#for reading and indulging this fixation of mine

[steddieas-shegoes]

the sidekick to her own hero

it's that time again: weekly fic rec! once a week, i rec my top 3 (to me) fics by some of my favorite authors. always check out their full works/masterlist because what may be top 3 to me could be different for you! as always, read tags before indulging and please always reblog if you enjoyed something to support them!

this week is @sidekick-hero! sandy's writing is beautiful and i am constantly in awe of her ability to tell such a variety of stories with these characters. all of these are rated e so 18+/minors dni you know the drill. it's not on the list, but make sure to check out her bang fic with jen, too!

sandy's tumblr | sandy's ao3

i wore his jacket for the longest time   Rated E | 58,311 words This is technically a part two to what should have been a one shot with an open ending for interpretation, but we can all say thank you to @legitcookie for saying "no fix that right now" 😂 (you still need to read part 1 first btw). Favorite part: I'm gonna be honest, the whole thing is so good. But I think what drew me into this so well is that the first chapter is Hopper and Joyce just being the best support for Steve, showing him that he is human and makes mistakes and has the power to correct them. Nothing gets me like Steve having the parent figures he deserves.

Will you cleanse me with pleasure? Rated E | 8,462 words A birthday gift for @steves-strapcollection turns into a birthday gift for all of us! It's monsterfucking time. It's secret monster Eddie with super sweet Steve and they're so in love and fuck about it. Favorite line: "Good. They're mine ."

we tangle endlessly like lovers entwined  Rated E | 3,408 words Listen, the way we have all collectively fixated on Steve being a handholder during sex will never cease to thrill me. This hits almost everything I could need in a fic and it's just a short one shot. This is what I mean when I say Sandy is magic. Favorite part: Butterflies take flight in Eddie's stomach, filling his insides and chasing away his dark thoughts. He feels like he could float away if it were not for Steve's body anchoring him. Steve's hazel eyes look down at him, soft despite the hunger simmering in them, and he leans down to capture Eddie's lips in a surprisingly tender kiss.

#steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #stranger things #fic rec

[acourtofthought]

I was jealous of him, and pissed off that he’d used that one shot of being unnoticed not to get you out, but to be with you, and … Amarantha saw that jealousy. She saw me kissing you to hide the evidence, but she saw why. For the first time, she saw why. So that night, after I left you, I had to … service her.

Let's take it back to that moment :

The door was flung wide, and Amarantha’s curved figure filled its space. Tamlin—Tamlin was beside her, his eyes slightly wide, shoulders tight as Rhys’s lips still crushed mine. Amarantha laughed, and a mask of stone slammed down on Tamlin’s face, void of feeling, void of anything vaguely like the Tamlin I’d been tangled up with moments before. Rhys casually released me with a flick of his tongue over my bottom lip as a crowd of High Fae appeared behind Amarantha and chimed in with her laughter. Rhysand gave them a lazy, self-indulgent grin and bowed. But something sparked in the queen’s eyes as she looked at Rhysand. Amarantha’s whore, they’d called him.

Something sparked in Amarantha’s eyes because she knew in that moment something Feyre didn't even know. Rhys confirms she knew of his feelings towards Feyre. So when he have this scene:

The spark in Lucien's eye is probably not about his personal feelings for Vassa but him acknowledging, as Amarantha once did, that there is something going on behind the scene for two characters reaction to each other. The spark happens while thinking of Vassa and Jurian.

People get fixated that after the war Feyre notes Lucien being relaxed around and chuckling at something Vassa said but show me one single example of an SJM endgame pairing that started out openly friendly and acting like fast friends with one another?

Feyre was legitimately scared of Rhys the first time they met.

Nesta dismissed Cassian like he was worthless.

Hunt considered Bryce a vapid party girl and she thought of him like yet another alphahole.

Rowan clearly had no desire to retrieve Aelin or train her.

Even Cassian was initially worried Gwyn felt uncomfortable around Az because he couldn't read the glances she kept sending in Az's direction.

This is how SJM builds her opposite sex friendships:

Vassa and Lucien's first interaction is in line with most of the friendships in an SJM book and not in line with any of her endgame pairings.

#elucien #pro elucien #lucien vanserra #anti vassien #anti e/riel #pro lucien vanserra

[herzgeist-writes]

As Sweet As Honey

A/N: A little something that has been lingering on my mind for ages and dusted up in my drafts for way too long. Oh and the header isn't mine!

Content: A short story for fem!reader who needs some wholesomeness with a hint of spice right now - something in between chai latte and mint chocolate to get the senses going

The song that inspired me to write this

Winter's night - often one's reason to overthink for hours and drowning in rhapsodies.

Law's fingers fidget around the coffee mug's handle, subsequently setting the cup aside - feeling strained and depraved, in need of something refreshing. Anything really.

He doesn't mind a bit of company for a change, instead of lingering in his office, glued to the books and papers piling up in towers on his desk.

Each step taken grows heavier, the cold chilling the surgeon to managable extent, yet enough to make him zip up his blue feather coat.

Feathers, that tickle his chin whenever he goes, each step taken reminding him of a man he wished was still among you.

Across the submarine's deck, his black shoes clack upon the wooden impact below. On his way to the local inn, where his crew decided to linger for tonight, the Captain's mind spins around you - when was the last time he saw you?

Felt like ages ago when he heard your delightful voice, hence his uncharacteristic longing of finding you.

The inn is less crowded than expected, only Shachi, Penguin and Bepo remain. Perhaps a few strangers here and there, but all in all the calm is more appeasing to Law's preference.

"Where are the others? Have you seen (Y/n)-ya?"

He asks Bepo, seemingly the last person approachable, for he didn't drink any mind fogging bevarages. What about Shachi and Penguin? Well, alcohol got the better of them, for they knocked their heads against the bar counter, snoring off in the distance. Thus the bear speaks:

"The others have moved on to the next tavern across the street. And (Y/n) should be around here somewhere. Oh, check out the common room in the back, Captain!"

The mink's ears wiggle and twitch in thoughtfulness, considering on wether to join the search for you, or not, however Law insists on going on his own.

What a strange place to be, the inn's taste in furniture bringing up more and more questions. The so called common room resembles a library, tall shelves filled with books and scrolls, for anyone to read and indulge in. It looks inviting, drawing the aloof man in like a moth to the flame.

