#haha i made myself sad

[itsallaboutthebirds86]

GOD the emotional rollercoaster of Bor’dor’s last moments, like I know Utkarsh was goofing a little bit but like:

- screaming “I SAW YOU! YOU KILLED MY FRIENDS!” At Ashton (heartbreaking but also he was there)

- his eyes not angry but just filled with the deep sadness that Orym knows all too well

- just trying to run away and failing while the others subdue him and just reaching his breaking point, sobbing and heaving with grief believing he’s too far gone

- straight up begging Laudna to do it, to kill him, to end it. At the end of it all, his anger and grief consumed him until even he knew there was nothing left, and he might as well die here and now because “what’s the point”. What’s. The. Point.

- The whispered “thank you” as he loses consciousness like what the FUCK

Anyway I’m very emotional and wondering what might have become of this sad terrible man if the rest of his companions had been able to get through to him

#haha I made myself sad #critical role spoilers #bor’dor dog’son #utkarsh ambudkar #bells hells

[cirqueduroyale]

I had a nightmare where Kingston was kidnapped and accused of crimes he didn't commit and was tortured for it. Please hug my poor baby ;-;

Why, Anon, what would make you think that could happen?

#doodles #ocs #claudette sr #charles sr #kingston #harry the rabbit #haha I made myself sad #drawn while at a 3 hour work meeting shhh #if there are any spelling mistakes no there aren't

[sugarshackpeasant]

if u think about it

since chat noir didn’t call ladybug any of his usual nicknames for her (he calls her little bug once and it’s only during their hug) and he “flirts” w ryuko, it’s entirely possible that ladybug thought he’d moved on

she only got confirmation that he was still in love w her in truth

#haha i made myself sad #miraculous ladybug #mlb #ml #ladynoir #ladybug #chat noir #miracle queen #heart hunter

[huntvir]

the queen took your heart. she ripped it out. it's kind of her thing. she never wanted you to feel ever again.

#haha i made myself sad #img. #re. regina #long post / #mine.

[mxtsumxto]

❝ All I did was be the only person who believes in you. ❞

✧   BROOKLYN  NINE  -  NINE  SENTENCE  PROMPTS   !

            shame quickly swirls around rangiku's gut upon his words, nails picking at stray threads on her garments. " i know.. " she murmurs as tears gently rolled down her face, nose sniffling to avoid snot trailing down as well. nobody understands the reason why she does this and rangiku refuses to budge on telling them.            that's the last thing she needs again; the stares, the whispers and comments behind her back, people asking why she's so upset. she pushes the feeling down inside, not wanting him to be exposed to it, to her being exposed to the judgement from him.            her sleeve lifts to wipe her cheeks. her gaze stays on the unmarked gravestone she sits in front of, having no desire to see the look on his face at the sight of her. " i'm sorry, jun. you didn't deserve that from me. "

#cessatiio #☆ { come and listen close | answered ask } #haha i made myself sad

[deboracabral]

part two of this I’m so sorry

(Final scene of fleabag season 2 but it’s Crowley)

#Good omens #crowley #innefable divorce #Haha I decided to make a lil joke and made myself sad instead

[thesherrinfordfacility]

so i will admit that my knowledge of the old testament (even less the tanakh) is dicey at best, so i did a little revision. book of job essentially is the test of job's trust and loyalty to god, satan buying into this by taking away all of his earthly comforts, wealth etc., to encourage job to abandon his beliefs and score a point for the Opposition

so what if crowley's involvement in this point of the story is to make job's life an absolute misery? bring him suffering because that's what he's been ordered to do? and aziraphale has to pretty much sit by and watch it happen? they just have to trust that this is god's plan and everything happens for a reason?

if this is the case, it would stand to reason that they both lament their roles on earth, having to watch humankind be tested in ways that are ultimately cruel and unnecessary. we know from the crowley clip that crowley later on ends up questioning the whole point of angels and demons and the structure of it all, what their purpose is... what crowley's (and by extension - aziraphale's) purpose is?

what if they realise that they can seek comfort from each other here? what if that line of thinking, and realising that only the other truly understands them, starts at this very moment?

#good omens #good omens season two #crowley #aziraphale #haha i made myself sad again #good omens speculation #not a shitpost but its good omens babyyyy #rhi needs to stop manifesting

[bigkickguy]

they didn't have to references to the 06 ost and slap on some lyrics for me to overanalyze!!! but they did!!! thanks frontiers hahaaaa Ephemeral - 4-2 song: Here Once it's gone, it's never Here Only the heart remains Here Time goes on

#sonilver #kickdraw #i listened to the song on repeat too much and made myself sad lol #i'm pretty sure the song is supposed to be from the perspective of the people in that world.... but... #what if sonic was just thinking about silver instead?? #I hc that he misses him :') #was thinking once sonic gets out he'd be a little off still so they snuggle a little more #silver showed up to change the past but he showed up outside so he can only figure out what's going on once it's over #that's how i was thinking during these doodles anyway haha

