august — ethan landry (part two)
word count: 1,674
pairing: hockey player!ethan landry x fem!reader
summary: after a couple of days filled with avoidance and sadness, y/n and ethan finally talk.
author’s note: there was obviously no other way of ending august season than with part two. i loved writing these august stories, and i hope i didn’t disappoint with this second part <3
part one part two
DAYS HAD GONE BY SINCE THE TALK AT THE PARKING LOT, SINCE Y/N ACCIDENTALLY TOLD ETHAN SHE LOVED HIM AND SINCE DREW FOUND ETHAN CRYING IN THE HALLWAY. The boy had been completely honest with Drew, telling him all about their summer. At first he was really pissed at Ethan, but then realized that, even though the boy had messed up badly, his intentions were good. He didn’t want to humiliate Betty in front of the school, but he could’ve handled things a bit better.
The day after the fight, Ethan broke up with Betty, and the news flashed around the school in the blink of an eye. Y/N had heard the rumours from Inez, but since most times you couldn’t believe a word she says—she was the gossip of the school and her data was almost always wrong—, she tried to ignore it.
“I think this time it is true” Willow said, talking about the break up rumour.
Y/N shrugged “I don’t know. Mr. Golden Boy doesn’t want to cause any unnecessary drama near the match” she said bitterly.
“I can’t believe he said that” her blonde friend shook her head in disbelief. “I honestly thought you’d be together by the end of the day.”
“Why?”
“Because it’s hard to resist those puppy brown ey- holy shit you look like you’re going to kill me” Willow laughed. “I’m just stating a fact, Y/N/N. I don’t have a crush on him or anything.”
“I was just too hurt to be deceived by his gorgeous, irresistible brown eyes” Y/N said.
“Even when you’re mad at him you’re simping” Willow laughed in amazement.
Y/N groaned “I’m hopeless. Everytime I compliment him, you have to pinch me in the arm.”
“Deal”
Y/N LAID ON HER BED STARING AT THE CEILING WISHING TIME WOULD SLOW DOWN. It was the day of the match, she had her brother’s jersey on—which made her sad because it reminded her of when she wore Ethan’s—and was waiting for his brother to be ready to go to the venue.
She wanted time to freeze, she wanted to avoid that hockey game. Obviously, the reason why she was dreading to go was Ethan. She hadn’t seen his stunning face since the parking lot disaster, she had been playing hide-and-seek with him, doing everything not to cross paths with him. Not that Ethan had tried talking to her—which made her both relieved and angry.
“This is too close” Y/N sighed, as they sat on the bench, very near the ice rink.
“Relax, he will be wearing a helmet. You’re safe from his charm” Willow tried calmed her down.
“His charm is also his ridiculous tall frame” Y/N replied.
“God” Willow groaned in frustration. “You two need to talk cause you’re driving me crazy.”
Y/N looked at her guiltily “I’m sorry, Willow. I’m the worst.”
“Fuck, no no. Now I feel bad, I was kidding, Y/N/N” she hugged her. “But seriously, are you ever going to talk about it properly?”
“I don’t know” Y/N looked down at her lap. “He hasn’t tried to… maybe he’s done with me.”
“I doubt that.” Willow said confidently.
“Do you think I should be the one who makes the first step?” Y/N asked.
The blond girl shook her head “No, he’s the one who should be apologizing.”
“Right” she said, shifting on her seat.
Willow eyed the action carefully. “You’re actually thinking about making the first step.” she accused her.
“It has crossed my mind several times, but I’m not going to do it” she assured her. “I really miss him, tho.”
“I know” Willow took her hand in comfort.
The players entered the rink, and Drew instantly searched for his sister, waving at her. She waved back just as enthusiastically as him.
“Golden boy alert” Willow whispered from beside her.
Right behind Drew stood Ethan. Y/N couldn’t see his face, as it was covered by the helmet, but his broad shoulders and large frame were recognisable. For a moment, she forgot what had happened between them, and she almost smiled. It was like a reflect, because that’s what she used to do every time he looked at her from the rink.
Ethan would be lying if he said he had forgotten how pretty Y/N looked on that hockey jersey, because the image of her in it lingered on his mind. Everything about her was tattooed on his mind. He wanted to skate towards her and hug her until his arms grew restless, and he probably would’ve, if the whistle hadn’t blown.
When Ethan scored the first goal, Y/N’s chest bursted with proudness and happiness and celebrated loudly with the rest of the spectators. And then, Ethan broke the group hug to look towards the seats—towards her. He raised his hockey stick to point it at her, and Y/N stood frozen on her place as she felt countless pairs of eyes glued to her frame.