"Captain! What are you doing here?"

Your voice reaches the surgeon's ears, eliciting a shiver down his spine. Seeing you seated on a couch in the corner, all cozy and wrapped up in a blanket, he accompanies you and lets himself fall into the plush cushions.

"Needed a break from work, so I thought I'd check in on you guys."

"Guys? But you're here with me."

"I trust Bepo's word. He told me the others roam the night life and get their heads ready to hang over tomorrow. They should be alright. Probably."

Listening to your Captain's adorable excuse, you take a sip from your cup. Steel eyes flicker to your lips, fixated on the cherry coloured skin earning more sarutation by the hot liquid flowing over it.

Desire begins to roil inside him and he clears his throat:

"Coffee?"

"No, warm milk and honey. Would you like to have some?"

"It's not exactly the healthiest bevarage to drink on late hours . ."

"Come on, only one sip. I swear I'm not contagious. Besides, it's better than alcohol."

As if you read his mind, he gives in to your cute pout and puffed up cheeks, frowning at him in a rather ridiculous way. It's almost able to earn a low chuckle out of Law.

So he does as offered and lets the warm liquid entice his senses, which it does to your surprise, noticing a spark of relish in those dark circled eyes.

"Good?"

"Unexpectedly."

"Let me get you a seperate mug then."

Before you're heaving yourself off the couch, inked hands hold you in place by grabbing onto your wrist. No words are needed for you to understand, that he wants you to stay, not in need of another cup.

Another set of hours pass by far too quick for both of your tastes and the warm milk in the jug gets emptier by the minute. Not to mention the honey jar, the golden delight basically vanishes into thin air.

It is the cozy and fuzzy spreading in your head, feeling as if influenced under the tangy effects of alcohol, in a more serene matter nonetheless.

With a book in hands, you turn the pages, your digit following the black imprinted letters. Law leans in, curious about the literature you are soaking in, his warmth engulfing you almost completely.

Until now, you haven't noticed that the Captain inched nearer. Legs touching and rubbing up against eachother. The closeness is electrifying - or is it your imagination? He already has taken on the scent of honey, opting you to inhale deeply, leaving you tongue tied.

"What kind of honey is this anyway?"

"I was told it is lavender, made from the inn keeper's own bee keeping."

Reaching out for the jar, his adorned fingers sling around the spoon and he leads it to his mouth. Delighted, he hums and praises the sweetness and flavor.

"May I try as well?"

Without a comment he takes another scoop and again licks off the sticky goodness. You aren't certain, yet it dawns on you that, according to this gesture, he is about to do something unexpected.

His face approaches yours, though in hesitance, lips slightly parted like a bow, ready to shoot it's shot. Law lets his digits graze along your cheeks, down your jaw and finally your neck. For his hand now rests on your nape, he gently pulls you in.

Tilting his head to grant further access, the kiss forms into a deep and longing affection. A surprised squeak escapes you as the sensation of honey enriches your mouth, combined with the cautious ask for entry of Law's tongue.

You hook your arms around his neck and recognise his body trembling and shivering by your touch. To confirm your theory about his nervosity, you press your chest against him, the faint of his racing heart beat noticable.

Syncronizing to his pace, your heart nearly pounds out of your throat and Law bites your lower lip in response to your interim mewlings. Tongues glide along another, savouring the sweet of honey, the appealing sounds enhanced by the stickiness.

Besides honey, you identify the smell of desinfectant and amber musk, oddly enough. All your senses go in overdrive, arroused by his hands on your curves, digging into your plush.

As he pulls away, you whimper in abandonment and he purrs:

"What do you think?"

"A-About what?"

"The honey . ."

Twirling his raven strands, you withold a dreamy sigh and flutter your doe eyes at him. Law lets out a shaky breath in your stead, comprehending your inuendo and brings his lips to yours again, this time with more force.

The kiss turns fervent fairly quick, as he drags you onto his lap, feeling down your back and squeezing your behind seductively.

"You're unbelievable."

"What makes you think so? Pray tell."

In between desperate gasps for air, the both of you nibble on eachother's sensitive skin and he whispers, stuttering almost:

"You beguile me with the simplest of things. Do you know how adorable you look while reading? Or how god damn appealing you are when smiling?"

"Oh am I now?"

His hands embrace your waist and the highly agitated man, in more than one way, pulls you even closer:

"You are as sweet as honey and it drives me insane . . you vixen."

"Quit your complaints Captain and give me another taste."

The tasting lasted longer than anticipated . .

#one piece #one piece law #fanfiction #x reader #fanfic fluff #trafalgar one piece #law x female reader #law x fem!reader #law x y/n #spicy content #a bit of spice

[gunilslaugh]

Heyo! Nice to meet you!

I've been a villain for a few months now and I just confess, I like Gunil so so much! He instantly became one of my favorite kpop boys since I began stanning. (He's just my type, what a unique and incredible man!) Originally I wanted to request around for more Gunil fics... But honestly I have no idea what to request specifically 😭 I just want to read more about him cuz my crush is big and fat 😂 but I racked my brains and couldn't come up with anything...

So instead, I've had this idea for an OT6 fluff, if it's alright with you! How would XH react to having a very smart and academical s/o? Like, someone who likes to read a lot (not only fiction, but also nonfiction, like science, psychology, philosophy, spiritual books or stuff about social studies) and who genuinely likes studying and learning! They like doing research on many many subjects of their interest (wether those are something as common as space or not so common like learning the biology of marine animals) and they're always spewing out random interesting facts about things 😂 Bonus points if reader also likes solving mysteries and playing puzzle games some people might find boring ( like crosswords or sudoku).

Yes, this is pretty self indulgent 😂 but I'm also just very curious 👀

You are totally entitled to refuse this request if you don't feel like writing it! No pressure 😁 🖤

Nice to meet you too! Welcome to the fandom. I hope that you enjoy your request.

All member ;^o-o^;

Summary: Xdinary Heroes' reaction to having an academic significant other.

WC:684

Warning:grammar

photo not mine credits to owner.

Gunil

Gunil really admires how academically driven you are. Thinks it’s cool how knowledgeable you are. If you're knowledgeable across many varying topics then he would call you a human encyclopedia. He gets really happy whenever you talk or rant about a subject that really interests you. When you tell him a random fact he actually tries to note down the information and remember it. Loves to watch mystery or detective shows with you while trying to figure out who the culprit is together. On the chance that he figures it out before you or he was right and you were wrong he feels very entitled to his bragging rights. 

