movie is a 1 hour and 43 minutes-long stretch of the few seconds between the accident and Tom's actual death, throughout which his 'life flashes before his eyes', as the established expression go. Except part of his brain is already destroyed from the squashing, and the memories stored in it are erased, and Tom has to do with what is left for his 'life review'.

Except he does not, he's terrified of death (as human beings usually are), and he takes refuge in this ultimate surge of brain activity, lets it delude him that it is, in fact, reality. Thus, it makes no sense to him that parts of his memories are missing, and he fixates on these and endeavours to recover them, like he ought to be able to do since his brain is intact and he believes himself to have already gone through the process of, and succeeded in recovering his motive functions.

And stubborn, sort of patient, repeat has been the method to recover his motive functions, it ought to be for his memories as well.

He 'fixes' his life ー or, his memories of it ー as he goes too. I don't think he was running away from the bank robbery when he's squashed at the very beginning. The first and last scene of the movie are nearly identical, except for one detail : in the first scene, when he looks back to Catherine, she smiles and goes down the stairs towards him. She does not in the last scene.

I'm not sure what exactly was happening before the accident, but it's reasonable to infer from the informations provided throughout the movie that he found out Catherine was 'a real cunt', to quote Greg, packed his things and stormed out. That is why she's so hopeful when he turns and look at her in the first scene.

Except that is a failure, and not something Tom's unconscious want to replay last before his death, nor something he wants to go through ー again ー at all. So he reaches for something else, and grasps the memory of the news of Christopher's death. I don't think he was actually close to Christopher, but his death is 'glorious' to Tom, much more so than his own. And this might not be his own life, but if he can piece motive functions, and memories back from oblivion, surely with enough practice he can make someone else's memory his. So when he reaches the end of his life's tape, Catherine doesn't go down the stairs hopefully towards him because now he's the one who hurt her, he's dangerous, and she fears him, fears what he's capable of. The other way around than what actually happened. And much better.

Plus now, he's turned the flashing of his life before his eyes as death creeps on him into a whole other thing. Respite. Reprieve. A second chance. And surely more chances will be granted to him. Now he's in a time loop that will resume 'until the universe runs down'. Now he's endless.

Except he's not.

#remainder #remainder 2015 #tom sturridge #to be honest I think of this entirely in terms of death of the author / director in this case #it's an interpretation that works and that I personally find compelling #but I don't pretend it's the one the movie was written with in mind #the movie is very much up to interpretation #and oh boy am I interpretating #but mostly it was a nice thought exercise to come up with an alternative theory to the time loop one #which is entirely valid btw !! #so an alternative theory as I was saying which is entirely rational unlike the time loop theory #as the movie is otherwise entirely rational #(I mean the narrative not the character) #but again this one isn't in any way superior to the time loop theory !! #anyways #if you are wondering yes it was entirely deliberate of me to call Tom 'endless' #it's the Sandman and Tom (Sturridge)'s phenomenal acting that lead me to watch Remainder and I'm not going to pretend the contrary #allez fini de disgresser dans les tags #la bise #mes tags on s'en fiche

[danskjavlarna]

Source details and larger version.

“The end?” Vintage “Finis” imagery.

#finis #the end #beard #reading #father time #vintage yearbook #vintage illustration #yearbook

[lurking-latinist]

This is what I'm reading for my dissertation right now:

Meanwhile in the other tab the thing I am reading for fun is Unnatural History. I am a caricature of myself.

#there is going to be biodata in the dissertation #it will be called narrative because that is what biodata is in the first place. is narrative #you can see this in unnatural history and also in day of the doctor #doctor who is amazing for metalepsis (the interpenetration of 'in-universe' and 'out-of-universe' levels) #which is why I am convinced that after War Games the Time Lords went around the universe #deleting as many of the First and Second Doctor's adventures as they could find #the quote is from Genevieve Liveley - “Cynthia prima fuit Cynthia finis erit”

[bluebellhairpin]

best friend who conveniently lives two doors down from my house: *buys a PS5* me:

#it's OUR ps5 now #she doesn't know what she's done lol #ofc I'm not going to be insufferable about it. she's asked. i havent even said yes yet #its a mutual agreement that certain games are going to be an US thing #and that i get top spot on the player 2 list #bc she is amazing and wonderful and i love her very much #we don't get to spend a lot of time together purely bc there's nothing to do in this town. and she's often tired from work #but this is a good excuse to chill together and actually do something together #instead of just like. existing in the same space scrolling though socials #I'M ECITED #i just need to find a way to get my hands on red dead 2 now. THEN i will be incredibly insufferable for the 40+ hours it will take to finis #but the dark pictures games a first #*evil laughter*

[thesamestarlight]

today was SUCH a good day even though i didn't do the thing i wanted to get done and i know it was because i CREATED!! i meant to just jot down an idea in a google doc but that accidentally turned into like four HOURS and almost 3000 words and i??? feel so good?? i've been lamenting a lot lately that i have all these fragments floating around in my head but i haven't been able to actually Make anything with them and then today i finally did in a way that i completely didn't anticipate and that came out of nowhere and it felt GREAT. and then i sang in the car and saw the sunlight in the trees and watching a funny show and lived laughed love the spirit of small joys saturday!! i love you guys!!!

