#god i hate this feeling it sucks

[synchlora]

:((

#little sad tonight lads #yknow the feeling when a rlyy long hyperfix is fading and u just realize it and u desperately dont want it to go cause its all thats there? #yeahhhh #fuckin :( sad abt the d.smp hyperfix fading #fuck #like. ill never rly experience the end of it like i wanted to #bc forcing myself to do it would be miserable #god i hate this feeling it sucks #i want to see it through for me 8 months ago but i fuckin cant :/ #just kinda. blank right now. feels weird #negative

[naturecalls111]

#black leg sanji #red leg zeff #one piece #comic #fanart #sanji vinsmoke #< the tag I use more often so just for easy navigation on my blog. #my dog of 17 years passed the other night and god knows I suck at processing things #I wanted a way to distract myself but I couldn’t Really distract myself so. #when I woke up after drawing this comic I hated how I wrote the end part #my brain was muddled so words weren’t coming to me the way I wanted it to #I was going to change it before posting it here but that feels… disingenuous. so I’m keeping it #my puppy’s name was Sunny. it’s silly of me but it makes me feel even closer to one piece now #anyway sorry for rambling #I miss my big baby

[puppyeared]

beep beep im a sheep

speeddraw below the cut (audio warning)

song: "Cult of Dionysis" by The Orion Experience

#before anybody says anything i have never played cotl in my entire life and i dont plan to. but. crow showed me some narilamb art #and i. well.. HMMMMM kinda fruity if i do say so myself.. #also i wanted to play around with the lambs design and had fun basing their outfit a little on crusader armor. mostly the cloth in the fron #i dont think id last 10 minutes playing cotl. partly because i suck at strategy games and not hugely drawn to roguelike games #and partly because i think i would cry real tears if i had to sacrifice someone despite fully knowing theyre nonsentient npc characters #i must admit i think the world and gameplay mechanics are interesting.. havent watched any playthroughs but ive been skimming thru the #wiki pages. kindareminds me of binding of Isaac but i dont have the patience for those kinds of games sadly #also apparently u guys are getting a sex update so i feel like ill be in full blast of whatever comes out of that #i might draw god of death lamb because i kind of have an idea of what their horns would look like. but im gonna hate drawing an outfit ugh #noooo dont usurp god and reap destruction for generations to come youre so sexy haha #cotl #cult of the lamb #cotl lamb #cotl lambert #cotl fanart #my art #myart #videos #speeddraw #progress art

[someawkwardnerd]

the end of the end

#hello long time no see #im done w my thesis yay!!!!!! yippee!! #heres a concept i had started forever ago that i decided to finish #i wanted hatchling to have a sense of urgency but they look kinda excited lol #but i mean if u think about it.. hatchling would probably feel some kind of excitement to end the loop even if clouded by anxiety and worry #and oh god what if i dont make it what if i mess it up #idk idk i dont hate how it turned out so im sharing it hehe #outer wilds #outer wilds hatchling #outer wilds fanart #outer wilds spoilers #i still need to play the dlc ahhh #im scared of getting seriously sucked back in yknow #my art #fanart #animation

[napping-sapphic]

Crazy how i’m not being kissed hard enough to forget everyone who has ever hurt me rn

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #ughhhhhhh #so many things i wish i could get out of my head lately #even for just like a second #sometimes life is just a constant mantra of ‘things will get better eventually’ ad infinum #for over ten years #it is not eventually yet and i hate it so so much #STOP letting me think about my feelings on no sleep it sucks #a relationship would NOT fix me #but god sometimes i want to try it anyway #ignore meeeee #im a mess rn #going THROUGH it #with NO kissing too!! #honestly a rude addition on top of everything else smh #im gay and i like sleeping

[estravenlover]

HATER NATION!!! what’s the most annoying fan interpretation of aziraphale and crowley

#okay so I’m so glad you asked because mine is that people think aziraphale never experienced any hardship #and the crowley is somehow lightly abused by aziraphale all the time #bc crowley is a poor little meow meow and aziraphale doesn’t understand pain and only has nonsense emotions #I also don’t like that people like god so much in the fandom I feel like textually she sucks and won’t fix things like that’s the point #aziraphale #good omens #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #crowley #u guys can fight over it in the tags it will be fun!!!! this isn’t real and therefore not that deep #okay also I hate that aziraphale is never butch when he’s a girlie in fanart #like it’s fun when he’s femme too but idk I just think he would like being butch too #I also don’t buy that aziraphale was drugged by metatron I’m sorry that theory doesn’t make sense to me #I have some irl critical thoughts about good omens and fan treatment of the show but this is just silly for fun complaints

[skitskatdacat63]