Jungsu

On cold days he always makes sure that you’re wearing a beanie or that your hood on your jacket is up because you gotta protect that smart brain of yours. Jungsu would love to do crossword puzzles or other games like it with you. The members would tease you about being an old couple, but Jungsu would just shoo them away. Jungsu would try to learn some about your favorite topic so that he could talk about it with you. He’d write down the random facts that you tell him in his notes and at the end of the year he’d compile them all together. Almost like a scrapbook of memories, but with all the random facts you’ve told him.

Gaon/Jiseok

You were ranting to Jiseok about a topic that interested you. He jokingly told you that if you like it that much then you should create a slideshow presentation about it. It definitely caught him off guard when three days later you showed him the slideshow. He doesn’t tell you, but he now has it saved on his computer. Lovingly calls you a nerd. Really likes to watching sci-fi shows together with you. Sometimes there is part of him that wished he had the drive that you have about learning new things. He would tease you about playing a game like solitaire, but in reality he doesn’t even know or understand how to play.

O.de/Seungmin

Seungmin treasures how dedicated you are when it comes to learning about something. He thinks you are absolutely adorable as you’re hyper fixated on your laptop, researching a particular subject. Takes candid photos of you researching, might make one his wallpaper. Laughs whenever you randomly spew out a fact, not in a mean way of course. Your random fact spewing brightens his day. Especially if it’s something completely random like shrimps hearts are located in their head. Avidly watches mystery type shows with you and might end up being the more invested one funnily. 

Junhan/Hyeongjun

Junhan would love to have in-door dates where the two of you just read together. Sitting on opposite ends of the couch with your legs flailed across one another. Sometimes uses you as his personal internet. If he has a question about something he thinks you would know he’d rather ask you than actually look it up. Would try to race you in completing a sudoku the fastest. He really values your smarts and thinks that it’s really impressive how much wide scale information you have stored in your brain. He would send you things on topics that he found interesting and loves when you do the same back. 

Jooyeon

You’re not just any nerd, you are his nerd. When you randomly state a fact he would respond with a “that is something only a nerd would know,”. Even if he teases you about it he still likes whenever you do it. If it’s been a while since you randomly told you a fact he’ll ask you to tell him one. Honestly his day doesn’t feel complete without it. He would really enjoy having a sci fi, mystery themed movie night. You two would turn off all the lights and huddle together under blankets. Occasionally he wishes that he was as academic as you because he thinks it would be nice to research things together, but if he has no interest his brain refuses to hold new information.

#xdinary heroes #xdh #xdh imagines #xdh x reader #xdinary heroes imagines #xdinary heroes x reader #xh gunil #xh jungsu #xh gaon #xh jiseok #xh o.de #xh junhan #xh hyeongjun #gunil x reader #jungsu x reader #gaon x reader #jiseok x reader #o.de x reader #oh seungmin x reader #junhan x reader #han hyeongjun x reader #lee jooyeon #goo gunil #kim jungsu #kwak jiseok #oh seungmin #han hyeongjun #jooyeon x reader

[bungouchronicles]

(Updated) Introduction post

Hiii!! :3 I'm Aria and my pronouns are she/her. This was supposed to be a multifandom blog but I mostly post about bungou stray dogs (and vampires) at this point. The fixation (bsd) is too strong!! (It's been going strong for like 4-5 years by now woah :O)

I'm happy to receive asks but know that I won't answer if they make me uncomfortable so yk, don't be a creep

Also please don't reblog my stuff if you're a nsfw blog. I don't want anything to do with that stuff

Favorite posts of mine:

Soukoku and their views on humanity (analysis)

Dazai hates going to the doctor, Yosano hates having him there (drabble)

Dazai and gift giving (headcanon)

Akutagawa and the man dressed in black (analysis)

Fyodor and what the future might hold (theory)

I love to love (poem)

Fyodor and "that man" (theory)

There's some general information about me aswell as what tags I use under the cut:

Likes:

Bungou stray dogs

Moriarty the patriot

Kamisama Hajimemashita/kiss

My hero academia

Genshin impact

Honkai star rail

My little pony: friendship is magic

Dinosaur king

Sugar Apple Fairy tail

Heaven official's blessing (still reading this one)

The case study of vanitas

The matrix

Spider-man

Seraph of the end

The Stanley parable

Anime

Manga

Reading

Writing

Art

Music

Theater

Anything creative really

Philosophy

Classic literature

Character/story analysis

Vampires

Superheroes

Goth music and fashion

Post-punk

New wave

New romantic

Indie pop

Christianity

Fandom culture

shipping

Shoujo (please give me recs <3)

Interview with the vampire (1994)

Dislikes:

Horror (I like the scary vibes but I can't handle the actually scary stuff)

Gore (I don't mind blood)

Extreme violence

Sharks (big scary teeth)

Mirrors (creepy)

Proshippers (gross)

My tags:

#aria indulges the voices #aria reblogs #aria does art #aria writes #aria answers asks #aria analyses #aria theorises #aria's vampire ramblings #aria socialises

#introduction #aria indulges the voices #bsd #bungou stray dogs

[crucioslut]

[ answer ]  your muse answering a question meant for mine . 