#i know that sometimes i'm ready to write and sometimes i'm not. it's not something i try to force #but there have been so so so many Pieces in my head lately that i've been like. there must be a way to synthesize these into something that #means something. #i really thought that one of these days a poem would appear in my head #NOPE #but if anyone's um. into the idea of a percy jackson timeloop fic. feel free to encourage! i feel like this could be the one i really finis #for once i pretty much have a middle and an end. usually i write the beginning and peter out #this time i jotted down the beginning bullet style and then it turned into real writing against my will #so the beginning part definitely still needs more fleshing out but. maybe not so much? a few pages maybe? #it's all There it just needs to be Written #which is usually the easier part for me #also i have been clinging to 'write the part you want to write' #some of it does need to be fleshed out for Pacing I Want reasons but. #for the most part. i am letting myself paint the things i don't feel like writing in broad strokes #and it works! i think it works. especially with a time loop. that's just what happens as it goes on #anyway! cool feeling! i am capable of more than consumption and template replication after all!

[forestofmemories]

also thinking about the way hapu views pokemon battles at first in the anime. she’s the granddaughter of a former kahuna, so to her battles were something that helped her grow strong, something that is useful to be knowledgeable about when protecting other people or pokemon- something sacred, even. the duty of a kahuna. she constantly refuses satoshi’s requests of having a pokemon battle with him bc the way she sees it, he battles for fun, bc he likes it, not bc it’s something you *must* do (whether to protect something or someone or in a dire situation). it’s no wonder she’s appalled when she learns satoshi wants to battle tapu fini seeing as at that point in time poni island had no kahuna (which meant there was no grand trial to take), bc hello that’s a guardian deity, this kid seemingly has no respect for customs and what the tapus mean to alola and to us and just wants to battle for fun

but she slowly opens up to the alola gang, to the point that she confronts tapu fini, a pokemon so important and sacred to her, just for a chance of getting her new friends back, bc at this rate they might never comeback. she opens up to the point that she readily, happily accepts satoshi’s challenge the moment she becomes a kahuna. to the point that she looks forward to battling satoshi again bc it was *fun*

she already knew that pokemon battles help people grow (stronger), especially when it comes to the challengers taking on the grand trial, but she comes to the realization that they can also help you grow as a person. it’s something that can help you understand and learn something about both your own pokemon, and the person you’re battling. something that can be fun and enjoyable

#and it’s only when she earnestly battles tapu fini and decides to go against what she believes in (sorta) that she’s acknowledged as kahuna #even though she’s wanted to follow her grandfather’s footsteps and become a kahuna for the longest time #she was still lacking something #the power of friendship…….. #she went from being very reserved and rather reluctant to interact with other people/the kids outside of what felt necessary #(her parents *live* in poni and yet she’d rather live alone which. is very messed up wtf where even were they) #to inviting them over to her house. to happily waving at satoshi during a press conference of all things #i love hapu so much you have no idea #half the time i don’t think i express myself the way i want to but i have. so so so many thoughts #head full only sm #does any of this even make any sense. am i making a point

[finisnihil]

2.2 Sunday analysis spoilers ahead

I think a scene that perfectly sums up the Dreammaster and his relationship with Sunday is the one where he’s breaking the news to Sunday that Robin was shot.

Sunday has just appointed head of the Oak Family, given a position of upmost power. The Dreammaster leads in by giving Sunday Robin’s letter and then he innocently asks if she mentioned a stray bullet. A stray bullet? Why would she mention a stray bullet? Robin is safe and happy, wherever could she run into a stray bullet?

Well, a war broke out on that planet she sought it out because of it. For the sake of the Harmony and saving lives… she went to the front lines. You know, where stray bullets tend to shoot down innocent birds?

Well, holy shit, is she okay? Of course I mean it only struck her neck directly but I guess because she is doing such glorious deeds Xipe saw fit let her sing a while longer still. You should write to her- oh no, you stupid boy, only after you finish your pressing work now that you're head, hm?

Let's break down the interaction, shall we?

Firstly, this show was meant to sever Sunday's trust in Robin and isolate him. Robin is the person Sunday cares about the most, his life is but a tool to maintain her happiness and he's not quiet about the fact he'd chose Robin over the Family. When Robin didn't want to sing for Ena in the final plan, Sunday betrays the Dreammaster by taking her place as the sacrificial lamb instead. Point being, Robin is Sunday's only real support system and his only access to something that hasn't been rotted by the Family's corruption. The Dreammaster starts the conversation by highlighting how Robin withholds information from Sunday. She didn't mention getting shot, she didn't mention going to a planet because of war, she didn't mention anything. She isn't telling Sunday when she's in danger. Sunday is already terrified of the world around him, of how bleeding hearts like his sister's and his suffer for their kindness. The Dreammaster going about things this way instills a layer of distrust, Sunday can't trust Robin to be honest with him, he can't trust Robin to be safe, he can’t trust her to trust him. Thus, Robin is taken out of the equation and Sunday is alone with only the Dreammaster in his ear.