“Did he just-“ Y/N whispered, to no one in particular.
“Holy shit, Y/N/N” Willow said, almost as shocked as her. “He dedicated you his fucking goal. In front of the whole university. And you thought he was done with you.”
She couldn’t help but smile widely. Was she weak? Maybe. But she just missed him too much to be mad anymore.
THE CELEBRATION PARTY WAS APPARENTLY HOSTED BY DREW, SO Y/N ARRIVED HOME AND SOON IT WAS FILLED WITH DRUNK PEOPLE AND LOUD MUSIC. She locked her room and decided to stay in her porch listening to her own music. People that passed by looked at her weirdly. Everyone was partying in their nice outfits and she was sitting outside alone, in her pjs and cardigan.
Ethan saw her as he got closer to her house, and his chest compressed. It was like he couldn’t breathe. He just showed up to the party to talk to her. The speech had been rehearsed in front of the mirror ever since he got home the day of their fallout. He had dreamed about this countless of times, and he had seen every possible outcome. Hopefully, the night would end with both of them kissing on the porch.
Y/N raised her head at the sound of the wood creaking, and there he was—standing in her front porch light, with his sequin smile, Levi’s and a hoodie.
“Hi” she said softly. Her voice felt like a caress to his ears.
“You’re here alone” Ethan said confused, leaning against the wooden railing, right in front of her.
“I hate the crowds, you know that.” Y/N said simply. “You’re not dressed for a party.”
“I didn’t come here for the party” Ethan confessed. Y/N looked at him expectantly. “I know that what I did to you was the worst, but I swear I didn’t mean to hurt you. I… I don’t have feelings for Betty, but I didn’t want her to be humiliated in the hallways, so I thought I should wait until the end of classes. And then she pulled my arm around her, and you saw it and-shit I messed up so badly, Y/N. I’m not proud of how I handled things. I don’t know if you’ll forgive me, but I don’t want you to doubt that I love you. Because I do, so fucking much. The only thing I want to do is make it up to you, so tell me what you need—time, not to talk to you ever again, punch me. Whatever. But I really am sorry and I miss you.”
There. He finally explained things, and now it was up to her. Would she have him? Would she still want him? Or would she tell him to go fuck himself?
“I’m not going to say I overreacted, because I didn’t. That day felt like a punch in the face, but I understand what you did. We both handled things horribly, we were so consumed by us that we should’ve realized it was something that needed to be addressed before classes started.” Y/N said, and then smiled so beautifully that Ethan wanted to cry. He didn’t want to stop having the privilege of seeing it. He needed her back. “You’re a good person, way better than me, because I didn’t even think about what it would be like for Betty.”
“Well, she has always been mean to you…” Ethan spoke.
“Yeah, but still. It was bitchy of me, and sweet of you. I’m sorry, I should’ve let you explain way earlier but…”
Ethan shook his head. “You were hurt, I get that. I understand, and you shouldn’t apologise for that.”
Y/N stood up, cardigan sliding from one of her shoulders, and slowly made her way to him. “Hi”
Ethan chuckled and the corners of her lips turned upwards. She had missed making him laugh, but above all she missed the way his eyes shone when he laughed. “Hi… hey, what happened to your arm?” he asked, dragging the fabric of the cardigan even lower to inspect her bruises.
“Oh… that was Willow” Y/N said, and the boy widened his eyes.
“Willow hit you?!”
“No, she just pinched me a lot… because I asked her to” she explained, but Ethan looked even more confused. “Never mind, just don’t worry about it.”
“Your kinks turned weird” Ethan laughed when she bumped her shoulder with his. Then, he patted the wooden rail next to him. “Sit here.”
“What are we doing?” she asked when he took a step closer, stepping between her legs. Ethan just lowered his head to press kisses on her bruises.
“There, I kissed it better” Ethan smiled. Y/N couldn’t believe how a human being could be so adorable.
She wrapped her arms around his waist and rested the side of her face on his chest. “I missed you. I love you”
“Missed you too, and love you even more” he put his forehead on her shoulder, embracing the confort that the girl’s touch gave him. A few minutes passed, and Y/N called his name to make him look up. “Yeah?”
“I want to kiss you” Y/N whispered.
“Do it. I’m certainly not opposed.”
Their lips met with eagerness after days of pining and longing, and they didn’t stop moving until a group of drunk players stepped on the porch.
“Want to go my car?” Y/N asked, and Ethan nodded immediately.
The back of her car was a bit small for both of them, but they didn’t care. Being with each other was all they needed.
tags: @yookayyo @kn1n3 @midnightmystic @1horrormoviewhore1 @bugballer @hwalllllllelujah <3
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