The slytherin common room was a delicious little retreat away from the blistering cold just on the other side of the window. Outside, the wind howled with abandon and wet snowflakes blanketed the view, making it hard to even make out the night sky. Inside the students were kept warm by the crackling fire place in their heavy winter robes, hot cups of steaming tea warming their fingers. Bellatrix Black lay quietly, lounged on the sofa beneath the window with her head propped up. Several books on "Defense Against the Dark arts" stacked on the floor neck to her, an open book rest at her knees while she scribbled notes down with an unusual rapid speed. The hottest music of a defiant crowd in the Wizarding world at the time played. Heavy guitar and drums. It was new and exactly the kind of thing a pureblood teenager's parents would absolutely loathe. Bellatrix loved it for that reason alone. The gentle acts of rebellion she could indulge herself in without letting what was important slip from her grasp. Rodolphus sat in the arm chair next to her, enthusiastically fixated on his own studies. They didn't speak when they were working. Unlike most, the pair had very real goals that they knew they'd need to dedicate their last few years at hogwarts to in order to acheive. Deja Vasilyev, a russian witch in Bella's year who was new to Hogwarts that year entered the room and Bella's gaze rose from her books to the interuption, watching as Deja sat herself down and began speaking to Rodolphus in a thick accent. Deja had chestnut hair, hazel eyes and rosy cheeks. And one hell of a rack too. She smelled like sweet cherry blossom. At first she spoke to Rod about the upcoming test, but it didn't take long for the conversation to become much more personal, and Bellatrix looked at her fiance with an amused half-smirk, rolling her eyes. Yes she'd seen this many times before. It never ceased to amaze her how much these girls took to Rodolphus Lestrange. Sure, he wasn't bad to look at. But was that truly all it took for a man to be desirable? For all Deja knew he could have been a total imbecile. But Bella said nothing, observing the scene before her silently from behind her books, paying close attention to how Rodolphus reacted to her. "What are your plans for the rest of the weekend once you're finished studying?" The russian girl asked, her eyes shining and a big, inviting smile on her lips. "Tomorrow night a few of us are visiting Hogsmeade to see the light display!" She explained, excitedly. "I've never seen it before, only heard of it. I've only just moved to England this year. Afterwards we'll stop for butter beer! I wondered if you'd like to come with." She was so wonderous and hopeful, and innocent. So genuine. it was sickeningly sweet. Finally, Bellatrix spoke up, lowering the book before Rodolphus had a chance to reply. "That's a very nice offer. I'm afraid we'll likely spend the rest of the weekend ravenously fucking." Bella said casually, not breaking eye contact with the the other witch. "Every which way. Doing things you've never even read about." Deja's eyed widened before her face flushed deep red. "This time of year can be very stressful, you know." Bellatrix continued, there's oh so much at stake. Helps to even things out." Bellatrix licked her lips, closing her book and sitting upright. "But tell you what, if I can fight him off of me for long enough, I'll send him right to you. How's that sound?" Bella smiled and tilted her head curiously. @rodolphus-lestrangex

#belladolphus #these whores love roddy #rodolphus lestrange #bellatrix lestrange #harry potter rp

[hee-blee-art]

are there any specific ocs your rotating in your brain rn that you wanna talk about ✨👀

yes! always :)

recently I've been thinking a lot about my toyhouse corners guys as I continue working on their comic, especially basil, alfred, foster, and mac :) coincidentally (or not so) they're the four of the cast who do the most yearning and pining and of course I'm very normal about all that (that's a lie they all make me insane). I can't wait to reveal more about them, I could (and will) talk about them for ages (any questions always welcome, I'll try not to spoil anything too big). particularly I've been thinking about basil's past, his complex troubles with getting close to people, and his relationship to whisk, a troubled kitten who he sees a lot of his younger self in and may or may not be fixated on trying to help because he wishes he could somehow reach though time and help himself when he was a kitten in a similar position to her. all in all I am very excited to keep putting those guys in situations (there will be a candyland, a creepy safety village-esque town, and a mirage-like travelling megastore called appleworld in their future).

I've also been thinking (as I often do) about my tragic fantasy gays, sebastian & konstantine. I've been busy enriching their world with lore and planning out their story so I can start (yet another) draft for the first book of the grey circle, and with that comes a lot of thinking about those two, the haunted prince & his begrudgingly valiant knight who knows him better than anyone and yet cannot know him fully because of his unfathomable secret... oh, there's just something so intimate about being doomed by the narrative and bound together, done part by none, not even death <3 they're very enemies to lovers in a "we're on the same side but I can't stand you but I also can't stand to be without you and if anyone messes with you I'll kill them" way, which I can't get enough of myself.

also! the grey circle has lots of characters I haven't posted about nearly as much but are so dear to me and that I oft rotate in my brain, like ilèan & cainiph, who are a very skilled fairy princess with truly profound mommy issues and cain-and-abel vibes with her sister & an adrenaline junkie bounty hunter who is a bit of a hothead and accidently becomes a werewolf :) another mismatched pair that end up needing each other as much as air. and of course, gren & bain, the little mousy halfling-type creatures who are inseparable best friends in love beyond words, a sly bartender & a leisure-loving bard respectively, both incredibly curious and brave beyond credit, setting out to right a wrong and solve an old family mystery. I think about the grey circle very often, it's one of my favourite little worlds to visit in my head & I can't wait until I have something written that allows others to visit as well :)

the last herd of ocs I've been preoccupied with lately are my room & board cast, the characters for a comic idea I have about silly and bizarre sci-fi/fantasy comic about alternate-dimension-faring roommates travelling in a house-turned-spaceship in search of a (the?) holy grail. they're all old ocs of mine (6+ years I think) that I've rebooted a few different times, and returning to them after some years off feels like reconnecting with old friends as cheesy as that sounds. I genuinely missed them, and I'm excited to be messing about with a story for them again, even if it's just for fun. I've especially been thinking about the main(est) character, martin, and how her journey with transness fits into their larger existential and relentlessly silly adventures.

thnks for offering the stage to talk about my ocs! I love talking about them but I'm not always sure anyone wants to hear, but perhaps it's time I curb that mindset and just start putting more out there because it's fun for me :) also! if anyone reads all this, first of all thnk you for indulging me, and second I am genuinely always open to hearing about other people's ocs, whether through ask or dm or whatever! I know it can be intimidating to just reach out of the blue but I really do love talking about people's characters / stories / creations and I am always open to it. maybe I ought to make some more dedicated venue for that sort of thing but yeah casual oc chat is always an option! I hope anyone who sees this has a wonderful day / night :)

#asks #my very sincere thnks whimsy; this was such a nice ask to receive! #your artwork & characters are so lovely & I am very humbled that you'd be interested in mine :) #toyhouse corners #they grey circle #room & board #(I may end up archiving this on butchjesus but I'll leave it up here for now)

[pankomako]

ya lost? yeah me too

while you're here, why don't i introduce myself? you can call me panko or sharky, either's fine. im a transmasc gay dude whose gender is best described as a png of a shark - my preferred pronouns are he/they. also im 17 years old.

one of my big goals in life is to tell silly stories in cartoon format. for now, i just have these 3 oc worlds i play around with like plushies on my bed:

Boardwalk of Beasts - the big one which i want to turn into a tv show. i unfortunately haven't touched it in a while haha