Next, we drill in a blame of the Harmony. Robin serves the Harmony like a good child of Xipe but it's precisely that which put her in harm's way. Would she have gone into that situation if not for the ideals of the Harmony? The Dreammaster twists this logic in Sunday's head, whispering it was the Harmony that got his sister shot and mockingly noting that maybe the only reason Robin wasn't dead from it was because she served Xipe so well; he implies that if she failed to meet that nonexistent standard next time, maybe Xipe will let Robin die. Sunday can't trust Xipe to protect Robin because it was Xipe's will that almost killed her. Now he's more vulnerable for the ideals of Order to sing their claws in.

Finally, Sunday's lack of control is emphasized. Sunday has just been appointed Oak Family Head but he still has no control over anything. He can't act out of line because those who supported him may stop and if he fails to uphold the pristine image of the Family there will be hell to pay. Still, I think the most sinister thing about his lack of control is seen when the Dreammaster stresses that Sunday can only write back to Robin after he has finished his "outstanding tasks". He was just coldly told the person he cares most about in the world was almost killed without her deigning to inform him, and he can't even talk about it with her and make sure she's okay until he does his paperwork. The position of Family head is nothing but a formality and it isn't enough to save Robin, it isn't enough to save anyone. Sunday has never been in control so maybe... He should create a world where he has it through Order.

In the credits we see the Dreammaster refered to as "Sunday's Servant" but it's obvious the Dreammaster was the one who manipulated and pushed Sunday to this point, intensifying his trauma and pushing Robin out so he could be the only whisper in Sunday's ear, so he could warp Sunday to be the vessel of Order he wants from him.

This entire scene would have gone so much differently if the Dreammaster actually cared about Sunday but we can tell he doesn't. From the start Sunday has been a bleeding heart that bleeds more heavily every time he tries to alleviate suffering. He's trapped in the cage of Penacony and has come to think the buildup of broken dreams and pain he's exposed to is the way of the entire universe. Robin escaped but Sunday can't.

Sunday is ultimately responsible for everything he did but you can't ignore that the path he took to get here reeks of the Dreammaster's malicious influence. Gallagher notes Sunday is just like Misha in a lot of ways and I think that's why the Dreammaster honed in on him so intensely. Sunday had the potential to ruin everything if he took the path Robin and Misha did so he had to have his wings clipped and taught to think a cage means love, that Order is the way, not Harmony.

It's genuinely such a good sequence, the tension of it all makes it work so well. The fact that Sunday is haunted by it and that the Dreammaster so successfully got into his head without him really noticing. He basically did what Aventurine bragged about doing, exploiting Robin's suffering to hit Sunday where he's soft. The Dreammaster functionally set up a bomb and coaxed Sunday into being the one to set it off.

Sunday is a wonderfully written antagonist, but the Dreammaster is a wonderfully written villain.

#honkai star rail #finis analyzes #Sunday HSR #HSR Sunday #He makes me insane #I feel like not enough people are mentioning the Dreammaster and his part in the background #Like that man gave me the ick every single time he was around Sunday and Robin #I wanted so back to chuck that Raven into a wall whenever I saw it #Which is saying something because ravens are my favorite birds #THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU SUNDAY

[fidjiefidjie]

"C'est officiel, mode week-end activé..." 🍷🐕

Gif de Stephen Vuillemin

#gif animé #stefen vuillemin #week end #quotes #repos #fini le travail #pause #vendredi soir #aperitif time #fidjie fidjie

[cletusthurstonbeauregard]

#art history #leonor fini #surrealism #ahead of their time

[powwidge]

I'm a bit (very. Very very very very very) suspicious of the ruins of Eld in Duskbarrow depicting a flood and rhe Solistia texts u find on one of Partitio's Sense of Commerce quest saying "there r theories that the two continents where once one" and if u align Solistia with Orsterra and twist it a bit the different regions basically fit together ans I'm jjst saying this might be me looking jnto this wayyyyy too much and if it is irs srill funny that it works either way

(I'm def looking into this too much but imagining the gate of finis in orstrra and solistia to be the same except galdera went and destroyed all those mountains around it is a bit funny to imagine listen)

#octopath traveler #octopath traveler II #im prob looking into ot too far #i doubt orsterra and solistia r the same but im like #what if its the world after the travelers in 1 didnt manage to beat galdera #and he got sealed by someone else somehow #im jist confused cuz why would the gate of finis also exist in solistia #then ig dimensional portals n shit r a thign on toto haha also #sooo but either way #its funny they fit tigether sort of well #not EXACRLY but if the land got flooded n tjere was an entire ocean then #n maybe galdera wrecked the mountains of hornburg #had a fun time with them