[personinthepalace]

Just saw Spy x Family: Code White in theaters! It was so fun! The animation was gorgeous as expected :)

anyway have some sneaky post-credits spoilers below the cut :)

(also I audio recorded the movie (english dub) for myself but if anyone is interested in it, then let me know and I’d be more than happy to share it :) ) (also also if anyone has an extra copy of those little sxf card thing that some theaters gave out and is willing to share it, please let me know bc I would love to have one - my theater sadly didn't give any out. I'd be more than happy to trade my audio for the card thingy :) )

#spy x family #spy x family code white #spy x family code white spoilers #spy x family spoilers #about me #what I did today #rambles in the palace #so glad that I finally got to see it in theaters #there was no poster up though which made me sad #I actually wasn’t sure when the movie was going to start #but as soon as I heard the sxf theme I silently clapped my hands in excitement haha #also it was my first time going to the movies by myself #but it was quite nice #got bruncha crunch as my snack #and I think I was slightly inspired by aryan simhadri aka grover underwood from pjo disney haha

[broodygaming]

Man oh man, it confuses me, very genuinely that ppl dont think that Beau and Yasha were a good end pairing. That they don’t see it. Idk. I catches me off guard every time I read it because, to me I suppose, they go together like... Chocolate ganache. You heat the milk, pour in the chocolate and stir and stir.... and you’re staring at it and there’s awkward chocolate chunks and it’s just milk with chocolate, oh my god I’ve messed it up, it’s sticking to the bottom omfg ive wasted ALL this milk holy shit I’m an idiot and - Bam. Suddenly. One last little stir and it magically transforms before your eyes into smooth rich brown chocolate ganache.  

Idk. For me. They are this fascinating twirling of strong forces that at some point just meld together to make this beautiful thing neither of them could have ever even visualized. The dichotomy of two violent women who have been battered by the world. Told over and over how Destructive they are. Who have destroyed each other in all these crazy situations? Who have been lauded as machines of war and bastions of retribution or cast out as “too much to deal with”..... These two women who have been taught over and over again that EVERY single fucking hand that touches.... strikes.... So strike back and first before they get the fucking chance.... 

Gods be damned do they deserve gentleness. 

And not to say there’s not many places you can find that. But the idea of standing there, holding your broken parts and looking around to find someone to help you... Not fix you, just help you hold them all... And the peace someone might feel handing them to someone whose hands have known pain. Someone whose hands are scarred and battered and tough. Someone who won’t be shocked to see so many broken parts. Someone who is carrying their own armful and a few more of yours won’t be a huge burden. Someone who fucking gets it. You know? I just think of Beau sliding into that hot bath and thinking of the kind words. Not even just kind words, but the acknowledgment and the sincerity. 

The... “I see you. I see you. And I’m not looking away. I will carry these pieces with you, if you might also carry some of mine”. 

#whoops made myself cry over beau again lol #for the record cuz one comment I got confused me great this is very PRO Beau and Yasha #critical role #scrolling through the cr discourse tag and making myself sad #i genuinely had no clue ppl thought beau and yasha were a weird pair #and i get on some level the habit of being sad your ship is canon but cmon haha #life and stories are more complicated than that #and beau and jester have so much chemistry and they love each other so much! #and it's okay and normal to have many loves in your life #crushes and flings and romances #lusts and wants #etc etc #beau 'ending up with' yasha does not magically disappear her love for jester #or her attraction ya know? #like it's fine #it's all fine

[azaracyy]

today, cupimon prays for your happiness too.

#digimon #cupimon #oc:elise #made myself draw more personal oc art when not working on comms haha #tbh the motivation behind this was a moment of weakness. like. wanting people to tell you you have done well and everything will be ok #but i also want to heal others that way. it's complicated. the world only seems to get harsher and harsher #holy or angel type digis are good picks for such and cupimon are adorable #imma be realistic this is a pretty tough time to be alive. let's not even try to compare with past eras or the like #the truth is so many of us are struggling so friggin hard we don't even know it anymore bc it's become so routine to our life #but it's honestly? really twisted? if you think of it that way. we're so used to suffering in life. it's so sad. #can only hope things get better someway. somehow. may good news even a little arrives to each of yall this week #btw really sorry folks. after the ai fiasco this site has gotten itself into i'm gonna post even lower res version for my newer works jic #artists writers creatives. do stay safe. keep yourselves and your work safe as much as you can #do what you need to do regardless it matters to you or not ok! #png

[pharawee]

BONUS:

#i will knock you #i will knock you the series #bom thanawat #tar atiwat #noeythi #iwkyedit #thai drama #thaidrama #thai bl #bl drama #bl series #my edits. #no you can't in fact handle this thi #and neither can noey turns out #haha i've made myself sad again #this show wasn't supposed to make me sad

[ghosts-cyphera]

No questions or comments, jus wanted to say that I love your pornstar ghost! Plz don't ever stop writing <33

this is one hundred percent one of those comments that I’m tempted to print out and keep for the rest of my wee life because 💕🥹 aah, thank you !!