Gang's Bay - SUPER self-indulgent, basically a weird sitcom in my head. you can read about it here

Give Me Vertigo - a fun genre-hopping story i plan to tell sooner rather than later. story is VERY much a WIP but it might be an interactive blog thing idk yet

you can find my posts about them in their respective tags; it's just their titles so it's easy (the gang's bay tag excludes the apostrophe)

stuff i post

fair warning, some of the things i post aren't very kid-friendly. if my blog were a tv show, i'd rate it TV-14 for strong language, sexual references, and depictions of drugs and alcohol. if you're not into that stuff, or under 14-16, i'd advise you to keep your distance.

i do indeed post a lot of art, though mostly just rough doodles or joke drawings. i make both oc art and fanart, and the occasional animatic.

i LOVE sharks, and marine bio in general, and just about anything to do with the water. definitely a huge non-media side interest of mine

also i will never be normal about the music i listen to. im an alt-rock junkie and my favorite bands as of now are incubus and pearl jam (i listen to one band's music exclusively for months at a time.)

some past fixations of mine are invader zim, corner gas and milo murphy's law. not in that order. im highly likely to post about those as well as splatoon. feel like i might be forgetting something but idk

you may find me hanging out in the live chat of failboat's streams as one of his chat mods. i've been in the community for about 6 years running (6 years too long if you ask anyone normal). i also draw him SO much in my funny cartoony way that looks a lot like him but also not at all.

when im not posting about any of the stuff listed above, i just ramble. it's probably annoying but hey if you're following me that's what you get lol

well this got long. i really cant make just a normal bullet list can i. well hey, if you like what you see, consider dropping a follow! feel free to interact with me too, i may be a shark guy but i dont bite :P

if you're not lookin' to follow just yet, go ahead and dive into the rest of my blog! yeah that one was forced. whatever you decide to do, i'll catch ya later :D

#NEW PINNED POST COMIN' ATCHA FOLKS #i think it may be longer than the old one. haha whoops

[loser4loserswhok1ll]

Matchup maybe possibly? 👀

I'm a 5'1" short king trans guy and I need to wear glasses but I simply Do Not out of spite. My hobbies include eating, drawing, writing, and eating some more, so I'm hefty and hairy like a bear cub. My favourite genres of music are nu metal and alt rock, and I dress like a stereotypical dad with button-ups and cargo shorts. I'm also autistic and my dream job is to be a mortician since medical science is a big special interest of mine!

I hope that's enough to go off of! Have a great day / night!!

You sound so cool tf (true asf with the short king stuff i feel you)

not gonna lie i was fighting for my life choosing this one, so i hope its not god awful

I match you with...

Stu Macher !

He'd never say it out loud, but he is fascinated by you entirely. You guys share similar music tastes, though he indulges in pop / punk rock more than alt rock. Your guys favorite shared bands are korn and slipknot, though he wishes you would indulge in weezer more (hes a loser in my heart of hearts.) He loves how you listen to such heavy music but look like Just Some Dude. Hes the adhd to your autism, good luck. Hes just as blind as you so good luck trying to read menus, both of you are hopeless and sightless. I dont know how either of you are still alive at this point. Loves to feed you also. He has a huge fixation with your mouth. Loves to watch your mouth as you talk, eat, drink, even just resting and dormant. Also hes in LOVE with how hairy you are. One of his strongest fascinations with you is how well your hair grows. Hes incapable of growing any hair basically so he likes that you contradict him. When youre drawing he'll do that annoying thing where he constantly asks stupid questions. "You drew that?" "Can you draw me?" "How'd you do that?" "Do you draw often?" so good luck drawing in peace. He'll ask often if he can dress you, choose your outfits and style you like his personal doll. He also steals your clothes. When you tell him about your dream of becoming a mortician, he kind of thinks its a joke at first. When you solidify that you are serious, he will be so supportive. Calls you smart and a genius and other nicknames in that pattern anytime you infodump or tell him something you know. Will fantasize about you having to work on a body he killed. Its exciting to him how vastly different yet oh so similar your guys interests are :D. He asks you suspicious questions all the time too. "Hey, where would you have to hit if you wanted to keep someone alive but also paralyze them? Like,, with a knife or something." "hey babe, what happens if you accidentally stab through your thigh? do you, like, bleed to death or do you still live?" "Babe, I need to know something. How hard do you have to hit someone in the head with a blunt object for it to kill them? Like, do you have to cave their skull in or can you just keep it in one piece but still kill the person???" If you dont know hes one of the ghostfaces already, he wont tell you for a long time. One time, after he asked a lot of extremely suspicious questions, you made some joke about him being a murderer. He laughed but then his face went blank. "What if i was?" and anyway he told you the truth and was in awe that you didnt leave him. yeah you guys are in love.

hope you like your pairing! sorry for how damn late this was. If you havent seen my post, i was on vacation for a week and had 0 internet so i had to take break. have a wonderful day/night!

#slasher matchup #loser4loserswhok1ll #slasher x reader #slasher fanfiction #stu macher #scream 1996 #stu macher x reader

[oc-fo-self-indulgence]

Intro Post!! Please read before interacting!

DNI: transphobes, homophobes, ableists, racists, proship/comship, if you're just bigoted in any way, you're not welcome here.

I'm Jackie (also my S/I, just goin by his name :])!! he/him, it/its, and any neos are fine for me! I am 18+

I only have one F/O, an OC of mine named Cory! We've been together since 12.07.23 and he's a dork and I love him so very much ;w;

This blog is basically just a little archive of random thoughts of Cory and posts that remind me of him and just so I can talk about him and splurge all of my yearny pining thoughts about him! I'd like to note I am transmasc and mlm so a lot of my content will be a bit biased towards that, but with imagines I'll try keeping everything as gender neutral as possible!

Cory and Jackie and thus my posts about them/us will vary between being t4t and not t4t, since in some AUs Cory is transmasc while in others he's cis- it mostly just depends on my mood and which of my like 20 AUs I'm fixated on at the time-

Asks are totally welcome! about anything (obviously it has to be Somewhat Relevant but I'm not too picky- :])

My NSFW side blog is @horny-oc-fo-self-indulgence .