2023 United States Grand Prix - Sprint - Fernando Alonso

#making these as cope for the mental damage i received today #I HATE THIS OLD MAN!! STOP MAKING ME SAD!!! #and also stop looking so fucking sexy while you're depressed god damn #ASTONNNNNN FIX YOUR CAR!!!! #my fav moment of this wknd actutally was when my dad(known fernando stan) texted me after quali: #'they brought upgrades? more like fucking downgrades.' #im havinf fun dw!!! it just sucks a lot that my guy isnt doing well :( #killing myself out in the heat and my guy isnt even in the top 10 UGHHHHHHHHH #also guys the america hat is so ugly and expensive...but i kinda want it...should i buy it #i need to buy some nando or osc merch to feel fufilled this wknd hahaha so lmk :) #fernando alonso #f1 #formula 1 #2023 us gp #2023 us grand prix #2023 united states grand prix #223 united states gp #fa14 #we do a little bit of f1

[iamumbra195]

Don't you love it when you get back into your childhood hyper-fixation that you remember very fondly as an adult and realize how fucking depressing the actual story is now that you have the capacity to understand it beyond cool fighting and characters, humor, and awesome friendships?

#bleach #ichigo kurosaki #bleach 686 #every analysis I see makes me more and more upset #why does literally everyone in this story suck #how did Kubo make such dynamic characters only to slowly crush their souls more and more until we get the most unsatisfying ending EVER #I keep trying to get back into the manga/anime but I feel like a pit forms in my stomach every time I try to #I love the characters dearly but oh my god #the relationships and the way most of the characters interact just grates at my nerves #like every few months I'll read like twenty chapter of the manga #get back into the fandom #read some analysis #and then I'll start dislking it all over again #I need a happy ending #i need a better ending #please Kubo #I need the hell arc to completely dismantle the soul society and the whole world as they know it #I NEED CHANGE #I hate the regressing and stagnation of the soul society #I need them to be overthrown #I need the characters I love to become antagonists all over again #I need Ichigo to be enemies with the soul society again #i need rebellion #I need the soul society to be the greatest evil again because in the end #they are the source of nearly ALL the problems Ichigo and co. face in canon #I'm so tired of them being the lesser evil #I need them to fall apart #I need the characters to have genuinely good endings where they are happy rather than regressing back into the people they were at the star #of the story or even worse turning into the ppl they had sworn they would never become

[kazumahashimoto]

snorplo from my game

#god i. hate. working with green. yellow sucks too but i can usually get by making it orange. i kind of did that here on accident. lol! #they're cute though. chandlo is my favorite so i must endure. #also i did give into the urge to give them tails. like their silhouettes just feel so empty without a tail i'm sorry. #hh art #bugsnax #chandlo funkbun #snorpy fizzlebean #snorplo

[bxtchyfukei]

At this point it’s literally just there for good publicity points, don’t fucking convince me otherwise.

#I understand the minor part but proship? Really? Fucking really?? #That is a goddamn comship right here whether you fucks like it or not #And I know for sure antis HATE Btd due to the intense nature of the game #But in the end it’s just some stupid computer program with pictographs of men that will never exist in real life #(Strade is an exception not counting a Ren in there) #None of these characters are fucking real none of these stories are real life is a fuck shit #These are all just silly stories made to entertain our morbid hearts from this god forsaken world #And I truly pity anyone who tries to mimic what they see on the screen #Sorry for this weird rant just been feeling eh #antis dni #antis are stupid #antis do not interact #proship safe #antis fuck off #discohorse 💢 #i hate antis #proshippers please interact #antis suck #darkfic #profiction #fuck antishippers #antis are hypocrites #antis are a cult #comship safe #comshippers please interact #Btw I don’t have Twitter so I can’t do much but look at a few posts they have #And they made shit for Ren too #And other games like John/Doe and Sunny/Day/Jack AND DACHABO #FCKING DACHABO WHERE A DIGITAL DOG BOY THIRSTS OVER YOU AND ITS MEGA SUS #I genuinely don’t get antis who consume sus media

[gay-artificer]

I've seen people be like downpour ruined how people see five pebbles and im gonna be honest if you were here for any number of years pre-downpour the fandom was always god-awful with the nuance in his character. thats not a downpour thing thats a fandom thing