#it’s the ‘don’t ever stop writing’ that gets me every time #the past few days have been so overwhelming in all the best ways with all the love I’ve received for ps!ghost #but at the same time the more excited people get the more anxious and afraid I get of being a let down haha #of posting something that people don’t enjoy #I tell myself that it doesn’t matter as long as I enjoyed writing it but we all need and want that validation #we want to receive unconditional love for who we are for what we do #but sometimes it’s tough to feel deserving of any of that #sorry I didn’t mean to be sad hahaha #this just made me feel all the feels because for a short moment today a part of me was convinced that I should just delete my blog #because of the fear of being perceived and potentially judged #but you telling me to keep writing was the encouragement I needed #because not everything will be perfect and not everything will be as loved as something else but that’s all good #that’s alright #eek it’s 4 am!! #I love you #lo answers

[hey-must-be-a-devilbetween-us]

Right, what if in s3 instead of erasing either Aziraphale or Crowley from the Book of Life, Heaven erases their relationship and they don't remember each other?

The last 6000 years seem just a little empty, there is a face in my periphery, a echo of laughter, a soft and urgent voice, I turn and it all collapses into sand, so far in time, I was waiting for someone, wasn't I?

#good omens 2 #ineffable husbands #good omens #good omens 3 speculation #haha #i made myself sad 🥲 #aziracrow #silly little metas

[cursedfortune]

I'm always amused whenever someone starts clicking with Mortem and it leaning into being physical or romantic. Those early stages of her just peering over to them, wondering if this is the appropriate time to touch. Or maybe that next moment is better?

When it comes to the whole concept of a love language, touch is definitely hers. Mainly because touch and nonverbal communications are a witch's native tongue for speaking. Most of her people only speak when it's necessary, often communicating through touch or energy impressions. So touch to Mortem isn't just touching. It's a language, it's communication beyond how mortals utilize it. She can read someone much more clearly via touching them and also express herself more honestly that way.

Which makes it hilarious since she gets a little ??? when developing something beyond a fling with another.

Post a fight with some enemies. Her just leaning forward to peer at the other, wondering if it would be appropriate to touch them in this moment - an example.

She knows humans (and the other races on her world) well, but it's still a cultural difference as much as it is about individualistic preference. Even among her people, while touch is half of their nonverbal language, there are plenty of witches who don't want to often be touched and just rely on the other half of it outside of the times they choose to engage.

Provided, this is going at the angle of something being a slower build and not inherently starting out as a fling. Though some of it still applies because when the context begins to change, she has to relearn how to approach with a different meaning behind her touches. Reevaluate the situation and dynamic.

Especially because touch in her culture means different things than in human culture. To hold someone's neck can be a threat to outsiders, among witches it can be a sign of great trust or affection-- and then turn into something sexual if it's that kind of affection. As much as it can equally be a threat to others. But witches are rare to have to go against one another so that's more for nonwitches to get the brunt of.

I'm just amused that she has all this experience and knowledge but due to her exile and isolation she now hesitates at relationships that develop beyond a shallow dynamic. So the ??? appears and suddenly the things she knows well are things she's questioning out of a desire to preserve something she has been without for so long.

And I don't even mean just a relationship of some kind. It goes beyond that to being able to have a fraction of communicating with another in her native tongue - to hear and be heard, even if it may not be to the same extent as if she did it with her own people.

The language of her people is touch and energy/intent readings, her love language is touch largely because of it - but she is stuck alone in silence as time passes. And when she meets others she opens her mouth and speaks in their tongue but in return is very often muted because most cannot do the same - or won't.

#ahhhh i was having a haha and then i made myself sad #headcanons #mort out here just like: haha. touching is good. uwu

[arrietty-rune]

Sometimes i feel useless and annoying

#//vent #my vent art is... normal sometimes like this one so okay to rb but idk might delete later or removing the tags #i use a lot the wilsons as confort ch actually #idk sometime i feel like i'm not that appreciated in the fandom idk despite my heart know it's wrong #i think it just bc i overthink about some tawog artists that i enjoyed giving support for months but they never interacted with me #and for one of them their art and cute doodles helped me in personal stuff + brought me back to tawog fandom #and i hoped to make them smile with my art but.. yeah they just... don't care after these months #I get sad and disappointed that now they art send just... /neg vibes so i unfollowed them #idk i just feel guit that i made them upset for... unknown reasons #sigh i should just don't care about that and keep to draw dor myself #cringy or not #i'm mostly an optimistic person but overthink a lot when i feel anxious haha #i'll be probably smile and enjoy life again tomorrow #if ppl wanna talk or sending cute ask ye you can #talking with ppl help me to confort so feel free