Anon List:

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#introduction #pinned #f/o community #selfship community #selfshipping community

[imagine-knb]

Hi and welcome back Neon! :D I wish you all the best as you continue your writing journey~ If it's alright, may I request for a scenario set in university where a supportive Akashi is trying to set up Midorima with Akashi's best friend from high school, the reader? :D Thank you so much!

I read on his wiki that Midorima's ideal type is someone who is older, so I'm gunna self-indulge on this a little bit (*ﾟｪﾟ*) Admin Neon

“Thank you for setting up this meeting, Akashi.” Midorima adjusted his glasses as he sat down, looking across the small café table at his companion. Akashi was taking the only other seat at the table – they would have to ask the waiter for another chair before their third companion arrived. “I should have assumed you’d already networked and made connections with various medical establishments around Tokyo.”

“It’s not a problem at all, Shintarou,” Akashi responded, his eyes fixated on a small menu he held in a hand. “But it’s nothing like that. The person you’re meeting today is a good friend of mine who happens to work in the field you’re graduating in this year. I thought it would be good for you to meet with them.”

Midorima quirked a brow. Akashi’s odd phrasing had not gone over his head – ‘The person you’re meeting… good for you to meet…’ The waiter came by while Midorima was pondering whether he should comment on Akashi’s wording or not. He watched as Akashi made an order, his voice low enough that it couldn’t be heard over the gentle music being played overhead. When the waiter turned his attention to Midorima, he prattled off an order he knew by heart.

As the waiter walked away to put in their orders, Midorima decided to ask. “Akashi, what did you mean by–”

He was cut off by a voice he recognized. “Seijurou, it’s so good to see you again.”

Midorima watched as Akashi stood from the seat he had been occupying, a welcoming smile on his face as he stepped into your embrace. Midorima recognized you instantly, memories of those days in high school where he’d began noticing your presence around the redhead more flooding his mind. And as such, Midorima often saw you around when he had spent time with his former Teiko captain. And as one does when they spend a lot of time with someone they found mature and inspiring, he had developed a crush.

A crush he thought had died out when he stopped seeing you after entering college.

A crush that had come back full force as evidenced by the fact he did nothing but stare as you let go of your embrace with Akashi. When your eyes turned to his, that familiar smile crinkling the corners of your eyes, he felt his mouth go dry. You were the colleague Akashi had called?

“I remember you,” you said, interrupting his non-existent line of thought. “You’re Seijurou’s basketball friend, Shintarou.”

Akashi gave you an amused smile as he guided you to the seat he had once occupied. “____, he’s here for business.”

“Right, right, of course,” you nodded as you sat, taking up the space opposite of Midorima. “Midorima-san, it is.”

It made his brain buzz with the way his name rolled off your tongue. And then his attention snapped back toward Akashi when the waiter came by, a single to-go cup full of black coffee in hand. The waiter handed it off to Akashi before quickly departing. The sound of a cellphone ringing cut through the music playing in the café and caused Akashi’s content smile to shift into one of apology.

“That’s my cue to get going,” he explained, giving you one last side hug when you held your arm out. Midorima could do nothing but stare as Akashi gave him a quick nod, a knowing glimmer in his eyes. He departed quickly after that, leaving Midorima alone with you.

“Right, so you want to get in the industry,” you said, leaning a bit forward to look at him more clearly. You were grinning at him, oblivious to the tangle of emotions he was unwillingly running through in his mind. He had to remind himself that this was not a date – this was business. “Why don’t we have some lunch here first, get to know each other a bit more. Then afterwards, I can look over your resume.”

Oh shit, was this a date? “Sounds good.”

#akashi #midorima #divider by @skylightlantern #after reading this ask I sat for 30 minutes reminiscing about college #I graduated five years ago #and suddenly I feel ancient #hey alexa play I Wish I Could Go Back to College by Avenue Q

[poxinox]

WIP Smut for you. (NSFW)

CW for tentacles. Themis x Hephaistos

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“You’re becoming quite fixated on this skill set of mines, Themis.” Hephaistos said as he looked over the Emissary sprawled nude across the sheets. There was nothing but a blanket lazily thrown across his lap to hide the burgeoning heat below.

“If it seems such a pressing issue then shall we indulge in something else? Perhaps we should have another stroll through the archives, or a quiet reading session together through some of Lahabrea’s research?”    Themis looked over at the other man with that damn smile. Hephaistos glowered. “Absolute pinnacle of hilarity, as usual. Now, lay back.”

Not that it was an embarrassing matter, but Hephaistos seemed hesitant to admit his excitement the more Themis approached and pitched these ideas to him. Given how much Themis enjoyed the last round, Hephaistos wasn’t surprised to have the Emissary tugging at his arm for another session only a few days later.

Hephaistos remembered the blissful expression across his face, the way he moaned and cried out for more. Who was Hephaistos to deny him? Especially since he himself enjoyed it so much.

Themis laid back as instructed, feeling those familiar sparks of excitement once those appendages begin to emerge from the sides of the bed. Crimson and slick with flared suckers eager to take hold, all wriggling with the sentience of their host. Amongst the writhing tendrils, Themis noticed one with not only a lack of suckers but seem to also have a bulge ascending from the base. “Hephaistos?” He called out to the other man with a curious tone as the tentacles begin to slither around and take hold of his limbs, steadily lifting him off the bed. “Do you trust me, Themis?” Hephaistos responds with his own question. Themis looks over to him as he’s effortlessly held just a foot or so off the bed, watching Hephaistos stand aside with his hand outstretched, the conduit that the tentacles drew power from. He wasn’t exactly sure what Hephaistos was truly asking of him, yet there was no apprehension. Themis simply gave a nod and a small smile again. “There might be discomfort for a bit here.” Was all Hephaistos said in warning before he commanded the remaining tentacles forward. One by one the coated appendages found a spot across Themis’s bare form to latch onto and tease. Nipples, belly, underarms and one gently coiling around his neck, already overwhelming Themis with their collective touch.

 A pair also coil around each of his thighs, spreading his legs apart further and holding firmly in place for the final encroaching appendage. The oozing and bulging tendril slithers across Themis’s lips, his arousal mixing with the coating across it. “You’re soaked already.” Hephaistos remarked. “You can...feel it?” Themis said through a hushed moan. “I can hear it.” Themis feels his cheeks burn red at his remark. Perhaps it was just the thrill of being teased for being so eager that stirred these feelings. Another of the small moments of vulnerability Hephaistos allowed him to revel in. Dropping the weight from his title as Emissary. A moment of respite.