#niche comparison but if any of you know angela from lobotomy corporation/library of ruina #in the years prior to LOR angela was probably one of the most demonized characters ive ever seen in my goddamn LIFE #NO ONE was going to bat for this girl as anything other than a absolute villain and bitch #i was and im sure some others were too but the vast vast majority fucking hated her #because she spends most of the game being mean to you and then betrays you at the end #and you had to read between the lines to get to “wait a minute whats happening to her is kinda immensely fucked up” #and this is someone betraying you at the end of a very /very/ hard game to 100% and beat proper #then LOR came out and fully explored the depths of her trauma and anger at the situation she was put into #how desperate she was too take something for herself and how little she cared about how the effected others because she was not given that #and suddenly it clicked for everyone! #suddenly she wasnt a heartless bitch anymore! but of course now you had the #'literal infant' crowd because it also explored some ideas of parental trauma/lack of experience with the world #but god it was way more refreshing to see people actually move on from 'theyre an evil bitch' even if it came with 'so shes like a kid?' #and i feel that way about pebbles tbh #i dont get super super into the iterator lore so i cant speak much for the quality across downpour #and its higher focus on them and their stuff #im sure it carries plenty of issues as many things will #but god people sucking at reading the room on the iterators is not new lmao #actually five pebbles and angela are shockingly similar.... #huh?

[corpsoir]

super quick scribbles i threw colours on of them dressing up as their stands or something like that

amaro is @hottopicabbacchio's 💞

#just starting to get out of this art block and oh my god i feel really good about it lol #i hate feeling art blocked its like taking away my ability to eat ot breathe it fucking sucks #jjba #jjba oc #calamari pavone #amaro avvoltoio #corps.oc #friends.oc #corps.art #sorry the way i tag things is friendzoning you danny <3 #also i keep tagging your sideblog for this but thats the pink blog . so live with it heart

[todayisafridaynight]

no cause why DOES daigo do that sassy lil hand-on-hip bit during his poundmate

#snap chats #sorry ive always acknowledged it but im obsessed with it this week ive decided due to our daigo-render posting #idk ...... its not that serious its just one of those thigns that have no right to make me giggle but still make me giggle #speaking of things that make me giggle i ordered a beach skirt from this place i havent bought from before #and they gave me The Cutest lil syringe pen and ive been obsessed with it all day #i dont have reasons to physically write down things but im going to make up a billion reasons to now #i like physically writing stuff its just more convenient to write things on my laptop ...... #ohhhh my god i hate allergies jesus fucking christ i cant even sneeze #i already get this feeling with my body's weird ass twitching ok i dont need my analogy to be real this sucks #ok im working bye

[puppyeared]

i feel shy talking here when i dont have anything worth sharing but i cant help feeling like ive said things in the tags that could be brought up in court

#im joking #i think i just get embarrassed saying smth that most ppl can see out in the open. its like when prey animals are grazing in a pasture #and then they hear a twig snap yk. im like that. but talking in the tags is more comfortable because it just feels more.. hidden?? quiet??? #its kind of like how i prefer responding thru asks than DMs.. idk if it has something to do with space or less pressure #i also use these as an excuse to ramble a little abt recent events so. ive worked a little bit on shuffle and prestos backstories ^_^ #i was thinking abt giving them a shared past where they knew each other as kids and forgot but i also though hmm.. idk if it would drive th #story i want bc i think itd be better if they bonded over similar experiences instead of the fact that they knew each other before. i get #that reconnecting and reconciling your idea of someone now and then is a good concept but id have to think abt it.. i dont want it to feel #like they owe each other to be friends again just bc they were as kids. ive experienced that a lot and all it did was make me feel guilty #so i think id want to write it as u can be friends with someone who had similar experiences and make u wish you knew each other then #i also know theyd hate each other but idk HOW. i suck at writing conflict so idk if theyd try to make each other eat glass and why #idk if itll ever come up but id also like to see if theres a way i could rationalize why they have animal ears.. normally i say aliens #but ive had an idea for a species and background for that too. although its very abstract and it probably has a lot of holes #smth abt peoples souls attaching themselves to smth they identify with.. although i dont know to what extent like if it can #be called a sona or if it can even be smth mythical like a unicorn or god itself.. its very weird rn #yapping #oc talk

[mftm1987]

rapidly approaching my definitive version because the bridge is WAYYYYYYYYYYY too dirty

#depeche mode #enjoy the silence #i think i love this so much bc mart gets very funky w that solo and it almost feels like a lil convo between him n alan.... #like as if to say. you took my version and made it funkier. now i shall do the same #god they make me ill lmao #i tried SO HARD to make this an audio post bc they have actually released it. but tumblr audio sucks now and i hate using spotify links #so here have the devotional footage

[firefly-sky]

this shit physically hurts me

#south park #kyle broflovski #stan marsh #fanon sucks #i hate it sometimes #this has definitely been said before #but kyle is not a nerd and stan isn’t a muscular manly man like #god #im feeling hateful today #my memes #my art #not the doge but the assets lol