#ffxiv #18+ content #fanfiction #themis #hephaistos #elidibus #pandaemonium

[charcadett]

Milo He/They 22 🏳️‍⚧️

Hiii, this is a sideblog for Pokemon stuff! Mostly headcanon posts, but you might see a oneshot or two scattered about who knows. I will occasionally be posting spicy content. However, when I do, it definitely won’t be often and it will be tagged #not sft so filter that if you’re uncomfortable or a minor! Also, if you’re a minor or don’t have any indication that you’re an adult in your bio and you interact with any 18+ posts, I’ll block you.

I have ADHD, so my fixations tend to jump around a lot. So, at some point, I might become somewhat inactive on this blog, I’ll eventually come back.

My main account is @gribblehusband where I’m more active and also I follow from there lol. Ask box is always open to talk or share your own headcanons, I LOVE to talk. You are totally welcome to DM me too, I love to make friends!

Ko-Fi <3

REQUESTS: Closed!

Link To My Larry X Reader Fic

MASTERLIST (<- Last Updated: 2/4/23)

CHARACTER LIST

RULES UNDER CUT

Will write

- I only Scarlet and Violet and Sun and Moon for right now, though that’ll expand eventually!

- I write for the gym leaders (minus Iono), the elite four, the teachers, and the professors.

- When it comes to shipping I only do x reader content. I’ve never been super big on shipping, but I enjoy from the sidelines! However, I am open to doing general headcanons about canon characters! If two characters would be friends, a group of characters doing a specific activity together, etc.

- Unless otherwise specified, I only write reader as gender neutral. I’m totally open to writing reader as gendered though, just let me know in your request!

- In relation to the above point, I will happily write trans readers, and canon characters as trans as well! More than happy to even! There’s not enough of it.

- Polyamory!

- Romantic, platonic, or even queer platonic scenarios. I’m also open to found family. Best trope is character seeing a kid and being like “Is anyone gonna adopt that?” but not wait for an answer.

- I’m open to doing NSFW. I’ve never done it before, so it may take me a sec to get around to at first.

- Open to writing for heavier topics regarding mental health, or health in general, as long as I feel like I can do it justice, and it’s not gratuitous angst. I’ll probably pull from my own experiences if it’s something I struggle with as well, or will ask people I know.

- Keep requests to like, 3 or 4 per person each time the inbox is open. I tend to close it around 20 or so requests, just for my own sake and I wanna make sure everyone who wants to gets a chance to send something in can! Thank you :D

- Crossovers! Total guilty pleasure of mine. I think they’re super fun and silly. Examples could be: Character with S/O who is a witch like in The Owl house, how would Character react to This Media, how would the Gym Leaders fare on Total Drama Island. Idk, go ham bro. I indulge in a lot of media, so there’s really no list of fandoms I’ll do this for. Just send something in and I’ll see what I can do!

Note: I won’t do crossover requests for the following fandoms: Harry Potter, Hazbin Hotel, or Attack on Titan. Might add more over time if I remember? I’d just rather not make content for any of these properties.

That being said, this is just for funsies, so I totally reserve the right to delete a request if it makes me uncomfortable or I uhhh just can’t think of anything for it.

Won’t Write:

- For any of the SV rivals, Team Star, or Iono. For the former, until their ages are officially confirmed, I’d rather not write for them. It’s just something I’m not personally comfortable with. For Iono, she just reads as sixteen to me, so again, not super comfortable writing for her either.

- Noncon

- Incest

- Pokephilia

- Yandere

- Pregnancy

- Hybrids, they’re just not really my thing.

#made this post look much nicer #i pinned it last night and woke up in a cold sweat like ‘i have to fix it’ #anyway back to work #*begins grinding hassel and larry up in a food processor*

[minilpark]

Hey I would love a top gun ship if possible :).

Pronouns - She/Her

Personality - I can get angry slightly quickly, but often mask it. I’m more passive aggressive and I can hold grudges but I’m real quick to forgive. A curse and a blessing of mine is that I have really good memory, like real good. I’m more introverted at natured, but I don’t mind sitting with friends in silent. I’m quick to catch up on things (I was always good at sports due to that) but I don’t often acknowledge it? Ex: I know when people have a crush on me, but I always wait for them to come to me (even if I like them back). I’m very emotional, and as you can probably tell from this, I ramble. I also travel a lot, and am a very strategic person (kinda).

Fixations - I generally switch hyper fixations between Star Wars (Clone Wars era mainly), DC, Power Rangers, World Trigger, Blue Exorcist, Pokemon and other stuff.

Hobbies - I enjoy writing and drawing in my free time. I will sometimes look up guitar fingers style song tutorial to just play it for fun. Also a gamer B).

Pet Peeve - My pet peeve is being ghosted.

Dislikes - I also dislike not knowing stuff.

Likes - Which concludes with me liking the fact of just knowing random things.

Ideal date - An ideal date would honestly just be spending time with them doing anything.

Favorites - I don’t have a favorite music genre or favorite color lmao.

Sorry if this is a lot lmao, as previously mentioned, I kinda ramble.

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i think i would ship you with coyote!

i think javy is an incredibly patient and careful person and this would match well with how reactive you can be sometimes. he's tough so things that might be passive aggressively done won't get too him too much. anyways i can totally see him indulging in your interests and asking you questions about it. he'd get more interested in it himself! i think a date idea i can see happening for both of you involves him reading over your writing (possibly giving you ideas for new works or helping you edit) or you two gaming together and having pizza.

#topgun #top gun maverick #javy coyote machado #topgun ship requests #🏀 anon

[c-emiel]

my fandoms + likes

I kinda infodump about everything I like and why.

It's a wall of text, so I'll uh--

The Witcher - I hyperfixated on this fandom for a good while, and it was the first time I read and enjoyed reading outside of school. I only haven't finished the second video game, but I don't mind spoilers. I borrow my name from Emiel Regis--maybe one day I'll write about why I love him. I also wrote a poem about Yennefer one night; maybe I can post that one day.

Red Dead Redemption - My current fixation, sorta. I haven't played the first game, although I know more or less what happens. I love playing online, but haven't in a while because my console is in another country and I don't like playing pc much. I haven't indulged in this fandom in a while but I always enjoy reading about or watching videos about it. The Modded Wacky West video is my favorite video to watch over and over. I also love cowboy stuff in general. Kinda aspiring to become a cowboy myself. More on that another time..

I like DC more than Marvel, oops. - some of my favorite characters are The Flash, especially Ezra Miller's and the movie Flashpoint Paradox; Superman, especially Tom Welling's and Superman: Red Son; basically all depictions of Batman but especially Christian Bale's and Robert Pattinson's. I don't dislike Marvel, I just don't get as excited about it most of the time. BUT I LOVE SPIDERMAN I played the hell out of that game.

Ernest Hemingway - I really love his writing, although I fear I'm not qualified to make that declaration because I've only read two of his novels and a few of his short stories. But I loved them all so!! I also love reading about him. I read the novel "Z" by Therese Ann Fowler and the characterization was so interesting. Very good book, definitely recommend. Anyway the two novels of his that I have read so far are The Sun Also Rises and A Farewell To Arms. They both ignited unique passions in me. I think I have a thing for morally reprehensible artists, because I love films by

Woody Allen - I've only watched two of his movies but I loved them both. Whatever Works is actually my favorite movie. I love Larry David and Evan Rachel Wood and Henry Cavill, and the desperate philosophies of Boris Yelnikoff. The other movie of his that I've watched is Midnight in Paris. Both films bring me great comfort.

I also like studying moral philosophy in my free time. Earlier this year I rewatched The Good Place, and then read How To Be Perfect, both by Michael Schur. I promise I've done more reading than just that book, but it is an honorable mention. I love love nihilism.

Language is a special interest of mine, although I am basically monolingual. I'm learning Spanish currently. I've wanted to create a language for a while but I think it's best if I focus my attention on learning this one language, for survival. Once I'm comfortable with my Spanish skills, I might pick up ASL again. I love reading about language and pondering how it interacts with culture.

In middle school I had a special interest in psychology, which has since evolved into a special interest in philosophy. I think this was a survival thing, since I was an undiagnosed autistic and needed something to help me navigate a world of confusion that I only just realized was not compatible with me. (Before then, I was more or less oblivious to mistreatment and unfairness. I was not incredibly observant as a child.)

I am atheist, but I like to study the Bible occasionally. I like Biblical references in literature, sometimes, and I like to read about non-canon books (I hope that's the right way to describe them). I planned to read The Gnostic Gospels by Elaine Pagels but I left the book at home and I am currently out of the country, lol. I like watching The Atheist Experience, but haven't done so in a few weeks because I tend not to spend a lot of time online while I'm here. I was never religious, although I did "believe in God" until I was 10 (my dad told me God was fake right after telling me Santa was fake, and it wasn't really a big deal to me then. I just believed him and continued painting.), but I still think I am deconstructing, like I have to be proactive against the many ways Christianity and religion influence my ideology.

I'm currently reading East of Eden, by John Steinbeck! I love it so much! I absolutely plan to post about it when I finish. I take notes for each chapter while I read, which I think is super fun, and also helps because I never had great reading comprehension (partly why I hated reading for school).

I'm also reading, for the fourth time, The Wayhaven Chronicles, by Mishka Jenkins. I don't exactly create OCs for each playthrough. Actually, the first time I play anything, I kinda just go with my gut feeling, so the played character takes after me, intuitively. Each playthrough after that, I've adopted the persona of an existing character. For me, it's easier to tell them apart this way, because the personality is "in the name" if that makes sense? So all the characters I've played as, so far, are taken from the Witcher. So far: Cirilla, Phillipa, and Dandelion/Jaskier.

Anyway I would love to make friends with anyone even if we don't have any fandoms or things in common!!

I think this post is long enough now..! So I'll wrap it up here. Thanks if you actually read all of this?! I hope I'm not breaking any rules :S

#about this blog #blog intro #intro post #introduction

[mosstrades]

A word on scars and self-harm recovery under the read-more.

I noticed I get very fixated on other people's scars, when I see them: either in a jealous way ('I wish mine were like that', 'mine are way worse'), or simply a vicarious fascination, it always pulls my attention. And in myself, often the act of self-harm is explicitly centered in the creation of scars. So I've tried getting curious about that experience.

If you're fixated on scars, you're probably trying to express/externalize/define something through the act of harm. At least that's where my fixation with scars comes from: a desire to feel defined by it, to justify and make my pain real, like my physical scars make my mental wounds valid (especially in comparison to others who 'have it worse'). It's a way to assuage guilt, and a many-layered, very intense relief. There's also the idea of wanting other people to see it, so they "know how badly I'm doing" and I get the validation of their uncomfortable or morbid stares - or, sometimes, hoping they'll swoop in and "save me" in a fantasized scenario.

I realized why it's not good to indulge that feeling I get, when I see other scarred people: I am defining them by their pain, too. And suddenly it becomes much easier to see that as a negative thing, in a very concrete way. It's bad, because it takes away from my ability to see them as full people. It's bad because as I stare at their scars I'm looking away from everything else - I should be looking at their eyes, at their hands, not only at the glimpses of a struggle I don't even know. A struggle that would be just as valid and real if their skin was unharmed. To fixate on pain hinders my empathy, hinders my recognition of humanity in others, hinders my capacity for connection.

I don't know anyone's situation but my own, and it may be totally different, but if any of that resonates I can only tell you what I tell myself: all of those things about others are true for you, too. Your mind isn't just scar-tissue and wounds, and you aren't only your struggle. You are a full human being who deserves the chance to construct themselves in pursuit of joy and love and peace. You deserve people to see you wholly, who love all of you and help you with this, which is only a part of the whole: you don't need to be an advert for your own hurt in order to deserve care.

For so long my biggest struggle is that I felt like recovery wasn't worth it for any concrete reason. But it is. It's because I want connection. Love. It's because I want love.

It doesn't always feel like enough. But I'll keep trying to remember it is.

#nick.txt #self harm recovery #recovery #self harm #self harm cw #this is a very straightforward and personal post and i didnt even have the inspiration to make it into a poem or #something i just went at it! #journal-entry ass post #but i do think the stigma round talking about this stuff is bad! and this is the sort of post that wouldve helped me a TON back when #i felt like i was fully losing it #so yeah. the answer is love. again. #what else would it ever be? #my writing